“A husband can show his consideration without blarneying,” remarked Mrs. Watterly coldly. “When a man takes on in that way, you may be sure he wants something extra to pay for it.”
After a little thought Holcroft said, “I guess it’s a good way to pay for it between husband and wife.”
“Look here, Jim, since you’re so well up on the matrimonial question, why in thunder don’t you marry again? That would settle all your difficulties,” and Tom looked at his friend with a sort of wonder that he should hesitate to take this practical, sensible course.
“It’s very easy for you to say, ‘Why don’t you marry again?’ If you were in my place you’d see that there are things in the way of marrying for the sake of having a good butter maker and all that kind of thing.”
“Mr. Watterly wouldn’t be long in comforting himself,” remarked his wife.–“His advice to you makes the course he’d take mighty clear.”
“Now, Angy!” said Tom reproachfully. “Well,” he added with a grin, “you’re forewarned. So you’ve only to take care of yourself and not give me a chance.”
“The trouble is,” Holcroft resumed, “I don’t see how an honest man is going to comfort himself unless it all comes about in some natural sort of way. I suppose there are people who can marry over and over again, just as easy as they’d roll off a log. It aint for me to judge ’em, and I don’t understand how they do it. You are a very practical man, Tom, but just you put yourself in my shoes and see what you’d do. In the first place, I don’t know of a woman in the world that I’d think of marrying. That’s saying nothing against the women,–there’s lots too good for me,–but I don’t know ’em and I can’t go around and hunt ’em up. Even if I could, with my shy, awkward ways, I wouldn’t feel half so nervous starting out on a bear hunt. Here’s difficulty right at the beginning. Supposing I found a nice, sensible woman, such as I’d be willing to marry, there isn’t one chance in a hundred she’d look at an old fellow like me. Another difficulty: Supposing she would; suppose she looked me square in the eyes and said, ‘So you truly want a wife?’ what in thunder would I say then?–I don’t want a wife, I want a housekeeper, a butter maker, one that would look after my interests as if they were her own; and if I could hire a woman that would do what I wish, I’d never think of marrying. I can’t tell a woman that I love her when I don’t. If I went to a minister with a woman I’d be deceiving him, and deceiving her, and perjuring myself promiscuously. I married once according to law and gospel and I was married through and through, and I can’t do the thing over again in any way that would seem to me like marrying at all. The idea of me sitting by the fire and wishing that the woman who sat on the t’other side of the stove was my first wife! Yet I couldn’t help doing this any more than breathing. Even if there was any chance of my succeeding I can’t see anything square or honest in my going out and hunting up a wife as a mere matter of business. I know other people do it and I’ve thought a good deal about it myself, but when it comes to the point of acting I find I can’t do it.”
The two men now withdrew from the table to the fireside and lighted their pipes. Mrs. Watterly stepped out for a moment and Tom, looking over his shoulder to make sure she was out of ear shot, said under his breath, “But suppose you found a woman that you could love and obey, and all that?”
“Oh, of course, that would make everything different. I wouldn’t begin with a lie then, and I know enough of my wife to feel sure that she wouldn’t be a sort of dog in the manger after she was dead. She was one of those good souls that if she could speak her mind this minute she would say, ‘James, what’s best and right for you is best and right.’ But it’s just because she was such a good wife that I know there’s no use of trying to put anyone in her place. Where on earth could I find anybody, and how could we get acquainted so that we’d know anything about each other? No, I must just scratch along for a short time as things are and be on the lookout to sell or rent.”
Tom smoked meditatively for a few moments, and then remarked, “I guess that’s your best way out.”
“It aint an easy way, either,” said Holcroft. “Finding a purchaser or tenant for a farm like mine is almost as hard as finding a wife. Then, as I feel, leaving my place is next to leaving the world.”
Tom shook his head ruefully and admitted,, “I declare, Jim, when a feller comes to think it all over, you ARE in a bad fix, especially as you feel. I thought I could talk you over into practical common sense in no time. It’s easy enough when one don’t know all the bearin’s of a case, to think carelessly, ‘Oh, he aint as bad off as he thinks he is. He can do this and that and the t’other thing.’ But when you come to look it all over, you find he can’t, except at a big loss. Of course, you can give away your farm on which you were doing well and getting ahead, though how you did it, I can’t see. You’d have to about give it away if you forced a sale, and where on earth you’ll find a tenant who’ll pay anything worth considering–But there’s no use of croaking. I wish I could help you, old feller. By jocks! I believe I can. There’s an old woman here who’s right smart and handy when she can’t get her bottle filled. I believe she’d be glad to go with you, for she don’t like our board and lodging over much.”
“Do you think she’d go tonight?”
“Oh, yes! Guess so. A little cold water’ll be a good change for her.”
Mrs. Wiggins was seen, and feeling that any change would be for the better, readily agreed to go for very moderate wages. Holcroft looked dubiously at the woman’s heavy form and heavier face, but felt that it was the best he could do. Squeezing Mrs. Watterly’s cold, limp hand in a way that would have thawed a lump of ice, he said “goodby;” and then declaring that he would rather do his own harnessing for a night ride, he went out into the storm. Tom put on his rubber coat and went to the barn with his friend, toward whom he cherished honest good will.
“By jocks!” he ejaculated sympathetically, “but you have hard lines, Jim. What in thunder would I do with two such widdy women to look after my house!”
Chapter IX. Mrs. Mumpson Accepts Her Mission
As Holcroft drove through the town, Mrs. Wiggins, who, as matters were explained to her, had expressed her views chiefly by affirmative nods, now began to use her tongue with much fluency.
“Hi ‘ave a friend ‘herhabouts,” she said, “an’ she’s been a-keepin’ some of my things. Hi’ll be ‘olden to ye, master, hif ye’ll jes stop a bit hat the door whiles hi gets ’em. Hif ye’ll hadvance me a dollar or so on me wages hit’ll be a long time hafore I trouble ye hagain.”
The farmer had received too broad a hint not to know that Mrs. Wiggins was intent on renewing her acquaintance with her worst enemy. He briefly replied, therefore, “It’s too late to stop now. I’ll be coming down soon again and will get your things.”
In vain Mrs. Wiggins expostulated, for he drove steadily on. With a sort of grim humor, he thought of the meeting of the two “widdy women,” as Tom had characterized them, and of Mrs. Mumpson’s dismay at finding in the “cheap girl” a dame of sixty, weighing not far from two hundred. “If it wasn’t such awfully serious business for me,” he thought, “it would be better’n going to a theater to see the two go on. If I haven’t got three ‘peculiar females’ on my hands now, I’d like to hear of the man that has.”
When Mrs. Wiggins found that she could not gain her point, she subsided into utter silence. It soon became evident in the cloudy light of the moon that she was going to sleep, for she so nodded and swayed about that the farmer feared she would tumble out of the wagon. She occupied a seat just back of his and filled it, too. The idea of stepping over, sitting beside her, and holding her in, was inexpressibly repugnant to him. So he began talking to her, and finally shouting at her, to keep her awake.
His efforts were useless. He glanced with rueful dismay over his shoulder as he thought, “If she falls out, I don’t see how on earth I’ll ever get her back again.”
Fortunately the seat slipped back a little, and she soon slid down into a sort of mountainous heap on the bottom of the wagon, as unmindful of the rain as if it were a lullaby. Now that his mind was at rest about her falling out, and knowing that he had a heavy load, Holcroft let the horses take their own time along the miry highway.
Left to her own devices by Holcroft’s absence, Mrs. Mumpson had passed what she regarded as a very eventful afternoon and evening. Not that anything unusual had happened, unless everything she said and did may be looked upon as unusual; but Mrs. Mumpson justly felt that the critical periods of life are those upon which definite courses of action are decided upon. In the secret recess of her heart–supposing her to possess such an organ–she had partially admitted to herself, even before she had entered Holcroft’s door, that she might be persuaded into marrying him; but the inspection of his room, much deliberate thought, and prolonged soliloquy, had convinced her that she ought to “enter into nuptial relations,” as her thought formulated itself. It was a trait of Mrs. Mumpson’s active mind, that when it once entered upon a line of thought, it was hurried along from conclusion to conclusion with wonderful rapidity.
While Jane made up Mr. Holcroft’s bed, her mother began to inspect, and soon suffered keenly from every painful discovery. The farmer’s meager wardrobe and other belongings were soon rummaged over, but one large closet and several bureau drawers were locked. “These are the receptercles of the deceased Mrs. Holcroft’s affects,” she said with compressed lips. “They are moldering useless away. Moth and rust will enter, while I, the caretaker, am debarred. I should not be debarred. All the things in that closet should be shaken out, aired, and carefully put back. Who knows how useful they may be in the future! Waste is wicked. Indeed, there are few things more wicked than waste. Now I think of it, I have some keys in my trunk.”
“He won’t like it,” interposed Jane.
“In the responserble persition I have assumed,” replied Mrs. Mumpson with dignity, “I must consider not what he wants, but what is best for him and what may be best for others.”
Jane had too much curiosity herself to make further objection, and the keys were brought. It was astonishing what a number of keys Mrs. Mumpson possessed, and she was not long in finding those which would open the ordinary locks thought by Holcroft to be ample protection.
“I was right,” said Mrs. Mumpson complacently. “A musty odor exudes from these closed receptercles,. Men have no comprehension of the need of such caretakers as I am.”
Everything that had ever belonged to poor Mrs. Holcroft was pulled out, taken to the window, and examined, Jane following, as usual, in the wake of her mother and putting everything to the same tests which her parent applied. Mrs. Holcroft had been a careful woman, and the extent and substantial character of her wardrobe proved that her husband had not been close in his allowances to her. Mrs. Mumpson’s watery blue eyes grew positively animated as she felt of and held up to the light one thing after another. “Mrs. Holcroft was evidently unnaturally large,” she reflected aloud, “but then these things could be made over, and much material be left to repair them, from time to time. The dresses are of somber colors, becoming to a lady somewhat advanced in years and of subdued taste.”
By the time that the bed and all the chairs in the room were littered with wearing apparel, Mrs. Mumpson said, “Jane, I desire you to bring the rocking chair. So many thoughts are crowding upon me that I must sit down and think.”
Jane did as requested, but remarked, “The sun is gettin’ low, and all these things’ll have to be put back just as they was or he’ll be awful mad.”
“Yes, Jane,” replied Mrs. Mumpson abstractedly and rocking gently, “you can put them back. Your mind is not burdened like mine, and you haven’t offspring and the future to provide for,” and, for a wonder, she relapsed into silence. Possibly she possessed barely enough of womanhood to feel that her present train of thought had better be kept to herself. She gradually rocked faster and faster, thus indicating that she was rapidly approaching a conclusion.
Meanwhile, Jane was endeavoring to put things back as they were before and found it no easy task. As the light declined she was overcome by a sort of panic, and, huddling the things into the drawers as fast as possible, she locked them up. Then, seizing her mother’s hand and pulling the abstracted woman to her feet, she cried, “If he comes and finds us here and no supper ready, he’ll turn us right out into the rain!”
Even Mrs. Mumpson felt that she was perhaps reaching conclusions too fast and that some diplomacy might be necessary to consummate her plans. Her views, however, appeared to her so reasonable that she scarcely thought of failure, having the happy faculty of realizing everything in advance, whether it ever took place or not.
As she slowly descended the stairs with the rocking chair, she thought, “Nothing could be more suiterble. We are both about the same age; I am most respecterbly connected–in fact, I regard myself as somewhat his superior in this respect; he is painfully undeveloped and irreligious and thus is in sore need of female influence; he is lonely and down-hearted, and in woman’s voice there is a spell to banish care; worst of all, things are going to waste. I must delib’rately face the great duty with which Providence has brought me face to face. At first, he may be a little blind to this great oppertunity of his life–that I must expect, remembering the influence he was under so many years–but I will be patient and, by the proper use of language, place everything eventually before him in a way that will cause him to yield in glad submission to my views of the duties, the privileges, and the responserbilities of life.”
