advance, and then he shouted,
“Fire!”
The little flames shot out and crackled among the vines. He saw gaps in the Prussian ranks, he saw the men waver, surprised at the proximity of the attack.
“Charge,” he shouted, and crashing through the few yards of shelter, they burst out upon the repli, and across the open space to the Prussian bayonets. But not one of the number reached the bayonets.
“Fire!” shouted the Prussian officer, in his turn.
The volley flashed out, the smoke cleared away, and showed a little heap of men silent between the bonfire and the Prussian ranks.
The Prussians loaded again and stood ready, waiting for the main attack. The morning was just breaking. They stood silent and motionless till the sky was flooded with light and the hills one after another came into view, and the files of poplars were seen marching on the plains. Then the Colonel approached the little heap. A rifle caught his eye, and he picked it up.
“They are all mad,” said he. Forced to the point of the bayonet was a gaudy little linen tri-colour flag.
THE CROSSED GLOVES.
“Although you have not been near Ronda for five years,” said the Spanish Commandant severely to Dennis Shere, “the face of the country has not changed. You are certainly the most suitable officer I can select, since I am told you are well acquainted with the neighbourhood. You will ride therefore to-day to Olvera and deliver this sealed letter to the officer commanding the temporary garrison there. But it is not necessary that it should reach him before eleven at night, so that you will still have an hour or two before you start in which you can renew your acquaintanceships, as I can very well understand you are anxious to do.”
Dennis Shere’s reluctance, however, was now changed into alacrity. For the road to Olvera ran past the gates of that white-walled, straggling residencia where he had planned to spend this first evening that he was stationed at Ronda. On his way back from his colonel’s quarters he even avoided those squares and streets where he would be likely to meet with old acquaintances, foreseeing their questions as to why he was now a Spanish subject and wore the uniform of a captain of Spanish cavalry and by seven o’clock he was already riding through the Plaza de Toros upon his mission. There, however, a familiar voice hailed him, and turning about in his saddle he saw an old padre who had once gained a small prize for logic at the University of Barcelona, and who had since made his inferences and deductions an excuse for a great deal of inquisitiveness. Shere had no option but to stop. He broke in, however, at once on the inevitable questions as to his uniform with the statement that he must be at Olvera by eleven.
“Fifteen miles,” said the padre. “Does it need four hours and a fresh horse to journey fifteen miles?”
“But I have friends to visit on the way,” and to give convincing details to an excuse which was plainly disbelieved, Shere added, “Just this side of Setenil I have friends.”
The padre was still dissatisfied. “There is only one house just this side of Setenil, and Esteban Silvela I saw with my own eyes to-day in Ronda.”
“He may well be home by now, and it is not Esteban whom I go to see.”
“Not Esteban,” exclaimed the padre. “Then it will be–“
“His sister, the Senora Christina,” said Shere with a laugh at his companion’s persistency. “Since the brother and sister live alone, and it is not the brother, why it will be the sister. You argue still very closely, padre.”
The padre stood back a little from Shere and stared. Then he said slyly, and with the air of one who quotes:
“All women are born tricksters.”
“Those were rank words,” said Shere composedly.
“Yet they were often spoken when you grew vines in the Ronda Valley.”
“Then a crowd of men must know me for a fool. A young man may make a mistake, padre, and exaggerate a disappointment. Besides, I had not then seen the senora. Esteban I knew, but she was a child, and known to me only by name.” And then, warmed by the pleasure in his old friend’s face, he said, “I will tell you about it.”
They walked on slowly side by side, while Shere, who now that he had begun to confide was quite swept away, bent over his saddle and told how after inheriting a modest fortune, after wandering for three years from city to city, he had at last come to Paris, and there, at a Carlist conversazione, had heard the familiar name called from a doorway, and had seen the unfamiliar face appear. Shere described Christina. She walked with the grace of a deer, as though the floor beneath her foot had the spring of turf. The blood was bright in her face; her brown hair shone; she was sweet with youth; the suppleness of her body showed it and the steadiness of her great clear eyes.
“She passed me,” he went on, “and the arrogance of what I used to think and say came sharp home to me like a pain. I suppose that I stared–it was an accident, of course–perhaps my face showed something of my trouble; but just as she was opposite me her fan slipped through her fingers and clattered on the floor.”
The padre was at a loss to understand Shere’s embarrassment in relating so small a matter.
“Well,” said he, “you picked up the fan and so–“
“No,” interrupted Shere. His embarrassment increased, and he stammered out awkwardly, “Just for the moment, you see, I began to wonder whether after all I had not been right before; whether after all any woman would or could baulk herself of a fraction of any man’s admiration, supposing that it would only cost a trick to extort it. And while I was wondering she herself stooped, picked up the fan, and good-humouredly dropped me a curtsey for my lack of manners. Esteban presented me to her that evening. There followed two magical months in Paris and a June in London.”
“But, Esteban?” said the padre, doubtfully. “I do not understand. I know something of Esteban Silvela. A lean man of plots and devices. My friend, do you know that Esteban has not a groat? The Silvela fortunes and estate came from the mother and went to the daughter. Esteban is the Senora Christina’s steward, and her marriage would alter his position at the least. Did he not spoil the magic of the months in Paris?”
Shere laughed aloud in assured confidence.
“No, indeed,” said he. “I did not know Esteban was dependent on his sister, but what difference would her marriage make? Esteban is my best friend. For instance, you questioned me about my uniform. It is by Esteban’s advice and help that I wear it.”
“Indeed!” said the padre, quickly. “Tell me.”
“That June, in London, two years ago–it was by the way the last time I saw the senora–we three dined at the same house. As the ladies rose from the table I said to Christina quietly, ‘I want to speak to you to-night,’ and she answered very simply and quietly, ‘With all my heart.’ She was not so quiet, however, but that Esteban overheard her. He hitched his chair up to mine; I asked him what my chances were, and whether he would second them? He was most cordial, but he thought with his Spaniard’s pride that I ought–I use my words, not his–in some way to repair my insufficiency in station and the rest; and he pointed out this way of the uniform. I could not resist his argument; I did not speak that night. I took out my papers and became a Spaniard; with Esteban’s help I secured a commission. That was two years ago. I have not seen her since, nor have I written, but I ride to her to-night with my two years’ silence and my two years’ service to prove the truth of what I say. So you see I have reason to thank Esteban.” And since they were now come to the edge of the town they parted company. Shere rode smartly down the slope of the hill, the padre stood and watched him with a feeling of melancholy.
It was not merely that he distrusted Esteban, but he knew Shere, the cadet of an impoverished family, who had come out from England to a small estate in the Ronda valley, which had belonged to his house since the days of the Duke of Wellington in Spain. He knew him for a man of tempests and extremes, and as he thought of his ardent words and tones, of his ready acceptance of Esteban’s good faith, of his description of Christina, he fell to wondering whether so sudden and violent a conversion from passionate cynic to passionate believer would not lack permanence. There was that little instructive accident of the dropped fan. Even in the moment of conversion so small a thing had almost sufficed to dissuade Shere.
Shere, however, was quite untroubled–so untroubled, indeed, that he even rode slowly that he might not waste the luxury of anticipating the welcome which his unexpected appearance would surely provoke. He rode into the groves of almond and walnut trees and out again into a wild and stony country. It was just growing dusk when he saw ahead of him the square white walls of the enclosure, and the cluster of buildings within, glimmering at the foot of a rugged hill. The lights began to move in the windows as he approached, and then a man suddenly appeared at his side on the roadway and whistled twice loudly as though he were calling his dog. Shere rode past the man and through the open gates into the courtyard. There were three men lounging there, and they came forward almost as if they had expected Shere. He gave his horse into their charge and impetuously mounted the flight of stone steps to the house. A servant in readiness came forward at once and preceded Shere along a gallery towards a door. Shere’s impetuosity led him to outstep the servant, he opened the door, and so entered the room unannounced.
It was a long, low room with a wainscot of dark walnut, and a single lamp upon the table gave it shadows rather than light. He had just time to notice that a girl and a man were bending over the table in the lamplight, to recognise with a throb of the heart the play of the light upon the girl’s brown hair, to understand that she was explaining something which she held in her hands, and then Esteban came quickly to him with a certain air of perplexity and a glance of inquiry towards the servant. Then he said:–
“Of course, of course, you stopped and came in of your own accord.”
“Of my own accord, indeed,” said Shere, who was looking at Christina instead of heeding Esteban’s words. His unexpected coming had certainly not missed its effect, although it was not the effect which Shere had desired. There was, to be sure, a great deal of astonishment in her looks, but there was also consternation; and when she spoke it was in a numbed and absent way.
“You are well? We have not seen you this long while. Two years is it? More than two years.”
“There have been changes,” said Esteban. “We have had war and, alas, defeats.”
“Yes, I was in Cuba,” said Shere, and the conversation dragged on impersonal and dull. Esteban talked continually with a forced heartiness, Christina barely spoke at all, and then absently. Shere noticed that she had but lately come in, for she still wore her hat, and her gloves lay crossed on the table in the light of the lamp; she moved restlessly about the room, stopping now and then to give an ear to any chance noise in the courtyard, and to glance alertly at the door; so that Shere understood that she was expecting another visitor, and that he himself was in the way. An inopportune intrusion, it seemed, was the sole outcome of the two years’ anticipations, and utterly discouraged he rose from his chair. On the instant, however, Esteban signed to Shere to remain, and with a friendly smile himself made an excuse and left the room.
Christina was now walking up and down one particular seam in the floor with as much care as if the seam was a tight-rope, and this exercise she continued. Shere moved over to the table and quite absently played with the gloves which lay there, disarranging their position, so that they no longer made a cross.
“You remember that night in London,” said he, and Christina stopped for a second to say simply and without any suggestion that she was offended, “You should have spoken that night,” and then resumed her walk.
“Yes,” returned Shere. “But I was always aware that I could not offer you your match, and I found, I thought, quite suddenly that evening a way to make my insufficiency less insufficient.”
“Less insufficient by a strip of brass upon your shoulder,” she exclaimed passionately. She came and stood opposite to him. “Well, that strip of brass stops us both. It stops my ears, it must stop your lips too. Where did we meet first?”
“In Paris.”
“Go on!”
“At a Carlist–” and Shere broke off and took a step towards her. “Oh!” he exclaimed, “I never thought of it. I imagined you went there to laugh as I did.”
“Does one laugh at one’s creed?” she cried violently; and Shere with a helpless gesture of the hands sat down in a chair. Esteban had fooled him, and why, the padre had shown Shere that afternoon, Esteban had fooled him irreparably; it did not need a glance at Christina, as she stood facing him, to convince him of that. There was no anger against him, he noticed, in her face, but on the contrary a great friendliness and pity. But he knew her at that moment. Her looks might soften, but not her resolve. She was heart-whole a Carlist. Carlism was her creed, and her creed would be more than a creed, it would be a passion too. So it was not to persuade her but rather in acknowledgment that he said:
“And one does not change one’s creed?”
