‘If two men have equal pluck, strength isn’t much needed. One is a brave man, and the other–a coward. Which do you think is which?’
‘He’s your own cousin, and I don’t know why you should say everything again him.’
‘You know I’m telling you the truth. You know it as well as I do myself;–and you’re throwing yourself away, and throwing the man who loves you over,–for such a fellow as that! Go back to him, Ruby, and beg his pardon.’
‘I never will;–never.’
‘I’ve spoken to Mrs Pipkin, and while you’re here she will see that you don’t keep such hours any longer. You tell me that you’re not disgraced, and yet you are out at midnight with a young blackguard like that! I’ve said what I’ve got to say, and I’m going away. But I’ll let your grandfather know.’
‘Grandfather don’t want me no more.’
‘And I’ll come again. If you want money to go home, I will let you have it. Take my advice at least in this;–do not see Sir Felix Carbury any more.’ Then he took his leave. If he had failed to impress her with admiration for John Crumb, he had certainly been efficacious in lessening that which she had entertained for Sir Felix.
CHAPTER XLIV – THE COMING ELECTION
The very greatness of Mr Melmotte’s popularity, the extent of the admiration which was accorded by the public at large to his commercial enterprise and financial sagacity, created a peculiar bitterness in the opposition that was organized against him at Westminster. As the high mountains are intersected by deep valleys, as puritanism in one age begets infidelity in the next, as in many countries the thickness of the winter’s ice will be in proportion to the number of the summer musquitoes, so was the keenness of the hostility displayed on this occasion in proportion to the warmth of the support which was manifested. As the great man was praised, so also was he abused. As he was a demi-god to some, so was he a fiend to others. And indeed there was hardly any other way in which it was possible to carry on the contest against him. From the moment in which Mr Melmotte had declared his purpose of standing for Westminster in the Conservative interest, an attempt was made to drive him down the throats of the electors by clamorous assertions of his unprecedented commercial greatness. It seemed that there was but one virtue in the world, commercial enterprise,–and that Melmotte was its prophet. It seemed, too, that the orators and writers of the day intended all Westminster to believe that Melmotte treated his great affairs in a spirit very different from that which animates the bosoms of merchants in general. He had risen above feeling of personal profit. His wealth was so immense that there was no longer place for anxiety on that score. He already possessed,–so it was said,–enough to found a dozen families, and he had but one daughter! But by carrying on the enormous affairs which he held in his hands, he would be able to open up new worlds, to afford relief to the oppressed nationalities of the over-populated old countries. He had seen how small was the good done by the Peabodys and the Bairds, and, resolving to lend no ear to charities and religions, was intent on projects for enabling young nations to earn plentiful bread by the moderate sweat of their brows. He was the head and front of the railway which was to regenerate Mexico. It was presumed that the contemplated line from ocean to ocean across British America would become a fact in his hands. It was he who was to enter into terms with the Emperor of China for farming the tea-fields of that vast country. He was already in treaty with Russia for a railway from Moscow to Khiva. He had a fleet,–or soon would have a fleet of emigrant ships,– ready to carry every discontented Irishman out of Ireland to whatever quarter of the globe the Milesian might choose for the exercise of his political principles. It was known that he had already floated a company for laying down a submarine wire from Penzance to Point de Galle, round the Cape of Good Hope,–so that, in the event of general wars, England need be dependent on no other country for its communications with India. And then there was the philanthropic scheme for buying the liberty of the Arabian fellahs from the Khedive of Egypt for thirty millions sterling,–the compensation to consist of the concession of a territory about four times as big as Great Britain in the lately annexed country on the great African lakes. It may have been the case that some of these things were as yet only matters of conversation,–speculations as to which Mr Melmotte’s mind and imagination had been at work, rather than his pocket or even his credit; but they were all sufficiently matured to find their way into the public press, and to be used as strong arguments why Melmotte should become member of Parliament for Westminster.
All this praise was of course gall to those who found themselves called upon by the demands of their political position to oppose Mr Melmotte. You can run down a demi-god only by making him out to be a demi-devil. These very persons, the leading Liberals of the leading borough in England as they called themselves, would perhaps have cared little about Melmotte’s antecedents had it not become their duty to fight him as a Conservative. Had the great man found at the last moment that his own British politics had been liberal in their nature, these very enemies would have been on his committee. It was their business to secure the seat. And as Melmotte’s supporters began the battle with an attempt at what the Liberals called ‘bounce,’–to carry the borough with a rush by an overwhelming assertion of their candidate’s virtues,–the other party was driven to make some enquiries as to that candidate’s antecedents. They quickly warmed to the work, and were not less loud in exposing the Satan of speculation, than had been the Conservatives in declaring the commercial Jove. Emissaries were sent to Paris and Frankfort, and the wires were used to Vienna and New York. It was not difficult to collect stories,–true or false; and some quiet men, who merely looked on at the game, expressed an opinion that Melmotte might have wisely abstained from the glories of Parliament.
Nevertheless there was at first some difficulty in finding a proper Liberal candidate to run against him. The nobleman who had been elevated out of his seat by the death of his father had been a great Whig magnate, whose family was possessed of immense wealth and of popularity equal to its possessions. One of that family might have contested the borough at a much less expense than any other person,– and to them the expense would have mattered but little. But there was no such member of it forthcoming. Lord This and Lord That,–and the Honourable This and the Honourable That, sons of other cognate Lords,– already had seats which they were unwilling to vacate in the present state of affairs. There was but one other session for the existing Parliament; and the odds were held to be very greatly in Melmotte’s favour. Many an outsider was tried, but the outsiders were either afraid of Melmotte’s purse or his influence. Lord Buntingford was asked, and he and his family were good old Whigs. But he was nephew to Lord Alfred Grendall, first cousin to Miles Grendall, and abstained on behalf of his relatives. An overture was made to Sir Damask Monogram, who certainly could afford the contest. But Sir Damask did not see his way. Melmotte was a working bee, while he was a drone,–and he did not wish to have the difference pointed out by Mr Melmotte’s supporters. Moreover, he preferred his yacht and his four-in-hand.
At last a candidate was selected, whose nomination and whose consent to occupy the position created very great surprise in the London world. The press had of course taken up the matter very strongly. The ‘Morning Breakfast Table’ supported Mr Melmotte with all its weight. There were people who said that this support was given by Mr Broune under the influence of Lady Carbury, and that Lady Carbury in this way endeavoured to reconcile the great man to a marriage between his daughter and Sir Felix. But it is more probable that Mr Broune saw,–or thought that he saw,–which way the wind sat, and that he supported the commercial hero because he felt that the hero would be supported by the country at large. In praising a book, or putting foremost the merits of some official or military claimant, or writing up a charity,– in some small matter of merely personal interest,–the Editor of the ‘Morning Breakfast Table’ might perhaps allow himself to listen to a lady whom he loved. But he knew his work too well to jeopardize his paper by such influences in any matter which might probably become interesting to the world of his readers. There was a strong belief in Melmotte. The clubs thought that he would be returned for Westminster. The dukes and duchesses fêted him. The city,–even the city was showing a wavering disposition to come round. Bishops begged for his name on the list of promoters of their pet schemes. Royalty without stint was to dine at his table. Melmotte himself was to sit at the right hand of the brother of the Sun and of the uncle of the Moon, and British Royalty was to be arranged opposite, so that every one might seem to have the place of most honour. How could a conscientious Editor of a ‘Morning Breakfast Table,’ seeing how things were going, do other than support Mr Melmotte? In fair justice it may be well doubted whether Lady Carbury had exercised any influence in the matter.
But the ‘Evening Pulpit’ took the other side. Now this was the more remarkable, the more sure to attract attention, inasmuch as the ‘Evening Pulpit’ had never supported the Liberal interest. As was said in the first chapter of this work, the motto of that newspaper implied that it was to be conducted on principles of absolute independence. Had the ‘Evening Pulpit,’ like some of its contemporaries, lived by declaring from day to day that all Liberal elements were godlike, and all their opposites satanic, as a matter of course the same line of argument would have prevailed as to the Westminster election. But as it had not been so, the vigour of the ‘Evening Pulpit’ on this occasion was the more alarming and the more noticeable,–so that the short articles which appeared almost daily in reference to Mr Melmotte were read by everybody. Now they who are concerned in the manufacture of newspapers are well aware that censure is infinitely more attractive than eulogy,–but they are quite as well aware that it is more dangerous. No proprietor or editor was ever brought before the courts at the cost of ever so many hundred pounds,–which if things go badly may rise to thousands,–because he had attributed all but divinity to some very poor specimen of mortality. No man was ever called upon for damages because he had attributed grand motives. It might be well for politics and Literature and art,–and for truth in general, if it was possible to do so, but a new law of libel must be enacted before such salutary proceedings can take place. Censure on the other hand is open to very grave perils. Let the Editor have been ever so conscientious, ever so beneficent,–even ever so true,–let it be ever so clear that what he has written has been written on behalf of virtue, and that he has misstated no fact, exaggerated no fault, never for a moment been allured from public to private matters,–and he may still be in danger of ruin. A very long purse, or else a very high courage is needed for the exposure of such conduct as the ‘Evening Pulpit’ attributed to Mr Melmotte. The paper took up this line suddenly. After the second article Mr Alf sent back to Mr Miles Grendall, who in the matter was acting as Mr Melmotte’s secretary, the ticket of invitation for the dinner, with a note from Mr Alf stating that circumstances connected with the forthcoming election for Westminster could not permit him to have the great honour of dining at Mr Melmotte’s table in the presence of the Emperor of China. Miles Grendall showed the note to the dinner committee, and, without consultation with Mr Melmotte, it was decided that the ticket should be sent to the Editor of a thorough-going Conservative journal. This conduct on the part of the ‘Evening Pulpit’ astonished the world considerably; but the world was more astonished when it was declared that Mr Ferdinand Alf himself was going to stand for Westminster on the Liberal interest.
Various suggestions were made. Some said that as Mr Alf had a large share in the newspaper, and as its success was now an established fact, he himself intended to retire from the laborious position which he filled, and was therefore free to go into Parliament. Others were of opinion that this was the beginning of a new era in literature, of a new order of things, and that from this time forward editors would frequently be found in Parliament, if editors were employed of sufficient influence in the world to find constituencies. Mr Broune whispered confidentially to Lady Carbury that the man was a fool for his pains, and that he was carried away by pride. ‘Very clever,–and dashing,’ said Mr Broune, ‘but he never had ballast.’ Lady Carbury shook her head. She did not want to give up Mr Alf if she could help it. He had never said a civil word of her in his paper;–but still she had an idea that it was well to be on good terms with so great a power. She entertained a mysterious awe for Mr Alf,–much in excess of any similar feeling excited by Mr Broune, in regard to whom her awe had been much diminished since he had made her an offer of marriage. Her sympathies as to the election of course were with Mr Melmotte. She believed in him thoroughly. She still thought that his nod might be the means of making Felix,–or if not his nod, then his money without the nod.