So active was Mrs. Mumpson’s mind that this train of thought was complete by the time she had ensconced herself in the rocking chair by the fireless kitchen stove. Once more Jane seized her hand and dragged her up. “You must help,” said the child. “I ‘spect him every minnit and I’m scart half to death to think what he’ll do, ‘specially if he finds out we’ve been rummagin’.”
“Jane,” said Mrs. Mumpson severely, “that is not a proper way of expressing yourself. I am housekeeper here, and I’ve been inspecting.”
“Shall I tell him you’ve been inspectin’?” asked the girl keenly.
“Children of your age should speak when they are spoken to,” replied her mother, still more severely. “You cannot comprehend my motives and duties, and I should have to punish you if you passed any remarks upon my actions.”
“Well,” said Jane apprehensively, “I only hope we’ll soon have a chance to fix up them drawers, for if he should open ’em we’d have to tramp again, and we will anyway if you don’t help me get supper.”
“You are mistaken, Jane,” responded Mrs. Mumpson with dignity. “We shall not leave this roof for three months, and that will give me ample time to open his eyes to his true interests. I will condescend to these menial tasks until he brings a girl who will yield the deference due to my years and station in life.”
Between them, after filling the room with smoke, they kindled the kitchen fire. Jane insisted on making the coffee and then helped her mother to prepare the rest of the supper, doing, in fact, the greater part of the work. Then they sat down to wait, and they waited so long that Mrs. Mumpson began to express her disapproval by rocking violently. At last, she said severely, “Jane, we will partake of supper alone.”
“I’d ruther wait till he comes.”
“It’s not proper that we should wait. He is not showing me due respect. Come, do as I command.”
Mrs. Mumpson indulged in lofty and aggrieved remarks throughout the meal and then returned to her rocker. At last, her indignant sense of wrong reached such a point that she commanded Jane to clear the table and put away the things.
“I won’t,” said the child.
“What! Will you compel me to chastise you?”
“Well, then, I’ll tell him it was all your doin’s.”
“I shall tell him so myself. I shall remonstrate with him. The idea of his coming home alone at this time of night with an unknown female!”
“One would think you was his aunt, to hear you talk,” remarked the girl sullenly.
“I am a respecterble woman and most respecterbly connected. My character and antercedents render me irrerproachful.–This could not be said of a hussy, and a hussy he’ll probably bring–some flighty, immerture female that will tax even MY patience to train.”
Another hour passed, and the frown on Mrs. Mumpson’s brow grew positively awful. “To think,” she muttered, “that a man whom I have deemed it my duty to marry should stay out so and under such peculiar circumstances. He must have a lesson which he can never forget.” Then aloud, to Jane, “Kindle a fire on the parlor hearth and let this fire go out. He must find us in the most respecterble room in the house–a room befitting my station.”
“I declare, mother, you aint got no sense at all!” exclaimed the child, exasperated beyond measure.
“I’ll teach you to use such unrerspectful language!” cried Mrs. Mumpson, darting from her chair like a hawk and pouncing upon the unhappy child.
With ears tingling from a cuffing she could not soon forget, Jane lighted the parlor fire and sat down sniffling in the farthest corner.
“There shall be only one mistress in this house,” said Mrs. Mumpson, who had now reached the loftiest plane of virtuous indignation, “and its master shall learn that his practices reflect upon even me as well as himself.”
At last the sound of horses’ feet were heard on the wet, oozy ground without. The irate widow did not rise, but merely indicated her knowledge of Holcroft’s arrival by rocking more rapidly.
“Hello, there, Jane!” he shouted, “bring a light to the kitchen.”
“Jane, remain!” said Mrs. Mumpson, with an awful look.
Holcroft stumbled through the dark kitchen to the parlor door and looked with surprise at the group before him,–Mrs. Mumpson apparently oblivious and rocking as if the chair was possessed, and the child crying in a corner.
“Jane, didn’t you hear me call for a light?” he asked a little sharply.
Mrs. Mumpson rose with great dignity and began, “Mr. Holcroft, I wish to remonstrate–“
“Oh, bother! I’ve brought a woman to help you, and we’re both wet through from this driving rain.”
“You’ve brought a strange female at this time of–“
Holcroft’s patience gave say, but he only said quietly, “You had better have a light in the kitchen within two minutes. I warn you both. I also wish some hot coffee.”
Mrs. Mumpson had no comprehension of a man who could be so quiet when he was angry, and she believed that she might impress him with a due sense of the enormity of his offense. “Mr. Holcroft, I scarcely feel that I can meet a girl who has no more sense of decorum than to–” But Jane, striking a match, revealed the fact that she was speaking to empty air.
Mrs. Wiggins was at last so far aroused that she was helped from the wagon and came shivering and dripping toward the kitchen. She stood a moment in the doorway and filled it, blinking confusedly at the light. There was an absence of celerity in all Mrs. Wiggins’ movements, and she was therefore slow in the matter of waking up. Her aspect and proportions almost took away Mrs. Mumpson’s breath. Here certainly was much to superintend, much more than had been anticipated. Mrs. Wiggins was undoubtedly a “peculiar female,” as had been expected, but she was so elderly and monstrous that Mrs. Mumpson felt some embarrassment in her purpose to overwhelm Holcroft with a sense of the impropriety of his conduct.
Mrs. Wiggins took uncertain steps toward the rocking chair, and almost crushed it as she sat down. “Ye gives a body a cold velcome,” she remarked, rubbing her eyes.
Mrs. Mumpson had got out of her way as a minnow would shun a leviathan. “May I ask your name?” she gasped.
“Viggins, Mrs. Viggins.”
“Oh, indeed! You are a married woman?”
“No, hi’m a vidder. What’s more, hi’m cold, and drippin’, an’ ‘ungry. Hi might ‘a’ better stayed at the poor-us than come to a place like this.”
“What!” almost screamed Mrs. Mumpson, “are you a pauper?”
“Hi tell ye hi’m a vidder, an’ good as you be, for hall he said,” was the sullen reply.
“To think that a respecterbly connected woman like me–” But for once Mrs. Mumpson found language inadequate. Since Mrs. Wiggins occupied the rocking chair, she hardly knew what to do and plaintively declared, “I feel as if my whole nervous system was giving way.”
“No ‘arm ‘ll be done hif hit does,” remarked Mrs. Wiggins, who was not in an amiable mood.
“This from the female I’m to superintend!” gasped the bewildered woman.
Her equanimity was still further disturbed by the entrance of the farmer, who looked at the stove with a heavy frown.
“Why in the name of common sense isn’t there a fire?” he asked, “and supper on the table? Couldn’t you hear that it was raining and know we’d want some supper after a long, cold ride?”
“Mr. Holcroft,” began the widow, in some trepidation, “I don’t approve–such irregular habits–“
“Madam,” interrupted Holcroft sternly, “did I agree to do what you approved of? Your course is so peculiar that I scarcely believe you are in your right mind. You had better go to your room and try to recover your senses. If I can’t have things in this house to suit me, I’ll have no one in it. Here, Jane, you can help.”
Mrs. Mumpson put her handkerchief to her eyes and departed. She felt that this display of emotion would touch Holcroft’s feelings when he came to think the scene all over.
Having kindled the fire, he said to Jane, “You and Mrs. Wiggins get some coffee and supper in short order, and have it ready when I come in,” and he hastened out to care for his horses. If the old woman was slow, she knew just how to make every motion effective, and a good supper was soon ready.
“Why didn’t you keep up a fire, Jane?” Holcroft asked.
“She wouldn’t let me. She said how you must be taught a lesson,” replied the girl, feeling that she must choose between two potentates, and deciding quickly in favor of the farmer. She had been losing faith in her mother’s wisdom a long time, and this night’s experience had banished the last shred of it.
Some rather bitter words rose to Holcroft’s lips, but he restrained them. He felt that he ought not to disparage the mother to the child. As Mrs. Wiggins grew warm, and imbibed the generous coffee, her demeanor thawed perceptibly and she graciously vouchsafed the remark, “Ven you’re hout late hag’in hi’ll look hafter ye.”
Mrs. Mumpson had not been so far off as not to hear Jane’s explanation, as the poor child found to her cost when she went up to bed.
Chapter X. A Night of Terror
As poor, dazed, homeless Alida passed out into the street after the revelation that she was not a wife and never had been, she heard a voice say, “Well, Hanner wasn’t long in bouncing the woman. I guess we’d better go up now. Ferguson will need a lesson that he won’t soon forget.”
The speaker of these words was Mrs. Ferguson’s brother, William Hackman, and his companion was a detective. The wife had laid her still sleeping child down on the lounge and was coolly completing Alida’s preparations for dinner. Her husband had sunk back into a chair and again buried his face in his hands. He looked up with startled, bloodshot eyes as his brother-in-law and the stranger entered, and then resumed his former attitude.
Mrs. Ferguson briefly related what had happened, and then said, “Take chairs and draw up.”
“I don’t want any dinner,” muttered the husband.
Mr. William Hackman now gave way to his irritation. Turning to his brother, he relieved his mind as follows: “See here, Hank Ferguson, if you hadn’t the best wife in the land, this gentleman would now be giving you a promenade to jail. I’ve left my work for weeks, and spent a sight of money to see that my sister got her rights, and, by thunder! she’s going to have ’em. We’ve agreed to give you a chance to brace up and be a man. If we find out there isn’t any man in you, then you go to prison and hard labor to the full extent of the law. We’ve fixed things so you can’t play any more tricks. This man is a private detective. As long as you do the square thing by your wife and child, you’ll be let alone. If you try to sneak off, you’ll be nabbed. Now, if you aint a scamp down to your heel-taps, get up out of that chair like a man, treat your wife as she deserves for letting you off so easy, and don’t make her change her mind by acting as if you, and not her, was the wronged person.”
At heart Ferguson was a weak, cowardly, selfish creature, whose chief aim in life was to have things to suit himself. When they ceased to be agreeable, he was ready for a change, without much regard for the means to his ends. He had always foreseen the possibility of the event which had now taken place, but, like all self-indulgent natures, had hoped that he might escape detection.
Alida, moreover, had won a far stronger hold upon him than he had once imagined possible. He was terribly mortified and cast down by the result of his experiment, as he regarded it. But the thought of a prison and hard labor speedily drew his mind away from this aspect of the affair. He had been fairly caught, his lark was over, and he soon resolved that the easiest and safest way out of the scrape was the best way. He therefore raised his head and came forward with a penitent air as he said: “It’s natural I should be overwhelmed with shame at the position in which I find myself. But I see the truth of your words, and I’ll try to make it all right as far as I can. I’ll go back with you and Hannah to my old home. I’ve got money in the bank, I’ll sell out everything here, and I’ll pay you, William, as far as I can, what you’ve spent. Hannah is mighty good to let me off so easy, and she won’t be sorry. This man is witness to what I say,” and the detective nodded.
“Why, Ferguson,” said Mr. Hackman effusively, “now you’re talking like a man. Come and kiss him, Hannah, and make it all up.”
“That’s the way with you men,” said the woman bitterly. “These things count for little. Henry Ferguson must prove he’s honest in what he says by deeds, not words. I’ll do as I’ve said if he acts square, and that’s enough to start with.”
“All right,” said Ferguson, glad enough to escape the caress. “I’ll do as I say.”
