Fulham Road, it was inevitable that he should recall the days, eleven years ago, when through a sedate traffic of trotting horses enlivened with a few motors and motor-buses, he used to run down on his motor-cycle to visit Marguerite. It was inevitable that he should think upon what had happened to him in the meantime. His body felt, honestly, no older. The shoulders had broadened, the moustache was fiercer, there were semicircular furrows under the eyes; but he was as slim and agile as ever, and did his morning exercises as regularly as he took his bath. More, he was still, somehow, the youthful prodigy who had won the biggest competition of modern years while almost an infant. He was still known as such, regarded as such, greeted as such, referred to as such at intervals in the Press. His fame in his own world seemed not to have deteriorated. But disappointment had slowly, imperceptibly, eaten into him. He was far off the sublime heights of Sir Hugh Corver, though he met Sir Hugh apparently as an equal on the Council of the Royal Society of British Architects. Work had not surged in upon him. He had not been able to pick and choose among commissions. He had never won another competition. Again and again his hopes had been horribly defeated in these ghastly enterprises, of which two were still pending. He was a man of one job. And a quarter of his professional life had slipped behind him! His dreams were changed. Formerly he had dreamed in architectural forms; now he dreamed in percentages. His one job had been enormous and lucrative, but he had lived on it for a decade, and it was done. And outside it he had earned probably less than twelve hundred pounds.
And if the job had been enormous, his responsibilities were likewise enormous. Home expenses with an increasing family; establishment expenses; a heavy insurance! Slavery to habits! The common story, without the slightest originality in it. The idea recurred continually: it was the fault of Lois, of that embodied, implacable instinct which Lois was! And it was the fault of circumstance, of the structure of society, of existence itself. And it was his fault too. And the whole of the blame would be his if disaster came. Imagine those kids with the perambulator and the doll’s perambulator–imagine them in an earthquake! He could see no future beyond, perhaps, eight months ahead. No, he could not! Of course his stepfather was a sure resource. But he could not conceive himself confessing failure to his stepfather or to anybody on earth. Yet, if he did not very soon obtain more work, remunerative and on a large scale … if he did not … However, he would obtain more work. It was impossible that he should not obtain it. The matter with Sir Isaac was as good as arranged. And the chances of winning at any rate one of the two competitions were very favourable…. He dismissed every apprehension. His health was too good to tolerate apprehensions permanently. And he had a superstitious faith in his wife’s superstitious faith in him, and in his luck. The dark mood quickly faded. It had been induced, not by the spectacle of his wife and family and household seen somehow from a new angle, but by the recollection of the past. Though he often went through dark moods, they were not moods of financial pessimism; they seemed to be causeless, inexplicable, and indescribable–abysses in which cerebration ceased.
III
She was just closing the side gate leading to the studio when he drove up. He recognized her face over the top of the gate. At the first glance it seemed to be absolutely unchanged–the same really beautiful lips, the same nose, the same look in the eyes. Had a decade passed by her and left no trace? He lost his nerve for an instant, and brought the car to a standstill with less than his usual adroitness. She hesitated.
“I was coming to see you,” he called out hastily, boyishly, not in the least measuring his effects. He jumped from the car, and said in a lower, more intimate tone: “I’ve only this minute heard about Mr. Haim. I’m awfully sorry. I thought I’d come along at once.”
“How nice of you!” she replied, quite simply and naturally, with a smile. “Do come in.”
The tension was eased.
She pulled at the gate, which creaked. He then saw plainly the whole of her figure. She was dressed in black, and wore what the newspaper advertisement called a ‘matron’s coat.’ The decade had not passed by her and left no trace. She had been appointed to a share in the mysterious purpose. Her bust, too, was ampler; only her face, rather pale like the face of Lois, was unaltered in its innocent contours. He felt that he was blushing. He had no instinctive jealousy nor resentment; it did not appear strange to him that this woman in the matron’s coat was the girl he had passionately kissed in that very house; and indeed the woman was not the girl–the connexion between the woman and the girl had snapped. Nevertheless, he was extremely self-conscious; but not she. And in his astonishment he wondered at the secretiveness of London. His house and hers were not more than half a mile apart, and yet in eleven years he had never set eyes on her house. Nearly always, on leaving his house, he would go up Elm Park Gardens and turn to the right. If he was not in the car he would never turn to the left. Occasionally he had flown past the end of the Grove in the car; not once, however, had he entered the Grove. He lived in Chelsea and she lived in Chelsea, but not the same Chelsea; his was not the Chelsea of the studios and the King’s Road. They had existed close together, side by side, for years and years–and she had been hidden from him.
As they walked towards the studio door she told him that ‘they’ had buried her father a week ago and that ‘they’ were living in the studio, and had already arranged to let the lower part of the house. She had the air of assuming that he was aware of the main happenings in her life, only a little belated in the knowledge of her father’s death. She was quite cheerful. He pretended to himself to speculate as to the identity of her husband. He would not ask: “And who is your husband?”. All the time he knew who her husband was: it could be no other than one man. She opened the studio door with a latchkey. He was right. At a table Mr. Prince was putting sheets of etching-paper to soak in a porcelain bath.
“Well! Well! Well!” exclaimed Mr. Prince warmly, not flustered, not a bit embarrassed, and not too demonstrative. He came forward, delicately drying the tips of his fingers on a rag, and shook hands. His hair was almost white, his thin, benevolent face amazingly lined; his voice had a constant little vibration. Yet George could not believe that he was an old man.
“He only heard to-day about father, and he’s called at once,” said Marguerite. “Isn’t it just like him?”
The last phrase surprised and thrilled George. Did she mean it? Her kind, calm, ingenuous face showed that obviously she meant it.
“It is,” said Mr. Prince seriously. “Very good of you, old man.”
After some talk about Mr. Haim, and about old times, and about changes, during which Marguerite took off her matron’s coat and Mr. Prince gently hung it up for her, they all sat down near to one another and near the unlighted stove. The studio seemed to be precisely as of old, except that it was very clean. Marguerite, in a high-backed wicker-chair, began slowly to remove her hat, which she perched behind her on the chair. Mr. Prince produced a tin of Gold Flake cigarettes.
“And so you’re living in the studio?” said George.
“We have the two rooms at the top of the house of course,” answered Mr. Prince, glancing at the staircase. “I don’t know whether it’s quite the wisest thing, with all those stairs; you see how we’re fixed”–he glanced at Marguerite–“but we had a fine chance to let the house, and in these days it’s as well to be cautious.”
Marguerite smiled happily and patted her husband’s hand.
“Of course it’s the wisest thing,” she said.
“Why! What’s the matter with these days?” George demanded. “How’s the work?”
“Oh!” said Mr. Prince, in a new tone. “I’ve one or two things that might interest you.”
He displayed some prints, and chatted of his labours. He was still etching; he would die etching. This was the etcher of European renown. He referred to the Vienna acquisition as though it was an affair of a few weeks ago. He had disposed of an etching to Stockholm, and mentioned that he had exhibited at the International Show in Rome. He said that his things were attracting attention at a gallery in Bond Street. He displayed catalogues and press-cuttings.
“These are jolly fine,” said George enthusiastically, as he examined the prints on his knee.
“I’m glad you like them,” said Mr. Prince, pleased. “I think I’ve improved.”
But in spite of his European renown, Mr. Prince had remained practically unknown. His name would not call forth the ‘Oh yes!’ of recognition from the earnest frequenter of fashionable exhibitions who takes pride in his familiarity with names. The etchings of Prince were not subscribed for in advance. He could not rank with the stars–Cameron, Muirhead Bone, Legros, Brangwyn. Probably he could command not more than two or three guineas for a print. He had never been the subject of a profusely laudatory illustrated article in the _Studio_. With his white hair he was what in the mart is esteemed a failure. He knew it. Withal he had a notable self-respect and a notable confidence. There was no timidity in him, even if his cautiousness was excessive. He possessed sagacity and he had used it. He knew where he was. He had something substantial up his sleeve. There was no wistful appeal in his eye, as of a man who hopes for the best and fears the worst. He could meet dealers with a firm glance, for throughout life he had subjugated his desires to his resources. His look was modest but independent; and Marguerite had the same look.
“Hallo!” cried George. “I see you’ve got that here!” He pointed to Celia Agg’s portrait of herself as Bonnie Prince Charlie.
“Yes,” said Marguerite. “She insisted on me taking it when she gave up painting.”
“Gave up painting?”
“Very good, isn’t it?” said Mr. Prince gravely. “Pity she ever did give up painting, I think,” he added in a peculiar tone.
“Yes, it is,” George agreed insincerely, for the painting now seemed to him rather tenth-rate. “But what on earth did she stop painting for?”
Marguerite replied, with reserve:
“Oh! Didn’t you know? She’s quite gone in for this suffragette business. No one ever sees her now. Not even her people.”
“Been in prison,” said Mr. Prince, sardonically disapproving, “I always said she’d end in that kind of thing, didn’t I, Margy?”
“You did, dear,” said Marguerite, with wifely eagerness.
These two respected not only themselves but each other. The ensuing conversation showed that Mr. Prince was somewhat disgusted with the mundane movement, and that Marguerite was his disciple. They were more and more leaving the world alone; their self-sufficiency was increasing with the narrow regularity of their habits. They seldom went out; and when they did, they came home the more deeply convinced that all was not well with the world, and that they belonged to the small remnant of the wise and the sane. George was in two minds about them, or rather about Mr. Prince. He secretly condescended to him, but on the other hand he envied him. The man was benevolent; he spent his life in the creation of beauty; and he was secure. Surely an ideal existence! Yes, George wished that he could say as much for himself. Marguerite, completely deprived of ambition, would never have led any man into insecurity. He had realized already that afternoon that there were different degrees of success; he now realized that there were different kinds of success.
“Well!” he rose suddenly. “I must be off. I’m very busy.”
“I suppose you are,” said Mr. Prince. Untrue to assert that his glance was never wistful! It was ever so slightly wistful then.
George comprehended that Mr. Prince admired him and looked up to him after all.
“My town hall is being opened to-morrow.”
“So I saw,” said Mr. Prince. “I congratulate you.”
They knew a good deal about him–where he lived, the statistics of his family, and so on. He picked up his hat.
“I can’t tell you how I appreciate your coming,” said Marguerite, gazing straight into his eyes.
“Rather!” said Mr. Prince.
They were profoundly flattered by the visit of this Bird-of-paradise. But they did not urge him to stay longer.
As he was leaving, the door already open, George noticed a half-finished book-cover design on a table.
