O Henry Memorial Award Prize Stories of 1920 by Various (page 5)

“Get up!” he ordered. “Take that chair. And don’t start no rough-house; whether you’re a woman or not, I’ll drill you!”

She groped to the indicated chair and raised herself, the single snowshoe still dragging from one foot. Again the man surveyed her. She saw his eyes and gave another inarticulate cry.

“Shut your mouth and keep it shut! You hear me?”

She obeyed.

The greenish light burned brighter in his mismated eyes, which gazed intently at the top of her head as though it held something unearthly.

“Take off your hat!” was his next command.

She pulled off the toque. Her hair fell in a mass on her snow-blotched shoulders. Her captor advanced upon her. He reached out and satisfied himself by touch that something was not there which he dreaded. In hypnotic fear she suffered that touch. It reassured him.

“Your hair now,” he demanded; “it don’t stand up, does it? No, o’ course it don’t. You ain’t _him_; you’re a woman. But if your hair comes up, I’ll kill you–understand? If your hair comes up, _I’ll kill you_!”

She understood. She understood only too well. She was not only housed with a murderer; she was housed with a maniac. She sensed, also, why he had come to this mountain shack so boldly. In his dementia he knew no better. And she was alone with him, unarmed now.

“I’ll keep it down,” she whispered, watching his face out of fear-distended eyes.

The wind blew one of the rotten blankets inward. Thereby she knew that the window-aperture on the south wall contained no sash. He must have removed it to provide means of escape in case he were attacked from the east door. He must have climbed out that window when she came around the shack; that is how he had felled her from behind.

He stepped backward now until he felt the edge of the bench touch his calves. Then he sank down, one arm stretched along the table’s rim, the hand clutching the revolver.

“Who are you?” he demanded.

“I’m Cora McB—-” She stopped–she recalled in a flash the part her husband had played in his former capture and trial. “I’m Cora Allen,” she corrected. Then she waited, her wits in chaos. She was fighting desperately to bring order out of that chaos.

“What you doin’ up here?”

“I started for Millington, over the mountain. I lost my way.”

“Why didn’t you go by the road?”

“It’s further.”

“That’s a lie! It ain’t. And don’t lie to me, or I’ll kill you!”

“Who are you?” she heard herself asking. “And why are you acting this way with me?”

The man leaned suddenly forward.

“You mean to tell me you don’t know?”

“A lumberjack, maybe, who’s lost his way like myself?”

His expression changed abruptly.

“What you luggin’ _this_ for?” He indicated the revolver.

“For protection.”

“From what?”

“Wild things.”

“There ain’t no wild things in these mountains this time o’ year; they’re snowed up, and you know it.”

“I just felt safer to have it along.”

“To protect you from men-folks, maybe?”

“There are no men in these mountains I’m afraid of!” She made the declaration with pathetic bravado.

His eyes narrowed.

“I think I better kill you,” he decided. “You’ve seen me; you’ll tell you seen me. Why shouldn’t I kill you? You’d only tell.”

“Why? What have I done to you?” she managed to stammer. “Why should you object to being seen?”

It was an unfortunate demand. He sprang up with a snarl. Pointing the revolver from his hip, he drew back the hammer.

“_Don’t_!” she shrieked. “Are you crazy? Don’t you know how to treat a woman–in distress?”

“Distress, _hell_! You know who I be. And I don’t care whether you’re a woman or not, I ain’t goin’ to be took–you understand?”

“Certainly I understand.”

She said it in such a way that he eased the hammer back into place and lowered the gun. For the moment again she was safe. In response to her terrible need, some of her latent Yankee courage came now to aid her. “I don’t see what you’re making all this rumpus about,” she told him in as indifferent a voice as she could command. “I don’t see why you should want to kill a friend who might help you–if you’re really in need of help.”

“I want to get to Partridgeville,” he muttered after a moment.

“You’re not far from there. How long have you been on the road?”

“None of your business.”

“Have you had any food?”

“No.”

“If you’ll put up that gun and let me get off this snowshoe and pack, I’ll share with you some of the food I have.”

“Never you mind what I do with this gun. Go ahead and fix your foot, and let’s see what you got for grub.” The man resumed his seat.

She twisted up her tangled hair, replaced her toque and untied the dangling snowshoe.

Outside a tree cracked in the frost. He started in hair-trigger fright. Creeping to the window, he peeped cautiously between casing and blanket. Convinced that it was nothing, he returned to his seat by the table.

“It’s too bad we couldn’t have a fire,” suggested the woman then. “I’d make us something hot.” The stove was there, rusted but still serviceable; available wood was scattered around. But the man shook his bullet head.

After a trying time unfastening the frosted knots of the ropes that had bound the knapsack upon her back, she emptied it onto the table. She kept her eye, however, on the gun. He had disposed of it by thrusting it into his belt. Plainly she would never recover it without a struggle. And she was in no condition for physical conflict.

“You’re welcome to anything I have,” she told him.

“Little you got to say about it! If you hadn’t given it up, I’d took it away from you. So what’s the difference?”

She shrugged her shoulders. She started around behind him but he sprang toward her.

“Don’t try no monkey-shines with me!” he snarled. “You stay here in front where I can see you.”

She obeyed, watching him make what poor meal he could from the contents of her bag.

She tried to reason out what the denouement of the situation was to be. He would not send her away peacefully, for she knew he dared not risk the story she would tell regardless of any promises of secrecy she might give him. If he left her bound in the cabin, she would freeze before help came–if it ever arrived.

No, either they were going to leave the place and journey forth together–the Lord only knew where or with what outcome–or the life of one of them was to end in this tragic place within the coming few minutes. For she realized she must use that gun with deadly effect if it were to come again into her possession.

The silence was broken only by the noises of his lips as he ate ravenously. Outside, not a thing stirred in that snowbound world. Not a sound of civilization reached them. They were a man and woman in the primal, in civilization and yet a million miles from it.

“The candle’s going out,” she announced. “Is there another?”

“There’ll be light enough for what I got to do,” he growled.

Despite her effort to appear indifferent, her great fear showed plainly in her eyes.

“Are we going to stay here all night?” she asked with a pathetic attempt at lightness.

“That’s my business.”

“Don’t you want me to help you?”

“You’ve helped me all you can with the gun and food.”

“If you’re going to Partridgeville, I’d go along and show you the way.”

He leaped up.

“_Now I know you been lyin_!'” he bellowed. “You said you was headed for Millington. And you ain’t at all. You’re watchin’ your chance to get the drop on me and have me took–that’s what you’re doin’!”

“Wait!” she pleaded desperately. “I _was_ going to Millington. But I’d turn back and show you the way to Partridgeville to help you.”

“What’s it to you?” He had drawn the gun from his belt and now was fingering it nervously.

“You’re lost up here in the mountains, aren’t you?” she said. “I couldn’t let you stay lost if it was possible for me to direct you on your way.”

“You said you was lost yourself.”

“I was lost–until I stumbled into this clearing. That gave me my location.”

“Smart, ain’t you? Damn’ smart, but not too smart for me, you woman!” The flare flamed up again in his crooked eyes. “You know who I be, all right. You know what I’m aimin’ to do. And you’re stallin’ for time till you can put one over. But you can’t–see? I’ll have this business done with. I’ll end this business!”

She felt herself sinking to her knees. He advanced and gripped her left wrist. The crunch of his iron fingers sent an arrow of pain through her arm. It bore her down.

“For God’s sake–_don’t_!” she whispered hoarsely, overwhelmed with horror. For the cold, sharp nose of the revolver suddenly punched her neck.

“I ain’t leavin’ no traces behind. Might as well be hung for a sheep as a lamb. Never mind if I do—-“

“Look!” she cried wildly. “Look, look, _look_!” And with her free hand she pointed behind him.

It was an old trick. There was nothing behind him. But in that instant of desperation instinct had guided her.

Involuntarily he turned.

With a scream of pain she twisted from his grasp and blotted out the candle.

A long, livid pencil of orange flame spurted from the gun-point. She sensed the powder-flare in her face. He had missed.

She scrambled for shelter beneath the table. The cabin was now in inky blackness. Across that black four more threads of scarlet light were laced. The man stumbled about seeking her, cursing with blood-curdling blasphemy.

Suddenly he tripped and went sprawling. The gun clattered from his bruised fingers; it struck the woman’s knee.

Swiftly her hand closed upon it. The hot barrel burned her palm.

She was on her feet in an instant. Her left hand fumbled in her blouse, and she found what had been there all along–the flash-lamp.

With her back against the door, she pulled it forth. With the gun thrust forward for action she pressed the button.

“I’ve got the gun–_get up_!” she ordered. “Don’t come too near me or I’ll shoot. Back up against that wall.”

The bull’s-eye of radiance blinded him. When his eyes became accustomed to the light, he saw its reflection on the barrel of the revolver. He obeyed.

“Put up your hands. Put ’em up _high_!”

“Suppose I won’t?”

“I’ll kill you.”

“What’ll you gain by that?”

“Five thousand dollars.”

“Then you know who I be?”

“Yes.”

“And was aimin’ to take me in?”

“Yes.”