He did do all he promised, and very promptly, too. He was not capable of believing that a woman wronged as Alida had been would not prosecute him, and he was eager to escape to another state, and, in a certain measure, again to hide his identity under his own actual name.
Meanwhile, how fared the poor creature who had fled, driven forth by her first wild impulse to escape from a false and terrible position? With every step she took down the dimly lighted street, the abyss into which she had fallen seemed to grow deeper and darker. She was overwhelmed with the magnitude of her misfortune. She shunned the illumined thoroughfares with a half-crazed sense that every finger would be pointed at her. Her final words, spoken to Ferguson, were the last clear promptings of her womanly nature. After that, everything grew confused, except the impression of remediless disaster and shame. She was incapable of forming any correct judgment concerning her position. The thought of her pastor filled her with horror. He, she thought, would take the same view which the woman had so brutally expressed–that in her eagerness to be married, she had brought to the parsonage an unknown man and had involved a clergyman in her own scandalous record.–It would all be in the papers, and her pastor’s name mixed up in the affair. She would rather die than subject him to such an ordeal. Long after, when he learned the facts in the case, he looked at her very sadly as he asked: “Didn’t you know me better than that? Had I so failed in my preaching that you couldn’t come straight to me?”
She wondered afterward that she had not done this, but she was too morbid, too close upon absolute insanity, to do what was wise and safe. She simply yielded to the wild impulse to escape, to cower, to hide from every human eye, hastening through the darkest, obscurest streets, not caring where. In the confusion of her mind she would retrace her steps, and soon was utterly lost, wandering she knew not whither. As it grew late, casual passers-by looked after her curiously, rough men spoke to her, and others jeered. She only hastened on, driven by her desperate trouble like the wild, ragged clouds that were flying across the stormy March sky.
At last a policeman said gruffly, “You’ve passed me twice. You can’t be roaming the streets at this time of night. Why don’t you go home?”
Standing before him and wringing her hands, she moaned, “I have no home.”
“Where did you come from?”
“Oh, I can’t tell you! Take me to any place where a woman will be safe.”
“I can’t take you to any place now but the station house.”
“But can I be alone there? I won’t be put with anybody?”
“No, no; of course not! You’ll be better off there. Come along. ‘Taint far.”
She walked beside him without a word.
“You’d better tell me something of your story. Perhaps I can do more for you in the morning.”
“I can’t. I’m a stranger. I haven’t any friends in town.”
“Well, well, the sergeant will see what can be done in the morning. You’ve been up to some foolishness, I suppose, and you’d better tell the whole story to the sergeant.”
She soon entered the station house and was locked up in a narrow cell. She heard the grating of the key in the lock with a sense of relief, feeling that she had at least found a temporary place of refuge and security. A hard board was the only couch it possessed, but the thought of sleep did not enter her mind. Sitting down, she buried her face in her hands and rocked back and forth in agony and distraction until day dawned. At last, someone–she felt she could not raise her eyes to his face–brought her some breakfast and coffee. She drank the latter, but left the food untasted. Finally, she was led to the sergeant’s private room and told that she must give an account of herself. “If you can’t or won’t tell a clear story,” the officer threatened, “you’ll have to go before the justice in open court, and he may commit you to prison. If you’ll tell the truth now, it may be that I can discharge you. You had no business to be wandering about the streets like a vagrant or worse; but if you were a stranger or lost and hadn’t sense enough to go where you’d be cared for, I can let you go.”
“Oh!” said Alida, again wringing her hands and looking at the officer with eyes so full of misery and fear that he began to soften, “I don’t know where to go.”
“Haven’t you a friend or acquaintance in town?”
“Not one that I can go to!”
“Why don’t you tell me your story? Then I’ll know what to do, and perhaps can help you. You don’t look like a depraved woman.”
“I’m not. God knows I’m not!”
“Well, my poor woman, I’ve got to act in view of what I know, not what God knows.”
“If I tell my story, will I have to give names?”
“No, not necessarily. It would be best, though.”
“I can’t do that, but I’ll tell you the truth. I will swear it on the Bible I married someone. A good minister married us. The man deceived me. He was already married, and last night his wife came to my happy home and proved before the man whom I thought my husband that I was no wife at all. He couldn’t, didn’t deny it. Oh! Oh! Oh!” And she again rocked back and forth in uncontrollable anguish. “That’s all,” she added brokenly. “I had no right to be near him or her any longer, and I rushed out. I don’t remember much more. My brain seemed on fire. I just walked and walked till I was brought here.”
“Well, well!” said the sergeant sympathetically, “you have been treated badly, outrageously; but you are not to blame unless you married the man hastily and foolishly.”
“That’s what everyone will think, but it don’t seem to me that I did. It’s a long story, and I can’t tell it.”
“But you ought to tell it, my poor woman. You ought to sue the man for damages and send him to State prison.”
“No, no!” cried Alida passionately. “I don’t want to see him again, and I won’t go to a court before people unless I am dragged there.”
The sergeant looked up at the policeman who had arrested her and said, “This story is not contrary to anything you saw?”
“No, sir; she was wandering about and seemed half out of her mind.”
“Well, then, I can let you go.”
“But I don’t know where to go,” she replied, looking at him with hunted, hollow eyes. “I feel as if I were going to be sick. Please don’t turn me into the streets. I’d rather go back to the cell–“
“That won’t answer. There’s no place that I can send you to except the poorhouse. Haven’t you any money?”
“No, sir. I just rushed away and left everything when I learned the truth.”
“Tom Watterly’s hotel is the only place for her,” said the policeman with a nod.
“Oh, I can’t go to a hotel.”
“He means the almshouse,” explained the sergeant. “What is your name?”
“Alida–that’s all now. Yes, I’m a pauper and I can’t work just yet. I’ll be safe there, won’t I?”
“Certainly, safe as in your mother’s house.”
“Oh, mother, mother; thank God, you are dead!”
“Well, I AM sorry for you,” said the sergeant kindly. “‘Taint often we have so sad a case as yours. If you say so, I’ll send for Tom Watterly, and he and his wife will take charge of you. After a few days, your mind will get quieter and clearer, and then you’ll prosecute the man who wronged you.”
“I’ll go to the poorhouse until I can do better,” she replied wearily. “Now, if you please, I’ll return to my cell where I can be alone.”
“Oh, we can give you a better room than that,” said the sergeant. “Show her into the waiting room, Tim. If you prosecute, we can help you with our testimony. Goodbye, and may you have better days!”
Watterly was telegraphed to come down with a conveyance for the almshouse was in a suburb. In due time he appeared, and was briefly told Alida’s story. He swore a little at the “mean cuss,” the author of all the trouble, and then took the stricken woman to what all his acquaintances facetiously termed his “hotel.”
Chapter XI. Baffled
In the general consciousness Nature is regarded as feminine, and even those who love her most will have to adopt Mrs. Mumpson’s oft-expressed opinion of the sex and admit that she is sometimes a “peculiar female.” During the month of March, in which our story opens, there was scarcely any limit to her varying moods. It would almost appear that she was taking a mysterious interest in Holcroft’s affairs; but whether it was a kindly interest or not, one might be at a loss to decide. When she caught him away from home, she pelted him with the coldest of rain and made his house, with even Mrs. Mumpson and Jane abiding there, seem a refuge. In the morning after the day on which he had brought, or in a sense had carted, Mrs. Wiggins to his domicile, Nature was evidently bent on instituting contrasts between herself and the rival phases of femininity with which the farmer was compelled to associate. It may have been that she had another motive and was determined to keep her humble worshiper at her feet, and to render it impossible for him to make the changes toward which he had felt himself driven.
Being an early riser he was up with the sun, and the sun rose so serenely and smiled so benignly that Holcroft’s clouded brow cleared in spite of all that had happened or could take place. The rain, which had brought such discomfort the night before, had settled the ground and made it comparatively firm to his tread. The southern breeze which fanned his cheek was as soft as the air of May. He remembered that it was Sunday, and that beyond feeding his stock and milking, he would have nothing to do. He exulted in the unusual mildness and thought, with an immense sense of relief, “I can stay outdoors nearly all day.” He resolved to let his help kindle the fire and get breakfast as they could, and to keep out of their way. Whatever changes the future might bring, he would have one more long day in rambling about his fields and in thinking over the past. Feeling that there need be no haste about anything, he leisurely inhaled the air, fragrant from springing grass, and listened with a vague, undefined pleasure to the ecstatic music of the bluebirds, song-sparrows, and robins. If anyone had asked him why he liked to hear them, he would have replied, “I’m used to ’em. When they come, I know that plowing and planting time is near.”
It must be admitted that Holcroft’s enjoyment of spring was not very far removed from that of the stock in his barnyard. All the animal creation rejoices in the returning sun and warmth. A subtle, powerful influence sets the blood in more rapid motion, kindles new desires, and awakens a glad expectancy. All that is alive becomes more thoroughly alive and existence in itself is a pleasure. Spring had always brought to the farmer quickened pulses, renewed activity and hopefulness, and he was pleased to find that he was not so old and cast down that its former influence had spent itself. Indeed, it seemed that never before had his fields, his stock, and outdoor work–and these comprised Nature to him–been so attractive. They remained unchanged amid the sad changes which had clouded his life, and his heart clung more tenaciously than ever to old scenes and occupations. They might not bring him happiness again, but he instinctively felt that they might insure a comfort and peace with which he could be content.
At last he went to the barn and began his work, doing everything slowly, and getting all the solace he could from the tasks. The horses whinnied their welcome and he rubbed their noses caressingly as he fed them. The cows came briskly to the rack in which he foddered them in pleasant weather, and when he scratched them between the horns they turned their mild, Juno-like eyes upon him with undisguised affection. The chickens, clamoring for their breakfast, followed so closely that he had to be careful where he stepped. Although he knew that all this good will was based chiefly on the hope of food and the remembrance of it in the past, nevertheless it soothed and pleased him. He was in sympathy with this homely life; it belonged to him and was dependent on him; it made him honest returns for his care. Moreover, it was agreeably linked with the past. There were quiet cows which his wife had milked, clucking biddies which she had lifted from nests with their downy broods. He looked at them wistfully, and was wondering if they ever missed the presence that he regretted so deeply, when he became conscious that Jane’s eyes were upon him. How long she had been watching him he did not know, but she merely said, “Breakfast’s ready,” and disappeared.
With a sigh he went to his room to perform his ablutions, remembering with a slight pang how his wife always had a basin and towel ready for him in the kitchen. In the breaking up of just such homely customs, he was continually reminded of his loss.
On awakening to the light of this Sabbath morning, Mrs. Mumpson had thought deeply and reasoned everything out again. She felt that it must be an eventful day and that there was much to be accomplished. In the first place there was Mrs. Wiggins. She disapproved of her decidedly. “She isn’t the sort of person that I would prefer to superintend,” she remarked to Jane while making a toilet which she deemed befitting the day, “and the hour will assuredly come when Mr. Holcroft will look upon her in the light that I do. He will eventually realize that I cannot be brought in such close relationship with a pauper. Not that the relationship is exactly close, but then I shall have to speak to her–in brief, to superintend her. My eyes will be offended by her vast proportions and uncouth appearance. The floor creaks beneath her tread and affects my nerves seriously. Of course, while she is here, I shall zealously, as befits one in my responserble position, try to render useful such service as she can perform. But then, the fact that I disapprove of her must soon become evident. When it is discovered that I only tolerate her, there will be a change. I cannot show my disapproval very strongly today for this is a day set apart for sacred things, and Mrs. Viggins, as she called herself,–I cannot imagine a Mr. Viggins for no man in his senses could have married such a creature,–as I was saying, Mrs. Viggins is not at all sacred, and I must endeavor to abstract my mind from her till tomorrow, as far as posserble. My first duty today is to induce Mr. Holcroft to take us to church. It will give the people of Oakville such a pleasing impression to see us driving to church. Of course, I may fail, Mr. Holcroft is evidently a hardened man. All the influences of his life have been adverse to spiritual development, and it may require some weeks of my influence to soften him and awaken yearnings for what he has not yet known.”