“So you’re still doing these binding designs!” He stopped to examine.
Husband and wife, always more interested in their own affairs than in other people’s, responded willingly to his curiosity. George praised, and his praise was greatly esteemed. Mr. Prince talked about the changes in trade bindings, which were all for the worse. The bright spot was that Marguerite’s price for a design had risen to twenty-five shillings. This improvement was evidently a source of genuine satisfaction to them. To George it seemed pathetic that a rise, after vicissitudes, of four shillings in fourteen years should be capable of causing them so much joy. He and they lived in absolutely different worlds.
“This is the last I shall let her do for a long time,” observed Mr. Prince. “I shouldn’t have let her do this one, but the doctor, who’s a friend of ours, said there wouldn’t be any harm, and of course it’s always advisable to break a connexion as little as possible. You never know….”
George smiled, returning their flattery.
“You aren’t going to tell me that that matters to _you_!”
Mr. Prince fixed George with his eye.
“When the European War starts in earnest I think most of us will need all we’ve been able to get together.”
“What European War?” asked George, with a touch of disdain. “You don’t mean to say that this Sarajevo business will lead to a European War!”
“No, I don’t,” said Mr. Prince very firmly. “Germany’s diplomatists are much too clever for that. They’re clever enough to find a better excuse. But they will find it, and soon.”
George saw that Mr. Prince, having opened up a subject which apparently was dear to him, had to be handled with discretion. He guessed at once, from the certainty and the emotion of Mr. Prince’s phrases, that Mr. Prince must have talked a lot about a European War. So he mildly replied:
“Do you really think so?”
“Do I think so? My dear fellow, you have only to look at the facts. Austria undoubtedly annexed Bosnia at Germany’s instigation. Look at what led to Algeciras. Look at Agadir. Look at the increase in the German army last July. And look at the special levy. The thing’s as clear as day.” Mr. Prince now seemed to be a little angry with George, who had moved into the doorway.
“I’ll tell you what I think,” said George, with the assurance with which as a rule he announced his opinions. “We’re Germany’s only serious rival. It’s us she’s up against. She can only fight us on the sea. If she fought us now on the sea she’d be wiped out. That’s admitted. In ten years, if she keeps on building, she might have a chance. But not now! Not yet! And she knows it.” George did not mention that he had borrowed the whole weighty argument from his stepfather; but he spoke with finality, and was rather startled when Mr. Prince blew the whole weighty argument into the air with one scornful, pitying exhalation.
Mr. Prince said: “Nothing in it! Nothing in it! It’s our alliances that will be the ruin of us. We shall be dragged into war. If Germany chooses to fight on land everybody will have to fight on land. When she gets to Paris, what are we going to do about it? We shall be dragged into war. It’s the damnable alliances that Sir Edward Grey has let us in for.” Mr. Prince fixed George afresh. “That man ought to be shot. What do we want with alliances?… Have you heard Lord Roberts?”
George admitted weakly, and as if ashamed, that he had not.
“Well, you should.”
“Oh yes,” Marguerite ingenuously put in. “Alfred’s been very strong on the European War ever since he heard Lord Roberts speak at Chelsea Town Hall.”
George then understood the situation. Mr. Prince, through the hazard of a visit to Chelsea Town Hall, had become obsessed by a single idea, an idea which his natural apprehensions had well nourished. A common phenomenon! George had met before the man obsessed by one idea, with his crude reasoning, his impatience, and his flashing eye. As for himself he did not pretend to be an expert in politics; he had no time for politics; but he was interested in them, and held strong views about them; and among his strongest views was the view that the crudity of the average imperialist was noxious, and a source of real danger. ‘That man ought to be shot.’ Imagine such a remark! He felt that he must soothe Mr. Prince as he would soothe a child. And he did so, with all the tact acquired at municipal committee meetings in the north.
His, last impression, on departure, was that Mr. Prince was an excellent and most lovable fellow, despite his obsession. “Glad to see you at any time,” said Mr. Prince, with genuine cordiality, critically and somewhat inimically assessing the car, which he referred to as ‘she.’ Marguerite had remained in the studio. She was wonderful. She admired her husband too simply, and she was too content, but she had marvellous qualities of naturalness, common sense in demeanour, realism, and placidity. Thanks to her remarkable instinct for taking things for granted, the interview had been totally immune from constraint. It was difficult, and she had made it seem easy. No fuss, no false sentiment! And she looked very nice, very interesting, quite attractive, in her mourning and in her expectancy. A fine couple. Unassuming of course, narrow, opinionated–(he surmised that the last days of the late Mr. Haim had been disciplined)–but no fools either, and fundamentally decent. While condescending to them, he somehow envied them. But he knew what the opinion of Lois about them would be!
IV
After a period of shallow sleep he woke up in the morning factitiously refreshed as the train was rumbling slowly over the high-level bridge. The sun blinked full in his eyes when he looked out through the trellis-work of the bridge. Far below, the river was tinged with the pale blue of the sky. Big ships lay in the river as if they had never moved and never could move; a steamer in process of painting, with her sides lifted above the water, gleamed in irregular patches of brilliant scarlet. A lively tug passed down-stream, proud of her early rising; and, smaller even than the tug, a smack, running close-hauled, bowed to the puffs of the light breeze. Farther away the lofty chimneys sent their scarves of smoke into the air, and the vast skeletons of incipient vessels could be descried through webs of staging. The translucent freshness of the calm scene was miraculous; it divinely intoxicated the soul, and left no squalor and no ugliness anywhere.
Then, as the line curved, came the view of the city beneath its delicate canopy of mist. The city was built on escarpments, on ridges, on hills, and sagged here and there into great hollows. The serrated silhouette of it wrote romance upon the sky, and the contours of the naked earth beyond lost themselves grandly in the mystery of the north. The jutting custom-house was a fine piece of architecture. From the eighteen-forties it challenged grimly the modern architect. On his hasty first visit to the city George had noticed little save that custom-house. He had seen a slatternly provincial town, large and picturesque certainly, but with small sense of form or dignity. He had decided that his town hall would stand quite unique in the town. But soon the city had imposed itself upon him and taught him the rudiments of humility. It contained an immense quantity of interesting architecture of various periods, which could not be appreciated at a glance. It was a hoary place. It went back to the Romans and further. Its fragmentary walls had survived through seven centuries, its cathedral through six, its chief churches through five. It had the most perfect Norman keep within two hundred miles. It had ancient halls, mansions, towers, markets, and jail. And to these the Victorian-Edwardian age had added museums, law courts, theatres; such astonishing modernities as swimming-baths, power-houses, joint-stock banks, lending libraries, and art schools; and whole monumental streets and squares from the designs of a native architect without whose respectable name no history of British architecture could be called complete. George’s town hall was the largest building in the city; but it did not dominate the city nor dwarf it; the city easily digested it. Arriving in the city by train the traveller, if he knew where to look, could just distinguish a bit of the town hall tower, amid masses of granite and brick: which glimpse symbolized the relation between the city and the town hall and had its due effect on the Midland conceit of George.
But what impressed George more than the stout, physical aspects of the city was the sense of its huge, adventurous, corporate life, continuous from century to century. It had known terrible battles, obstinate sieges, famines, cholera, a general conflagration, and, in the twentieth century, strikes that possibly were worse than pestilence. It had fiercely survived them all. It was a city passionate and highly vitalized. George had soon begun to be familiar with its organic existence from the inside. The amazing delays in the construction of the town hall were characteristic of the city, originating as they did not from sloth or indecision but from the obduracy of the human will. At the start a sensational municipal election had put the whole project on the shelf for two years, and George had received a compensatory one per cent on the estimated cost according to contract, and had abandoned his hope. But the pertinacity of Mr. Soulter, first Councillor, then Alderman, then Mayor, the true father of the town hall, had been victorious in the end. Next there had been an infinity of trouble with owners of adjacent properties and with the foundations. Next the local contractor, who had got the work through a ruthless and ingenious conspiracy of associates on the Council, had gone bankrupt. Next came the gigantic building strike, in which conflicting volitions fought each other for many months to the devastation of an entire group of trades. Finally was the inflexible resolution of Mr. Soulter that the town hall should not be opened and used until it was finished in every part and every detail of furniture and decoration.
George, by his frequent sojourns in the city, and his official connexion with the authorities, had several opportunities to observe the cabals, the chicane, and the personal animosities and friendships which functioned in secret at the very heart of the city’s life. He knew the idiosyncrasies of councillors and aldermen in committee; he had learnt more about mankind in the committee-rooms of the old town hall than he could have learnt in ten thousand London clubs. He could divide the city council infallibly into wire-pullers, axe-grinders, vain nincompoops, honest mediocrities, and the handful who combined honesty with sagacity and sagacity with strength. At beefy luncheon-tables, and in gorgeous, stuffy bars tapestried with Lincrusta-Walton, he had listened to the innumerable tales of the town, in which greed, crookedness, ambition, rectitude, hatred, and sexual love were extraordinarily mixed–the last being by far the smallest ingredient. He liked the town; he revelled in it. It seemed to him splendid in its ineradicable, ever-changing, changeless humanity. And as the train bored its way through the granite bowels of the city, he thought pleasurably upon all these matters. And with them in his mind there gradually mingled the images of Lois and Marguerite. He cared not what their virtues were or what their faults were. He enjoyed reflecting upon them, picturing them with their contrasted attributes, following them into the future as they developed blindly under the unperceived sway of the paramount instincts which had impelled and would always impel them towards their ultimate destiny. He thought upon himself, and about himself he was very sturdily cheerful, because he had had a most satisfactory interview with Sir Isaac on the previous afternoon.
A few minutes later he walked behind a portmanteau-bearing night-porter into the wide-corridored, sleeping hotel, whose dust glittered in the straight shafts of early sunlight. He stopped at the big slate under the staircase and wrote in chalk opposite the number 187: “Not to be called till 12 o’clock, under pain of death.” And the porter, a friend of some years’ standing, laughed. On the second floor that same porter dropped the baggage on the linoleum and rattled the key in the lock with a high disregard of sleepers. In the bedroom the porter undid the straps of the portmanteau, and then:
“Anything else, sir?”
“That’s all, John.”
And as he turned to leave, John stopped and remarked in a tone of concern:
“Sorry to say Alderman Soulter’s ill in bed, sir. Won’t be able to come to the Opening. It’s him as’ll be madder than anybody, ill or not.”