‘I suppose he is very rich,’ she said, speaking to Mr Broune respecting Mr Alf.
‘I dare say he has put by something. But this election will cost him £10,000;–and if he goes on as he is doing now, he had better allow another £10,000 for action for libel. They’ve already declared that they will indict the paper.’
‘Do you believe about the Austrian Insurance Company?’ This was a matter as to which Mr Melmotte was supposed to have retired from Paris not with clean hands.
‘I don’t believe the “Evening Pulpit” can prove it,–and I’m sure that they can’t attempt to prove it without an expense of three or four thousand pounds. That’s a game in which nobody wins but the lawyers. I wonder at Alf. I should have thought that he would have known how to get all said that he wanted to have said without running with his head into the lion’s mouth. He has been so clever up to this! God knows he has been bitter enough, but he has always sailed within the wind.’
Mr Alf had a powerful committee. By this time an animus in regard to the election had been created strong enough to bring out the men on both sides, and to produce heat, when otherwise there might only have been a warmth or, possibly, frigidity. The Whig Marquises and the Whig Barons came forward, and with them the liberal professional men, and the tradesmen who had found that party to answer best, and the democratical mechanics. If Melmotte’s money did not, at last, utterly demoralise the lower class of voters, there would still be a good fight. And there was a strong hope that, under the ballot, Melmotte’s money might be taken without a corresponding effect upon the voting. It was found upon trial that Mr Alf was a good speaker. And though he still conducted the ‘Evening Pulpit’, he made time for addressing meetings of the constituency almost daily. And in his speeches he never spared Melmotte. No one, he said, had a greater reverence for mercantile grandeur than himself. But let them take care that the grandeur was grand. How great would be the disgrace to such a borough as that of Westminster if it should find that it had been taken in by a false spirit of speculation and that it had surrendered itself to gambling when it had thought to do honour to honest commerce. This, connected, as of course it was, with the articles in the paper, was regarded as very open speaking. And it had its effect. Some men began to say that Melmotte had not been known long enough to deserve confidence in his riches, and the Lord Mayor was already beginning to think that it might be wise to escape the dinner by some excuse.
Melmotte’s committee was also very grand. If Alf was supported by Marquises and Barons, he was supported by Dukes and Earls. But his speaking in public did not of itself inspire much confidence. He had very little to say when he attempted to explain the political principles on which he intended to act. After a little he confined himself to remarks on the personal attacks made on him by the other side, and even in doing that was reiterative rather than diffusive. Let them prove it. He defied them to prove it. Englishmen were too great, too generous, too honest, too noble,–the men of Westminster especially were a great deal too highminded to pay any attention to such charges as these till they were proved. Then he began again. Let them prove it. Such accusations as these were mere lies till they were proved. He did not say much himself in public as to actions for libel,–but assurances were made on his behalf to the electors, especially by Lord Alfred Grendall and his son, that as soon as the election was over all speakers and writers would be indicted for libel, who should be declared by proper legal advice to have made themselves liable to such action. The ‘Evening Pulpit’ and Mr Alf would of course be the first victims.
The dinner was fixed for Monday, July the 8th. The election for the borough was to be held on Tuesday the 9th. It was generally thought that the proximity of the two days had been arranged with the view of enhancing Melmotte’s expected triumph. But such in truth, was not the case. It had been an accident, and an accident that was distressing to some of the Melmottites. There was much to be done about the dinner,– which could not be omitted; and much also as to the election,–which was imperative. The two Grendalls, father and son, found themselves to be so driven that the world seemed for them to be turned topsy-turvy. The elder had in old days been accustomed to electioneering in the interest of his own family, and had declared himself willing to make himself useful on behalf of Mr Melmotte. But he found Westminster to be almost too much for him. He was called here and sent there, till he was very near rebellion. ‘If this goes on much longer I shall cut it,’ he said to his son.
‘Think of me, governor,’ said the son ‘I have to be in the city four or five times a week.’
‘You’ve a regular salary.’
‘Come, governor; you’ve done pretty well for that. What’s my salary to the shares you’ve had? The thing is;–will it last?’
‘How last?’
‘There are a good many who say that Melmotte will burst up.’
‘I don’t believe it,’ said Lord Alfred. ‘They don’t know what they’re talking about. There are too many in the same boat to let him burst up. It would be the bursting up of half London. But I shall tell him after this that he must make it easier. He wants to know who’s to have every ticket for the dinner, and there’s nobody to tell him except me. And I’ve got to arrange all the places, and nobody to help me except that fellow from the Herald’s office. I don’t know about people’s rank. Which ought to come first: a director of the bank or a fellow who writes books?’ Miles suggested that the fellow from the Herald’s office would know all about that, and that his father need not trouble himself with petty details.
‘And you shall come to us for three days,–after it’s over,’ said Lady Monogram to Miss Longestaffe; a proposition to which Miss Longestaffe acceded, willingly indeed, but not by any means as though a favour had been conferred upon her. Now the reason why Lady Monogram had changed her mind as to inviting her old friend, and thus threw open her hospitality for three whole days to the poor young lady who had disgraced herself by staying with the Melmottes, was as follows. Miss Longestaffe had the disposal of two evening tickets for Madame Melmotte’s grand reception; and so greatly had the Melmottes risen in general appreciation that Lady Monogram had found that she was bound, on behalf of her own position in society, to be present on that occasion. It would not do that her name should not be in the printed list of the guests. Therefore she had made a serviceable bargain with her old friend Miss Longestaffe. She was to have her two tickets for the reception, and Miss Longestaffe was to be received for three days as a guest by Lady Monogram. It had also been conceded that at any rate on one of these nights Lady Monogram should take Miss Longestaffe out with her, and that she should herself receive company on another. There was perhaps something slightly painful at the commencement of the negotiation; but such feelings soon fade away, and Lady Monogram was quite a woman of the world.
CHAPTER XLV – Mr MELMOTTE IS PRESSED FOR TIME
About this time, a fortnight or nearly so before the election, Mr Longestaffe came up to town and saw Mr Melmotte very frequently. He could not go into his own house, as he had let that for a month to the great financier, nor had he any establishment in town; but he slept at an hotel and lived at the Carlton. He was quite delighted to find that his new friend was an honest Conservative, and he himself proposed the honest Conservative at the club. There was some idea of electing Mr Melmotte out of hand, but it was decided that the club could not go beyond its rule, and could only admit Mr Melmotte out of his regular turn as soon as he should occupy a seat in the House of Commons. Mr Melmotte, who was becoming somewhat arrogant, was heard to declare that if the club did not take him when he was willing to be taken, it might do without him. If not elected at once, he should withdraw his name. So great was his prestige at this moment with his own party that there were some, Mr Longestaffe among the number, who pressed the thing on the committee. Mr Melmotte was not like other men. It was a great thing to have Mr Melmotte in the party. Mr Melmotte’s financial capabilities would in themselves be a tower of strength. Rules were not made to control the club in a matter of such importance as this. A noble lord, one among seven who had been named as a fit leader of the Upper House on the Conservative side in the next session, was asked to take the matter up; and men thought that the thing might have been done had he complied. But he was old-fashioned, perhaps pig-headed; and the club for the time lost the honour of entertaining Mr Melmotte.
It may be remembered that Mr Longestaffe had been anxious to become one of the directors of the Mexican Railway, and that he was rather snubbed than encouraged when he expressed his wish to Mr Melmotte. Like other great men, Mr Melmotte liked to choose his own time for bestowing favours. Since that request was made the proper time had come, and he had now intimated to Mr Longestaffe that in a somewhat altered condition of things there would be a place for him at the Board, and that he and his brother directors would be delighted to avail themselves of his assistance. The alliance between Mr Melmotte and Mr Longestaffe had become very close. The Melmottes had visited the Longestaffes at Caversham. Georgiana Longestaffe was staying with Madame Melmotte in London. The Melmottes were living in Mr Longestaffe’s town house, having taken it for a month at a very high rent. Mr Longestaffe now had a seat at Mr Melmotte’s board. And Mr Melmotte had bought Mr Longestaffe’s estate at Pickering on terms very favourable to the Longestaffes. It had been suggested to Mr Longestaffe by Mr Melmotte that he had better qualify for his seat at the Board by taking shares in the Company to the amount of–perhaps two or three thousand pounds, and Mr Longestaffe had of course consented. There would be no need of any transaction in absolute cash. The shares could of course be paid for out of Mr Longestaffe’s half of the purchase money for Pickering Park, and could remain for the present in Mr Melmotte’s hands. To this also Mr Longestaffe had consented, not quite understanding why the scrip should not be made over to him at once.
It was a part of the charm of all dealings with this great man that no ready money seemed ever to be necessary for anything. Great purchases were made and great transactions apparently completed without the signing even of a cheque. Mr Longestaffe found himself to be afraid even to give a hint to Mr Melmotte about ready money. In speaking of all such matters Melmotte seemed to imply that everything necessary had been done, when he had said that it was done. Pickering had been purchased and the title-deeds made over to Mr Melmotte; but the £80,000 had not been paid,–had not been absolutely paid, though of course Mr Melmotte’s note assenting to the terms was security sufficient for any reasonable man. The property had been mortgaged, though not heavily, and Mr Melmotte had no doubt satisfied the mortgagee; but there was still a sum of £50,000 to come, of which Dolly was to have one half and the other was to be employed in paying off Mr Longestaffe’s debts to tradesmen and debts to the bank. It would have been very pleasant to have had this at once,–but Mr Longestaffe felt the absurdity of pressing such a man as Mr Melmotte, and was partly conscious of the gradual consummation of a new era in money matters. ‘If your banker is pressing you, refer him to me,’ Mr Melmotte had said. As for many years past we have exchanged paper instead of actual money for our commodities, so now it seemed that, under the new Melmotte regime, an exchange of words was to suffice.
But Dolly wanted his money. Dolly, idle as he was, foolish as he was, dissipated as he was and generally indifferent to his debts, liked to have what belonged to him. It had all been arranged. £5,000 would pay off all his tradesmen’s debts and leave him comfortably possessed of money in hand, while the other £20,000 would make his own property free. There was a charm in this which awakened even Dolly, and for the time almost reconciled him to his father’s society. But now a shade of impatience was coming over him. He had actually gone down to Caversham to arrange the terms with his father,–and had in fact made his own terms. His father had been unable to move him, and had consequently suffered much in spirit. Dolly had been almost triumphant,–thinking that the money would come on the next day, or at any rate during the next week. Now he came to his father early in the morning,–at about two o’clock,–to inquire what was being done. He had not as yet been made blessed with a single ten-pound note in his hand, as the result of the sale.
