At the end of two hours Nancy returned, the two clerks and the manager accompanying her. The store people were slightly flushed, Nancy herself sullenly acquiescent. For the first time in her life she had had the opportunity to buy enough clothes of her own, and yet she hadn’t been allowed to choose what she really wanted. Gently but inexorably they had rejected the garments Nancy selected, smoothly insisting that these weren’t “just the thing” for her. They slid her into quiet-colored, plainly cut things that she wouldn’t have looked at if left to her own devices. It took their united tact, firmness, and diplomacy to steer Nancy over the reefs of what the manager called hired-girl taste.
Nancy was silent when she appeared before Mr. Champneys in her new clothes. She thought that if she had been allowed to pick them out for herself, instead of having been hypnotized–“bulldozed” is what she called it–into plain old dowdy duds by two shopwomen and a Jew manager, she’d have given him more for his money.
Mr. Champneys, looking her over critically, admitted that the girl was at least presentable. From hat to shoes she gave the impression of being well and carefully dressed. But her aspect breathed dissatisfaction, her bearing was ungraciousness itself; nor did the two women clerks, trained to patience, tact, and politeness as they were, altogether manage to conceal their unfavorable opinion of her; even the clever, smiling young Jew, used to managing women shoppers, failed to hide the fact that he was more than glad to get this one off his hands.
Nancy hadn’t taken time to eat her dinner before leaving the Baxter house, nor had Mr. Champneys had his lunch. They drove to his hotel, both hungry, and had their first meal together. Nancy hadn’t been trained to linger over meals: one ate as much as one could get, in as short a space of time as possible. Mr. Champneys was grateful to a merciful Providence that he had ordered that repast served in his private sitting-room.
Her hunger quite satisfied, she shoved her plate aside, sighed, stretched luxuriously, and yawned widely, like the healthy animal she was.
“What we got to do now? Them women at the store said they’d get the rest of my things here, along with the travelin’-bags, in a coupla hours. I got a swell suit-case, didn’t I? And oh, them toilet things! But between now and then, what you want I should do?”
It was then half-after four, and the train they were to take didn’t leave until half-after seven.
“What would you like to do?” he asked.
“Can I go to the movies?”
He thought it an excellent idea. It would give him some idea of the girl’s mental processes; the psychology of the proletariat, he thought, could be studied to advantage in their reaction to the movies.
He sat beside her for an unhappy hour while a famous screen comedian did the things with his feet and his backbone for which his managers paid him more in one year than the United States pays its Presidents in ten. At each impossible climax Nancy shrieked with laughter, the loud, delighted laughter of a pleased child. Her enthusiasm for the slapstick artist provoked him, but at the same time that gay laughter tickled his ears pleasantly. There’s plenty of good in a girl who can laugh like that! After the grimacing genius there followed a short drama of stage mother-love, in which the angel-child dies strenuously in his little white bed. Nancy dabbled her eyes, and blew her nose with what her captious companion thought unnecessary vigor.
“Ain’t it movin’?”
“Yes. Moving pictures,” was the cold response. And to himself he was saying, defiantly: “Well, what else could I expect? She’s not a whit worse than the vast majority! She’s got the herd-taste. That’s perfectly natural, under the circumstances. When I get her well in hand, she will be different.”
“You don’t like funny things, an’ you got no feelin’ for sad things,” she ruminated, as they left the theater. In silence they walked back to their hotel.
The bulk of her purchases had been sent from the store, and a huge parcel awaited her in her room. It enchanted her to go over these new possessions, to gloat over her new toilet articles, to sniff at the leather of her traveling-kit. The smell of new leather was always to linger subconsciously in Nancy’s memory; it was the smell of adventure and of change.
They dined together in Mr. Champney’s sitting-room, although she would have preferred the public dining-room. Mr. Champneys was an abstemious man, but the girl was frankly greedy with the naive greed of one who had been heretofore stinted. She had seldom had what she really craved, and at best she had never had enough of it. To be allowed to order what and as much as she pleased, to be served first, to have her wishes consulted at all, was a new, amazing, and altogether delightful experience. Everything was brand-new to her.
She had never before traveled in a sleeping-car. It delighted her to watch the deft porter make up the berths; she decided that the peculiar etiquette of sleeping-cars required that all travelers, male and female, should be driven to bed by lordly colored men in white jackets, and there left in cramped misery with nothing but an uncertain, rustling curtain between them and the world; this, too, at an hour when nobody is sleepy. Nancy wondered to see free white citizens meekly obey their dusky tyrant. She got into her own lower berth, grateful that she hadn’t to climb like a cat into an upper.
She lay there staring, while the train whizzed through the night. This had been the most momentous day of her life. That morning she had been the hopeless slavey in the Baxter kitchen, an unpaid drudge with her hand against every man and every man’s hand against her. She had been bullied and beaten, she had eaten leavings, and worn cast-offs. Since her mother’s death she had known the life of an uncared-for child, the minimum of care measured against the maximum of labor squeezed out of it. Until to-day her fate had been the fate of those who approach the table of Life with unshod feet and unwashen hands.
And to-night all that was changed. She was here, flying farther and farther away from all she had known. She wondered if she were not dreaming it. Panicky at that, she sat up in her berth, pressed the button that turned on the electric light, slipped her new kimono about her, and looked long and earnestly at the new clothes within reach of her hand. There they were, real to her touch; there was her fine new hand-bag; and most real of all was the feel of the money in it. Nancy fingered the money, thoughtfully smoothing out the bills. “As soon as we are settled, you will have your allowance, and I shall of course provide you with a check-book,” Mr. Champneys had told her. “In the meanwhile you will naturally want money for such little things as you may need.” And he had given her twenty five-dollar bills. She had received the money dumbly. This had been the crowning miracle–for she had never in the whole course of her life had so much as one five-dollar bill to do as she pleased with. She sat looking at the money, concrete proof of the reality of the change that had befallen her, and wondered, and wondered. With a sigh of content she thrust the hand-bag under her pillow, folded her kimono at the foot of her berth, switched out the light, and presently fell asleep.
In his berth opposite hers, Mr. Chadwick Champneys, more sleepless even than Nancy, was tabulating his estimate of the young woman he had acquired. It ran something like this:
Looks: bad; _may_ improve.
Manners: worse; _must_ improve. Particularly in speech.
Appetite: that of the seventeen-year locust. Must be restrained, to prevent an early death.
Character in general: suspend judgment until further study.
General summary of personal appearance: Nice teeth on which a little dentistry will work wonders. Not a bad figure, but doesn’t know how to carry herself; has a villainous fashion of slouching, with her hands on her hips. Plenty of hair, but of terrifying redness; sullen expression of the eyes; fiendish profusion of freckles: may have to be skinned. Excellent nose. Speaks with appalling frankness at times but is not talkative.
What must be done for her? _Everything_.
He groaned, turned over, and after a while managed to sleep. Sufficient to the day was the red hair thereof; he couldn’t afford to lie awake worrying about to-morrow.
He had long since decided upon New York as a residence until all his plans had matured. One had greater freedom to act, and far more privacy, in so large a city. They would stay at some quiet hotel until after the marriage; then he and Nancy would occupy the house he had recently purchased, in the West Seventies. It was a fine old house with a glimpse of near-by Central Park for an outlook, and what he had paid for it would have purchased half Riverton. He wanted its large, high-ceilinged rooms to be furnished as the old house in Carolina had been furnished, this being his standard of all that was desirable. He wished for Peter’s wife such a background as Peter’s forebears had known; and Peter’s wife must be trained to appreciate and to fit into it, that’s all!
The New York hotel, with its deft and deferential servants who seemed to anticipate her wishes, its luxury, its music, its shifting, splendidly dressed patrons, its light and glitter, filled Nancy with the same wonder that had fallen upon Aladdin when he found himself in the magic cave with all its treasures gleaming before his astounded, ignorant young eyes.
She hadn’t thought the whole world contained so many people as she saw in New York in one day. Fifth Avenue amazed and absorbed more than it delighted her. The expressionless expressions of the women, their hand-made faces, their smart shoes, the way they wore their hair, the way they wore their clothes; the men’s air of being well dressed, of having money to spend, of appearing importantly busy at any cost; a certain pretentiousness, as if everything were shown at once and there were no reserve of power, nothing held in disciplined abeyance, interested her profoundly. She had a native shrewdness.
“They’re just like the same kind of folks back home, but there’s more of ’em here,” she decided.
The huge policemen she saw at every turn, lordly and massive monoliths rising superbly above lesser humanity, filled her with the deepest respect and admiration. The mere policemen in her home town were to these magnificent beings as daubs to Titians, as pigmies to Titans. If in those first days the girl had been called upon to do the seven bendings and the nine knockings before the one New York institution which impressed her most profoundly, she undoubtedly would have singled out one of those mastodons a-bossing everything and everybody, with a prize-ham paw.
She was cold to the Woolworth Building, as indifferent to the Sherman monument as Mr. Chadwick Champneys was acridly averse to it, and not at all interested in the Public Library. The Museum of Natural History failed to win any applause from her; the Metropolitan Museum bored her interminably, there was so much of it. Most of the antiquities she thought so much junk, and the Egyptian and Assyrian remains were so obviously the plunder of old graveyards that she couldn’t for the life of her understand why anybody should wish to keep them above ground.
Mr. Champneys explained, patiently. He wished, by way of aiding and abetting the education he had in view for her, to arouse her interest in these remains of a lost and vanished world.
She stood by the glass case that contains the old brown mummied priest with his shaven skull, his long, narrow feet, his flattened nose and fleshless hands, and the mark of the embalmer’s stone knife still visible upon his poor old empty stomach. And she didn’t like him at all. There was something grisly and repellent to her in the idea that living people should make of this poor old dead man a spectacle for idle curiosity.
“There was a feller in our town used to keep stuffed snakes an’ monkeys an’ birds, an’ dried grasshoppers an’ bugs an’ things like that in glass cases; but I never dreamed in all my born life that anybody’d want to keep dried people,” she commented disgustedly. “I don’t see no good in it: it’s sickenin’.” She turned her back upon mummied Egypt with a gesture of aversion. “For Gawdsake let’s go see somethin’ alive!”
He looked at her a bit helplessly. Plainly, this young person’s education wasn’t to be tackled off-hand! Agreeably to her wishes he took her to a certain famous shop filled at that hour with fashionable women wonderfully groomed and gowned. Here, seated at a small table, lingering over her ice-cream, Nancy was all observant eyes and ears. Not being a woman, however, Mr. Champneys was not aware that her proper education was distinctly under way.