“How you goin’ to do that if I won’t go?”

“You’re goin’ to find out.”

“You won’t get no money shootin’ me.”

“Yes, I will–just as much–dead as alive.”

With his hands raised a little way above the level of his shoulders, he stood rigidly at bay in the circle of light.

“Well,” he croaked at last, “go ahead and shoot. I ain’t aimin’ to be took–not by no woman. Shoot, damn you, and have it done with. I’m waitin’!”

“Keep up those hands!”

“I won’t!” He lowered them defiantly. “I w-wanted to m-make Partridgeville and see the old lady. She’d ‘a’ helped me. But anything’s better’n goin’ back to that hell where I been the last two years. Go on! Why don’t you shoot?”

“You wanted to make Partridgeville and see–_who_?”

“My mother–and my wife.”

“Have you got a mother? Have you got a–wife?”

“Yes, and three kids. Why don’t you shoot?”

It seemed an eon that they stood so. The McBride woman was trying to find the nerve to fire. She could not. In that instant she made a discovery that many luckless souls make too late: _to kill a man_ is easy to talk about, easy to write about. But to stand deliberately face to face with a fellow-human–alive, pulsing, breathing, fearing, hoping, loving, living,–point a weapon at him that would take his life, blot him from the earth, negate twenty or thirty years of childhood, youth, maturity, and make of him in an instant–nothing! –that is quite another matter.

He was helpless before her now. Perhaps the expression on his face had something to do with the sudden revulsion that halted her finger. Facing certain death, some of the evil in those crooked eyes seemed to die out, and the terrible personality of the man to fade. Regardless of her danger, regardless of what he would have done to her if luck had not turned the tables, Cora McBride saw before her only a lone man with all society’s hand against him, realizing he had played a bad game to the limit and lost, two big tears creeping down his unshaved face, waiting for the end.

“Three children!” she whispered faintly.

“Yes.”

“You’re going back to see them?”

“Yes, and my mother. Mother’d help me get to Canada–somehow.”

Cora McBride had forgotten all about the five thousand dollars. She was stunned by the announcement that this man had relatives–a mother, a wife, _three_ babies. The human factor had not before occurred to her. Murderers! They have no license to let their eyes well with tears, to have wives and babies, to possess mothers who will help them get to Canada regardless of what their earthly indiscretions may have been.

At this revelation the gun-point wavered. The sight of those tears on his face sapped her will-power even as a wound in her breast might have drained her life-blood.

Her great moment had been given her. She was letting it slip away. She had her reward in her hand for the mere pulling of a trigger and no incrimination for the result. For a bit of human sentiment she was bungling the situation unpardonably, fatally.

Why did she not shoot? Because she was a woman. Because it is the God-given purpose of womanhood to give life, not take it.

The gun sank, sank–down out of the light, down out of sight.

And the next instant he was upon her.

The flash-lamp was knocked from her hand and blinked out. It struck the stove and she heard the tinkle of the broken lens. The woman’s hand caught at the sacking before the window at her left shoulder. Gripping it wildly to save herself from that onslaught, she tore it away. For the second time the revolver was twisted from her raw fingers.

The man reared upward, over her.

“Where are you?” he roared again and again. “I’ll show you! Lemme at you!”

Outside the great yellow moon of early winter, arising late, was coming up over the silhouetted line of purple mountains to the eastward. It illumined the cabin with a faint radiance, disclosing the woman crouching beneath the table.

The man saw her, pointed his weapon point-blank at her face and fired.

To Cora McBride, prostrate there in her terror, the impact of the bullet felt like the blow of a stick upon her cheek-bone rocking her head. Her cheek felt warmly numb. She pressed a quick hand involuntarily against it, and drew it away sticky with blood.

_Click! Click! Click_!

Three times the revolver mechanism was worked to accomplish her destruction. But there was no further report. The cylinder was empty.

“Oh, God!” the woman moaned. “I fed you and offered to help you. I refused to shoot you because of your mother–your wife–your babies. And yet you—-“

“Where’s your cartridges?” he cried wildly. “You got more; gimme that belt!”

She felt his touch upon her. His crazy fingers tried to unbutton the clasp of the belt and holster. But he could secure neither while she fought him. He pinioned her at length with his knee. His fingers secured a fistful of the cylinders from her girdle, and he opened the chamber of the revolver.

She realized the end was but a matter of moments. Nothing but a miracle could save her now.

Convulsively she groped about for something with which to strike. Nothing lay within reach of her bleeding fingers, however, but a little piece of dried sapling. She tried to struggle loose, but the lunatic held her mercilessly. He continued the mechanical loading of the revolver.

The semi-darkness of the hut, the outline of the moon afar through the uncurtained window–these swam before her…. Suddenly her eyes riveted on that curtainless window and she uttered a terrifying cry.

Ruggam turned.

Outlined in the window aperture against the low-hung moon _Martin Wiley, the murdered deputy, was staring into the cabin_!

From the fugitive’s throat came a gurgle. Some of the cartridges he held spilled to the flooring. Above her his figure became rigid. There was no mistaking the identity of the apparition. They saw the man’s hatless head and some of his neck. They saw his dark pompadour and the outline of his skull. As that horrible silhouette remained there, Wiley’s pompadour lifted slightly as it had done in life.

The cry in the convict’s throat broke forth into words.

“Mart Wiley!” he cried, “Mart Wiley! _Mart–Wiley_!”

Clear, sharp, distinct was the shape of that never-to-be-forgotten pompadour against the disk of the winter moon. His features could not be discerned, for the source of light was behind him, but the silhouette was sufficient. It was Martin Wiley; he was alive. His head and his wirelike hair were moving–rising, falling.

Ruggam, his eyes riveted upon the phantom, recoiled mechanically to the western wall. He finished loading the revolver by the sense of touch. Then:

Spurt after spurt of fire lanced the darkness, directed at the Thing in the window. While the air of the hut reeked with the acrid smoke, the echo of the volley sounded through the silent forest-world miles away.

But the silhouette in the window remained.

Once or twice it moved slightly as though in surprise; that was all. The pompadour rose in bellicose retaliation–the gesture that had always ensued when Wiley was angered or excited. But to bullets fired from an earthly gun the silhouette of the murdered deputy’s ghost, arisen in these winter woods to prevent another slaughter, was impervious.

Ruggam saw; he shrieked. He broke the gun and spilled out the empty shells. He fumbled in more cartridges, locked the barrel and fired again and again, until once more it was empty.

Still the apparition remained.

The man in his dementia hurled the weapon; it struck the sash and caromed off, hitting the stove. Then Hap Ruggam collapsed upon the floor.

The woman sprang up. She found the rope thongs which had bound her pack to her shoulders. With steel-taut nerves, she rolled the insensible Ruggam over.

She tied his hands; she tied his ankles. With her last bit of rope she connected the two bindings tightly behind him so that if he recovered, he would be at her mercy. Her task accomplished, on her knees beside his prone figure, she thought to glance up at the window.

Wiley’s ghost had disappeared.

Sheriff Crumpett and his party broke into the Lyons clearing within an hour. They had arrived in answer to five successive shots given a few moments apart, the signal agreed upon. The mystery to them, however, was that those five shots had been fired by some one not of their party.

The sheriff and his men found the McBride woman, her clothing half torn from her body, her features powder-marked and blood-stained; but she was game to the last, woman-fashion weeping only now that all was over. They found, too, the man they had combed the country to find–struggling fruitlessly in his bonds, her prisoner.

And they likewise found the miracle.

On the snow outside under the window they came upon a black porcupine about the size of a man’s head which, scenting food within the cabin, had climbed to the sill, and after the habit of these little animals whose number is legion all over the Green Mountains, had required fifteen bullets pumped into its carcass before it would release its hold.

Even in death its quills were raised in uncanny duplication of Mart Wiley’s pompadour.

A MATTER OF LOYALTY

BY LAWRENCE PERRY

From _The Red Book_

Standing in the bow of the launch, Dr. Nicholls, coach of the Baliol crew, leaned upon his megaphone, his eyes fixed upon two eight-oared crews resting upon their oars a hundred feet away. From his hand dangled a stop-watch. The two crews had just completed a four-mile race against the watch.

A grim light came into the deeply set gray eyes of Jim Deacon as the coach put the watch into his pocket. Deacon was the stroke of the second varsity, an outfit which in aquatics bears the same relation to a university eight as the scrub team does to a varsity football eleven. But in the race just completed the second varsity had been much of a factor–surprisingly, dishearteningly so. Nip and tuck it had been, the varsity straining to drop the rival boat astern, but unable to do so. At the finish not a quarter of a length, not fifteen feet, had separated the two prows; a poor showing for the varsity to have made with the great rowing classic of the season coming on apace–a poor showing, that is, assuming the time consumed in the four-mile trip was not especially low.

Only the coach could really know whether the time was satisfactory or not. But Jim Deacon suspected that it was poor, his idea being based upon knowledge he had concerning the capabilities of his own crew; in other words, he knew it was only an average second varsity outfit. The coach knew it too. That was the reason his jaws were set, his eyes vacant. At length he shook his head.

