other fragrant plants were around, and close at hand a little city of straw skeps peopled by golden brown bees; From these skeps
came a delicious aroma of riced flowers and virgin wax. It was a new Garden of Eden, in which life was sweet as perfume and pure as prayer. Nothing stirred the green, sunny afternoon but the murmur of the bees, and the sleepy twittering of the birds in the plane branches. An inexpressible peace swept like the breath of heaven through the odorous places. They sat down sighing for very happiness. The silence became too eloquent. At
length it was almost unendurable, and Ethel said softly:
“How still it is!”
Tyrrel looked at her steadily with beaming eyes. Then he took from his pocket a little purse of woven gold and opal-tinted beads, and held it in his open hand for her to see, watching the bright blush that spread over her face, and the faint, glad smile that parted her lips.
“You understand?”
“Yes. It is mine.”
“It was yours. It is now mine.”
“How did you get it?”
“I bought it from the old man you gave it to.”
“Oh! Then you know him? How is
that?”
“The hotel people sent a porter home with him lest he should be robbed. Next day I made inquiries, and this porter told me where he lived. I went there and bought this purse from him. I knew some day it would bring me to you. I have carried it over my heart ever since.”
“So you noticed me?”
“I saw you all the time I was singing. I have never forgotten you since that hour.”
“What made you sing?”
“Compassion, fate, an urgent impulse; perhaps, indeed, your piteous face–I saw it first.”
“Really?”
“I saw it first. I saw it all the time I was singing. When you dropped this purse my
soul met yours in a moment’s greeting. It was a promise. I knew I should meet you again. I have loved you ever since. I wanted to tell you so the hour we met. It has been hard to keep my secret so long.”
“It was my secret also.”
“I love you beyond all words. My life is in your hands. You can make me the gladdest of mortals. You can send me away forever.”
“Oh, no, I could not! I could not do
that!” The rest escapes words; but thus it was that on this day of days these two came by God’s grace to each other.
For all things come by fate to flower, At their unconquerable hour.
And the very atmosphere of such bliss is diffusive; it seemed as if all the living creatures around understood. In the thick, green
branches the birds began to twitter the secret, and certainly the wise, wise bees knew also, in some occult way, of the love and joy that had just been revealed. A wonderful humming and buzzing filled the hives, and the air vibrated with the movement of wings. Some influence more swift and secret than the birds of the air carried the matter further, for it finally reached Royal, the Squire’s favorite collie, who came sauntering down the alley, pushed his nose twice under Ethel’s elbow, and then with a significant look backward, advised the lovers to follow him to the house.
When they finally accepted his invitation, they found Mrs. Rawdon drinking a cup of tea with Ruth in the hall. Ethel joined them with affected high spirits and random
explanations and excuses, but both women no- ticed her radiant face and exulting air. “The garden is such a heavenly place,” she said ecstatically, and Mrs Rawdon remarked, as she rose and put her cup on the table, “Girls need chaperons in gardens if they need them anywhere. I made Nicholas Rawdon a promise in Mossgill Garden I’ve had to spend all my life since trying to keep.”
“Tyrrel and I have been sitting under the plane tree watching the bees. They are such busy, sensible creatures.”
“They are that,” answered Mrs. Rawdon. “If you knew all about them you would
wonder a bit. My father had a great many; he studied their ways and used to laugh at the ladies of the hive being so like the ladies of the world. You see the young lady bees are just as inexperienced as a schoolgirl. They get lost in the flowers, and are often so overtaken and reckless, that the night finds them far from the hive, heavy with pollen and chilled with cold. Sometimes father
would lift one of these imprudent young things, carry it home, and try to get it admitted. He never could manage it. The lady
bees acted just as women are apt to do when other women GO where they don’t go, or DO as they don’t do.”
“But this is interesting,” said Ruth. “Pray, how did the ladies of the hive behave to the culprit?”
“They came out and felt her all over, turned her round and round, and then pushed her out of their community. There was always a deal of buzzing about the poor, silly
thing, and I shouldn’t wonder if their stings were busy too. Bees are ill-natured as they can be. Well, well, I don’t blame anyone for sitting in the garden such a day as this; only, as I was saying, gardens have been very dangerous places for women as far as I know.”
Ruth laughed softly. “I shall take a
chaperon with me, then, when I go into the garden.”
“I would, dearie. There’s the Judge; he’s a very suitable, sedate-looking one but you never can tell. The first woman found in a garden and a tree had plenty of sorrow for herself and every woman that has lived after her. I wish Nicholas and John Thomas
would come. I’ll warrant they’re talking what they call politics.”
Politics was precisely the subject which had been occupying them, for when Tyrrel entered the dining-room, the Squire, Judge Rawdon, and Mr. Nicholas Rawdon were all standing, evidently just finishing a Conservative argument against the Radical opinions
of John Thomas. The young man was still sitting, but he rose with smiling good-humor as Tyrrel entered.
“Here is Cousin Tyrrel,” he cried; “he will tell you that you may call a government anything you like radical, conservative, republican, democratic, socialistic, but if it
isn’t a CHEAP government, it isn’t a good government; and there won’t be a cheap government
in England till poor men have a deal to say about making laws and voting taxes.”
“Is that the kind of stuff you talk to our hands, John Thomas? No wonder they are
neither to hold nor to bind.”
They were in the hall as John Thomas finished his political creed, and in a few minutes the adieux were said, and the wonderful
day was over. It had been a wonderful day for all, but perhaps no one was sorry for a pause in life–a pause in which they might rest and try to realize what it had brought and what it had taken away. The Squire went at once to his room, and Ethel looked at Ruth inquiringly. She seemed exhausted, and was out of sympathy with all her surroundings.
“What enormous vitality these Yorkshire women must have!” she said almost crossly. “Mrs. Rawdon has been talking incessantly for six hours. She has felt all she said. She has frequently risen and walked about. She has used all sorts of actions to emphasize her words, and she is as fresh as if she had just taken her morning bath. How do the men
stand them?”
“Because they are just as vital. John Thomas will overlook and scold and order his thousand hands all day, talk even his mother down while he eats his dinner, and then lecture or lead his Musical Union, or conduct a poor man’s concert, or go to `the Weaver’s Union,’ and what he calls `threep them’ for two or three hours that labor is ruining capital, and killing the goose that lays golden eggs for them. Oh, they are a wonderful race, Ruth!”
“I really can’t discuss them now, Ethel.”
“Don’t you want to know what Tyrrel said to me this afternoon?”
“My dear, I know. Lovers have said such things before, and lovers will say them evermore. You shall tell me in the morning. I
thought he looked distrait and bored with our company.”
Indeed, Tyrrel was so remarkably quiet that John Thomas also noticed his mood, and as they sat smoking in Tyrrel’s room, he resolved to find out the reason, and with his
usual directness asked:
“What do you think of Ethel Rawdon,
Tyrrel,”
“I think she is the most beautiful woman I ever saw. She has also the most sincere nature, and her high spirit is sweetly tempered by her affectionate heart.”