“He may be yearnin’ for breakfast,” Jane remarked, completing her toilet by tying her little pigtail braid with something that had once been a bit of black ribbon, but was now a string. “You’d better come down soon and help.”
“If Mrs. Viggins cannot get breakfast, I would like to know what she is here for” continued Mrs. Mumpson loftily, and regardless of Jane’s departure. “I shall decline to do menial work any longer, especially on this sacred day, and after I have made my toilet for church. Mr. Holcroft has had time to think. My disapproval was manifest last night and it has undoubtedly occurred to him that he has not conformed to the proprieties of life. Indeed, I almost fear I shall have to teach him what the proprieties of life are. He witnessed my emotions when he spoke as he should not have spoken to ME. But I must make allowances for his unregenerate state. He was cold, and wet, and hungry last night, and men are unreasonerble at such times. I shall now heap coals of fire upon his head. I shall show that I am a meek, forgiving Christian woman, and he will relent, soften, and become penitent. Then will be my opportunity,” and she descended to the arena which should witness her efforts.
During the period in which Mrs. Mumpson had indulged in these lofty reflections and self-communings, Mrs. Wiggins had also arisen. I am not sure whether she had thought of anything in particular or not. She may have had some spiritual longings which were not becoming to any day of the week. Being a woman of deeds, rather than of thought, probably not much else occurred to her beyond the duty of kindling the fire and getting breakfast. Jane came down, and offered to assist, but was cleared out with no more scruple than if Mrs. Wiggins had been one of the much-visited relatives.
“The hidee,” she grumbled, “of ‘avin’ sich a little trollop round hunder my feet!”
Jane, therefore, solaced herself by watching the “cheap girl” till her mother appeared.
Mrs. Mumpson sailed majestically in and took the rocking chair, mentally thankful that it had survived the crushing weight imposed upon it the evening before. Mrs. Wiggins did not drop a courtesy. Indeed, not a sign of recognition passed over her vast, immobile face. Mrs. Mumpson was a little embarrassed. “I hardly know how to comport myself toward that female,” she thought. “She is utterly uncouth. Her manners are unmistakerbly those of a pauper. I think I will ignore her today. I do not wish my feelings ruffled or put out of harmony with the sacred duties and motives which actuate me.”
Mrs. Mumpson therefore rocked gently, solemnly, and strange to say, silently, and Mrs. Wiggins also proceeded with her duties, but not in silence, for everything in the room trembled and clattered at her tread. Suddenly she turned on Jane and said, “‘Ere, you little baggage, go and tell the master breakfast’s ready.”
Mrs. Mumpson sprang from her chair, and with a voice choked with indignation, gasped, “Do you dare address my offspring thus?”
“Yer vat?”
“My child, my daughter, who is not a pauper, but the offspring of a most respecterble woman and respecterbly connected. I’m amazed, I’m dumfoundered, I’m–“
“Ye’re a bit daft, hi’m a-thinkin’.” Then to Jane, “Vy don’t ye go an’ hearn yer salt?”
“Jane, I forbid–” But it had not taken Jane half a minute to decide between the now jarring domestic powers, and henceforth she would be at Mrs. Wiggins’ beck and call. “She can do somethin’,” the child muttered, as she stole upon Holcroft.
Mrs. Mumpson sank back in her chair, but her mode of rocking betokened a perturbed spirit. “I will restrain myself till tomorrow, and then–” She shook her head portentously and waited till the farmer appeared, feeling assured that Mrs. Wiggins would soon be taught to recognize her station. When breakfast was on the table, she darted to her place behind the coffeepot, for she felt that there was no telling what this awful Mrs. Wiggins might not assume during this day of sacred restraint. But the ex-pauper had no thought of presumption in her master’s presence, and the rocking chair again distracted Mrs. Mumpson’s nerves as it creaked under an unwonted weight.
Holcroft took his seat in silence. The widow again bowed her head devoutly, and sighed deeply when observing that the farmer ignored her suggestion.
“I trust that you feel refreshed after your repose,” she said benignly.
“I do.”
“It is a lovely morning–a morning, I may add, befitting the sacred day. Nature is at peace and suggests that we and all should be at peace.”
“There’s nothing I like more, Mrs. Mumpson, unless it is quiet.”
“I feel that way, myself. You don’t know what restraint I have put upon myself that the sacred quiet of this day might not be disturbed. I have had strong provercation since I entered this apartment. I will forbear to speak of it till tomorrow in order that there may be quietness and that our minds may be prepared for worship. I feel that it would be unseemly for us to enter a house of worship with thoughts of strife in our souls. At precisely what moment do you wish me to be ready for church?”
“I am not going to church, Mrs. Mumpson.”
“Not going to church! I–I–scarcely understand. Worship is such a sacred duty–“
“You and Jane certainly have a right to go to church, and since it is your wish, I’ll take you down to Lemuel Weeks’ and you can go with them.”
“I don’t want to go to Cousin Lemuel’s, nor to church, nuther,” Jane protested.
“Why, Mr. Holcroft,” began the widow sweetly, “after you’ve once harnessed up it will take but a little longer to keep on to the meeting house. It would appear so seemly for us to drive thither, as a matter of course. It would be what the communerty expects of us. This is not our day, that we should spend it carnally. We should be spiritually-minded. We should put away things of earth. Thoughts of business and any unnecessary toil should be abhorrent. I have often thought that there was too much milking done on Sunday among farmers. I know they say it is essential, but they all seem so prone to forget that but one thing is needful. I feel it borne in upon my mind, Mr. Holcroft, that I should plead with you to attend divine worship and seek an uplifting of your thoughts. You have no idea how differently the day may end, or what emotions may be aroused if you place yourself under the droppings of the sanctuary.”
“I’m like Jane, I don’t wish to go,” said Mr. Holcroft nervously.
“But my dear Mr. Holcroft,”–the farmer fidgeted under this address,–“the very essence of true religion is to do what we don’t wish to do. We are to mortify the flesh and thwart the carnal mind. The more thorny the path of self-denial is, the more certain it’s the right path. “I’ve already entered upon it,” she continued, turning a momentary glare upon Mrs. Wiggins. “Never before was a respecterble woman so harrowed and outraged; but I am calm; I am endeavoring to maintain a frame of mind suiterble to worship, and I feel it my bounden duty to impress upon you that worship is a necessity to every human being. My conscience would not acquit me if I did not use all my influence–“
“Very well, Mrs. Mumpson, you and your conscience are quits. You have used all your influence. I will do as I said–take you to Lemuel Weeks’–and you can go to church with his family,” and he rose from the table.
“But Cousin Lemuel is also painfully blind to his spiritual interests–“
Holcroft did not stay to listen and was soon engaged in the morning milking. Jane flatly declared that she would not go to Cousin Lemuel’s or to church. “It don’t do me no good, nor you, nuther,” she sullenly declared to her mother.
Mrs. Mumpson now resolved upon a different line of tactics. Assuming a lofty, spiritual air, she commanded Jane to light a fire in the parlor, and retired thither with the rocking chair. The elder widow looked after her and ejaculated, “Vell, hif she haint the craziest loon hi hever ‘eard talk. Hif she vas blind she might ‘a’ seen that the master didn’t vant hany sich lecturin’ clack.”
Having kindled the fire, the child was about to leave the room when her mother interposed and said solemnly, “Jane, sit down and keep Sunday.”
“I’m going to help Mrs. Wiggins if she’ll let me.”
“You will not so demean yourself. I wish you to have no relations whatever with that female in the kitchen. If you had proper self-respect, you would never speak to her again.”
“We aint visitin’ here. If I can’t work indoors, I’ll tell him I’ll work outdoors.”
“It’s not proper for you to work today. I want you to sit there in the corner and learn the Fifth Commandment.”
“Aint you goin’ to Cousin Lemuel’s?”
“On mature reflection, I have decided to remain at home.”
“I thought you would if you had any sense left. You know well enough we aint wanted down there. I’ll go tell him not to hitch up.”
“Well, I will permit you to do so. Then return to your Sunday task.”
“I’m goin’ to mind him,” responded the child. She passed rapidly and apprehensively through the kitchen, but paused on the doorstep to make some overtures to Mrs. Wiggins. If that austere dame was not to be propitiated, a line of retreat was open to the barn. “Say,” she began, to attract attention.
“Vell, young-un,” replied Mrs. Wiggins, rendered more pacific by her breakfast.
“Don’t you want me to wash up the dishes and put ’em away? I know how.”
“Hi’ll try ye. Hif ye breaks hanythink–” and the old woman nodded volumes at the child.
“I’ll be back in a minute,” said Jane. A moment later she met Holcroft carrying two pails of milk from the barnyard. He was about to pass without noticing her, but she again secured attention by her usual preface, “Say,” when she had a somewhat extended communication to make.
“Come to the dairy room, Jane, and say your say there,” said Holcroft not unkindly.
“She aint goin’ to Cousin Lemuel’s,” said the girl, from the door.
“What is she going to do.”
“Rock in the parlor. Say, can’t I help Mrs. Wiggins wash up the dishes and do the work?”
“Certainly, why not?”
“Mother says I must sit in the parlor ‘n’ learn Commandments ‘n’ keep Sunday.”
“Well, Jane, which do you think you ought to do?”
“I think I oughter work, and if you and Mrs. Wiggins will let me, I will work in spite of mother.”
“I think that you and your mother both should help do the necessary work today. There won’t be much.”
“If I try and help Mrs. Wiggins, mother’ll bounce out at me. She shook me last night after I went upstairs, and she boxed my ears ’cause I wanted to keep the kitchen fire up last night.”
“I’ll go with you to the kitchen and tell Mrs. Wiggins to let you help, and I won’t let your mother punish you again unless you do wrong.”
Mrs. Wiggins, relying on Jane’s promise of help, had sat down to the solace of her pipe for a few minutes, but was about to thrust it hastily away on seeing Holcroft. He reassured her by saying good-naturedly, “No need of that, my good woman. Sit still and enjoy your pipe. I like to smoke myself. Jane will help clear away things and I wish her to. You’ll find she’s quite handy. By the way, have you all the tobacco you want?”
“Vell, now, master, p’raps ye know the ‘lowance down hat the poor-us vasn’t sich as ud keep a body in vat ye’d call satisfyin’ smokin’. Hi never ‘ad henough ter keep down the ‘ankerin’.”
“I suppose that’s so. You shall have half of my stock, and when I go to town again, I’ll get you a good supply. I guess I’ll light my pipe, too, before starting for a walk.”
“Bless yer ‘art, master, ye makes a body comf’terble. Ven hi smokes, hi feels more hat ‘ome and kind o’contented like. An hold ‘ooman like me haint got much left to comfort ‘er but ‘er pipe.”
“Jane!” called Mrs. Mumpson sharply from the parlor. As there was no answer, the widow soon appeared in the kitchen door. Smoking was one of the unpardonable sins in Mrs. Mumpson’s eyes; and when she saw Mrs. Wiggins puffing comfortably away and Holcroft lighting his pipe, while Jane cleared the table, language almost failed her. She managed to articulate, “Jane, this atmosphere is not fit for you to breathe on this sacred day. I wish you to share my seclusion.”
“Mrs. Mumpson, I have told her to help Mrs. Wiggins in the necessary work,” Holcroft interposed.