“Not good, boys–not good.” His voice was gentle, though usually he was a rip-roaring mentor. “Varsity, you weren’t rowing. That’s the answer–not rowing together. What’s the matter, eh?”

“I thought, Dr. Nicholls, that the rhythm was very good—-“

The coach interrupted Rollins, the captain, with a gesture.

“Oh, rhythm! Yes, you row prettily enough. You look well. I should hope so, at this time of the season. But you’re not shoving the boat fast; you don’t pick up and get her moving. You’re leaking power somewhere; as a matter of fact, I suspect you’re not putting the power in. I know you’re not. Ashburton, didn’t that lowering of your seat fix you? Well, then,”–as the young man nodded affirmatively– “how about your stretcher, Innis? Does it suit you now?”

As Innis nodded, signifying that it did, Deacon saw the coach’s eyes turn to Doane, who sat at stroke of the varsity.

“Now,” muttered the stroke of the second varsity, his eyes gleaming, “we’ll hear something.”

“Doane, is there anything the trouble with you? You’re feeling well, aren’t you?”

“Yes sir. Sure!” The boy flushed. Tall, straight, handsome he sat in the boat, fingering the oar-handle nervously. In appearance he was the ideal oarsman. And yet—-

Deacon, watching the coach, could almost see his mind working. Now the time had come, the issue clearly defined. Another stroke must be tried and found not wanting, else the annual eight-oared rowing classic between those ancient universities Baliol and Shelburne would be decided before it was rowed.

Deacon flushed as the coach’s glittering eyeglasses turned toward him. It was the big moment of the senior’s four years at college. Four years! And six months of each of those years a galley-slave–on the machines in the rowing-room of the gymnasium, on the ice-infested river with the cutting winds of March sweeping free; then the more genial months with the voice of coach or assistant coach lashing him. Four years of dogged, unremitting toil with never the reward of a varsity seat, and now with the great regatta less than a week away, the big moment, the crown of all he had done.

Words seemed on the verge of the coach’s lips. Deacon’s eyes strained upon them as he sat stiffly in his seat. But no words came; the coach turned away.

“All right,” he said spiritlessly. “Paddle back to the float.”

The coxswains barked their orders; sixteen oars rattled in their locks; the glistening shells moved slowly homeward.

Tingling from his plunge in the river, Jim Deacon walked up the bluff from the boathouse to the group of cottages which constituted Baliol’s rowing-quarters. Some of the freshman crew were playing indoor baseball on the lawn under the gnarled trees, and their shouts and laughter echoed over the river. Deacon stood watching them. His face was of the roughhewn type, in his two upper-class years his heavy frame had taken on a vast amount of brawn and muscle. Now his neck was meet for his head and for his chest and shoulders; long, slightly bowed limbs filled out a picture of perfect physique.

No one had known him really well in college. He was working his way through. Besides, he was a student in one of the highly scientific engineering courses which demanded a great deal of steady application. With no great aptitude for football–he was a bit slow-footed–with little tune or inclination for social activities, he had concentrated upon rowing, not only as a diversion from his arduous studies, an ordered outlet for physical energy, but with the idea of going out into the world with that hallmark of a Baliol varsity oar which he had heard and believed was likely to stand him in stead in life. Baliol alumni, which include so many men of wealth and power, had a habit of not overlooking young graduates who have brought fame to their alma mater.

As Deacon stood watching the freshmen at play, Dick Rollins, the crew captain, came up.

“They sent down the time-trial results from the Shelburne quarters, Deacon.”

Never in his life had one of the great men of the university spoken that many words, or half as many, to Jim Deacon, who stared at the speaker.

“The time–oh, yes; I see.”

“They did twenty minutes, thirty seconds.”

Deacon whistled.

“Well,” he said at length, “you didn’t get the boat moving much to-day.” He wanted to say more, but could think of nothing. Words came rather hard with him.

“You nearly lugged the second shell ahead of us to-day, hang you.”

“No use letting a patient die because he doesn’t know he’s sick.”

Rollins grimaced.

“Yes, we were sick. Doc Nicholls knows a sick crew when he sees one. He–he thinks you’re the needed tonic, Deacon.”

“Eh?”

“He told me you were to sit in at stroke in Junior Doane’s place to-morrow. I’d been pulling for the change the past few days. Now he sees it.”

“You were pulling—-But you’re Doane’s roommate.”

“Yes, it’s tough. But Baliol first, you know.”

Deacon stared at the man. He wanted to say something but couldn’t. The captain smiled.

“Look here, Deacon; let’s walk over toward the railroad a bit. I want to talk to you.” Linking his arm through Deacon’s, he set out through the yard toward the quaint old road with its little cluster of farm cottages and rolling stone-walled meadow-land bathed in the light of the setting sun.

“Jim, old boy, you’re a queer sort of a chap, and–and–the fact is, the situation will be a bit ticklish. You know what it means for a fellow to be thrown out of his seat just before a race upon which he has been counting heart and soul.”

“I don’t know. I can imagine.”

“You see, it’s Doane. You know about his father—-“

“I know all about his father,” was the reply.

“Eh?” Rollins stared at him, then smiled. “I suppose every rowing man at Baliol does. But you don’t know as much as I do. On the quiet, he’s the man who gave us the new boathouse last year. He’s our best spender. He was an old varsity oar himself.”

“Sure, I know.”

“That’s the reason the situation is delicate. Frankly, Jim, Doc Nicholls and the rest of us would have liked to see Junior Doane come through. I think you get what I mean. He’s a senior; he’s my best friend.”

“He stroked the boat last year.”

“Yes, and Shelburne beat us. Naturally he wants to get back at that crowd.”

“But he can’t–not if he strokes the boat, Rollins. If you don’t know it, I’m telling you. If I thought different, I’d say so.” Deacon abruptly paused after so long a speech.

“You don’t have to tell me. I know it. We’re not throwing a race to Shelburne simply to please old Cephas Doane, naturally. I know what you’ve got, Jim. So does Dr. Nicholls. You’ll be in the varsity to-morrow. But here’s the point of what I’ve been trying to say; Junior Doane hasn’t been very decent to you–“

“Oh, he’s been all right.”

“Yes, I know. But he’s a funny fellow; not a bit of a snob–I don’t mean that, but–but–“

“You mean he hasn’t paid much attention to me.” Deacon smiled grimly. “Well, that’s all right. As a matter of fact, I never really have got to know him. Still, I haven’t got to know many of the fellows. Too busy. You haven’t paid much attention to me, either; but I like you.”

Rollins, whose father was a multimillionaire with family roots going deep among the rocks of Manhattan Island, laughed.

“Bully for you! You won’t mind my saying so, Jim, but I had it in my mind to ask you to be a bit inconsequential–especially when Doane was around–about your taking his place. But I guess it isn’t necessary.”

“No,”–Deacon’s voice was short–“it isn’t.”

“Junior Doane, of course, will be hard hit. He’ll be game. He’ll try to win back his seat. And he may; I warn you.”

“If he can win it back, I want him to.”

“Good enough!” The captain started to walk away, then turned back with sudden interest. “By the way, Jim, I was looking through the college catalogue this morning. You and Doane both come from Philadelphia, don’t you?”

“Yes.”

“I asked Doane if he knew you there. Apparently not.”

“No, he didn’t.” Deacon paused as though deliberating. Suddenly he spoke. “I knew of him, though. You see, my father works in the bank of which Mr. Doane is president.”

“Oh!” Rollins blinked. “I see.”

Deacon stepped forward, placing his hand upon the captain’s arm.

“I don’t know why I told you that. It isn’t important at all. Don’t say anything to Doane, will you? Not that I care. It–it just isn’t important.”

“No. I get you, Jim. It isn’t important.” He flung an arm over the young man’s shoulder. “Let’s go back to dinner. That rotten time-row has given me an appetite.”

There was that quiet in the Baliol dining room that evening which one might expect to find after an unsatisfactory time-trial. Nations might be falling, cities burning, important men dying; to these boys such events would be as nothing in the face of the fact that the crew of a traditional rival was to be met within the week–and that they were not proving themselves equipped for the meeting.

“If any of you fellows wish to motor down to the Groton Hotel on the Point for an hour or two, you may go,” said the coach, pushing back his chair. He had begun to fear that his charges might be coming to too fine a point of condition and had decided that the relaxation of a bit of dancing might do no harm.

“Yeaa!” In an instant that subdued dining apartment was tumultuous with vocal outcry, drawing to the doorway a crowd of curious freshmen who were finishing dinner in their room.

“All right!” Dr. Nicholls grinned. “I gather all you varsity and second varsity men want to go. I’ll have the big launch ready at eight. And–oh, Dick Rollins, don’t forget; that boat leaves the hotel dock at ten-forty-five precisely.”

“Got you sir. Come on, fellows. Look out, you freshmen.” With a yell and a dive the oarsmen went through the doors.

