“See here, do you think I’m trying to hold out a yarn mitten on you? I say there ‘ain’t been but the one. I was here when she came, and I know.”
Discouraged by the paucity of clues which this place offered, Anderson went next to the coroner’s office.
The City Hall newspaper squad had desks in this place, but Paul paid no attention to them or to their occupants. He went straight to the wicket and asked for the effects of the dead girl.
It appeared that Burns had told his practical joke broadcast, for the young man heard his name mentioned, and then some one behind him snickered. He paid no attention, however, for the clerk had handed him a small leather bag or purse, together with a morphine-bottle, about the size and shape of an ordinary vaseline-bottle. The bag was cheap and bore no maker’s name or mark. Inside of it was a brooch, a ring, a silver chain, and a slip of paper. Stuck to the bottom of the reticule was a small key. Paul came near overlooking the last-named article, for it was well hidden in a fold near the corner. Now a key to an unknown lock is not much to go on at best, therefore he gave his attention to the paper. It was evidently a scrap torn from a sheet of wrapping-paper, and bore these figures in pencil:
9.25
6.25
—-
3.00
While he was reading these figures Paul heard a reporter say, loudly, “Now that I have written the paper, who will take it?”
Another answered, “I will.”
“Who are you?” inquired the first voice.
“Hawkshaw, the detective.”
Anderson’s cheeks flushed, but he returned the bag and its contents without comment and walked out, heedless of the laughter of the six reporters. The injustice of their ridicule burnt him like a branding-iron, for his only offense lay in trying the impossible. These fellows had done their best and had failed, yet they jeered at him because he had tackled a forlorn hope. They had taken the trail when it was hot and had lost it; now they railed at him when he took it cold.
All that afternoon he tramped the streets, thinking, thinking, until his brain went stale. The only fresh clues he had discovered thus far were the marks on finger and thumb, the fact that the girl was a Canadian, and that she had possessed but one mitten instead of two. This last, for obvious reasons, was too trivial to mean anything, and yet in so obscure a case it could not be ignored. The fact that she was a Canadian helped but little, therefore the best point upon which to hang a line of reasoning seemed to be those black spots on the left hand. But they stumped Anderson absolutely.
He altered his mental approach to the subject and reflected upon the girl’s belongings. Taken in their entirety they showed nothing save that the girl was poor, therefore he began mentally to assort them, one by one. First, clothes. They were ordinary clothes; they betrayed nothing. Second, the purse. It was like a million other purses and showed no distinguishing mark, no peculiarity. Third, the jewelry. It was cheap and common, of a sort to be found in any store. Fourth, the morphine-bottle. Paul was forced likewise to dismiss consideration of that. There remained nothing but the scrap of paper, torn from the corner of a large sheet and containing these penciled figures:
9.25
6.25
—-
3.00
It was a simple sum in subtraction, a very simple sum indeed; too simple, Anderson reflected, for any one to reduce to figures unless those figures had been intended for a purpose. He recalled the face at the morgue and vowed that such a girl could have done the sum mentally. Then why the paper? Why had she taken pains to tear off a piece of wrapping-paper, jot down figures so easy to remember, and preserve them in her purse? Why, she did so because she was methodical, something answered. But, his alter ego reasoned, if she had been sufficiently methodical to note a trivial transaction so carefully, she would have been sufficiently methodical to use some better, some more methodical method. She would not have torn off a corner of thick wrapping-paper upon which to keep her books. There was but one answer, memorandum!
All right, memorandum it was, for the time being. Now then, in what business could she have been engaged where she found it necessary to keep memoranda of such inconsiderable sums? Oh, Lord! There were a million! Paul had been walking on thin ice from the start; now it gave way beneath him, so he abandoned this train of thought and went back once more to the bundle of clothes. Surely there was a clue concealed somewhere among them, if only he could find it. They were poor clothes, and yet, judging by their cut, he fancied the girl had looked exceedingly well in them–nay, even modish. She had evidently spent much time on them, as the beautiful needlework attested. At this point Anderson’s mind ran out on to thin ice again, so he reverted to the girl herself for the _n_th time. She was Canadian, her hands were useful, there were tiny blood-blisters on the left thumb and index finger, and the skin was roughened and torn minutely, evidently by some sharp instrument. What instrument? He answered the question almost before he had voiced it. A needle, of course!
Paul stopped in his walk so abruptly that a man poked him in the back with a ladder; but he paid no heed, for his mind was leaping. That thickening of the skin, those tiny scratches, those blood-blisters, those garments without mark of maker, yet so stylish in cut and so carefully made, and furthermore that memorandum:
9.25
6.25
—-
3.00
“Why, she was a dressmaker!” said Anderson, out loud. He went back over his reasoning, but it held good–so good that he would have wagered his own clothes that he was right. Yes, and those figures represented some trifling purchases or commission–for a customer, no doubt.
It followed naturally that she was not a Buffalo dressmaker, else she would have been identified long since; nor was it likely that she came from any city, for her clothes had not given him the impression of being city-made, and, moreover, the publicity given to the case through the press, even allowing for the fact that the printed description had been vague, would have been sure to uncover her identity. No, she was a Canadian country seamstress.
The young man’s mind went back a few years to his boyhood on a Michigan farm, where visiting dressmakers used to come and stay by the week to make his mother’s clothes. They usually carried a little flat trunk filled with patterns, yard sticks, forms, and other paraphernalia of the trade. Paul remembered that the owners used to buy the cloths and materials at the country stores, and render a strict accounting thereof to his mother. Well, where was the trunk that went with this country dressmaker?
The question of baggage had puzzled him from the start. Had the girl been possessed of a grip or bundle of any kind at the time of her death that question would have been answered. But there was absolutely nothing of the sort in her room. Her complete lack of luggage had made him doubt, at first, that she was an out-of-town visitor; but, following his recent conclusions, he decided now that directly the opposite was true. She had come to Buffalo with nothing but a trunk, otherwise she would have taken her hand-luggage with her to the Main Street rooming-house. It remained to find that trunk.
This problem threatened even greater difficulties than any hitherto, and Paul shivered as the raw Lake wind searched through his clothes. He wondered if it had been as cold as this when the girl arrived in Buffalo. Yes, assuredly. Then why did she go out with only one mitten? His reason told him that the other one had been lost by the police. But the police are careful, as a rule. They had saved every other article found in the girl’s possession, even to a brooch and pin and scrap of paper. Probably the girl herself had lost it. But country dressmakers are careful, too; they are not given to losing mittens, especially in cold weather. It was more reasonable to believe that she had mislaid it among her belongings; inasmuch as those belongings, according to Paul’s logic, were doubtless contained in her trunk, that was probably where the missing mitten would be found. But, after all, had she really brought a trunk with her?
Like a flash came the recollection of that key stuck to the bottom of the girl’s leather purse at the coroner’s office. Ten minutes later Paul was back at the City Hall.
For a second time he was greeted with laughter by the reportorial squad; again he paid no heed.
“Why, you saw those things not two hours ago,” protested the coroner’s clerk, in answer to his inquiry.
“I want to see them again.”
“Well, I’m busy. You’ve had them once, that’s enough.”
“Friend,” said Anderson, quietly, “I want those things and I want them quick. You give them to me or I’ll go to the man higher up and get them–and your job along with them.”
The fellow obeyed reluctantly. Paul picked the key loose and examined it closely. While he was thus engaged, one of the reporters behind him said:
“Aha! At last he has the key to the mystery.”
The general laughter ceased abruptly when the object of this banter thrust the key into his pocket and advanced threateningly toward the speaker, his face white with rage. The latter rose to his feet; he undertook to execute a dignified retreat, but Anderson seized him viciously, flung him back, and pinned him against the wall, crying, furiously:
“You dirty rat! If you open your face to me again, I’ll brain you, and that goes for all of this death-watch.” He took in the other five men with his reddened eyes. “When you fellows see me coming, hole up. Understand?”
His grip was so fierce, his mouth had such a wicked twist to it, that his victim understood him perfectly and began to grin in a sickly, apologetic fashion. Paul reseated the reporter at his desk with such violence that a chair leg gave way; then he strode out of the building.
For the next few hours Anderson tramped the streets in impotent anger, striving to master himself, for that trifling episode had so upset him that he could not concentrate his mind upon the subject in hand. When he tried to do so his conclusions seemed grotesquely fanciful and farfetched. This delay was all the more annoying because on the morrow the girl was to be buried, and, therefore, the precious hours were slipping away. He tried repeatedly to attain that abstract, subconscious mood in which alone shines the pure light of inductive reasoning.
“Where is that trunk? Where is that trunk? Where is that trunk?” he repeated, tirelessly. Could it be in some other rooming-house? No. If the girl had disappeared from such a place, leaving her trunk behind, the publicity would have uncovered the fact. It might be lying in the baggage-room of some hotel, to be sure; but Paul doubted that, for the same reason. The girl had been poor, too; it was unlikely that she would have gone to a high-priced hotel. Well, he couldn’t examine all the baggage in all the cheap hotels of the city–that was evident. Somehow he could not picture that girl in a cheap hotel; she was too fine, too patrician. No, it was more likely that she had left her trunk in some railroad station. This was a long chance, but Paul took it.
The girl had come from Canada, therefore Anderson went to the Grand Trunk Railway depot and asked for the baggage-master. There were other roads, but this seemed the most likely.
A raw-boned Irish baggage-man emerged from the confusion, and of a sudden Paul realized the necessity of even greater tact here than he had used with the Scotch girl, for he had no authority of any sort behind him by virtue of which he could demand so much as a favor.