George was shocked, and almost frightened. In his opinion the true intelligence of the city was embodied in Mr. Soulter. Mr. Soulter had been a father to him, had understood his aims and fought for them again and again. Without Mr. Soulter he felt defenceless before the ordeal of the Opening, and he wished that he might fly back to London instantly. Nevertheless the contact of the cool, clean sheets was exquisite, and he went to sleep at once, just as he was realizing the extremity of his fatigue.
He did not have his sleep out. Despite the menace of death, a courageous creature heavily knocked at his door at ten o’clock and entered. It was a page-boy with a telegram. George opened the envelope resentfully.
“No answer.”
The telegram read:
“Am told we have got it.–PONTING”
Ponting was George’s assistant. The news referred to a competition for an enormous barracks in India–one of the two competitions pending. It had come sooner than expected. Was it true? George was aware that Ponting had useful acquaintanceship with a clerk in the India Office.
He thought, trying not to believe:
“Of course Ponting will swallow anything.”
But he made no attempt to sleep again. He was too elated.
V
Through a strange circumstance George arrived late for the Opening lunch in the lower hall, but he was late in grave company. He had been wandering aimlessly and quite alone about the great interiors of the town hall when he caught sight of Mr. Phirrips, the contractor, with the bishop and the most famous sporting peer of the north, a man who for some mystical reason was idolized by the masses of the city. Unfortunately Mr. Phirrips also caught sight of George. “Bishop, here is Mr. Cannon, our architect. He will be able to explain perhaps better–” And in an instant Mr. Phirrips had executed one of those feats of prestidigitation for which he was renowned in contracting circles, left George with the bishop, and gone off with his highly prized quarry, the sporting peer. George, despite much worldliness, had never before had speech with a bishop. However, the bishop played his part in a soothingly conventional way, manipulated his apron and his calves with senile dignity, stood still and gazed ardently at ceilings and vistas, and said at intervals, explosively and hoarsely: “Ha! Very, interesting! Very interesting! Very fine! Very fine! Noble!” He also put intelligent questions to the youthful architect, such as: “How many bricks have been used in this building?” He was very leisurely, as though the whole of eternity was his.
“I’m afraid we may be late for the luncheon,” George ventured.
The bishop looked at him blandly, leaning forward, and replied, after holding his mouth open for a moment:
“They will not begin without us. I say grace.” His antique eye twinkled.
After this George liked him, and understood that he was really a bishop.
In the immense hubbub of the lower hall the bishop was seized upon by officials, and conducted to a chair a few places to the right of His Worship the Mayor. Though there was considerable disorder and confusion (doubtless owing to the absence of Alderman Soulter, who had held all the strings in his hand) everybody agreed that the luncheon scene in the lower hall was magnificent. The Mayor, in his high chair and in his heavy chain and glittering robe, ruled in the centre of the principal table, from which lesser tables ran at right angles. The Aldermen and Councillors, also chained and robed, well sustained the brilliance of the Mayor, and the ceremonial officials of the city surpassed both Mayor and Council in grandeur. Sundry peers and M.P.’s and illustrious capitalists enhanced the array of renown, and the bishop was rivalled by priestly dignitaries scarcely less grandiose than himself. And then there were the women. The women had been let in. During ten years of familiarity with the city’s life George had hardly spoken to a woman, except Mr. Soulter’s Scotch half-sister. The men lived a life of their own, which often extended to the evenings, and very many of them when mentioning women employed a peculiar tone. But now the women were disclosed in bulk, and the display startled George. He suddenly saw all the city fathers and their sons in a new light.
The bishop had his appointed chair, with a fine feminine hat on either side of him, but George could not find that any particular chair had been appointed to himself. Eventually he saw an empty chair in the middle of a row of men at the right-hand transverse table, and he took it. He had expected, as the sole artistic creator of the town hall whose completion the gathering celebrated, to be the object of a great deal of curiosity at the luncheon. But in this expectation he was deceived. If any curiosity concerning him existed, it was admirably concealed. The authorities, however, had not entirely forgotten him, for the Town Clerk that morning had told him that he must reply to the toast of his health. He had protested against the shortness of the notice, whereupon the Town Clerk had said casually that a few words would suffice–anything, in fact, and had hastened off. George was now getting nervous. He was afraid of hearing his own voice in that long, low interior which he had made. He had no desire to eat. He felt tired. Still, his case was less acute than it would have been had the august personage originally hoped for attended the luncheon. The august personage had not attended on account of an objection, apropos of an extreme passage in an election campaign speech, to the occupant of the mayoral chair (who had thus failed to be transformed into a Lord Mayor). The whole city had then, though the Mayor was not over-popular, rallied to its representative, and the Council had determined that the inauguration should be a purely municipal affair, a family party, proving to the august and to the world that the city was self-sufficing. The episode was characteristic.
George heard a concert of laughter, which echoed across the room. At the end of the main table Mr. Phirrips had become a centre of gaiety. Mr. Phirrips, whom George and the clerk-of-the-works had had severe and constant difficulty in keeping reasonably near the narrow path of rectitude, was a merry, sharp, smart, middle-aged man with a skin that always looked as if he had just made use of an irritant soap. He was one of the largest contractors in England, and his name on the hoarding of any building in course of erection seemed to give distinction to that building. He was very rich, and popular in municipal circles, and especially with certain councillors, including a labour councillor. George wondered whether Mr. Phirrips would make a speech. No toast-list was visible in George’s vicinity.
To George the meal seemed to pass with astounding celerity. The old bishop said grace in six words. The Toast-master bawled for silence. The health of all classes of society who could rely upon good doctors was proposed and heartily drunk–princes, prelates, legislators, warriors, judges–but the catalogue was cut short before any eccentric person could propose the health of the one-roomed poor, of whom the city was excessively prolific. And then the Mayor addressed himself to the great business of the town hall. George listened with throat dry; by way of precaution he had drunk nothing during the meal; and at each toast he had merely raised the glass to his lips and infinitesimally sipped; the coffee was bad and cold and left a taste in his mouth; but everything that he had eaten left a taste in his mouth. The Mayor began: “My lords, ladies, and gentlemen,–During the building of this–er–er–_structure_….” All his speech was in that manner and that key. Nevertheless he was an able and strong individual, and as an old trade union leader could be fiercely eloquent with working-men. He mentioned Alderman Soulter, and there was a tremendous cheer. He did not mention Alderman Soulter again; a feud burned between these two. After Alderman Soulter he mentioned finance. He said that that was not the time to refer to finance, and then spoke of nothing else but finance throughout the remainder of his speech, until he came to the peroration–“success and prosperity to our new town hall, the grandest civic monument which any city has erected to itself in this country within living memory, aye, and beyond.” The frantic applause atoned for the lack of attention and the semi-audible chattering which had marred the latter part of the interminable and sagacious harangue. George thought: “Pardon me! The city has not erected this civic monument. I have erected it.” And he thought upon all the labour he had put into it, and all the beauty and magnificence which he had evolved. Alderman Soulter should have replied on behalf of the town hall committee, and the Alderman who took his place apologized for his inability to fill the role, and said little.
Then the Toast-master bawled incomprehensibly for the twentieth time, and a councillor arose and in timid tones said:
“I rise to propose the toast of the architect and contractor.”
George was so astounded that he caught scarcely anything of the speech. It was incredible to him that he, the creative artist, who was solely responsible for the architecture and decoration of the monument, in whose unique mind it had existed long before the second brick had been placed upon the first, should be bracketed in a toast with the tradesman and middleman who had merely supervised the execution of his scheme according to rules of thumb. He flushed. He wanted to walk out. But nobody else appeared to be disturbed. George, who had never before attended an inauguration, was simply not aware that the toast ‘architect and contractor’ was the classic British toast, invariably drunk on such occasions, and never criticised. He thought: “What a country!” and remembered hundreds of Mr. Enwright’s remarks…. Phrases of the orator wandered into his ear. “The competition system…. We went to Sir Hugh Corver, the head of the architectural profession [loud applause] and Sir Hugh Corver assured us that the design of Mr. George Cannon was the best. [Hear, hear! Hear, hear!]… Mr. Phirrip, head of the famous firm of Phirrips Limited [loud applause] … fortunate, after our misfortune with the original contractor to obtain such a leading light…. Cannot sufficiently thank these two–er _officials_ for the intellect, energy, and patience they have put into their work.”
As the speech was concluding, a tactless man sitting next to George, with whom he had progressed very slowly in acquaintance during the lunch, leaned towards him and murmured in a confidential tone:
“Did I tell you both naval yards up here have just had orders to work day and night? Yes. Fact.”
George’s mind ran back to Mr. Prince, and Mr. Prince’s prophecy of war. Was there something in it after all? The thought passed in an instant, but the last vestiges of his equanimity had gone. Hearing his name he jumped up in a mist inhabited by inimical phantoms, and, amid feeble acclamations here and there, said he knew not what in a voice now absurdly loud and now absurdly soft, and sat down, amid more feeble acclamations, feeling an angry fool. It was the most hideous experience. He lit a cigarette, his first that day.
When Mr. Phirrips rose, the warm clapping was expectant of good things.
“When I was a little boy I remember my father telling me that this town hall had been started. I never expected to live to see it finished–“
Delighted guffaws, uproarious laughter, explosions of mirth, interrupted this witty reference to the delays in construction. The speaker smiled at ease. His eyes glinted. He knew his audience, held it consummately, and went on.
In the afternoon there was a conversazione, or reception, for the lunchers and also for the outer fringe of the city’s solid respectability. The whole of the town hall from basement to roof was open to view, and citizens of all ages wandered in it everywhere, admiring it, quizzing it, and feeling proudly that it was theirs. George too wandered about, feeling that it was his. He was slowly recovering from the humiliation of the lunch. Much of the building pleased him greatly; at the excellence of some effects and details he marvelled; the entry into the large hall from the grand staircase was dramatic, just as he had had intended it should be; the organ was being played, and word went round that the acoustic (or acoostic) properties of the auditorium were perfect, and unrivalled by any auditorium in the kingdom. On the other hand, the crudity of certain other effects and details irritated the creator, helping him to perceive how much he had learnt in ten years; in ten years, for example, his ideas about mouldings had been quite transformed. What chiefly satisfied him was the demonstration, everywhere, that he had mastered his deep natural impatience of minutiae –that instinct which often so violently resented the exacting irksomeness of trifles in the realization of a splendid idea. At intervals he met an acquaintance and talked, but nobody at all appeared to comprehend that he alone was the creator of the mighty pile, and that all the individuals present might be divided artistically into two classes–himself in one class, the entire remainder in the other. And nobody appeared to be inconvenienced by the sense of the height of his achievement or of the splendour of his triumph that day. It is true that the north hates to seem impressed, and will descend to any duplicity in order not to seem impressed.