Deacon followed at a more leisurely gait with that faint gleam of amusement in his eyes which was so characteristic. His first impulse was not to go, but upon second thought he decided that he would. Jane Bostwick was stopping at the Groton. Her father was a successful promoter and very close to Cephas Doane, Sr., whose bank stood back of most of his operations. Deacon had known her rather well in the days when her father was not a successful promoter. In fact, the two had been neighbours as boy and girl, had played together in front of a row of prim brick houses. He had not seen her in recent years until the previous afternoon, when as he was walking along the country road, she had pulled up in her roadster.

“Don’t pretend you don’t remember me, Jim Deacon,” she had laughed as the boy had stared at the stunning young woman.

Jim remembered her, all right. They talked as though so many significant years had not elapsed. She was greatly interested, exceedingly gracious.

“Do you know,” she said, “it never occurred to me that Deacon, the Baliol rowing man, was none other than Jim Deacon. Silly of me, wasn’t it? But then I didn’t even know you were in Baliol. I’m perfectly crazy about the crew, you know. And Mother, I think, is a worse fan than I am. You know Junior Doane, of course.”

“Oh, yes–that is, I–why, yes, I know him.”

“Yes.” She smiled down upon him. “If you’re ever down to the Groton, do drop in. Mother would love to see you. She often speaks of your mother.” With a wave of her hand she had sped on her way.

Curiously, that evening he had heard Doane talking to her over the telephone, and there was a great deal in his manner of speaking that indicated something more than mere acquaintance.

But Deacon did not see Jane Bostwick at the hotel–not to speak to, at least. He was not a good dancer and held aloof when those of his fellows who were not acquainted with guests were introduced around. Finding a wicker settee among some palms at one side of the orchestra, Deacon sat drinking in the scene.

It was not until the hour set for the return had almost arrived that Deacon saw Jane Bostwick, and then his attention was directed to her by her appearance with Junior Doane in one of the open French windows at his right. Evidently the two had spent the evening in the sequestered darkness of the veranda. No pair in the room filled the eye so gratefully; the girl, tall, blonde, striking in a pale blue evening gown; the man, broad-shouldered, trim-waisted, with the handsome high-held head of a patrician.

A wave of something akin to bitterness passed over Deacon–bitterness having nothing to do with self. For the boy was ruggedly independent. He believed in himself; knew what he was going to do in the world. He was thinking of his father, and of the fathers of that young man and girl before him. His father was painstaking, honourable, considerate–a nobleman every inch of him; a man who deserved everything that the world had to give, a man who had everything save the quality of acquisition. And Doane’s father? And Jane Bostwick’s father?

Of the elder Doane he knew by hearsay–a proud, intolerant wholly worldly man whose passions, aside from finance, were his son and Baliol aquatics. And Jane Bostwick’s father he had known as a boy–a soft-footed, sly-faced velvety sort of a man noted for converting back lots into oil-fields and ash-dumps into mines yielding precious metals. Jim Deacon was not so old that he had come to philosophy concerning the way of the world.

But so far as his immediate world was concerned, Junior Doane was going out of the varsity boat in the morning–and he, Jim Deacon, was going to sit in his place.

It came the next morning. When the oarsmen went down to the boathouse to dress for their morning row, the arrangement of the various crews posted on the bulletin-board gave Deacon the seat at stroke in the varsity boat; Junior Doane’s name appeared at stroke in the second varsity list.

There had been rumours of some sort of a shift, but no one seemed to have considered the probability of Doane’s losing his seat–Doane least of all. For a moment the boy stood rigid, looking up at the bulletin-board. Then suddenly he laughed.

“All right, Carry,” he said, turning to the captain of the second varsity. “Come on; we’ll show ’em what a rudder looks like.”

But it was not to be. In three consecutive dashes of a mile each, the varsity boat moved with such speed as it had not shown all season. There was life in the boat. Deacon, rowing in perfect form, passed the stroke up forward with a kick and a bite, handling his oar with a precision that made the eye of the coach glisten. And when the nervous little coxswain called for a rousing ten strokes, the shell seemed fairly to lift out of the water.

In the last mile dash Dr. Nicholls surreptitiously took his stop-watch from his pocket and timed the sprint. When he replaced the timepiece, the lines of care which had seamed his face for the past few days vanished.

“All right, boys. Paddle in. Day after to-morrow we’ll hold the final time-trial. Deacon, be careful; occasionally you clip your stroke at the finish.”

But Deacon didn’t mind the admonition. He knew the coach’s policy of not letting a man think he was too good.

“You certainly bucked up that crew to-day, Deacon.” Jim Deacon, who had been lying at full length on the turf at the top of the bluff watching the shadows creep over the purpling waters of the river, looked up to see Doane standing over him. His first emotion was one of triumph. Doane, the son of Cephas Doane, his father’s employer, had definitely noticed him at last. Then the dominant emotion came–one of sympathy.

“Well, the second crew moved better too.”

“Oh, I worked like a dog.” Doane laughed. “Of course you know I’m going to get my place back, if I can.”

“Of course.” Deacon plucked a blade of grass and placed it in his mouth. There was rather a constrained silence for a moment.

“I didn’t know you came from my city, Deacon. I–Jane Bostwick told me about you last night.”

“I see. I used to know her.” Inwardly Deacon cursed his natural inability to converse easily, partly fearing that Doane would mistake his reticence for embarrassment in his presence, or on the other hand set him down as churlish and ill bred.

For his part Doane seemed a bit ill at ease.

“I didn’t know, of course, anything Jane told me. If I had, of course, I’d have looked you up more at the college.”

“We’re both busy there in our different ways.”

Doane stood awkwardly for a moment and then walked away, not knowing that however he may have felt about the conversation, he had at least increased his stature in the mind of Jim Deacon.

Next day on the river Junior Doane’s desperation at the outset brought upon his head the criticism of the coach.

“Doane! Doane! You’re rushing your slide. Finish out your stroke, for heaven’s sake.”

Deacon, watching the oarsman’s face, saw it grow rigid, saw his mouth set. Well he knew the little tragedy through which Doane was living.

Doane did better after that. The second boat gave the varsity some sharp brushes while the coxswains barked and the coach shouted staccato objurgation and comment through his megaphone, and the rival oarsmen swung backward and forward in the expenditure of ultimate power and drive.

But Jim Deacon was the man for varsity stroke. There was not the least doubt about that. The coach could see it; the varsity could feel it; but of them all Deacon alone knew why. He knew that Doane was practically as strong an oar as he was, certainly as finished. And Doane’s experience was greater. The difficulty as Deacon grasped it was that the boy had not employed all the material of his experience. The coxswain, Seagraves, was a snappy little chap, with an excellent opinion of his head. But Deacon had doubts as to his racing sense. He could shoot ginger into his men, could lash them along with a fine rhythm, but in negotiating a hard-fought race he had his shortcomings. At least so Deacon had decided in the brushes against the varsity shell when he was stroking the second varsity.

Deacon thanked no coxswain to tell him how to row a race, when to sprint, when to dog along at a steady, swinging thirty; nor did he require advice on the pacing and general condition of a rival crew. As he swung forward for the catch, his practice was to turn his head slightly to one side, chin along the shoulder, thus gaining through the tail of his eye a glimpse of any boat that happened to be abeam, slightly ahead or slightly astern. This glance told him everything he wished to know. The coach did not know the reason for this peculiarity in Deacon’s style, but since it did not affect his rowing, he very wisely said nothing. To his mind the varsity boat had at last begun to arrive, and this was no time for minor points.

Two days before the Shelburne race the Baliol varsity in its final time-trial came within ten seconds of equalling the lowest downstream trial-record ever established–a record made by a Shelburne eight of the early eighties. There was no doubt in the mind of any one about the Baliol crew quarters that Deacon would be the man to set the pace for his university in the supreme test swiftly approaching.

News of Baliol’s improved form began to be disseminated in the daily press by qualified observers of rowing form who were beginning to flock to the scene of the regatta from New York, Philadelphia, and various New England cities. Dr. Nicholls was reticent, but no one could say that his demeanour was marked by gloom. Perhaps his optimism would have been more marked had the information he possessed concerning Shelburne been less disturbing. As a fact there was every indication that the rival university would be represented by one of the best crews in her history–which was to say a very great deal. In truth, Baliol rowing enthusiasts had not seen their shell cross the line ahead of a Shelburne varsity boat in three consecutive years, a depressing state of affairs which in the present season had filled every Baliol rowing man with grim determination and the graduates with alternate hope and despair.

“Jim,” said the coach, drawing Deacon from the float upon which he had been standing, watching the antics of a crew of former Baliol oarsmen who had come from far and wide to row the mile race of “Gentlemen’s Eights” which annually marked the afternoon preceding the classic regatta day, “Jim, you’re not worried at all, are you? You’re such a quiet sort of a chap, I can’t seem to get you.”

Deacon smiled faintly.

“No, I’m not worried–not a bit, sir. I mean I’m going to do my best, and if that’s good enough, why–well, we win.”

“I want you to do more than your best to-morrow, Jim. It’s got to be a super-effort. You’re up against a great Shelburne crew, the greatest I ever saw–that means twelve years back. I wouldn’t talk to every man this way, but I think you’re a stroke who can stand responsibility. I think you’re a man who can work the better when he knows the size of his job. It’s a big one, boy–the biggest I’ve ever tackled.”