“No,” she answered, and suggested, but in a doubtful voice, “but one can put off one’s uniform.”
Shere stood up. “Neither can one do that,” he said simply. “It is quite true that I sought my commission upon your account. I would just as readily have become a Carlist had I known. I had no inclination one way or the other, only a great hope and longing for you. But I have made the mistake, and I cannot retrieve it. The strip of brass obliges me to good faith. Already you will understand the uniform has had its inconvenience. It sent me to Cuba, and set me armed against men almost of my own blood. There was no escape then; there is no escape now.”
Christina moved closer to him. The reticence with which Shere spoke, and the fact that he made no claim upon her made her voice very gentle.
“No,” she agreed. “I thought that you would make that answer. And in my heart I do not think that I should like to have heard from you any other.”
“Thank you,” said Shere. He drew out his watch. “I have still some way to go. I have to reach Olvera by eleven;” and he was aware that Christina at his side became at once very still, so that even her breathing was arrested. For her sigh of emotion at the abrupt mention of parting he was thankful, but it made him keep his eyes turned from her lest a sight of any distress of hers might lead him to falter from his purpose.
“You are riding to Olvera?” she asked, after a pause, and in a queer muffled voice.
“Yes. So I must say good-bye,” and now he turned to her. But she was too quick for him to catch a glimpse of her face. She had already turned from him and was walking towards the door.
“You must also say good-bye to Esteban,” said she, as though to gain time. With her fingers on the door-handle she stopped. “Tell me,” she exclaimed. “It was Esteban who advised the army, who helped you to your commission? You need not deny it! It was Esteban,” she stood silent, turning over this revelation in her mind. Then she added, “Did you see Esteban in Ronda this afternoon?”
“No, but I heard that he was there. I must go.”
He took up his hat, and turning again towards the door saw that Christina stood with her back against the panels and her arms outstretched across them like a barrier.
“You need not fear,” he said to reassure her. “I shall not quarrel with Esteban. He is your brother, and the harm is done. Besides, I do not know that it is all harm when I look back in the years before I wore the uniform. In those times it was all one’s own dissatisfactions and trivial dislikes and trivial ambitions. Now I find a repose in losing them, in becoming a little necessary part of a big machine, even though it is not the best machine of its kind and works creakily. I find a dignity in it too.”
It was the man of extremes who spoke, and he spoke quite sincerely. Christina, however, neither answered him nor heard. Her eyes were fixed with a strange intentness upon him; her breath came and went as if she had run a race, and in the silence seemed unnaturally audible.
“You carry orders to Olvera?” she said at length. Shere fetched the sealed letter out of his pocket.
“So I must go, or fail in my duty,” said he.
“Give me the letter,” said Christina.
Shere stared at her in amazement. The amazement changed to suspicion. His whole face seemed to narrow and sharpen out of his own likeness into something foxy and mean.
“I will not,” he said, and slowly replaced the letter. “There was a man in the road,” he continued slowly, “who whistled as I passed–a signal, no doubt. You are Carlist. This is a trap.”
“A trap not laid for you,” said Christina. “Be sure of that! Until you spoke of Olvera I did not know.”
“No,” admitted Shere, “not laid for me to your knowledge, but to Esteban’s. You were surprised at my coming–Esteban only at the manner of my coming. He asked if I had ridden into the gates of my own accord I remember. He was in Ronda this afternoon. Very likely it was he who told my colonel of my knowledge of the neighbourhood. It would suit his purposes well to present me to you suddenly, not merely as an enemy, but an active enemy. Yes, I understand that. But,” and his voice hardened again, “even to your knowledge the trap was laid for the man who carries the letter. You have your share in the trick.” He repeated the word with a sharp laugh, savouring it, dwelling upon it as upon something long forgotten, and now suddenly remembered. “A murderous trick, too, it seems! I wonder what would have happened if I had not turned in at the gates of my own accord. How much farther should I have ridden towards Olvera, and by what gentle means should I have been stopped?”
“By nothing more dangerous than a hand upon your bridle and an excuse that you might do me some small service at Olvera.”
“An excuse, a falsity! To be sure,” said Shere bitterly. “Yet you still stand before the door though you know the letter will not be yours. Is the trick after all so harmless? Is there no one–Esteban, for instance–in the dark passage outside the door or on the dark road outside the gates?”
“I will prove to you you are wrong.”
Christina dropped her arms to her side, moved altogether from the door, and rang a bell. “Esteban shall come here; he will see you outside the gates; he will set you safely on your road to Olvera.” She spoke now quite quietly; all the panic and agitation had gone in a moment from her face, her manner, and her words. But the very suddenness of the change in her increased Shere’s suspicions. A moment ago Christina was standing before the door with every nerve astrain, her face white, and her eyes bewildered with horror. Now she stood easily by the table with the lighted lamp, speaking easily, playing easily with the gloves upon the table. Shere watched for the secret of this sudden change.
A servant answered the bell and was bidden to find Esteban. No look of significance passed between them; by no gesture was any signal given. “No harm was intended to any man,” Christina continued as soon as the door again was closed; “I insisted–I mean there was no need to insist; for I promised to get the letter from the bearer once he had come into this room.”
“How?” Shere asked with a blunt contempt. “By tricks?”
Christina raised her head quickly, stung to a moment’s anger; but she did not answer him, and again her head drooped.
“At all events,” she said quietly, “I have not tried to trick you,” and Shere noticed that she arranged with an absent carelessness the gloves in the form of a cross beneath the lamp; and at once he felt that her action contradicted her words. It was merely an instinct at first. Then he began to reason. Those gloves had been so arranged when first he entered the room. Christina and Esteban were bending over the table. Christina was explaining something. Was she explaining that arrangement of the gloves? Was that arrangement the reason of her ready acceptance of his refusal to part with his orders? Was it, in a word, a signal for Esteban–a signal which should tell him whether or not she had secured the letter? Shere saw a way to answer that question. He was now filled with distrust of Christina as half an hour back he had been filled with faith in her; so that he paid no heed to her apology, or to the passionate and pleading voice in which she spoke it.
“So much was at stake for us,” she said. “It seemed a necessity that we must have that letter, that no sudden orders must reach Olvera to-night. For there is some one at Olvera–I must trust you, you see, though you are our pledged enemy–some one of great consequence to us, some one we love, some one to whom we look to revive this Spain of ours. No, it is not our King, but his son–his young and gallant son. He will be gone to-morrow, but he is at Olvera to-night. And so when Esteban found out to-day that orders were to be sent to the commandant there it seemed we had no choice. It seemed those orders must not reach him, and it seemed therefore–just so that no hurt might be done, which otherwise would surely have been done, whatever I might order or forbid–that I must use a woman’s way and secure the letter.”
“And the bearer?” asked Shere, advancing to the table. “What of him? He, I suppose, might creep back to Ronda, broken in honour and with a lie to tell? The best lie he could invent. Or would you have helped him to the lie?”
Christina shrank away from the table as though she had been struck.
“You had not thought of his plight,” continued Shere. “He rides out from Ronda an honest soldier and returns–what? No more a soldier than this glove of yours is your hand,” and taking up one of the gloves he held it for a moment, and then tossed it down at a distance from its fellow. He deliberately turned his back to the table as Christina replied:
“The bearer would be just our pledged enemy–pledged to outwit us, as we to outwit him. But when you came there was no effort made to outwit you. Own that at all events? You carry your orders safely, with your honour safe, though the consequence may be disaster for us, and disgrace for that we did not prevent you. Own that! You and I, I suppose, will meet no more. So you might own this that I have used no tricks with you?”
The appeal coming as an answer to his insult and contempt, and coming from one whose pride he knew to be a real and dominant quality, touched Shere against his expectation. He faced Christina on an impulse to give her the assurance she claimed, but he changed his mind.
“Are you sure of that?” he asked slowly, for he saw that the gloves while his back was turned had again been crossed. He at all events was now sure. He was sure that those crossed gloves were a signal for Esteban, a signal that the letter had not changed hands. “You have used no tricks with me?” he repeated. “Are you sure of that?”
The handle of the door rattled; Christina quickly crossed towards it. Shere followed her, but stopped for the fraction of a second at the table and deliberately and unmistakably placed the gloves in parallel lines. As the door opened, he was standing between Christina and the table, blocking it from her view.
It was not she, however, who looked to the table, but Esteban. She kept her eyes upon her brother, and when he in his turn looked to her Shere noticed a glance of comprehension swiftly interchanged. So Shere was confident that he had spoiled this trick of the gloves, and when he took a polite leave of Christina and followed Esteban from the room it was not without an air of triumph.
Christina stood without changing her attitude, except that perhaps she pushed her head a little forward that she might the better hear the last of her lover’s receding steps. When they ceased to sound she ran quickly to the window, opened it, and leaned out that she might the better hear his horse’s hoofs on the flagged courtyard. She heard besides Esteban’s voice speaking amiably and Shere’s making amiable replies. The sharp hard clatter upon the stones softened into the duller thud upon the road; the voices became fainter and lost their character. Then one clear “good-night” rang out loudly, and was followed by the quick beats of a horse trotting. Christina slowly closed the window and turned her eyes upon the room. She saw the lamp upon the table and the gloves in parallel lines beneath it.
Now Shere was so far right in that the gloves were intended as a signal for Esteban; only owing to that complete revulsion of which the padre had seen the possibility, Shere had mistaken the signal. The passionate believer had again become the passionate cynic. He saw the trick, and setting no trust in the girl who played it, heeding neither her looks nor words nor the sincerity of her voice, had no doubt that it was aimed against him; whereas it was aimed to protect him. Shere had no doubt that the gloves crossed meant that he still had the sealed letter in his keeping, and therefore he disarranged them. But in truth the gloves crossed meant that Christina had it, and that the messenger might go unhindered upon his way.
Christina uttered no cry. She simply did not believe what her eyes saw. She needed to touch the gloves before she was convinced, and when she had done that she was at once not sure but that she herself in touching them had ranged them in these lines. In the end, however, she understood, not the how or why, but the mere fact. She ran to the door, along the gallery, down the steps into the courtyard. She met no one. The house might have been a deserted ruin from its silence. She crossed the courtyard to the glimmering white walls, and passed through the gates on to the road. The night was clear; and ahead of her far away in the middle of the road a lantern shone very red. Christina ran towards it, and as she approached she saw faces like miniatures grouped above it. They did not heed her until she was close upon them, until she had noticed one man holding a riderless horse apart from the group and another coiling up a stout rope. Then Esteban, who was holding the lantern, raised his hand to keep her back.