“I am glad you know so much about her. Look here, Cousin Tyrrel, I fancied to-night you were a bit jealous of me. It is easy to see you are in love, and I’ve no doubt you were thinking of the days when you would be thousands of miles away, and I should have the ground clear and so on, eh?”
“Suppose I was, cousin, what then?”
“You would be worrying for nothing. I don’t want to marry Ethel Rawdon. If I
did, you would have to be on the ground all the time, and then I should best you; but I picked out my wife two years ago, and if we are both alive and well, we are going to be married next Christmas.”
“I am delighted. I—-“
“I thought you would be.”
“Who is the young lady?”
“Miss Lucy Watson. Her father is the
Independent minister. He is a gentleman, though his salary is less than we give our overseer. And he is a great scholar. So is Lucy. She finished her course at college this summer, and with high honors. Bless you, Tyrrel, she knows far more than I do about everything but warps and looms and such
like. I admire a clever woman, and I’m proud of Lucy.”
“Where is she now?”
“Well, she was a bit done up with so much study, and so she went to Scarborough for a few weeks. She has an aunt there. The sea breezes and salt water soon made her fit for anything. She may be home very soon now. Then, Tyrrel, you’ll see a beauty–face like a rose, hair brown as a nut, eyes that make your heart go galloping, the most enticing mouth, the prettiest figure, and she loves me with all her heart. When she says `John
Thomas, dear one,’ I tremble with pleasure, and when she lets me kiss her sweet mouth, I really don’t know where I am. What would you say if a girl whispered, `I love you, and nobody but you,’ and gave you a kiss that was like–like wine and roses? Now what would you say?”
“I know as little as you do what I would say. It’s a situation to make a man coin new words. I suppose your family are pleased.”
“Well, I never thought about my family till I had Lucy’s word. Then I told mother. She knew Lucy all through. Mother has a
great respect for Independents, and though father sulked a bit at first, mother had it out with him one night, and when mother has father quiet in their room father comes to see
things just as she wants him. I suppose that’s the way with wives. Lucy will be just like that. She’s got a sharp little temper, too. She’ll let me have a bit of it, no doubt, now and then.”
“Will you like that?”
“I wouldn’t care a farthing for a wife without a bit of temper. There would be no fun
in living with a woman of that kind. My father would droop and pine if mother didn’t
spur him on now and then. And he likes it. Don’t I know? I’ve seen mother snappy and awkward with him all breakfast time, tossing her head, and rattling the china, and declaring she was worn out with men that let all the good bargains pass them; perhaps making fun of us because we couldn’t manage to get along without strikes. She had no strikes with her hands, she’d like to see her women stand up and talk to her about shorter hours, and so on; and father would look at me sly-like, and as we walked to the mill together he’d laugh contentedly and say, `Your mother was quite refreshing this morning, John Thomas. She has
keyed me up to a right pitch. When Jonathan Arkroyd comes about that wool he sold us I’ll be all ready for him.’ So you see I’m not against a sharp temper. I like women as Tennyson says English girls are, `roses set round with little wilful thorns,’ eh?”
Unusual as this conversation was, its general tone was assumed by Ethel in her confidential talk with Ruth the following day. Of
course, Ruth was not at all surprised at the news Ethel brought her, for though the lovers had been individually sure they had betrayed their secret to no one, it had really been an open one to Ruth since the hour of their meeting. She was sincerely ardent in her praises
of Tyrrel Rawdon, but–and there is always a but–she wondered if Ethel had “noticed what a quick temper he had.”
“Oh, yes,” answered Ethel, “I should not like him not to have a quick temper. I expect my husband to stand up at a moment’s notice for either mine or his own rights or opinions.”
And in the afternoon when all preliminaries had been settled and approved, Judge Rawdon expressed himself in the same manner to
Ruth. “Yes,” he said, in reply to her timid suggestion of temper, “you can strike fire anywhere with him if you try it, but he has it under control. Besides, Ethel is just as quick to flame up. It will be Rawdon against Rawdon, and Ethel’s weapons are of finer, keener steel than Tyrrel’s. Ethel will hold her own. It is best so.”
“How did the Squire feel about such a marriage?”
“He was quite overcome with delight.
Nothing was said to Tyrrel about Ethel having bought the reversion of Rawdon Manor,
for things have been harder to get into proper shape than I thought they would be, and it may be another month before all is finally settled; but the Squire has the secret satisfaction, and he was much affected by the certainty of a Rawdon at Rawdon Court after
him. He declined to think of it in any other way but `providential,’ and of course I let him take all the satisfaction he could out of the idea. Ever since he heard of the engagement he has been at the organ singing the
One Hundred and Third Psalm.”
“He is the dearest and noblest of men. How soon shall we go home now?”
“In about a month. Are you tired of England?”
“I shall be glad to see America again. There was a letter from Dora this morning. They sail on the twenty-third.”
“Do you know anything of Mostyn?”
“Since he wrote us a polite farewell we have heard nothing.”
“Do you think he went to America?”
“I cannot tell. When he bid us good-by he made no statement as to his destination; he merely said `he was leaving England on business.'”
“Well, Ruth, we shall sail as soon as I am satisfied all is right. There is a little delay about some leases and other matters. In the meantime the lovers are in Paradise wherever we locate them.”
And in Paradise they dwelt for another four weeks. The ancient garden had doubtless many a dream of love to keep, but none
sweeter or truer than the idyl of Tyrrel and Ethel Rawdon. They were never weary of
rehearsing it; every incident of its growth had been charming and romantic, and, as they believed, appointed from afar. As the sum- mer waxed hotter the beautiful place took on an appearance of royal color and splendor, and the air was languid with the perfume of the clove carnations and tall white August lilies. Fluted dahlias, scarlet poppies, and all the flowers that exhale their spice in the last hot days of August burned incense for them. Their very hair was laden with odor, their fingers flower-sweet, their minds took on the many colors of their exquisite surroundings.
And it was part of this drama of love and scent and color that they should see it slowly assume the more ethereal loveliness of
September, and watch the subtle amber rays shine through the thinning boughs, and feel that all nature was becoming idealized. The birds were then mostly silent. They had left their best notes on the hawthorns and among the roses; but the crickets made a cheerful chirrup, and the great brown butterflies displayed their richest velvets, and the gossamer-like insects in the dreamy atmosphere
performed dances and undulations full of grace and mystery. And all these marvelous changes imparted to love that sweet sadness which is beyond all words poetic and enchaining.
Yet however sweet the hours, they pass away, and it is not much memory can save from the mutable, happy days of love. Still, when the hour of departure came they had garnered enough to sweeten all the after- straits and stress of time. September had then perceptibly begun to add to the nights and shorten the days, and her tender touch had been laid on everything. With a smile and a sigh the Rawdons turned their faces to their pleasant home in the Land of the West. It was to be but a short farewell. They had promised the Squire to return the following summer, but he felt the desolation of the parting very keenly. With his hat slightly lifted above his white head, he stood watching them out of sight. Then he went to his
organ, and very soon grand waves of melody rolled outward and upward, and blended
themselves with the clear, soaring voice of Joel, the lad who blew the bellows of the instrument, and shared all his master’s joy in it. They played and sang until the Squire rose weary, but full of gladness. The look of immortality was in his eyes, its sure and certain hope in his heart. He let Joel lead him
to his chair by the window, and then he said to himself with visible triumph:
“What Mr. Spencer or anyone else writes about `the Unknowable’ I care not. I KNOW IN WHOM I have believed. Joel, sing that last sequence again. Stand where I can see thee.” And the lad’s joyful voice rang exulting out:
“Lord, Thou hast been our dwelling-place in all generations. Before the mountains were brought forth, or ever Thou hadst formed the world, from everlasting to everlasting Thou art God! Thou art God! Thou art
God!”