“Yes, sir.”

The coach studied him a minute.

“How do you feel about beating Shelburne? What I mean,” he went on as the oarsman regarded him, puzzled, “is, would it break your heart to lose? Is the thought of being beaten so serious that you can’t–that you won’t consider it?”

“No sir, I won’t consider it. I don’t go into anything without wanting to come out ahead. I’ve worked three years to get into the varsity. I realize the position you’ve given me will help me, make me stand out after graduation, mean almost as much as my diploma–provided we can win.”

“What about Baliol? Do you think of the college, too, and what a victory will mean to her? What defeat will mean?”

“Oh,” Deacon shrugged; “of course,” he went on a bit carelessly, “we want to see Baliol on top as often—-” He stopped, then broke into a chuckle as the stroke of the gentlemen’s eight suddenly produced from the folds of his sweater a bottle from which he drank with dramatic unction while his fellow-oarsmen clamoured to share the libation and the coxswain abused them all roundly.

The eyes of the coach never left the young man’s face. But he said nothing while Deacon took his fill of enjoyment of the jovial scene, apparently forgetting the sentence which he had broken in the middle.

But that evening something of the coach’s meaning came to Deacon as he sat on a rustic bench watching the colours fade from one of those sunset skies which have ever in the hearts of rowing men who have ever spent a hallowed June on the heights of that broad placid stream. The Baliol graduates had lost their race against the gentlemen of Shelburne, having rowed just a bit worse than their rivals. And now the two crews were celebrating their revival of the ways of youth with a dinner provided by the defeated eight. Their laughter and their songs went out through the twilight and were lost in the recesses of the river. One song with a haunting melody caught Deacon’s attention; he listened to get the words.

Then raise the rosy goblet high,
The senior’s chalice and belie
The tongues that trouble and defile, For we have yet a little while
To linger, you and youth and I,
In college days.

A group of oarsmen down on the lawn caught up the song and sent it winging through the twilight, soberly, impressively, with ever-surging harmony. College days! For a moment a dim light burned in the back of his mind. It went out suddenly. Jim Deacon shrugged and thought of the morrow’s race. It was good to know he was going to be a part of it. He could feel the gathering of enthusiasm, exhilaration in the atmosphere–pent-up emotion which on the morrow would burst like a thunderclap. In the quaint city five miles down the river hotels were filling with the vanguard of the boat-race throng–boys fresh from the poetry of Commencement; their older brothers, their fathers, their grandfathers, living again the thrill of youth and the things thereof. And mothers and sisters and sweethearts! Deacon’s nerves tingled pleasantly in response to the glamour of the hour.

“Oh, Jim Deacon!”

“Hello!” Deacon turned his face toward the building whence the voice came.

“Somebody wants to see you on the road by the bridge over the railroad.”

“See me? All right.”

Filled with wonder, Deacon walked leisurely out of the yard and then reaching the road, followed in the wake of an urchin of the neighbourhood who had brought the summons, and could tell Deacon only that it was some one in an automobile.

It was, in fact, Jane Bostwick.

“Jump up here in the car, won’t you, Jim?” Her voice was somewhat tense. “No, I’m not going to drive,” she added as Deacon hesitated. “We can talk better.”

“Have you heard from your father lately?” she asked as the young man sprang into the seat at her side.

He started.

“No, not in a week. Why, is there anything the matter with him?”

“Of course not.” She touched him lightly upon the arm. “You knew that Mr. Bell, cashier of the National Penn Bank, had died?”

“No. Is that so! That’s too bad.” Then suddenly Deacon sat erect. “By George! Father is one of the assistant cashiers there. I wonder if he’ll be promoted.” He turned upon the girl. “Is that what you wanted to tell me?”

She waited a bit before replying.

“No–not exactly that.”

“Not exactly—-What do you mean?”

“Do you know how keen Mr. Doane, I mean Junior’s father is on rowing? Well,”–as Deacon nodded,–“have you thought how he might feel toward the father of the man who is going to sit in his son’s seat in the race to-morrow? Would it make him keen to put that father in Mr. Bell’s place?”

Deacon’s exclamation was sharp.

“Who asked you to put that thought in my mind?”

“Ah!” Her hand went out, lying upon his arm. “I was afraid you were going to take it that way. Mother was talking this afternoon. I thought you should know. As for Junior Doane, I’m frank to admit I’m awfully keen about him. But that isn’t why I came here. I remember how close you and your father used to be. I–I thought perhaps you’d thank me, if–if—-“

“What you mean is that because I have beaten Doane out for stroke, his father may be sore and not promote my father at the bank.”

“There’s no ‘may’ about it. Mr. Doane will be sore. He’ll be sore at Junior, of course. But he’ll be sore secretly at you, and where there is a question of choice of cashier between _your_ father and another man–even though the other man has not been so long in the bank–how do you think his mind will work; I mean, if you lose? Of course, if you can win, then I am sure everything will be all right. You must—-“

“If I can win! What difference would that—-” He stopped suddenly. “I’ve caught what you mean.” He laughed bitterly. “Parental jealousy. All right! All right!”

“Jim, I don’t want you—-“

“Don’t bother. I’ve heard all I can stand, Jane. Thank you.” He lurched out of the car and hurried away.

She called him. No answer. Waiting a moment, the girl sighed, touched the self-starter and drove away.

Deacon had no idea of any lapse of time between the departure of the car and himself in his cot prepared for sleep–with, however, no idea that sleep would come. His mood was pitiable. His mind was a mass of whirling thoughts in the midst of which he could recognize pictures of his boyhood, a little boy doing many things–with a hand always tucked within the fingers of a great big man who knew everything, who could do everything, who could always explain all the mysteries of the big, strange, booming world. There were many such pictures, pictures not only relating to boyhood, but to his own struggle at Baliol, to the placid little home in Philadelphia and all that it had meant, all that it still meant, to his father, to his mother, to him, Any act of his that would bring sorrow or dismay or the burden of defeated hope to that home!

But on the other hand, the morrow was to bring him the crown of toilsome years, was to make his name one to conjure with wherever Baliol was loved or known. He knew what the varsity _cachet_ would do for his prospects in the world. And after all, he had his own life to live, had he not? Would not the selfish, or rather the rigorous, settlement of this problem, be for the best in the end, since his making good would simply be making good for his father and his mother? But how about his father’s chance for making good on his own account?

A comrade in the cot adjoining heard a groan.

“Eh! Are you sick, Deacon? Are you all right?”

“Sure–dreaming,” came the muffled reply.

There was something unreal to Deacon about the morning. The sunlight was filled with sinister glow; the voices of the rowing men were strange; the whole environment seemed to have changed. It was difficult for Jim Deacon to look upon the bronzed faces of the fellows about the breakfast table, upon the coach with his stiff moustache and glittering eyeglasses–difficult to look upon them and realize that within a few hours his name would be anathema to them, that forever where loyal men of Baliol gather he would be an outcast, a pariah.

That was what he would be–an outcast. For he had come to his decision: Just what he would do he did not know. He did not know that he would not stroke the Baliol varsity. Out of all the welter of thought and travail had been resolved one dominant idea. His father came first: there was no evading it. With all the consequences that would follow the execution of his decision he was familiar. He had come now to know what Baliol meant to him as a place not only of education, but a place to be loved, honoured, revered. He knew what his future might be. But–his father came first. Arising from the breakfast-table, he spoke to but one man, Junior Doane.

“Doane,” he said, drawing him to one side, “you will row at stroke this afternoon.”

The man stared at him. “Are you crazy, Deacon?”

“No, not crazy. I’m not feeling well; that’s all.”

“But look here, Deacon–you want to see the coach. You’re off your head or something. Wait here, just a minute.” As Doane hurried away in search of Dr. Nicholls, Deacon turned blindly through the yard and so out to the main road leading to a picturesque little river city about nine miles up the stream.

June was at her loveliest in this lovable country with its walled fields, its serene uplands and glowing pastures, its lush river meadows and wayside flowers. But of all this Deacon marked nothing as with head down he tramped along with swift, dogged stride. Up the river three or four miles farther on was the little city of which he had so often heard but never seen, the little city of Norton, so like certain English river-cities according to a veteran Oxford oarsman who had visited the Baliol quarters the previous season. Deacon had an interest in strange places; he had an eye for the picturesque and the colourful. He would wander about the place, filling his mind with impressions. He had always wanted to go to Norton; it had seemed like a dream city to him.

He was in fact striding along in the middle of the road when the horn of a motorcar coming close behind startled him. As he turned, the vehicle sped up to his side and then stopped with a grinding of brakes.

Dr. Nicholls, the coach, rose to his full height in the roadster and glared down at Deacon, while Junior Doane, who had been driving, stared fixedly over the wheel. The coach’s voice was merely a series of profane roars. He had ample lungs, and the things he said seemed to echo far and wide. His stentorian anger afforded so material a contrast to the placid environment that Deacon stood dazed under the vocal avalanche, hearing but a blur of objurgation.

“Eh?” He paused as Junior Doane placed an admonishing hand upon his arm.

“I beg your pardon, Doctor; but I don’t think that is the right way. May I say something to Deacon?”