‘Are you going to see Melmotte, sir?’ he asked somewhat abruptly.
‘Yes;–I’m to be with him to-morrow, and he is to introduce me to the Board.’
‘You’re going in for that, are you, sir? Do they pay anything?’
‘I believe not.’
‘Nidderdale and young Carbury belong to it. It’s a sort of Beargarden affair.’
‘A bear-garden affair, Adolphus. How so?’
‘I mean the club. We had them all there for dinner one day, and a jolly dinner we gave them. Miles Grendall and old Alfred belong to it. I don’t think they’d go in for it, if there was no money going. I’d make them fork out something if I took the trouble of going all that way.’
‘I think that perhaps, Adolphus, you hardly understand these things.’
‘No, I don’t. I don’t understand much about business, I know. What I want to understand is, when Melmotte is going to pay up this money.’
‘I suppose he’ll arrange it with the banks,’ said the father.
‘I beg that he won’t arrange my money with the banks, sir. You’d better tell him not. A cheque upon his bank which I can pay in to mine is about the best thing going. You’ll be in the city to-morrow, and you’d better tell him. If you don’t like, you know, I’ll get Squercum to do it.’ Mr Squercum was a lawyer whom Dolly had employed of late years much to the annoyance of his parent. Mr Squercum’s name was odious to Mr Longestaffe.
‘I beg you’ll do nothing of the kind. It will be very foolish if you do;–perhaps ruinous.’
‘Then he’d better pay up, like anybody else,’ said Dolly as he left the room. The father knew the son, and was quite sure that Squercum would have his finger in the pie unless the money were paid quickly. When Dolly had taken an idea into his head, no power on earth,–no power at least of which the father could avail himself,–would turn him.
On that same day Melmotte received two visits in the city from two of his fellow directors. At the time he was very busy. Though his electioneering speeches were neither long nor pithy, still he had to think of them beforehand. Members of his Committee were always trying to see him. Orders as to the dinner and the preparation of the house could not be given by Lord Alfred without some reference to him. And then those gigantic commercial affairs which were enumerated in the last chapter could not be adjusted without much labour on his part. His hands were not empty, but still he saw each of these young men,– for a few minutes. ‘My dear young friend, what can I do for you?’ he said to Sir Felix, not sitting down, so that Sir Felix also should remain standing.
‘About that money, Mr Melmotte?’
‘What money, my dear fellow? You see that a good many money matters pass through my hands.’
‘The thousand pounds I gave you for shares. If you don’t mind, and as the shares seem to be a bother, I’ll take the money back.’
‘It was only the other day you had £200,’ said Melmotte, showing that he could apply his memory to small transactions when he pleased.
‘Exactly;–and you might as well let me have the £800.’
‘I’ve ordered the shares;–gave the order to my broker the other day.’
‘Then I’d better take the shares,’ said Sir Felix, feeling that it might very probably be that day fortnight before he could start for New York. ‘Could I get them, Mr Melmotte?’
‘My dear fellow, I really think you hardly calculate the value of my time when you come to me about such an affair as this.’
‘I’d like to have the money or the shares,’ said Sir Felix, who was not specially averse to quarrelling with Mr Melmotte now that he had resolved upon taking that gentleman’s daughter to New York in direct opposition to his written promise. Their quarrel would be so thoroughly internecine when the departure should be discovered, that any present anger could hardly increase its bitterness. What Felix thought of now was simply his money, and the best means of getting it out of Melmotte’s hands.
‘You’re a spendthrift,’ said Melmotte, apparently relenting, ‘and I’m afraid a gambler. I suppose I must give you £200 more on account.’
Sir Felix could not resist the touch of ready money, and consented to take the sum offered. As he pocketed the cheque he asked for the name of the brokers who were employed to buy the shares. But here Melmotte demurred ‘No, my friend,’ said Melmotte; ‘you are only entitled to shares for £600 pounds now. I will see that the thing is put right.’ So Sir Felix departed with £200 only. Marie had said that she could get £200. Perhaps if he bestirred himself and wrote to some of Miles’s big relations he could obtain payment of a part of that gentleman’s debt to him.
Sir Felix going down the stairs in Abchurch Lane met Paul Montague coming up. Carbury, on the spur of the moment, thought that he would ‘take a rise’ as he called it out of Montague. ‘What’s this I hear about a lady at Islington?’ he asked.
‘Who has told you anything about a lady at Islington?’
‘A little bird. There are always little birds about telling of ladies. I’m told that I’m to congratulate you on your coming marriage.’
‘Then you’ve been told an infernal falsehood,’ said Montague passing on. He paused a moment and added, ‘I don’t know who can have told you, but if you hear it again, I’ll trouble you to contradict it.’ As he was waiting in Melmotte’s outer room while the duke’s nephew went in to see whether it was the great man’s pleasure to see him, he remembered whence Carbury must have heard tidings of Mrs Hurtle. Of course the rumour had come through Ruby Ruggles.
Miles Grendall brought out word that the great man would see Mr Montague; but he added a caution. ‘He’s awfully full of work just now,–you won’t forget that;–will you?’ Montague assured the duke’s nephew that he would be concise, and was shown in.
‘I should not have troubled you,’ said Paul, ‘only that I understood that I was to see you before the Board met.’
‘Exactly;–of course. It was quite necessary,–only you see I am a little busy. If this d—-d dinner were over I shouldn’t mind. It’s a deal easier to make a treaty with an Emperor, than to give him a dinner; I can tell you that. Well;–let me see. Oh;–I was proposing that you should go out to Pekin?’
‘To Mexico.’
‘Yes, yes;–to Mexico. I’ve so many things running in my head! Well;– if you’ll say when you’re ready to start, we’ll draw up something of instructions. You’d know better, however, than we can tell you, what to do. You’ll see Fisker, of course. You and Fisker will manage it. The chief thing will be a cheque for the expenses; eh? We must get that passed at the next Board.’
Mr Melmotte had been so quick that Montague had been unable to interrupt him. ‘There need be no trouble about that, Mr Melmotte, as I have made up my mind that it would not be fit that I should go.’
‘Oh, indeed!’
There had been a shade of doubt on Montague’s mind, till the tone in which Melmotte had spoken of the embassy grated on his ears. The reference to the expenses disgusted him altogether. ‘No;–even did I see my way to do any good in America my duties here would not be compatible with the undertaking.’
‘I don’t see that at all. What duties have you got here? What good are you doing the Company? If you do stay, I hope you’ll be unanimous; that’s all;–or perhaps you intend to go out. If that’s it, I’ll look to your money. I think I told you that before.’
‘That, Mr Melmotte, is what I should prefer.’
‘Very well,–very well. I’ll arrange it. Sorry to lose you,–that’s all. Miles, isn’t Mr Goldsheiner waiting to see me?’
‘You’re a little too quick, Mr Melmotte,’ said Paul.
‘A man with my business on his hands is bound to be quick, sir.’
‘But I must be precise. I cannot tell you as a fact that I shall withdraw from the Board till I receive the advice of a friend with whom I am consulting. I hardly yet know what my duty may be.’
‘I’ll tell you, sir, what can not be your duty. It cannot be your duty to make known out of that Board-room any of the affairs of the Company which you have learned in that Board-room. It cannot be your duty to divulge the circumstances of the Company or any differences which may exist between Directors of the Company, to any gentleman who is a stranger to the Company. It cannot be your duty.’
‘Thank you, Mr Melmotte. On matters such as that I think that I can see my own way. I have been in fault in coming in to the Board without understanding what duties I should have to perform–.’
‘Very much in fault, I should say,’ replied Melmotte, whose arrogance in the midst of his inflated glory was overcoming him.
‘But in reference to what I may or may not say to any friend, or how far I should be restricted by the scruples of a gentleman, I do not want advice from you.’
‘Very well;–very well. I can’t ask you to stay, because a partner from the house of Todd, Brehgert, and Goldsheiner is waiting to see me, about matters which are rather more important than this of yours.’ Montague had said what he had to say, and departed.
On the following day, three-quarters of an hour before the meeting of the Board of Directors, old Mr Longestaffe called in Abchurch Lane. He was received very civilly by Miles Grendall, and asked to sit down. Mr Melmotte quite expected him, and would walk with him over to the offices of the railway, and introduce him to the Board. Mr Longestaffe, with some shyness, intimated his desire to have a few moments conversation with the chairman before the Board met. Fearing his son, especially fearing Squercum, he had made up his mind to suggest that the little matter about Pickering Park should be settled. Miles assured him that the opportunity should be given him, but that at the present moment the chief secretary of the Russian Legation was with Mr Melmotte. Either the chief secretary was very tedious with his business, or else other big men must have come in, for Mr Longestaffe was not relieved till he was summoned to walk off to the Board five minutes after the hour at which the Board should have met. He thought that he could explain his views in the street; but on the stairs they were joined by Mr Cohenlupe, and in three minutes they were in the Board room. Mr Longestaffe was then presented, and took the chair opposite to Miles Grendall. Montague was not there, but had sent a letter to the secretary explaining that for reasons with which the chairman was acquainted he should absent himself from the present meeting. ‘All right,’ said Melmotte. ‘I know all about it. Go on. I’m not sure but that Mr Montague’s retirement from among us may be an advantage. He could not be made to understand that unanimity in such an enterprise as this is essential. I am confident that the new director whom I have had the pleasure of introducing to you to-day will not sin in the same direction.’ Then Mr Melmotte bowed and smiled very sweetly on Mr Longestaffe.
Mr Longestaffe was astonished to find how soon the business was done, and how very little he had been called on to do. Miles Grendall had read something out of a book which he had been unable to follow. Then the chairman had read some figures. Mr Cohenlupe had declared that their prosperity was unprecedented;–and the Board was over. When Mr Longestaffe explained to Miles Grendall that he still wished to speak to Mr Melmotte, Miles explained to him that the chairman had been obliged to run off to a meeting of gentlemen connected with the interior of Africa, which was now being held at the Cannon Street Hotel.