“That will do, Joel. Go thy ways now. Lord, Thou hast been our dwelling-place in all generations. `Unknowable,’ Thou hast been our dwelling-place in all generations. No, no, no, what an ungrateful sinner I
would be to change the Lord everlasting for the Unknowable.'”
CHAPTER IX
NEW YORK is at its very brightest and best in October. This month of the year may be safely trusted not to disappoint. The skies are blue, the air balmy, and there is generally a delightful absence of wind. The summer exiles are home again from Jersey boarding houses, and mountain camps, and seaside
hotels, and thankful to the point of hilarity that this episode of the year is over, that they can once more dwell under their own roofs without breaking any of the manifest laws of the great goddess Custom or Fashion.
Judge Rawdon’s house had an especially charming “at home” appearance. During
the absence of the family it had been made beautiful inside and outside, and the white stone, the plate glass, and falling lace evident to the street, had an almost conscious
look of luxurious propriety.
The Judge frankly admitted his pleasure in his home surroundings. He said, as they ate their first meal in the familiar room, that “a visit to foreign countries was a grand, patriotic tonic.” He vowed that the “first sight of the Stars and Stripes at Sandy Hook had given him the finest emotion he had ever felt in his life,” and was altogether in his proudest American mood. Ruth sympathized with him. Ethel listened smiling. She knew well that the English strain had only temporarily exhausted itself; it would have its
period of revival at the proper time.
“I am going to see grandmother,” she
said gayly. “I shall stay with her all day.”
“But I have a letter from her,” interrupted the Judge, “and she will not return
home until next week.”
“I am sorry. I was anticipating so eagerly the joy of seeing her. Well, as I cannot do so, I will go and call on Dora Stanhope.”
“I would not if I were you, Ethel,” said Ruth. “Let her come and call on you.”
“I had a little note from her this morning, welcoming me home, and entreating me
to call.”
The Judge rose as Ethel was speaking, and no more was said about the visit at that time but a few hours later Ethel came down from her room ready for the street and frankly told Ruth she had made up her mind to call on Dora.
“Then I will only remind you, Ethel, that Dora is not a fortunate woman to know. As far as I can see, she is one of those who sow pain of heart and vexation of spirit about every house they enter, even their own. But I cannot gather experience for you, it will have to grow in your own garden.”
“All right, dear Ruth, and if I do not like its growth, I will pull it up by the roots, I assure you.”
Ruth went with her to the door and watched her walk leisurely down the broad steps to the street. The light kindled in her eyes and on her face as she did so. She already felt the magnetism of the great city, and with a laughing farewell walked rapidly toward
Dora’s house.
Her card brought an instant response, and she heard Dora’s welcome before the door was opened. And her first greeting was an enthusiastic compliment, “How beautiful
you have grown, Ethel!” she cried. “Ah, that is the European finish. You have gained it, my dear; you really are very much improved.”
“And you also, Dora?”
The words were really a question, but Dora accepted them as an assertion, and was satisfied.
“I suppose I am,” she answered, “though I’m sure I can’t tell how it should be so, unless worry of all kinds is good for good looks. I’ve had enough of that for a lifetime.”
“Now, Dora.”
“Oh, it’s the solid truth–partly your fault too.”
“I never interfered—-“
“Of course you didn’t, but you ought to have interfered. When you called on me in London you might have seen that I was not happy; and I wanted to come to Rawdon
Court, and you would not invite me. I called your behavior then `very mean,’ and I have not altered my opinion of it.”
“There were good reasons, Dora, why I could not ask you.”
“Good reasons are usually selfish ones, Ethel, and Fred Mostyn told me what they were.
“He likely told you untruths, Dora, for he knew nothing about my reasons. I saw
very little of him.”
“I know. You treated him as badly as
you treated me, and all for some wild West creature–a regular cowboy, Fred said, but then a Rawdon!”
“Mr. Mostyn has misrepresented Mr. Tyrrel Rawdon–that is all about it. I shall not explain `how’ or `why.’ Did you enjoy
yourself at Stanhope Castle?”
“Enjoy myself! Are you making fun of
me? Ethel, dear, it was the most awful experience. You never can imagine such a life,
and such women. They were dressed for a walk at six o’clock; they had breakfast at half- past seven. They went to the village and inspected cottages, and gave lessons in housekeeping or dressmaking or some other
drudgery till noon. They walked back to the Castle for lunch. They attended to their own improvement from half-past one until four, had lessons in drawing and chemistry, and, I believe, electricity. They had another walk, and then indulged themselves with a cup of tea. They dressed and received visitors, and read science or theology between
whiles. There was always some noted preacher or scholar at the dinner table. The conversation was about acids and explosives, or the planets or bishops, or else on the never, never-ending subject of elevating the workingman and building schools for his children. Basil, of course, enjoyed it. He
thought he was giving me a magnificent object lesson. He was never done praising the
ladies Mary Elinor and Adelaide Stanhope. I’m sure I wish he had married one or all of them–and I told him so.”
“You could not be so cruel, Dora.”
“I managed it with the greatest ease
imaginable. He was always trotting at their side. They spoke of him as `the most pious young man.’ I have no doubt they were all in love with him. I hope they were. I used to pretend to be very much in love when they were present. I dare say it made them
wretched. Besides, they blushed and thought me improper. Basil didn’t approve, either, so I hit all round.”
She rose at this memory and shook out her silk skirts, and walked up and down the room with an air that was the visible expression of the mockery and jealousy in her heart. This was an entirely different Dora to the lachrymose, untidy wife at the Savoy Hotel in London, and Ethel had a momentary pang at the
thought of the suffering which was responsible for the change.
“If I had thought, Dora, you were so
uncomfortable, I would have asked Basil and you to the Court.”
“You saw I was not happy when I was at the Savoy.”
“I thought you and Basil had had a kind of lovers’ quarrel, and that it would blow over in an hour or two; no one likes to meddle with an affair of that kind. Are you going to Newport, or is Mrs. Denning in New
York?”
“That is another trouble, Ethel. When I wrote mother I wanted to come to her, she sent me word she was going to Lenox with a friend. Then, like you, she said `she had no liberty to invite me,’ and so on. I never knew mother act in such a way before. I nearly broke my heart about it for a few days, then I made up my mind I wouldn’t care.”
“Mrs. Denning, I am sure, thought she did the wisest and kindest thing possible.”
“I didn’t want mother to be wise. I wanted her to understand that I was fairly worn out with my present life and needed a change. I’m sure she did understand. Then why was she so cruel?” and she shrugged her shoulders impatiently and sat down. “I’m so
tired of life,” she continued. “When did you hear of Fred Mostyn?”