“There has been an accident,” said he. “He fell, and fell awkwardly, the horse with him.”
“An accident,” said Christina, and she pointed to the coil of rope. It was no use for her now to say that she had forbidden violence. Indeed, at no time, as she told Shere, would it have been of any use. She pushed through the group to where Dennis Shere lay on the ground, his face white and shiny and tortured with pain. She knelt down on the ground and took his head in her hands as though she would raise it on to her lap, but one man stopped her, saying, “It is his back, senora.” Shere opened his eyes and saw who it was that bent over him, and Christina, reading their look, was appalled. It was surely impossible that human eyes could carry so much hate. His lips moved, and she leaned her ear close to his mouth to catch the words. But it was only one word he spoke and repeated:–
“Tricks! Tricks!”
There was no time to disprove or explain. Christina had but one argument. She kissed him on the lips.
“This is no trick,” she cried, and Esteban, laying a hand upon her shoulder, said, “He does not hear, nor can his lips answer;” and Esteban spoke the truth. Shere had not heard, and never would hear, as Christina knew.
“He still has the letter,” said Esteban. Christina thrust him back with her hand and crouched over the dead man, protecting him. In a little she said, “True, there is the letter.” She unbuttoned Shere’s jacket and gently took the letter from his breast. Then she knelt back and looked at the superscription without speaking. Esteban opened the door of the lantern and held the flame towards her. “No,” said she. “It had better go to Olvera.”
She rode to Olvera that night. They let her go, deceived by her composure and thinking that she meant to carry it to “the man of great consequence.”
But Christina’s composure meant nothing more than that her mind and her feelings were numbed. She was conscious of only one conviction, that Shere must not fail in his duty, since he had staked his honour upon its fulfilment. And so she rode straight to the commandant’s quarters at Olvera, and telling of an accident to the bearer, handed him the letter. The commandant read it, and was most politely distressed that Christina should have put herself to so much trouble, for the orders merely recalled his contingent to Ronda in the morning. It was about this time that Christina began to understand precisely what had happened.
THE SHUTTERED HOUSE.
If ever a man’s pleasures jumped with his duties mine did in the year 1744, when, as a clerk in the service of the Royal African Company of Adventurers, I was despatched to the remote islands of Scilly in search of certain information which, it was believed, Mr. Robert Lovyes alone could impart. For even a clerk that sits all day conning his ledgers may now and again chance upon a record or name which will tickle his dull fancies with the suggestion of a story. Such a suggestion I had derived from the circumstances of Mr. Lovyes. He had passed an adventurous youth, during which he had for eight years been held to slavery by a negro tribe on the Gambia river; he had afterwards amassed a considerable fortune, and embarked it in the ventures of the Company; he had thereupon withdrawn himself to Tresco, where he had lived for twenty years: so much any man might know without provocation to his curiosity. The strange feature of Mr. Lovyes’ conduct was revealed to me by the ledgers. For during all those years he had drawn neither upon his capital nor his interest, so that his stake in the Company grew larger and larger, with no profit to himself that any one could discover. It seemed to me, in fact, clean against nature that a man so rich should so disregard his wealth; and I busied myself upon the journey with discovering strange reasons for his seclusion, of which none, I may say, came near the mark, by so much did the truth exceed them all.
I landed at the harbour of New Grimsey, on Tresco, in the grey twilight of a September evening; and asking for Mr. Lovyes, was directed across a little ridge of heather to Dolphin Town, which lies on the eastward side of Tresco, and looks across Old Grimsey Sound to the island of St. Helen’s. Dolphin Town, you should know, for all its grand name, boasts but a poor half-score of houses dotted about the ferns and bracken, with no semblance of order. One of the houses, however, attracted my notice–first, because it was built in two storeys, and was, therefore, by a storey taller than the rest; and, secondly, because all its windows were closely shuttered, and it wore in that falling light a drooping, melancholy aspect, like a derelict ship upon the seas. It stood in the middle of this scanty village, and had a little unkempt garden about it inclosed within a wooden paling. There was a wicket-gate in the paling, and a rough path from the gate to the house door, and a few steps to the right of this path a well was sunk and rigged with a winch and bucket. I was both tired and thirsty, so I turned into the garden and drew up some water in the bucket. A narrow track was beaten in the grass between the well and the house, and I saw with surprise that the stones about the mouth of the well were splashed and still wet. The house, then, had an inmate. I looked at it again, but the shutters kept their secret: there was no glimmer of light visible through any chink. I approached the house, and from that nearer vantage discovered that the shutters were common planks fitted into the windows and nailed fast to the woodwork from without. Growing yet more curious, I marched to the door and knocked, with an inquiry upon my tongue as to where Mr. Lovyes lived. But the excuse was not needed; the sound of my blows echoed through the house in a desolate, solitary fashion, and no step answered them. I knocked again, and louder. Then I leaned my ear to the panel, and I distinctly heard the rustling of a woman’s dress. I held my breath to hear the more surely. The sound was repeated, but more faintly, and it was followed by a noise like the closing of a door. I drew back from the house, keeping an eye upon the upper storey, for I thought it possible the woman might reconnoitre me thence. But the windows stared at me blind, unresponsive. To the right and left lights twinkled in the scattered dwellings, and I found something very ghostly in the thought of this woman entombed as it were in the midst of them and moving alone in the shuttered gloom. The twilight deepened, and suddenly the gate behind me whined on its hinges. At once I dropped to my full length on the grass–the gloom was now so thick there was little fear I should be discovered–and a man went past me to the house. He walked, so far as I could judge, with a heavy stoop, but was yet uncommon tall, and he carried a basket upon his arm. He laid the basket upon the doorstep, and, to my utter disappointment, turned at once, and so down the path and out at the gate. I heard the gate rattle once, twice, and then a click as its latch caught. I was sufficiently curious to desire a nearer view of the basket, and discovered that it contained food. Then, remembering me that all this while my own business waited, I continued on my way to Mr. Lovyes’ house. It was a long building of a brownish granite, under Merchant’s Point, at the northern extremity of Old Grimsey Harbour. Mr. Lovyes was sitting over his walnuts in the cheerless solitude of his dining-room–a frail old gentleman, older than his years, which I took to be sixty or thereabouts, and with the air of a man in a decline. I unfolded my business forthwith, but I had not got far before he interrupted me.
“There is a mistake,” he said. “It is doubtless my brother Robert you are in search of. I am John Lovyes, and was, it is true, captured with my brother in Africa, but I escaped six years before he did, and traded no more in those parts. We fled together from the negroes, but we were pursued. My brother was pierced by an arrow, and I left him, believing him to be dead.”
I had, indeed, heard something of a brother, though I little expected to find him in Tresco too. He pressed upon me the hospitality of his house, but my business was with Mr. Robert, and I asked him to direct me on my path, which he did with some hesitation and reluctance. I had once more to pass through Dolphin Town, and an impulse prompted me to take another look at the shuttered house. I found that the basket of food had been removed, and an empty bucket stood in its place. But there was still no light visible, and I went on to the dwelling of Mr. Robert Lovyes. When I came to it, I comprehended his brother’s hesitation. It was a rough, mean little cottage standing on the edge of the bracken close to the sea–a dwelling fit for the poorest fisherman, but for no one above that station, and a large open boat was drawn up on the hard beside it as though the tenant fished for his bread. I knocked at the door, and a man with a candle in his hand opened it.
“Mr. Robert Lovyes?” I asked.
“Yes, I am he.” And he led the way into a kitchen, poor and mean as the outside warranted, but scrupulously clean and bright with a fire. He led the way, as I say, and I was still more mystified to observe from his gait, his height, and the stoop of his shoulders that he was the man whom I had seen carrying the basket through the garden. I had now an opportunity of noticing his face, wherein I could detect no resemblance to his brother’s. For it was broader and more vigorous, with a great, white beard valancing it; and whereas Mr. John’s hair was neatly powdered and tied with a ribbon, as a gentleman’s should be, Mr. Robert’s, which was of a black colour with a little sprinkling of grey, hung about his head in a tangled mane. There was but a two-years difference between the ages of the brothers, but there might have been a decade. I explained my business, and we sat down to a supper of fish, freshly caught, which he served himself. And during supper he gave me the information I was come after. But I lent only an inattentive ear to his talk. For my knowledge of his wealth, the picture of him as he sat in his great sea-boots and coarse seaman’s vest, as though it was the most natural garb in the world, and his easy discourse about those far African rivers, made a veritable jumble of my mind. To add to it all, there was the mystery of the shuttered house. More than once I was inclined to question him upon this last account, but his manner did not promise confidences, and I said nothing. At last he perceived my inattention.
“I will repeat all this to-morrow,” he said grimly. “You are, no doubt, tired. I cannot, I am afraid, house you, for, as you see, I have no room; but I have a young friend who happens by good luck to stay this night on Tresco, and no doubt he will oblige me.” Thereupon he led me to a cottage on the outskirts of Dolphin Town, and of all in that village nearest to the sea.
“My friend,” said he, “is named Ginver Wyeth, and, though he comes from these parts, he does not live here, being a school-master on the mainland. His mother has died lately, and he is come on that account.”
Mr. Wyeth received me hospitably, but with a certain pedantry of speech which somewhat surprised me, seeing that his parents were common fisherfolk. He readily explained the matter, however, over a pipe, when Mr. Lovyes had left us. “I owe everything to Mrs. Lovyes,” he said. “She took me when a boy, taught me something herself, and sent me thereafter, at her own charges, to a school in Falmouth.”
“Mrs. Lovyes!” I exclaimed.
“Yes,” he continued, and, bending forward, lowered his voice. “You went up to Merchant’s Point, you say? Then you passed Crudge’s Folly–a house of two storeys with a well in the garden.”
“Yes, yes!” I said.
“She lives there,” said he.
“Behind those shutters!” I cried.
“For twenty years she has lived in the midst of us, and no one has seen her during all that time. Not even Robert Lovyes. Aye, she has lived behind the shutters.”
There he stopped. I waited, thinking that in a little he would take up his tale, but he did not, and I had to break the silence.
“I had not heard that Mr. Robert was ever married,” I said as carelessly as I might.
“Nor was he,” replied Mr. Wyeth. “Mrs. Lovyes is the wife of John. The house at Merchant’s Point is hers, and there twenty years ago she lived.”
His words caught my breath away, so little did I expect them.
“The wife of John Lovyes!” I stammered, “but–” And I told him how I had seen Robert Lovyes carry his basket up the path.