The Town Clerk’s clerk came importantly up to him and asked:
“How many reserved seats would you like for the concert?”
A grand ballad concert, at which the most sentimental of contraltos, helped by other first-class throats, was to minister wholesale to the insatiable secret sentimentality of the north, had been arranged for the evening.
“One will be enough,” said George.
“Are you alone?” asked the Town Clerk’s clerk.
George took the ticket. None of the city fathers or their fashionable sons had even invited him to dinner. He went forth and had tea alone, while reading in an evening paper about the Austro-Serbian situation, in the tea-rooms attached to a cinema-palace. The gorgeous rooms, throbbing to two-steps and fox-trots, were crammed with customers; but the waitresses behaved competently. Thence he drove out in a taxi to the residence of Alderman Soulter. He could see neither the Alderman nor Miss Soulter; he learnt that the condition of the patient was reassuring, and that the patient had a very good constitution. Back at the hotel, he had to wait for dinner. In due course he ate the customary desolating table-d’hote dinner which is served simultaneously in the vast, odorous dining-rooms, all furnished alike, of scores and scores of grand hotels throughout the provinces. Having filled his cigar-case, he set out once more into the beautiful summer evening. In broad Side Gate were massed the chief resorts of amusement. The facade of the Empire music-hall glowed with great rubies and emeralds and amethysts and topazes in the fading light. Its lure was more powerful than the lure of the ballad concert. Ignoring his quasi-official duty to the greatest of sentimental contraltos, he pushed into the splendid foyer of the Empire. One solitary stall, half a crown, was left for the second house; he bought it, eager in transgression; he felt that the ballad concert would have sent him mad.
The auditorium of the Empire was far larger than the auditorium of the town hall, and it was covered with gold. The curving rows of plush-covered easy chairs extended backwards until faces became indistinguishable points in the smoke-misted gloom. Every seat was occupied; the ballad concert had made no impression upon the music-hall. The same stars that he could see in London appeared on the gigantic stage in the same songs and monologues; and as in London the indispensable revue was performed, but with a grosser and more direct licentiousness than the West End would have permitted. And all proceeded with inexorable exactitude according to time-table. And in scores and scores of similar Empires, Hippodromes, Alhambras, and Pavilions throughout the provinces, similar entertainments were proceeding with the same exactitude–another example of the huge standardization of life. George laughed with the best at the inventive drollery of the knock-about comedians–Britain’s sole genuine contribution to the art of the modern stage. But there were items in the Empire programme that were as awful in their tedium as anything at the ballad concert could be–moments when George could not bear to look over the footlights. And these items were applauded in ecstasy by the enchanted audience. He thought of the stupidity, the insensibility, the sheer ignorance of the exalted lunchers; and he compared them with these qualities in the Empire audience, and asked himself sardonically whether all artists had lived in vain. But the atmosphere of the Empire was comfortable, reassuring, inspiring. The men had their pipes, cigarettes, and women; the women had the men, the luxury, the glitter, the publicity. They had attained, they were happy. The frightful curse of the provinces, ennui, had been conjured away by the beneficent and sublime institution invented, organized, and controlled by three great trusts.
George stayed till the end of the show. The emptying of the theatre was like a battle, like the flight of millions from a conflagration. All humanity seemed to be crowded into the corridors and staircases. Jostled and disordered, he emerged into the broad street, along which huge, lighted trams slowly thundered. He walked a little, starting a fresh cigar. The multitude had resumed its calm. A few noisy men laughed and swore obscene oaths; and girls, either in couples or with men, trudged, demure and unshocked, past the roysterers, as though they had neither ears to hear nor eyes to see. In a few minutes the processions were dissipated, dissolved into the vastness of the city, and the pavements nearly deserted. George strolled on towards the Square. The town hall stood up against the velvet pallor of the starry summer night, massive, lovely, supreme, deserted. He had conceived it in an office in Russell Square when he was a boy. And there it was, the mightiest monument of the city which had endured through centuries of astounding corporate adventure. He was overwhelmed, and he was inexpressibly triumphant. Throughout the day he had had no recognition; and as regards the future, few, while ignorantly admiring the monument, would give a thought to the artist. Books were eternally signed, and pictures, and sculpture. But the architect was forgotten. What did it matter? If the creators of Gothic cathedrals had to accept oblivion, he might. The tower should be his signature. And no artist could imprint his influence so powerfully and so mysteriously upon the unconscious city as he was doing. And the planet was whirling the whole city round like an atom in the icy spaces between the stars. And perhaps Lois was lying expectant, discontented, upon the sofa, thinking rebelliously. He was filled with the realization of universality.
At the hotel another telegram awaited him.
“Good old Ponting!” he exclaimed, after reading it. The message ran:
“We have won it.–PONTING”
He said:
“Why ‘we,’ Ponting? You didn’t win it. I won it.”
He said:
“Sir Hugh Corver is not going to be the head of the architectural profession. I am.” He felt the assurance of that in his bones.
CHAPTER II
THE ROLL-CALL
I
The telephone rang in the principal’s room of George’s office in Museum Street. He raised his head from the drawing-board with the false gesture of fatigued impatience which, as a business man, he had long since acquired, and took the instrument. As a fact he was not really busy; he was only pretending to be busy; and he rather enjoyed the summons of the telephone, with its eternal promise of some romantic new turn of existence. Nevertheless, though he was quite alone, he had to affect that the telephone was his bane.
“Can Sir Isaac Davids speak to you, sir, from the Artists Club?”
“Put him on.”
Immediately came the thick, rich voice of Sir Isaac, with its implications of cynicism and triumphant disdain–attenuated and weakened in the telephone, suggesting an object seen through the wrong end of a telescope.
“Is that you, Cannon?”
“It is,” said George shortly. Without yet knowing it, he had already begun to hate Sir Isaac. His criticism of Sir Isaac was that the man was too damnably sure of himself. And not all Sir Isaac’s obvious power, and influence, and vast potential usefulness to a young architect, could prevent George from occasionally, as he put it, ‘standing up to the fellow.’
“Well, you’d better come along here, if you can. I want to see you,” said the unruffled voice of Sir Isaac.
“Now?”
“Yes.”
“All right.”
As George replaced the instrument, he murmured:
“I know what that means. It’s all off.” And after a moment: “I knew jolly well it would be.”
He glanced round the very orderly room, to which, by judicious furnishing, he had given a severe distinction at no great cost. On the walls were a few interesting things, including a couple of his own perspectives. A neo-impressionist oil-sketch over the mantelpiece, with blue trees and red fields and a girl whose face was a featureless blob, imperiously monopolized the attention of the beholder, warning him, whoever he might be, that the inescapable revolutionary future was now at hand. The room and everything in it, that entity upon which George had spent so much trouble, and of which he had been so proud, seemed futile, pointless, utterly unprofitable.
The winning of the Indian limited competition, coupled with the firm rumour that Sir Isaac Davids had singled him out for patronage, had brilliantly renewed George’s reputation and the jealousy which proved its reality. The professional journals had been full of him, and everybody assured everybody that his ultimate, complete permanent success had never been in doubt. The fact that the barracks would be the largest barracks in India indicated to the superstitious, and to George himself, that destiny intended him always to break records. After the largest town hall, the largest barracks; and it was said that Sir Isaac’s factory was to be the largest factory! But the outbreak of war had overthrown all reputations, save the military and the political. Every value was changed according to a fresh standard, as in a shipwreck. For a week George had felt an actual physical weight in the stomach. This weight was his own selfish woe, but it was also the woe of the entire friendly world. Every architect knew and said that the profession of architecture would be ruined for years. Then the India Office woke George up. The attitude of the India Office was overbearing. It implied that it had been marvellously original and virtuous in submitting the affair of its barracks to even a limited competition, when it might just as easily have awarded the job to any architect whom it happened to know, or whom its wife, cousin, or aunt happened to know, or whose wife, cousin, or aunt happened to know the India Office–and further, that George ought therefore to be deeply grateful. It said that in view of the war the barracks must be erected with the utmost possible, or rather with quite impossible, dispatch, and that George would probably have to go to India at once. Simultaneously it daily modified George’s accepted plans for the structure, exactly as though it was a professional architect and George an amateur, and it involved him in a seemly but intense altercation between itself and the subordinate bureaucracy of a Presidency. It kept George employed. In due course people discovered that business must proceed as usual, and even the architectural profession, despite its traditional pessimism, had hopes of municipalities and other bodies which were to inaugurate public works in order to diminish unemployment.
Nevertheless George had extreme difficulty in applying himself efficiently to urgent tasks. He kept thinking: “It’s come! It’s come!” He could not get over the fact that it had come–the European War which had obsessed men’s minds for so many years past. He saved the face of his own theory as to the immediate impossibility of a great war, by positively asserting that Germany would never have fought had she foreseen that Britain would fight. He prophesied (to himself) Germany’s victory, German domination of Europe, and, as the grand central phenomenon, mysterious ruin for George Edwin Cannon. But the next instant he would be convinced that Germany would be smashed, and quickly. Germany, he reckoned superiorly, in ‘taking on England’ had ‘bitten off more than she could chew.’
He knew almost naught of the progress of the fighting. He had obtained an expensive map of Western Europe and some flagged pins, and had hung the map up in his hall and had stuck the pins into it with exactitude. He had moved the pins daily, until little Laurencine one morning, aloft on a chair, decided to change all the positions of the opposing armies. Laurencine established German army corps in Marseilles, the Knockmillydown Mountains, and Torquay, while sending the French to Elsinore and Aberdeen. There was trouble in the house. Laurencine suffered, and was given to understand that war was a serious matter. Still, George soon afterwards had ceased to manipulate the pins; they seemed to be incapable of arousing his imagination; he could not be bothered with them; he could not make the effort necessary to acquire a scientific conception of the western campaign–not to mention the eastern, as to which his ignorance was nearly perfect.
Yet he read much about the war. Some of the recounted episodes deeply and ineffaceably impressed him. For example, an American newspaper correspondent had written a dramatic description of the German army marching, marching steadily along a great Belgian high road–a procession without beginning and without end–and of the procession being halted for his benefit, and of a German officer therein who struck a soldier several times in the face angrily with his cane, while the man stood stiffly at attention. George had an ardent desire to spend a few minutes alone with that officer; he could not get the soldier’s bruised cheek out of his memory.