“I know nothing of his movements. Is
he in America?”
“Somewhere. I asked mother if he was
in Newport, and she never answered the ques- tion. I suppose he will be in New York for the winter season. I hope so.”
This topic threatened to be more dangerous than the other, and Ethel, after many and futile attempts to bring conversation into safe commonplace channels, pleaded other engagements and went away. She was painfully depressed by the interview. All the
elements of tragedy were gathered together under the roof she had just left, and, as far as she could see, there was no deliverer wise and strong enough to prevent a calamity. She did not repeat to Ruth the conversation which had been so painful to her. She
described Dora’s dress and appearance, and commented on Fred Mostyn’s description of Tyrrel Rawdon, and on Mrs. Denning’s refusal of her daughter’s proposed visit.
Ruth thought the latter circumstance
significant. “I dare say Mostyn was in Newport at that time,” she answered. “Mrs. Denning has some very quick perceptions.” And Ruth’s opinion was probably correct, for during dinner the Judge remarked in a casual manner that he had met Mr. Mostyn on the avenue as he was coming home. “He was
well,” he said, “and made all the usual inquiries as to your health.” And both Ruth and Ethel understood that he wished them to know of Mostyn’s presence in the city, and to be prepared for meeting him; but did not care to discuss the subject further, at least at that time. The information brought precisely the same thought at the same moment
to both women, and as soon as they were alone they uttered it.
“She knew Mostyn was in the city,” said Ethel in a low voice.
“Certainly.”
“She was expecting him.”
“I am sure of it.”
“Her elaborate and beautiful dressing was for him.”
“Poor Basil!”
“She asked me to stay and lunch with her, but very coolly, and when I refused, did not press the matter as she used to do. Yes, she was expecting him. I understand now her
nervous manner, her restlessness, her indifference to my short visit. I wish I could do
anything.”
“You cannot, and you must not try.”
“Some one must try.”
“There is her husband. Have you heard from Tyrrel yet,”
“I have had a couple of telegrams. He will write from Chicago.”
“Is he going at once to the Hot Springs?”
“As rapidly as possible. Colonel Rawdon is now there, and very ill. Tyrrel will put his father first of all. The trouble at the mine can be investigated afterwards.”
“You will miss him very much. You have been so happy together.”
“Of course I shall miss him. But it will be a good thing for us to be apart awhile. Love must have some time in which to grow. I am a little tired of being very happy, and I think Tyrrel also will find absence a relief. In `Lalla Rookh’ there is a line about love `falling asleep in a sameness of splendor.’ It might. How melancholy is a long spell of hot, sunshiny weather, and how gratefully we welcome the first shower of rain.”
“Love has made you a philosopher, Ethel.”
“Well, it is rather an advantage than otherwise. I am going to take a walk, Ruth, into the very heart of Broadway. I have had enough of the peace of the country. I want the crack, and crash, and rattle, and grind of wheels, the confused cries, the snatches of talk and laughter, the tread of crowds, the sound of bells, and clocks, and chimes. I long for all the chaotic, unintelligible noise of the streets. How suggestive it is! Yet it never explains itself. It only gives one a full sense of life. Love may need just the same stimulus. I wish grandmother would come
home. I should not require Broadway as a stimulus. I am afraid she will be very angry with me, and there will be a battle royal in Gramercy Park.”
It was nearly a week before Ethel had this crisis to meet. She went down to it with a radiant face and charming manner, and her reception was very cordial. Madam would
not throw down the glove until the proper moment; besides, there were many very interesting subjects to talk over, and she wanted
“to find things out” that would never be told unless tempers were propitious. Added to these reasons was the solid one that she really adored her granddaughter, and was immensely cheered by the very sight of the rosy, smiling countenance lifted to her sitting-room window in passing. She, indeed, pretended to be there in order to get a good light for her new shell pattern, but she was watching for Ethel, and Ethel understood the shell-pattern fiction very well. She had heard something similar often.
“My darling grandmother,” she cried, “I thought you would never come home.”
“It wasn’t my fault, dear. Miss Hillis and an imbecile young doctor made me believe I had a cold. I had no cold. I had
nothing at all but what I ought to have. I’ve been made to take all sorts of things, and do all sorts of things that I hate to take and hate to do. For ten days I’ve been kicking my old heels against bedclothes. Yesterday I took things in my own hands.”
“Never mind, Granny dear, it was all a good discipline.”
“Discipline! You impertinent young
lady! Discipline for your grandmother! Discipline, indeed! That one word may cost you a thousand dollars, miss.”
“I don’t care if it does, only you must give the thousand dollars to poor Miss Hillis.”
“Poor Miss Hillis has had a most comfortable time with me all summer.”
“I know she has, consequently she will feel her comfortless room and poverty all the more after it. Give her the thousand, Granny. I’m willing.”
“What kind of company have you been
keeping, Ethel Rawdon? Who has taught you to squander dollars by the thousand? Discipline! I think you are giving me a little now–a thousand dollars a lesson, it seems– no wonder, after the carryings-on at Rawdon Court.”
“Dear grandmother, we had the loveliest time you can imagine. And there is not, in all the world, such a noble old gentleman as Squire Percival Rawdon.”
“I know all about Percival Rawdon–a
proud, careless, extravagant, loose-at-ends man, dancing and singing and loving as it suited time and season, taking no thought for the future, and spending with both hands; hard on women, too, as could be.”
“Grandmother, I never saw a more courteous gentleman. He worships women. He
was never tired of talking about you.”
“What had he to say about me?”
“That you were the loveliest girl in the county, and that he never could forget the first time he saw you. He said you were like the vision of an angel.”
“Nonsense! I was just a pretty girl in a book muslin frock and a white sash, with a rose at my breast. I believe they use book muslin for linings now, but it did make the sheerest, lightest frocks any girl could want. Yes, I remember that time. I was going to a little party and crossing a meadow to shorten the walk, and Squire Percival had been out with his gun, and he laid it down and ran to help me over the stile. A handsome young fellow he was then as ever stepped in shoe leather.”
“And he must have loved you dearly. He would sit hour after hour telling Ruth and me how bright you were, and how all the
young beaux around Monk-Rawdon adored you.”
“Nonsense! Nonsense! I had beaux to
be sure. What pretty girl hasn’t?”
“And he said his brother Edward won
you because he was most worthy of your love.”
“Well, now, I chose Edward Rawdon because he was willing to come to America. I
longed to get away from Monk-Rawdon. I was faint and weary with the whole stupid place. And the idea of living a free and equal life, and not caring what lords and squires and their proud ladies said or did, pleased me wonderfully. We read about
Niagara and the great prairies and the new bright cities, and Edward and I resolved to make our home there. Your grandfather
wasn’t a man to like being `the Squire’s brother.’ He could stand alone.”
“Are you glad you came to America?”
“Never sorry a minute for it. Ten years in New York is worth fifty years in Monk- Rawdon, or Rawdon Court either.”