The coach, out of breath, nodded and gestured, sinking into his seat. “Look here, Jim Deacon, we’ve come to take you back. You can’t buck out the race this way, you know. It isn’t done. Now, wait a minute!” he cried sharply as the boy in the road made to speak. “I know why you ran away. Jane Bostwick called me up and told me everything. She hadn’t realized quite what she was doing—-“

“She–she bungled everything.”

“Bungled! What do you mean, Dr. Nicholls?”

“Nothing–nothing! You young idiot, don’t you realize you’re trying to kill yourself for life? Jump into the car.”

“I’m not going to row.” Deacon’s eyes smoldered upon the two.

Studying him a moment, Dr. Nicholls suddenly grasped the seriousness of Deacon’s mood. He leaped from the car and walked up to him, placing a hand upon his shoulder.

“Look here, my boy: You’ve let a false ideal run away with you. Do you realize that some twenty-five thousand people throughout this country are having their interests tossed away by you? You represent them. They didn’t ask you to. You came out for the crew and worked until you won a place for yourself, a place no one but you can fill. There are men, there are families on this riverside to-day, who have traveled from San Francisco, from all parts of the country, to see Baliol at her best. There are thousands who have the right to ask us that Shelburne is not permitted to win this afternoon. Do you realize your respons—-“

Deacon raised his hand.

“I’ve heard it said often, Dr. Nicholls, that any one who gets in Cephas Doane’s way gets crushed. I’m not afraid of him, nor of any one else, on my own account; but I’m afraid of him because of my father. My father is getting to be an old man. Do you think I am going to do anyth—-” Deacon’s voice, which had been gathering in intensity, broke suddenly. He couldn’t go on.

“Jim Deacon!” There was a note of exhilaration in Junior Doane’s voice. He hastily climbed out of the car and joined the coach at Deacon’s side. “I’m not going to defend my father now. No one knows him as I do; no one knows as I do the great big stuff that is in him. He and I have always been close, and—-“

“Then you know how he’d feel about any one who took your place in the boat. He can’t hurt me. But he can break my father’s heart—-“

“Deacon, is that the opinion you have of my father!”

“Tell me the truth, Doane; is there the chance under the conditions that with a choice between two men in the bank he might fail to see Father? Isn’t it human nature for a man as dominant and strong as he is, who has always had or got most of the things he wants, to feel that way?”

“Perhaps. But not if you can win out against Shelburne. Can’t you see your chance, Deacon? Go in and beat Shelburne; Father’ll be so glad he’ll fall off the observation-train. You know how he hates Shelburne. Any soreness he has about my missing out at stroke will be directed at me–and it won’t be soreness, merely regret. Don’t you get it?”

“And if we lose—-“

“If we lose, there’s the chance that we’re all in the soup.”

“I’m not, if I keep out of this thing—-“

“If we lose with _me_ at stroke, do you suppose it will help you or any one related to you with my father when he learns that Baliol _would probably have won with you stroking_?

“My Lord, Jim Deacon,” Doane went on as the other did not reply, “do you suppose this is any fun for me, arguing with you to swing an oar this afternoon when I would give my heart’s blood to swing it in your place?”

“Why do you do it, then?”

“Why do I do it? Because I love Baliol. Because her interests stand above mine. Because more than anything I want to see her win. I didn’t feel this way when you beat me out for stroke. I’ll admit it. I didn’t show my feelings, but I was thinking of nothing but my licking—-“

“Ah!”

“Just a minute, Jim. I didn’t realize the bigness of the thing, didn’t appreciate that what I wanted to do didn’t count for a damn. Baliol, only Baliol! It all came to me when you bucked out. Baliol is all that counts, Jim. If I can help her win by rooting from the observation-car, all right! But–don’t think it’s any fun for me urging you to come back and row. For I wanted to row this race, old boy. I–I—-“

Doane’s voice faltered. “But I can’t; that’s all. Baliol needs a better man–needs you. As for you, you’ve no right to consider anything else. You go in–and win.”

“Win!” Jim Deacon stood in the road, rigid, his voice falling to a whisper. “Win!” Into his eyes came a vacant expression. For a moment the group stood in the middle of the road as though transfixed. Then the coach placed his hand upon Deacon’s arm, gently.

“Come Jim,” he said.

The afternoon had gone silently on. Jim Deacon sat on the veranda of the crew-quarters, his eyes fixed upon the river. Some of the crew were trying to read; others lounged about talking in low voices. Occasionally the referee’s launch would appear off the float, the official exchanging some words with the coach while the oarsmen watched eagerly. Then the launch would turn and disappear.

“Too rough yet, boys. They’re going to postpone another hour.” Twice had the coach brought this word to the group of pent-up young men who in a manner of speaking were sharing the emotions of the condemned awaiting the executioner’s summons. Would the up-river breeze never subside and give them conditions that would be satisfactory to the meticulous referee?

Deacon lurched heavily in his seat.

“What difference does it make so long as the shells won’t sink?” he asked.

“We’re ready,” replied Dick Rollins. “It’s Shelburne holding things up; she wants smooth water, of course. It suits me, though. Things will soften up by sunset.”

“Sunset!” Deacon scowled at the western skies. “Well, sunset isn’t so far off as it was.”

Word came, as a matter of fact, shortly after five o’clock. The coach, with solemn face, came up to the cottage, bringing the summons. After that for a little while Jim Deacon passed through a series of vague impressions rather than living experience. There was the swift changing of clothes in the cavernous boathouse, the bearing of the boat high overhead to the edge of the float, the splash as it was lowered into the water. Mechanically he leaned forward to lace the stretcher-shoes, letting the handle of his oar rest against his stomach; mechanically he tried to slide, tested the oarlock.

Then some one gripped the blade of his oar, pushing gently outward. The shell floated gingerly out into the stream.

“Starboard oars, paddle.” Responsive to the coxswain’s sharp command Deacon plied his blade, and in the act there came to him clarity of perception. He was out here to win, to win not only for Baliol, but for himself, for his father. There could be no thought of not winning; the imminence of the supreme test had served to fill him with the consciousness of indomitable strength, to thrill his muscles with the call for tremendous action.

As the shell swept around a point of land, a volume of sound rolled across the waters. Out of the corner of his eye he caught view of the long observation-train, vibrant with animation, the rival colours commingled so that all emblem of collegiate affiliation was lost in a merger of quivering hue. A hill near the starting-line on the other side of the river was black with spectators, who indeed filled points of vantage all down the four miles of the course. The clouds above the western hills were turning crimson; the waters had deepened to purple and were still and silent.

“There, you hell-dogs!” The voice of the coxswain rasped in its combativeness. “Out there is Shelburne; ahead of us at the line. Who says it’ll be the last time she’ll be ahead of us?”

Along the beautiful line of brown, swinging bodies went a low growl, a more vicious rattle of the oarlocks.

Suddenly as Jim Deacon swung forward, a moored skiff swept past his blade, the starting-line.

“Weigh all.” The coxswain’s command was immediately followed by others designed to work the boat back to proper starting-position. Deacon could easily see the Shelburne crew now–big men all, ideal oarsmen to look at. Their faces were set and grim, their eyes straight ahead. So far as they gave indication, their shell might have been alone on the river. Now the Baliol shell had made sternway sufficient for the man in the skiff to seize the rudder. The Shelburne boat was already secured. Astern hovered the referee’s boat, the official standing in the bow directing operations. Still astern was a larger craft filled with favoured representatives of the two colleges, the rival coaches, the crew-managers and the like.

“Are you all ready, Baliol?”

“Yes, sir.” Deacon, leaning forward, felt his arms grow tense.

“Are you all ready, Shelburne?”

The affirmative was followed by the sharp report of a pistol. With a snap of his wrist Deacon beveled his oar, which bit cleanly into the water and pulled. There followed an interval of hectic stroking, oars in and out of the water as fast as could be done, while spray rose in clouds and the coxswain screamed the measure of the beat.

“Fine, Baliol.” The coxswain’s voice went past Deacon’s ear like a bullet. “Both away together and now a little ahead at forty-two to the minute. But down now. Down–down–down–down! That’s it–thirty-two to the minute. It’s a long race, remember. Shelburne’s dropping the beat, too. You listen to Papa, all of you; he’ll keep you wise. Number three, for God’s sake don’t lift all the water in the river up on your blade at the finish. Shelburne’s hitting it up a bit. Make it thirty-four.”

“Not yet.” Deacon scowled at the tense little coxswain. “I’ll do the timing.” Chick Seagraves nodded.

“Right. Thirty-two.”

Swinging forward to the catch, his chin turned against his shoulder, Deacon studied the rival crew which with the half-mile flags flashing by had attained a lead of some ten feet. Their blades were biting the water hardly fifty feet from the end of his blade, the naked brown bodies moving back and forth in perfect rhythm and with undeniable power registered in the snap of the legs on the stretchers and the pull of the arms. Deacon’s eyes swept the face of the Shelburne coxswain; it was composed. He glanced at the stroke. The work, apparently, was costing him nothing.

“They’re up to thirty-four,” cried Seagraves as the mile flags drew swiftly up.