A day or two later he took her to the Bronx Zoo. Here he caught a glimpse of Nancy Simms that made him prick up his ears and pull his mustache, thoughtfully. He had discovered how appallingly ignorant she was, how untrained, how undisciplined. To-day he saw how really young she was. She ran from cage to cage. Her laughter made the corners of his mouth turn up sympathetically.
There was something pathetic in her eager enjoyment, something so fresh and unspoiled in that laughter of hers that one felt drawn to her. When she forgot to narrow her eyes, or to furrow her forehead, or to screw up her mouth, she was almost attractive, despite her freckles! Her eyes, of an agaty gray-green, were transparently honest. She had brushed the untidy mop of red hair, parted it in the middle, and wore it in a thick bright plait, tied with a black ribbon. She wore a simple middy blouse and a well-made blue skirt. Altogether, she looked more like a normal young girl than he had yet seen her.
The Zoo enchanted her. She hurried from house to house. Once, she told him, when she was a little kid, a traveling-man had taken her to a circus, because he was sorry for her. That was the happiest day she had ever spent; it stood out bright and golden in her memory. There had been a steam-piano hoo-hooing “Wait till the clouds roll by, Jenny.” Wasn’t a steam-piano perfectly grand? She liked it better than anything she’d ever heard. She’d long ago made up her mind that if she was ever really rich and had a place of her own, she’d have a big circus steam-piano out in the barn, and she’d play it on Sundays and holidays–_hoo-hoo, hoo-hoo, hoo, hoo-hoo_–like that, you know.
And to-day reminded her of that long-ago circus day, with even more animals to look at! She had never seen as many different animals as she wanted to see, until now. She admitted that she sort of loved wild things–she even liked the wild smell of ’em. There was something in here–she touched her breast lightly–that felt kin to them.
There was not the usual horde of visitors, that day being a pay-day. A bearded man with a crutch was showing one or two visitors around, and at a word from him a keeper unlocked a cage door, to allow a young chimpanzee to leap into his arms. It hugged him, exhibiting extravagant affection; it thrust out its absurd muzzle to kiss his cheek, and patted him with its small, leathery, unpleasantly human hands.
“It’s just like any other baby,” said the keeper, petting it.
“I sure hope it ain’t like any _I_’ll ever have,” said Nancy, so naively that the man with the crutch laughed. He looked at her keenly.
“Go over and see the baby lion,” he suggested; and he added, smiling, “It’s got red hair.”
“It can afford to have red hair, so long as it’s a lion,” said Nancy, sturdily; and she added, reflectively: “I’d any day rather have me a lion-child with red hair, than a monkey-child with any kind of hair.”
Somehow that blunt comment pleased Mr. Champneys. When he took his charge back to their hotel that evening, it was with something like a glimmering of real hope in his heart.
The next day, as he joined her at lunch, he said casually:
“I had a message from my nephew this morning. He will be here in a few days.”
She turned pale; the hand that held her fork began to tremble.
“Is it–soon?” she asked, almost unaudibly.
“The sooner the better. I think we’d better have it here, in our sitting-room, say at noon on Wednesday. Don’t be seared,” he added, kindly. “All you have to do is just to stand still and say, ‘I will,’ at the right moment.”
“An’–an’ then?”
“My nephew’s boat sails at about two. He drives to the pier. You and I go to our apartment, until our own house is ready for us. You see how nicely it’s all arranged.”
“I ain’t–I mean, I don’t have to see him nor talk to him before, do I?” She looked panic-stricken. “Because I won’t! I can’t! There’s some things I just can’t stummick, an’ meetin’ that feller before the very last minute I got to do it, is one of ’em.”
“Of course, of course! You sha’n’t meet him until the very last minute. Though he’s a mighty nice chap, my nephew Peter is–a mighty nice chap.”
“He must be! We’re both of us a mighty nice pair, ain’t we? Him goin’ one way an’ me goin’, another way, all by our lonesomes!”
“The arrangement does not suit you?” he inquired politely.
“Oh, it suits me all right,” she said, after a moment. “I said I’d do what I was told, an’ I’ll do it–I ain’t the sort backs down. But I ain’t none too anxious to get any better acquainted with this feller than what I am right now. I ain’t stuck on men, noways.”
“You are only sixteen, my dear,” he reminded her.
“Women know as much about men when they’re sixteen as they do when they’re sixty,” said she, coldly. “There ain’t but one thing to believe about ’em–an’ that is, you best not believe any of ’em.”
“I hope,” said he, stiffly, “that you have no just cause to disbelieve me, Nancy? Have I been unkind to you?”
“It ain’t _me_ you’re either kind or yet unkind to,” she told him. “It’s Aunt Milly’s niece: you’re a little crazy on that head, I guess. It’s Aunt Milly’s niece you aim to marry to that nephew of yours. If I was just me myself without bein’ any kin to her, you wouldn’t wipe your old shoes on me.” She gave him a clear, level look. “Let’s don’t have any lies about this thing,” she begged. “I’m a poor hand for lies. I know, and I want you should know I know, and deal with me honest.”
She surprised him. Her next question surprised him even more.
“What about my weddin’-dress?” she demanded. “I got nothin’ fittin’ to be married in.”
“I should think a plain, tailored suit–” he began.
“Then you got another think comin’ to you,” she said, in a hard voice. “I got nothin’ to do with pickin’ out the groom: you fixed that to suit yourself. But I don’t let no man alive pick out my dress. I want a weddin’-dress. I want one I want myself. I want it should be white satin’ an’ real bride-like. I’ve saw pictures of brides, an’ I know what’s due ’em. I ain’t goin’ to resemble just me myself, standin’ up to be married in a coat-suit you get some floor-walker to pick out for me. White satin or nothin’. An’ a veil and white satin slippers.”
He looked at her helplessly. “White satin, my dear? And a veil?”
“Yes, sir. An’ a shower bokay,” said she, firmly. “I got to insist on the shower bokay. If I got to be a bride I’ll be my kind of bride and not yours.”
“My dear child, of course, of course. You shall choose your own frock,” said he, hastily. “Only–under the circumstances, I can’t help thinking that something plain, something quite plain and simple, would be more in keeping.”
“With me? ‘T wouldn’t, neither. It’d be something fierce, an’ I won’t stand for it. I don’t mind bein’ buried in somethin’ plain, but I won’t get married in it. Ain’t it hard enough as it is, without me havin’ to feel more horrid than what I do already? I want something to make me feel better about it, and there ain’t anything can do that except it’s a dress I want myself.”
Mr. Champneys capitulated, horse and foot.
“We will go to some good shop immediately after lunch, and you shall choose your own wedding-dress,” he promised, resignedly, marveling at the psychology of women.
It was a very fine forenoon, with a hint of coming autumn in the air. Even an imminent bridegroom couldn’t altogether dampen the delight of whizzing through those marvelous streets in a taxi. Then came the even more marvelous world of the department store, which, “by reason of the multitude of all kind of riches, in all sorts of things, in blue clothes, and broidered work, and in chests of rich apparel,” put one in mind of the great fairs of Tyre when Tyre was a prince of the sea, as set forth in the Twenty-seventh Chapter of Ezekiel.
Nancy would have been tempted to marry Bluebeard himself for the sake of some of the “rich apparel” that obliging saleswomen were setting forth for her inspection. Getting married began to assume a rosier aspect, due probably to the reflection of the filmy and lacy miracles that she might have for the mere choosing. She would almost have been willing to be hanged, let alone married, in a pink-silk combination.
The saleswomen scented mystery and romance here. The girl was no beauty, but then, she was astonishingly young; and the old gentleman was very distinguished-looking–quite a personage. They thought at first that he was the prospective bridegroom; learning that he wasn’t deepened the mystery but didn’t destroy the romance. Americans are all but hysterically sentimental. Sentimentality is a national disease, which rages nowhere more virulently than among women clerks. Would they rush through the necessary alterations, set an entire force to work overtime, if necessary, in order to have that girl’s wedding-dress at her hotel on time? _Wouldn’t_ they, though! And they did. Gown, gloves, veil, shoes, fan, everything; all done up with the most exquisite care in reams of soft tissue paper.
She was to be married on the noon of Wednesday. On Tuesday night Nancy locked her door, opened her boxes, and spread her wedding finery on her bed. The dress was a magnificent one, as magnificent a dress as a great store can turn out; its lines had been designed by a justly famous designer. There was a slip, with as much lace as could be put upon one garment; such white satin slippers as she had never hoped to wear; and the texture of the silk stockings almost made her shout for joy. Achilles was vulnerable in the heel: fly, O man, from the woman who is indifferent to the lure of a silk stocking!
Nancy got into her kimono and turned on the hot water in her bath. At Baxters’ there had never been enough hot water with which to wash the dishes, not to mention Nancy herself. Here there was enough to scald all the dishes–and the people–on earth, it seemed to her. She could hardly get used to the delight and the luxury of all the hot water and scented soap and clean towels she wanted, in a bath-room all to herself. Think of not having to wait one’s turn, a very limited turn at that, in a spotted tin tub set in a five-by-seven hole in the wall, with an unshaded gas-jet sizzling about a foot above one’s head! The shower-bath was to her an adventure–like running out in the rain, when one was a child. She couldn’t get into the tub, and slide down into the warm, scented water, without a squeal of pleasure.
She skipped back to her bedroom, red as a boiled lobster, a rope of damp red hair hanging down her back, sat down on the floor, and drew on those silk stockings, and loved them from a full heart. She wiggled her toes ecstatically.
“O Lord!” sighed Nancy, fervently, “I wish You’d fix it so’s folks could walk on their hands for a change! My feet are so much prettier than my face!”
Slipping on the satin slippers, she teetered over and reverently touched the satin frock. All these glories for her, Nancy Simms, who had worn Mrs. Baxter’s wretched old clothes cut down for her!
She was afraid to refold the dress, almost afraid to touch it, lest she rumple it. It looked so shining, so lustrous, so fairy-like and glorious and almost impossible, glistening there on her bed! Carefully she smoothed a fold, slightly awry. Reverently she placed the thin tulle veil beside it, as well as the rest of her Cinderella finery, including the satin slippers and the fine silk stockings which her soul loved.
She took the two pillows off her bed, secured two huge bath-towels from her bath-room by way of a mattress and a coverlet; and with a last passionate glance at the splendors of her wedding-frock, and never a thought for the unknown groom because of whom she was to don it, the bride switched off her light, curled herself up like a cat, and in five minutes was sound asleep on the floor.
CHAPTER X
THE DEAR DAM-FOOL
“Dis place,” said Emma Campbell, as the snaggle-toothed sky-line of New York unfolded before her staring eyes, “ain’t never growed up natchel out o’ de groun’; it done tumbled down out o’ de sky en got busted uneven in de fall.”