“Squire Percival was very fond of me. He thought I resembled you, grandmother, but he never admitted I was as handsome as you were.”
“Well, Ethel dear, you are handsome
enough for the kind of men you’ll pick up in this generation–most of them bald at thirty, wearing spectacles at twenty or earlier, and in spite of the fuss they make about athletics breaking all to nervous bits about fifty.”
“Grandmother, that is pure slander. I know some very fine young men, handsome
and athletic both.”
“Beauty is a matter of taste, and as to their athletics, they can run a mile with a blacksmith, but when the thermometer rises to eighty-five degrees it knocks them all to pieces. They sit fanning themselves like schoolgirls, and call for juleps and ice-water. I’ve got eyes yet, my dear. Squire Percival was a different kind of man; he could follow the hounds all day and dance all night. The hunt had not a rider like him; he balked at neither hedge, gate, nor water; a right gallant, courageous, honorable, affectionate gentleman as ever Yorkshire bred, and she’s
bred lots of superfine ones. What ever made him get into such a mess with his estate? Your grandfather thought him as straight as a string in money matters.”
“You said just now he was careless and extravagant.”
“Well, I did him wrong, and I’m sorry for it. How did he manage to need eighty thousand pounds?”
“It is rather a pitiful story, grandmother, but he never once blamed those who were in the wrong. His son for many years had been the real manager of the estate. He was a speculator; his grandsons were wild and
extravagant. They began to borrow money ten years ago and had to go on.”
“Whom did they borrow from?”
“Fred Mostyn’s father.”
“The devil! Excuse me, Ethel–but the name suits and may stand.”
“The dear old Squire would have taken the fault on himself if he could have done so. They that wronged him were his own, and
they were dead. He never spoke of them but with affection.”
“Poor Percival! Your father told me he was now out of Mostyn’s power; he said you had saved the estate, but he gave me no
particulars. How did you save it?”
“Bought it!”
“Nonsense!”
“House and lands and outlying farms and timber–everything.”
Then a rosy color overspread Madam’s
face, her eyes sparkled, she rose to her feet, made Ethel a sweeping courtesy, and said:
“My respect and congratulations to Ethel, Lady of Rawdon Manor.”
“Dear grandmother, what else could I
do?”
“You did right.”
“The Squire is Lord of the Manor as long as he lives. My father says I have done well to buy it. In the future, if I do not wish to keep it, Nicholas Rawdon will relieve me at a great financial advantage.”
“Why didn’t you let Nicholas Rawdon buy it now?”
“He would have wanted prompt possession. The Squire would have had to leave his
home. It would have broken his heart.”
“I dare say. He has a soft, loving heart. That isn’t always a blessing. It can give one a deal of suffering. And I hear you have all been making idols of these Tyrrel-Rawdons. Fred tells me they are as vulgar a lot as can be.”
“Fred lies! Excuse me, grandmother–but the word suits and may stand. Mr. Nicholas is pompous, and walks as slowly as if he had to carry the weight of his great fortune; but his manners are all right, and his wife and son are delightful. She is handsome, well dressed, and so good-hearted that her pretty county idioms are really charming. John
Thomas is a man by himself–not handsome, but running over with good temper, and
exceedingly clever and wide-awake. Many times I was forced to tell myself, John
Thomas would make an ideal Squire of Rawdon.”
“Why don’t you marry him.”
“He never asked me.”
“What was the matter with the men?”
“He was already engaged to a very lovely young lady.”
“I am glad she is a lady.”
“She is also very clever. She has been to college and taken high honors, a thing I have not done.”
“You might have done and overdone that caper; you were too sensible to try it. Well, I’m glad that part of the family is looking up. They had the right stuff in them, and it is a good thing for families to dwell together in unity. We have King David’s word for
that. My observation leads me to think it is far better for families to dwell apart, in unity. They seldom get along comfortably together.”
Then Ethel related many pleasant, piquant scenes between the two families at Monk- Rawdon, and especially that one in which the room of the first Tyrrel had been opened and his likeness restored to its place in the family gallery. It touched the old lady to tears, and she murmured, “Poor lad! Poor lad! I
wonder if he knows! I wonder if he knows!”
The crucial point of Ethel’s revelations had not yet been revealed, but Madam was now in a gentle mood, and Ethel took the opportunity to introduce her to Tyrrel Rawdon.
She was expecting and waiting for this topic, but stubbornly refused to give Ethel any help toward bringing it forward. At last, the girl felt a little anger at her pretended indifference, and said, “I suppose Fred Mostyn told
you about Mr. Tyrrel Rawdon, of California?”
“Tyrrel Rawdon, of California! Pray,
who may he be?”
“The son of Colonel Rawdon, of the United States Army.”
“Oh, to be sure! Well, what of him?”
“I am going to marry him.”
“I shall see about that.”
“We were coming here together to see you, but before we left the steamer he got a telegram urging him to go at once to his father,
who is very ill.”
“I have not asked him to come and see me. Perhaps he will wait till I do so.”
“If you are not going to love Tyrrel, you need not love me. I won’t have you for a grandmother any longer.”
“I did without you sixty years. I shall not live another twelve months, and I think I can manage to do without you for a granddaughter any longer.”
“You cannot do without me. You would
break your heart, and I should break mine.” Whereupon Ethel began to cry with a passion that quite gratified the old lady. She watched her a few moments, and then said gently:
“There now, that will do. When he comes to New York bring him to see me. And don’t name the man in the meantime. I won’t talk about him till I’ve seen him. It isn’t fair either way. Fred didn’t like him.”
“Fred likes no one but Dora Stanhope.”
“Eh! What! Is that nonsense going on
yet?”
Then Ethel described her last two interviews with Dora. She did this with scrupulous
fidelity, making no suggestions that might prejudice the case. For she really wanted her grandmother’s decision in order to frame her own conduct by it. Madam was not, however, in a hurry to give it.
“What do you think?” she asked Ethel.
“I have known Dora for many years; she has always told me everything.”
“But nothing about Fred?”
“Nothing.”
“Nothing to tell, perhaps?”
“Perhaps.”
“Where does her excellent husband come in?”
“She says he is very kind to her in his way.”
“And his way is to drag her over the world to see the cathedrals thereof, and to vary that pleasure with inspecting schools and reformatories and listening to great preachers. Upon
my word, I feel sorry for the child! And I know all about such excellent people as the Stanhopes. I used to go to what they call `a pleasant evening’ with them. We sat
around a big room lit with wax candles, and held improving conversation, or some one sang one or two of Mrs. Hemans’ songs, like `Passing Away’ or `He Never Smiled
Again.’ Perhaps there was a comic recitation, at which no one laughed, and finally we
had wine and hot water–they called it `port negus’–and tongue sandwiches and caraway cakes. My dear Ethel, I yawn now when I
think of those dreary evenings. What must Dora have felt, right out of the maelstrom of New York’s operas and theaters and dancing parties?”
“Still, Dora ought to try to feel some interest in the church affairs. She says she
does not care a hairpin for them, and Basil feels so hurt.”
“I dare say he does, poor fellow! He
thinks St. Jude’s Kindergarten and sewing circles and missionary societies are the only joys in the world. Right enough for Basil, but how about Dora?”