Again, he was moved and even dismayed by the recitals of the entry of the German army into Brussels and of its breaking into the goose-step as it reached the Grande Place, though he regarded the goose-step as too ridiculous and contemptible for words. Then the French defence of Dinant, and the Belgian defence of Liege, failure as it was, and the obstinate resistance at Namur, inspired him; and the engagements between Belgians and Uhlans, in which the clumsy Uhlans were always scattered, destroyed for him the dread significance of the term ‘Uhlan.’
He simply did not comprehend that all these events were negligible trifles, that no American correspondent had seen the hundredth part of the enemy forces, that the troops which marched through Brussels were a tiny, theatrical side-show, a circus, that the attack on Liege had been mismanaged, that the great battle at Dinant was a mere skirmish in the new scale of war, and the engagements with Uhlans mere scuffles, and that behind the screen of these infinitesimal phenomena _the German army_, unimagined in its hugeness, horror, and might, was creeping like a fatal and monstrous caterpillar surely towards France.
A similar screen hid from him the realities of England. He saw bunting and recruits, and the crowds outside consulates. But he had no idea of the ceaseless flight of innumerable crammed trains day and night southwards, of the gathering together of Atlantic liners and excursion steamers from all the coasts into an unprecedented Armada, of the sighting of the vanguard of that Armada by an incredulous Boulogne, of the landing of British regiments and guns and aeroplanes in the midst of a Boulogne wonderstruck and delirious, and of the thrill which thereupon ecstatically shivered through France. He knew only that ‘the Expeditionary Force had landed in safety.’
He could not believe that a British Army could face successfully the legendary Prussians with their Great General Staff, and yet he had a mystic and entirely illogical belief in the invincibility of the British Army. He had read somewhere that the German forces amounted in all to the equivalent of over three hundred divisions; he had been reliably told that the British forces in France amounted to three divisions and some cavalry. It was most absurd; but his mysticism survived the absurdity, so richly was it nourished by news from the strange, inartistic colonies, where architecture was not understood. Revelation came to George that the British Empire, which he had always suspected to be an invention of those intolerable persons the Imperialists, was after all something more than a crude pink smear across the map of the world.
Withal he was acutely dejected as he left his office to go to the club.
II
Sir Isaac was sitting quite alone in the large smoking-room of the Artists in Albemarle Street–a beautiful apartment terribly disfigured by its pictures, which had been procured from fashionable members in the fashionable taste of twenty years earlier, and were crying aloud for some one brave enough to put them out of their misery. No interpretation of the word ‘artist’ could by any ingenuity be stretched to include Sir Isaac. Nevertheless he belonged to the club, and so did a number of other men in like case. The difference between Sir Isaac and the rest was that Sir Isaac did actually buy pictures, though seldom from fashionable painters.
He was a personage of about forty-five years, with a rather prominent belly, but not otherwise stout; a dark man; plenty of stiff black hair (except for one small central bald patch); a rank moustache, and a clean-shaven chin apparently woaded in the manner of the ancient Britons; elegantly and yet severely dressed–braided morning-coat, striped trousers, small, skin-fitting boots, a black flowered-silk necktie. As soon as you drew near him you became aware of his respiratory processes; you were bound to notice continually that without ceasing he carried on the elemental business of existence. Hair sprouted from his nose, and the nose was enormous; it led at a pronounced slope to his high forehead, which went on upwards at exactly the same angle and was lost in his hair. If the chin had weakly receded, as it often does in this type, Sir Isaac would have had a face like a spear-head, like a ram of which the sharp point was the top of his nose; but Sir Isaac’s chin was square, and the wall of it perpendicular.
His expression was usually inquisitive, dissatisfied, and disdainful–the effect being produced by a slight lifting of the back of the nostrils and a slight tipping forward of the whole head. His tone, however, often by its bluff good-humour, contradicted the expression. He had in an extreme degree the appearance of a Jew, and he had the names of a Jew; and most people said he was a Jew. But he himself seriously denied it. He asserted that he came of a Welsh Nonconformist family, addicted to christening its infants out of the Bible, and could prove his descent for generations–not that he minded being taken for a Jew (he would add), was indeed rather flattered thereby, but he simply was not a Jew. At any rate he was Welsh. A journalist had described him in a phrase: “All the time he’s talking to you in English you feel he’s thinking something different in Welsh.” He was an exceedingly rich industrial, and had made his money by organization; he seemed always to have leisure.
“Here,” he curtly advised George, producing a magnificent Partaga, similar to the one he was himself smoking, “you’d better have this.”
He cut the cigar carefully with a club tool, and pushed the match-stand across the table with a brusque gesture. George would not thank him for the cigar.
“You’re on that Indian barracks, aren’t you?”
“Yes. They’re in a Hades of a hurry.”
“Well, my factory is in much more of a hurry.”
George was startled. He had heard nothing of the factory for a month, and had assumed that the war had scotched the enterprise.
He said:
“Then the war won’t stop you?”
Sir Isaac shook his head slowly, with an arrogant smile. It then occurred to George that this man differed strangely from all other men–because the sinister spell of the war had been powerless over him alone. All other men bore the war in their faces and in their gestures, but this man did not.
“I’m going to make munitions now–explosives. I’m going to have the biggest explosives factory in the world. However, the modifications in the general plan won’t be serious. I want to talk to you about that.”
“Have you got contracts, then, already?”
“No. Both the War Office and the Admiralty have told me they have all the explosives they want,” he sneered. “But I’ve made a few inquiries, and I think that by the time my factory’s up they’ll be wanting more explosives than they can get. In fact I wish I could build half a dozen factories. Dare say I shall.”
“Then you think we’re in for a long war?”
“Not specially that. If it’s a long war you English will win. If it’s a short war the Germans will win, and it will be the end of France as a great power. That’s all.”
“Won’t it be the end of your factory too?”
“Noh!” exclaimed Sir Isaac, with careless compassion in his deep, viscid voice. “If it’s a short war, there’ll be another war. You English will never leave it alone. So that whatever happens, if I take up explosives, I can’t go wrong. It’s velvet.”
“It seems to me we shall bust up the whole world if we aren’t careful, soon.”
Sir Isaac smiled more compassion.
“Not at all,” he said easily. “Not at all. Things are always arranged in the end–more or less satisfactorily, of course. It’s up to the individual to look out for himself.”
George said:
“I was thinking of going into the Army.”
The statement was not strictly untrue, but he had never formulated it, and he had never thought consecutively of such a project, which did indeed appear too wild and unpractical for serious consideration.
“This recruiting’s been upsetting you.”
George’s vague patriotism seemed to curdle at these half-dozen scornful words.
“Do you think I oughtn’t to go into the Army, Sir Isaac?”
“My dear boy, any—-can go into the Army. And if you go into the Army you’ll lose your special qualities. I see you as the best factory designer we have, architecturally. You’ve only just started, but you have it in you. And your barracks is pretty good. Of course, if you choose to indulge in sentimentality you can deprive the country of an architect in a million and make it a present of a mediocre soldier–for you haven’t got the mind of a soldier. But if you do that, mark my words–you’ll only do it to satisfy the egotism that you call your heart, you’ll only do it in order to feel comfortable; just as a woman gives a penny to a beggar and thinks it’s charity when it’s nothing of the sort. There are fellows that go and enlist because they hear a band play.”
“Yes,” George concurred. He hated to feel himself confronted by a mind more realistic than his own, but he was realistic enough to admit the fact. What Sir Isaac said was unanswerable, and it appealed very strongly to George. He cast away his sentimentality, ashamed of it. And at the same time he felt greatly relieved in other ways.
“You’d better put this Indian barracks on one side as much as you can, or employ some one to help you. I shall want all your energies.”
“But I shall probably have to go to India. The thing’s very urgent.”
Sir Isaac scorned him in a profound gaze. The smoke from their two magnificent cigars mingled in a canopy above them.
“Not it!” said Sir Isaac. “What’s more, it’s not wanted at all. They think it is, because they’re absolutely incapable of thought. They know the word ‘war’ and they know the word ‘barracks.’ They put them together and imagine it’s logic. They say: ‘We were going to build a barracks, and now we’re at war. Therefore we must hurry up with the barracks.’ That’s how they reason, and the official mind will never get beyond it. _Why_ do they want the barracks? If they want the barracks, what’s the meaning of what they call ‘the response of the Indian Empire’? Are they going to send troops to India or take them away from India? They’re going to take them away, of course. Mutiny of India’s silent millions? Rubbish! Not because a mutiny would contradict the far-famed ‘response of the Indian Empire,’ but because India’s silent millions haven’t got a rifle amongst them. You needn’t tell me they’ve given you forty reasons for getting on with that barracks. I know their reasons. All of ’em put together only mean that in a dull, dim Oxford-and-Cambridge way they see a connexion between the word ‘war’ and the word ‘barracks.'”
George laughed, and then, after a few seconds, Sir Isaac gave a short, rough laugh.
“But if they insist on me going to India–” George began, and paused.
Sir Isaac grew meditative.
“I say, speaking of voyages,” he murmured in a tone almost dreamy. “If you have any loose money, put it into ships, and keep it there. You’ll double it, you’ll treble it…. Any ships. No matter what ships.”
“Well, I haven’t got any loose money,” said George curtly. “And what I want to know is, if they insist on me going to India, what am I to do?”
“Tell them you can’t go. Tell ’em your professional engagements won’t permit it. They’ll lick your boots, and ask humbly if you can suggest any suitable person to represent you. I shall want all your energies, and my factory will be worth more to this country in the war than all the barracks under heaven. Now just bend your eye to these.”
He took some papers from his tail-pocket. The discussion grew technical.
III
George sailed down Piccadilly westwards on the top of a motor-bus. The August afternoon was superb. Piccadilly showed more than its usual splendour of traffic, for the class to whom the sacred word ‘England’ signified personal dominion and a vast apparatus of personal luxury either had not gone away for its holiday or had returned therefrom in a hurry. The newspaper placards spoke of great feats of arms by the Allies. Through the leafage of Hyde Park could be seen uncountable smart troops manoeuvring in bodies. On the top of the motor-bus a student of war was explaining to an ignorant friend that the active adhesion of Japan, just announced, meant the beginning of the end for Germany. From Japan he went to Namur, seeing that Namur was the ‘chief bastion’ of the defensive line, and that hence the Germans would not be ‘allowed’ to take it. Almost every motor-bus carried a fine specimen of this type of philosopher, to whom the whole travelling company listened while pretending not to listen. George despised him for his manner, but agreed with some of his reasoning.