Clinging to the bird-cage in which her cat Satan crouched, she further remarked, as the taxi snaked its sinuous way toward the quarters which a friendly waiter on the steamship had warmly recommended to her:
“All I scared ob is, dat dis unforchunit cat ‘s gwine to lose ‘is min’. Seein’ places like dis is ‘nough to make any natchel cat run crazy.”
Whereupon Emma relapsed into a colossal silence. She was fed up on surprises and they were palling upon her palate, which fortunately wasn’t down. Things had been happening so fast that she couldn’t keep step with them. To begin with, Peter had preferred to come north by sea, and although Emma had been raised on the coast, although she was used to the capricious tide-water rivers which this morning may be lamb-like and to-night raging lions, although she had crossed Caliboga Sound in rough weather and been rolled about like a ninepin, that had been, so to speak, near the shore-line. This was different: here was more water than Emma had thought was in the entire world; and she had been assured that this wasn’t a bucketful to what she was yet to see! Emma fell back upon silent prayer.
Then had come this astounding city jutting jaggedly into the clouds, and through whose streets poured in a never-ceasing, turgid flow all the peoples of the earth. And, more astounding than waterful sea and peopleful city, was the last, crowning bit of news: _Peter was going to be married_! And he didn’t know the young lady he was to marry, except that she was a Miss Anne Simms. He knew no more about his bride than she, Emma, knew.
That was all Emma needed to reduce her to absolute befuddlement. When food and drink were placed before her, she partook of both, mechanically. If one spoke to her, she stared like a large black owl. And when Peter had driven away in the taxi, leaving her for the time being in the care of a highly respectable colored family, whose children, born and raised in New York, looked upon the old South Carolina woman as they might have looked upon a visitor from Mars, Emma shut and locked her door, took the cat out of his cage, cuddled him in her arms, tried to projeck,–and couldn’t. The feel of Satan’s soft, warm body comforted her inexpressibly. He, at least, was real in a shifting universe. She began to rock herself, slowly, rhythmically, back and forth. Then the New York negroes heard a shrill, sweet, wailing voice upraised in one of those speretuals in which Africa concentrates her ages of anguish into a half-articulate cry. In it were the voices of their fathers long gone, come back from the rice-fields and the cane-brakes and the cotton-rows, voices so sweet and plaintive that they were haunted.
“I we-ent out een de wilderness, En I fell upon–mah–knees,
En I called upon–mah–Savior, Whut sh-all I do–for–save?
He replied:
_Halleluian!_
Sinnuh, sing!
_Halleluian!_
Ma-ry, Mar-tha, _halle_–
_Hallelu_–
_Halleluian_!”
“Good Lord!” breathed the oldest boy, who was a high-school scholar.
“How weird and primitive!” said the daughter, who was to be a teacher.
But the father’s eyes narrowed, and the hair of his scalp prickled. ‘Way back yonder his mother had sung like that, and his heart leaped to it. If he hadn’t been afraid of his educated and modern children, he would have wept. Emma didn’t know that, of course. She kissed the big cat, placed him carefully on the bed, and lay down beside him in the attitude of a corpse. She was resigning herself to whatever should happen.
Peter, upon telephoning his uncle, had been advised to prowl about until noon, when they were to lunch together. Wherefore he found himself upon the top of a bus, rolling about New York, seeing that of which he had read. He didn’t see it as Nancy saw it; the city appeared to him as might some subtle, hard, and fascinatingly plain woman whose face had flashes of piercing and unforgetable beauty, beauty unexpected and unlike any other. Unlike the beauty of the Carolina coast, say, which was a part of his consciousness, there was here something sinister and splendid.
He got off at the Metropolitan Museum. He wished to see with his own eyes some of those pictures Claribel Spring had described to him, among them Fortuny’s “Spanish Lady.” He stood for a dazzled interval before her, so disdainful, passionate, provocative, and so profoundly human. When he moved away, he sighed. He wasn’t wondering if he himself should ever meet and love such a lady; but rather when he should be able so to portray in a human face all the secrets of the body and of the soul.
At lunch his uncle, remarking his earnest face, said regretfully:
“Oh, Peter, why couldn’t you be content to be a rich man and play the game according to Hoyle? Art? Of course! You could afford to buy the best any of ’em could do, instead of trying to sell something you do yourself. Art is a rich man’s recreation. Artists exist in order that rich men may buy their wares.”
“Rich men were invented for the use of poor artists: it’s the only excuse they have for existing at all, that I can see,” said Peter, composedly.
“But you’d have a so much better time buying, than selling–or rather, trying to sell,” said one of the rich men, smiling good-humoredly.
“I’ll have a better time working, than in either buying or selling,” said Peter, and looked at his uncle with uncompromising eyes.
Mr. Chadwick Champneys sighed, face to face with Champneys obstinacy. Peter would keep his promise to the letter, but aside from that he would live his own life in his own way.
He had stared, and his jaw dropped, when he was calmly informed that Peter intended to take old Emma Campbell and a black cat along with him. Then he had laughed, almost hysterically, and incidentally discovered that being laughed at didn’t move Peter in the least; he was too used to it. He allowed you to laugh at him, smiled a bit wryly himself, and went right ahead doing exactly what he had set out to do. This sobered Mr. Champneys.
“Peter,” said he, after a pause, “allow me to ask you a single question: do you propose to go through life toting old niggers and black cats?”
“Uncle Chad,” replied Peter, “do you remember how sweet potatoes roasted in the ashes of a colored person’s fire used to taste, when you were a little boy?”
A reminiscent glow spread over Uncle Chad’s face. He shaded his eyes with his hand, and stared under it at Peter. Something quizzical and tender was in that look.
“I see you do,” said Peter, with the same look. “Well, Uncle Chad, Emma used to roast those potatoes–and provide them too. Sometimes they were all the dinner I had. Besides,” mused Peter, “when all’s said and done, nobody has more than a few friends from his cradle to his grave. If I’ve got two, and they don’t want to part with me, why should they have to?”
Mr. Chadwick Champneys spread out his hands. “Put like that,” he admitted, “why should they, indeed! Take ’em along if you like, Nephew.” And of a sudden he laughed again. “Oh, Peter!” he gasped, “you dear dam-fool!”
Peter had a strenuous afternoon. Reservations had to be secured for Emma, for whom he also purchased a long coat and a steamer rug. He himself had to have another suit: his uncle protested vehemently against the nice new one he had bought in Charleston.
At dusk he watched New York’s lights come out as suddenly and as goldenly as evening primroses. Riverton drowsing among its immemorial oaks beside the salty tide-water, the stars reflected in its many coves, the breath of the pines mingling with the wild breath of the sea sweeping through it, the little, deserted brown house left like a last year’s nest close to the water–how far removed they were from this glittering giantess and her pulsating power! The electric lights winked and blinked, the roar of traffic arose in a multitudinous hum; and all this light and noise, the restless stir of an immense life, went to the head like wine.
The streets were fiercely alive. Among the throngs of well-dressed people one caught swift glimpses of furtive, hurrying figures, and faces that were danger signals. More than once a few words hissed into Peter’s ears made him turn pale.
It was nearing midnight, and the street was virtually empty, when a girl who had looked at him sharply in passing turned and followed him, and after a glance about to see that no policeman was in sight, stepped to his side and touched him on the elbow. Peter paused, and his heart contracted. He had seen among the negroes the careless unmorality as of animals. There was nothing of the prude in him, but, perhaps because all his life there had been a Vision before his eyes, he had retained a singularly untroubled mental chastity. His mind was clean with the cleanliness of knowledge. He could not pretend to misunderstand the girl. She was nothing but a child in years. The immaturity of her body showed through her extreme clothes, and even her sharp, painted little face was immature, for all its bold nonchalance. She was smiling; but one sensed behind her deliberate smile a wolfish anxiety.
“Ain’t you lonesome?” she asked, fluttering her eyelids, and giving the young man a sly, upward glance.
“No,” said Peter, very gently.
“Aw, have a heart! Can’t you stand a lady somethin’ to eat an’ maybe somethin’ to drink?”
The boy looked at her gravely and compassionately. Although her particular type was quite new to him, he recognized her for what she was, a member of the oldest profession, the strange woman “whose mouth is smoother than oil, but whose feet go down to death. Her steps take hold on hell.” Somehow he could not connect those terrible words with this sharp-featured, painted child. There was nothing really evil about her except the brutal waste of her.
“Will ten dollars be enough for you?” asked Peter. The wolfish look in her eyes hurt him. He felt ashamed and sad.
“Sure! Come on!” said she, and her face lighted.
“Thank you, I have had my dinner,” said Peter. But she seized his arm and hurried him down a side street, willy-nilly. “Seen a cop out of the tail of my eye,” she explained, hurriedly. “They’re fierce, some of them cops. I can’t afford to be took up.”
When they had turned the corner, Peter stopped, and took out his pocket-book. With another searching glance at her, he handed her one five, and two ten-dollar bills. Perhaps that might save her–for a while at least. He lifted his hat, bowed, and had started to walk away, when she ran after him and clutched him by the arm.
“Take back that fiver,” said she, “an’ come and eat with me. If you got a heart, come an’ eat with me. I know a little place we can get somethin’ decent: it’s a dago caffay, but it’s clean an’ decent enough. Will you come?” Her voice was shaking; he could see her little body trembling.
“But why?” he asked, hesitatingly.
“Not for no reason, except I–I got to make myself believe you’re real!” She said it with a gasp.
Peter fell in beside her and she led the way. The small restaurant to which she piloted him wasn’t pretentious, but it was, as she had said, clean, and the food was excellent.
She said her name was Gracie Cantrell, and Peter took her word for it. While she was eating she discoursed about herself, pleased at the interest this odd, dark-faced young fellow with the soft, drawling voice seemed to take in her. She had begun in a box factory, she told him. And then she’d been a candy-dipper. Now, you work in a lowered atmosphere in order not to spoil your chocolate. For which reason candy-dippers, like all the good, are likely to die young. Seven of the girls in Gracie’s department “got the T.B.” That made Gracie pause to think, and the more she thought about it, the clearer it seemed to her that if one has to have a short life, one might at least make a bid for a merrier one than candy-dipping. So she made her choice. The short life and merry, rather than the T.B. and charity.
“And has it been so merry, Gracie?” asked Peter, looking at the hard young face wonderingly.