“They are his profession; she ought to feel an interest in them.”
“Come now, look at the question sensibly. Did Dora’s father bring his `deals’ and
stock-jobbery home, and expect Dora and her mother to feel an interest in them? Do doctors tell their wives about their patients, and expect them to pay sympathizing visits?
Does your father expect Ruth and yourself to listen to his cases and arguments, and visit his poor clients or make underclothing for them? Do men, in general, consider it a
wife’s place to interfere in their profession or business?”
“Clergymen are different.”
“Not at all. Preaching and philanthropy is their business. They get so much a year for doing it. I don’t believe St. Jude’s pays Mrs. Stanhope a red cent. There now, and if she isn’t paid, she’s right not to work. Amen to that!”
“Before she was married Dora said she felt a great interest in church work.”
“I dare say she did. Marriage makes a deal of difference in a woman’s likes and dislikes. Church work was courting-time before
marriage; after marriage she had other opportunities.”
“I think you might speak to Fred Mostyn—-“
“I might, but it wouldn’t be worth while. Be true to your friend as long as you can. In Yorkshire we stand by our friends, right or wrong, and we aren’t too particular as to their being right. My father enjoyed justifying a man that everyone else was down on;
and I’ve stood by many a woman nobody had a good word for. I was never sorry for doing it, either. I’ll be going into a strange country soon, and I should not wonder if some of them that have gone there first will be ready to stand by me. We don’t know what friends we’ll be glad of there.”
The dinner bell broke up this conversation, and Ethel during it told Madam about the cook and cooking at the Court and at
Nicholas Rawdon’s, where John Thomas had installed a French chef. Other domestic
arrangements were discussed, and when the Judge called for his daughter at four o’clock, Madam vowed “she had spent one of the
happiest days of her life.”
“Ruth tells me,” said the Judge, “that Dora Stanhope called for Ethel soon after she left home this morning. Ruth seems
troubled at the continuance of this friendship. Have you spoken to your grandmother,
Ethel, about Dora?”
“She has told me all there is to tell, I dare say,” answered Madam.
“Well, mother, what do you think?”
“I see no harm in it yet awhile. It is not fair, Edward, to condemn upon likelihoods. We are no saints, sinful men and women, all of us, and as much inclined to forbidden fruit as any good Christians can be. Ethel can do as she feels about it; she’s got a mind of her own, and I hope to goodness she’ll not let Ruth Bayard bit and bridle it.”
Going home the Judge evidently pondered this question, for he said after a lengthy silence, “Grandmother’s ethics do not always fit the social ethics of this day, Ethel. She criticises people with her heart, not her intellect. You must be prudent. There is a remarkable thing called Respectability to be
reckoned with remember that.”
And Ethel answered, “No one need worry about Dora. Some women may show the
edges of their character soiled and ragged, but Dora will be sure to have hers reputably finished with a hem of the widest propriety.” And after a short silence the Judge added, almost in soliloquy, “And, moreover, Ethel,
“`There’s a divinity that shapes our ends, Rough-hew them how we will.'”
PART FOURTH
THE REAPING OF THE SOWING
CHAPTER X
WHEN Ethel and Tyrrel parted at the
steamer they did not expect a long separation, but Colonel Rawdon never recovered his
health, and for many excellent reasons Tyrrel could not leave the dying man. Nor did
Ethel wish him to do so. Under these circumstances began the second beautiful phase
of Ethel’s wooing, a sweet, daily correspondence, the best of all preparations for matrimonial oneness and understanding. Looking
for Tyrrel’s letters, reading them, and answering them passed many happy hours,
for to both it was an absolute necessity to assure each other constantly,
“Since I wrote thee yester eve
I do love thee, Love, believe,
Twelve times dearer, twelve hours longer, One dream deeper one night stronger,
One sun surer–this much more
Than I loved thee, dear, before.”
And for the rest, she took up her old life with a fresh enthusiasm.
Among these interests none were more
urgent in their claims than Dora Stanhope; and fortified by her grandmother’s opinion, Ethel went at once to call on her. She found Basil with his wife, and his efforts to make Ethel see how much he expected from her
influence, and yet at the same time not even hint a disapproval of Dora, were almost pathetic, for he was so void of sophistry that
his innuendoes were flagrantly open to detection. Dora felt a contempt for them, and
he had hardly left the room ere she said:
“Basil has gone to his vestry in high spirits. When I told him you were coming to see me to-day he smiled like an angel. He believes you will keep me out of mischief, and he feels a grand confidence in something which he calls `your influence.'”
“What do you mean by mischief?”
“Oh, I suppose going about with Fred
Mostyn. I can’t help that. I must have some one to look after me. All the young men I used to know pass me now with a lifted hat or a word or two. The girls have forgotten me. I don’t suppose I shall be asked to a single dance this winter.”
“The ladies in St. Jude’s church would make a pet of you if—-“
“The old cats and kittens! No, thank you, I am not going to church except on Sunday mornings–that is respectable and right; but as to being the pet of St. Jude’s ladies! No, no! How they would mew over my delinquencies, and what scratches I should get
from their velvet-shod claws! If I have to be talked about, I prefer the ladies of the world to discuss my frailties.”
“But if I were you, I would give no one a reason for saying a word against me. Why should you?”
“Fred will supply them with reasons. I can’t keep the man away from me. I don’t believe I want to–he is very nice and useful.”
“You are talking nonsense, things you don’t mean, Dora. You are not such a foolish woman as to like to be seen with Fred
Mostyn, that little monocular snob, after the aristocratic, handsome Basil Stanhope. The comparison is a mockery. Basil is the finest gentleman I ever saw. Socially, he is perfection, and—-“
“He is only a clergyman.”
“Even as a clergyman he is of religiously royal descent. There are generations of
clergymen behind him, and he is a prince in the pulpit. Every man that knows him gives him the highest respect, every woman thinks you the most fortunate of wives. No one
cares for Fred Mostyn. Even in his native place he is held in contempt. He had nine hundred votes to young Rawdon’s twelve
thousand.”
“I don’t mind that. I am going to the matinee to-morrow with Fred. He wanted
to take me out in his auto this afternoon, but when I said I would go if you would he drew back. What is the reason? Did he make
you offer of his hand? Did you refuse it?”
“He never made me an offer. I count that to myself as a great compliment. If he had done such a thing, he would certainly have been refused.”
“I can tell that he really hates you. What dirty trick did you serve him about Rawdon Court?”
“So he called the release of Squire Rawdon a `dirty trick’? It would have been a
very dirty trick to have let Fred Mostyn get his way with Squire Rawdon.”
“Of course, Ethel, when a man lends his money as an obligation he expects to get it back again.”
“Mostyn got every farthing due him, and he wanted one of the finest manors in Eng- land in return for the obligation. He did not get it, thank God and my father!”
“He will not forget your father’s
interference.”
“I hope he will remember it.”
“Do you know who furnished the money
to pay Fred? He says he is sure your father did not have it.”
“Tell him to ask my father. He might
even ask your father. Whether my father had the money or not was immaterial. Father could borrow any sum he wanted, I
think.”