George was thinking chiefly about Sir Isaac. Impressive person, Sir Isaac, even if hateful! It was remarkable how the fellow seemed always to have leisure. Organization, of course! Indubitably the fellow’s arguments could not be gainsaid. The firing-line was not the only or even the most important part of the national war machine. To suppose otherwise was to share the crude errors of the childlike populace and its Press. Men were useless without guns, guns without shot, shot without explosives; and explosives could not be produced without a factory. The populace would never understand the close interdependence of various activities; it would never see beyond the recruiting station; it was meet only for pity. Sir Isaac had uttered a very wise saying: “Things are always arranged in the end … It’s up to the individual to look out for himself.” Sir Isaac was freed from the thrall of mob-sentimentality. He was a super-man. And he was converting George into a super-man. George might have gone back to the office, but he was going home instead, because he could think creatively just as well outside the office as inside–so why should he accept the convention of the ordinary professional man. (Sir Isaac assuredly did not.) He had telephoned to the office. A single consideration appealed to him: How could he now best serve his country? Beyond question he could now serve his country best as an architect. If his duty marched with his advantage, what matter? It was up to the individual to look out for himself. And he, George, with already an immense reputation, would steadily enhance his reputation, which in the end would surpass all others in the profession. The war could not really touch him–no more than it could touch Sir Isaac; by good fortune, and by virtue of the impartiality of his intelligence, he was above the war…. Yes, Sir Isaac, disliked and unwillingly but deeply respected, had cleared his ideas for him.
In Elm Park Gardens he met the white-clad son of a Tory M.P. who lived in that dignified street.
“The very man! Come and make a fourth, will you, Cannon?” asked the youth, dandiacal in flannels, persuasively and flatteringly.
George demanded with firmness:
“Who are the other two?”
“Miss Horton and Gladys What’s-her-name.”
Why shouldn’t he play at tennis? It was necessary to keep fit.
“All right. But not for long, you know.”
“That’s all right. Hurry up and get into your things.”
“Ten minutes.”
And in little more than ten minutes he was swinging a racket on the private sward that separates Elm Park Gardens East from Elm Park Gardens West, and is common to the residents of both. He had not encountered Lois at home, and had not thought it necessary to seek her out. He and she were often invited to play tennis in Elm Park Gardens.
The grass was beautifully kept. At a little distance two gardeners were at work, and a revolving sprinkler whirled sprays of glinting water in a wide circle. The back windows of the two streets disclosed not the slightest untidiness nor deshabille; rising irregularly in tier over tier to the high roof-line, they were all open, and all neatly curtained, and many of them had gorgeous sun-blinds. The sound of one or two pianos emerged faintly on the warm, still afternoon. Miss Horton and the slim Gladys were dressed in white, with short skirts, at once elegant and athletic. Miss Horton, very tall and strong, with clear eyes, and a complexion damaged by undue exposure to healthy fresh air, was a fine player of many years’ experience, now at the decline of her powers. She played seriously, every stroke conscientious and calculated, and she gave polite, good-humoured hints to the youth, her partner. George and Gladys were together. Gladys, eighteen, was a delightful girl, the raw material of a very sound player; she held herself well, and knew by instinct what style was. A white belt defined her waist in the most enchanting fashion. George appreciated her, as a specimen of the newest generation of English girls. There were thousands of them in London alone, an endless supply, with none of the namby-pambiness and the sloppiness and the blowziness of their forerunners. Walking in Piccadilly or Bond Street or the Park, you might nowadays fancy yourself in Paris … Why indeed should he not be playing tennis at that hour? The month was August. The apparatus of pleasure was there. Used or unused, it would still be there. It could not be destroyed simply because the times were grave. And there was his health; he would work better after the exercise. What purpose could there be in mournful inactivity? Yet continuously, as he ran about the court, and smiled at Gladys, and called out the score, and exclaimed upon his failures in precision, the strange, physical weight oppressed his stomach. He supposed that nearly everybody carried that physical weight. But did Sir Isaac? Did the delicious Gladys? The youth on the other side of the net was in the highest spirits because in a few days he would be entering Sandhurst.
A butler appeared from the French window of the ground floor of the M.P.’s house, walked down the curving path screened by a pergola, and came near the court with a small white paper in his solemn hand. At a suitable moment he gave the paper to the young master, who glanced at it and stuffed it into his pocket; the butler departed. A few minutes later the players changed courts. While the girls chatted apart, the youth leaped over the net, and, drawing the paper from his pocket, showed it furtively to George. It bore the words:
“Namur has fallen.”
The M.P.’s household received special news by telephone from a friend at the War Office.
The youth raised his eyebrows, and with a side-glance seemed to say that there could be no object in telling the women immediately. The next instant the game was resumed with full ardour.
George missed his strokes. Like thousands of other people, untaught by the episode of Liege, he had counted upon Namur. Namur, the bastion, the shoulder of the newly forming line, if not impregnable, was expected to hold out for many days. And it had tumbled like a tin church, and with it the brave edifice of his confidence. He saw the Germans inevitably in Paris, blowing up Paris quarter by quarter, arrondissement by arrondissement, imposing peace, dictating peace, forcing upon Europe unspeakable humiliations. He saw Great Britain compelled to bow; and he saw worse than that. And the German officer, having struck across the face with his cane the soldier standing at attention, would go back to Germany in triumph more arrogant than ever, to ogle adoring virgins and push cowed and fatuous citizens off the pavement into the gutter. The solid houses of Elm Park Gardens, with their rich sun-blinds, the perfect sward, the white-frocked girls, the respectful gardeners, the red motor-buses flitting past behind the screen of bushes in the distance, even the butler in his majestic and invulnerable self-conceit–the whole systematized scene of correctness and tradition trembled as if perceived through the quivering of hot air. Gladys, reliant on the male and feeling that the male could no longer be relied on, went ‘off her game,’ with apologies; the experience of Miss Horton asserted itself, and the hard-fought set was lost by George and his partner. He reminded the company that he had only come for a short time, and left in a mood of bitter blackness.
IV
In front of his own house George saw a tradesman’s coupe of the superior, discreet sort, with a smart horse (the same being more ‘distinctive’ than motor-traction), a driver liveried in black, and the initials of the firm in a restrained monogram on the doors. He thought: “She’s blueing money again. Of course it’s her own, but–” He was extremely sardonic. In the drawing-room he found not only Lois but Laurencine and an attentive, respectful, bright-faced figure rather stylishly dressed in black. This last was fastening a tea-gown on the back of pale Lois, who stood up with a fatigued, brave air. Laurencine sat critically observant on the end of a sofa. The furniture of the room was heaped with tea-gowns, and other garments not very dissimilar, producing a rich and exciting effect. All three women quickened to George’s entry.
“Oh! George!” said Lois querulously. “Are you going to play tennis? I wish I could! I’m so glad you came in; we’d no idea you were in the house, had we, Laurencine? Laurencine’s giving me a tea-gown. Which of them do you prefer? It’s no good me having one you don’t like.”
He had been unjust to her, then.
“It’s really her birthday present,” said Laurencine, “only a bit late. Oh! Dear! Darling, do sit down, you’re standing too long.”
Both Laurencine and the young woman in black regarded Lois with soft compassion, and she sat down. Laurencine too was a mother. But she had retained her girlhood. She was a splendid, powerful, erect creature, handsome, with a frank, benevolent, sane face, at the height of her physical perfection. George had a great fondness for her. Years earlier he had wondered how it was that he had not fallen in love with her instead of with Lois. But he knew the reason now. She lacked force of individuality. She was an adorer by instinct. She adored Lois; Lois could do no wrong. More strange, she adored her husband. Ingenuous simpleton! Yet wise! Another thing was that her mind was too pure. Instead of understanding, it rejected. It was a mind absolutely impregnable to certain phenomena. And this girl still enjoyed musical comedies and their successors in vogue, the revues!
“The Germans have taken Namur,” George announced.
The news impressed. Even the young woman in black permitted herself by a facial gesture to show that she was interested in the war as well as in tea-gowns, and apart from its effect on tea-gowns.
“Oh! Dear!” murmured Laurencine.
“Is it serious?” Lois demanded.
“You bet it is!” George replied.
“But what’s Sir John French doing, then? I say, Laurencine, I think I shall have that pale blue one, after all, if you don’t mind.” The black young woman went across to the piano and brought the pale blue one. “George, don’t you think so?”
The gown was deferentially held out for his inspection.
“Well, I can’t judge if I don’t see it on, can I?” he said, yielding superciliously to their mood. Women were incurable. Namur had fallen, but the room was full of finery, and the finery claimed attention. And if Paris had fallen, it would have been the same. So he told himself. Nevertheless the spectacle of the heaped finery and its absorbed priestess was very agreeable. Lois rose. Laurencine and the priestess helped her to remove the white gown she wore, and to put on the blue one. The presence of the male somewhat disturbed the priestess, but the male had signified a wish and the wish was flattering and had to be fulfilled. George, cynically, enjoyed her constraint. He might at least have looked out of the window, but he would not.
“Yes, that’s fine,” he decided carelessly, when the operation was done. He did not care a pin which tea-gown Lois had.
“I knew you’d like it better,” said Lois eagerly. The other two, in words or by demeanour, applauded his august choice.
The affair was over. The priestess began to collect her scattered stock into a light trunk. Behind her back, Lois took hold of Laurencine and kissed her fondly. Laurencine smiled, and persuaded Lois into a chair.
“You will of course keep that on, madam?” the priestess suggested.
“Oh yes, darling, you must rest, really!” said Laurencine earnestly.
“Thank you, madam.”
In three minutes the priestess, bearing easily the trunk by a strap, had gone, bowing. Lois’s old tea-gown, flung across the head of the sofa, alone remained to brighten the furniture.
The drawing-room door opened again immediately, and a military officer entered. Laurencine sprang up with a little girlish scream and ran to him.
“Oh! Dearest! Have you got them already? You never told me you would have! How lovely you look!”
Blushing with pleasure and pride, she kissed him. It was Everard Lucas. Laurencine had come to Elm Park Road that afternoon with the first news that Everard, through a major known to his late mother, had been offered a commission in a Territorial line regiment. George, who saw Lucas but seldom, had not the slightest idea of this enormous family event, and he was astounded; he had not been so taken back by anything perhaps for years. Lucas was rounder and his face somewhat coarser than in the past; but the uniform had created a new Lucas. It was beautifully made and he wore it well; it suited him; he had the fine military air of a regular; he showed no awkwardness, only a simple vanity.