“Yes,” said Wyeth. “Twice a day Robert draws water for her at the well, and once a day he brings her food. It is in his house, too, that she lives–Crudge’s Folly, that was his name for it, and the name clings. But, none the less, she is the wife of John;” and with little more persuasion Mr. Wyeth told me the story.
“It is the story of a sacrifice,” he began, “mad or great, as you please; but, mark you, it achieved its end. As a boy, I witnessed it from its beginnings. For it was at this very door that Robert Lovyes rapped when he first landed on Tresco on the night of the seventh of May twenty-two years ago, and I was here on my holidays at the time. I had been out that day in my father’s lugger to the Poul, which is the best fishing-ground anywhere near Scilly, and the fog took us, I remember, at three of the afternoon. So what with that and the wind failing, it was late when we cast anchor in Grimsey Sound. The night had fallen in a brown mirk, and so still that the sound of our feet brushing through the ferns was loud, like the sweep of scythes. We sat down to supper in this kitchen about nine, my mother, my father, two men from the boat, and myself, and after supper we gathered about the fire here and talked. The talk in these parts, however it may begin, slides insensibly to that one element of which the noise is ever in our ears; and so in a little here were we chattering of wrecks and wrecks and wrecks and the bodies of dead men drowned. And then, in the thick of the talk, came the knock on the door–a light rapping of the knuckles, such as one hears twenty times a day; but our minds were so primed with old wives’ tales that it fairly shook us all. No one stirred, and the knocking was repeated.
“Then the latch was lifted, and Robert Lovyes stepped in. His beard was black then–coal black, like his hair–and his face looked out from it pale as a ghost and shining wet from the sea. The water dripped from his clothes and made a puddle about his feet.
“‘How often did I knock?’ he asked pleasantly. ‘Twice, I think. Yes, twice.’
“Then he sat down on the settle, very deliberately pulled off his great sea-boots, and emptied the water out of them.
“‘What island is this?’ he asked.
“‘Tresco.’
“‘Tresco!’ he exclaimed, in a quick, agitated whisper, as though he dreaded yet expected to hear the name. ‘We were wrecked, then, on the Golden Ball.’
“‘Wrecked?’ cried my father; but the man went on pursuing his own thoughts.
“‘I swam to an islet.’
“‘It would be Norwithel,’ said my father.
“‘Yes,’ said he, ‘it would be Norwithel.’ And my mother asked curiously–
“‘You know these islands?’ For his speech was leisurely and delicate, such as we heard neither from Scillonians nor from the sailors who visit St. Mary’s.
“‘Yes,’ he answered, his face breaking into a smile of unexpected softness, ‘I know these islands. From Rosevean to Ganilly, from Peninnis Head to Maiden Bower: I know them well.'”
* * * * *
At this point Mr. Wyeth broke off his story, and crossing to the window, opened it. “Listen!” he said. I heard as it were the sound of innumerable voices chattering and murmuring and whispering in some mysterious language, and at times the voices blended and the murmurs became a single moan.
“It is the tide making on the Golden Ball,” said Mr. Wyeth. “The reef stretches seawards from St. Helen’s island and half way across the Sound. You may see it at low tide, a ledge level as a paved causeway, and God help the ship that strikes on it!”
Even while he spoke, from these undertones of sound there swelled suddenly a great booming like a battery of cannon.
“It is the ledge cracking,” said Mr. Wyeth, “and it cracks in the calmest weather.” With that, he closed the window, and, lighting his pipe, resumed his story.
* * * * *
“It was on that reef that Mr. Robert Lovyes was wrecked. The ship, he told us, was the schooner _Waking Dawn_, bound from Cardiff to Africa, and she had run into the fog about half-past three, when they were a mile short of the Seven Stones. She bumped twice on the reef, and sank immediately, with, so far as he knew, all her crew.
“‘So now,’ Robert continued, tapping his belt, ‘since I have the means to pay, I will make bold to ask for a lodging, and for this night I will hang up here my dripping garments to Neptune.’
“‘Me tabula sacer
Votiva paries–‘
“I began in the pride of my schooling, for I had learned that verse of Horace but a week before.
“‘This, no doubt, is the Cornish tongue,’ he interrupted gravely, ‘and will you please to carry my boots outside?’
“What followed seemed to me then the strangest part of all this business, though, indeed, our sea-fogs come and go as often as not with a like abruptness. But the time of this fog’s dispersion shocked the mind as something pitiless and arbitrary. For had the air cleared an hour before, the _Waking Dawn_ would not have struck. I opened the door, and it was as though a panel of brilliant white was of a sudden painted on the floor. Robert Lovyes sprang up from the settle, ran past me into the open, and stood on the bracken in his stockinged feet. A little patch of fog still smoked on the shining beach of Tean; a scarf of it was twisted about the granite bosses of St. Helen’s; and for the rest the moonlight sparkled upon the headlands and was spilled across miles of placid sea. There was a froth of water upon the Golden Ball, but no sign of the schooner sunk among its weeds.
“My father, however, and the two boatmen hurried down to the shore, while I was despatched with the news to Merchant’s Point. My mother asked Mr. Lovyes his name, that I might carry it with me. But he spoke in a dreamy voice, as though he had not heard her.
“‘There were eight of the crew. Four were below, and I doubt if the four on deck could swim.’
“I ran off on my errand, and, coming back a little later with a bottle of cordial waters, found Mr. Lovyes still standing in the moonlight. He seemed not to have moved a finger. I gave him the bottle, with a message that any who were rescued should be carried to Merchant’s Point forthwith, and that he himself should go down there in the morning.
“‘Who taught you Latin?’ he asked suddenly.
“‘Mrs. Lovyes taught me the rudiments,’ I began; and with that he led me on to talk of her, but with some cunning. For now he would divert me to another topic and again bring me back to her, so that it all seemed the vagrancies of a boy’s inconsequent chatter.
“Mrs. Lovyes, who was remotely akin to the Lord Proprietor, had come to Tresco three years before, immediately after her marriage, and, it was understood, at her husband’s wish. I talked of her readily, for, apart from what I owed to her bounty, she was a woman most sure to engage the affections of any boy. For one thing she was past her youth, being thirty years of age, tall, with eyes of the kindliest grey, and she bore herself in everything with a tender toleration, like a woman that has suffered much.
“Of the other topics of this conversation there was one which later I had good reason to remember. We had caught a shark twelve feet long at the Poul that day, and the shark fairly divided my thoughts with Mrs. Lovyes.
“‘You bleed a fish first into the sea,’ I explained. ‘Then you bait with a chad’s head, and let your line down a couple of fathoms. You can see your bait quite clearly, and you wait.’
“‘No doubt,’ said Robert; ‘you wait.’
“‘In a while,’ said I, ‘a dim lilac shadow floats through the clear water, and after a little you catch a glimpse of a forked tail and waving fins and an evil devil’s head. The fish smells at the bait and sinks again to a lilac shadow–perhaps out of sight; and again it rises. The shadow becomes a fish, the fish goes circling round your boat, and it may be a long while before he turns on his back and rushes at the bait.’
“‘And as like as not, he carries the bait and line away.”
“‘That depends upon how quick you are with the gaff,’ said I.’ Here comes my father.’
“My father returned empty-handed. Not one of the crew had been saved.
“‘You asked my name,’ said Robert Lovyes, turning to my mother. ‘It is Crudge–Jarvis Crudge.’ With that he went to his bed, but all night long I heard him pacing his room.
“The next morning he complained of his long immersion in the sea, and certainly when he told his story to Mr. and Mrs. Lovyes as they sat over their breakfast in the parlour at Merchant’s Point, he spoke with such huskiness as I never heard the like of. Mr. Lovyes took little heed to us, but went on eating his breakfast with only a sour comment here and there. I noticed, however, that Mrs. Lovyes, who sat over against us, bent her head forward and once or twice shook it as though she would unseat some ridiculous conviction. And after the story was told, she sat with no word of kindness for Mr. Crudge, and, what was yet more unlike her, no word of pity for the sailors who were lost. Then she rose and stood, steadying herself with the tips of her fingers upon the table. Finally she came swiftly across the room and peered into Mr. Crudge’s face.
“‘If you need help,’ she said, ‘I will gladly furnish it. No doubt you will be anxious to go from Tresco at the earliest. No doubt, no doubt you will,’ she repeated anxiously.
“‘Madame,’ he said, ‘I need no help, being by God’s leave a man’–and he laid some stress upon the ‘man,’ but not boastfully–rather as though all _women_ did, or might need help, by the mere circumstance of their sex–‘and as for going hence, why yesterday I was bound for Africa. I sailed unexpectedly into a fog off Scilly. I was wrecked in a calm sea on the Golden Ball–I was thrown up on Tresco–no one on that ship escaped but myself. No sooner was I safe than the fog lifted—‘
“‘You will stay?’ Mrs. Lovyes interrupted. ‘No?’
“‘Yes,’ said he, ‘Jarvis Grudge will stay.’
“And she turned thoughtfully away. But I caught a glimpse of her face as we went out, and it wore the saddest smile a man could see.
“Mr. Grudge and I walked for a while in silence.
“‘And what sort of a name has Mr. John Lovyes in these parts?’ he asked.
“‘An honest sort,’ said I emphatically–‘the name of a man who loves his wife.’
“‘Or her money,’ he sneered. ‘Bah! a surly ill-conditioned dog, I’ll warrant, the curmudgeon!”
“‘You are marvellously recovered of your cold,’ said I.
“He stopped, and looked across the Sound. Then he said in a soft, musing voice: ‘I once knew just such another clever boy. He was so clever that men beat him with sticks and put on great sea-boots to kick him with, so that he lived a miserable life, and was subsequently hanged in great agony at Tyburn.’
“Mr. Grudge, as he styled himself, stayed with us for a week, during which time he sailed much with me about these islands; and I made a discovery. Though he knew these islands so well, he had never visited them before, and his knowledge was all hearsay. I did not mention my discovery to him, lest I should meet with another rebuff. But I was none the less sure of its truth, for he mistook Hanjague for Nornor, and Priglis Bay for Beady Pool, and made a number of suchlike mistakes. After a week he hired the cottage in which he now lives, bought his boat, leased from the steward the patch of ground in Dolphin Town, and set about building his house. He undertook the work, I am sure, for pure employment and distraction. He picked up the granite stones, fitted them together, panelled them, made the floors from the deck of a brigantine which came ashore on Annet, pegged down the thatch roof–in a word, he built the house from first to last with his own hands and he took fifteen months over the business, during which time he did not exchange a single word with Mrs. Lovyes, nor anything more than a short ‘Good-day’ with Mr. John. He worked, however, with no great regularity. For while now he laboured in a feverish haste, now he would sit a whole day idle on the headlands; or, again, he would of a sudden throw down his tools as though the work overtaxed him, and, leaping into his boat, set all sail and run with the wind. All that night you might see him sailing in the moonlight, and he would come home in the flush of the dawn.