CHAPTER XLVI – ROGER CARBURY AND HIS TWO FRIENDS
Roger Carbury, having found Ruby Ruggles, and having ascertained that she was at any rate living in a respectable house with her aunt, returned to Carbury. He had given the girl his advice, and had done so in a manner that was not altogether ineffectual. He had frightened her, and had also frightened Mrs Pipkin. He had taught Mrs Pipkin to believe that the new dispensation was not yet so completely established as to clear her from all responsibility as to her niece’s conduct. Having done so much, and feeling that there was no more to be done, he returned home. It was out of the question that he should take Ruby with him. In the first place she would not have gone. And then,–had she gone,–he would not have known where to bestow her. For it was now understood throughout Bungay,–and the news had spread to Beccles,–that old Farmer Ruggles had sworn that his granddaughter should never again be received at Sheep’s Acre Farm. The squire on his return home heard all the news from his own housekeeper. John Crumb had been at the farm and there had been a fierce quarrel between him and the old man. The old man had called Ruby by every name that is most distasteful to a woman, and John had stormed and had sworn that he would have punched the old man’s head but for his age. He wouldn’t believe any harm of Ruby,–or if he did he was ready to forgive that harm. But as for the Baro-nite;–the Baro-nite had better look to himself! Old Ruggles had declared that Ruby should never have a shilling of his money;-hereupon Crumb had anathematised old Ruggles and his money too, telling him that he was an old hunx, and that he had driven the girl away by his cruelty. Roger at once sent over to Bungay for the dealer in meal, who was with him early on the following morning.
‘Did ye find her, squoire?’
‘Oh, yes, Mr Crumb, I found her. She’s living with her aunt, Mrs Pipkin, at Islington.’
‘Eh, now;–look at that.’
‘You knew she had an aunt of that name up in London.’
‘Ye-es; I knew’d it, squoire. I a’ heard tell of Mrs Pipkin, but I never see’d her.’
‘I wonder it did not occur to you that Ruby would go there.’ John Crumb scratched his head, as though acknowledging the shortcoming of his own intellect. ‘Of course if she was to go to London it was the proper thing for her to do.’
‘I knew she’d do the thing as was right. I said that all along. Darned if I didn’t. You ask Mixet, squoire,–him as is baker down Bardsey Lane. I allays guy’ it her that she’d do the thing as was right. But how about she and the Baro-nite?’
Roger did not wish to speak of the Baronet just at present. ‘I suppose the old man down here did ill-use her?’
‘Oh, dreadful;–there ain’t no manner of doubt o’ that. Dragged her about awful;–as he ought to be took up, only for the rumpus like. D’ye think she’s see’d the Baro-nite since she’s been in Lon’on, Muster Carbury?’
‘I think she’s a good girl, if you mean that.’
‘I’m sure she be. I don’t want none to tell me that, squoire. Tho’, squoire, it’s better to me nor a ten pun’ note to hear you say so. I allays had a leaning to you, squoire; but I’ll more nor lean to you, now. I’ve said all through she was good, and if e’er a man in Bungay said she warn’t–; well, I was there and ready.’
‘I hope nobody has said so.’
‘You can’t stop them women, squoire. There ain’t no dropping into them. But, Lord love ‘ee, she shall come and be missus of my house to-morrow, and what’ll it matter her then what they say? But, squoire did ye hear if the Baro-nite had been a’ hanging about that place?’
‘About Islington, you mean.’
‘He goes a hanging about; he do. He don’t come out straight forrard, and tell a girl as he loves her afore all the parish. There ain’t one in Bungay, nor yet in Mettingham, nor yet in all the Ilketsals and all the Elmhams, as don’t know as I’m set on Ruby Ruggles. Huggery-Muggery is pi’son to me, squoire.’
‘We all know that when you’ve made up your mind, you have made up your mind.’
‘I hove. It’s made up ever so as to Ruby. What sort of a one is her aunt now, squoire?’
‘She keeps lodgings;–a very decent sort of a woman I should say.’
‘She won’t let the Baro-nite come there?’
‘Certainly not,’ said Roger, who felt that he was hardly dealing sincerely with this most sincere of meal-men. Hitherto he had shuffled off every question that had been asked him about Felix, though he knew that Ruby had spent many hours with her fashionable lover. ‘Mrs Pipkin won’t let him come there.’
‘If I was to give her a ge’own now,–or a blue cloak;–them lodging-house women is mostly hard put to it;–or a chest of drawers like, for her best bedroom, wouldn’t that make her more o’ my side, squoire?’
‘I think she’ll try to do her duty without that.’
‘They do like things the like o’ that; any ways I’ll go up, squoire, arter Sax’nam market, and see how things is lying.’
‘I wouldn’t go just yet, Mr Crumb, if I were you. She hasn’t forgotten the scene at the farm yet.’
‘I said nothing as wasn’t as kind as kind.’
‘But her own perversity runs in her own head. If you had been unkind she could have forgiven that; but as you were good-natured and she was cross, she can’t forgive that.’ John Crumb again scratched his head, and felt that the depths of a woman’s character required more gauging than he had yet given to it. ‘And to tell you the truth, my friend, I think that a little hardship up at Mrs Pipkin’s will do her good.’
‘Don’t she have a bellyful o’ vittels?’ asked John Crumb, with intense anxiety.
‘I don’t quite mean that. I dare say she has enough to eat. But of course she has to work for it with her aunt. She has three or four children to look after.’
‘That moight come in handy by-and-by;–moightn’t it, squoire?’ said John Crumb grinning.
‘As you say, she’ll be learning something that may be useful to her in another sphere. Of course there is a good deal to do, and I should not be surprised if she were to think after a bit that your house in Bungay was more comfortable than Mrs Pipkin’s kitchen in London.’
‘My little back parlour;–eh, squoire! And I’ve got a four-poster, most as big as any in Bungay.’
‘I am sure you have everything comfortable for her, and she knows it herself. Let her think about all that,–and do you go and tell her again in a month’s time. She’ll be more willing to settle matters then than she is now.’
‘But the Baro-nite!’
‘Mrs Pipkin will allow nothing of that.’
‘Girls is so ‘cute. Ruby is awful ‘cute. It makes me feel as though I had two hun’erdweight o’ meal on my stomach, lying awake o’ nights and thinking as how he is, may be,–pulling of her about! If I thought that she’d let him–; oh! I’d swing for it, Muster Carbury. They’d have to make an eend o’ me at Bury, if it was that way. They would then.’
Roger assured him again and again that he believed Ruby to be a good girl, and promised that further steps should be taken to induce Mrs Pipkin to keep a close watch upon her niece. John Crumb made no promise that he would abstain from his journey to London after Saxmundham fair; but left the squire with a conviction that his purpose of doing so was shaken. He was still however resolved to send Mrs Pipkin the price of a new blue cloak, and declared his purpose of getting Mixet to write the letter and enclose the money order. John Crumb had no delicacy as to declaring his own deficiency in literary acquirements. He was able to make out a bill for meal or pollards, but did little beyond that in the way of writing letters.
This happened on a Saturday morning, and on that afternoon Roger Carbury rode over to Lowestoft, to a meeting there on church matters at which his friend the bishop presided. After the meeting was over he dined at the inn with half a dozen clergymen and two or three neighbouring gentlemen, and then walked down by himself on to the long strand which has made Lowestoft what it is. It was now just the end of June, and the weather was delightful;–but people were not as yet flocking to the sea-shore. Every shopkeeper in every little town through the country now follows the fashion set by Parliament and abstains from his annual holiday till August or September. The place therefore was by no means full. Here and there a few of the townspeople, who at a bathing place are generally indifferent to the sea, were strolling about; and another few, indifferent to fashion, had come out from the lodging-houses and from the hotel, which had been described as being small and insignificant,–and making up only a hundred beds. Roger Carbury, whose house was not many miles distant from Lowestoft, was fond of the sea-shore, and always came to loiter there for a while when any cause brought him into the town. Now he was walking close down upon the marge of the tide,–so that the last little roll of the rising water should touch his feet,–with his hands joined behind his back, and his face turned down towards the shore, when he came upon a couple who were standing with their backs to the land, looking forth together upon the waves. He was close to them before he saw them, and before they had seen him. Then he perceived that the man was his friend Paul Montague. Leaning on Paul’s arm a lady stood, dressed very simply in black, with a dark straw hat on her head;– very simple in her attire, but yet a woman whom it would be impossible to pass without notice. The lady of course was Mrs Hurtle.
Paul Montague had been a fool to suggest Lowestoft, but his folly had been natural. It was not the first place he had named; but when fault had been found with others, he had fallen back upon the sea sands which were best known to himself. Lowestoft was just the spot which Mrs Hurtle required. When she had been shown her room, and taken down out of the hotel on to the strand, she had declared herself to be charmed. She acknowledged with many smiles that of course she had had no right to expect that Mrs Pipkin should understand what sort of place she needed. But Paul would understand,–and had understood. ‘I think the hotel charming,’ she said. ‘I don’t know what you mean by your fun about the American hotels, but I think this quite gorgeous, and the people so civil!’ Hotel people always are civil before the crowds come. Of course it was impossible that Paul should return to London by the mail train which started about an hour after his arrival. He would have reached London at four or five in the morning, and have been very uncomfortable. The following day was Sunday, and of course he promised to stay till Monday. Of course he had said nothing in the train of those stern things which he had resolved to say. Of course he was not saying them when Roger Carbury came upon him; but was indulging in some poetical nonsense, some probably very trite raptures as to the expanse of the ocean, and the endless ripples which connected shore with shore. Mrs Hurtle, too, as she leaned with friendly weight upon his arm, indulged also in moonshine and romance. Though at the back of the heart of each of them there was a devouring care, still they enjoyed the hour. We know that the man who is to be hung likes to have his breakfast well cooked. And so did Paul like the companionship of Mrs Hurtle because her attire, though simple, was becoming; because the colour glowed in her dark face; because of the brightness of her eyes, and the happy sharpness of her words, and the dangerous smile which played upon her lips. He liked the warmth of her close vicinity, and the softness of her arm, and the perfume from her hair,–though he would have given all that he possessed that she had been removed from him by some impassable gulf. As he had to be hanged,– and this woman’s continued presence would be as bad as death to him,– he liked to have his meal well dressed.
He certainly had been foolish to bring her to Lowestoft, and the close neighbourhood of Carbury Manor;–and now he felt his folly. As soon as he saw Roger Carbury he blushed up to his forehead, and then leaving Mrs Hurtle’s arm he came forward, and shook hands with his friend. ‘It is Mrs Hurtle,’ he said, ‘I must introduce you,’ and the introduction was made. Roger took off his hat and bowed, but he did so with the coldest ceremony. Mrs Hurtle, who was quick enough at gathering the minds of people from their looks, was just as cold in her acknowledgment of the courtesy. In former days she had heard much of Roger Carbury, and surmised that he was no friend to her. ‘I did not know that you were thinking of coming to Lowestoft,’ said Roger in a voice that was needlessly severe. But his mind at the present moment was severe, and he could not hide his mind.
‘I was not thinking of it. Mrs Hurtle wished to get to the sea, and as she knew no one else here in England, I brought her.’
‘Mr Montague and I have travelled so many miles together before now,’ she said, ‘that a few additional will not make much difference.’