“Don’t you feel as if you must kiss him, Lois darling?” said Laurencine.
“Oh! I certainly must!” Lois cried, forgetting her woes in the new tea-gown and in the sudden ecstasy produced by the advent of an officer into the family.
Lucas bent down and kissed his sister-in-law, while Laurencine beheld the act with delight.
“The children must see you before you go,” said Lois.
“Madam, they shall see their uncle,” Lucas answered. At any rate his agreeable voice had not coarsened. He turned to George: “What d’you think of it, George?”
“My boy, I’m proud of you,” said George. In his tennis-flannels he felt like one who has arrived at an evening party in morning-dress. And indeed he was proud of Lucas. Something profound and ingenuous in him rose into his eyes and caused them to shine.
Lucas related his adventures with the tailor and other purveyors, and explained that he had to ‘join his regiment’ the next day, but would be able to remain in London for the present. George questioned him about his business affairs.
“No difficulty about that whatever!” said Lucas lightly. “The old firm will carry on as usual; Enwright and Orgreave will have to manage it between them; and of course they wouldn’t dream of trying to cut off the spondulicks. Not that I should let that stop me if they did.”
“Yes, it’s all very well for _you_ to talk like that!” said Lois, with a swift change of tone. “You’ve got partners to do your work for you, and you’ve got money…. Have you written to mother, Laurencine?”
George objected to his wife making excuses. His gaze faltered.
“Of course, darling!” Laurencine answered eagerly, agreeing with her sister’s differentiation between George and Everard. “No, not yet. But I’m going to to-night. Everard, we ought to be off.”
“I’ve got a taxi outside,” said Lucas.
“A taxi?” she repeated in a disappointed tone. And then, as an afterthought: “Well, I have to call at Debenham’s.”
The fact was that Laurencine wanted to be seen walking with her military officer in some well-frequented thoroughfare. They lived at Hampstead.
Lois rang the bell.
“Ask nurse to bring the children down, please–at once,” she told the parlourmaid.
“So this is the new tea-gown, if I mistake not!” observed Lucas in the pause. “_Tres chic_! I suppose Laurencine’s told you all about the chauffeur being run off with against his will by a passionate virgin. _I_ couldn’t start the car this morning myself.”
“You never could start a car by yourself, my boy,” said George. “What’s this about the passionate virgin?”
V
George woke up in the middle of the night. Lois slept calmly; he could just hear her soft breathing. He thought of all the occupied bedrooms, of the health of children, the incalculable quality in wives, the touchy stupidity of nurses and servants. The mere human weight of the household oppressed him terribly. And he thought of the adamant of landlords, the shifty rapacity of tradesmen, the incompetence of clerks, the mere pompous foolishness of Government departments, the arrogance of Jew patrons, and the terrifying complexity of problems of architecture on a large scale. He was the Atlas supporting a vast world a thousand times more complex than any problem of architecture. He wondered how he did it. But he did do it, alone; and he kept on doing it. Let him shirk the burden, and not a world but an entire universe would crumble. If he told Lois that he was going to leave her, she would collapse; she would do dreadful things. He was indispensable not only at home but professionally. All was upon his shoulders and upon nobody else’s. He was bound, he was a prisoner, he had no choice, he was performing his highest duty, he was fulfilling the widest usefulness of which he was capable … Besides, supposing he did go insane and shirk the burden, they would all say that he had been influenced by Lucas’s uniform–the mere sight of the uniform!–like a girl! He could not stand that, because it would be true. Not that he would ever admit its truth! He recalled Lucas’s tact in refraining from any suggestion, even a jocular suggestion, that he, George, ought also to be in uniform. Lucas was always tactful. Be damned to his tact! And the too eager excuses made by Lois in his behalf also grated on his susceptibility. He had no need of excuses. The woman was taciturn by nature, and yet she was constantly saying too much! And did any of the three of them–Lois, Laurencine, and Lucas–really appreciate the war? They did not. They could not envisage it. Lucas was wearing uniform solely in obedience to an instinct.
At this point the cycle of his reflections was completed, and began again. He thought of all the occupied bedrooms…. Thus, in the dark, warm night the contents of his mind revolved endlessly, with extreme tedium and extreme distress, and each moment his mood became more morbid.
An occasional sound of traffic penetrated into the room,–strangely mournful, a reminder of the immense and ineffable melancholy of a city which could not wholly lose itself in sleep. The window lightened. He could descry his wife’s portable clock on the night-table. A quarter to four. Turning over savagely in bed, he muttered: “My night’s done for. And nearly five hours to breakfast. Good God!” The cycle resumed, and was enlarged.
At intervals he imagined that he dozed; he did doze, if it is possible while you are dozing to know that you doze. His personality separated into two personalities, if not more. He was on a vast plain, and yet he was not there, and the essential point of the scene was that he was not there. Thousands and tens of thousands of men stood on this plain, which had no visible boundaries. A roll-call was proceeding. A resounding and mysterious voice called out names, and at each name a man stepped briskly from the crowds and saluted and walked away. But there was no visible person to receive the salute; the voice was bodiless. George became increasingly apprehensive; he feared a disaster, yet he could not believe that it would occur. It did occur. Before it arrived he knew that it was arriving. The voice cried solemnly:
“George Edwin Cannon.”
An awful stillness and silence followed, enveloping the entire infinite plain. George trembled. He was there, but he was not there. Men looked at each other, raising their eyebrows. The voice did not deign to repeat the call. After a suitable pause, the voice cried solemnly:
“Everard Lucas.”
And Lucas in his new uniform stepped gravely forward and saluted and walked away.
“Was I asleep or awake?” George asked himself. He could not decide. At any rate the scene impressed him. The bigness of the plain, the summons, the silence, the utter absence of an expression of reproof or regret–of any comment whatever.
At five o’clock he arose, and sat down in his dressing-gown at Lois’s very untidy and very small writing-desk, and wrote a letter on her notepaper. The early morning was lovely; it was celestial.
“DEAR DAVIDS,” the letter began.–That would annoy the fellow, who liked the address respectful.–“Dear Davids, I have decided to join the Army, and therefore cannot proceed further with your commission. However, the general idea is complete. I advise you to get it carried out by Lucas & Enwright. Enwright is the best architect in England. You may take this from me. I’m his disciple. You might ring me up at the office this afternoon.–Yours faithfully, GEORGE CANNON”
“P.S.–Assuming you go to Lucas & Enwright, I can either make some arrangement with them as to sharing fees myself, or you can pay me an agreed sum for the work I’ve done, and start afresh elsewhere. I shall want all the money I can get hold of.”
Yes, Sir Isaac would be very angry. George smiled. He was not triumphant, but he was calm. In the full sanity of the morning, every reason against his going into the Army had vanished. The material objection was ridiculous–with Edwin Clayhanger at the back of him! Moreover, some money would be coming in. The professional objection was equally ridiculous. The design for the Indian barracks existed complete; and middle-aged mediocrity could carry it out in a fashion, and Lucas & Enwright could carry it out better than he could carry it out himself. As for Davids, he had written. There was nothing else of importance in his office. The other competition had not been won. If people said that he had been influenced by Lucas’s uniform, well, they must say it. They would not say it for more than a few days. After a few days the one interesting fact would be that he had joined. By such simple and curt arguments did he annihilate the once overwhelming reasons against his joining the Army.
But he did not trouble to marshal the reasons in favour of his joining the Army. He had only one reason: he must! He quite ignored the larger aspects of the war–the future of civilization, freedom versus slavery, right versus wrong, even the responsibilities of citizenship and the implications of patriotism. His decision was the product, not of argument, but of feeling. However, he did not feel a bit virtuous. He had to join the Army, and ‘that was all there was to it.’ A beastly nuisance, this world-war! It was interfering with his private affairs; it might put an end to his private affairs altogether; he hated soldiering; he looked inimically at the military caste. An unspeakable nuisance. But there the war was, and he was going to answer to his name. He simply could not tolerate the dreadful silence and stillness on the plain after his name had been called. “Pooh! Sheer sentimentality!” he said to himself, thinking of the vision–half-dream, half-fancy. “Rotten sentimentality!”
He asked:
“Damn it! Am I an Englishman or am I not?”
Like most Englishmen, he was much more an Englishman than he ever suspected.
“What on earth are you doing, George?”
At the voice of his wife he gave a nervous jump, and then instantly controlled himself and looked round. Her voice was soft, liquid, weak with slumber. But, lying calmly on one side, her head half buried in the pillow, and the bedclothes pushed back from her shoulders, she was wideawake and gazed at him steadily.
“I’m just writing a letter,” he answered gruffly.
“Now? What letter?”
“Here! You shall read it.” He walked straight across the room in his gay pyjamas only partly hidden by the splendid dressing-gown, and handed her the letter. Moving nothing but her hand, she took the letter and held it in front of her eyes. He sat down between the beds, on the edge of his own bed, facing her.
“Whatever is it?”
“Read it. You’ve got it,” he said, with impatience. He was trembling, aware that the crisis had suddenly leapt at him.
“Oh!”
She had read the opening phrase; she had received the first shock. But the tone of her exclamation gave no clue at all to her attitude. It might mean anything–anything. She shut her eyes; then glanced at him, terror-struck, appealing, wistful, implacable.
“Not at once?”
“Yes, at once.”
“But surely you’ll at least wait until after October.”
He shook his head.
“But why can’t you?”
“I can’t.”
“But there’s no object–“
“I’ve got to do it.”
“You’re horribly cruel.”
“Well, that’s me!” He was sullen, and as hard as a diamond.
“George, I shall never be able to stand it. It’s too much to expect. It’ll kill me.”
“Not it! What’s the use of talking like that? If I’d been in the Territorials before the war, like lots of chaps, I should have been gone long ago, and you’d have stood it all right. Don’t you understand we’re at war? Do you imagine the war can wait for things like babies?”
She cried:
“It’s no good your going on in that strain. You can’t leave me alone with all this house on my shoulders, and so that’s flat.”
“Who wants to leave you all alone in the house? You can go and stay at Ladderedge, children and nurse and all.” This scheme presented itself to him as he spoke.
“Of course I can’t! We can’t go and plant ourselves on people like that. Besides–“
“Can’t you? You’ll see!”
He caught her eye. Why was he being so brutal to her? What conceivable purpose was served by this harshness? He perceived that his nerves were overstrung. And in a swift rush of insight he saw the whole situation from her point of view. She was exhausted by gestation; she lived in a world distorted. Could she help her temperament? She was in the gravest need of his support; and he was an ass, a blundering fool. His severity melted within him, and secretly he became tender as only a man can be.