“Are you a married man?” he inquired, abruptly.
“G’wan! I thought ye wanted a baggage-man,” the big fellow replied.
“Don’t kid me; this is important.”
“Shure, I am, but I don’t want any accident insurance. I took a chance and I’m game.”
“Have you any daughters?”
“Two of them. But what’s it to ye?”
“Suppose one of them disappeared?”
The baggage-man seized Anderson by the shoulder; his eyes dilated; with a catch in his voice he cried:
“Love o’ God, speak out! What are ye drivin’ at?”
“Nothing has happened to your girls, but–“
“Then what in hell–?”
“Wait! I had to throw a little scare into you so you’d understand what I’m getting at. Suppose one of your girls lay dead and unidentified in the morgue of a strange city and was about to be buried in the Potter’s Field. You’d want to know about it, wouldn’t you?”
“Are ye daft? Or has something really happened? If not, it’s a damn fool question. What d’ye want?”
“Listen! You’d want her to have a decent burial, and you’d want her mother to know how she came to such a pass, wouldn’t you?”
The Irishman mopped his brow uncertainly. “I would that.”
“Then listen some more.” Paul told the man his story, freely, earnestly, but rapidly; he painted the picture of a shy, lonely girl, homeless, hopeless and despondent in a great city, then the picture of two old people waiting in some distant farmhouse, sick at heart and uncertain, seeing their daughter’s face in the firelight, hearing her sigh in the night wind. He talked in homely words that left the baggage-man’s face grave, then he told how Burns, in a cruel jest, had sent a starving boy out to solve the mystery that had baffled the best detectives. When he had finished his listener cried:
“Shure it was a rotten trick, but why d’ye come here?”
“I want you to go through your baggage-room with me till we find a trunk which this key will fit.”
“Come on with ye. I’m blamed if I don’t admire yer nerve. Of course ye understand I’ve no right to let ye in–that’s up to the station-master, but he’s a grouchy divil.” The speaker led Paul into a room piled high with trunks, then summoned two helpers. “We’ll move every dam’ wan of them till we fit your little key,” he declared; then the four men fell to.
A blind search promised to be a job of hours, so Paul walked down the runway between the piles of trunks, using his eyes as he went. At least he could eliminate certain classes of baggage, and thus he might shorten the search; but half-way down the row he called sharply to the smashers:
“Come here, quick!” At his tone they came running. “Look! that one in the bottom row!” he cried. “That’s it. Something tells me it is.”
On the floor underneath the pile was a little, flat, battered tin trunk, pathetically old-fashioned and out of place among its more stylish neighbors; it was the kind of trunk Paul had seen in his mother’s front room on the farm. It was bound about with a bit of rope.
His excitement infected the others, and the three smashers went at the pile, regardless of damage. Anderson’s suspense bid fair to choke him; what if this were not the one? he asked himself. But what if it were the right one? What if this key he clutched in his cold palm should fit the lock? Paul pictured what he would see when he lifted the lid: a collection of forms, hangers, patterns, yard-sticks, a tape measure, and somewhere in it a little black yarn mitten. He prayed blindly for courage to withstand disappointment.
“There she is,” panted his Irish friend, dragging the object out into the clear. The other men crowded closer. “Come on, lad. What are ye waitin’ for?”
Anderson knelt before the little battered trunk and inserted the key. It was the keenest moment he had ever lived. He turned the key; then he was on his feet, cold, calm, his blue eyes glittering.
“Cut those ropes. Quick!” he ordered. “We’re right.”
The man at his side whipped out a knife and slashed twice.
“Come close, all of you,” Paul directed, “and remember everything we find. You may have to testify.”
He lifted the lid. On the top of the shallow tray lay a little black yarn mitten, the mate to that one in the city Morgue.
Anderson smiled into the faces of the men at his side. “That’s it,” he said, simply.
The tall Irishman laid a hand on his shoulder, saying: “Yer all right, boy. Don’t get rattled,”
Paul opened the till and found precisely the paraphernalia he had expected: there were forms, hangers, patterns, yard-sticks, and a tape measure. In the compartment beneath were some neatly folded clothes, the needlework of which was fine, and in one corner a bundle of letters which Anderson examined with trembling fingers. They were addressed to “Miss Mabel Wilkes, Highland, Ontario, Canada, Care of Captain Wilkes.”
The amateur detective replaced the letters carefully; he closed and locked the trunk; then he thanked his companions.
“If I had a dollar in the world,” said he, “I’d ask you boys to have a drink, but I’m broke.” Then he began to laugh foolishly, hysterically, until the raw-boned man clapped him on the back again.
“Straighten up, lad. Ye’ve been strained a bit too hard. I’ll telephone for the cops.”
In an instant Paul was himself. “You’ll do nothing of the sort,” he cried. “Why, man, you’ll spoil the whole thing. I’ve worked this out alone, and if the police hear of it they’ll notify all the papers and I’ll have no story. Burns won’t give me that job, and I’ll be hungry again.”
“True! I forgot that fat-headed divil of an editor. Well, you say the word and nobody won’t know nothin’ from us. Hey, boys?”
“Sure not,” the other men agreed. This lad was one of their kind; he was up against it and fighting for his own, therefore they knew how to sympathize. But Paul had been seized with terror lest his story might get away from him, therefore he bade them a hasty good-by and sped up-town. His feet could not carry him swiftly enough.
Burns greeted him sourly when he burst into the editorial sanctum. It was not yet twenty-four hours since he had sent this fellow away with instructions not to return.
“Are you back again?” he snarled. “I heard about your assaulting Wells down at the City Hall. Don’t try it on me or I’ll have you pinched.”
Paul laughed lightly. “I don’t have to fight for my rights any more.”
“Indeed! What are you grinning about? Have you found who that girl is?”
“I have.”
“_What?_” Burns’s jaw dropped limply; he leaned forward in his chair.
“Yes, sir! I’ve identified her.”
The fat man was at first incredulous, then suspicious. “Don’t try any tricks on me,” he cried, warningly. “Don’t try to put anything over–“
“Her name is Mabel Wilkes. She is the daughter of Captain Wilkes, of Highland, Ontario. She was a country dressmaker and lived with her people at that place. Her trunk is down at the Grand Trunk depot with the rest of her clothes in it, together with the mate to the mitten she had when she killed herself. I went through the trunk with the baggage-master, name Corrigan. Here’s the key which I got from her purse at the coroner’s office.”
Burns fixed his round eyes upon the key, then he shifted them slowly to Anderson’s face. “Why–why–this is amazing! I–I–” He cleared his throat nervously. “How did you discover all this? Who told you?”
“Nobody told me. I reasoned it out.”
“But how–Good Lord! Am I dreaming?”
“I’m a good newspaper man. I’ve been telling you that every day. Maybe you’ll believe me now.”
Burns made no reply. Instead, he pushed a button and Wells, of the City Hall squad, entered, pausing abruptly at sight of Anderson. Giving the latter no time for words, Mr. Burns issued his instructions. On the instant he was the trained newspaper man again, cheating the clock dial and trimming minutes: his words were sharp and decisive.
“That suicide story has broken big and we’ve got a scoop. Anderson has identified her. Take the first G.T. train for Highland, Ontario, and find her father, Captain Wilkes. Wire me a full story about the girl Mabel, private life, history, everything. Take plenty of space. Have it in by midnight.”
Wells’s eyes were round, too; they were glued upon Paul with a hypnotic stare, but he managed to answer, “Yes, sir!” He was no longer grinning.
“Now, Anderson,” the editor snapped, “get down-stairs and see if you can write the story. Pile it on thick–it’s a corker.”
“Very good, sir, but I’d like a little money,” that elated youth demanded, boldly. “Just advance me fifty, will you? Remember I’m on top salary.”
Burns made a wry face. “I’ll send a check down to you,” he promised, “but get at that story and make it a good one or I’ll fire you tonight.”
Anderson got. He found a desk and began to write feverishly. A half-hour later he read what he had written and tore it up. Another half-hour and he repeated the performance. Three times he wrote the tale and destroyed it, then paused, realizing blankly that as a newspaper story it was impossible. Every atom of interest surrounding the suicide of the girl grew out of his own efforts to solve the mystery. Nothing had happened, no new clues had been uncovered, no one had been implicated in the girl’s death, there was no crime. It was a tale of Paul Anderson’s deductions, nothing more, and it had no newspaper value. He found he had written about himself instead of about the girl.
He began again, this time laboriously eliminating himself, and when he had finished his story it was perhaps the poorest journalistic effort ever written.
Upon lagging feet he bore the copy to Burns’s office. But the editor gave him no time for explanation, demanding, fiercely:
“Where’s that check I sent you?”
“Here it is.” The youth handed it to him. “Make a mistake?”
“I certainly did.” Burns tore up the check before saying, “Now you get out, you bum, and stay out, or take the consequences.”
“Get out? What for?”
“You know what for.” Burns was quivering with rage. “You ran a good bluff and you nearly put it over; but I don’t want to advertise myself as a jackass, so I shan’t have you pinched unless you come back.”
“Come back? I intend to stay. What’s the matter?”
“I had an idea you were fourflushing,” stormed the editor, “so I went down to the G.T. depot myself. There’s no trunk of the sort there; Corrigan never saw you or anybody like you. Say, why didn’t you walk out when you got that check? What made you come back?”
Anderson began to laugh softly. “Good old Corrigan! He’s all right, isn’t he? Well, he gets half of that check when you rewrite it, if I don’t laugh myself to death before I get to the bank.”
“What d’you mean?” Burns was impressed by the other’s confidence.