“Well, it’s been heaps better than choc’late-dippin’,” said Gracie, promptly. “I don’t get no worse treated, when all’s said an’ done. I’ve got better clothes an’ more time an’ I don’t work nothin’ like so hard. An’ I got chanst to see things. You don’t see nothin’ in the fact’ry. Say I feel like goin’ to the movies, or treatin’ myself to a ice-cream soda or a choc’late a-clair, why, I can do it without nobody’s leave–when I’m lucky. You ain’t ever lucky in the fact’ry: you never have nothin’, see? So I’d rather be me like I am than be me back in the fact’ry.”
“And do you always expect to be–lucky?” Peter winced at the word.
“I can’t afford to think about that,” she replied, squinting at the red ink in her glass. “You got to run your risks an’ take your chances. All I know is, I’ll have more and see more before I die. An’ I won’t die no sooner nor no painfuller than if I’d stayed on in the fact’ry.”
Peter admitted to himself that she probably wouldn’t. Also, that he had nothing to say, where Gracie was concerned. He felt helpless in the face of it–as helpless as he had felt one June morning long ago when he had seen old Daddy Neptune praying, after a night of horror, to a Something or a Somebody blind and indifferent. And it seemed to him that life pressed upon him menacingly, as if he and Neptune and this lost child of the New York streets had been caught like rats in a trap.
The girl, on her part, had been watching him with painful intensity.
“You’re a new one on _me_,” she told him frankly. “I feel like pinchin’ you to see if you’re real. Say, tell me: if you’re real, are you the sort of guy that’d give twenty-five dollars, for nothin’, to a girl he picked up in the street? Or, are you just a softy fool that a girl that picks him up in the streets can trim? There’s more of _him_ than the first sort,” she finished.
“You must judge that for yourself,” said Peter. “I may tell you, though, that I am quite used to being called a fool,” he finished, tranquilly.
“So?” said she, after another long look. “Well, I–what I mean to say is, I wish to God there was more fools like you. If there was, there’d be less fools like me.” After a pause she asked, in a subdued voice:
“You expect to stay in this town long?”
“I leave in the morning.”
“I’m sorry,” said she. “Not,” she added hastily, “that I want to touch you for more money or anything like that, I don’t. But I–well, I’d like to know you was livin’ in the same town, see?”
Peter saw. But again he had nothing to say. Young as he was, he knew the absurdity of all talk of reform to such as Gracie. As things are they can’t reform, they can’t even be prevented. He looked at her, thoughtfully.
“I’m not only leaving New York, I’m leaving America to-morrow,” he said at last. “I wish there was something I could do for you.”
She shook her head. Her little painted face looked pinched. There were shadows under the eyes that should have been soft and dewy. “You can’t do nothin’. I’ll tell you why. Somehow–I–I’d like you to know.”
And she sat there and told him.
“You see?” said she, when she had finished.
“I see,” said Peter; and the hand that held his cigarette trembled. The thing that struck him most forcibly was the stupid waste of it all.
“Look here, Gracie,” he said at last, “if you ever get–very unlucky–and things are too hard for you–sort of last ditch, you know,–I want you to go to a certain address. It’s to my uncle,” he explained, seeing her look blank. “You’ll send in the card I’m going to give you, and you will say I sent you. He’ll probably investigate you, you know. But you just tell him the truth, and say I told you he’d help. Will you do that!”
She in her turn reflected, watching Peter curiously. Then she fell to tracing patterns on the table-cloth with the point of her knife.
“All right,” she said. “If ever I have to, an’ I can find him, I will–an’ say you sent me.”
Peter took out his pocket memorandum, wrote his uncle’s name and the address of the house in the Seventies which he was presently to occupy, added, “I wish you’d do what you can, for my sake,” and signed it. He handed the girl the slip of paper, and she thrust it into her low-necked blouse.
“And now,” he finished kindly, “you’d better go home, Gracie, go to bed, and sleep.” He held out his brown hand, and she, rising from her chair, gripped his fingers as a child might have done, and looked at him with dog’s eyes.
“Good-by!” said she, huskily. “You _are_ real, ain’t you?”
“Damnably so,” admitted Peter. “Good-by, then, Gracie.” And he left her standing by the table, the empty wine-glass before her. The streets stretched before him emptily.–That poor, done-for kid! What _is_ one to do for these Gracies?
“Mister! For God’s sake! I’m hungry!” a hoarse voice accosted him. A dirty hand was held out.
Mechanically Peter’s hand went to his pocket, found a silver dollar, and held it out. The dirty hand snatched it, and without so much as a thank you the man rushed into a near-by bakery. Peter shuddered.
When he reached his room, he sat for a long time before his open window, and stared at the myriads and myriads of lights. From the streets far below came a subdued, ceaseless drone, as if the huge city stirred uneasily in her sleep–perhaps because she dreamed of the girls she prostituted and the men she starved. And it was like that everywhere. If the great cities gave, they also took, wastefully. Peter was tormented, confronted by the inexorable question:
“What am _I_ going to do about it?”
He couldn’t answer, any more than any other earnest and decent boy could answer, whose whole and sole weapon happened to be a paint-brush. One thing he resolved: he wouldn’t add to the sum total; nobody should be the worse off because he had lived. So thinking, the bridegroom fell asleep.
When he awoke in the morning, he lay for a moment staring at the strange ceiling overhead; his mind had an uneasy consciousness that something impended. Then he sat up suddenly in his bed, and clutched his head in his hands.
“Lord have mercy on me!” cried Peter. “I’ve got to get up and get married!”
By ten o’clock his luggage was on its way to the steamer. Dressed in his new clothes, ring and license carefully tucked away in his pocket, Peter took an hour off and jumped on a bus. It delighted him to roll around the streets on top of a bus. He felt that he could never see enough of this wonderful, terrible, beautiful, ugly, cruel, and kind city. Everywhere he turned, something was being torn down or up, something was being demolished or replaced. New York was like an inefficient and yet hard-working housekeeper, forever house-cleaning; her house was never in order, and probably never would be, hence this endless turmoil. Yet, somehow, Peter liked it. She wasn’t satisfied with things as they were.
He stopped at Grant’s Tomb, looked at the bronze tablet commemorating the visit of Li Hung Chang, then went inside and stared reflectively at the torn and dusty flags.
“It was worth the price,” he decided. “But,” he added, with a certain deep satisfaction, “I’m glad we gave them a run for their money while we were at it!” The Champneyses, one remembers, were on the other side.
When he got back to his hotel the car that his uncle had sent for him had just arrived. Deferential help brought out his remaining belongings, were tipped, and stood back while the door was slammed upon the departing one. The car was held up for seven minutes on Forty-second Street, while Peter leaned forward to get his first view of congested traffic. He had once seen two Ford cars and an ox-cart tie up the Riverton Road.
Arrived at Emma Campbell’s quarters, he found her sitting stiffly erect, her foot upon her new suit-case, her new cloak over her arm, and the bird-cage under her hand. The expressman who had called for her trunk early that morning had good-naturedly offered to carry the bird-cage along with it, but Emma had flatly refused to let the cat get out of her sight. Even when she climbed into the car she held fast to the cage.
“I don’t say nothin’ ’bout _me_. All I scared ob is, dat dis unforchnate cat’s gwine to lose ‘is min’ before we-all finishes up.”
It was with difficulty that Peter persuaded her to leave the cage in the car when they reached his uncle’s hotel.
“Mistuh,” said Emma to the chauffeur, “is you-all got any fambly dependin’ on you?”
“One wife. Three kids,” said the chauffeur, briefly.
“I ain’t de kin’ ob lady whut makes threats agin’ a gent’man,” said Emma, looking him unblinklngly in the eye. “All I says is, dat I started whah I come fum wid dat cat an’ I ‘specks to lan’ up whah I ‘s gwine to wid dat same cat in dat same cage. Bein’ as you ‘s got dem chillun en dat wife, I calls yo’ ‘tenshun to dat fac’, suh.”
The chauffeur, a case-hardened pirate, laughed. “All right, lady,” said he, genially. “It ain’t in my line to granny cats, but that one will be the apple of me good eye until you git back. I wouldn’t like the missus to be a widder: she’s too darn good-lookin’.”
With her mind at ease on this point, Emma consented to leave Satan in the car and follow Peter. Emma looked resplendently respectable, and she knew it. She was dressed as well as if she had expected to be buried. By innate wisdom she had retained the snowy head-handkerchief under her sailor hat, and she wore her big gold hoop-earrings. Smart colored servants were common enough at that hotel, but one did not often see such as this tall and erect old woman in her severe black-and-white. Emma belonged almost to another day and generation, although her face, like the faces of many old colored women, was unwrinkled. She had a dignity that the newer generation lacks, and a pride unknown to them.
Peter and Emma went up in an elevator and were ushered into a private sitting-room, where were awaiting them Mr. Chadwick Champneys, a gentleman who was obviously a clergyman, another who was as obviously a member of the Bar, and the latter’s wife, a very handsome lady handsomely and expensively panoplied. There was the usual hand-shaking, as Peter was introduced, and the handsome lady stared openly at Emma; one doesn’t often see a bridegroom come in accompanied by an old colored woman. Emma courtesied, with the inimitable South Carolina bending of the knees, and then took a modest seat in the background and faded into it. She had good manners, had Emma.
Mr. Champneys glanced at his watch, and presently left the room. The clergyman, book in hand, stepped into the middle of the floor, and looked importantly religious. The lawyer smilingly invited Peter to take his place beside him. Everybody assumed a solemn look.
And then the door opened and the bride appeared, leaning on her uncle’s arm. Emma Campbell, leaning forward, got one glimpse of the face but slightly concealed by the thin, floating tulle veil pinned on with a wreath of orange-blossoms, caught one gleam from the narrowed eyes; and her own eyes bulged in her head, her mouth fell open. Emma wished to protest, to cry, to pray aloud.
The bride was magnificently dressed, in a gown that was much too elaborate for her angular and undeveloped young figure. It made her look over-dressed and absurd to a pitiful degree, as if she were masquerading. The hair-dresser whom she had called to her aid had done her worst. Nancy had an unusual quantity of hair, and it had been curled and frizzed, and puffed and pulled, until the girl’s head appeared twice its natural size. Through the fine lace of her sleeves were visible her thin, sunburned arms. Her naturally dark eyebrows had been accentuated, and there was a bright red patch on each cheek, her lips being equally crimson. Out of the rouged and powdered face crowned by towering red hair, the multitude of freckles showed defiantly, two fierce eyes lowered.
As Peter met the stare of those narrowed eyes, to save his life he couldn’t keep from showing his downright consternation. His aversion and distaste were so manifest, that a deeper red than rouge stained the girl’s cheek and mottled her countenance. Her impulse was to raise her hand and strike him across his wincing mouth.