“They’re jockeying us, Chick. We’ll show our fire when we get ready. Let ’em rave.”

Vaguely there came to Deacon a sound from the river-bank–Shelburne enthusiasts acclaiming a lead of a neat half a length.

“Too much–too much.” Deacon shook his head. Either Shelburne was setting out to row her rival down at the start, or else, as Deacon suspected, she was trying to smoke Baliol out, to learn at an early juncture just what mettle was in the rival boat. A game, stout-hearted, confident crew will always do this, it being the part of good racing policy to make a rival know fear as early as possible. And Shelburne believed in herself, beyond any question of doubt.

And whether she was faking, or since Baliol could not afford to let the bid go unanswered, a lead of a quarter of a length at the mile had to be challenged:

“Give ’em ten at thirty-six!” Deacon’s voice was thick with gathering effort. “Talk it up, Chick.”

From the coxswain’s throat issued a machine-gun fusillade of whiplash words.

“Ten, boys! A rouser now. Ten! Come on. One–two–three–four–oh, boy! Are we walking! Five–six–are they anchored over there? Seven–oh, you big brown babies! Eight–Shelburne, good night–nine–wow!–ten!”

Deacon, driving backward and forward with fiery intensity, feeling within him the strength of some huge propulsive machine, was getting his first real thrill of conflict–the thrill not only of actual competition, but of all it meant to him, personally: his father’s well-being, his own career–everything was merged in a luminous background of emotion for which that glittering oar he held was the outlet.

Shelburne had met the spurt, but the drive of the Baliol boat was not to be denied. Gradually the two prows came abreast, and then Deacon, not stopping at the call of ten, but fairly carrying the crew along with him, swung on with undiminished ferocity, while Seagraves’ voice rose into a shrill crescendo of triumph as Baliol forged to the lead.

“They know a little now.” Deacon’s voice was a growl as gradually he reduced the beat to thirty-two, Shelburne already having diminished the stroke.

Deacon studied them. They were rowing along steadily, the eyes of their coxswain turned curiously upon the Baliol shell. He suspected the little man would like nothing better than to have Baliol break her back to the two-mile mark and thus dig a watery grave. He suspected also, that, failing Baliol’s willingness to do this, the test would now be forced upon her. For Shelburne was a heavy crew with all sorts of staying power. What Deacon had to keep in mind was that his eight was not so rugged and had therefore to be nursed along, conserving energy wherever possible.

It was in the third mile that the battle of wits and judgment had to be carried to conclusion, the fourth mile lurking as a mere matter of staying power and ability to stand the gaff. Deacon’s idea was that at present his crew was leading because Shelburne was not unwilling for the present that this should be. How true this was became evident after the two-mile flags had passed, when the Shelburne oarsmen began to lay to their strokes with tremendous drive, the boat creeping foot by foot upon the rival shell until the Baliol lead had been overcome and Shelburne herself swept to the fore.

Deacon raised the stroke slightly, to thirty-three, but soon dropped to thirty-two, watching Shelburne carefully lest she make a runaway then and there. Baliol was half a length astern at the two-and-a-half mile mark, passing which the Shelburne crew gave themselves up to a tremendous effort to kill off her rival then and there.

“Jim! They’re doing thirty-six–walking away.”

The coxswain’s face was white and drawn.

But Deacon continued to pass up a thirty-two stroke while the Shelburne boat slid gradually away until at the three-mile mark there was a foot of clear water between its rudder and the prow of the Baliol shell.

Deacon glanced at the coxswain. A mile to go–one deadly mile.

“Thirty-six,” he said. “Shelburne’s can’t have much more left.”

The time had passed for study now. Gritting his teeth, Deacon bent to his work, his eyes fixed upon the swaying body of the coxswain, whose sharp staccato voice snapped out the measure; the beat of the oars in the locks came as one sound.

“Right, boys! Up we come. Bully–bully–bully! Half a length now. Do you hear? Half a length! Give me a quarter, boys. Eh, Godfrey! We’ve got it. Now up and at ’em, Baliol. Oh, you hell-dogs!”

As in a dream Deacon saw the Shelburne boat drift into view, saw the various oarsmen slide past until he and the rival stroke were rowing practically abeam.

“That’s for you, Dad,” he muttered–and smiled.

He saw the men swing with quickened rhythm, saw the spray fly like bullets from the Shelburne blades.

“Look out.” There was a note of anguish in Seagraves’ voice. “Shelburne’s spurting again.”

A malediction trembled upon Deacon’s lips. So here was the joker held in reserve by the rival crew! Had Baliol anything left? Had he anything left? Grave doubt was mounting in his soul. Away swept the Shelburne boat inches at a stroke until the difference in their positions was nearly a length. Three miles and a half! Not an observer but believed that this gruelling contest had been worked out. Seagraves, his eyes running tears, believed it as he swung backward and forward exhorting his men. Half a mile more! The crews were now rowing between the anchored lines of yachts and excursion-craft. The finish boat was in sight.

And now Deacon, exalted by something nameless, uttered a cry and began to give to Baliol more than he really had. Surely, steadily, he raised his stroke while his comrades, like the lion-hearts they were, took it up and put the sanction of common authority upon it. Thirty-four! Thirty-six! Not the spurt of physical prowess, but of indomitable mentality.

“Up we come!” Seagraves’ voice was shrill like a bugle. He could see expressions of stark fear in the faces of the rival oarsmen. They had given all they had to give, had given enough to win almost any race. But here in this race they had not given enough.

On came the Baliol shell with terrific impulse. Quarter of a mile; Shelburne passed, her prow hanging doggedly on to the Baliol rudder.

Victory! Deacon’s head became clear. None of the physical torture he had felt in the past mile was now registered upon his consciousness. No thought but that of impending victory!

“Less than a quarter of a mile, boys. In the stretch. Now–my God!”

Following the coxswain’s broken exclamation, Deacon felt an increased resistance upon his blade.

“Eh?”

“Innis has carried away his oarlock.” The eyes of the coxswain strained upon Deacon’s face.

Deacon gulped. Strangely a picture of his father filled his mind. His face hardened.

“All right! Tell him to throw his oar away and swing with the rest. Don’t move your rudder now. Keep it straight as long as you can.”

From astern the sharp eyes of the Shelburne cox had detected the accident to Baliol’s Number Six. His voice was chattering stridently.

Deacon, now doing the work practically of two men, was undergoing torture which shortly would have one of two effects. Either he would collapse or his spirit would carry him beyond the claims of overtaxed physique. One stroke, two strokes, three strokes–a groan escaped his lips. Then so far as personality, personal emotions, personal feelings were concerned, Jim Deacon ceased to function. He became merely part of the mechanism of a great effort, the principal guiding part.

And of all those rowing men of Baliol only the coxswain saw the Shelburne boat creeping up slowly, inexorably–eight men against seven. For nearly a quarter of a mile the grim fight was waged.

“Ten strokes more, boys!”

The prow of the Shelburne shell was on a line with Baliol’s Number Two.

“One–two–three–four—-” The bow of the Shelburne boat plunged up abeam Baliol’s bow oar.

“Five–six–God, boys!–seven—-“

The voice of the coxswain swept upward in a shrill scream. A gun boomed; the air rocked with the screech and roar of whistles.

Slowly Deacon opened his eyes. Seagraves, the coxswain, was standing up waving his megaphone. Rollins, at Number Seven, lay prone over his oar. Innis, who had broken his oarlock, sat erect; Wallace, at Number Five, was down. So was the bow oar. Mechanically Deacon’s hand sought the water, splashing the body of the man in front of him. Then suddenly a mahogany launch dashed alongside. In the bow was a large man with white moustache and florid face and burning black eyes. His lips were drawn in a broad grin which seemed an anomaly upon the face of Cephas Doane.

If so he immediately presented a still greater anomaly. He laughed aloud.

“Poor old Shelburne! I–George! The first in four years! I never saw anything quite like that. We’ve talked of Baliol’s rowing-spirit–eh! Here, you Deacon, let me give you a hand out of the shell. We’ll run you back to quarters.”

Deacon, wondering, was pulled to the launch and then suddenly stepped back, his jaw falling, his eyes alight as a man advanced from the stern.

“Dad!”

“Yes,” chuckled Doane. “We came up together–to celebrate.”

“You mean–you mean–” Jim Deacon’s voice faltered.

“Yes, I mean–” Cephas Doane stopped suddenly. “I think in justice to my daughter-in-law to be, Jane Bostwick, that some explanation is in order.”

“Yes, sir.” Deacon, his arm about his father’s shoulder, stared at the man.

“You see, Dr. Nicholls had the idea that you needed a finer edge put on your rowing spirit. So I got Jane to cook up the story about that cashier business at the bank.”

“You did!”

“Yes. Of course your father was appointed. The only trouble was that Jane, bright and clever as she is, bungled her lines.”

“Bungled!” Deacon’s face cleared. “That’s what Dr. Nicholls said about her on the road, the day I bucked out. I remember the word somehow.”

“She bungled, yes. She was to have made it very clear that by winning you would escape my alleged wrath–or rather, your father would. I knew you would row hard for Baliol, but I thought you might row superhumanly for your father.”