“Mr. Holcroft, you don’t realize–men never do–Jane is my offspring, and–“
“Oh, if you put it that way, I shan’t interfere between mother and child. But I suppose you and Jane came here to work.”
“If you will enter the parlor, I will explain to you fully my views, and–“
“Oh, please excuse me!” said Holcroft, hastily passing out. “I was just starting for a walk–I’m bound to have one more day to myself on the old place,” he muttered as he bent his steps toward an upland pasture.
Jane, seeing that her mother was about to pounce upon her, ran behind Mrs. Wiggins, who slowly rose and began a progress toward the irate widow, remarking as she did so, “Hi’ll just shut the door ‘twixt ye and yer hoffspring, and then ye kin say yer prayers hon the t’other side.”
Mrs. Mumpson was so overcome at the turn affairs had taken on this day, which was to witness such progress in her plans and hopes, as to feel the absolute necessity of a prolonged season of thought and soliloquy, and she relapsed, without further protest, into the rocking chair.
Chapter XII. Jane
Holcroft was not long in climbing to a sunny nook whence he could see not only his farm and dwelling, but also the Oakville valley, and the little white spire of the distant meeting house. He looked at this last-named object wistfully and very sadly. Mrs. Mumpson’s tirade about worship had been without effect, but the memories suggested by the church were bitter-sweet indeed. It belonged to the Methodist denomination, and Holcroft had been taken, or had gone thither, from the time of his earliest recollection. He saw himself sitting between his father and mother, a round-faced urchin to whom the sermon was unintelligible, but to whom little Bessie Jones in the next pew was a fact, not only intelligible, but very interesting. She would turn around and stare at him until he smiled, then she would giggle until her mother brought her right-about-face with considerable emphasis. After this, he saw the little boy–could it have been himself?–nodding, swaying, and finally slumbering peacefully, with his head on his mother’s lap, until shaken into sufficient consciousness to be half dragged, half led, to the door. Once in the big, springless farm wagon he was himself again, looking eagerly around to catch another glimpse of Bessie Jones. Then he was a big, irreverent boy, shyly and awkwardly bent on mischief in the same old meeting house. Bessie Jones no longer turned and stared at him, but he exultingly discovered that he could still make her giggle on the sly. Years passed, and Bessie was his occasional choice for a sleigh-ride when the long body of some farm wagon was placed on runners, and boys and girls–young men and women, they almost thought themselves–were packed in like sardines. Something like self-reproach smote Holcroft even now, remembering how he had allowed his fancy much latitude at this period, paying attention to more than one girl besides Bessie, and painfully undecided which he liked best.
Then had come the memorable year which had opened with a protracted meeting. He and Bessie Jones had passed under conviction at the same time, and on the same evening had gone forward to the anxious seat. From the way in which she sobbed, one might have supposed that the good, simple-hearted girl had terrible burdens on her conscience; but she soon found hope, and her tears gave place to smiles. Holcroft, on the contrary, was terribly cast down and unable to find relief. He felt that he had much more to answer for than Bessie; he accused himself of having been a rather coarse, vulgar boy; he had made fun of sacred things in that very meeting house more times than he liked to think of, and now for some reason could think of nothing else.
He could not shed tears or get up much emotion; neither could he rid himself of the dull weight at heart. The minister, the brethren and sisters, prayed for him and over him, but nothing removed his terrible inertia. He became a familiar form on the anxious seat for there was a dogged persistence in his nature which prevented him from giving up; but at the close of each meeting he went home in a state of deeper dejection. Sometimes, in returning, he was Bessie Jones’ escort, and her happiness added to his gall and bitterness. One moonlight night they stopped under the shadow of a pine near her father’s door, and talked over the matter a few moments before parting. Bessie was full of sympathy which she hardly knew how to express. Unconsciously, in her earnestness–how well he remembered the act!–she laid her hand on his arm as she said, “James, I guess I know what’s the matter with you. In all your seeking you are thinking only of yourself–how bad you’ve been and all that. I wouldn’t think of myself and what I was any more, if I was you. You aint so awful bad, James, that I’d turn a cold shoulder to you; but you might think I was doing just that if ye stayed away from me and kept saying to yourself, ‘I aint fit to speak to Bessie Jones.'”
Her face had looked sweet and compassionate, and her touch upon his arm had conveyed the subtle magic of sympathy. Under her homely logic, the truth had burst upon him like sunshine. In brief, he had turned from his own shadow and was in the light. He remembered how in his deep feeling he had bowed his head on her shoulder and murmured, “Oh, Bessie, Heaven bless you! I see it all.”
He no longer went to the anxious seat. With this young girl, and many others, he was taken into the church on probation. Thereafter, his fancy never wandered again, and there was no other girl in Oakville for him but Bessie. In due time, he had gone with her to yonder meeting house to be married. It had all seemed to come about as a matter of course. He scarcely knew when he became formally engaged. They “kept company” together steadfastly for a suitable period, and that seemed to settle it in their own and everybody else’s mind.
There had been no change in Bessie’s quiet, constant soul. After her words under the shadow of the pine tree she seemed to find it difficult to speak of religious subjects, even to her husband; but her simple faith had been unwavering, and she had entered into rest without fear or misgiving.
Not so her husband. He had his spiritual ups and downs, but, like herself, was reticent. While she lived, only a heavy storm kept them from “going to meeting,” but with Holcroft worship was often little more than a form, his mind being on the farm and its interests. Parents and relatives had died, and the habit of seclusion from neighborhood and church life had grown upon them gradually and almost unconsciously.
For a long time after his wife’s death Holcroft had felt that he did not wish to see anyone who would make references to his loss.
He shrank from formal condolences as he would from the touch of a diseased nerve. When the minister called, he listened politely but silently to a general exhortation; then muttered, when left alone, “It’s all as he says, I suppose; but somehow his words are like the medicines Bessie took–they don’t do any good.”
He kept up the form of his faith and a certain vague hope until the night on which he drove forth the Irish revelers from his home. In remembrance of his rage and profanity on that occasion, he silently and in dreary misgiving concluded that he should not, even to himself, keep up the pretense of religion any longer. “I’ve fallen from grace–that is, if I ever had any”–was a thought which did much to rob him of courage to meet his other trials. Whenever he dwelt on these subjects, doubts, perplexities, and resentment at his misfortunes so thronged his mind that he was appalled; so he strove to occupy himself with the immediate present.
Today, however, in recalling the past, his thoughts would question the future and the outcome of his experiences. In accordance with his simple, downright nature, he muttered, “I might as well face the truth and have done with it. I don’t know whether I’ll ever see my wife again or not; I don’t know whether God is for me or against me. Sometimes, I half think there isn’t any God. I don’t know what will become of me when I die. I’m sure of only one thing–while I do live I could take comfort in working the old place.”
In brief, without ever having heard of the term, he was an agnostic, but not one of the self-complacent, superior type who fancy that they have developed themselves beyond the trammels of faith and are ever ready to make the world aware of their progress.
At last he recognized that his long reverie was leading to despondency and weakness; he rose, shook himself half angrily, and strode toward the house. “I’m here, and here I’m going to stay,” he growled. “As long as I’m on my own land, it’s nobody’s business what I am or how I feel. If I can’t get decent, sensible women help, I’ll close up my dairy and live here alone. I certainly can make enough to support myself.”
Jane met him with a summons to dinner, looking apprehensively at his stern, gloomy face. Mrs. Mumpson did not appear. “Call her,” he said curtly.
The literal Jane returned from the parlor and said unsympathetically, “She’s got a hank’chif to her eyes and says she don’t want no dinner.”
“Very well,” he replied, much relieved.
Apparently he did not want much dinner, either, for he soon started out again. Mrs. Wiggins was not utterly wanting in the intuitions of her sex, and said nothing to break in upon her master’s abstraction.
In the afternoon Holcroft visited every nook and corner of his farm, laying out, he hoped, so much occupation for both hands and thoughts as to render him proof against domestic tribulations.
He had not been gone long before Mrs. Mumpson called in a plaintive voice, “Jane!”
The child entered the parlor warily, keeping open a line of retreat to the door. “You need not fear me,” said her mother, rocking pathetically. “My feelings are so hurt and crushed that I can only bemoan the wrongs from which I suffer. You little know, Jane, you little know a mother’s heart.”
“No,” assented Jane. “I dunno nothin’ about it.”
“What wonder, then that I weep, when even my child is so unnatural!”
“I dunno how to be anything else but what I be,” replied the girl in self-defense.
“If you would only yield more to my guidance and influence, Jane, the future might be brighter for us both. If you had but stored up the Fifth Commandment in memory–but I forbear. You cannot so far forget your duty as not to tell me how HE behaved at dinner.”
“He looked awful glum, and hardly said a word.”
“Ah-h!” exclaimed the widow, “the spell is working.”
“If you aint a-workin’ tomorrow, there’ll be a worse spell,” the girl remarked.
“That will do, Jane, that will do. You little understand–how should you? Please keep an eye on him, and let me know how he looks and what he is doing, and whether his face still wears a gloomy or a penitent aspect. Do as I bid you, Jane, and you may unconsciously secure your own well-being by obedience.”
Watching anyone was a far more congenial task to the child than learning the Commandments, and she hastened to comply. Moreover, she had the strongest curiosity in regard to Holcroft herself. She felt that he was the arbiter of her fate. So untaught was she that delicacy and tact were unknown qualities. Her one hope of pleasing was in work. She had no power of guessing that sly espionage would counterbalance such service. Another round of visiting was dreaded above all things; she was, therefore, exceedingly anxious about the future. “Mother may be right,” she thought. “P’raps she can make him marry her, so we needn’t go away any more. P’raps she’s taken the right way to bring a man around and get him hooked, as Cousin Lemuel said. If I was goin’ to hook a man though, I’d try another plan than mother’s. I’d keep my mouth shut and my eyes open. I’d see what he wanted and do it, even ‘fore he spoke. ‘Fi’s big anuf I bet I could hook a man quicker’n she can by usin’ her tongue ‘stead of her hands.”
Jane’s scheme was not so bad a one but that it might be tried to advantage by those so disposed. Her matrimonial prospects, however, being still far in the future, it behooved her to make her present existence as tolerable as possible. She knew how much depended on Holcroft, and was unaware of any other method of learning his purposes except that of watching him. Both fearing and fascinated, she dogged his steps most of the afternoon, but saw nothing to confirm her mother’s view that any spell was working. She scarcely understood why he looked so long at field, thicket, and woods, as if he saw something invisible to her.
In planning future work and improvements, the farmer had attained a quieter and more genial frame of mind. “When, therefore, he sat down and in glancing about saw Jane crouching behind a low hemlock, he was more amused than irritated. He had dwelt on his own interests so long that he was ready to consider even Jane’s for a while. “Poor child!” he thought, “she doesn’t know any better and perhaps has even been taught to do such things. I think I’ll surprise her and draw her out a little. Jane, come here,” he called.
The girl sprang to her feet, and hesitated whether to fly or obey. “Don’t be afraid,” added Holcroft. “I won’t scold you. Come!”
She stole toward him like some small, wild, fearful animal in doubt of its reception. “Sit down there on that rock,” he said.
She obeyed with a sly, sidelong look, and he saw that she kept her feet gathered under her so as to spring away if he made the slightest hostile movement.
“Jane, do you think it’s right to watch people so?” he asked gravely.
“She told me to.”
“Your mother?”
The girl nodded.
“But do you think it’s right yourself?”
“Dunno. ‘Taint best if you get caught.”
“Well, Jane,” said Holcroft, with something like a smile lurking in his deep-set eyes. “I don’t think it’s right at all. I don’t want you to watch me any more, no matter who tells you to. Will you promise not to?”