“After he had built the house, he furnished it, crossing for that purpose backwards and forwards between Tresco and St. Mary’s. I remember that one day he brought back with him a large chest, and I offered to lend him a hand in carrying it. But he hoisted it on his back and took it no farther than the cottage in which he lived, where it remained locked with a padlock.
“Towards Christmas-time, then, the house was ready, but to our surprise he did not move into it. He seemed, indeed, of a sudden, to have lost all liking for it, and whether it was that he had no longer any work upon his hands, he took to following Mrs. Lovyes about, but in a way that was unnoticeable unless you had other reasons to suspect that his thoughts were following her.
“His conduct in this respect was particularly brought home to me on Christmas Day. The afternoon was warm and sunny, and I walked over the hill at Merchant’s Point, meaning to bathe in the little sequestered bay beyond. From the top of the hill I saw Mrs. Lovyes walking along the strip of beach alone, and as I descended the hill-side, which is very deep in fern and heather, I came plump upon Jarvis Grudge, stretched full-length on the ground. He was watching Mrs. Lovyes with so greedy a concentration of his senses that he did not remark my approach. I asked him when he meant to enter his new house.
“‘I do not know that I ever shall,’ he replied.
“‘Then why did you build it?’ I asked.
“‘Because I was a fool!’ and then he burst out in a passionate whisper. ‘But a fool I was to stay here, and a fool’s trick it was to build that house!’ He shook his fist in its direction. ‘Call it Grudge’s Folly, and there’s the name for it!’ and with that he turned him again to spying upon Mrs. Lovyes.
“After a while he spoke again, but slowly and with his eyes fixed upon the figure moving upon the beach.
“‘Do you remember the night I came ashore? You had caught a shark that day, and you told me of it. The great lilac shadow which rises from the depths and circles about the bait, and sinks again and rises again and takes–how long?–two years maybe before he snaps it.’
“‘But he does not carry it away,’ said I, taking his meaning.
“‘Sometimes–sometimes,” he snarled.
“‘That depends on how quick we are with the gaff.”
“‘You!’ he laughed, and taking me by the elbows, he shook me till I was giddy.
“‘I owe Mrs. Lovyes everything,’ I said. At that he let me go. The ferocity of his manner, however, confirmed me in my fears, and, with a boy’s extravagance, I carried from that day a big knife in my belt.
“‘The gaff, I suppose,’ said Mr. Grudge with a polite smile when first he remarked it. During the next week, however, he showed more contentment with his lot, and once I caught him rubbing his hands and chuckling, like a man well pleased; so that by New Year’s Eve I was wellnigh relieved of my anxiety on Mrs. Lovyes’ account.
“On that night, however, I went down to Grudge’s cottage, and peeping through the window on my way to the door, I saw a strange man in the room. His face was clean-shaven, his hair tied back and powdered; he was in his shirt-sleeves, with a satin waistcoat, a sword at his side, and shining buckles to his shoes. Then I saw that the big chest stood open. I opened the door and entered.
“‘Come in!’ said the man, and from his voice I knew him to be Mr. Crudge. He took a candle in his hand and held it above his head.
“‘Tell me my name,’ he said. His face, shaved of its beard and no longer hidden by his hair, stood out distinct, unmistakable.
“‘Lovyes,’ I answered.
“‘Good boy,’ said he. ‘Robert Lovyes, brother to John.’
“‘Yet he did not know you,’ said I, though, indeed, I could not wonder.
“‘But she did,’ he cried, with a savage exultation. ‘At the first glance, at the first word, she knew me.’ Then, quietly, ‘My coat is on the chair beside you.’
“I took it up. ‘What do you mean to do?’ I asked.
“‘It is New Year’s Eve,’ he said grimly. ‘The season of good wishes. It is only meet that I should wish my brother, who stole my wife, much happiness for the next twelve months.’
“He took the coat from my hands.
“‘You admire the coat? Ah! true, the colour is lilac.’ He held it out at arm’s length. Doubtless I had been staring at the coat, but I had not even given it a thought. ‘The lilac shadow!’ he went on, with a sneer. ‘Believe me, it is the purest coincidence.’ And as he prepared to slip his arm into the sleeve I flashed the knife out of my belt. He was too quick for me, however. He flung the coat over my head. I felt the knife twisted out of my hand; he stumbled over the chair; we both fell to the ground, and the next thing I know I was running over the bracken towards Merchant’s Point with Robert Lovyes hot upon my heels. He was of a heavy build, and forty years of age. I had the double advantage, and I ran till my chest cracked and the stars danced above me. I clanged at the bell and stumbled into the hall.
“‘Mrs. Lovyes!’ I choked the name out as she stepped from the parlour.
“‘Well?’ she asked. ‘What is it?’
“‘He is following–Robert Lovyes!’
“She sprang rigid, as though I had whipped her across the face. Then, ‘I knew it would come to this at the last,’ she said; and even as she spoke Robert Lovyes crossed the threshold.
“‘Molly,’ he said, and looked at her curiously. She stood singularly passive, twisting her fingers. ‘I hardly know you,’ he continued. ‘In the old days you were the wilfullest girl I ever clapped eyes on.’
“‘That was thirteen years ago,’ she said, with a queer little laugh at the recollection.
“He took her by the hand and led her into the parlour. I followed. Neither Mrs. Lovyes nor Robert remarked my presence, and as for John Lovyes, he rose from his chair as the pair approached him, stretched out a trembling hand, drew it in, stretched it out again, all without a word, and his face purple and ridged with the veins.
“‘Brother,’ said Robert, taking between his fingers half a gold coin, which was threaded on a chain about Mrs. Lovyes’ wrist, ‘where is the fellow to this? I gave it to you on the Gambia river, bidding you carry it to Molly as a sign that I would return.’
“I saw John’s face harden and set at the sound of his brother’s voice. He looked at his wife, and, since she now knew the truth, he took the bold course.
“‘I gave it to her,’ said he, ‘as a token of your death; and, by God! she was worth the lie!’
“The two men faced one another–Robert smoothing his chin, John with his arms folded, and each as white and ugly with passion as the other. Robert turned to Mrs. Lovyes, who stood like a stone.
“‘You promised to wait,’ he said in a constrained voice. ‘I escaped six years after my noble brother.’
“‘Six years?’ she asked. ‘Had you come back then you would have found me waiting.’
“‘I could not,’ he said. ‘A fortune equal to your own–that was what I promised to myself before I returned to marry you.’
“‘And much good it has done you,’ said John, and I think that he meant by the provocation to bring the matter to an immediate issue. ‘Pride, pride!’ and he wagged his head. ‘Sinful pride!’
“Robert sprang forward with an oath, and then, as though the movement had awakened her, Mrs. Lovyes stepped in between the two men, with an arm outstretched on either side to keep them apart.
“‘Wait!’ she said. ‘For what is it that you fight? Not, indeed, for me. To you, my husband, I will no more belong; to you, my lover, I cannot. My woman’s pride, my woman’s honour–those two things are mine to keep.’
“So she stood casting about for an issue, while the brothers glowered at one another across her. It was evident that if she left them alone they would fight, and fight to the death. She turned to Robert.
“‘You meant to live on Tresco here at my gates, unknown to me; but you could not.’
“‘I could not,’ he answered. ‘In the old days you had spoken so much of Scilly–every island reminded me–and I saw you every day.’
“I could read the thought passing through her mind. It would not serve for her to live beside them, visible to them each day. Sooner or later they would come to grips. And then her face flushed as the notion of her great sacrifice came to her.
“‘I see but the one way,’ she said. ‘I will go into the house that you, Robert, have built. Neither you nor John shall see me, but none the less, I shall live between you, holding you apart, as my hands do now. I give my life to you so truly that from this night no one shall see my face. You, John, shall live on here at Merchant’s Point. Robert, you at your cottage, and every day you will bring me food and water and leave it at my door.’
“The two men fell back shamefaced. They protested they would part and put the world between them; but she would not trust them. I think, too, the notion of her sacrifice grew on her as she thought of it. For women are tenacious of sacrifice even as men are of revenge. And in the end she had her way. That night Robert Lovyes nailed the boards across the windows, and brought the door-key back to her; and that night, twenty years ago, she crossed the threshold. No man has seen her since. But, none the less, for twenty years she has lived between the brothers, keeping them apart.”
This was the story which Mr. Wyeth told me as we sat over our pipes, and the next day I set off on my journey back to London. The conclusion of the affair I witnessed myself. For a year later we received a letter from Mr. Robert, asking that a large sum of money should be forwarded to him. Being curious to learn the reason for his demand, I carried the sum to Tresco myself. Mr. John Lovyes had died a month before, and I reached the island on Mr. Robert’s wedding-day. I was present at the ceremony. He was now dressed in a manner which befitted his station–an old man bent and bowed, but still handsome, and he bore upon his arm a tall woman, grey-haired and very pale, yet with the traces of great beauty. As the parson laid her hand in her husband’s, I heard her whisper to him, “Dust to Dust.”
KEEPER OF THE BISHOP.
For a fortnight out of every six weeks the little white faced man walked the garrison on St. Mary’s Island in a broadcloth frock-coat, a low waistcoat and a black riband of a tie fastened in a bow; and it gave him great pleasure to be mistaken for a commercial traveller. But during the other four weeks he was head-keeper of the lighthouse on the Bishop’s Rock, with thirty years of exemplary service to his credit. By what circumstances he had been brought to enlist under the Trinity flag I never knew. But now, at the age of forty-eight he was entirely occupied with a great horror of the sea and its hunger for the bodies of men; the frock-coat which he wore during his spells on shore was a protest against the sea; and he hated not only the sea but all things that were in the sea, especially rock lighthouses, and of all rock lighthouses especially the Bishop.
“The Atlantic’s as smooth as a ballroom floor,” said he. It was a clear, still day and we were sitting among the gorse on the top of the garrison, looking down the sea towards the west. Five miles from the Scillies, the thin column of the Bishop showed like a cord strung tight in the sky. “But out there all round the lighthouse there are eddies twisting and twisting, without any noise, and extraordinary quick, and every other second, now here, now there, you’ll notice the sea dimple, and you’ll hear a sound like a man hiccoughing, and all at once, there’s a wicked black whirlpool. The tide runs seven miles an hour past the Bishop. But in another year I have done with her.” To her Garstin nodded across from St. Mary’s to that grey finger post of the Atlantic. “One more winter, well, very likely during this one more winter the Bishop will go–on some night when a storm blows from west or west-nor’west and the Irish coast takes none of its strength.”