‘Do you stay long?’ asked Roger in the same voice.
‘I go back probably on Monday,’ said Montague.
‘As I shall be here a whole week, and shall not speak a word to any one after he has left me, he has consented to bestow his company on me for two days. Will you join us at dinner, Mr Carbury, this evening?’
‘Thank you, madam;–I have dined.’
‘Then, Mr Montague, I will leave you with your friend. My toilet, though it will be very slight, will take longer than yours. We dine you know in twenty minutes. I wish you could get your friend to join us.’ So saying, Mrs Hurtle tripped back across the sand towards the hotel.
‘Is this wise?’ demanded Roger in a voice that was almost sepulchral, as soon as the lady was out of hearing.
‘You may well ask that, Carbury. Nobody knows the folly of it so thoroughly as I do.’
‘Then why do you do it? Do you mean to marry her?’
‘No; certainly not.’
‘Is it honest then, or like a gentleman, that you should be with her in this way? Does she think that you intend to marry her?’
‘I have told her that I would not. I have told her–.’ Then he stopped. He was going on to declare that he had told her that he loved another woman, but he felt that he could hardly touch that matter in speaking to Roger Carbury.
‘What does she mean then? Has she no regard for her own character?’
‘I would explain it to you all, Carbury, if I could. But you would never have the patience to hear me.’
‘I am not naturally impatient.’
‘But this would drive you mad. I wrote to her assuring her that it must be all over. Then she came here and sent for me. Was I not bound to go to her?’
‘Yes;–to go to her and repeat what you had said in your letter.’
‘I did do so. I went with that very purpose, and did repeat it.’
‘Then you should have left her.’
‘Ah; but you do not understand. She begged that I would not desert her in her loneliness. We have been so much together that I could not desert her.’
‘I certainly do not understand that, Paul. You have allowed yourself to be entrapped into a promise of marriage; and then, for reasons which we will not go into now but which we both thought to be adequate, you resolved to break your promise, thinking that you would be justified in doing so. But nothing can justify you in living with the lady afterwards on such terms as to induce her to suppose that your old promise holds good.’
‘She does not think so. She cannot think so.’
‘Then what must she be, to be here with you? And what must you be, to be here, in public, with such a one as she is? I don’t know why I should trouble you or myself about it. People live now in a way that I don’t comprehend. If this be your way of living, I have no right to complain.’
‘For God’s sake, Carbury, do not speak in that way. It sounds as though you meant to throw me over.’
‘I should have said that you had thrown me over. You come down here to this hotel, where we are both known, with this lady whom you are not going to marry;–and I meet you, just by chance. Had I known it, of course I could have turned the other way. But coming on you by accident, as I did, how am I not to speak to you? And if I speak, what am I to say? Of course I think that the lady will succeed in marrying you.’
‘Never.’
‘And that such a marriage will be your destruction. Doubtless she is good-looking.’
‘Yes, and clever. And you must remember that the manners of her country are not as the manners of this country.’
‘Then if I marry at all,’ said Roger, with all his prejudice expressed strongly in his voice, ‘I trust I may not marry a lady of her country. She does not think that she is to marry you, and yet she comes down here and stays with you. Paul, I don’t believe it. I believe you, but I don’t believe her. She is here with you in order that she may marry you. She is cunning and strong. You are foolish and weak. Believing as I do that marriage with her would be destruction, I should tell her my mind,–and leave her.’ Paul at the moment thought of the gentleman in Oregon, and of certain difficulties in leaving. ‘That’s what I should do. You must go in now, I suppose, and eat your dinner.’
‘I may come to the hall as I go back home?’
‘Certainly you may come if you please,’ said Roger. Then he bethought himself that his welcome had not been cordial. ‘I mean that I shall be delighted to see you,’ he added, marching away along the strand. Paul did go into the hotel, and did eat his dinner. In the meantime Roger Carbury marched far away along the strand. In all that he had said to Montague he had spoken the truth, or that which appeared to him to be the truth. He had not been influenced for a moment by any reference to his own affairs. And yet he feared, he almost knew, that this man,– who had promised to marry a strange American woman and who was at this very moment living in close intercourse with the woman after he had told her that he would not keep his promise,–was the chief barrier between himself and the girl that he loved. As he had listened to John Crumb while John spoke of Ruby Ruggles, he had told himself that he and John Crumb were alike. With an honest, true, heartfelt desire they both panted for the companionship of a fellow-creature whom each had chosen. And each was to be thwarted by the make-believe regard of unworthy youth and fatuous good looks! Crumb, by dogged perseverance and indifference to many things, would probably be successful at last. But what chance was there of success for him? Ruby, as soon as want or hardship told upon her, would return to the strong arm that could be trusted to provide her with plenty and comparative ease. But Hetta Carbury, if once her heart had passed from her own dominion into the possession of another, would never change her love. It was possible, no doubt,–nay, how probable,–that her heart was still vacillating. Roger thought that he knew that at any rate she had not as yet declared her love. If she were now to know,–if she could now learn,–of what nature was the love of this other man; if she could be instructed that he was living alone with a lady whom not long since he had promised to marry,– if she could be made to understand this whole story of Mrs Hurtle, would not that open her eyes? Would she not then see where she could trust her happiness, and where, by so trusting it, she would certainly be shipwrecked!
‘Never,’ said Roger to himself, hitting at the stones on the beach with his stick. ‘Never.’ Then he got his horse and rode back to Carbury Manor.
CHAPTER XLVII – MRS HURTLE AT LOWESTOFT
When Paul got down into the dining-room Mrs Hurtle was already there, and the waiter was standing by the side of the table ready to take the cover off the soup. She was radiant with smiles and made herself especially pleasant during dinner, but Paul felt sure that everything was not well with her. Though she smiled, and talked and laughed, there was something forced in her manner. He almost knew that she was only waiting till the man should have left the room to speak in a different strain. And so it was. As soon as the last lingering dish had been removed, and when the door was finally shut behind the retreating waiter, she asked the question which no doubt had been on her mind since she had walked across the strand to the hotel. ‘Your friend was hardly civil; was he, Paul?’
‘Do you mean that he should have come in? I have no doubt it was true that he had dined.’
‘I am quite indifferent about his dinner,–but there are two ways of declining as there are of accepting. I suppose he is on very intimate terms with you?’
‘Oh, yes.’
‘Then his want of courtesy was the more evidently intended for me. In point of fact he disapproves of me. Is not that it?’ To this question Montague did not feel himself called upon to make any immediate answer. ‘I can well understand that it should be so. An intimate friend may like or dislike the friend of his friend, without offence. But unless there be strong reason he is bound to be civil to his friend’s friend, when accident brings them together. You have told me that Mr Carbury was your beau ideal of an English gentleman.’
‘So he is.’
‘Then why didn’t he behave as such?’ and Mrs Hurtle again smiled. ‘Did not you yourself feel that you were rebuked for coming here with me, when he expressed surprise at your journey? Has he authority over you?’
‘Of course he has not. What authority could he have?’
‘Nay, I do not know. He may be your guardian. In this safe-going country young men perhaps are not their own masters till they are past thirty. I should have said that he was your guardian, and that he intended to rebuke you for being in bad company. I dare say he did after I had gone.’
This was so true that Montague did not know how to deny it. Nor was he sure that it would be well that he should deny it. The time must come, and why not now as well as at any future moment? He had to make her understand that he could not join his lot with her,–chiefly indeed because his heart was elsewhere, a reason on which he could hardly insist because she could allege that she had a prior right to his heart;–but also because her antecedents had been such as to cause all his friends to warn him against such a marriage. So he plucked up courage for the battle. ‘It was nearly that,’ he said.
There are many–and probably the greater portion of my readers will be among the number,–who will declare to themselves that Paul Montague was a poor creature, in that he felt so great a repugnance to face this woman with the truth. His folly in falling at first under the battery of her charms will be forgiven him. His engagement, unwise as it was, and his subsequent determination to break his engagement, will be pardoned. Women, and perhaps some men also, will feel that it was natural that he should have been charmed, natural that he should have expressed his admiration in the form which unmarried ladies expect from unmarried men when any such expression is to be made at all;– natural also that he should endeavour to escape from the dilemma when he found the manifold dangers of the step which he had proposed to take. No woman, I think, will be hard upon him because of his breach of faith to Mrs Hurtle. But they will be very hard on him on the score of his cowardice,–as, I think, unjustly. In social life we hardly stop to consider how much of that daring spirit which gives mastery comes from hardness of heart rather than from high purpose, or true courage. The man who succumbs to his wife, the mother who succumbs to her daughter, the master who succumbs to his servant, is as often brought to servility by a continual aversion to the giving of pain, by a softness which causes the fretfulness of others to be an agony to himself,–as by any actual fear which the firmness of the imperious one may have produced. There is an inner softness, a thinness of the mind’s skin, an incapability of seeing or even thinking of the troubles of others with equanimity, which produces a feeling akin to fear; but which is compatible not only with courage, but with absolute firmness of purpose, when the demand for firmness arises so strongly as to assert itself. With this man it was not really that. He feared the woman;–or at least such fears did not prevail upon him to be silent; but he shrank from subjecting her to the blank misery of utter desertion. After what had passed between them he could hardly bring himself to tell her that he wanted her no further and to bid her go. But that was what he had to do. And for that his answer to her last question prepared the way. ‘It was nearly that,’ he said.
‘Mr Carbury did take it upon himself to rebuke you for showing yourself on the sands at Lowestoft with such a one as I am?’
‘He knew of the letter which I wrote to you.’
‘You have canvassed me between you?’
‘Of course we have. Is that unnatural? Would you have had me be silent about you to the oldest and the best friend I have in the world?’
‘No, I would not have had you be silent to your oldest and best friend. I presume you would declare your purpose. But I should not have supposed you would have asked his leave. When I was travelling with you, I thought you were a man capable of managing your own actions. I had heard that in your country girls sometimes hold themselves at the disposal of their friends,–but I did not dream that such could be the case with a man who had gone out into the world to make his fortune.’
Paul Montague did not like it. The punishment to be endured was being commenced. ‘Of course you can say bitter things,’ he replied.
‘Is it my nature to say bitter things? Have I usually said bitter things to you? When I have hung round your neck and have sworn that you should be my God upon earth, was that bitter? I am alone and I have to fight my own battles. A woman’s weapon is her tongue. Say but one word to me, Paul, as you know how to say it, and there will be soon an end to that bitterness. What shall I care for Mr Carbury, except to make him the cause of some innocent joke, if you will speak but that one word? And think what it is I am asking. Do you remember how urgent were once your own prayers to me;–how you swore that your happiness could only be secured by one word of mine? Though I loved you, I doubted. There were considerations of money, which have now vanished. But I spoke it,–because I loved you, and because I believed you. Give me that which you swore you had given before I made my gift to you.’