The child nodded. She seemed averse to speaking when a sign would answer.
“Can I go now?” she asked after a moment.
“Not yet. I want to ask you some questions. Was anyone ever kind to you?”
“I dunno. I suppose so.”
“What would you call being kind to you?”
“Not scoldin’ or cuffin’ me.”
“If I didn’t scold or strike you, would you think I was kind, then?”
She nodded; but after a moment’s thought, said, “and if you didn’t look as if you hated to see me round.”
“Do you think I’ve been kind to you?”
“Kinder’n anybody else. You sorter look at me sometimes as if I was a rat. I don’t s’pose you can help it, and I don’t mind. I’d ruther stay here and work than go a-visitin’ again. Why can’t I work outdoors when there’s nothin’ for me to do in the house?”
“Are you willing to work–to do anything you can?”
Jane was not sufficiently politic to enlarge on her desire for honest toil and honest bread; she merely nodded. Holcroft smiled as he asked, “Why are you so anxious to work?”
“‘Cause I won’t feel like a stray cat in the house then. I want to be some’ers where I’ve a right to be.”
“Wouldn’t they let you work down at Lemuel Weeks’?” She shook her head.
“Why not?” he asked.
“They said I wasn’t honest; they said they couldn’t trust me with things, ’cause when I was hungry I took things to eat.”
“Was that the way you were treated at other places?”
“Mostly.”
“Jane,” asked Holcroft very kindly, “did anyone ever kiss you?”
“Mother used to ‘fore people. It allus made me kinder sick.”
Holcroft shook his head as if this child was a problem beyond him, and for a time they sat together in silence. At last he arose and said, “It’s time to go home. Now, Jane, don’t follow me; walk openly at my side, and when you come to call me at any time, come openly, make a noise, whistle or sing as a child ought. As long as you are with me, never do anything on the sly, and we’ll get along well enough.”
She nodded and walked beside him. At last, as if emboldened by his words, she broke out, “Say, if mother married you, you couldn’t send us away, could you?”
“Why do you ask such a question?” said Holcroft, frowning.
“I was a-thinkin’–“
“Well,” he interrupted sternly, “never think or speak of such things again.”
The child had a miserable sense that she had angered him; she was also satisfied that her mother’s schemes would be futile, and she scarcely spoke again that day.
Holcroft was more than angry; he was disgusted. That Mrs. Mumpson’s design upon him was so offensively open that even this ignorant child understood it, and was expected to further it, caused such a strong revulsion in his mind that he half resolved to put them both in his market wagon on the morrow and take them back to their relatives. His newly awakened sympathy for Jane quickly vanished. If the girl and her mother had been repulsive from the first, they were now hideous, in view of their efforts to fasten themselves upon him permanently. Fancy, then, the climax in his feelings when, as they passed the house, the front door suddenly opened and Mrs. Mumpson emerged with clasped hands and the exclamation, “Oh, how touching! Just like father and child!”
Without noticing the remark he said coldly as he passed, “Jane, go help Mrs. Wiggins get supper.”
His anger and disgust grew so strong as he hastily did his evening work that he resolved not to endanger his self-control by sitting down within earshot of Mrs. Mumpson. As soon as possible, therefore, he carried the new stove to his room and put it up. The widow tried to address him as he passed in and out, but he paid no heed to her. At last, he only paused long enough at the kitchen door to say, “Jane, bring me some supper to my room. Remember, you only are to bring it.”
Bewildered and abashed, Mrs. Mumpson rocked nervously. “I had looked for relentings this evening, a general softening,” she murmured, “and I don’t understand his bearing toward me.” Then a happy thought struck her. “I see, I see,” she cried softly and ecstatically: “He is struggling with himself; he finds that he must either deny himself my society or yield at once. The end is near.”
A little later she, too, appeared at the kitchen door and said, with serious sweetness, “Jane, you can also bring me MY supper to the parlor.”
Mrs. Wiggins shook with mirth in all her vast proportions as she remarked, “Jane, ye can bring me MY supper from the stove to the table ‘ere, and then vait hon yeself.”
Chapter XIII. Not Wife, But Waif
Tom Watterly’s horse was the pride of his heart. It was a bobtailed, rawboned animal, but, as Tom complacently remarked to Alida, “He can pass about anything on the road”–a boast that he let no chance escape of verifying. It was a terrible ordeal to the poor woman to go dashing through the streets in an open wagon, feeling that every eye was upon her. With head bowed down, she employed her failing strength in holding herself from falling out, yet almost wishing that she might be dashed against some object that would end her wretched life. It finally occurred to Tom that the woman at his side might not, after her recent experience, share in his enthusiasm, and he pulled up remarking, with a rough effort at sympathy, “It’s a cussed shame you’ve been treated so, and as soon as you’re ready, I’ll help you get even with the scamp.”
“I’m not well, sir,” said Alida humbly. “I only ask for a quiet place where I can rest till strong enough to do some kind of work.”
“Well, well,” said Tom kindly, “don’t lose heart. We’ll do the best by you we can. That aint saying very much, though, for we’re full and running over.”
He soon drew rein at the poorhouse door and sprang out. “I–I–feel strange,” Alida gasped.
Tom caught the fainting woman in his arms and shouted, “Here, Bill, Joe! You lazy loons, where are you?”
Three or four half wrecks of men shuffled to his assistance, and together they bore the unconscious woman to the room which was used as a sort of hospital. Some old crones gathered around with such restoratives as they had at command. Gradually the stricken woman revived, but as the whole miserable truth came back, she turned her face to the wall with a sinking of heart akin to despair. At last, from sheer exhaustion, feverish sleep ensued, from which she often started with moans and low cries. One impression haunted her–she was falling, ever falling into a dark, bottomless abyss.
Hours passed in the same partial stupor, filled with phantoms and horrible dreams. Toward evening, she aroused herself mechanically to take the broth Mrs. Watterly ordered her to swallow, then relapsed into the same lethargy. Late in the night, she became conscious that someone was kneeling at her bedside and fondling her. She started up with a slight cry.
“Don’t be afraid; it’s only me, dear,” said a quavering voice.
In the dim rays of a night lamp, Alida saw an old woman with gray hair falling about her face and on her night robe. At first, in her confused, feverish impressions, the poor waif was dumb with superstitious awe, and trembled between joy and fear. Could her mother have come to comfort her in her sore extremity?
“Put yer head on me ould withered breast,” said the apparition, “an’ ye’ll know a mither’s heart niver changes. I”ve been a-lookin’ for ye and expectin’ ye these long, weary years, They said ye wouldn’t come back–that I’d niver find ye ag’in; but I knowed I wud, and here ye are in me arms, me darlint. Don’t draw away from yer ould mither. Don’t ye be afeard or ‘shamed loike. No matter what ye’ve done or where ye’ve been or who ye’ve been with, a mither’s heart welcomes ye back jist the same as when yes were a babby an’ slept on me breast. A mither’s heart ud quench the fires o’ hell. I’d go inter the burnin’ flames o’ the pit an’ bear ye out in me arms. So niver fear. Now that I’ve found ye, ye’re safe. Ye’ll not run away from me ag’in. I’ll hould ye–I’ll hould ye back,” and the poor creature clasped Alida with such conclusive energy that she screamed from pain and terror.
“Ye shall not get away from me, ye shall not go back to evil ways. Whist, whist! Be aisy and let me plead wid ye. Think how many long, weary years I’ve looked for ye and waited for ye. Niver have I slept night or day in me watchin’. Ye may be so stained an’ lost an’ ruined that the whole wourld will scorn ye, yet not yer mither, not yer ould mither. Oh, Nora, Nora, why did ye rin away from me? Wasn’t I koind? No, no; ye cannot lave me ag’in,” and she threw herself on Alida, whose disordered mind was tortured by what she heard. Whether or not it was a more terrible dream than had yet oppressed her, she scarcely knew, but in the excess of her nervous horror she sent out a cry that echoed in every part of the large building. Two old women rushed in and dragged Alida’s persecutor screaming away.
“That’s allus the way o’ it,” she shrieked. “As soon as I find me Nora they snatches me and carries me off, and I have to begin me watchin’ and waitin’ and lookin’ ag’in.”
Alida continued sobbing and trembling violently. One of the awakened patients sought to assure her by saying, “Don’t mind it so, miss. It’s only old crazy Kate. Her daughter ran away from her years and years ago–how many no one knows–and when a young woman’s brought here she thinks it’s her lost Nora. They oughtn’t ‘a’ let her get out, knowin’ you was here.”
For several days Alida’s reason wavered. The nervous shock of her sad experiences had been so great that it did not seem at all improbable that she, like the insane mother, might be haunted for the rest of her life by an overwhelming impression of something lost. In her morbid, shaken mind she confounded the wrong she had received with guilt on her own part. Eventually, she grew calmer and more sensible. Although her conscience acquitted her of intentional evil, nothing could remove the deep-rooted conviction that she was shamed beyond hope of remedy. For a time she was unable to rally from nervous prostration; meanwhile, her mind was preternaturally active, presenting every detail of the past until she was often ready to cry aloud in her despair.
Tom Watterly took an unusual interest in her case and exhorted the visiting physician to do his best for her. She finally began to improve, and with the first return of strength sought to do something with her feeble hands. The bread of charity was not sweet.
Although the place in which she lodged was clean, and the coarse, unvarying fare abundant, she shrank shuddering, with each day’s clearer consciousness, from the majority of those about her. Phases of life of which she had scarcely dreamed were the common topics of conversation. In her mother she had learned to venerate gray hairs, and it was an awful shock to learn that so many of the feeble creatures about her were coarse, wicked, and evil-disposed. How could their withered lips frame the words they spoke? How could they dwell on subjects that were profanation, even to such wrecks of womanhood as themselves?
Moreover, they persecuted her by their curiosity. The good material in her apparel had been examined and commented on; her wedding ring had been seen and its absence soon noted, for Alida, after gaining the power to recall the past fully, had thrown away the metal lie, feeling that it was the last link in a chain binding her to a loathed and hated relationship. Learning from their questions that the inmates of the almshouse did not know her history, she refused to reveal it, thus awakening endless surmises. Many histories were made for her, the beldams vying with each other in constructing the worst one. Poor Alida soon learned that there was public opinion even in an almshouse, and that she was under its ban. In dreary despondency she thought, “They’ve found out about me. If such creatures as these think I’m hardly fit to speak to, how can I ever find work among good, respectable people?”
Her extreme depression, the coarse, vulgar, and uncharitable natures by which she was surrounded, retarded her recovery. By her efforts to do anything in her power for others she disarmed the hostility of some of the women, and those that were more or less demented became fond of her; but the majority probed her wound by every look and word. She was a saint compared with any of these, yet they made her envy their respectability. She often thought, “Would to God that I was as old and ready to die as the feeblest woman here, if I could only hold up my head like her!”
One day a woman who had a child left it sleeping in its rude wooden cradle and went downstairs. The babe wakened and began to cry. Alida took it up and found a strange solace in rocking it to sleep again upon her breast. At last the mother returned, glared a moment into Alida’s appealing eyes, then snatched the child away with the cruel words, “Don’t ye touch my baby ag’in! To think it ud been in the arms o’ the loikes o’ye!”
Alida went away and sobbed until her strength was gone. She found that there were some others ostracized like herself, but they accepted their position as a matter of course–as if it belonged to them and was the least of their troubles.
Her strength was returning, yet she was still feeble when she sent for Mrs. Watterly and asked, “Do you think I’m strong enough to take a place somewhere?”
“You ought to know that better than me,” was the chilly reply.
“Do you–do you think I could get a place? I would be willing to do any kind of honest work not beyond my strength.”