“Nothing, except that I’ve found one square man in this village. One square guy is a pretty big percentage in a town the size of Buffalo. Corrigan wouldn’t let you see the depot if I wasn’t along. Put on your coat and come with me–yes, and bring a couple of hired men if it will make you feel any better.”
At the depot he called the baggage-master to him, and said:
“Mr. Corrigan, this is Mr. Burns, the city editor of _The Intelligencer_.”
“That’s what he told me,” grinned the Irishman, utterly ignoring the young editor; “but you didn’t give him no references, and I wouldn’t take a chance.”
Burns maintained a dignified silence; he said little even when the contents of the trunk were displayed to him. Nor did he open his mouth on the way back to the office. But when he was seated at his desk and had read Anderson’s copy he spoke.
“This is the rottenest story ever turned in at this office,” said he.
“I know it is,” Paul agreed, frankly, then explained his difficulty in writing it.
“I’ll do it myself,” Burns told him. “Now, you go home and report to-morrow.”
A very tired but a very happy young man routed out the landlady of a cheap boarding-house that night and hugged her like a bear, explaining joyously that he had done a great big thing. He waltzed her down the hall and back, while she clutched wildly at her flapping flannel wrapper and besought him to think of her other boarders. He waltzed her out of her bedroom slippers, gave her a smacking big kiss on her wrinkled cheek, then left her, breathless and scandalized, but all aflutter.
The city had read the story when Anderson awoke the next morning, for _The Intelligencer_ had made a clean “beat,” and Burns had played up the story tremendously, hence it was with jumping pulses that Paul scanned the front page of that journal. The further he read, however, the greater grew his indignation.
The history of Mabel Wilkes, under the magic touch of Burns, had, to be sure, become a wonderful, tragic story; but nowhere in it was mention made of Paul Anderson. In the patient and ingenious solution of the mystery of the girl’s identity no credit was given to him. The cleverness and the perseverance of _The Buffalo Intelligencer_ was exploited, its able reportorial staff was praised, its editorial shrewdness extolled, but that was all. When he had concluded reading the article Anderson realized that it was no more than a boost for the city editor, who it was plain to be seen, had uncovered the story bit by bit, greatly to the confusion of the police and the detective bureau.
It astounded as well as angered Paul to realize how cleverly Burns had covered him up, therefore the sense of injustice was strong in him when he entered the office. His enemy recognized his mood, and seemed to gloat over it.
“That was good work you did,” he purred, “and I’ll keep you on as long as you show ability. Of course you can’t write yet, so I’ll let you cover real-estate transactions and the market. I’ll send for you when you’re needed.”
Anderson went back to his desk in silent rage. Real estate! Burns evidently intended to hold him down. His gloomy meditations were somewhat lightened by the congratulations of his fellow-reporters, who rather timidly ventured to introduce themselves. They understood the facts and they voiced a similar indignation to his. Burns had played him a rotten trick, they agreed. Not content with robbing his new reporter of the recognition which was justly his, the fellow was evidently determined to vent his spite in other ways. Well, that was like Burns. They voiced the opinion that Anderson would have a tough job getting through interference of the kind that their editor would throw in his way.
Hour after hour Paul sat around the office nursing his disappointment, waiting for Burns to send him out. About two o’clock Wells hurried into the office, bringing with him the afternoon papers still wet from the press. In his eyes was an unwonted sparkle. He crossed directly to Anderson and thrust out his palm.
“Old man, I want to shake with you,” said he. “And I want to apologize for being a rotter.”
Paul met him half-way, and the fellow went on:
“Burns gave us the wrong tip on you–said you were a joke–that’s why we joshed you. But you showed us up, and I’m glad you did.”
“Why–thank you!” stammered the new reporter, upon whom this manly apology had a strong effect. “It–it was more luck than anything.”
“Luck nothing! You’re a genius, and it’s a dirty shame the way the boss tried to steal your credit. However, it seems he overreached himself.” Wells began to laugh.
“_Tried_ to steal it! Good Lord! he did steal it! How do you mean he overreached himself?”
“Haven’t you seen the afternoon papers?”
“No.”
“Well! Read ’em!” Mr. Wells spread his papers out before Paul, whose astonished eyes took in for a second time the story of the Wilkes suicide. But what a story!
He read his own name in big, black type; he read head-lines that told of a starving boy sent out on a hopeless assignment as a cruel joke; he read the story as it had really occurred, only told in the third person by an author who was neither ashamed nor afraid to give credit where it was due. The egotistical pretense of _The Buffalo Intelligencer_ was torn to shreds, and ridicule was heaped upon its editor. Paul read nervously, breathlessly, until Wells interrupted him.
“I’m to blame for this,” said he. “I couldn’t stand for such a crooked deal. When I got in this morning and saw what that fat imbecile had done to you I tipped the true facts off to the others–all of the facts I knew. They got the rest from Corrigan, down at the Grand Trunk depot. Of course this means my job, if the old man finds it out; but I don’t give a damn.”
As yet Anderson was too dazed to grasp what had happened to him, but the other continued:
“The boys have had it in for Burns, on the quiet, for months, and now I guess they’re even.”
“I–I don’t know how to thank you,” stammered Anderson.
“Don’t try. You’re a born reporter, and the other papers will give you a job even if the baby hippo in yonder fires you.”
A boy touched Paul on the arm with the announcement, “Mr. Burns wants to see you.”
“Oho!” cried Wells. “He’s got the bad news. Gee! I’d like to hear what he says. I’ll bet he’s biting splinters out of his desk. Let me know what comes off, will you?”
When Anderson entered the office of his editor he was met by a white-faced man whose rage had him so by the throat that speech for a moment was impossible. Beneath Mr. Burns’s feet, and strewn broadcast about the room, were the crumpled sheets of the afternoon papers. Burns glared at the newcomer for a moment, then he extended a shaking finger, crying, furiously:
“You did this!”
“Did what?”
“You put up this job. You made a fool of me!”
“No, sir! I did not. Your parents saw to that.”
“Don’t tell me you didn’t, you–you damned ungrateful–” Burns seemed about to assault his reporter, but restrained himself. “You’re fired! Do you understand? Fired–discharged.”
“Say, Burns–“
“Not a word. I’m done with you. I–“
“Just a minute,” young Anderson cried, in a tone that stilled the other. “I’m fired, am I, for something I didn’t do? Very well! I’m glad of it, for now you can’t stand in my way. You tried to double-cross me and failed. You robbed me of what was mine and got caught at it. You’re a big man, in your way, Burns, but some day people will tell you that the biggest thing you ever did was to fire Paul Anderson. That’s how small you’ll be, and that’s how big I’m going to grow. You’ve ‘welched’ on your own word; but there’s one thing you gave me that you can’t take away, and that’s the knowledge that I’m a newspaper man and a good one. Now just one thing more: I’m broke today, but I’m going to lick you as soon as I save up enough for the fine.”
With studied insolence the speaker put on his hat, slammed the door behind him, and walked out of _The Intelligencer_ office, leaving the apoplectic editor thereof secure in the breathless knowledge that for once in his life he had heard the truth spoken. Mr. Burns wondered how long it would take that young bully to save up ten dollars and costs.
OUT OF THE NIGHT
“There is but one remedy for your complaint.” Doctor Suydam settled deeper into his chair. “Marry the girl.”
“That is the only piece of your professional advice I ever cared to follow. But how?”
“Any way you can–use force if necessary–only marry her. Otherwise I predict all sorts of complications for you–melancholia, brain-fag, bankruptcy–“
Austin laughed. “Could you write me a prescription?”
“Oh, she’ll have you, Bob. You don’t seem to realize that you are a good catch.”
Austin finished buckling his puttee before rising to his full height. “That doesn’t mean anything to her. She doesn’t need to make a catch.”
“Nonsense! She’s just like all the others, only richer and nicer. Go at her as if she were the corn-market; she won’t be half so hard to corner. You have made a name for yourself, and a blamed sight more money than you deserve; you are young–comparatively, I mean.”
The elder man stroked his shock of iron-gray hair for answer.
“Well, at any rate you are a picturesque personage, even if you can’t wear riding-clothes.”
“Doesn’t a man look like the devil in these togs?” Austin posed awkwardly in front of a mirror.
“There’s only one person who can look worse in riding-clothes than a man–that’s a woman.”
“What heresy, particularly in a society doctor! But I agree with you. I learned to ride on her account, you know. As a matter of fact, I hate it. The sight of a horse fills me with terror.”
Doctor Suydam laughed outright at this. “She tells me that you have a very good seat.”
“Really!” Austin’s eyes gleamed suddenly. “You know I never had a chance to ride when I was a youngster–in fact, I never had an opportunity to do anything except work. That’s what makes me so crude and awkward. What I know I have picked up during the last few years.”
“You make me tired!” declared the former. “You aren’t–“
“Oh, I don’t skate on waxed floors nor spill tea, nor clutch at my chauffeur in a tight place, but you know what I mean. I feel lonesome in a dress-suit, a butler fills me with gloom, and–Well, I’m not one of you, that’s all.”
“Perhaps that’s what makes a hit with Marmion. She’s used to the other kind.”
“It seems to me that I have always worked,” ruminated the former speaker. “I don’t remember that I ever had time to play, even after I came to the city. It’s a mighty sad thing to rob a boy of his childhood; it makes him a dull, unattractive sort when he grows up. I used to read about people like Miss Moore, but I never expected to know them until I met you. Of course, that corn deal rather changed things.”
“Well, I should rather say it did!” Suydam agreed, with emphasis.