What Nancy saw was a tall, thin, shambling young fellow whose face was pale with an emotion not at all complimentary to herself. He didn’t like her! He thought her hideous! He despised her! So she read Peter’s expressive eyes. She thought him a fool, to stand there staring at her like that, and she hated him. She detested him. Puppy!
She saw his glance of piteous entreaty, and Mr. Chadwick Champneys’s bland, blind ignoring of its silent reproach and appeal. And then the long-legged young fellow pulled himself together. His head went up, his mouth hardened, and his voice didn’t shake when he promised to cherish and protect her, until death did them part.
All the while Peter felt that he was struggling in a hideous dream. That bride in white satin wasn’t real; his uncle wouldn’t play him such a trick! Peter cringed when the defiant voice of the girl snapped her “I do” and “I will.”
The clergyman’s voice had trailed off. He was calling her “Mrs. Champneys.” And Mr. Vandervelde and his handsome wife were shaking hands with her and Peter, and saying pleasant, polite, conventional things to them both. She signed a paper. And that old nigger-woman kept staring at her; but Peter avoided meeting her eyes. And her uncle was saying that she must change her frock now, my dear: Peter’s boat sailed within the hour, remember. And then she was back in her room, tearing off the dress that only last night she had so fondly fingered.
It lay on the floor in a shimmering heap, and she trampled on it. She had torn the tulle veil and orange-blossoms from her hair, and she stamped on those, too. The maid who had been engaged to help her stood aghast when the bride kicked her wedding-gown across the room. She folded it with shaking hands and smoothed the torn veil as best she could. The beautiful lace-and-ivory fan was snapped and torn beyond hope of salvage. Nancy tossed it from her. With round eyes the maid watched her tear hair-pins out of her hair, rush into the bath-room, and with furious haste belabor her head with a wet brush to remove the fatal frizzings; but the work had been too thoroughly done to hope to remove all traces of it so easily. Nancy brushed it as best she could, and then rolled it into a stout coil on the top of her head. Her satin slippers came hurtling across the room as she kicked them off, and the maid caught them on the fly.
Back into the bath-room again, and the maid could hear her splashing around, as she scrubbed her face. When she came out, it was brick-red, but powderless and paintless. She got into her blue tailored suit without assistance, and, sitting on the floor, buttoned her shoes with her own fingers, to the maid’s disgust. Then she jerked on her hat, stuck a hat-pin through it carelessly, snatched up gloves and hand-bag, and was ready for departure. The expression of her face at that moment sent the maid cowering against the wall, and tied her tongue; the bride looked as if she were quite capable of pitching an officious helper out of a ten-story window.
“My God!” said the girl to herself, as Nancy, without so much as a word or a look in her direction, slammed the door behind her. “My God, if that poor fellow that’s just been married to _her_ was any kin to me, I’d have a High Mass said for his soul!”
The brick-red apparition that swept into the room put the final touch upon Peter’s dismay. He thought her the most unpleasant human being he had ever encountered, and almost the ugliest. The Vanderveldes had taken the clergyman off in their car, and only Peter, his uncle, and Emma remained.
“I’m ready!” snapped the bride. She didn’t glance at the bridegroom, but the look she bestowed upon Emma made that doughty warrior quail. Emma conceived a mortal terror of Peter’s wife. She took the place of the Boogerman and of ha’nts.
Chadwick Champneys had his hand on his nephew’s shoulder, and was talking to him in a low and very earnest voice–rather like a clergyman consoling a condemned man with promises of heaven after hanging. Peter received his uncle’s assurances in resigned silence.
Two cars were waiting outside the hotel for the wedding-party. As Emma Campbell stepped into the one that was to convey her and Peter to the boat, Nancy saw her stoop and lift a large bird-cage containing, of all things, an immense black cat, which mewed plaintively at sight of her. It was the final touch of grotesqueness upon her impossible wedding. The two Champneyses wrung hands silently. The older man said a few words to the colored woman, and shook hands with her, too.
Then the two cars were rolling away, Nancy sitting silent beside her uncle. At the corner Peter’s vanished. The bride hoped from the bottom of her heart that she would never lay eyes upon her bridegroom again. She didn’t exactly wish him any harm, greatly as she disliked him, but she felt that if he would go away and die he would be doing her a personal favor.
Peter and Emma made their boat ten minutes before the gang-plank was pulled in. A steward took Emma in charge, and carried off the bird-cage containing Satan. Emma, who had been silent during the drive to the pier, opened her mouth now:
“Mist’ Peter,” said she, “ef yo’ uncle ‘s wuth a million dollars, he ought to tun it over to you dis mawnin’. ‘T ain’t for me,” said Emma, beginning to tremble, “to talk ’bout Mis’ Champneys whut you done got married to. But I used to know Miss Maria. And dat ‘s how-come,” finished Emma, irrelevantly, “dat ‘s how-come I mighty glad we ‘s gwine to furrin folkses’ countries, whichin I hopes to Gawd dey ‘s a mighty long way off fum dat gal.” And Peter’s heart echoed Emma’s sentiments so fully that he couldn’t find it in him to reprove her for giving utterance to them.
With a sense of relief, he watched New York receding from his sight. Hadn’t he paid too high a price, after all? Remembering his bride’s eyes, pure terror assailed him. No woman had ever looked at Peter like that before. He tried to keep from feeling bitter toward his uncle. Well! He was in for it! He would make his work his bride, by way of compensation. For all that he was a bridegroom of an hour or so, and a seeker bound upon the quest of his heart’s desire, Peter turned away from the steamer’s railing with a very heavy heart.
A tall, fair-faced woman turned away from the railing at the same instant, and their eyes met. Hers were brightly, bravely blue, and they widened with astonishment at sight of Peter Champneys. She stared, and gasped. Peter stared, and gasped, too.
“Miss Claribel!” cried Peter.
“Mrs. Hemingway,” she corrected, smiling. “It isn’t–Yes, it is, too! Peter! Oh, that Red Admiral _is_ a fairy!”
CHAPTER XI
HIS GRANDMOTHER’S HOUSE
“It is rather wonderful to turn around and find _you_ here, Peter,–and to find you so unchanged. Because you haven’t changed, really; you’ve just grown up,” said Mrs. Hemingway, holding his hand. Her face was excited and glad. “I should have known you instantly, anywhere.”
“I am told my legs are quite unmistakable. Some have said I appear to be walking on fishing-poles,” said Peter.
Mrs. Hemingway laughed. “They seem to be good, long, serviceable legs,” she said, gaily. “But it is your eyes I recognized, Peter. One couldn’t mistake your eyes.”
Peter smiled at her gratefully. “The really wonderful thing is that you should remember me at all,” he told her happily, and his face glowed. That her reappearance should be timed to the outset of his great adventure into life seemed highly significant. One might almost consider it an omen.
As if they had parted but yesterday, they were able to resume their old sympathetic friendship, with its satisfying sense of comradely understanding. Her heart warmed to him now as it had warmed to the shabby boy she had first seen running after the Red Admiral in the fields beyond the river swamp. No, she reflected appraisingly, he had not changed. He had somehow managed to retain a certain quality of childlikeness that made her feel as if she were looking through crystal. She was grateful that no contact had been able to blunt it, that it remained undimmed and serene.
Briefly and rather baldly Peter outlined his years of struggle, dismissing their bleak hardships with a tolerant smile. What he seemed chiefly to remember was the underlying kindness and good humor of the folk back there in Riverton; if they had ever failed to be kind, it was because they hadn’t understood, he thought. There was no resentment in him. Why, they were his own folks! His mother’s grave was one of their graves, his name one of their names, their traditions and heritages were part and parcel of himself. The tide-water was in his blood; his flesh was dust of the South Carolina coast.
She saw that, while he was speaking. And against the vivid, colorful coast background she caught haunting glimpses of a tireless small figure toiling, sweating, always moving toward a far-off goal as with the inevitable directness of a fixed law. She marveled at the patience of his strength, and she loved his gentleness, his sweetness that had a flavor of other-worldliness in it.
He was telling her now of Chadwick Champneys and how his coming had changed things. But of the price he had had to pay he said nothing. He tried not to think of the bride his uncle had forced upon him, though her narrowed eyes, her red hair, her mouth set in a hard red line haunted him like a nightmare. His soul revolted against such a mockery of marriage. He could imagine his mother’s horror, and he was glad Maria Champneys slept beside the husband of her youth in the cemetery beside the Riverton Road. She wouldn’t have asked him to pay such a price, not for all the Champneyses dead and gone! But Chadwick Champneys had held him to his bargain, had forced him to give his name, his father’s name, of which his mother had been so proud.
Peter smarted with humiliation. It was as if he had been bought and sold, and he writhed under the disgrace of such bondage. He felt the helpless anger of one who realizes he has been shamefully swindled, yet is powerless to redress his injury; and what added insult to injury was that a Champneys, his father’s brother, had inflicted it.
Yet he had no faintest notion of breaking or even evading his pledged word; such a thought never once occurred to him. He meant to live up to the letter of his bargain; his honor would compel him to fulfil his obligation scrupulously and exactly.
“And so my uncle and I came to terms,” he told Mrs. Hemingway. And he added conscientiously: “He is very liberal. He insisted upon placing to my credit what he says I’ll need, but what seems to me too much. And so here I am,” he finished.
“Yes, here you are. It had to be,” said she, thoughtfully. “It’s your fate, Peter.”
“It had to be. It’s my fate,” agreed Peter.
“And that nice, amusing old colored woman who kept house for you–what became of her?”
“Emma? Oh, she wouldn’t stay behind, so she came along with me. And she couldn’t leave the cat, so he came along, too,” said Peter, casually.
Mrs. Hemingway laughed as his uncle had laughed.
“There’s an odd turn to your processes, Peter,” she commented. “One sees that _you’ll_ never be molded into a human bread pill! I’m glad we’ve met again. I think you’re going to need me. So I’m going to look after you.”
“I have needed you every day since you left,” he told her.
He didn’t as yet know what deep cause he had to feel grateful for Mrs. John Hemingway’s promise to look after him; he didn’t as yet know what an important person she was in the American colony in Paris, as well as in certain very high circles of French society itself. And what was true of her in Paris was also true of her in London. Mrs. John Hemingway’s promise to look after a young man hall-marked him. She was more beautiful and no less kind than of old, and absence had not had the power to change his feelings for her. As simply and whole-heartedly as he had loved her then, he loved her now. So he looked at her with shining eyes. Reticence was ingrained in Peter, but the knowledge that she liked and understood him had the effect of sunlight upon him.
“He’s as simple as the Four Gospels,” she thought, “and as elemental as the coast country itself. One couldn’t spoil him any more than one could spoil the tide-water.
“Yes, indeed! I’m going to look after you,” she repeated.