“Whom did he borrow from?”
“I am sure that Fred told you to ask that question. Is he writing to you, Dora?”
“Suppose he is?”
“I cannot suppose such a thing. It is too impossible.”
This was the beginning of a series of events all more or less qualified to bring about unspeakable misery in Basil’s home. But there is nothing in life like the marriage tie. The tugs it will bear and not break, the wrongs it will look over, the chronic misunderstandings it will forgive, make it one of the mysteries of humanity. It was not in a day or a week that Basil Stanhope’s dream of love and
home was shattered. Dora had frequent and then less frequent times of return to her better self; and every such time renewed her husband’s hope that she was merely passing through a period of transition and assimilation, and that in the end she would be all his desire hoped for.
But Ethel saw what he did not see, that Mostyn was gradually inspiring her with his own opinions, perhaps even with his own passion. In this emergency, however, she was
gratified to find that Dora’s mother appeared to have grasped the situation. For if Dora went to the theater with Mostyn, Mrs. Denning or Bryce was also there; and the reckless auto driving, shopping, and lunching had at least a show of respectable association. Yet when the opera season opened, the constant companionship of Mostyn and Dora became
entirely too remarkable, not only in the public estimation, but in Basil’s miserable conception of his own wrong. The young
husband used every art and persuasion–and failed. And his failure was too apparent to be slighted. He became feverish and nervous, and his friends read his misery in eyes heavy with unshed tears, and in the wasting pallor caused by his sleepless, sorrowful nights.
Dora also showed signs of the change so rapidly working on her. She was sullen and passionate by turns; she complained bitterly to Ethel that her youth and beauty had been wasted; that she was only nineteen, and her life was over. She wanted to go to Paris, to get away from New York anywhere and anyhow. She began to dislike even the presence
of Basil. His stately beauty offended her, his low, calm voice was the very keynote of irritation.
One morning near Christmas he came to her with a smiling, radiant face. “Dora,” he said, “Dora, my love, I have something so interesting to tell you. Mrs. Colby and Mrs. Schaffler and some other ladies have a beautiful idea. They wish to give all the children of the church under eight years old the grandest Christmas tree imaginable– really rich presents and they thought you might like to have it here.”
“What do you say, Basil!”
“You were always so fond of children. You—-“
“I never could endure them.”
“We all thought you might enjoy it. Indeed, I was so sure that I promised for you.
It will be such a pleasure to me also, dear.”
“I will have no such childish nonsense in my house.”
“I promised it, Dora.”
“You had no right to do so. This is my house. My father bought it and gave me it, and it is my own. I—-“
“It seems, then, that I intrude in your house. Is it so? Speak, Dora.”
“If you will ask questions you must take the answer. You do intrude when you come with such ridiculous proposals–in fact, you intrude very often lately.”
“Does Mr. Mostyn intrude?”
“Mr. Mostyn takes me out, gives me a little sensible pleasure. You think I can be interested in a Christmas tree. The idea!”
“Alas, alas, Dora, you are tired of me! You do not love me! You do not love me!”
“I love nobody. I am sorry I got married. It was all a mistake. I will go home
and then you can get a divorce.”
At this last word the whole man changed. He was suffused, transfigured with an anger that was at once righteous and impetuous.
“How dare you use that word to me?” he demanded. “To the priest of God no such
word exists. I do not know it. You are my wife, willing or unwilling. You are my wife forever, whether you dwell with me or not. You cannot sever bonds the Almighty has
tied. You are mine, Dora Stanhope! Mine for time and eternity! Mine forever and
ever!”
She looked at him in amazement, and saw a man after an image she had never imagined. She was terrified. She flung herself on the sofa in a whirlwind of passion. She cried aloud against his claim. She gave herself up to a vehement rage that was strongly infused with a childish dismay and panic.
“I will not be your wife forever!” she shrieked. “I will never be your wife again –never, not for one hour! Let me go! Take your hands off me!” For Basil had knelt
down by the distraught woman, and clasping her in his arms said, even on her lips, “You ARE my dear wife! You are my very own
dear wife! Tell me what to do. Anything that is right, reasonable I will do. We can never part.”
“I will go to my father. I will never come back to you.” And with these words she rose, threw off his embrace, and with a sobbing cry ran, like a terrified child, out of the room.
He sat down exhausted by his emotion, and sick with the thought she had evoked in that one evil word. The publicity, the disgrace, the wrong to Holy Church–ah, that was the cruelest wound! His own wrong was hard
enough, but that he, who would gladly die for the Church, should put her to open
shame! How could he bear it? Though it killed him, he must prevent that wrong; yes, if the right eye offended it must be plucked out. He must throw off his cassock, and turn away from the sacred aisles; he must–he could not say the word; he would wait a little. Dora would not leave him; it was impossible. He waited in a trance of aching suspense. Nothing for an hour or more broke it–no footfall, no sound of command or complaint. He was finally in hopes that Dora slept. Then he was called to lunch, and he made a pretense of eating it alone. Dora sent no excuse for her absence, and he could not trust
himself to make inquiry about her. In the middle of the afternoon he heard a carriage drive to the door, and Dora, with her jewel- case in her hand, entered it and was driven away. The sight astounded him. He ran to her room, and found her maid packing her clothing. The woman answered his questions sullenly. She said “Mrs. Stanhope had gone to Mrs. Denning’s, and had left orders for her trunks to be sent there.” Beyond this she was silent and ignorant. No sympathy for either husband or wife was in her heart. Their quarrel was interfering with her own plans; she hated both of them in consequence.
In the meantime Dora had reached her
home. Her mother was dismayed and hesitating, and her attitude raised again in Dora’s
heart the passion which had provoked the step she had taken. She wept like a lost child. She exclaimed against the horror of being Basil’s wife forever and ever. She reproached her mother for suffering her to marry while she was only a child. She said she had been cruelly used in order to get the family into social recognition. She was in a frenzy of grief at her supposed sacrifice when her father came home. Her case was then
won. With her arms round his neck, sobbing against his heart, her tears and entreaties on his lips, Ben Denning had no feeling and no care for anyone but his daughter. He took her view of things at once. “She HAD been badly used. It WAS a shame to tie a girl like Dora to sermons and such like. It was like shutting her up in a convent.” Dora’s tears and complaints fired him beyond reason. He promised her freedom whatever it cost him.
And while he sat in his private room
considering the case, all the racial passions of his rough ancestry burning within him, Basil Stanhope called to see him. He permitted him to come into his presence, but he rose as he entered, and walked hastily a few steps to meet him.
“What do you want here, sir?” he asked.
“My wife.”
“My daughter. You shall not see her. I have taken her back to my own care.”
“She is my wife. No one can take her
from me.”
“I will teach you a different lesson.”
“The law of God.”
“The law of the land goes here. You’ll find it more than you can defy.”
“Sir, I entreat you to let me speak to Dora.”
“I will not.”
“I will stay here until I see her.”
“I will give you five minutes. I do not wish to offer your profession an insult; if you have any respect for it you will obey me.”
Answer me one question–what have I
done wrong?”