“The result is that when I am with her I forget the few things I have done that are worth while, and I become the farm-hand again. I’m naturally rough and angular, and she sees it.”
“Oh, you’re too sensitive! You have a heart like a girl underneath that saturnine front of yours, and while you look like the Sphinx, you are really as much of a kid at heart as I am. Where do you ride to-day?”
“Riverside Drive.”
“What horse is she riding?”
“Pointer.”
The doctor shook his head. “Too many automobiles on the Drive. He’s a rotten nag for a woman, anyhow. His mouth is as tough as a stirrup, and he has the disposition of a tarantula. Why doesn’t she stick to the Park?”
“You know Marmion.”
“Say, wouldn’t it be great if Pointer bolted and you saved her life? She couldn’t refuse you then.”
Austin laughed. “That’s not exactly the way I’d care to win her. However, if Pointer bolted I’d probably get rattled and fall off my own horse. I don’t like the brutes. Come on, I’m late.”
“That’s right,” grumbled the other, “leave me here while you make love to the nicest girl in New York. I’m going down to the office and amputate somebody.”
They descended the single flight to the street, where Austin’s groom was struggling with a huge black.
“It’s coming pretty soft for you brokers,” the doctor growled, as his companion swung himself into the saddle. “The next time I get a friend I’ll keep him to myself.”
Austin leaned forward with a look of grave anxiety upon his rugged features and said: “Wish me luck, Doc. I’m going to ask her to-day.”
“Good for you, old fellow.” There was great fondness in the younger man’s eyes as he wrung the rider’s hand and waved him adieu, then watched him disappear around the corner.
“She’ll take him,” he mused, half aloud. “She’s a sensible girl even if all New York has done its best to spoil her.” He hailed a taxicab and was hurried to his office.
It was perhaps two hours later that he was called on the telephone.
“Hello! Yes, yes! What is it?” he cried, irritably. “Mercy Hospital! _What_?” The young physician started. “Hurt, you say? Run-away? Go on, quick!” He listened with whitening face, then broke in abruptly: “Of course he sent for me. I’ll be right up.”
He slammed the receiver upon its hook and, seizing his hat, bolted out through a waiting-room full of patients. His car was in readiness, and he called to his chauffeur in such tones that the fellow vaulted to his seat.
“Go up Madison Avenue; there’s less traffic there. And for God’s sake _hurry_!”
During two years’ service with New York’s most fashionable physician the driver had never received a command like this, and he opened up his machine. A policeman warned him at Thirty-third Street and the car slowed down, at which Suydam leaned forward, crying, roughly:
“To hell with regulations! There’s a man dying!”
The last word was jerked from him as he was snapped back into his seat. Regardless of admonitory shouts from patrolmen, the French car sang its growing song, while truck-drivers bellowed curses and pedestrians fled from crossings at the scream of its siren. A cross-town car blocked them, and the brakes screeched in agony, while Doctor Suydam was well-nigh catapulted into the street; then they were under way again, with the car leaping from speed to speed. It was the first time the driver had ever dared to disregard those upraised, white-gloved hands, and it filled his joy-riding soul with exultation. A street repair loomed ahead, whereupon, with a sickening skid, they swung into a side street; the gears clashed again, and an instant later they shot out upon Fifth Avenue. At the next corner they lay motionless in a blockade, while the motor shuddered; then they dodged through an opening where the mud-guards missed by an inch and were whirling west toward Broadway. At 109th Street a bicycle officer stared in amazement at the dwindling number beneath the rear axle, then ducked his head and began to pedal. He overhauled the speeding machine as it throbbed before the doors of Mercy Hospital, to be greeted by a grinning chauffeur who waved him toward the building and told of a doctor’s urgency.
Inside, Doctor Suydam, pallid of face and shaking in a most unprofessional manner, was bending over a figure in riding-clothes, the figure of a tall, muscular man who lay silent, deaf to his words of greeting.
They told him all there was to tell in the deadly, impersonal way of hospitals, while he nodded swift comprehension. There had been a runaway–a woman on a big, white-eyed bay, that had taken fright at an automobile; a swift rush up the Driveway, a lunge over the neck of the pursuing horse, then a man wrenched from his saddle and dragged beneath cruel, murderous hoofs. The bay had gone down, and the woman was senseless when the ambulance arrived, but she had revived and had been hurried to her home. In the man’s hand they had found the fragment of a bridle rein gripped with such desperation that they could not remove it until he regained consciousness. He had asked regarding the girl’s safety, then sighed himself into oblivion again. They told Suydam that he would die.
With sick heart the listener cursed all high-spirited women and high-strung horses, declaring them to be works of the devil, like automobiles; then he went back to the side of his friend, where other hands less unsteady were at work.
“Poor lonely old Bob!” he murmured. “Not a soul to care except Marmion and me, and God knows whether she cares or not.”
* * * * *
But Robert Austin did not die, although the attending surgeons said he would, said he should, in fact, unless all the teachings of their science were at fault. He even offended the traditions of the hospital by being removed to his own apartments in a week. There Suydam, who had watched him night and day, told him that Miss Moore had a broken shoulder and hence could not come to see him.
“Poor girl!” said Austin, faintly. “If I’d known more about horses I might have saved her.”
“If you’d known more about horses you’d have let Pointer run,” declared his friend. “Nobody but an idiot or a Bob Austin would have taken the chance you did. How is your head?”
The sick man closed his eyes wearily. “It hurts all the time. What’s the matter with it?”
“We’ve none of us been able to discover what isn’t the matter with it! Why in thunder did you hold on so long?”
“Because I–I love her, I suppose.”
“Did you ask her to marry you?” Suydam had been itching to ask the question for days.
“No, I was just getting to it when Pointer bolted. I–I’m slow at such things.” There was a moment’s pause. “Doc, what’s the matter with my eyes? I can’t see very well.”
“Don’t talk so much,” ordered the physician. “You’re lucky to be here at all. Thanks to that copper-riveted constitution of yours, you’ll get well.”
But it seemed that the patient was fated to disappoint the predictions of his friend as well as those of the surgeons at Mercy Hospital. He did not recover in a manner satisfactory to his medical adviser, and although he regained the most of his bodily vigor, the injury to his eyes baffled even the most skilled specialists.
He was very brave about it, however, and wrung the heart of Doctor Suydam by the uncomplaining fortitude with which he bore examination after examination. Learned oculists theorized vaporously about optic atrophies, fractures, and brain pressures of one sort and another; and meanwhile Robert Austin, in the highest perfection of bodily vigor, in the fullest possession of those faculties that had raised him from an unschooled farm-boy to a position of eminence in the business world, went slowly blind. The shadows crept in upon him with a deadly, merciless certainty that would have filled the stoutest heart with gloom, and yet he maintained a smiling stoicism that deceived all but his closest associates. To Doctor Suydam, however, the incontestable progress of the malady was frightfully tragic. He alone knew the man’s abundant spirits, his lofty ambitions, and his active habits. He alone knew of the overmastering love that had come so late and was destined to go unvoiced, and he raved at the maddening limits of his profession. In Austin’s presence he strove to be cheerful and to lighten the burden he knew was crushing the sick man; but at other times he bent every energy toward a discovery of some means to check the affliction, some hand more skilled than those he knew of. In time, however, he recognized the futility of his efforts, and resigned himself to the worst. He had a furious desire to acquaint Marmion Moore with the truth, and to tell her, with all the brutal frankness he could muster, of her part in this calamity. But Austin would not hear of it.
“She doesn’t dream of the truth,” the invalid told him. “And I don’t want her to learn. She thinks I’m merely weak, and it grieves her terribly to know that I haven’t recovered. If she really knew–it might ruin her life, for she is a girl who feels deeply. I want to spare her that; it’s the least I can do.”
“But she’ll find it out some time.”
“I think not. She comes to see me every day–“
“Every day?”
“Yes. I’m expecting her soon.”
“And she doesn’t know?”
Austin shook his head. “I never let her see there’s anything the matter with my sight. She drives up with her mother, and I wait for her there in the bay-window. It’s getting hard for me to distinguish her now, but I recognize the hoofbeats–I can tell them every time.”
“But–I don’t understand.”
“I pretend to be very weak,” explained the elder man, with a guilty flush. “I sit in the big chair yonder and my Jap boy waits on her. She is very kind.” Austin’s voice grew husky. “I’m sorry to lose sight of the Park out yonder, and the trees and the children–they’re growing indistinct. I–I like children. I’ve always wanted some for myself. I’ve dreamed about–that.” His thin, haggard face broke into a wistful smile. “I guess that is all over with now.”
“Why?” questioned Suydam, savagely. “Why don’t you ask her to marry you, Bob? She couldn’t refuse–and God knows you need her.”
“That’s just it; she couldn’t refuse. This is the sort of thing a fellow must bear alone. She’s too young, and beautiful, and fine to be harnessed up to a worn-out old–cripple.”
“Cripple!” The other choked. “Don’t talk like that. Don’t be so blamed resigned. It tears my heart out. I–I–why, I believe I feel this more than you do.”
Austin turned his face to the speaker with a look of such tragic suffering that the younger man fell silent.
“I’m glad I can hide my feelings,” Austin told him, slowly, “for that is what I have to do every instant she is with me. I don’t wish to inflict unnecessary pain upon my friends, but don’t you suppose I know what this means? It means the destruction of all my fine hopes, the death of all I hold dear in the world. I love my work, for I am–or I was–a success; this means I must give it up. I’m strong in body and brain; this robs me of my usefulness. All my life I have prayed that I might some time love a woman; that time has come, but this means I must give her up and be lonely all my days. I must grope my way through the dark with never a ray of light to guide me. Do you know how awful the darkness is?” He clasped his hands tightly. “I must go hungering through the night, with a voiceless love to torture me. Just at the crowning point of my life I’ve been snuffed out. I must fall behind and see my friends desert me.”