He discovered, from what she herself chose to tell him, that there had been some unpleasant years for her too. But that had all ended when she married John Hemingway, then with a New York firm and later sent abroad to represent the interests of the company of which he was now a member. His chief office was in Paris, though he had to spend considerable time in London. When she spoke of John Hemingway his wife’s face glowed with quiet radiance. The one drop of bitterness in her cup was that there were no children.
“I hope you marry young, Peter, and that there’ll be a houseful of little Champneys,” she said, and sighed a bit enviously.
At that the face of Mrs. Peter Champneys rose before her bridegroom and the very soul of him winced and cringed. He averted his face, staring seaward.
“I know so many charming young girls,” said Mrs. Hemingway, musingly, as if she were speaking to herself.
“They don’t come any prettier than they come in Riverton,” Peter parried. “And you’re to remember I’m coming over here to _work_.”
“I’ll remember,” said she, smiling. “But all the same, I mean you to go about it the right way. I’m going to introduce you to some very delightful people, Peter.”
Then Peter took her to see Emma Campbell and the cat.
Emma would have crawled into her berth and stayed there until the ship docked if it hadn’t been for the cat. Satan had to be given a daily airing; he had to be looked after by some one she could trust, and Emma rose to the occasion. She crawled out of her berth and on deck, where, steamer rug over her knees, her head tightly bound in a spotless white head-handkerchief, she sat with her hand on the big bird-cage set upon a camp-stool next her chair.
“I don’ say one Gawd’s word about _me_, dough I does feel lak I done swallahed my own stummick. All I scared of is dat dis po’ unforch’nate cat ‘s gwine to lose ‘is min’ befo’ we-all lan’s,” she told Mrs. Hemingway, and cast a glance of deep distaste at the tumbling world of waters around her. Emma didn’t like the sea at all. There was much too much of it.
“I got a feelin’ heart for ole man Noah,” she concluded pensively.
When they sighted the Irish coast, Emma discovered a deep sense of gratitude to the Irish: no matter what they didn’t have, they did have _land_; and land and plenty of it, land that you could walk on, was what Emma craved most in this world. When they presently reached England, she was so glad to feel solid earth under her feet once more that she was jubilant.
“Cat, we-all is saved!” she told Satan. “You en me is chillun o’ Israel come thoo de Red Sea. We-all got a mighty good Gawd, cat!”
They went up to London with Mrs. Hemingway, and were met by Hemingway himself, who gave Peter Champneys an entirely new conception of the term “business man.” Peter knew rice- and cotton- and stock-men, even a provincial banker or two–all successful men, within their limits. But this big, quiet, vital man hadn’t any limits, except those of the globe itself. A tall, fair man with a large head, decided features, chilly gray eyes, and an uncompromising mouth adorned with a short, stiff mustache, his square chin was cleft by an incomprehensible dimple. His wife declared she had married him because of that cleft; it gave her an object in life to find out what it meant.
Hemingway studied Peter curiously. He had a great respect for his wife’s nice and discriminating judgment, and it was plain that this long-legged, unpretentious young man was deeply in her good graces. Evidently, then, this chap must be more than a bit unusual. Going to be an artist, was he? Well, thank God, he didn’t _look_ as if he were afflicted with the artistic temperament; he looked as if he were capable of hard work, and plenty of it.
People liked to say that John Hemingway was a fine example of the American become a cosmopolitan. As a matter of fact, Hemingway wasn’t. He liked Europe, but in his heart he wearied of its over-sophistication, its bland diplomacy. His young countryman’s unspoiled truthfulness delighted him. He was proud of it. A man trained to judge men, he perceived this cub’s potential strength. That he should so instantly like his wife’s protege raised that charming lady’s fine judgment even higher in his estimation. A man always respects his wife’s judgment more when it tallies with his own convictions.
The Hemingways insisted that Peter should spend some time in England. Mrs. Hemingway was going over to Paris presently, and he could accompany her. In the meantime she wanted him to meet certain English friends of hers. Peter was perfectly willing to wait. He was enchanted with London, and although he would have preferred to be turned foot-loose to prowl indefinitely, his affection for Mrs. Hemingway made him amenable to her discipline. At her command he went with Hemingway to the latter’s tailor. To please her he duteously obeyed Hemingway’s fastidious instructions as to habiliments. He overcame his rooted aversion to meeting strangers, and when bidden appeared in her drawing-room, and there met smart, clever, and noted London.
Hemingway thereafter marked his progress with amusement not unmixed with amazement. It came to him that there was a greater difference, a deeper divergence between himself and Peter than between Peter and these Britishers. The earmark of your coast-born South Carolinian is the selfsame, absolute sureness of himself, his place, his people, in the essential scheme of things. Wasn’t he born in South Carolina? Hasn’t he relatives in Charleston? Very well, then!
In Peter’s case this essential sureness had developed into a courtesy so instinctive, a democracy so unaffectedly sincere, that it flavored his whole personality with a pleasing distinctiveness. The British do not expect their very young men to be too knowing or too fatally bright; they mark the promise rather than the performance of youth, and spaciously allow time for the process of development. And so Peter Champneys found himself curiously at home in democratically oligarchic England.
“I feel as if I were visiting my grandmother’s house,” he confided to a certain lady next whom he was seated at one of Mrs. Hemingway’s small dinners.
“And where is your mother’s house?” wondered the lady, who found herself attracted to him.
“Over home in Riverton,” said Peter Champneys. And his face went wistful, remembering the little town with the tide-water gurgling in its coves, and its great oaks hung with long gray swaying moss, and the sinuous lines of the marshes against sky and water, and the smell of the sea–all the mellow magic of the coast that was Home. It didn’t occur to him that an English lady mightn’t know just where “over home in Riverton” might be. She was so great a lady that she didn’t ask. She looked at him and said thoughtfully:
“I wonder if you wouldn’t like to see an old place of ours. I’m having the Hemingways down for a week, and I should like you to come with them.” And she added, with a charming smile: “As you are an artist, you’ll like our gallery. There’s a Rembrandt you should see.”
Peter’s eyes of a sudden went deep and golden, and their dazzling depths had so instant and so sweet a recognition that her heart leaped in answer. It was as if a young archangel had secretly signaled her in passing.
When the formal invitation arrived, Mrs. Hemingway was delighted with what she termed Peter’s good fortune. The invitations to that house were coveted and prized she explained. Really, Peter Champneys was unusually lucky! She felt deeply gratified.
Peter hadn’t known that there existed anywhere on earth anything quite so perfect as the life in a great English country house. He thought that perhaps the vanished plantation life of the old South might have approximated it. His delight in the fine old Tudor pile, in its ordered stateliness, its mellowed beauty, pleased his hostess and won the regard of the rather grumpy gentleman who happened to be her husband and its owner. To her surprise, he took Peter under his wing, and showed himself as much interested in this modest guest as he was ordinarily indifferent to many more important ones. It was his custom to take what he called a stroll before breakfast–a matter of a mere eight or ten miles, maybe–and he found to his hand a young man with walking legs, seeing eyes, and but a modicum of tongue. He showed Peter that country-side with the thoroughness of a boy birds’-nesting, as Peter had once showed the Carolina country-side to Claribel Spring. They went over the venerable house with the same thoroughness, and Peter sensed the owner’s impersonally personal delight in the stewardship of a priceless possession. He held it in trust, and he loved it with a quiet passion that was as much a part of himself as was his English speech. Every now and then he would pause before some rusty sword, or maybe a tattered and dusty banner; and although he was of a very florid complexion, and his nose was even bigger than Peter’s, in such moments there was that in the eye and brow, in the expression of the firm lips, that made him more than handsome in the young man’s sight. Through him he glimpsed that something silent and large and fine that is England.
“And we’re going,” said the nobleman, pausing before the portrait of a gentleman who had fallen at Marston Moor. “Oh, yes, we are vanishing. After a while the great breed of English gentlemen will be as extinct as the dodo. And this house will be turned into a Dispensary for Dyspeptic Proletarians, or more probably an American named Cohen will buy it and explain to his guests at dinner just how much it cost him.”
Peter remembered broken and vine-grown chimneys where stately homes had stood, the extinction of a romantic plantation life, the vanishing of the gentlemen of the old South, as the Champneys had vanished. They had taken with them something never to be replaced in American life, perhaps; but hadn’t that vanished something made room for a something else intrinsically better and sounder, because based on a larger conception of freedom and justice? The American looked at the cavalier’s haughty, handsome face; he looked at the Englishman thoughtfully.
“Yes. You will go,” he agreed presently. “All things pass. That is the law. In the end it is a good law.”
“I should think it would altogether depend on what replaces us,” said the other, dryly.
“And that,” said Peter, “altogether depends upon you, doesn’t it? It’s in your power to shape it, you know. However, if you’ll notice, things somehow manage to right themselves in spite of us. Now, over home in Carolina we haven’t come out so very badly, all things considered.”
“Got jolly well licked, didn’t you?” asked the Englishman, whose outstanding idea of American military history centered upon Stonewall Jackson.
“Just about wiped off the slate. Had to begin all over, in a world turned upside down. Yet, you see, here I am! And I assure you I shouldn’t be willing to change places with my grandfather.” With a shy friendliness he laid his fingers for a moment on his host’s arm. “Your grandson won’t be willing to change, either, because he’ll be the right sort. _That’s_ what your kind hands down.” He spoke diffidently, but with a certain authority. Each man is a sieve through which life sifts experiences, leaving the garnering of grain and the blowing away of chaff to the man himself. Peter had garnered courage to face with a quiet heart things as they are. He had never accepted the general view of things as final, therefore he escaped disillusionment.
“They thought the end of the world had come–my people. So it had–for them. But not for us. There’s always a new heaven and a new earth for those who come after,” he finished.
The Englishman smiled twistedly. After a while he said unexpectedly:
“I wish you’d have a try at my portrait, Mr. Champneys. I think I’d like that tentative grandson of mine to see the sort of grandfather he really possessed.”
“Why, I haven’t had any training! But if you’ll sit for me I’ll do some sketches of you, gladly.”
“Why not now?” asked the other, coolly. “I have a fancy to see what you’ll make of me.” He added casually: “Whistler used the north room over the stables when he stayed here. You’ve seen his pastels, and the painting of my father.”
“Yes,” said Peter, reverently. And he stared at his host, round-eyed.
“We’ve never changed the room since his time. Should you like to look over it now? You’ll find all the materials you are likely to need,–my sister has a pretty little talent of her own, and it pleases her to use the place.”
“Why, yes, if you like,” murmured Peter, dazedly. And like one in a dream he followed his stocky host to the room over the stables. One saw why the artist had selected it; it made an ideal studio. A small canvas, untouched, was already in place on an easel near a window. One or two ladylike landscapes leaned against the wall.