‘I cannot say that word.’
‘Do you mean that, after all, I am to be thrown off like an old glove? I have had many dealings with men and have found them to be false, cruel, unworthy, and selfish. But I have met nothing like that. No man has ever dared to treat me like that. No man shall dare.’
‘I wrote to you.’
‘Wrote to me;–yes! And I was to take that as sufficient! No. I think but little of my life and have but little for which to live. But while I do live I will travel over the world’s surface to face injustice and to expose it, before I will put up with it. You wrote to me! Heaven and earth;–I can hardly control myself when I hear such impudence!’ She clenched her fist upon the knife that lay on the table as she looked at him, and raising it, dropped it again at a further distance. ‘Wrote to me! Could any mere letter of your writing break the bond by which we were bound together? Had not the distance between us seemed to have made you safe would you have dared to write that letter? The letter must be unwritten. It has already been contradicted by your conduct to me since I have been in this country.’
‘I am sorry to hear you say that.’
‘Am I not justified in saying it?’
‘I hope not. When I first saw you I told you everything. If I have been wrong in attending to your wishes since, I regret it.’
‘This comes from your seeing your master for two minutes on the beach. You are acting now under his orders. No doubt he came with the purpose. Had you told him you were to be here?’
‘His coming was an accident.’
‘It was very opportune at any rate. Well;–what have you to say to me? Or am I to understand that you suppose yourself to have said all that is required of you? Perhaps you would prefer that I should argue the matter out with your–friend, Mr Carbury.’
‘What has to be said, I believe I can say myself.’
‘Say it then. Or are you so ashamed of it that the words stick in your throat?’
‘There is some truth in that. I am ashamed of it. I must say that which will be painful, and which would not have been to be said, had I been fairly careful.’
Then he paused. ‘Don’t spare me,’ she said. ‘I know what it all is as well as though it were already told. I know the lies with which they have crammed you at San Francisco. You have heard that up in Oregon– I shot a man. That is no lie. I did. I brought him down dead at my feet.’ Then she paused, and rose from her chair, and looked at him. ‘Do you wonder that that is a story that a woman should hesitate to tell? But not from shame. Do you suppose that the sight of that dying wretch does not haunt me? that I do not daily hear his drunken screech, and see him bound from the earth, and then fall in a heap just below my hand? But did they tell you also that it was thus alone that I could save myself,–and that had I spared him, I must afterwards have destroyed myself? If I were wrong, why did they not try me for his murder? Why did the women flock around me and kiss the very hems of my garments? In this soft civilization of yours you know nothing of such necessity. A woman here is protected,–unless it be from lies.’
‘It was not that only,’ he whispered.
‘No; they told you other things,’ she continued, still standing over him. ‘They told you of quarrels with my husband. I know the lies, and who made them, and why. Did I conceal from you the character of my former husband? Did I not tell you that he was a drunkard and a scoundrel? How should I not quarrel with such a one? Ah, Paul; you can hardly know what my life has been.’
‘They told me that–you fought him.’
‘Psha;–fought him! Yes;–I was always fighting him. What are you to do but to fight cruelty, and fight falsehood, and fight fraud and treachery,–when they come upon you and would overwhelm you but for fighting? You have not been fool enough to believe that fable about a duel? I did stand once, armed, and guarded my bedroom door from him, and told him that he should only enter it over my body. He went away to the tavern and I did not see him for a week afterwards. That was the duel. And they have told you that he is not dead.’
‘Yes;–they have told me that.’
‘Who has seen him alive? I never said to you that I had seen him dead. How should I?’
‘There would be a certificate.’
‘Certificate;–in the back of Texas;–five hundred miles from Galveston! And what would it matter to you? I was divorced from him according to the law of the State of Kansas. Does not the law make a woman free here to marry again,–and why not with us? I sued for a divorce on the score of cruelty and drunkenness. He made no appearance, and the Court granted it me. Am I disgraced by that?’
‘I heard nothing of the divorce.’
‘I do not remember. When we were talking of these old days before, you did not care how short I was in telling my story. You wanted to hear little or nothing then of Caradoc Hurtle. Now you have become more particular. I told you that he was dead,–as I believed myself, and do believe. Whether the other story was told or not I do not know.’
‘It was not told.’
‘Then it was your own fault,–because you would not listen. And they have made you believe I suppose that I have failed in getting back my property?’
‘I have heard nothing about your property but what you yourself have said unasked. I have asked no question about your property.’
‘You are welcome. At last I have made it again my own. And now, sir, what else is there? I think I have been open with you. Is it because I protected myself from drunken violence that I am to be rejected? Am I to be cast aside because I saved my life while in the hands of a reprobate husband, and escaped from him by means provided by law;–or because by my own energy I have secured my own property? If I am not to be condemned for these things, then say why am I condemned.’
She had at any rate saved him the trouble of telling the story, but in doing so had left him without a word to say. She had owned to shooting the man. Well; it certainly may be necessary that a woman should shoot a man–especially in Oregon. As to the duel with her husband,–she had half denied and half confessed it. He presumed that she had been armed with a pistol when she refused Mr Hurtle admittance into the nuptial chamber. As to the question of Hurtle’s death,–she had confessed that perhaps he was not dead. But then,–as she had asked,–why should not a divorce for the purpose in hand be considered as good as a death? He could not say that she had not washed herself clean;–and yet, from the story as told by herself, what man would wish to marry her? She had seen so much of drunkenness, had become so handy with pistols, and had done so much of a man’s work, that any ordinary man might well hesitate before he assumed to be her master. ‘I do not condemn you,’ he replied.
‘At any rate, Paul, do not lie,’ she answered. ‘If you tell me that you will not be my husband, you do condemn me. Is it not so?’
‘I will not lie if I can help it. I did ask you to be my wife–‘
‘Well–rather. How often before I consented?’
‘It matters little; at any rate, till you did consent. I have since satisfied myself that such a marriage would be miserable for both of us.’
‘You have.’
‘I have. Of course, you can speak of me as you please and think of me as you please. I can hardly defend myself.’
‘Hardly, I think.’
‘But, with whatever result, I know that I shall now be acting for the best in declaring that I will not become–your husband.’
‘You will not?’ She was still standing, and stretched out her right hand as though again to grasp something.
He also now rose from his chair. ‘If I speak with abruptness it is only to avoid a show of indecision. I will not.’
‘Oh, God! what have I done that it should be my lot to meet man after man false and cruel as this! You tell me to my face that I am to bear it! Who is the jade that has done it? Has she money?–or rank? Or is it that you are afraid to have by your side a woman who can speak for herself,–and even act for herself if some action be necessary? Perhaps you think that I am–old.’ He was looking at her intently as she spoke, and it did seem to him that many years had been added to her face. It was full of lines round the mouth, and the light play of drollery was gone, and the colour was fixed and her eyes seemed to be deep in her head. ‘Speak, man,–is it that you want a younger wife?’
‘You know it is not.’
‘Know! How should any one know anything from a liar? From what you tell me I know nothing. I have to gather what I can from your character. I see that you are a coward. It is that man that came to you, and who is your master, that has forced you to this. Between me and him you tremble, and are a thing to be pitied. As for knowing what you would be at, from anything that you would say,–that is impossible. Once again I have come across a mean wretch. Oh, fool!–that men should be so vile, and think themselves masters of the world! My last word to you is, that you are–a liar. Now for the present you can go. Ten minutes since, had I had a weapon in my hand I should have shot another man.’
Paul Montague, as he looked round the room for his hat, could not but think that perhaps Mrs Hurtle might have had some excuse. It seemed at any rate to be her custom to have a pistol with her,–though luckily, for his comfort, she had left it in her bedroom on the present occasion. ‘I will say good-bye to you,’ he said, when he had found his hat.
‘Say no such thing. Tell me that you have triumphed and got rid of me. Pluck up your spirits, if you have any, and show me your joy. Tell me that an Englishman has dared to ill-treat an American woman. You would,–were you not afraid to indulge yourself.’ He was now standing in the doorway, and before he escaped she gave him an imperative command. ‘I shall not stay here now,’ she said–‘I shall return on Monday. I must think of what you have said, and must resolve what I myself will do. I shall not bear this without seeking a means of punishing you for your treachery. I shall expect you to come to me on Monday.’
He closed the door as he answered her. ‘I do not see that it will serve any purpose.’
‘It is for me, sir, to judge of that. I suppose you are not so much a coward that you are afraid to come to me. If so, I shall come to you; and you may be assured that I shall not be too timid to show myself and to tell my story.’ He ended by saying that if she desired it he would wait upon her, but that he would not at present fix a day. On his return to town he would write to her.
When he was gone she went to the door and listened awhile. Then she closed it, and turning the lock, stood with her back against the door and with her hands clasped. After a few moments she ran forward, and falling on her knees, buried her face in her hands upon the table. Then she gave way to a flood of tears, and at last lay rolling upon the floor.
Was this to be the end of it? Should she never know rest;–never have one draught of cool water between her lips? Was there to be no end to the storms and turmoils and misery of her life? In almost all that she had said she had spoken the truth, though doubtless not all the truth,– as which among us would in giving the story of his life? She had endured violence, and had been violent. She had been schemed against, and had schemed. She had fitted herself to the life which had befallen her. But in regard to money, she had been honest and she had been loving of heart. With her heart of hearts she had loved this young Englishman;–and now, after all her scheming, all her daring, with all her charms, this was to be the end of it! Oh, what a journey would this be which she must now make back to her own country, all alone!
But the strongest feeling which raged within her bosom was that of disappointed love. Full as had been the vials of wrath which she had poured forth over Montague’s head, violent as had been the storm of abuse with which she had assailed him, there had been after all something counterfeited in her indignation. But her love was no counterfeit. At any moment if he would have returned to her and taken her in his arms, she would not only have forgiven him but have blessed him also for his kindness. She was in truth sick at heart of violence and rough living and unfeminine words. When driven by wrongs the old habit came back upon her. But if she could only escape the wrongs, if she could find some niche in the world which would be bearable to her, in which, free from harsh treatment, she could pour forth all the genuine kindness of her woman’s nature,–then, she thought she could put away violence and be gentle as a young girl. When she first met this Englishman and found that he took delight in being near her, she had ventured to hope that a haven would at last be open to her. But the reek of the gunpowder from that first pistol shot still clung to her, and she now told herself again, as she had often told herself before, that it would have been better for her to have turned the muzzle against her own bosom.