“You silly girl!” he said, slightly modifying his voice, taking care not to disclose all at once the change in his mood.
“You silly girl! Can’t you see they’ll be so proud to have you they won’t be able to contain themselves? They’ll turn the whole place upside-down for you. I know them. They’ll pretend it’s nothing, but mother won’t sleep at night for thinking how to arrange things for the best, and as for my cuckoo of an uncle, if you notice something funny about your feet, it’ll be the esteemed alderman licking your boots. You’ll have the time of your life. In fact they’ll ruin your character for you. There’ll be no holding you afterwards.”
She did not smile, but her eyes smiled. He had got the better of her. He had been cleverer than she was. She was beaten.
“But we shall have no money.”
“Read the letter, child. I’m not a fool.”
“I know you’re not a fool. No one knows that better than me.”
He went on:
“And what’s uncle’s money for, if it comes to that?”
“But we can’t spunge on them like that!”
“Spunge be dashed! What’s money for? It’s no good till it’s spent. If he can’t spend it on us, who can he spend it on? He always makes out he’s fiendishly hard, but he’s the most generous idiot ever born.”
“Yes, you’re awfully like him.”
“I’m not.”
He was suddenly alive to the marvellous charm of the intimacy of the scene with his wife, in the early summer dawn, in the silent, enchanted house of sleepers, in the disorder of the heaped bedroom. They were alone together, shameless in front of one another, and nobody knew or saw, or could ever know or see. Their relations were unique, the resultant of long custom, of friction, of misunderstanding, of affection, of incomprehensible instincts, of destiny itself. He thought: “I have lived for this sensation, and it is worth living for.”
Without the slightest movement, she invited him with her strange eyes, and as she did so she was as mysterious as ever she had been. He bent down responsively. She put her hot, clammy hands on his shoulders, and kept his head at a little distance and looked through his eyes into his soul. The letter had dropped to the floor.
“I knew you would!” she murmured, and then snatched him to her, and kissed him, and kept her mouth on his.
“You didn’t,” he said, as soon as she loosed him. “I didn’t know myself.”
But he privately admitted that perhaps she did know. She had every fault, but she was intelligent. Constantly he was faced with that fact. She did not understand the significance of the war; she lacked imagination; but her understanding was sometimes terrible. She was devious; but she had a religion. He was her religion. She would cast the god underfoot–and then in a passion of repentance restore it ardently to the sacred niche.
She said:
“I couldn’t have borne it if Everard had gone and you hadn’t. But of course you meant to go all the time.”
That was how she saved his amour-propre.
“I always knew you were a genius–“
“Oh! Chuck it, kid!”
“But you’re more, somehow. This business–“
“You don’t mean joining the Army?”
“Yes.”
“What rot! There’s nothing in it. Fellows are doing it everywhere.”
She smiled superiorly, and then inquired:
“How do you join? What are you going to do? Shall you ask Everard?”
“Well–” he hesitated. He had no desire to consult Lucas.
“Why don’t you see Colonel Rannion?” she Suggested.
“Jove! That’s a scheme. Never thought of him!”
Her satisfaction at the answer was childlike, and he was filled with delight that it should be so. They launched themselves into an interminable discussion about every possible arrangement of everything. But in a pause of it he destroyed its tremendous importance by remarking casually:
“No hurry, of course. I bet you I shall be kept knocking about here for months.”
CHAPTER III
IN THE MACHINE
I
Colonel Rannion was brother of the wife of the man for whom George had built the house at Hampstead. George had met him several times at the dinners and other reunions to which a sympathetic architect is often invited in the dwelling that he has created. Colonel Rannion had greatly liked his sister’s house, had accordingly shown much esteem for George, and had even spoken of ordering a house for himself.
Just as breakfast was being served, George had the idea of ringing up the Hampstead people for the Colonel’s address, which he obtained at once. The Colonel was staying at the Berkeley Hotel. The next moment he got the Berkeley, and the Colonel in person. The Colonel remembered him instantly. George said he wanted to see him. What about? Well, a commission. The Colonel said he had to leave the hotel in twenty-five minutes. “I can be with you in less than a quarter of an hour,” said George–or rather, not George, but some subconscious instinct within him, acting independently of him. The children, with nurse, were in the dining-room, waiting to breakfast with father. They were washed, they were dressed; the dining-room had been cleaned; the pleasant smell of breakfast-cooking wandered through the rooms; since the early talk between George and Lois in the silent, sleeping house the house had gradually come to life; it was now in full being–even to the girl scrubbing the front steps–except that Lois was asleep. Exhausted after the strange and crucial scene, she had dozed off, and had never moved throughout George’s dressing.
Now he rushed into the dining-room–“I have to go, nurse. Fardy can’t have his breakfast with you!”–and rushed out. A minute previously he had felt a serious need of food after the long, sleepless morning. The need vanished. He scurried up Elm Park Gardens like a boy in the warm, fresh air, and stopped a taxi. He was extremely excited. None but Lois knew the great secret. He had kept it to himself. He might have burst into the kitchen–for he was very apt to be informal–and said: “Well, cook, I’m going into the Army!” What a household sensation the news would cause, and what an office sensation! His action would affect the lives of all manner of people. And the house, at present alive and organic, would soon be dead. He was afraid. What he was doing was tremendous. Was it madness? He had a feeling of unreality.
At the entrance to the Berkeley Hotel lay a large automobile, with a spurred and highly polished military chauffeur. At the door of Colonel Rannion’s room was stationed a spurred and highly polished, erect orderly–formidable contrast to the flaccid waiters who slouched palely in the corridors. The orderly went into the room and saluted with a click. George followed, as into a dentist’s surgery. It was a small, elegant, private sitting-room resembling a boudoir. In the midst of delicately tinted cushions and flower-vases stood Colonel Rannion, grey-haired, blue-eyed, very straight, very tall, very slim–the slimness accentuated by a close-fitted uniform which began with red tabs and ended in light leggings and gleaming spurs. He conformed absolutely to the traditional physical type of soldier, and the sight of him gave pleasure.
“Good morning. Cannon. Glad to see you.” He seemed to put a secret meaning into the last words.
He shook hands as he spoke, firmly, decisively, efficiently.
“I hope I’m not troubling you too much,” George began.
“Troubling me! Sit down. You want a commission. The Army wants to give commissions to men like you. I think you would make a good officer.”
“Of course I’m absolutely ignorant of the Army. Absolutely.”
“Yes. What a pity that is! If you’d only been a pre-war Territorial you might have done three weeks’ urgent work for your country by this time.” The remark was a polite reproof.
“I might,” admitted George, to whom the notion of working for his country had never before occurred.
“Do you think you’d like the Artillery?” Colonel Rannion questioned sharply. His tone was increasing in sharpness.
With an equal sharpness George answered unhesitatingly: “Yes, I should.”
“Can you ride?”
“I can _ride_. In holidays and so on I get on my mother’s horses.”
“Have you hunted?”
“Never.”
“H’m!… Well, I know my friend Colonel Hullocher, who commands the Second Brigade of–er–my Division, is short of an officer. Would you care for that?”
“Certainly.”
Without saying anything else Colonel Rannion took up the telephone. In less than half a minute George heard him saying: “Colonel Hullocher…. Ask him to be good enough to come to the telephone at once…. That you, Hullocher?”
George actually trembled. He no longer felt that heavy weight on his stomach, but he felt ‘all gone.’ He saw himself lying wounded near a huge gun on a battlefield.
Colonel Rannion was continuing into the telephone:
“I can recommend a friend of mine to you for a commission. George Cannon–C-a-n-n-o-n–the architect. I don’t know whether you know of him…. Oh! About thirty…. No, but I think he’d suit you…. Who recommends him? _I_ do…. Like to see him, I suppose, first?… No, no necessity to see him. I’ll tell him…. Yes, I shall see you in the course of the day.” The conversation then apparently deviated to other subjects, and drew to a close…. “Good-bye. Thanks…. Oh! I say. Shall he get his kit?… Cannon…. Yes, he’d better. Yes, that’s understood of course. Good-bye.”
“That will be quite all right,” said Colonel Rannion to George. “Colonel Hullocher thinks you may as well see to your kit at once, provided of course you pass the doctor and you are ready to work for nothing until your commission comes along.”
“Oh! Naturally!” George agreed, in a dream. He was saying to himself, frightened, astounded, staggered, and yet uplifted: “_Get my kit! Get my kit_! But it’s scarcely a minute since I decided to go into the Army.”
“I may get your commission ante-dated. I haven’t all the papers here, but give me an address where I can find you at once, and you shall have them this afternoon. I’ll get the Colonel to send them to the Territorial Association to-morrow, and probably in about a month you’ll be in the _Gazette_. I don’t know when Colonel Hullocher will want you to report for duty, but I shall see him to-day. You’ll get a telegram when you’re needed. Now I must go. Which way are you going?”
“I’m going home for my breakfast,” said George, writing down his two addresses.
Colonel Rannion said:
“I’m off to Wimbledon. I can drop you in Fulham Road if you like.”
In the automobile George received a few useful hints, but owing to the speed of the vehicle the time was far too short for any extensive instruction. The car drew up. For an instant Colonel Rannion became freely cordial. “He must rather have cottoned to me, or he wouldn’t have done what he has,” thought George, proud to be seen in converse with a staff-officer, waving a hand in adieu. And he thought: “Perhaps next time I see him I shall be saluting him!”
The children and nurse were still at breakfast. Nothing had changed in the house during his absence. But the whole house was changed. It was a house unconvincing, incredible, which might vanish at any moment. He himself was incredible. What had happened was incredible. The screeching voices of the children were not real voices, and the children were apparitions. The newspaper was illegible. Its messages for the most part had no meaning, and such as bore a meaning seemed to be utterly unimportant. The first reality, for George was food. He discovered that he could not eat the food–could not swallow; the nausea was acute. He drank a little coffee, and then went upstairs to see his wife. Outside the bedroom door he stood hesitant. A desolating sadness of disappointment suddenly surged over him. He had destroyed his ambitions, he had transformed all his life, by a single unreflecting and irretrievable impulse. What he had done was terrific, and yet he had done it as though it were naught … The mood passed as suddenly as it had come, and left him matter-of-fact, grim, as it were swimming strongly on and with the mighty current which had caught him. He went into the bedroom on the current. Lois was awake.
“I’ve seen Colonel Rannion.”