He was only uttering the current belief of the islands. The first Bishop lighthouse had been swept away before its building was finished, and though the second stood, a fog bell weighing no less than a ton, and fixed ninety feet above the water, had been lifted from its fittings by a single wave, and tossed like a tennis-ball into the sea. I asked Garstin whether he had been stationed on the rock at the time.
“People talk of lightships plunging and tugging at their cables,” he returned. “Well, I’ve tried lightships, and what I say is, ships are built to plunge and tug at their cables. That’s their business. But it isn’t the business of one hundred and twenty upright feet of granite to quiver and tremble like a steel spring. No, I wasn’t on the Bishop when the bell went. But I was there when a wave climbed up from the base of the rock and smashed in the glass wall of the lantern, and put the light out. That was last spring at four o’clock in the morning. The day was breaking very cold and wild, and one could just see the waves below, a lashing tumble of grey and white water as far as the eye could reach. I was in the lantern reading ‘It’s never too late to mend.’ I had come to where the chaplain knocks down the warder, and I was thinking how I’d like to have a go at that warder myself, when all the guns in the world went off together in my ears. And there I was dripping wet, and fairly sliced with splinters of glass, and the wind blowing wet in my face, and the lamp out, and a bitter grey light of morning, as though there never, never had been any sun, and all the dead men in the sea shouting out for me one hundred feet below,” and Garstin shivered, and rose to his feet. “Well, I have only one more winter of it.”
“And then?” I asked.
“Then I get the North Foreland, and the trippers come out from Margate, and I live on shore with my wife and–By the way, I wanted to speak to you about my boy. He’s getting up in years. What shall I make of him? A linen-draper, eh? In the Midlands, what? or something in a Free Library, handing out Charles Reade’s books? He’s at home now. Come and see him!”
In Garstin’s quarters, within the coastguard enclosure, I was introduced to his wife and the lad, Leopold. “What shall we call him?” Mrs. Garstin had asked, some fifteen years before. “I don’t know any seafaring man by the name of Leopold,” Garstin had replied, after a moment of reflection. So Leopold he was named.
Mrs. Garstin was a buxom, unimaginative woman, but she shared to the full her husband’s horror of the sea. She told me of nights when she lay alone listening to the moan of the wind overhead, and seeing the column of the Bishop rock upon its base, and of mornings when she climbed from the sheltered barracks up the gorse, with her heart tugging in her breast, certain, certain that this morning, at least, there would be no Bishop lighthouse visible from the top of the garrison.
“It seems a sort of insult to the works of God,” said she, in a hushed voice. “It seems as if it stood up there in God’s face and cried, ‘You can’t hurt me!'”
“Yes, most presumptuous and provoking,” said Garstin; and so they fell to talking of the boy, who, at all events, should fulfil his destiny very far inland from the sea. Mrs. Garstin leaned to the linen-drapery; Garstin inclined to the free library.
“Well, I will come down to the North Foreland,” said I, “and you shall tell me which way it is.”
“Yes, if–” said Garstin, and stopped.
“Yes, if–” repeated his wife, with a nod of the head.
“Oh! it won’t go this winter,” said I.
And it didn’t. But, on the other hand, Garstin did not go to the North Foreland, nor for two years did I hear any more of him. But two years later I returned to St. Mary’s and walked across the beach of the island to the little graveyard by the sea. A new tablet upon the outer wall of the church caught and held my eye. I read the inscription and remained incredulous. For the Bishop still stood. But the letters were there engraved upon the plate, and as I read them again, the futility of Garstin’s fears was enforced upon me with a singular pathos.
For the Bishop still stood and Garstin had died on the Christmas Eve of that last year which he was to spend upon rock lighthouses. Of how he died the tablet gave a hint, but no more than a hint. There were four words inscribed underneath his name:
“And he was not.”
I walked back to Hugh Town, wondering at the tragedy which those four words half hid and half revealed, and remembering that the tide runs seven miles an hour past the Bishop, with many eddies and whirlpools. Almost unconsciously I went up the hill above Hugh Town and came to the signal station on the top of the garrison. And so occupied was I with my recollections of Garstin that it did not strike me as strange that I should find Mrs. Garstin standing now where he had stood and looking out to the Bishop as he was used to look.
“I had not heard,” I said to her.
“No?” she returned simply, and again turned her eyes seawards. It was late on a midsummer afternoon. The sun hung a foot or so above the water, a huge ball of dull red fire, and from St. Mary’s out to the horizon’s rim the sea stretched a rippling lagoon of the colour of claret. Over the whole expanse there was but one boat visible, a lugger, between Sennen and St. Agnes, beating homewards against a light wind.
“It was a storm, I suppose,” said I. “A storm out of the west?”
“No. There was no wind, but–there was a haze, and it was growing dark.” Mrs. Garstin spoke in a peculiar tone of resignation, with a yearning glance towards the Bishop as I thought, towards the lugger as I know. But even then I was sure that those last words: “There was a haze and it was growing dark,” concealed the heart of her distress. She explained the inscription upon the tablet, while the lugger tacked towards St. Mary’s, and while I gradually began to wonder what still kept her on the island.
At four o’clock on the afternoon of that Christmas Eve, the lighthouse on St. Agnes’ Island showed its lamps; five minutes later the red beams struck out from Round Island to the north; but to the west on the Bishop all was dark. The haze thickened, and night came on; still there was no flash from the Bishop, and the islands wondered. Half an hour passed; there was still darkness in the west, and the islands became alarmed. The Trinity Brethren subsidise a St. Agnes’ lugger to serve the Bishop, and this boat was got ready. At a quarter to five suddenly the Bishop light shot through the gloom, but immediately after a shutter was interposed quickly some half-a-dozen times. It was the signal of distress, and the lugger worked out to the Bishop with the tide. Of the three keepers there were now only two.
It appeared from their account that Garstin took the middle day watch, that they themselves were asleep, and that Garstin should have roused them to light the lamps at a quarter to four. They woke of their own accord in the dark, and at once believed they had slept into the night. The clock showed them it was half-past four. They mounted to the lantern room, and nowhere was there any sign of Garstin. They lit the lamps. The first thing they saw was the log. It was open and the last entry was written in Garstin’s hand and was timed 3.40 P.M. It mentioned a ketch reaching northwards. The two men descended the winding-stairs, and the cold air breathed upon their faces. The brass door at the foot of the stairs stood open. From that door thirty feet of gun-metal rungs let in to the outside of the lighthouse lead down to the set-off, which is a granite rim less than a yard wide, and unprotected by any rail. They shouted downwards from the doorway, and received no answer. They descended to the set-off, and again no Garstin, not even his cap. He was not.
Garstin had entered up the log, had climbed down to the set-off for five minutes of fresh air, and somehow had slipped, though the wind was light and the sea whispering. But the whispering sea ran seven miles an hour past the Bishop.
This was Mrs. Garstin’s story and it left me still wondering why she lived on at St. Mary’s. I asked after her son.
“How is Leopold? What is he–a linen-draper?” She shaded her eyes with her hand and said:
“That’s the St. Agnes’ lugger from the Bishop, and if we go down to the pier now we shall meet it.”
We walked down to the pier. The first person to step on shore was Leopold, with the Trinity House buttons on his pilot coat.
“He’s the third hand on the Bishop now,” said Mrs. Garstin. “You are surprised?” She sent Leopold into Hugh Town upon an errand, and as we walked back up the hill she said: “Did you notice a grave underneath John’s tablet?”
“No,” said I.
“I told you there was a mention in the log of a ketch.”
“Yes.”
“The ketch went ashore on the Crebinachs at half-past four on that Christmas Eve. One man jumped for the rocks when the ketch struck, and was drowned. The rest were brought off by the lugger. But one man was drowned.”
“He drowned because he jumped,” said I.
“He drowned because my man hadn’t lit the Bishop light,” said she, brushing my sophistry aside. “So I gave my boy in his place.”
And now I knew why those words–“There was a haze and it was growing dark”–held the heart of her distress.
“And if the Bishop goes next winter,” she continued, “why, it will just be a life for a life;” and she choked down a sob as a young voice hailed us from behind.
But the Bishop still stands in the Atlantic, and Leopold, now the second hand, explains to the Margate trippers the wonders of the North Foreland lights.
THE CRUISE OF THE “WILLING MIND.”
The cruise happened before the steam-trawler ousted the smack from the North Sea. A few newspapers recorded it in half-a-dozen lines of small print which nobody read. But it became and–though nowadays the _Willing Mind_ rots from month to month by the quay–remains staple talk at Gorleston ale-houses on winter nights.
The crew consisted of Weeks, three fairly competent hands, and a baker’s assistant, when the _Willing Mind_ slipped out of Yarmouth. Alexander Duncan, the photographer from Derby, joined the smack afterwards under peculiar circumstances. Duncan was a timid person, but aware of his timidity. He was quite clear that his paramount business was to be a man; and he was equally clear that he was not successful in his paramount business. Meanwhile he pretended to be, hoping that on some miraculous day a sudden test would prove the straw man he was to have become real flesh and blood. A visit to a surgeon and the flick of a knife quite shattered that illusion. He went down to Yarmouth afterwards, fairly disheartened. The test had been applied, and he had failed.
Now, Weeks was a particular friend of Duncan’s. They had chummed together on Gorleston Quay some years before, perhaps because they were so dissimilar. Weeks had taught Duncan to sail a boat, and had once or twice taken him for a short trip on his smack; so that the first thing that Duncan did on his arrival at Yarmouth was to take the tram to Gorleston and to make inquiries.
A fisherman lounging against a winch replied to them—
“If Weeks is a friend o’ yours I should get used to missin’ ‘im, as I tell his wife.”
There was at that time an ingenious system by which the skipper might buy his smack from the owner on the instalment plan–as people buy their furniture–only with a difference: for people sometimes get their furniture. The instalments had to be completed within a certain period. The skipper could do it–he could just do it; but he couldn’t do it without running up one little bill here for stores, and another little bill there for sail-mending. The owner worked in with the sail-maker, and just as the skipper was putting out to earn his last instalment, he would find the bailiffs on board, his cruise would be delayed, he would be, consequently, behindhand with his instalment and back would go the smack to the owner with a present of four-fifths of its price. Weeks had to pay two hundred pounds, and had eight weeks to earn it in. But he got the straight tip that his sail-maker would stop him; and getting together any sort of crew he could, he slipped out at night with half his stores.
“Now the No’th Sea,” concluded the fisherman, “in November and December ain’t a bobby’s job.”