“Bob!” cried the other, in shocked denial.
“Oh, you know it will come to that. People don’t like to feel pity forever tugging at them. I’ve been a lonely fellow and my friends are numbered. For a time they will come to see me, and try to cheer me up; they will even try to include me in their pleasures; then when it is no longer a new story and their commiseration has worn itself out they will gradually fall away. It always happens so. I’ll be ‘poor Bob Austin,’ and I’ll go feeling my way through life an object of pity, a stumbling, incomplete thing that has no place to fill, no object to work for, no one to care. God! I’m not the sort to go blind! Where’s the justice of it? I’ve lived clean. Why did this happen to me? Why? Why? I know what the world is; I’ve been a part of it. I’ve seen the spring and the autumn colors and I’ve watched the sunsets. I’ve looked into men’s faces and read their souls, and when you’ve done that you can’t live in darkness. I can’t and–I won’t!”
“What do you mean?”
“I’m going away.”
“When? Where?”
“When I can no longer see Marmion Moore and before my affliction becomes known to her. Where–you can guess.”
“Oh, that’s cowardly, Bob! You’re not that sort. You mustn’t! It’s unbelievable,” his friend cried, in a panic.
Austin smiled bitterly. “We have discussed that too often, and–I’m not sure that what I intend doing is cowardly. I can’t go now, for the thing is too fresh in her memory, she might learn the truth and hold herself to blame; but when she has lost the first shock of it I shall walk out quietly and she won’t even suspect. Other interests will come into her life; I’ll be only a memory. Then–” After a pause he went on, “I couldn’t bear to see her drop away with the rest.”
“Don’t give up yet,” urged the physician. “She is leaving for the summer, and while she is gone we’ll try that Berlin chap. He’ll be here in August.”
“And he will fail, as the others did. He will lecture some clinic about me, that’s all. Marmion will hear that my eyes have given out from overwork, or something like that. Then I’ll go abroad, and–I won’t come back.” Austin, divining the rebellion in his friend’s heart, said, quickly: “You’re the only one who could enlighten her, Doc, but you won’t do it. You owe me too much.”
“I–I suppose I do,” acknowledged Suydam, slowly. “I owe you more than I can ever repay–“
“Wait–” The sick man raised his hand, while a sudden light blazed up in his face. “She’s coming!”
To the doctor’s trained ear the noises of the street rose in a confused murmur, but Austin spoke in an awed, breathless tone, almost as if he were clairvoyant.
“I can hear the horses. She’s coming to–see me.”
“I’ll go,” exclaimed the visitor, quickly, but the other shook his head.
“I’d rather have you stay.”
Austin was poised in an attitude of the intensest alertness, his angular, awkward body was drawn to its full height, his lean face was lighted by some hidden fire that lent it almost beauty.
“She’s getting out of the carriage,” he cried, in a nervous voice; then he felt his way to his accustomed arm-chair. Suydam was about to go to the bay-window when he paused, regarding his friend curiously.
“What are you doing?”
The blind man had begun to beat time with his hand, counting under his breath: “One! Two! Three!–“
“She’ll knock when I reach twenty-five. ‘Sh! ‘sh!” He continued his pantomime, and Suydam realized that from repeated practice Austin had gauged to a nicety the seconds Marmion Moore required to mount the stairs. This was his means of holding himself in check. True to prediction, at “Twenty-five” a gentle knock sounded, and Suydam opened the door.
“Come in, Marmion.”
The girl paused for the briefest instant on the threshold, and the doctor noted her fleeting disappointment at seeing him; then she took his hand.
“This _is_ a surprise,” she exclaimed. “I haven’t seen you for ever so long.”
Her anxious glance swept past him to the big, awkward figure against the window’s light. Austin was rising with apparent difficulty, and she glided to him.
“Please! Don’t rise! How many times have I told you not to exert yourself?”
Suydam noted the gentle, proprietary tone of her voice, and it amazed him.
“I–am very glad that you came to see me.” The afflicted man’s voice was jerky and unmusical. “How are you to-day, Miss?”
“He shouldn’t rise, should he?” Miss Moore appealed to the physician. “He is very weak and shouldn’t exert himself.”
The doctor wished that his friend might see the girl’s face as he saw it; he suddenly began to doubt his own judgment of women.
“Oh, I’m doing finely,” Austin announced. “Won’t you be seated?” He waved a comprehensive gesture, and Suydam, marveling at the manner in which the fellow concealed his infirmity, brought a chair for the caller.
“I came alone to-day. Mother is shopping,” Miss Moore was saying. “See! I brought these flowers to cheer up your room.” She held up a great bunch of sweet peas. “I love the pink ones, don’t you?”
Austin addressed the doctor. “Miss Moore has been very kind to me; I’m afraid she feels it her duty–“
“No! No!” cried the girl.
“She rarely misses a day, and she always brings flowers. I’m very fond of bright colors.”
Suydam cursed at the stiff formality in the man’s tone. How could any woman see past that glacial front and glimpse the big, aching heart beyond? Austin was harsh and repellent when the least bit self-conscious, and now he was striving deliberately to heighten the effect.
The physician wondered why Marmion Moore had gone even thus far in showing her gratitude, for she was not the self-sacrificing kind. As for a love match between two such opposite types, Suydam could not conceive of it. Even if the girl understood the sweet, simple nature of this man, even if she felt her own affections answer to his, Suydam believed he knew the women of her set too well to imagine that she could bring herself to marry a blind man, particularly one of no address.
“We leave for the mountains to-morrow,” Marmion said, “so I came to say good-by, for a time.”
“I–shall miss your visits,” Austin could not disguise his genuine regret, “but when you return I shall be thoroughly recovered. Perhaps we can ride again.”
“Never!” declared Miss Moore. “I shall never ride again. Think of the suffering I’ve caused you. I–I–am dreadfully sorry.”
To Suydam’s amazement, he saw the speaker’s eyes fill with tears. A doubt concerning the correctness of his surmises came over him and he rose quickly. After all, he reflected, she might see and love the real Bob as he did, and if so she might wish to be alone with him in this last hour. But Austin laughed at his friend’s muttered excuse.
“You know there’s nobody waiting for you. That’s only a pretense to find livelier company. You promised to dine with me.” To Miss Moore he explained: “He isn’t really busy; why, he has been complaining for an hour that the heat has driven all his patients to the country, and that he is dying of idleness.”
The girl’s expression altered curiously. She shrank as if wounded; she scanned the speaker’s face with startled eyes before turning with a strained smile to say:
“So, Doctor, we caught you that time. That comes from being a high-priced society physician. Why don’t you practise among the masses? I believe the poor are always in need of help.”
“I really have an engagement,” Suydam muttered.
“Then break it for Mr. Austin’s sake. He is lonely and–I must be going in a moment.”
The three talked for a time in the manner all people adopt for a sick-room, then the girl rose and said, with her palm in Austin’s hand:
“I owe you so much that I can never hope to repay you, but you–you will come to see me frequently this season. Promise! You won’t hide yourself, will you?”
The blind man smiled his thanks and spoke his farewell with meaningless politeness; then, as the physician prepared to see her to her carriage, Miss Moore said:
“No! Please stay and gossip with our invalid. It’s only a step.”
She walked quickly to the door, flashed them a smile, and was gone.
Suydam heard his patient counting as before.
“One! Two! Three–!”
At “Twenty-five” the elder man groped his way to the open bay-window and bowed at the carriage below. There came the sound of hoofs and rolling wheels, and the doctor, who had taken stand beside his friend, saw Marmion Moore turn in her seat and wave a last adieu. Austin continued to nod and smile in her direction, even after the carriage was lost to view; then he felt his way back to the arm-chair and sank limply into it.
“Gone! I–I’ll never be able to see her again.”
Suydam’s throat tightened miserably. “Could you see her at all?”
“Only her outlines; but when she comes back in the fall I’ll be as blind as a bat.” He raised an unsteady hand to his head and closed his eyes. “I can stand anything except that! To lose sight of her dear face–” The force of his emotion wrenched a groan from him.
“I don’t know what to make of her,” said the other. “Why didn’t you let me go, Bob? It was her last good-by; she wanted to be alone with you. She might have–“
“That’s it!” exclaimed Austin. “I was afraid of myself; afraid I’d speak if I had the chance.” His voice was husky as he went on. “It’s hard–hard, for sometimes I think she loves me, she’s so sweet and so tender. At such times I’m a god. But I know it can’t be; that it is only pity and gratitude that prompts her. Heaven knows I’m uncouth enough at best, but now I have to exaggerate my rudeness. I play a part–the part of a lumbering, stupid lout, while my heart is breaking.” He bowed his head in his hands, closing his dry, feverish eyes once more. “It’s cruelly hard. I can’t keep it up.”
The other man laid a hand on his shoulder, saying: “I don’t know whether you’re doing right or not. I half suspect you are doing Marmion a bitter wrong.”
“Oh, but she can’t–she _can’t_ love me!” Austin rose as if frightened. “She might yield to her impulse and–well, marry me, for she has a heart of gold, but it wouldn’t last. She would learn some time that it wasn’t real love that prompted the sacrifice. Then I should die.”
The specialist from Berlin came, but he refused to operate, declaring bluntly that there was no use, and all during the long, hot summer days Robert Austin sat beside his open window watching the light die out of the world, waiting, waiting, for the time to make his sacrifice.