“She has the talent of a painstaking copyist,” said her brother, nodding at his sister’s work. “Shall you use oils, or do you prefer chalks, or water-colors?”
“Oils,” decided Peter, examining the canvas. “It will be rough work, remember.” He made his preparations, turned upon his sitter the painter’s knife-like stare, and plunged into work. It was swift work, and perhaps roughly done, as he had said, but by the miracle of genius he managed to catch and fix upon his canvas the tenacious and indomitable soul of the Englishman. You saw it looking out at you from the steady, light blue eyes in the plain face with its craggy nose and obstinate chin; and you saw the kindness and delicacy of the firm mouth. There he stood, flat-footed, easy in his well-worn clothes, one hand in his pocket, the other holding the blackthorn walking-stick he always carried, and looked at you with the quiet sureness of integrity and of power. Peter added a few last touches; and then, instead of signing his name, he painted in a small Red Admiral, this with such exquisite fidelity that you might think that gay small rover had for a moment alighted upon the canvas and would in another moment fly away again.
His lordship studied his painted semblance critically.
“I rather thought you could do it,” he said quietly. “I usually manage, as you Americans say, to pick a winner. You’ll be a great painter if you really want to be one, Mr. Champneys. Should you say sixty guineas would be a fair price for this?”
“That’s something like three hundred dollars, isn’t it?” asked Peter, interestedly. “Suppose we call this a preliminary sketch for a portrait I’m to paint later–say when I’ve had a few years of training.”
“You will charge me very much more than sixty guineas for a portrait, two or three years from now,” said the other, smiling. He looked at the swiftly done, vivid bit of work. “_This_ is what I want for my grandson; it is his grandfather as nature made him. It is as true and as homely as life itself.” And he looked at Peter respectfully, so that that young man blushed to his ears. And that is how and when Peter Champneys painted his first ordered picture, signed with the Red Admiral; and how he won the faithful friendship of a crusty Englishman. It was a very real friendship. His lordship had what he himself called a country heart, and as Peter Champneys had the same sort, and neither man outraged the other by too much talk, they got along astonishingly well.
“He’s deucedly intelligent,” his lordship explained, with quiet enthusiasm. “We’ll tramp for miles, and I give you my word that for an hour on end he won’t say three words!”
Hemingway, to whom this confidence was given, chuckled. It amused him to watch his wife’s wild goose putting on native swan feathers. Yet it pleased him, for he knew the boy appealed to her romantic as well as to her maternal instinct. She handled him skilfully, and it was she who passed upon his invitations. She wished him to meet clever and brilliant men and women; and at times she left him in the hands of young girls, pink-and-white visions who troubled as well as interested him. He felt that he was really meeting them under false pretenses. Their youth called to his, but he might not answer. Between him and youth stood that unloved and unlovely girl in America.
Mrs. Hemingway watched him with the eyes of the woman who has a young man upon her hands. His reactions to his contacts interested her immensely. His worldly education was progressing with entire satisfaction to her.
“I want him to marry an English wife,” she confided to her husband. They were to leave for Paris that night, and she was summing up the results of his stay in London, the balance being altogether in his favor. “A well-bred, normal English girl with good connections, a girl entirely untroubled by temperament, who will love him tenderly, look out for his physical well-being, and fill his house with healthy children, is exactly what Peter Champneys needs. And the sooner it happens to him the better. Peter has a lonely soul. It shouldn’t be allowed to become chronic.”
Hemingway looked at her apprehensively. “Sounds to me as if you were trying to make Peter pick a peck of pickled peppers,” he commented. And Peter coming in at this opportune moment, he grinned at the boy cheerfully.
“Peter,” he smiled, “the sweet chime of merry wedding-bells in the distance falls softly on mine ear; my wife thinks you should be altar-broke. Charming domestic interior, happy fireside clime, flag of our union fluttering from the patent clothes-line! Futurist painting of Young Artist Pushing a Pram! Don’t look at me with such an agonized expression of the ears, Peter!”
But Peter had no answering smile. His face had changed, and there was that in his eyes which gave Hemingway pause.
“Why, old chap, I was merely joking!” he began, with real concern.
“Peter!” said the woman, softly. “You have had–a disappointment? But, my dear boy, you are so _very_ young. Don’t take it too much to heart, Peter. At your age nothing is final, really.” And she smiled at him.
A flush suffused the young man’s forehead. He felt shamed and miserable. He _couldn’t_ flaunt his price-tag before these unbuyable souls whose beautiful and true marriage was based upon love, and sympathy, and mutual ideals! He _couldn’t_ rattle his chains, or explain Anne Champneys. He couldn’t, indeed, force himself to speak of her at all. The thing was bad enough, but to talk about it–No! He lifted troubled eyes.
“I am afraid–in my case–it is final,” he said, in a low voice. And after a pause, in a louder tone: “Yes–please understand–it is final.”
“Oh, Peter dear, I’m sorry! But–“
“You’re talking nonsense. Why, you’re barely twenty-one!” protested Hemingway. “Much water must flow under the bridge, Peter, before you can say of anything: it is final. You’ve got a long life ahead of you to–“
“Work in,” finished Peter. “Yes, I know that. I have my chance to work. That is enough.” At that his head went up.
Mrs. Hemingway puckered her brows. She leaned toward him, her eyes lighting up.
“Peter!” said she, mischievously, her cheek dimpling. “Peter, aren’t you rather leaving the Red Admiral out of your calculations?”
CHAPTER XII
“NOT BY BREAD ALONE”
Mrs. Peter Champneys drove away from the scene of her wedding, feeling as if boiling water had been poured over her. No man of all the men she had ever met had looked at her with just such an expression as she had encountered in Peter Champneys’s eyes, and the memory of it filled her with a rankling sense of injustice. He had married her for the same reason she had married him, hadn’t he? Then why should he think himself a whit better than she was? It seemed to her that all the unkindness, all the slights she had ever endured, had come to a head in Peter’s distressed and astonished glance.
Nancy had no illusions as to her own personal appearance, but it occurred to her that her bridegroom left considerable to be desired in that respect, himself. With his hatchet face and his outstanding ears and his big nose–why, he was as homely as that dried old priest in the glass case in the museum!–and him looking down on people every mite as good as he was! That was really the crux of the thing: Nancy had her own pride, and Peter had managed to trample upon it roughshod. She felt she could never forgive him, and her sense of injury included Chadwick Champneys as well. She hadn’t asked him to make his nephew marry her, had she? The suggestion had come from the Champneys, not from her. Yet it was plain to her that both these men considered her a very inferior person. She couldn’t understand them.
She liked the furnished apartment she and Mr. Champneys were to occupy until their house was ready, better than she had liked the hotel, though the Japanese butler, Hoichi, overawed her. She wasn’t used to Japanese butlers and she didn’t know exactly how to treat this suave, deft, silent yellow man who was so efficient and so ubiquitous. It was different where the maids were concerned; she who had been so lately an unpaid drudge was afraid these trained, clever servants might suspect her former state of servitude and she covered her fear with a manner so insupportable that Mr. Chadwick Champneys, who looked upon arrogant rudeness to social inferiors as a sort of eighth deadly sin, was presently forced to remonstrate.
“Nancy,” he ventured one morning, “I have been observing your manner to the servants with–er–disapproval. A habitual lack of consideration is a serious deficiency. It is really a lack of breeding–and of heart. A lady”–he fixed his large dark eyes upon her–“is never impolite.”
He touched her on the quick. She _knew_ these Champneys didn’t think she was a lady, but for this old man to come right out and say so to her face–“Say, I guess I know how to be a lady without you havin’ to tell me!”
“I am more than willing to be convinced,” said the South Carolinian, pointedly.
At that, of a sudden, Nancy flared. She lifted a pair of sullen and mutinous eyes, and her lips quivered. He saw with surprise that she was trembling.
“Say, you look here–I done what you told me to do, didn’t I? I ain’t no more nor no less a lady than I was before I done it, am I? What you pickin’ on me for, then? What more you want?”
He sighed. Milly’s niece was distinctly difficult, to say the least. How, he asked himself desperately, was one to make a dent in her appalling ignorance? She irritated him. And as is usual with people who do not understand, he took exactly the wrong course with her.
“I want you at least to try to live up to your position,” he said with cold directness, beetling his brows at her. “I want you to do what you’re told–and to keep on doing it! Do you understand that?” He felt that he was allowing himself to be more wrought up than was good for him, and this added to his annoyance.
She considered this, sullenly. “I’m not exackly straight in my mind what I understand and what I don’t understand, yet,” she replied. “But I got this much straight: If I done what I done to please you, I done it to please me, too!”
This was logical enough; it had even a note of common sense and justice. But her crude method of expressing it filled him with cold fury. The Champneys temper strained at the leash.
“Ah!” said he, a dark flush staining his face, “ah! Then get this straight, too: you’ll please me only _if_ you carry out your part of our contract. What! do you dream I would ruin my nephew’s life for a self-willed, undisciplined minx? Nothing could be farther from my thoughts! Nancy, _I_ made you Mrs. Peter Champneys: you will qualify for the position–or lose it!” He tapped his foot on the floor, and glared at her.
Nancy gave him glare for glare. “Yeah, you said it! You made me Mrs. Peter Champneys, and all I got to do is to do what I don’t want to do, to hold down the job! What you askin’ _him_ to do to please _me_? How’s _he_ qualifyin’? Is he so much I’m nothin’? Because that’s what he thinks! Oh, you needn’t talk! I guess I got eyes, at least!”
“I suggest that you use them to your own advantage, then,” said he, disgustedly. “Let us have done with such squabbling! You agreed to obey. Very well, then, you will do so, or I shall take steps to put you outside of my calculations. In other words, I will wash my hands of you. Is that perfectly clear to you?” How else, he asked himself, was he to make her understand?
She saw that he was in a towering rage, and she reflected that if she had made Baxter that mad he’d have banged her with his fists. For a long minute the two stared at each other. She was about to make a defiant reply and let come what might, when a sort of spasm distorted his face. His mouth opened gaspingly, his eyes rolled back in his head like a dying man’s. He seemed to crumple up, and she caught him as he fell. Her terrified shriek brought Hoichi, who took instant charge of the situation. He made the unconscious man comfortable on a divan, applied such restoratives as were at hand, and directed a frightened maid to telephone for physicians.
Nancy fled to her own room, and sat on the edge of her bed, frightened and subdued. That quarrel and its serious effect made a turning-point in her life, though she attached no blame to herself for the man’s illness. She had no love for him, but her heart was not callous to suffering, and his distorted and agonized face had terrified and shocked her.