After receiving his letter she had run over on what she had told herself was a vain chance. Though angry enough when that letter first reached her, she had, with that force of character which marked her, declared to herself that such a resolution on his part was natural. In marrying her he must give up all his old allies, all his old haunts. The whole world must be changed to him. She knew enough of herself, and enough of Englishwomen, to be sure that when her past life should be known, as it would be known, she would be avoided in England. With all the little ridicule she was wont to exercise in speaking of the old country there was ever mixed, as is so often the case in the minds of American men and women, an almost envious admiration of English excellence. To have been allowed to forget the past and to live the life of an English lady would have been heaven to her. But she, who was sometimes scorned and sometimes feared in the eastern cities of her own country, whose name had become almost a proverb for violence out in the far West,–how could she dare to hope that her lot should be so changed for her?
She had reminded Paul that she had required to be asked often before she had consented to be his wife; but she did not tell him that that hesitation had arisen from her own conviction of her own unfitness. But it had been so. Circumstances had made her what she was. Circumstances had been cruel to her. But she could not now alter them. Then gradually, as she came to believe in his love, as she lost herself in love for him, she told herself that she would be changed. She had, however, almost known that it could not be so. But this man had relatives, had business, had property in her own country. Though she could not be made happy in England, might not a prosperous life be opened for him in the far West? Then had risen the offer of that journey to Mexico with much probability that work of no ordinary kind might detain him there for years. With what joy would she have accompanied him as his wife! For that at any rate she would have been fit.
She was conscious, perhaps too conscious, of her own beauty. That at any rate, she felt, had not deserted her. She was hardly aware that time was touching it. And she knew herself to be clever, capable of causing happiness, and mirth and comfort. She had the qualities of a good comrade–which are so much in a woman. She knew all this of herself. If he and she could be together in some country in which those stories of her past life would be matter of indifference, could she not make him happy? But what was she that a man should give up everything and go away and spend his days in some half-barbarous country for her alone? She knew it all and was hardly angry with him in that he had decided against her. But treated as she had been she must play her game with such weapons as she possessed. It was consonant with her old character, it was consonant with her present plans that she should at any rate seem to be angry.
Sitting there alone late into the night she made many plans, but the plan that seemed best to suit the present frame of her mind was the writing of a letter to Paul bidding him adieu, sending him her fondest love, and telling him that he was right. She did write the letter, but wrote it with a conviction that she would not have the strength to send it to him. The reader may judge with what feeling she wrote the following words:–
DEAR PAUL
You are right and I am wrong. Our marriage would not have been fitting. I do not blame you. I attracted you when we were together; but you have learned and have learned truly that you should not give up your life for such attractions. If I have been violent with you, forgive me. You will acknowledge that I have suffered.
Always know that there is one woman who will love you better than any one else. I think too that you will love me even when some other woman is by your side. God bless you, and make you happy. Write me the shortest, shortest word of adieu. Not to do so would make you think yourself heartless. But do not come to me.
For ever
W. H.
This she wrote on a small slip of paper, and then having read it twice, she put it into her pocket-book. She told herself that she ought to send it; but told herself as plainly that she could not bring herself to do so. It was early in the morning before she went to bed but she had admitted no one into the room after Montague had left her.
Paul, when he escaped from her presence, roamed out on to the sea-shore, and then took himself to bed, having ordered a conveyance to take him to Carbury Manor early in the morning. At breakfast he presented himself to the squire. ‘I have come earlier than you expected,’ he said.
‘Yes, indeed;–much earlier. Are you going back to Lowestoft?’
Then he told the whole story. Roger expressed his satisfaction, recalling however the pledge which he had given as to his return. ‘Let her follow you, and bear it,’ he said. ‘Of course you must suffer the effects of your own imprudence.’ On that evening Paul Montague returned to London by the mail train, being sure that he would thus avoid a meeting with Mrs Hurtle in the railway-carriage.
CHAPTER XLVIII – RUBY A PRISONER
Ruby had run away from her lover in great dudgeon after the dance at the Music Hall, and had declared that she never wanted to see him again. But when reflection came with the morning her misery was stronger than her wrath. What would life be to her now without her lover? When she escaped from her grandfather’s house she certainly had not intended to become nurse and assistant maid-of-all-work at a London lodging-house. The daily toil she could endure, and the hard life, as long as she was supported by the prospect of some coming delight. A dance with Felix at the Music Hall, though it were three days distant from her, would so occupy her mind that she could wash and dress all the children without complaint. Mrs Pipkin was forced to own to herself that Ruby did earn her bread. But when she had parted with her lover almost on an understanding that they were never to meet again, things were very different with her. And perhaps she had been wrong. A gentleman like Sir Felix did not of course like to be told about marriage. If she gave him another chance, perhaps he would speak. At any rate she could not live without another dance. And so she wrote him a letter.
Ruby was glib enough with her pen, though what she wrote will hardly bear repeating. She underscored all her loves to him. She underscored the expression of her regret if she had vexed him. She did not want to hurry a gentleman. But she did want to have another dance at the Music Hall. Would he be there next Saturday? Sir Felix sent her a very short reply to say that he would be at the Music Hall on the Tuesday. As at this time he proposed to leave London on the Wednesday on his way to New York, he was proposing to devote his very last night to the companionship of Ruby Ruggles.
Mrs Pipkin had never interfered with her niece’s letters. It is certainly a part of the new dispensation that young women shall send and receive letters without inspection. But since Roger Carbury’s visit Mrs Pipkin had watched the postman, and had also watched her niece. For nearly a week Ruby said not a word of going out at night. She took the children for an airing in a broken perambulator, nearly as far as Holloway, with exemplary care, and washed up the cups and saucers as though her mind was intent upon them. But Mrs Pipkin’s mind was intent on obeying Mr Carbury’s behests. She had already hinted something as to which Ruby had made no answer. It was her purpose to tell her and to swear to her most,–solemnly should she find her preparing herself to leave the house after six in the evening,–that she should be kept out the whole night, having a purpose equally clear in her own mind that she would break her oath should she be unsuccessful in her effort to keep Ruby at home. But on the Tuesday, when Ruby went up to her room to deck herself, a bright idea as to a better precaution struck Mrs Pipkin’s mind. Ruby had been careless,–had left her lover’s scrap of a note in an old pocket when she went out with the children, and Mrs Pipkin knew all about it. It was nine o’clock when Ruby went upstairs,–and then Mrs Pipkin locked both the front door and the area gate. Mrs Hurtle had come home on the previous day. ‘You won’t be wanting to go out to-night;–will you, Mrs Hurtle?’ said Mrs Pipkin, knocking at her lodger’s door. Mrs Hurtle declared her purpose of remaining at home all the evening. ‘If you should hear words between me and my niece, don’t you mind, ma’am.’
‘I hope there’s nothing wrong, Mrs Pipkin?’
‘She’ll be wanting to go out, and I won’t have it. It isn’t right; is it, ma’am? She’s a good girl; but they’ve got such a way nowadays of doing just as they pleases, that one doesn’t know what’s going to come next.’ Mrs Pipkin must have feared downright rebellion when she thus took her lodger into her confidence.
Ruby came down in her silk frock, as she had done before, and made her usual little speech. ‘I’m just going to step out, aunt, for a little time to-night. I’ve got the key, and I’ll let myself in quite quiet.’
‘Indeed, Ruby, you won’t,’ said Mrs Pipkin.
‘Won’t what, aunt?’
‘Won’t let yourself in, if you go out. If you go out to-night you’ll stay out. That’s all about it. If you go out to-night you won’t come back here any more. I won’t have it, and it isn’t right that I should. You’re going after that young man that they tell me is the greatest scamp in all England.’
‘They tell you lies then, Aunt Pipkin.’
‘Very well. No girl is going out any more at nights out of my house; so that’s all about it. If you had told me you was going before, you needn’t have gone up and bedizened yourself. For now it’s all to take off again.’
Ruby could hardly believe it. She had expected some opposition,–what she would have called a few words; but she had never imagined that her aunt would threaten to keep her in the streets all night. It seemed to her that she had bought the privilege of amusing herself by hard work. Nor did she believe now that her aunt would be as hard as her threat. ‘I’ve a right to go if I like,’ she said.
‘That’s as you think. You haven’t a right to come back again, any way.’
‘Yes, I have. I’ve worked for you a deal harder than the girl downstairs, and I don’t want no wages. I’ve a right to go out, and a right to come back;–and go I shall.’
‘You’ll be no better than you should be, if you do.’
‘Am I to work my very nails off, and push that perambulator about all day till my legs won’t carry me,–and then I ain’t to go out, not once in a week?’
‘Not unless I know more about it, Ruby. I won’t have you go and throw yourself into the gutter;–not while you’re with me.’
‘Who’s throwing themselves into the gutter? I’ve thrown myself into no gutter. I know what I’m about.’
‘There’s two of us that way, Ruby;–for I know what I’m about.’
‘I shall just go then.’ And Ruby walked off towards the door.
‘You won’t get out that way, any way, for the door’s locked;–and the area gate. You’d better be said, Ruby, and just take your things off.’
Poor Ruby for the moment was struck dumb with mortification. Mrs Pipkin had given her credit for more outrageous perseverance than she possessed, and had feared that she would rattle at the front door, or attempt to climb over the area gate. She was a little afraid of Ruby, not feeling herself justified in holding absolute dominion over her as over a servant. And though she was now determined in her conduct,–being fully resolved to surrender neither of the keys which she held in her pocket,–still she feared that she might so far collapse as to fall away into tears, should Ruby be violent. But Ruby was crushed. Her lover would be there to meet her, and the appointment would be broken by her! ‘Aunt Pipkin,’ she said, ‘let me go just this once.’
‘No, Ruby;–it ain’t proper.’
‘You don’t know what you’re a doing of, aunt; you don’t. You’ll ruin me,–you will. Dear Aunt Pipkin, do, do! I’ll never ask again, if you don’t like.’
Mrs Pipkin had not expected this, and was almost willing to yield. But Mr Carbury had spoken so very plainly! ‘It ain’t the thing, Ruby; and I won’t do it.’
‘And I’m to be–a prisoner! What have I done to be–a prisoner? I don’t believe as you’ve any right to lock me up.’
‘I’ve a right to lock my own doors.’
‘Then I shall go away to-morrow.’
‘I can’t help that, my dear. The door will be open to-morrow, if you choose to go out.’
‘Then why not open it to-night? Where’s the difference?’ But Mrs Pipkin was stern, and Ruby, in a flood of tears, took herself up to her garret.
Mrs Pipkin knocked at Mrs Hurtle’s door again. ‘She’s gone to bed,’ she said.
‘I’m glad to hear it. There wasn’t any noise about it;–was there?’