“You hardly look able to sit up straight. Better wait till you’re stronger. I’ll tell my husband. If applications come, he’ll see about it,” and she turned coldly away.
A day or two later Tom came and said brusquely, but not unkindly, “Don’t like my hotel, hey? What can you do?”
“I’m used to sewing, but I’d try to do almost anything by which I could earn my living.”
“Best thing to do is to prosecute that scamp and make him pay you a good round sum.”
She shook her head decidedly. “I don’t wish to see him again. I don’t wish to go before people and have the–the–past talked about. I’d like a place with some kind, quiet people who keep no other help. Perhaps they wouldn’t take me if they knew; but I would be so faithful to them, and try so heard to learn what they wanted–“
“That’s all nonsense, their not taking you. I’ll find you a place some day, but you’re not strong enough yet. You’d be brought right back here. You’re as pale as a ghost–almost look like one. So don’t be impatient, but give me a chance to find you a good place. I feel sorry for you, and don’t want you to get among folks that have no feelings. Don’t you worry now; chirk up, and you’ll come out all right.”
“I–I think that if–if I’m employed, the people who take me ought to know,” said Alida with bowed head.
“They’ll be blamed fools if they don’t think more of you when they do know,” was his response. “Still, that shall be as you please. I’ve told only my wife, and they’ve kept mum at the police station, so the thing hasn’t got into the papers.”
Alida’s head bowed lower still as she replied, “I thank you. My only wish now is to find some quiet place in which I can work and be left to myself.”
“Very well,” said Tom good-naturedly. “Cheer up! I’ll be on the lookout for you.”
She turned to the window near which she was sitting to hide the tears which his rough kindness evoked. “He don’t seem to shrink from me as if I wasn’t fit to be spoken to,” she thought; “but his wife did. I’m afraid people won’t take me when they know.”
The April sunshine poured in at the window; the grass was becoming green; a robin alighted on a tree nearby and poured out a jubilant song. For a few moments hope, that had been almost dead in her heart, revived. As she looked gratefully at the bird, thanking it in her heart for the song, it darted upon a string hanging on an adjacent spray and bore it to a crotch between two boughs. Then Alida saw it was building a nest. Her woman’s heart gave way. “Oh,” she moaned, “I shall never have a home again! No place shared by one who cares for me. To work, and to be tolerated for the sake of my work, is all that’s left.”
Chapter XIV. A Pitched Battle
It was an odd household under Holcroft’s roof on the evening of the Sunday we have described. The farmer, in a sense, had “taken sanctuary” in his own room, that he might escape the maneuvering wiles of his tormenting housekeeper. If she would content herself with general topics he would try to endure her foolish, high-flown talk until the three months expired; but that she should speedily and openly take the initiative in matrimonial designs was proof of such an unbalanced mind that he was filled with nervous dread. “Hanged if one can tell what such a silly, hairbrained woman will do next!” he thought, as he brooded by the fire. “Sunday or no Sunday, I feel as if I’d like to take my horsewhip and give Lemuel Weeks a piece of my mind.”
Such musings did not promise well for Mrs. Mumpson, scheming in the parlor below; but, as we have seen, she had the faculty of arranging all future events to her mind. That matters had not turned out in the past as she had expected, counted for nothing. She was one who could not be taught, even by experience. The most insignificant thing in Holcroft’s dwelling had not escaped her scrutiny and pretty accurate guess as to value, yet she could not see or understand the intolerable disgust and irritation which her ridiculous conduct excited. In a weak mind egotism and selfishness, beyond a certain point, pass into practical insanity. All sense of delicacy, of the fitness of things, is lost; even the power to consider the rights and feelings of others is wanting. Unlike poor Holcroft, Mrs. Mumpson had few misgivings in regard to coming years. As she rocked unceasingly before the parlor fire, she arranged everything in regard to his future as well as her own.
Jane, quite forgotten, was oppressed with a miserable presentiment of evil. Her pinched but intense little mind was concentrated on two facts–Holcroft’s anger and her mother’s lack of sense. From such premises it did not take her long to reason out but one conclusion–“visitin’ again;” and this was the summing up of all evils. Now and then a tear would force its way out of one of her little eyes, but otherwise she kept her troubles to herself.
Mrs. Wiggins was the only complacent personage in the house, and she unbent with a garrulous affability to Jane, which could be accounted for in but one way–Holcroft had forgotten about his cider barrel, thereby unconsciously giving her the chance to sample its contents freely. She was now smoking her pipe with much content, and indulging in pleasing reminiscences which the facts of her life scarcely warranted.
“Ven hi vas as leetle a gal as ye are,” she began, and then she related experiences quite devoid of the simplicity and innocence of childhood. The girl soon forgot her fears and listened with avidity until the old dame’s face grew heavier, if possible, with sleep, and she stumbled off to bed.
Having no wish to see or speak to her mother again, the child blew out the candle and stole silently up the stairway. At last Mrs. Mumpson took her light and went noisily around, seeing to the fastenings of doors and windows. “I know he is listening to every sound from me, and he shall learn what a caretaker I am,” she murmured softly.
Once out of doors in the morning, with his foot on the native heath of his farm, Holcroft’s hopefulness and courage always returned. He was half angry with himself at his nervous irritation of the evening before. “If she becomes so cranky that I can’t stand her, I’ll pay the three months’ wages and clear her out,” he had concluded, and he went about his morning work with a grim purpose to submit to very little nonsense.
Cider is akin to vinegar, and Mrs. Wiggins’ liberal potations of the evening before had evidently imparted a marked acidity to her temper. She laid hold of the kitchen utensils as if she had a spite against them, and when Jane, confiding in her friendliness shown so recently, came down to assist, she was chased out of doors with language we forbear to repeat. Mrs. Mumpson, therefore, had no intimation of the low state of the barometer in the region of the kitchen. “I have taken time to think deeply and calmly,” she murmured. “The proper course has been made clear to me. He is somewhat uncouth; he is silent and unable to express his thoughts and emotions–in brief, undeveloped; he is awfully irreligious. Moth and rust are busy in this house; much that would be so useful is going to waste. He must learn to look upon me as the developer, the caretaker, a patient and healthful embodiment of female influence. I will now begin actively my mission of making him an ornerment to society. That mountainous Mrs. Viggins must be replaced by a deferential girl who will naturally look up to me. How can I be a true caretaker–how can I bring repose and refinement to this dwelling with two hundred pounds of female impudence in my way? Mr. Holcroft shall see that Mrs. Viggins is an unseemly and jarring discord in our home,” and she brought the rocking chair from the parlor to the kitchen, with a serene and lofty air. Jane hovered near the window, watching.
At first, there was an ominous silence in respect to words. Portentous sounds increased, however, for Mrs. Wiggins strode about with martial tread, making the boards creak and the dishes clatter, while her red eyes shot lurid and sanguinary gleams. She would seize a dipper as if it were a foe, slamming it upon the table again as if striking an enemy. Under her vigorous manipulation, kettles and pans resounded with reports like firearms.
Mrs. Mumpson was evidently perturbed; her calm superiority was forsaking her; every moment she rocked faster–a sure indication that she was not at peace. At last she said, with great dignity: “Mrs. Viggins, I must request you to perform your tasks with less clamor. My nerves are not equal to this peculiar way of taking up and laying down things.”
“Vell, jes’ ye vait a minute, han hi’ll show ye ‘ow hi kin take hup things han put ’em down hag’in hout o’ my vay,” and before Mrs. Mumpson could interfere, she found herself lifted, chair and all bodily, and carried to the parlor. Between trepidation and anger, she could only gasp during the transit, and when left in the middle of the parlor floor she looked around in utter bewilderment.
It so happened that Holcroft, on his way from the barn, had seen Jane looking in at the window, and, suspecting something amiss, had arrived just in time for the spectacle. Convulsed with laughter, he returned hastily to the barn; while Jane expressed her feelings, whatever they were, by executing something like a hornpipe before the window.
Mrs. Mumpson, however, was not vanquished. She had only made a compulsory retreat from the scene of hostilities; and, after rallying her shattered faculties, advanced again with the chair. “How dared you, you disreputerble female?” she began.
Mrs. Wiggins turned slowly and ominously upon her. “Ye call me a disrupterbul female hag’in, han ye vont find hit ‘ealthy.”
Mrs. Mumpson prudently backed toward the door before delivering her return fire.
“Woman!” she cried, “are you out of your mind? Don’t you know I’m housekeeper here, and that it’s my duty to superintend you and your work?”
“Vell, then, hi’ll double ye hup hand put ye hon the shelf hof the dresser han’ lock the glass door hon ye. From hup there ye kin see all that’s goin’ hon and sup’intend to yer ‘eart’s content,” and she started for her superior officer.
Mrs. Mumpson backed so precipitately with her chair that it struck against the door case, and she sat down hard. Seeing that Mrs. Wiggins was almost upon her, she darted back into the parlor, leaving the chair as a trophy in the hands of her enemy. Mrs. Wiggins was somewhat appeased by this second triumph, and with the hope of adding gall and bitterness to Mrs. Mumpson’s defeat, she took the chair to her rival’s favorite rocking place, lighted her pipe, and sat down in grim complacency. Mrs. Mumpson warily approached to recover a support which, from long habit, had become moral as well as physical, and her indignation knew no bounds when she saw it creaking under the weight of her foe. It must be admitted, however, that her ire was not so great that she did not retain the “better part of valor,” for she stepped back, unlocked the front door, and set it ajar. On returning, she opened with a volubility that awed even Mrs. Wiggins for a moment. “You miserable, mountainous pauper; you interloper; you unrefined, irresponserble, unregenerate female, do you know what you have done in thus outraging ME? I’m a respecterble woman, respecterbly connected. I’m here in a responserble station. When Mr. Holcroft appears he’ll drive you from the dwelling which you vulgarize. Your presence makes this apartment a den. You are a wild beast–“
“Hi’m a vile beastes, ham hi?” cried Mrs. Wiggins, at last stung into action, and she threw her lighted pipe at the open mouth that was discharging high-sounding epithets by the score.
It struck the lintel over the widow’s head, was shattered, and sent down upon her a shower of villainously smelling sparks. Mrs. Mumpson shrieked and sought frantically to keep her calico wrapper from taking fire. Meanwhile, Mrs. Wiggins rose and took a step or two that she might assist should there be any positive danger, for she had not yet reached a point of malignity which would lead her to witness calmly an auto-da-fe. This was Jane’s opportunity. Mrs. Wiggins had alienated this small and hitherto friendly power, and now, with a returning impulse of loyalty, it took sides with the weaker party. The kitchen door was on a crack; the child pushed it noiselessly open, darted around behind the stove, and withdrew the rocking chair.
Mrs. Wiggins’ brief anxiety and preoccupation passed, and she stepped backward again to sit down. She did sit down, but with such terrific force that the stove and nearly everything else in the room threatened to fall with her. She sat helplessly for a bewildered moment, while Jane, with the chair, danced before her exclaiming, tauntingly, “That’s for chasing me out as if I was a cat!”
“Noo hi’ll chase ye both hout,” cried the ireful Wiggins, scrambling to her feet. She made good her threat, for Holcroft, a moment later, saw mother and daughter, the latter carrying the chair, rushing from the front door, and Mrs. Wiggins, armed with a great wooden spoon, waddling after them, her objurgations mingling with Mrs. Mumpson’s shrieks and Jane’s shrill laughter. The widow caught a glimpse of him standing in the barn door, and, as if borne by the wind, she flew toward him, crying, “He shall be my protector!”