The suddenness of the seizure made his words more impressive. Suppose he died: what of her? She was not sure that any definite provision had as yet been made for her. What, then, should she do?
Suppose he recovered: what then? She had cause for serious thought. All this luxury and ease, this pleasant life of plenty, in which she reveled with the deep delight of one quite unused to it, hung upon a contingency–the contingency of absolute obedience. She was not naturally supine, and her spirit rose against an unconditional self-surrender to a hot-tempered, imperious old man, who would mold her to his will, make her over to his own notions, quite as high-handedly as if she’d been a lump of putty and not a human being. Nancy tasted the bitterness of having no voice in the making of her own destiny.
Well, but suppose she defied him? He was quite capable of washing his hands of her, just as he had threatened. And then? Before that possibility Nancy recoiled. No. She couldn’t, she wouldn’t go back to that old life of squalid slavery–eating bad food, wearing wretched clothes, suffering all the sodden and sordid misery of the ignorant, abjectly poor, a suffering twice as poignant now that she knew better things. She knew poverty too well to have any illusions about it. The Baxter kitchen rose before her. Why! while she was sitting here now, in this luxurious room, back there they’d be getting ready for the noonday dinner. The close kitchen would be reeking with the odor of boiling potatoes and cabbage, from which a greasy steam would be arising, so that one saw things as through a hot mist. One of the children would be screaming, somewhere about the house, and Mrs. Baxter, in an unsavory wrapper, her face streaming with perspiration, her hair in sticky strands on her hot forehead, would be shrilly threatening personal chastisement: “You shut up, out there! Just you wait till I get this batch o’ biscuits off my hands an’ I bet I fix _you_! didn’t I say shut up?” The hateful voice seemed so close to Nancy’s ear that the girl shrank back, shivering with distaste.
She fingered the soft, fine stuff of the frock she was wearing. She stared about the room,–_her_ room, which she didn’t have to share with one of the Baxter children, who squirmed and kicked all night in summer, and pulled the bed-coverings off her in winter. She went over to her dressing-table and fingered its pretty accessories, sniffing with childish pleasure the delicately scented powder and cologne. She looked at her reflection in the mirror, and scowled. Then she began to walk restlessly up and down the room. She had to think this thing out.
Why should she go, and leave the road clear for Peter Champneys? It occurred to her that, seen from his point of view, her elimination from the scene might be regarded somewhat in the light of providential interference in his behalf. She flushed. It wasn’t fair! The thought of Peter Champneys was gall and wormwood to her.
Nancy wasn’t a fool. Her honesty had a blunt directness, a sort of cave-woman frankness. In her, truthfulness was not so much a virtue as an energy. The hardness of her unloved life had bred a like hardness in her sense of values; she was distrustful and suspicious because she had never had occasion to be anything else. In that suspicion and distrustfulness had lain her safety. She had no sense of spiritual values as yet. Religion had meant going to church on Sundays when you had clean clothes in which to appear. Morals had meant being good, and to Nancy being good simply meant not being bad–and you couldn’t be bad, go wrong, if you never trusted any man. A girl that trusted none of ’em could keep respectable. Nancy had seen girls who trusted men, in her time. Nothing like that for _her_! But she knew, also, the price the woman pays whether she trusts or distrusts, and the matrimony which at times rewarded the distrustful didn’t appear much more alluring than the potter’s field which waited for the credulous. Anyway you looked at it, what happened wasn’t pleasant. And it was worse yet when you knew there was something better and different. You had to pay a price to get that something better and different, of course. The fact that one pays for everything one gets was coming home to Nancy with increasing force; the problem, then, was to get your money’s worth.
She took her head in her hands, and tried to concentrate all her faculties. She wasn’t a shirker, and she realized that she must decide upon her course of conduct now and stick to it. If she didn’t look out for herself, who would? And presently she had reached the conclusion that when Mr. Peter Champneys reappeared upon the scene, he must find Mrs. Peter Champneys occupying the foreground, and occupying it creditably, too. She’d do it! When Mr. Chadwick Champneys recovered, she’d come to terms with him. She’d keep faith.
She spent three or four anxious days, while specialists came and went, and white-capped, starched, authoritative personages relieved each other in the sick-room, their answers to all queries being that the patient was doing quite as well as could be expected. At the end of the fifth day they admitted that the patient was recovering,–was, in fact, out of danger, though he wouldn’t leave his room for another week or ten days; and he wasn’t to be worried or disturbed about anything.
Satisfied, then, that he was on the highroad to recovery, and having made up her mind as to her own course of procedure, Nancy rather enjoyed these few days of comparative freedom. She supplied herself with a huge box of bonbons, “Junie’s Love Test” and “The Widowed Bride,”–books begun long ago, but wrested from her untimely by the ruthless Mrs. Baxter, on the score of takin’ her time off: her rightful work for them that’d took her in, and fillin’ her red head with the foolishest sort o’ notions. She had had so much to do that to have nothing to do but lie around in a red silk kimona and nibble chocolates and read love stories, seemed to her the supreme height of felicity.
She reveled in these novels. They represented that something different toward which her untutored and stinted heart groped blindly. Otherwise her mind, by no means a poor one, lay fallow and untilled. The beauty and wonder of the world, the pity and terror of fate, the divine agony of love which sacrifices and endures, did not as yet exist for her. She merely sensed that there was something different, somewhere–maybe on the road ahead. And so she wept over the woes of star-crost lovers, and sentimentalized over husky heroes utterly unlike any male beings known to nature, and believed she didn’t believe that disinterested and unselfish love existed in the world. As she hadn’t the faintest gleam of self-knowledge, in all this she was perfectly sincere.
She did not see Mr. Champneys for two weeks or so. In his nervous condition he evinced a singular reluctance to have her come near him, although others saw him daily. For instance, Mr. Jason Vandervelde appeared at half after ten o’clock every morning during his client’s convalescence, was immediately admitted to Mr. Champney’s room, and left it upon the stroke of eleven.
Nancy watched this man curiously. When he met her in the hall, he spoke to her in a nice, full-toned, modulated voice, exceedingly pleasing to the ear. His eyes were small but of a deep and bright blue, and although he was heavily built he wore his clothes so well that he gave the effect of strength rather than of clumsiness. He was clean-shaven and ruddy, and his large, well-shaped mouth was deeply curled at the corners. His hands were not fat and white, as one might expect, but tanned and muscular, and slightly hairy. His glasses gave him a certain precision, and his curled lips suggested irony. Nancy liked to look at him. He discomfited her understanding of men, for, she couldn’t tell why, she both liked and trusted him. There was nothing romantic about him,–a well-fed, well-groomed lawyer-man in his late thirties, with a handsome wife in a handsome house,–yet he had the faculty of making her wonder about him, and wonder with kindness at that. She wished she knew just how much he knew about her, her early upbringing, her sad lack of education. What had Mr. Champneys told him? Or had he really told him anything?
When her uncle finally overcame his reluctance and sent for her, she entered his room quietly and stood looking at him with an honest concern that was in her favor. She was always honest, he reflected. There was nothing of the hypocrite or the coward in those wary gray-green eyes that always met one’s glance without flinching.
The change in his appearance shocked her. His eyes were hollow, his tall form looked meager and shrunken. He was growing to be an _old_ man. She said awkwardly:
“I’m real sorry you been so sick.” And she made no attempt to apologize for her share in the quarrel that had led to his seizure. She ignored it altogether, and for this he was grateful.
“Thank you. I am getting along nicely,” he said civilly. And with a slightly impatient gesture he dismissed all further mention of illness. He leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes, the better to collect his thoughts. He wished to make his wishes perfectly clear to her. But she surprised him by saying quietly:
“I been thinking things over while you was sick, and I come to the conclusion you was right. I got to have more education. There’s things I just got to know–how to talk nice, and what to wear, and what fork you’d ought to eat with. Forks and things drive me real wild.”
“I had thought, at first, of sending you to some particularly fine boarding-school–” he began, but Nancy interrupted him.
“If I was six instead o’ sixteen, you might do it. As ‘t is, I wouldn’t learn nothin’ except to hate the girls that’d be turnin’ up their noses at me. No. I don’t want to go to boardin’-school. I’ve saw music-teachers that come to folks’ houses to give lessons, and I been thinkin’, why can’t you get me a school-teacher that’ll teach me right at home!”
“As I was saying when interrupted,”–he looked at her reprovingly–“I had at first thought of sending you to some finishing school. I gave up that idea almost at once. I agree with you that it is best you should be taught at home. In fact, I have already engaged the lady who will be your companion as well as your teacher.”
“I don’t know as I’m crazy about a lady companion as a steady job,” said Nancy, doubtfully. She feared to lose her new liberty, to forego the amazing delight of living by herself, so to speak. “But now you’ve done it, I sure hope you’ve picked out somebody _young_. If I got to have a lady companion, I want she should be young.”
“Mr. Vandervelde attended to the matter for me,” said Mr. Champneys, in a tone of finality. “He is sure that the lady in question is exactly the person I wish. Mrs. MacGregor is an Englishwoman, the widow of a naval officer. She is in reduced circumstances, but of irreproachable connections. She has the accomplishments of a lady of her class, and her companionship should be an inestimable blessing to you. You will be governed by her authority. She will be here to-morrow.”
“A ole widder woman! Good Lord! I–” here she stopped, and gulped. An expression of resignation came over her countenance. “Oh, all right. You’ve done it an’ I’ll make the best of it,” she finished, not too graciously.
“It is not proper to refer to a lady as ‘a ole widder woman’.”
“Well, but ain’t she?” And she asked: “What else you know about her?”
“Mr. Vandervelde attended to the matter,” he repeated. “He is thoroughly satisfied, and that is enough for me–and for you. I sent for you to inform you that she is to be here to-morrow. See that you receive her pleasantly. Your hours of study and recreation will be arranged by her. She will also overlook your wardrobe. And, I do not wish to hear any complaints.”
“I can’t even pick out my own clothes?”
“You lack even the rudiments of good taste.”
“What’s wrong with my clothes?” she demanded.
“Everything,” said he, succinctly, and with visible irritation. He remembered the wedding-gown, and his face twitched. She watched him intently.
“Oh, all right. I said I’d obey, an’ I will. I ain’t forgettin’,” said she, wearily.
“Very well. I am glad you understand.” He closed his eyes, and understanding that the interview was at an end, Nancy withdrew.
Mrs. MacGregor arrived on the morrow. The attorney had been given explicit orders and instructions by his exacting client, who had his own notions of what a teacher for his niece should and shouldn’t be. Vandervelde congratulated himself on having been able to meet them