“A man can be so intolerably right, that he becomes unbearably wrong. You have no business with a wife and a home. You are a d—- sight too good for a good little girl that wants a bit of innocent amusement. Sermons and Christmas trees! Great Scott,
what sensible woman would not be sick of it all? Sir, I don’t want another minute of your company. Little wonder that my Dora is ill with it. Oblige me by leaving my house as quietly as possible.” And he walked to the door, flung it open, and stood glaring at the distracted husband. “Go,” he said. “Go at once. My lawyer will see you in the future. I have nothing further to say to you.”
Basil went, but not to his desolate home. He had a private key to the vestry in his church, and in its darkness and solitude he faced the first shock of his ruined life, for he knew well all was over. All had been. He sank to the floor at the foot of the large cross which hung on its bare white walls. Grief’s illimitable wave went over him, and like a drowning
man he uttered an inarticulate cry of agony –the cry of a soul that had wronged its destiny. Love had betrayed him to ruin. All
he had done must be abandoned. All he had won must be given up. Sin and shame
indeed it would be if in his person a sacrament of the Church should be dragged through
a divorce court. All other considerations paled before this disgrace. He must resign his curacy, strip himself of the honorable livery of heaven, obliterate his person and his name. It was a kind of death.
After awhile he rose, drank some water, lifted the shade and let the moonlight in. Then about that little room he walked with God through the long night, telling Him his sorrow and perplexity. And there is a depth in our own nature where the divine and human are one. That night Basil Stanhope
found it, and henceforward knew that the bitterness of death was behind him, not before. “I made my nest too dear on earth,”
he sighed, “and it has been swept bare–that is, that I may build in heaven.
Now, the revelation of sorrow is the clearest of all revelations. Stanhope understood that hour what he must do. No doubts weakened his course. He went back to the house Dora called “hers,” took away what he valued, and while the servants were eating their breakfast and talking over his marital
troubles, he passed across its threshold for the last time. He told no one where he was going; he dropped as silently and dumbly out of the life that had known him as a stone dropped into mid-ocean.
Ethel considered herself fortunate in being from home at the time this disastrous culmination of Basil Stanhope’s married life
was reached. On that same morning the Judge, accompanied by Ruth and herself, had gone to Lenox to spend the holidays with some old friends, and she was quite ignorant of the matter when she returned after the New Year. Bryce was her first informant. He called specially to give her the news. He said his sister had been too ill and too busy to write. He had no word of sympathy for the unhappy pair. He spoke only of the anxiety it had caused him. “He was now engaged,” he said, “to Miss Caldwell, and she
was such an extremely proper, innocent lady, and a member of St. Jude’s, it had really been a trying time for her.” Bryce also reminded Ethel that he had been against Basil
Stanhope from the first. “He had always known how that marriage would end,” and
so on.
Ethel declined to give any opinion. “She must hear both sides,” she said. “Dora had been so reasonable lately, she had appeared happy.”
“Oh, Dora is a little fox,” he replied; “she doubles on herself always.”
Ruth was properly regretful. She wondered “if any married woman was really
happy.” She did not apparently concern herself about Basil. The Judge rather leaned to Basil’s consideration. He understood that Dora’s overt act had shattered his professional career as well as his personal happiness. He could feel for the man there. “My
dears,” he said, with his dilettante air, “the goddess Calamity is delicate, and her feet are tender. She treads not upon the ground, but makes her path upon the hearts of men.” In this non-committal way he gave his comment, for he usually found a bit of classical wisdom to fit modern emergencies, and the habit had imparted an antique bon-ton to his
conversation. Ethel could only wonder at the lack of real sympathy.
In the morning she went to see her grandmother. The old lady had “heard” all she
wanted to hear about Dora and Basil Stanhope. If men would marry a fool because
she was young and pretty, they must take the consequences. “And why should Stanhope
have married at all?” she asked indignantly. “No man can serve God and a woman at the same time. He had to be a bad priest and a good husband, or a bad husband and a good priest. Basil Stanhope was honored, was
doing good, and he must needs be happy also. He wanted too much, and lost everything. Serve him right.”
“All can now find some fault in poor Basil Stanhope,” said Ethel. “Bryce was bitter against him because Miss Caldwell shivers at the word `divorce.'”
“What has Bryce to do with Jane Caldwell?”
“He is going to marry her, he says.”
“Like enough; she’s a merry miss of two- score, and rich. Bryce’s marriage with anyone will be a well-considered affair–a marriage with all the advantages of a good
bargain. I’m tired of the whole subject. If women will marry they should be as patient as Griselda, in case there ever was such a woman; if not, there’s an end of the matter.”
“There are no Griseldas in this century, grandmother.”
“Then there ought to be no marriages. Basil Stanhope was a grand man in public. What kind of a man was he in his home?
Measure a man by his home conduct, and you’ll not go wrong. It’s the right place to draw your picture of him, I can tell you that.”
“He has no home now, poor fellow.”
“Whose fault was it? God only knows.
Where is his wife?”
“She has gone to Paris.”
“She has gone to the right place if she wants to play the fool. But there, now, God forbid I should judge her in the dark.
Women should stand by women–considering.”
“Considering?”
“What they may have to put up with. It is easy to see faults in others. I have sometimes met with people who should see faults
in themselves. They are rather uncommon, though.”
“I am sure Basil Stanhope will be miserable all his life. He will break his heart, I do believe.”
“Not so. A good heart is hard to break, it grows strong in trouble. Basil Stanhope’s body will fail long before his heart does; and even so an end must come to life, and after that peace or what God wills.”
This scant sympathy Ethel found to be the usual tone among her acquaintances. St.
Jude’s got a new rector and a new idol, and the Stanhope affair was relegated to the limbo of things “it was proper to forget.”
So the weeks of the long winter went by, and Ethel in the joy and hope of her own love-life naturally put out of her mind the sorrow of lives she could no longer help or influence. Indeed, as to Dora, there were frequent reports of her marvelous social success in Paris; and Ethel did not doubt Stanhope had found some everlasting gospel of
holy work to comfort his desolation. And then also
“Each day brings its petty dust,
Our soon-choked souls to fill;
And we forget because we must,
And not because we will.”
One evening when May with heavy clouds and slant rains was making the city as miserable as possible, Ethel had a caller. His card bore a name quite unknown, and his appearance gave no clew to his identity.
“Mr. Edmonds?” she said interrogatively.
“Are you Miss Ethel Rawdon?” he asked.
“Yes.”
“Mr. Basil Stanhope told me to put this parcel in your hands.”
“Oh, Mr. Stanhope! I am glad to hear
from him. Where is he now?”
“We buried him yesterday. He died last Sunday as the bells were ringing for church –pneumonia, miss. While reading the ser- vice over a poor young man he had nursed many weeks he took cold. The poor will miss him sorely.”
“DEAD!” She looked aghast at the
speaker, and again ejaculated the pitiful, astounding word.
“Good evening, miss. I promised him to return at once to the work he left me to do.” And he quietly departed, leaving Ethel standing with the parcel in her hands. She ran
upstairs and locked it away. Just then she