Suydam read Marmion’s cheery letters aloud, wondering the while at the wistful note they sounded now and then. He answered them in his own handwriting, which she had never seen.
One day came the announcement that she was returning the first week in October. Already September was partly gone, so Austin decided to sail in a week. At his dictation Suydam wrote to her, saying that the strain of overwork had rendered a long vacation necessary. The doctor writhed internally as he penned the careful sentences, wondering if the hurt of the deliberately chosen words would prevent her sensing the truth back of them. As days passed and no answer came he judged it had.
The apartment was stripped and bare, the trunks were packed on the afternoon before Austin’s departure. All through the dreary mockery of the process the blind man had withstood his friend’s appeal, his stern face set, his heavy heart full of a despairing stubbornness. Now, being alone at last, he groped his way about the premises to fix them in his memory; then he sank into his chair beside the window.
He heard a knock at the door and summoned the stranger to enter, then he rose with a gasp of dismay. Marmion Moore was greeting him with sweet, yet hesitating effusiveness.
“I–I thought you were not coming back until next week,” he stammered.
“We changed our plans.” She searched his face as best she could in the shaded light, a strange, anxious expression upon her own. “Your letter surprised me.”
“The doctor’s orders,” he said, carelessly. “They say I have broken down.”
“I know! I know what caused it!” she panted. “You never recovered from that accident. You did not tell me the truth. I’ve always felt that you were hiding something from me. Why? Oh, why?”
“Nonsense!” He undertook to laugh, but failed in a ghastly manner. “I’ve been working too hard. Now I’m paying the penalty.”
“How long will you be gone?” she queried.
“Oh, I haven’t decided. A long time, however.” His tone bewildered her. “It is the first vacation I ever had; I want to make the most of it.”
“You–you were going away without saying good-by to–your old friends?” Her lips were white, and her brave attempt to smile would have told him the truth had he seen it, but he only had her tone to go by, so he answered, indifferently:
“All my arrangements were made; I couldn’t wait.”
“You are offended with me,” Miss Moore said, after a pause. “How have I hurt you? What is it; please? I–I have been too forward, perhaps?”
Austin dared not trust himself to answer, and when he made no sign the girl went on, painfully:
“I’m sorry. I didn’t want to seem bold. I owe you so much; we were such good friends–” In spite of her efforts her voice showed her suffering.
The man felt his lonely heart swell with the wild impulse to tell her all, to voice his love in one breathless torrent of words that would undeceive her. The strain of repression lent him added brusqueness when he strove to explain, and his coldness left her sorely hurt. His indifference filled her with a sense of betrayal; it chilled the impulsive yearning in her breast. She had battled long with herself before coming and now she repented of her rashness, for it was plain he did not need her. This certainty left her sick and listless, therefore she bade him adieu a few moments later, and with aching throat went blindly out and down the stairs.
The instant she was gone Austin leaped to his feet; the agony of death was upon his features. Breathlessly he began to count:
“One! Two! Three–!”
He felt himself smothering, and with one sweep of his hand ripped the collar from his throat.
“Five! Six! Seven–!”
He was battling like a drowning man, for, in truth, the very breath of his life was leaving him. A drumming came into his ears. He felt that he must call out to her before it was too late. He was counting aloud now, his voice like the moan of a man on the rack.
“Nine! Ten–!”
A frenzy to voice his sufferings swept over him, but he held himself. Only a moment more and she would be gone; her life would be spared this dark shadow, and she would never know, but he–he would indeed be face to face with darkness.
Toward the last he was reeling, but he continued to tell off the seconds with the monotonous regularity of a timepiece, his every power centered on that process. The idea came to him that he was counting his own flickering pulse-throbs for the last time. With a tremendous effort of will he smoothed his face and felt his way to the open window, for by now she must be entering the landau. A moment later and she would turn to waft him her last adieu. Her last! God! How the seconds lagged! That infernal thumping in his ears had drowned the noises from the street below. He felt that for all time the torture of this moment would live with him.
Then he smiled! He smiled blindly out into the glaring sunlight, and bowed. And bowed and smiled again, clinging to the window-casing to support himself. By now she must have reached the corner. He freed one hand and waved it gaily, then with outflung arms he stumbled back into the room, the hot tears coursing down his cheeks.
Marmion Moore halted upon the stairs and felt mechanically for her gold chatelaine. She recalled dropping it upon the center-table as she went forward with hands outstretched to Austin; so she turned back, then hesitated. But he was leaving to-morrow; surely he would not misinterpret the meaning of her reappearance. Summoning her self-control, she remounted the stairs quickly.
The door was half ajar as she had left it in her confusion. Mustering a careless smile, she was about to knock, then paused. Austin was facing her in the middle of the room, beating time. He was counting aloud–but was that his voice? In the brief instant she had been gone he had changed astoundingly. Moreover, notwithstanding the fact that she stood plainly revealed, he made no sign of recognition, but merely counted on and on, with the voice of a dying man. She divined that something was sadly amiss; she wondered for an instant if the man had lost his senses.
She stood transfixed, half-minded to flee, yet held by some pitying desire to help; then she saw him reach forward and grope his way uncertainly to the window. In his progress he stumbled against a chair; he had to feel for the casing. Then she knew.
Marmion Moore found herself inside the room, staring with wide, affrighted eyes at the man whose life she had spoiled. She pressed her hands to her bosom to still its heavings. She saw Austin nodding down at the street below; she saw his ghastly attempt to smile; she heard the breath sighing from his lungs and heard him muttering her name. Then he turned and lurched past her, groping, groping for his chair. She cried out, sharply, in a stricken voice:
“Mr. Austin!”
The man froze in his tracks; he swung his head slowly from side to side, as if listening.
“What!” The word came like the crack of a gun. Then, after a moment, “Marmion!” He spoke her name as if to test his own hearing. It was the first time she had ever heard him use it.
She slipped forward until within an arm’s-length of him, then stretched forth a wildly shaking hand and passed it before his unwinking eyes, as if she still disbelieved. Then he heard her moan.
“Marmion!” he cried again. “My God! little girl, I–thought I heard you go!”
“Then this, _this_ is the reason,” she said. “Oh-h-h!”
“What are you doing here? Why did you come back?” he demanded, brutally.
“I forgot my–No! God sent me back!”
There was a pause, during which the man strove to master himself; then he asked, in the same harsh accents:
“How long have you been here?”
“Long enough to see–and to understand.”
“Well, you know the truth at last. I–have gone–blind.” The last word caused his lips to twitch. He knew from the sound that she was weeping bitterly. “Please don’t. I’ve used my eyes too much, that is all. It is–nothing.”
“No! No! No!” she said, brokenly. “Don’t you think I understand? Don’t you think I see it all now? But why–why didn’t you tell me? Why?” When he did not answer she repeated: “God sent me back. I–I was not meant to be so unhappy.”
Austin felt himself shaken as if by a panic. He cried, hurriedly: “You see, we’ve been such good friends. I knew it would distress you. I–wanted to spare you that! You were a good comrade to me; we were like chums. Yes, we were chums. No friend could have been dearer to me than you, Miss Moore. I never had a sister, you know. I–I thought of you that way, and I–” He was struggling desperately to save the girl, but his incoherent words died on his lips when he felt her come close and lay her cheek against his arm.
“You mustn’t try to deceive me any more,” she said, gently. “I was here. I know the truth, and–I want to be happy.”
Even then he stood dazed and disbelieving until she continued:
“I know that you love me, and that I love you.”
“It is pity!” he exclaimed, hoarsely. “You don’t mean it.”
But she drew herself closer to him and turned her tear-stained face up to his, saying, wistfully, “If your dear eyes could have seen, they would have told you long ago.”
“Oh, my love!” He was too weak to resist longer. His arms were trembling as they enfolded her, but in his heart was a gladness that comes to but few men.
“And you won’t go away without me, will you?” she questioned, fearfully.
“No, no!” he breathed. “Oh, Marmion, I have lost a little, but I have gained much! God has been good to me.”
THE REAL AND THE MAKE-BELIEVE
On his way down-town Phillips stopped at a Subway news-stand and bought all the morning papers. He acknowledged that he was vastly excited. As he turned in at the stage door he thrilled at sight of the big electric sign over the theater, pallid now in the morning sunshine, but symbolizing in frosted letters the thing for which he had toiled and fought, had hoped and despaired these many years. There it hung, a dream come true, and it read, “A Woman’s Thrall, By Henry Phillips.”
The stage-door man greeted him with a toothless smile and handed him a bundle of telegrams, mumbling: “I knew it would go over, Mr. Phillips. The notices are swell, ain’t they?”
“They seem to be.”
“I ain’t seen their equal since ‘The Music Master’ opened. We’ll run a year.”
This differed from the feverish, half-hysterical praise of the evening before. Phillips had made allowances then for the spell of a first-night enthusiasm and had prepared himself for a rude awakening this morning–he had seen too many plays fail, to put much faith in the fulsomeness of first-nighters–but the words of the doorman carried conviction. He had felt confident up to the last moment, to be sure, for he knew he had put his life’s best work into this drama, and he believed he had written with a master’s cunning; nevertheless, when his message had gone forth a sudden panic had seized him. He had begun to fear that his judgment was distorted by his nearness to the play, or that his absorption in it had blinded him to its defects. It was evident now, however, that these fears had been ill-founded, for no play could receive such laudatory reviews as these and fail to set New-Yorkers aflame.