‘Not as I expected, Mrs Hurtle, certainly. But she was put out a bit. Poor girl! I’ve been a girl too, and used to like a bit of outing as well as any one,–and a dance too; only it was always when mother knew. She ain’t got a mother, poor dear! and as good as no father. And she’s got it into her head that she’s that pretty that a great gentleman will marry her.’
‘She is pretty!’
‘But what’s beauty, Mrs Hurtle? It’s no more nor skin deep, as the scriptures tell us. And what’d a grand gentleman see in Ruby to marry her? She says she’ll leave to-morrow.’
‘And where will she go?’
‘Just nowhere. After this gentleman,–and you know what that means! You’re going to be married yourself, Mrs Hurtle.’
‘We won’t mind about that now, Mrs Pipkin.’
‘And this’ll be your second, and you know how these things are managed. No gentleman’ll marry her because she runs after him. Girls as knows what they’re about should let the gentlemen run after them. That’s my way of looking at it.’
‘Don’t you think they should be equal in that respect?’
‘Anyways the girls shouldn’t let on as they are running after the gentlemen. A gentlemen goes here and he goes there, and he speaks up free, of course. In my time, girls usen’t to do that. But then, maybe, I’m old-fashioned,’ added Mrs Pipkin, thinking of the new dispensation.
‘I suppose girls do speak for themselves more than they did formerly.’
‘A deal more, Mrs Hurtle; quite different. You hear them talk of spooning with this fellow, and spooning with that fellow,–and that before their very fathers and mothers! When I was young we used to do it, I suppose,–only not like that.’
‘You did it on the sly.’
‘I think we got married quicker than they do, anyway. When the gentlemen had to take more trouble they thought more about it. But if you wouldn’t mind speaking to Ruby to-morrow, Mrs Hurtle, she’d listen to you when she wouldn’t mind a word I said to her. I don’t want her to go away from this, out into the Street, till she knows where she’s to go to, decent. As for going to her young man,–that’s just walking the streets.’
Mrs Hurtle promised that she would speak to Ruby, though when making the promise she could not but think of her unfitness for the task. She knew nothing of the country. She had not a single friend in it, but Paul Montague;–and she had run after him with as little discretion as Ruby Ruggles was showing in running after her lover. Who was she that she should take upon herself to give advice to any female?
She had not sent her letter to Paul, but she still kept it in her pocket-book. At some moments she thought that she would send it; and at others she told herself that she would never surrender this last hope till every stone had been turned. It might still be possible to shame him into a marriage. She had returned from Lowestoft on the Monday, and had made some trivial excuse to Mrs Pipkin in her mildest voice. The place had been windy, and too cold for her;–and she had not liked the hotel. Mrs Pipkin was very glad to see her back again.
CHAPTER XLIX – SIR FELIX MAKES HIMSELF READY
Sir Felix, when he promised to meet Ruby at the Music Hall on the Tuesday, was under an engagement to start with Marie Melmotte for New York on the Thursday following, and to go down to Liverpool on the Wednesday. There was no reason, he thought, why he should not enjoy himself to the last, and he would say a parting word to poor little Ruby. The details of his journey were settled between him and Marie, with no inconsiderable assistance from Didon, in the garden of Grosvenor Square, on the previous Sunday,–where the lovers had again met during the hours of morning service. Sir Felix had been astonished at the completion of the preparations which had been made. ‘Mind you go by the 5 p.m. train,’ Marie said. ‘That will take you into Liverpool at 10:15. There’s an hotel at the railway station. Didon has got our tickets under the names of Madame and Mademoiselle Racine. We are to have one cabin between us. You must get yours to-morrow. She has found out that there is plenty of room.’
‘I’ll be all right.’
‘Pray don’t miss the train that afternoon. Somebody would be sure to suspect something if we were seen together in the same train. We leave at 7 a.m. I shan’t go to bed all night, so as to be sure to be in time. Robert,–he’s the man,–will start a little earlier in the cab with my heavy box. What do you think is in it?’
‘Clothes,’ suggested Felix.
‘Yes, but what clothes?–my wedding dresses. Think of that! What a job to get them and nobody to know anything about it except Didon and Madame Craik at the shop in Mount Street! They haven’t come yet, but I shall be there whether they come or not. And I shall have all my jewels. I’m not going to leave them behind. They’ll go off in our cab. We can get the things out behind the house into the mews. Then Didon and I follow in another cab. Nobody ever is up before near nine, and I don’t think we shall be interrupted.’
‘If the servants were to hear.’
‘I don’t think they’d tell. But if I was to be brought back again, I should only tell papa that it was no good. He can’t prevent me marrying.’
‘Won’t your mother find out?’
‘She never looks after anything. I don’t think she’d tell if she knew. Papa leads her such a life! Felix! I hope you won’t be like that.’–And she looked up into his face, and thought that it would be impossible that he should be.
‘I’m all right,’ said Felix, feeling very uncomfortable at the time. This great effort of his life was drawing very near. There had been a pleasurable excitement in talking of running away with the great heiress of the day, but now that the deed had to be executed,–and executed after so novel and stupendous a fashion, he almost wished that he had not undertaken it. It must have been much nicer when men ran away with their heiresses only as far as Gretna Green. And even Goldsheiner with Lady Julia had nothing of a job in comparison with this which he was expected to perform. And then if they should be wrong about the girl’s fortune! He almost repented. He did repent, but he had not the courage to recede. ‘How about money though?’ he said hoarsely.
‘You have got some?’
‘I have just the two hundred pounds which your father paid me, and not a shilling more. I don’t see why he should keep my money, and not let me have it back.’
‘Look here,’ said Marie, and she put her hand into her pocket. ‘I told you I thought I could get some. There is a cheque for two hundred and fifty pounds. I had money of my own enough for the tickets.’
‘And whose is this?’ said Felix, taking the bit of paper with much trepidation.
‘It is papa’s cheque. Mamma gets ever so many of them to carry on the house and pay for things. But she gets so muddled about it that she doesn’t know what she pays and what she doesn’t.’ Felix looked at the cheque and saw that it was payable to House or Bearer, and that it was signed by Augustus Melmotte. ‘If you take it to the bank you’ll get the money,’ said Marie. ‘Or shall I send Didon, and give you the money on board the ship?’
Felix thought over the matter very anxiously. If he did go on the journey he would much prefer to have the money in his own pocket. He liked the feeling of having money in his pocket. Perhaps if Didon were entrusted with the cheque she also would like the feeling. But then might it not be possible that if he presented the cheque himself he might be arrested for stealing Melmotte’s money? ‘I think Didon had better get the money,’ he said, ‘and bring it to me to-morrow, at four o’clock in the afternoon, to the club.’ If the money did not come he would not go down to Liverpool, nor would he be at the expense of his ticket for New York. ‘You see,’ he said, ‘I’m so much in the City that they might know me at the bank.’ To this arrangement Marie assented and took back the cheque. ‘And then I’ll come on board on Thursday morning,’ he said, ‘without looking for you.’
‘Oh dear, yes;–without looking for us. And don’t know us even till we are out at sea. Won’t it be fun when we shall be walking about on the deck and not speaking to one another! And, Felix;–what do you think? Didon has found out that there is to be an American clergyman on board. I wonder whether he’d marry us.’
‘Of course he will.’
‘Won’t that be jolly? I wish it was all done. Then, directly it’s done, and when we get to New York, we’ll telegraph and write to papa, and we’ll be ever so penitent and good; won’t we? Of course he’ll make the best of it.’
‘But he’s so savage; isn’t he?’
‘When there’s anything to get;–or just at the moment. But I don’t think he minds afterwards. He’s always for making the best of everything;– misfortunes and all. Things go wrong so often that if he was to go on thinking of them always they’d be too many for anybody. It’ll be all right in a month’s time. I wonder how Lord Nidderdale will look when he hears that we’ve gone off. I should so like to see him. He never can say that I’ve behaved bad to him. We were engaged, but it was he broke it. Do you know, Felix, that though we were engaged to be married, and everybody knew it, he never once kissed me!’ Felix at this moment almost wished that he had never done so. As to what the other man had done, he cared nothing at all.
Then they parted with the understanding that they were not to see each other again till they met on board the boat. All arrangements were made. But Felix was determined that he would not stir in the matter unless Didon brought him the full sum of £250; and he almost thought, and indeed hoped, that she would not. Either she would be suspected at the bank and apprehended, or she would run off with the money on her own account when she got it;–or the cheque would have been missed and the payment stopped. Some accident would occur, and then he would be able to recede from his undertaking. He would do nothing till after Monday afternoon.
Should he tell his mother that he was going? His mother had clearly recommended him to run away with the girl, and must therefore approve of the measure. His mother would understand how great would be the expense of such a trip, and might perhaps add something to his stock of money. He determined that he could tell his mother;–that is, if Didon should bring him full change for the cheque.
He walked into the Beargarden exactly at four o’clock on the Monday, and there he found Didon standing in the hall. His heart sank within him as he saw her. Now must he certainly go to New York. She made him a little curtsey, and without a word handed him an envelope, soft and fat with rich enclosures. He bade her wait a moment, and going into a little waiting-room counted the notes. The money was all there;–the full sum of £250. He must certainly go to New York. ‘C’est tout èn regle?’ said Didon in a whisper as he returned to the hall. Sir Felix nodded his head, and Didon took her departure.
Yes; he must go now. He had Melmotte’s money in his pocket, and was therefore bound to run away with Melmotte’s daughter. It was a great trouble to him as he reflected that Melmotte had more of his money than he had of Melmotte’s. And now how should he dispose of his time before he went? Gambling was too dangerous. Even he felt that. Where would he be were he to lose his ready money? He would dine that night at the club, and in the evening go up to his mother. On the Tuesday he would take his place for New York in the City, and would spend the evening with Ruby at the Music Hall. On the Wednesday, he would start for Liverpool,–according to his instructions. He felt annoyed that he had been so fully instructed. But should the affair turn out well nobody would know that. All the fellows would give him credit for the audacity with which he had carried off the heiress to America.
At ten o’clock he found his mother and Hetta in Welbeck Street– ‘What; Felix?’ exclaimed Lady Carbury.
‘You’re surprised; are you not?’ Then he threw himself into a chair. ‘Mother,’ he said, ‘would you mind coming into the other room?’ Lady Carbury of course went with him. ‘I’ve got something to tell you,’ he said.
‘Good news?’ she asked, clasping her hands together. From his manner she thought that it was good news. Money had in some way come into his hands,–or at any rate a prospect of money.
‘That’s as may be,’ he said, and then he paused.
‘Don’t keep me in suspense, Felix.’
‘The long and the short of it is that I’m going to take Marie off.’
‘Oh, Felix.’
‘You said you thought it was the right thing to do;–and therefore I’m going to do it. The worst of it is that one wants such a lot of money