Duncan walked forward to the pier-head. He looked out at a grey tumbled sky shutting down on a grey tumbled sea. There were flecks of white cloud in the sky, flecks of white breakers on the sea, and it was all most dreary. He stood at the end of the jetty, and his great possibility came out of the grey to him. Weeks was shorthanded. Cribbed within a few feet of the smack’s deck, there would be no chance for any man to shirk. Duncan acted on the impulse. He bought a fisherman’s outfit at Gorleston, travelled up to London, got a passage the next morning on a Billingsgate fish-carrier, and that night went throbbing down the great water street of the Swim, past the green globes of the Mouse. The four flashes of the Outer Gabbard winked him good-bye away on the starboard, and at eleven o’clock the next night far out in the North Sea he saw the little city of lights swinging on the Dogger.
The _Willing Mind’s_ boat came aboard the next morning and Captain Weeks with it, who smiled grimly while Duncan explained how he had learnt that the smack was shorthanded.
“I can’t put you ashore in Denmark,” said Weeks knowingly. “There’ll be seven weeks, it’s true, for things to blow over; but I’ll have to take you back to Yarmouth. And I can’t afford a passenger. If you come, you come as a hand. I mean to own my smack at the end of this voyage.”
Duncan climbed after him into the boat. The _Willing Mind_ had now six for her crew, Weeks; his son Willie, a lad of sixteen; Upton, the first hand; Deakin, the decky; Rall, the baker’s assistant, and Alexander Duncan. And of these six four were almost competent. Deakin, it is true, was making his second voyage; but Willie Weeks, though young, had begun early; and Upton, a man of forty, knew the banks and currents of the North Sea as well as Weeks.
“It’s all right,” said the skipper, “if the weather holds.” And for a month the weather did hold, and the catches were good, and Duncan learned a great deal. He learnt how to keep a night-watch from midnight till eight in the morning, and then stay on deck till noon; how to put his tiller up and down when his tiller was a wheel, and how to vary the order according as his skipper stood to windward or to lee; he learnt to box a compass and to steer by it; to gauge the leeway he was making by the angle of his wake and the black line in the compass; above all, he learnt to love the boat like a live thing, as a man loves his horse, and to want every scanty inch of brass on her to shine.
But it was not for this that Duncan had come out to sea. He gazed out at night across the rippling starlit water, and the smacks nestling upon it, and asked of his God: “Is this all?” And his God answered him.
The beginning of it was the sudden looming of ships upon the horizon, very clear, till they looked like carved toys. The skipper got out his accounts and totted up his catches, and the prices they had fetched in Billingsgate Market. Then he went on deck and watched the sun set. There were no cloud-banks in the west, and he shook his head.
“It’ll blow a bit from the east before morning,” said he, and he tapped on the barometer. Then he returned to his accounts and added them up again. After a little he looked up, and saw the first hand watching him with comprehension.
“Two or three really good hauls would do the trick,” suggested Weeks.
The first hand nodded. “If it was my boat I should chance it to-morrow before the weather blows up.”
Weeks drummed his fists on the table and agreed.
On the morrow the Admiral headed north for the Great Fisher Bank, and the fleet followed, with the exception of the _Willing Mind_. The _Willing Mind_ lagged along in the rear without her topsails till about half-past two in the afternoon, when Captain Weeks became suddenly alert. He bore away till he was right before the wind, hoisted every scrap of sail he could carry, rigged out a spinnaker with his balloon fore-sail, and made a clean run for the coast of Denmark. Deakin explained the manoeuvre to Duncan. “The old man’s goin’ poachin’. He’s after soles.”
“Keep a look-out, lads!” cried Weeks. “It’s not the Danish gun-boat I’m afraid of; it’s the fatherly English cruiser a-turning of us back.”
Darkness, however, found them unmolested. They crossed the three-mile limit at eight o’clock, and crept close in under the Danish headlands without a glimmer of light showing.
“I want all hands all night,” said Weeks; “and there’s a couple of pounds for him as first see the bogey-man.”
“Meaning the Danish gun-boat,” explained Deakin.
The trawl was down before nine. The skipper stood by his lead. Upton took the wheel, and all night they trawled in the shallows, bumping on the grounds, with a sharp eye for the Danish gun-boat. They hauled in at twelve and again at three and again at six, and they had just got their last catch on deck when Duncan saw by the first grey of the morning a dun-coloured trail of smoke hanging over a projecting knoll.
“There she is!” he cried.
“Yes, that’s the gun-boat,” answered Weeks. “We can laugh at her with this wind.”
He put his smack about, and before the gun-boat puffed round the headland, three miles away, was reaching northwards with his sails free. He rejoined the fleet that afternoon. “Fifty-two boxes of soles!” said Weeks. “And every one of them worth two-pound-ten in Billingsgate Market. This smack’s mine!” and he stamped on the deck in all the pride of ownership. “We’ll take a reef in,” he added. “There’s a no’th-easterly gale blowin’ up and I don’t know anything worse in the No’th Sea. The sea piles in upon you from Newfoundland, piles in till it strikes the banks. Then it breaks. You were right, Upton; we’ll be lying hove-to in the morning.”
They were lying hove-to before the morning. Duncan, tossing about in his canvas cot, heard the skipper stamping overhead, and in an interval of the wind caught a snatch of song bawled out in a high voice. The song was not reassuring, for the two lines which Duncan caught ran as follows–
You never can tell when your death-bells are ringing, Your never can know when you’re going to die.
Duncan tumbled on to the floor, fell about the cabin as he pulled on his sea-boots and climbed up the companion. He clung to the mizzen-runners in a night of extraordinary blackness. To port and to starboard the lights of the smacks rose on the crests and sank in the troughs, with such violence they had the air of being tossed up into the sky and then extinguished in the water; while all round him there flashed little points of white which suddenly lengthened out into a horizontal line. There was one quite close to the quarter of the _Willing Mind_. It stretched about the height of the gaff in a line of white. The line suddenly descended towards him and became a sheet; and then a voice bawled, “Water! Jump! Down the companion! Jump!”
There was a scamper of heavy boots, and a roar of water plunging over the bulwarks, as though so many loads of wood had been dropped on the deck. Duncan jumped for the cabin. Weeks and the mate jumped the next second and the water sluiced down after them, put out the fire, and washed them, choking and wrestling, about on the cabin floor. Weeks was the first to disentangle himself, and he turned fiercely on Duncan.
“What were you doing on deck? Upton and I keep the watch to-night. You stay below, and, by God, I’ll see you do it! I have fifty-two boxes of soles to put aboard the fish-cutter in the morning, and I’m not going to lose lives before I do that! This smack’s mine!”
Captain Weeks was transformed into a savage animal fighting for his own. All night he and the mate stood on the deck and plunged down the open companion with a torrent of water to hurry them. All night Duncan lay in his bunk listening to the bellowing of the wind, the great thuds of solid green wave on the deck, the horrid rush and roaring of the seas as they broke loose to leeward from under the smack’s keel. And he listened to something more–the whimpering of the baker’s assistant in the next bunk. “Three inches of deck! What’s the use of it! Lord ha’ mercy on me, what’s the use of it? No more than an eggshell! We’ll be broken in afore morning, broken in like a man’s skull under a bludgeon…. I’m no sailor, I’m not; I’m a baker. It isn’t right I should die at sea!”
Duncan stopped his ears, and thought of the journey some one would have to make to the fish-cutter in the morning. There were fifty-two boxes of soles to be put aboard.
He remembered the waves and the swirl of foam upon their crests and the wind. Two men would be needed to row the boat, and the boat must make three trips. The skipper and the first hand had been on deck all night. There remained four, or rather three, for the baker’s assistant had ceased to count–Willie Weeks, Deakin, and himself, not a great number to choose from. He felt that he was within an ace of a panic, and not so far, after all, from that whimperer his neighbour. Two men to row the boat–two men! His hands clutched at the iron bar of his hammock; he closed his eyes tight; but the words were thundered out at him overhead, in the whistle of the wind, and slashed at him by the water against the planks at his side. He found that his lips were framing excuses.
Duncan was on deck when the morning broke. It broke extraordinarily slowly, a niggardly filtering of grey, sad light from the under edge of the sea. The bare topmasts of the smacks showed one after the other. Duncan watched each boat as it came into view with a keen suspense. This was a ketch, and that, and that other, for there was the peak of its reefed mainsail just visible, like a bird’s wing, and at last he saw it–the fish-cutter–lurching and rolling in the very middle of the fleet, whither she had crept up in the night. He stared at it; his belly was pinched with fear as a starveling’s with hunger; and yet he was conscious that, in a way, he would have been disappointed if it had not been there.
“No other smack is shipping its fish,” quavered a voice at his elbow. It was the voice of the baker’s assistant.
“But this smack is,” replied Weeks, and he set his mouth hard. “And, what’s more, my Willie is taking it aboard. Now, who’ll go with Willie?”
“I will.”
Weeks swung round on Duncan and stared at him. Then he stared out to sea. Then he stared again at Duncan.
“You?”
“When I shipped as a hand on the _Willing Mind_, I took all a hand’s risks.”
“And brought the willing mind,” said Weeks with a smile, “Go, then! Some one must go. Get the boat tackle ready, forward. Here, Willie, put your life-belt on. You, too, Duncan, though God knows life-belts won’t be of no manner of use; but they’ll save your insurance. Steady with the punt there! If it slips inboard off the rail there will be a broken back! And, Willie, don’t get under the cutter’s counter. She’ll come atop of you and smash you like an egg. I’ll drop you as close as I can to windward, and pick you up as close as I can to leeward.”
The boat was dropped into the water and loaded up with fish-boxes. Duncan and Willie Weeks took their places, and the boat slid away into a furrow. Duncan sat in the boat and rowed. Willie Weeks stood in the stern, facing him, and rowed and steered.
“Water!” said Willie every now and then, and a wave curled over the bows and hit Duncan a stunning blow on the back.
“Row,” said Willie, and Duncan rowed and rowed. His hands were ice, he sat in water ice-cold, and his body perspired beneath his oil-skins, but he rowed. Once, on the crest of a wave, Duncan looked out and saw below them the deck of a smack, and the crew looking upwards at them as though they were a horserace. “Row!” said Willie Weeks. Once, too, at the bottom of a slope down which they had bumped dizzily, Duncan again looked out, and saw the spar of a mainmast tossing just over the edge of a grey roller. “Row,” said Weeks, and a moment later, “Ship your oar!” and a rope caught him across the chest.
They were alongside the cutter.
Duncan made fast the rope.
“Push her off!” suddenly cried Willie, and grasped an oar. But he was too late. The cutter’s bulwarks swung down towards him, disappeared under water, caught the punt fairly beneath the keel and scooped it clean on to the deck, cargo and crew.