Certain printed sentences kept dancing through his memory: “Unknown dramatist of tremendous power,” “A love story so pitiless, so true, that it electrifies,” “The deep cry of a suffering heart,” “Norma Berwynd enters the galaxy of stars.”
That last sentence was the most significant, the most wonderful of all. Norma Berwynd a star! Phillips could scarcely credit it; he wondered if she had the faintest notion of how or why her triumph had been effected.
The property man met him, and he too was smiling.
“I just came from the office,” he began. “Say! they’re raving. It’s the biggest hit in ten years.”
“Oh, come now! It’s too early for the afternoon papers–“
“The papers be blowed! It’s the public that makes a play; the whole town knows about this one already. It’s in and over, I tell you; we’ll sell out tonight. Believe me, this is a knock-out–a regular bull’s-eye. It won’t take no government bonds to bridge us over the next two weeks.”
“Did you get the new props?”
“Sure! The electrician is working on the drop light for the first act; we’ll have a better glass crash tonight, and I’ve got a brand-new dagger. That other knife was all right, but Mr. Francis forgot how to handle it.”
“Nevertheless, it’s dangerous. We came near having a real tragedy last evening. Don’t let’s take any more chances.”
“It wasn’t my fault, on the level,” the property man insisted. “Francis always ‘goes up’ at an opening.”
“Thank Heaven the papers didn’t notice it.”
“Huh! We could _afford_ to kill an actor for notices like them. It would make great advertising and please the critics. Say! I knew this show was a hit.”
Under the dim-lit vault of the stage Phillips found the third-act scenery set for the rehearsal he had called, then, having given his instructions to the wardrobe woman, he drew a chair up before a bunch light and prepared to read for a second time the morning reviews.
He had attempted to read them at breakfast, but his wife–The playwright sighed heavily at the memory of that scene. Leontine had been very unjust, as usual. Her temper had run away with her again and had forced him to leave the house with his splendid triumph spoiled, his first taste of victory like ashes in his mouth. He was, in a way, accustomed to these endless, senseless rows, but their increasing frequency was becoming more and more trying, and he was beginning to doubt his ability to stand them much longer. It seemed particularly nasty of Leontine to seize upon this occasion to vent her open dislike of him–their relations were already sufficiently strained. Marriage, all at once, assumed a very lopsided aspect to the playwright; he had given so much and received so little.
With an effort he dismissed the subject from his mind and set himself to the more pleasant task of looking at his play through the eyes of the reviewers.
They had been very fair, he decided at last. Their only criticism was one which he had known to be inevitable, therefore he felt no resentment.
“Norma Berwynd was superb,” he read; “she combined with rare beauty a personality at once bewitching and natural. She gave life to her lines; she was deep, intense, true; she rose to her emotional heights in a burst of power which electrified the audience. We cannot but wonder why such an artist has remained so long undiscovered.”
The dramatist smiled; surely that was sufficient praise to compensate him for the miserable experience he had just undergone. He read further:
“Alas, that the same kind things cannot be said of Irving Francis, whose name is blazoned forth in letters of fire above the theater. He has established himself as one of America’s brightest stars; but the role of John Danton does not enhance his reputation. In his lighter scenes he was delightful, but his emotional moments did not ring true. In the white-hot climax of the third act, for instance, which is the big scene of the play, he was stiff, unnatural, unconvincing. Either he saw Miss Berwynd taking the honors of stardom away from him and generously submerged his own talent in order to enhance her triumph, or it is but another proof of the statement that husband and wife do not make convincing lovers in the realm of the make-believe. It was surely due to no lack of opportunity on his part–“
So the writer thought Irving Francis had voluntarily allowed his wife to rival him. Phillips smiled at this. Some actors might be capable of such generosity, but hardly Irving Francis. He recalled the man’s insistent demands during rehearsals that the ‘script be changed to build up his own part and undermine that of his wife; the many heated arguments which had even threatened to prevent the final performance of the piece. Irving’s egotism had blinded him to the true result of these quarrels, for although he had been given more lines, more scenes, Phillips had seen to it that Norma was the one to really profit by the changes. Author and star had been upon the verge of rupture more than once during that heartbreaking period of preparation, but Phillips was supremely glad now that he had held himself in control. Leontine’s constant nagging had borne fruit, after all, in that it had at least taught him to bite down on his words, and to smile at provocation.
Yes! Norma Berwynd was a star in spite of herself, in spite of her husband. She was no longer merely the wife of Irving Francis, the popular idol. Phillips was glad that she did not know how long it had taken him to effect her independence, nor the price he had paid for it, since, under the circumstances, the truth could help neither of them.
He was aroused from his abstraction by the rustle of a woman’s garments, and leaped to his feet with a glad light in his eyes, only to find Leontine, his wife, confronting him.
“Oh!” he said; then with an effort, “What is the matter?”
“Nothing.”
“I didn’t know you were coming down-town.”
“Whom were you expecting?” Leontine mocked, with that slight accent which betrayed her Gallic origin.
“No one.”
She regarded him with fixed hostility. “I came down to see your rehearsal. You don’t object, I hope?”
“Why should I object?” Phillips turned away with a shrug. “I’m surprised, that’s all–after what you said this morning. Isn’t your interest in the play a trifle–tardy?”
“No! I’ve been greatly interested in it all the time. I read it several times in manuscript.”
“Indeed! I didn’t know that. It won’t be much of a rehearsal this morning; I’m merely going to run over the third act with Mr. and Mrs. Francis.”
“You can rehearse her forty years and she’ll never play the part.”
“The critics don’t agree with you; they rave over her. If Francis himself–“
Mrs. Phillips uttered an exclamation of anger. “Oh, of course, _she_ is perfect! You wouldn’t give me the part, would you? No. You gave it to her. But it’s mine by rights; I have the personality.”
“I wrote it for her,” said the husband, after a pause. “I can’t see you in it.”
“Naturally,” she sneered. “Well, _I_ can, and it’s not too late to make the change. I’ll replace her. My name will help the piece.”
“Leontine!” he exclaimed, in amazement. “What are you talking about? The play is a tremendous success as it is, and Miss Berwynd is a big hit. I’d be crazy to make a change.”
“You won’t give me the part?”
“Certainly not. You shouldn’t ask it.”
“Doesn’t Leontine Murat mean more to the public than Norma Berwynd?” she demanded.
“Until last night, yes. To-day–well, no. She has created this role. Besides–you–couldn’t play the part.”
“And why not, if you please?”
“I don’t want to hurt your feelings, Leontine.”
“Go on!” she commanded, in a voice roughened by passion.
“In the first place you’re not–young enough.” The woman quivered. “In the second place, you’ve grown heavy. Then, too, your accent–“
She broke out at him furiously. “So! I’m old and fat and foreign. I’ve lost my beauty. You think so, eh? Well, other men don’t. I’ll show you what men think of me–“
“This is no time for threats,” he interrupted, coldly.
“Bah! I don’t threaten.” Seizing him by the arm, she swung him about, for she was a large woman and still in the fullest vigor of her womanhood. “Listen! You can’t fool me. I know why you wrote this play. I know why you took that girl and made a star of her. I’ve known the truth all along.”
“You have no cause to–“
“Don’t lie!” she stormed at him. “I can read you like a book. But I won’t stand for it.” She flung his arm violently from her and turned away.
“I think you’d better go home,” he told her. “You’ll have the stage hands talking in a minute.”
She laughed disagreeably, ignoring his words. “I watched you write this play! I have eyes, even if Irving Francis is blind. It’s time he knew what is going on.”
“There is nothing going on,” Phillips cried, heatedly; but his wife merely shrugged her splendid shoulders and, opening her gold vanity case, gave her face a deft going over with a tiny powder puff. After a time the man continued: “I could understand your attitude if you–cared for me, but some years ago you took pains to undeceive me on that point.”
Leontine’s lip curled, and she made no answer.
“This play is a fine piece of property; it will bring us a great deal of money; it is the thing for which I have worked years.”
“I am going to tell Francis the truth about you and his wife!” she said.
“But there’s nothing to tell,” the man insisted, with an effort to restrain himself. “Besides, you must know the result if you start a thing like that. He’ll walk out and take his wife with him. That would ruin–“
“Give me her part.”
“I won’t be coerced,” he flared up, angrily. “You are willing to ruin me, out of pique, I suppose, but I won’t permit it. This is the biggest thing I ever did, or ever will do, perhaps; it means honor and recognition, and–you’re selfish enough to spoil it all. I’ve never spoken to Norma Berwynd in any way to which her husband or you could object. Therefore I resent your attitude.”
“My attitude! I’m your wife.”
He took a turn across the stage, followed by her eyes. Pausing before her at length, he said, quietly: “I’ve asked you to go home and now I insist upon it. If you are here when I return I shall dismiss the rehearsal. I refuse to allow our domestic relations to interfere with my business.” He strode out to the front of the house and then paced the dark foyer, striving to master his emotions. A moment later he saw his wife leave the stage and assumed that she had obeyed his admonitions and gone home.
The property-man appeared with an armful of draperies and mechanical appliances, interrupting his whistling long enough to call out.
“Here’s the new hangings, Mr. Phillips, and the Oriental rugs. I’ve got the dagger, too.” He held a gleaming object on high. “Believe me, it’s some Davy Crockett. There’s a newspaper guy out back and he wants your ideas on the American drama. I told him they were great. Will you see him?”
“Not now. Tell him to come back later.”
“Say! That John Danton is some character. Why don’t you let him have the gal?”
“Because–well, because it doesn’t happen in real life, and I’ve tried to make this play real, more than anything else.”