He barely had time to whisk through a side door and close it after him. The widow’s impetuous desire to pant out the story of her wrongs carried her into the midst of the barnyard, where she was speedily confronted by an unruly young heifer that could scarcely be blamed for hostility to such a wild-looking object.
The animal shook its head threateningly as it advanced. Again the widow’s shrieks resounded. This time Holcroft was about to come to the rescue, when the beleaguered woman made a dash for the top of the nearest fence, reminding her amused looker-on of the night of her arrival when she had perched like some strange sort of bird on the wagon wheel.
Seeing that she was abundantly able to escape alone, the farmer remained in concealment. Although disgusted and angry at the scenes taking place, he was scarcely able to restrain roars of laughter. Perched upon the fence, the widow called piteously for him to lift her down, but he was not to be caught by any such device. At last, giving up hope and still threatened by the heifer, she went over on the other side. Knowing that she must make a detour before reaching the dwelling, Holcroft went thither rapidly with the purpose of restoring order at once. “Jane,” he said sternly, “take that chair to the parlor and leave it there. Let there be no more such nonsense.”
At his approach, Mrs. Wiggins had retreated sullenly to the kitchen. “Come,” he ordered good-naturedly, “hasten breakfast and let there be no more quarreling.”
“Hif hi vas left to do me work hin peace–” she began.
“Well, you shall do it in peace.”
At this moment Mrs. Mumpson came tearing in, quite oblivious of the fact that she had left a goodly part of her calico skirt on a nail of the fence. She was rushing toward Holcroft, when he said sternly, and with a repellent gesture, “Stop and listen to me. If there’s any more of this quarreling like cats and dogs in my house, I’ll send for the constable and have you all arrested. If you are not all utterly demented and hopeless fools, you will know that you came here to do my work, and nothing else.” Then catching a glimpse of Mrs. Mumpson’s dress, and fearing he should laugh outright, he turned abruptly on his heel and went to his room, where he was in a divided state between irrepressible mirth and vexation.
Mrs. Mumpson also fled to her room. She felt that the proper course for her at this juncture was a fit of violent hysterics; but a prompt douche from the water pitcher, administered by the unsympathetic Jane, effectually checked the first symptoms. “Was ever a respecterble woman–“
“You aint respectable,” interrupted the girl, as she departed. “You look like a scarecrow. ‘Fi’s you I’d begin to show some sense now.”
Chapter XV. “What is to Become of Me?”
Holcroft’s reference to a constable and arrest, though scarcely intended to be more than a vague threat, had the effect of clearing the air like a clap of thunder. Jane had never lost her senses, such as she possessed, and Mrs. Wiggins recovered hers sufficiently to apologize to the farmer when he came down to breakfast. “But that Mumpson’s hawfully haggravatin’, master, as ye know yeself, hi’m a-thinkin’. Vud ye jis tell a body vat she is ‘here, han ‘ow hi’m to get hon vith ‘er. Hif hi’m to take me horders from ‘er, hi’d ruther go back to the poor-‘us.”
“You are to take your orders from me and no one else. All I ask is that you go on quietly with your work and pay no attention to her. You know well enough that I can’t have such goings on. I want you to let Jane help you and learn her to do everything as far as she can. Mrs. Mumpson can do the mending and ironing, I suppose. At any rate, I won’t have any more quarreling and uproar. I’m a quiet man and intend to have a quiet house. You and Jane can get along very well in the kitchen, and you say you understand the dairy work.”
“Vell hi does, han noo hi’ve got me horders hi’ll go right along.”
Mrs. Mumpson was like one who had been rudely shaken out of a dream, and she appeared to have sense enough to realize that she couldn’t assume so much at first as she anticipated. She received from Jane a cup of coffee, and said feebly, “I can partake of no more after the recent trying events.”
For some hours she was a little dazed, but her mind was of too light weight to be long cast down. Jane rehearsed Holcroft’s words, described his manner, and sought with much insistence to show her mother that she must drop her nonsense at once. “I can see it in his eye,” said the girl, “that he won’t stand much more. If yer don’t come down and keep yer hands busy and yer tongue still, we’ll tramp. As to his marrying you, bah! He’d jes’ as soon marry Mrs. Wiggins.”
This was awful prose, but Mrs. Mumpson was too bewildered and discouraged for a time to dispute it, and the household fell into a somewhat regular routine. The widow appeared at her meals with the air of a meek and suffering martyr; Holcroft was exceedingly brief in his replies to her questions, and paid no heed to her remarks. After supper and his evening work, he went directly to his room. Every day, however, he secretly chafed with ever-increasing discontent, over this tormenting presence in his house. The mending and such work as she attempted was so wretchedly performed that it would better have been left undone. She was also recovering her garrulousness, and mistook his toleration and her immunity in the parlor for proof of a growing consideration. “He knows that my hands were never made for such coarse, menial tasks as that Viggins does,” she thought, as she darned one of his stockings in a way that would render it almost impossible for him to put his foot into it again. “The events of last Monday morning were unfortunate, unforeseen, unprecedented. I was unprepared for such vulgar, barbarous, unheard-of proceedings–taken off my feet, as it were; but now that he’s had time to think it all over, he sees that I am not a common woman like Viggins,”–Mrs. Mumpson would have suffered rather than have accorded her enemy the prefix of Mrs.,–“who is only fit to be among pots and kettles. He leaves me in the parlor as if a refined apartment became me and I became it. Time and my influence will mellow, soften, elevate, develop, and at last awaken a desire for my society, then yearnings. My first error was in not giving myself time to make a proper impression. He will soon begin to yield like the earth without. First it is hard and frosty, then it is cold and muddy, if I may permit myself so disagreeable an illustration. Now he is becoming mellow, and soon every word I utter will be like good seed in good ground. How aptly it all fits! I have only to be patient.”
She was finally left almost to utter idleness, for Jane and Mrs. Wiggins gradually took from the incompetent hands even the light tasks which she had attempted. She made no protest, regarding all as another proof that Holcroft was beginning to recognize her superiority and unfitness for menial tasks. She would maintain, however, her character as the caretaker and ostentatiously inspected everything; she also tried to make as much noise in fastening up the dwelling at night as if she were barricading a castle. Holcroft would listen grimly, well aware that no house had been entered in Oakville during his memory. He had taken an early occasion to say at the table that he wished no one to enter his room except Jane, and that he would not permit any infringement of this rule. Mrs. Mumpson’s feelings had been hurt at first by this order, but she soon satisfied herself that it had been meant for Mrs. Wiggins’ benefit and not her own. She found, however, that Jane interpreted it literally. “If either of you set foot in that room, I’ll tell him,” she said flatly. “I’ve had my orders and I’m a-goin’ to obey. There’s to be no more rummagin’. If you’ll give me the keys I’ll put things back in order ag’in.”
“Well, I won’t give you the keys. I’m the proper person to put things in order if you did not replace them properly. You are just making an excuse to rummage yourself. My motive for inspecting is very different from yours.”
“Shouldn’t wonder if you was sorry some day,” the girl had remarked, and so the matter had dropped and been forgotten.
Holcroft solaced himself with the fact that Jane and Mrs. Wiggins served his meals regularly and looked after the dairy with better care than it had received since his wife died. “If I had only those two in the house, I could get along first-rate,” he thought. “After the three months are up, I’ll try to make such an arrangement. I’d pay the mother and send her off now, but if I did, Lemuel Weeks would put her up to a lawsuit.”
April days brought the longed-for plowing and planting, and the farmer was so busy and absorbed in his work that Mrs. Mumpson had less and less place in his thoughts, even as a thorn in the flesh. One bright afternoon, however, chaos came again unexpectedly. Mrs. Wiggins did not suggest a volatile creature, yet such, alas! she was. She apparently exhaled and was lost, leaving no trace. The circumstances of her disappearance permit of a very matter-of-fact and not very creditable explanation. On the day in question she prepared an unusually good dinner, and the farmer had enjoyed it in spite of Mrs. Mumpson’s presence and desultory remarks. The morning had been fine and he had made progress in his early spring work. Mrs. Wiggins felt that her hour and opportunity had come. Following him to the door, she said in a low tone and yet with a decisive accent, as if she was claiming a right, “Master, hi’d thank ye for me two weeks’ wages.”
He unsuspectingly and unhesitatingly gave it to her, thinking, “That’s the way with such people. They want to be paid often and be sure of their money. She’ll work all the better for having it.”
Mrs. Wiggins knew the hour when the stage passed the house; she had made up a bundle without a very close regard to meum or tuum, and was ready to flit. The chance speedily came.
The “caretaker” was rocking in the parlor and would disdain to look, while Jane had gone out to help plant some early potatoes on a warm hillside. The coast was clear. Seeing the stage coming, the old woman waddled down the lane at a remarkable pace, paid her fare to town, and the Holcroft kitchen knew her no more.
That she found the “friend” she had wished to see on her way out to the farm, and that this friend brought her quickly under Tom Watterly’s care again, goes without saying.
As the shadows lengthened and the robins became tuneful, Holcroft said, “You’ve done well, Jane. Thank you. Now you can go back to the house.”
The child soon returned in breathless haste to the field where the farmer was covering the potato pieces she had dropped, and cried, “Mrs. Wiggins’s gone!”
Like a flash the woman’s motive in asking for her wages occurred to him, but he started for the house to assure himself of the truth. “Perhaps she’s in the cellar,” he said, remembering the cider barrel, “or else she’s out for a walk.”
“No, she aint,” persisted Jane. “I’ve looked everywhere and all over the barn, and she aint nowhere. Mother haint seen her, nuther.”
With dreary misgivings, Holcroft remembered that he no longer had a practical ally in the old Englishwoman, and he felt that a new breaking up was coming. He looked wistfully at Jane, and thought, “I COULD get along with that child if the other was away. But that can’t be; SHE’D visit here indefinitely if Jane stayed.”
When Mrs. Mumpson learned from Jane of Mrs. Wiggins’ disappearance, she was thrown into a state of strong excitement. She felt that her hour and opportunity might be near also, and she began to rock very fast. “What else could he expect of such a female?” she soliloquized. “I’ve no doubt but she’s taken things, too. He’ll now learn my value and what it is to have a caretaker who will never desert him.”
Spirits and courage rose with the emergency; her thoughts hurried her along like a dry leaf caught in a March gale. “Yes,” she murmured, “the time has come for me to act, to dare, to show him in his desperate need and hour of desertion what might be, may be, must be. He will now see clearly the difference between these peculiar females who come and go, and a respecterble woman and a mother who can be depended upon–one who will never steal away like a thief in the night.”
She saw Holcroft approaching the house with Jane; she heard him ascend to Mrs. Wiggins’ room, then return to the kitchen and ejaculate, “Yes, she’s gone, sure enough.”
“Now, ACT!” murmured the widow, and she rushed toward the farmer with clasped hands, and cried with emotion, “Yes, she’s gone; but I’m not gone. You are not deserted. Jane will minister to you; I will be the caretaker, and our home will be all the happier because that monstrous creature is absent. Dear Mr. Holcroft, don’t be so blind to your own interests and happiness, don’t remain undeveloped! Everything is wrong here if you would but see it. You are lonely and desolate. Moth and rust have entered, things in unopened drawers and closets are molding and going to waste. Yield to true female influence and–“
Holcroft had been rendered speechless at first by this onslaught, but the reference to unopened drawers and closets awakened a sudden suspicion. Had she dared to touch what had belonged to his wife? “What!” he exclaimed sharply, interrupting her; then with an expression of disgust and anger, he passed her swiftly and went to his room. A moment later came the stern summons, “Jane, come here!”
“Now you’ll see what’ll come of that rummagin’,” whimpered Jane. “You aint got no sense at all to go at him so. He’s jes’ goin’ to put us right out,” and