“And this is only the first trip!” said Willie.
The two following trips, however, were made without accident.
“Fifty-two boxes at two-pound-ten,” said Weeks, as the boat was swung inboard. “That’s a hundred and four, and ten two’s are twenty, and carry two, and ten fives are fifty, and two carried, and twenties into that makes twenty-six. One hundred and thirty pounds–this smack’s mine, every rope on her. I tell you what, Duncan: you’ve done me a good turn to-day, and I’ll do you another. I’ll land you at Helsund, in Denmark, and you can get clear away. All we can do now is to lie out this gale.”
Before the afternoon the air was dark with a swither of foam and spray blown off the waves in the thickness of a fog. The heavy bows of the smack beat into the seas with a thud and a hiss–the thud of a steam-hammer, the hiss of molten iron plunged into water; the waves raced exultingly up to the bows from windward, and roared angrily away in a spume of foam from the ship’s keel to lee; and the thrumming and screaming of the storm in the rigging exceeded all that Duncan had ever imagined. He clung to the stays appalled. This storm was surely the perfect expression of anger, too persistent for mere fury. There seemed to be a definite aim of destruction, a deliberate attempt to wear the boat down, in the steady follow of wave upon wave, and in the steady volume of the wind.
Captain Weeks, too, had lost all of a sudden all his exhilaration. He stood moodily by Duncan’s side, his mind evidently labouring like his ship. He told Duncan stories which Duncan would rather not have listened to, the story of the man who slipped as he stepped from the deck into the punt, and weighted by his boots, had sunk down and down and down through the clearest, calmest water without a struggle; the story of the punt which got its painter under its keel and drowned three men; the story of the full-rigged ship which got driven across the seven-fathom part of the Dogger–the part that looks like a man’s leg in the chart–and which was turned upside-down through the bank breaking. The skipper and the mate got outside and clung to her bottom, and a steam-cutter tried to get them off, but smashed them both with her iron counter instead.
“Look!” said Weeks, gloomily pointing his finger. “I don’t know why that breaker didn’t hit us. I don’t know what we should have done if it had. I can’t think why it didn’t hit us! Are you saved?”
Duncan was taken aback, and answered vaguely–“I hope so.”
“But you must know,” said Weeks, perplexed. The wind made a theological discussion difficult. Weeks curved his hand into a trumpet, and bawled into Duncan’s ear: “You are either saved or not saved! It’s a thing one knows. You must know if you are saved, if you’ve felt the glow and illumination of it.” He suddenly broke off into a shout of triumph: “But I got my fish on board the cutter. The _Willing Mind’s_ the on’y boat that did.” Then he relapsed again into melancholy: “But I’m troubled about the poachin’. The temptation was great, but it wasn’t right; and I’m not sure but what this storm ain’t a judgment.”
He was silent for a little, and then cheered up. “I tell you what. Since we’re hove-to, we’ll have a prayer-meeting in the cabin to-night and smooth things over.”
The meeting was held after tea, by the light of a smoking paraffin-lamp with a broken chimney. The crew sat round and smoked, the companion was open, so that the swish of the water and the man on deck alike joined in the hymns. Rail, the baker’s assistant, who had once been a steady attendant at Revivalist meetings, led off with a Moody and Sankey hymn, and the crew followed, bawling at the top pitch of their lungs, with now and then some suggestion of a tune. The little stuffy cabin rang with the noise. It burst upwards through the companion-way, loud and earnest and plaintive, and the winds caught it and carried it over the water, a thin and appealing cry. After the hymn Weeks prayed aloud, and extempore and most seriously. He prayed for each member of the crew by name, one by one, taking the opportunity to mention in detail each fault which he had had to complain of, and begging that the offender’s chastisement might be light. Of Duncan he spoke in ambiguous terms.
“O Lord!” he prayed, “a strange gentleman, Mr. Duncan, has come amongst us. O Lord! we do not know as much about Mr. Duncan as You do, but still bless him, O Lord!” and so he came to himself.
“O Lord! this smack’s mine, this little smack labouring in the North Sea is mine. Through my poachin’ and your lovin’ kindness it’s mine; and, O Lord, see that it don’t cost me dear!” And the crew solemnly and fervently said “Amen!”
But the smack was to cost him dear. For in the morning Duncan woke to find himself alone in the cabin. He thrust his head up the companion, and saw Weeks with a very grey face standing by the lashed wheel.
“Halloa!” said Duncan. “Where’s the binnacle?”
“Overboard,” said Weeks.
Duncan looked round the deck.
“Where’s Willie and the crew?”
“Overboard,” said Weeks. “All except Rail! He’s below deck forward and clean daft. Listen and you’ll hear ‘im. He’s singing hymns for those in peril on the sea.”
Duncan stared in disbelief. The skipper’s face drove the disbelief out of him.
“Why didn’t you wake me?” he asked.
“What’s the use? You want all the sleep you can get, because you an’ me have got to sail my smack into Yarmouth. But I was minded to call you, lad,” he said, with a sort of cry leaping from his throat. “The wave struck us at about twelve, and it’s been mighty lonesome on deck since with Willie callin’ out of the sea. All night he’s been callin’ out of the welter of the sea. Funny that I haven’t heard Upton or Deakin, but on’y Willie! All night until daybreak he called, first on one side of the smack and then on t’other, I don’t think I’ll tell his mother that. An’ I don’t see how I’m to put you on shore in Denmark, after all.”
What had happened Duncan put together from the curt utterances of Captain Weeks and the crazy lamentations of Rail. Weeks had roused all hands except Duncan to take the last reef in. They were forward by the mainmast at the time the wave struck them. Weeks himself was on the boom, threading the reefing-rope through the eye of the sail. He shouted “Water!” and the water came on board, carrying the three men aft. Upton was washed over the taffrail. Weeks threw one end of the rope down, and Rail and Willie caught it and were swept overboard, dragging Weeks from the boom on to the deck and jamming him against the bulwarks.
The captain held on to the rope, setting his feet against the side. The smack lifted and dropped and tossed, and each movement wrenched his arms. He could not reach a cleat. Had he moved he would have been jerked overboard.
“I can’t hold you both!” he cried, and then, setting his teeth and hardening his heart, he addressed his words to his son: “Willie! I can’t hold you both!” and immediately the weight upon the rope was less. With each drop of the stern the rope slackened, and Weeks gathered the slack in. He could now afford to move. He made the rope fast and hauled the one survivor on deck. He looked at him for a moment. “Thank God, it’s not my son!” he had the courage to say.
“And my heart’s broke!” had gasped Rail. “Fair broke.” And he had gone forward and sung hymns.
They saw little more of Rall. He came aft and fetched his meals away; but he was crazed and made a sort of kennel for himself forward, and the two men left on the smack had enough upon their hands to hinder them from waiting on him. The gale showed no sign of abatement; the fleet was scattered; no glimpse of the sun was visible at any time; and the compass was somewhere at the bottom of the sea.
“We may be making a bit of headway no’th, or a bit of leeway west,” said Weeks, “or we may be doing a sternboard. All that I’m sure of is that you and me are one day going to open Gorleston Harbour. This smack’s cost me too dear for me to lose her now. Lucky there’s the tell-tale compass in the cabin to show us the wind hasn’t shifted.”
All the energy of the man was concentrated upon this wrestle with the gale for the ownership of the _Willing Mind_; and he imparted his energy to his companion. They lived upon deck, wet and starved and perishing with the cold–the cold of December in the North Sea, when the spray cuts the face like a whip-cord. They ate by snatches when they could, which was seldom; and they slept by snatches when they could, which was even less often. And at the end of the fourth day there came a blinding fall of snow and sleet, which drifted down the companion, sheeted the ropes with ice, and hung the yards with icicles, and which made every inch of brass a searing-iron and every yard of the deck a danger to the foot.
It was when this storm began to fall that Weeks grasped Duncan fiercely by the shoulder.
“What is it you did on land?” he cried. “Confess it, man! There may be some chance for us if you go down on your knees and confess it.”
Duncan turned as fiercely upon Weeks. Both men were overstrained with want of food and sleep.
“I’m not your Jonah–don’t fancy it! I did nothing on land!”
“Then what did you come out for?”
“What did you? To fight and wrestle for your ship, eh? Well, I came out to fight and wrestle for my immortal soul, and let it go at that!”
Weeks turned away, and as he turned, slipped on the frozen deck. A lurch of the smack sent him sliding into the rudder-chains, where he lay. Once he tried to rise, and fell back. Duncan hauled himself along the bulwarks to him.
“Hurt?”
“Leg broke. Get me down into the cabin. Lucky there’s the tell-tale. We’ll get the _Willing Mind_ berthed by the quay, see if we don’t.” That was still his one thought, his one belief.
Duncan hitched a rope round Weeks, underneath his arms, and lowered him as gently as he could down the companion.
“Lift me on to the table so that my head’s just beneath the compass! Right! Now take a turn with the rope underneath the table, or I’ll roll off. Push an oily under my head, and then go for’ard and see if you can find a fish-box. Take a look that the wheel’s fast.”
It seemed to Duncan that the last chance was gone. There was just one inexperienced amateur to change the sails and steer a seventy-ton ketch across the North Sea into Yarmouth Roads. He said nothing, however, of his despair to the indomitable man upon the table, and went forward in search of a fish-box. He split up the sides into rough splints and came aft with them.
“Thank ‘ee, lad,” said Weeks. “Just cut my boot away, and fix it up best you can.”
The tossing of the smack made the operation difficult and long. Weeks, however, never uttered a groan. Only Duncan once looked up, and said–“Halloa! You’ve hurt your face too. There’s blood on your chin!”
“That’s all right!” said Weeks, with an effort. “I reckon I’ve just bit through my lip.”
Duncan stopped his work.
“You’ve got a medicine-chest, skipper, with some laudanum in it–?”
“Daren’t!” replied Weeks. “There’s on’y you and me to work the ship. Fix up the job quick as you can, and I’ll have a drink of Friar’s Balsam afterwards. Seems to me the gale’s blowing itself out, and if on’y the wind holds in the same quarter–” And thereupon he fainted.
Duncan bandaged up the leg, got Weeks round, gave him a drink of Friar’s Balsam, set the teapot within his reach, and went on deck. The wind was going down; the air was clearer of foam. He tallowed the lead and heaved it, and brought it down to Weeks. Weeks looked at the sand stuck on the tallow and tasted it, and seemed pleased.
“This gives me my longitude,” said he, “but not my latitude, worse luck. Still, we’ll manage it. You’d better get our dinner now; any odd thing in the way of biscuits or a bit of cold fish will do, and then I think we’ll be able to run.”
After dinner Duncan said: “I’ll put her about now.”