When Norma Berwynd and her husband arrived Phillips had completely regained his composure, and he greeted them cordially. The woman seemed awed, half-frightened, by her sudden rise to fame. She seemed to be walking in a dream, and a great wonder dwelt in her eyes. As for Francis, he returned the author’s greeting curtly, making it plain that he was in no agreeable temper.
“I congratulate you, Phillips,” he said. “You and Norma have become famous overnight.”
The open resentment in his tone angered the playwright and caused him to wonder if their long-deferred clash was destined to occur this morning. He knew himself to be overwrought, and he imagined Francis to be in no better frame of mind; nevertheless, he answered, pacifically:
“If that is so we owe it to your art.”
“Not at all. I see now what I failed to detect in reading and rehearsing the piece, and what you neglected to tell me, namely, that this is a woman’s play. There’s nothing in it for me. There’s nothing in my part.”
“Oh, come now! The part is tremendous; you merely haven’t got the most out of it as yet.”
Francis drew himself up and eyed the speaker coldly. “You’re quoting the newspapers. Pray be more original. You know, of course, how I stand with these penny-a-liners; they never have liked me, but as for the part–” He shrugged. “I can’t get any more out of it than there is in it.”
“Doubtless that was my fault at rehearsals. I’ve called this one so we can fix up the weak spot in the third act.”
“Well! We’re on time. Where are the others?” Francis cast an inquiring glance about.
“I’ll only rehearse you and Mrs. Francis.”
“Indeed!” The former speaker opened his mouth for a cutting rejoinder, but changed his mind and stalked away into the shadowy depths of the wings.
“Please make allowances for him,” Norma begged, approaching Phillips in order that her words might not be overheard. “I’ve never seen him so broken up over anything. He is always unstrung after an opening, but he is–terrible, this morning.”
There was trouble, timidity, and another indefinable expression in the woman’s eyes as they followed the vanishing figure of her husband; faint lines appeared at the corners of her mouth, lines which had no place in the face of a happily married woman. She was trembling, moreover, as if she had but recently played some big, emotional role, and Phillips felt the old aching pity for her tugging at his heart. He wondered if those stories about Francis could be true.
“It has been a great strain on all of us,” he told her. “But you? How do you feel after all this?” He indicated the pile of morning papers, and at sight of them her eyes suddenly filled with that same wonder and gladness he had noticed when she first arrived.
“Oh-h! I–I’m breathless. Something clutches me–here.” She laid her hand upon her bosom. “It’s so new I can’t express it yet, except–well, all of my dreams came true in a night. Some fairy waved her wand and, lo! poor ugly little me–” She laughed, although it was more like a sob. “I had no idea my part was so immense. Had you?”
“I had. I wrote it that way. My dreams, also, came true.”
“But why?” A faint flush stole into her cheeks. “There are so many women who could have played the part better than I. You had courage to risk your piece in my hands, Mr. Phillips.”
“Perhaps I knew you better than you knew yourself.” She searched his face with startled curiosity. “Or better at least than the world knew you. Tell me, there is something wrong? I’m afraid he–resents your–“
“Oh no, no!” she denied, hastily, letting her eyes fall, but not before he had seen them fill again with that same expression of pain and bewilderment. “He’s–not himself, that’s all. I–You–won’t irritate him? Please! He has such a temper.”
Francis came out of the shadows scowling. “Well, let’s get at it,” said he.
Phillips agreed. “If you don’t mind we’ll start with your entrance. I wish you would try to express more depth of feeling, more tenderness, if you please, Mr. Francis. Remember, John Danton has fought this love of his for many years, undertaking to remain loyal to his wife. He doesn’t dream that Diane returns his love, for he has never spoken, never even hinted of his feelings until this instant. Now, however, they are forced into expression. He begins reluctantly, frightened at the thing which makes him speak, then when she responds the dam breaks and his love over-rides his will power, his loyalty, his lifelong principles; it sweeps him onward and it takes her with him. The truth appals them both. They recognize its certain consequences and yet they respond freely, fiercely. You can’t overplay the scene, Mr. Francis.”
“Certainly I can overplay it,” the star declared. “That’s the danger. My effects should come from repression.”
“I must differ with you. Repressive methods are out of place here. You see, John Danton loses control of himself–“
“Nonsense!” Francis declared, angrily.
“The effectiveness of the scene depends altogether upon its–well, its savagery. It must sweep the audience off its feet in order that the climax shall appear logical.”
“Nonsense again! I’m not an old-school actor, and I can’t chew scenery. I’ve gained my reputation by repressive acting, by intensity.”
“This is not acting; this is real life.”
Francis’s voice rose a tone in pitch, and his eyes flashed at this stubborn resistance to his own set ideas.
“Great heavens, Phillips! Don’t try to tell me my own business. People don’t behave that way in real life; they don’t explode under passion–not even jealousy or revenge; they are reserved. Reserve! That’s the real thing; the other is all make-believe.”
Seeing that it was useless to argue with the man, Phillips said nothing more, so Francis and his wife assumed their positions and began their lines.
It was a long scene and one demanding great force to sustain. It was this, in fact, which had led to the choice of Irving Francis for the principal role, for he was a man of tremendous physical power. He had great ability, moreover, and yet never, even at rehearsals, had he been able to invest this particular scene with conviction. Phillips had rehearsed him in it time and again, but he seemed strangely incapable of rising to the necessary heights. He was hollow, artificial; his tricks and mannerisms showed through like familiar trade marks. Strangely enough, the girl also had failed to get the most out of the scene, and this morning, both star and leading woman seemed particularly cold and unresponsive. They lacked the spark, the uplifting intensity, which was essential, therefore, in desperation, Phillips finally tried the expedient of altering their “business,” of changing positions, postures, and crosses; but they went through the scene for a second time as mechanically as before.
Knowing every line as he did, feeling every heart throb, living and suffering as John Danton was supposed to be living and suffering, Phillips was nearly distracted. To him this was a wanton butchery of his finest work. He interrupted, at last, in a heart-sick, hopeless tone which sorely offended the already irritated Francis.
“I’m–afraid it’s no use. You don’t seem to get it.”
“What is it I don’t get?” roughly demanded the actor.
“You’re not genuine–either of you. You don’t seem to feel it.”
“Humph! We’re married!” said the star, so brutally that his wife flushed painfully. “I tell you I get all it’s possible to get out of the scene. You wrote it and you see a lot of imaginary values; but they’re not there. I’m no superman–no god! I can’t give you more than the part contains.”
“Look at it in this light,” Phillips argued, after a pause. “Diane is a married woman; she, too, is fighting a battle; she is restrained by every convention, every sense of right, every instinct of wifehood and womanhood. Now, then, you must sweep all that aside; your own fire must set her ablaze despite–“
“I? _I_ must do all this?” mocked the other, furiously. “Why must _I_ do it all? Make Norma play up to me. She underplays me all the time; she’s not in my key. That’s what’s the matter–and I’m damned tired of this everlasting criticism.”
There was a strained silence, during which the two men faced each other threateningly, and a panic seized the woman.
She managed to say, uncertainly: “Perhaps I–should play up to you, Irving.”
“On the contrary, I don’t think the fault is yours,” Phillips said, stiffly.
Again there was a dramatic silence, in which there was no element of the make-believe. It was the clash of two strong men who disliked each other intensely and whose masks were slipping. Neither they nor the leading woman detected a figure stealing out from the gloom, as if drawn by the magnetism of their anger.
“My fault, as usual,” Francis sneered. “Understand this, Phillips, my reputation means something to me, and I won’t be forced out of a good engagement by a–well, by you or by any other stage manager.”
Phillips saw that same fearful look leap into the woman’s eyes, and it checked his heated retort. “I don’t mean to find fault with you,” he declared, evenly. “I have the greatest respect for your ability as an actor, but–“
The star tossed his massive head in a peculiarly aggravating manner. “Perhaps you think you can play the part better than I?”
“Irving! _Please_!” breathed his wife.
“Show me how it should be done, if you feel it so strongly.”
“Thank you, I will,” Phillips answered, impulsively. “I’m not an actor, but I wrote this piece. What’s more, I lived it before I wrote it. It’s my own story, and I think I know how it should be played.”
Francis smiled mockingly. “Good!” said he; “I shall learn something.”
“Do you mind?” The author turned to the real Diane, and she shook her head, saying, uncertainly:
“It’s–very good of you.”
“Very well. If you will hold the manuscript, Mr. Francis, I’ll try to show what I feel the scene lacks. However, I don’t think I’ll need any prompting. Now, then, we’ll begin at John Danton’s entrance.”
With the mocking smile still upon his lips, Francis took the manuscript and seated himself upon the prompter’s table.
It was by no means remarkable that Henry Phillips should know something about acting, for he had long been a stage manager, and in emergencies he has assumed a good many divergent roles. He felt no self-consciousness, therefore, as he exchanged places with Francis; only an intense desire to prove his contentions. He nerved himself to an unusual effort, but before he had played more than a few moments he forgot the hostile husband and began to live the part of John Danton as he had lived it in the writing, as he invariably lived it every time he read the play or saw it acted.
Nor, as he had said, did he need prompting, for the lines were not the written speeches of another which had been impressed upon his brain by the mechanical process of repetition; they were his own thoughts expressed in the simplest terms he knew, and they came forth unbidden, hot, eager. Once he began to voice them he was seized by that same mighty current which had drawn them from him in the first place and left them strewn upon paper like driftwood after a flood. He had acted every part of his play; he had spoken every line many times in solitude; but this was the first time he had faced the real Diane. He found himself mastered by a fierce exultation; he forgot that he was acting or that the woman opposite him was playing a role of his