“Well,” Jim Deacon flushed, then glanced proudly at his father– “you were right, sir–I would.”

PROFESSOR TODD’S USED CAR

BY L. H. ROBBINS

From _Everybody’s Magazine_

He was a meek little man with sagging frame, dim lamps and feeble ignition. Anxiously he pressed the salesman to tell him which of us used cars in the wareroom was the slowest and safest.

The salesman laid his hand upon me and declared soberly: “You can’t possibly go wrong on this one, Mr. Todd.” To a red-haired boy he called, “Willie, drive Mr. Todd out for a lesson.”

We ran to the park and stopped beside a lawn. “Take the wheel,” said Willie.

Mr. Todd demurred. “Let me watch you awhile,” he pleaded. “You see, I’m new at this sort of thing. In mechanical matters I am helpless. I might run somebody down or crash into a tree. I–I don’t feel quite up to it to-day, so just let me ride around with you and get used to the–the motion, as it were.”

“All you need is nerve,” Willie replied. “The quickest way for you to get nerve is to grab hold here and, as it were, drive.”

“Driving, they say, _does_ give a man self-confidence,” our passenger observed tremulously. “Quite recently I saw an illustration of it. I saw an automobilist slap his wife’s face while traveling thirty miles an hour.”

“They will get careless,” said Willie.

Mr. Todd clasped the wheel with quivering hands and braced himself for the ordeal.

“Set her in low till her speed’s up,” Willie directed. “Then wiggle her into high.”

It was too mechanical for Mr. Todd. Willie translated with scornful particularity. Under our pupil’s diffident manipulation we began to romp through the park at the rate of one mile an hour.

Willie fretted. “Shoot her some gas,” said he. “Give it to her. Don’t be a-scared.” He pulled down the throttle-lever himself.

My sudden roaring was mingled with frightened outcries from Todd. “Stop! Wait a minute! Whoa! Help!”

Fortunately for my radiator, the lamp-post into which he steered me was poorly rooted. He looked at the wreckage of the glass globe on the grass, and declared he had taken as much of the theory of motoring as he could absorb in one session.

“This is the only lesson I can give you free,” said Willie. “You’d better keep on while the learning’s cheap.”

To free education and to compulsory education Mr. Todd pronounced himself opposed. Cramming was harmful to the student; the elective method was the only humane one. He put off the evil hour by engaging Willie as a private tutor for the remaining afternoons of the month.

I have met many rabbits but only one Todd. He would visit me in the barn and look at me in awe by the half-hour. Yet I liked him; I felt drawn toward him in sympathy, for he and I were fellow victims of the hauteur of Mrs. Todd.

In my travels I have never encountered a glacier. When I do run across one I shall be reminded, I am certain, of Mr. Todd’s lady.

“So you are still alive?” were her cordial words as we rolled into the yard on the first afternoon.

“Yes, my dear.” His tone was almost apologetic.

“Did he drive it?” she asked Willie.

“I’ll say so, ma’am.”

She looked me over coldly. When she finished, I had shrunk to the dimensions of a wheelbarrow. When Todd sized me up in the warehouse only an hour before, I had felt as imposing as a furniture van.

“Put it in the barn,” said Mrs. Todd, “before a bird carries it off.”

I began to suspect that a certain little stranger was not unanimously welcome in that household. For a moment I was reassured, but only for a moment.

“John Quincy Burton says,” she observed, “that a little old used car like this is sometimes a very good thing to own.”

“That is encouraging,” said Todd, brightening. In his relief he explained to Willie that John Quincy Burton drove the largest car in the neighbourhood and was therefore to be regarded as an authority.

“Yes,” Mrs. Todd concluded, “he says he thinks of buying one himself to carry in his tool-box.”

Willie was an excellent teacher, though a severe disciplinarian.

But by way of amends for the rigours of the training, Willie would take Mr. Todd after the practice hour for a spin around the park. At those times I came to learn that the collision I had had with a trolley-car before Todd bought me had not left me with any constitutional defect. I still had power under my hood, and speed in my wheels. But what good were power and speed to me now? I doubted that Todd would ever push me beyond a crawl.

Yet I had hope, for when his relaxation from the tension of a lesson had loosened his tongue he would chatter to Willie about self-confidence.

“Some day you say, I shall be able to drive without thinking?”

“Sure! You won’t have to use your bean any more’n when you walk.”

At nights, when no one knew, Mr. Todd would steal into the barn and, after performing the motions of winding me up, would sit at the wheel and make believe to drive.

“I advance the spark,” he would mutter, “I release the brake, I set the gear, and ever so gently I let in the clutch. Ha! We move, we are off! As we gather speed I pull the gear-lever back, then over, then forward. Now, was that right? At any rate we are going north, let us say, in Witherspoon Street. I observe a limousine approaching from the east in a course perpendicular to mine. It has the right of way, Willie says, so I slip the clutch out, at the same time checking the flow of gasoline….”

Thus in imagination he would drive; get out, crank, get in again, and roll away in fancy, earnestly practising by the hour in the dark and silent barn.

“I’m getting it,” he would declare. “I really believe I’m getting it!”

And he got it. In his driving examination he stalled only once, stopping dead across a trolley track in deference to a push-cart. But he was out and in and off again in ten seconds, upbraiding me like an old-timer.

Said the inspector, stepping out at last and surely offering a prayer of thanks to his patron saint: “You’re pretty reckless yet on corners, my friend.” But he scribbled his O.K.

The written examination in the City Hall Mr. Todd passed with high honours. Willie, who was with us on the fateful morning, exclaimed in admiration: “One hundred! Well, Mr. Todd, you’re alive, after all–from the neck up, at least.”

In gratitude for the compliment, the glowing graduate pressed a bonus of two dollars into the panegyrist’s palm. “Willie,” he exulted, “did you hear the inspector call me reckless?”

I can scarcely think of the Todd of the succeeding weeks as the same Todd who bought me. He changed even in looks. He would always be a second, of course, but his frame had rigidity now, his lamps sparkled, he gripped the wheel with purposeful hands and trampled the pedals in the way an engine likes. In his new assurance he reminded me strongly of a man who drove me for a too brief while in my younger days–a rare fellow, now doing time, I believe, in the penitentiary.

No longer Todd and I needed the traffic cop’s “Get on out of there, you corn-sheller!” to push us past the busy intersection of Broad and Main streets. We conquered our tendency to scamper panic-stricken for the sidewalk at the raucous bark of a jitney bus. In the winding roads of the park we learned to turn corners on two wheels and rest the other pair for the reverse curve.

One remembered day we went for a run in the country. On a ten-mile piece of new macadam he gave me all the gas I craved. It was the final test, the consummation, and little old Mr. Todd was all there. I felt so good I could have blown my radiator cap off to him.

For he was a master I could trust–and all my brother used cars, whether manufactured or merely born, will understand what comfort that knowledge gives a fellow. I vowed I would do anything for that man! On that very trip, indeed, I carried him the last homeward mile on nothing in my tank but a faint odour.

II

Mrs. Todd was one of those gentle souls who get their happiness in being unhappy in the presence of their so-called loved ones. She was perpetually displeased with Todd.

His Christian name was James, but she did not speak Christian to him. When she hailed him from the house she called him “Jay-eems”–the “eems” an octave higher than the “Jay.”

He would drop the grease-can or the monkey-wrench to rush to her side.

“Look at your sleeves!” she would say. “Your best shirt!” Words failing her, she would sigh and go into a silence that was worse than words. He was a great burden to her.

Humbly he entreated her one day for an obsolete tooth-brush. “I want to clean spark-plugs with it,” he explained.

“Next,” she replied, icily, “you’ll be taking your little pet to the dentist, I suppose.”

From such encounters Jay-eems would creep back to the barn and seek consolation in tinkering around me.

He liked to take the lid off my transmission-box and gaze at my wondrous works. He was always tightening my axle-burrs, or dosing me with kerosene through my hot-air pipe, or toying with my timer. While he was never so smart as Willie about such things, he was intelligent and quick to learn; and this was not surprising to me after I discovered the nature of his occupation in life.

I had taken him to be a retired silk-worm fancier, a chronic juryman, or something of the sort. But shiver my windshield if he wasn’t a professor in a college!

On the morning when first he dared to drive me to his work, the college must have got wind of our coming, for the students turned out in a body to cheer him as he steered in at the campus gate, and the faculty gathered on the steps to shake his hand.

A bald-headed preceptor asked him if he meant to cyanide me and mount me on a pin for preservation in the college museum. The chancellor inquired if Todd had identified me. Todd said he had. He said I was a perfect specimen of _Automobilum cursus gandium_, the most beautiful species of the _Golikellece_ family. It was the nearest he ever came to profanity in my hearing. I suppose he got it from associating with Willie.

They demanded a speech, and he made one–about me. He said that my name was _Hilaritas_, signifying joy. He said, among other flattering things, that I was no common mundane contraption, though such I might seem to the untutored eye. In their studies of the Greek drama they had read of gods from the machine. I was a machine from the gods. In my cylinders I consumed nectar vapour, in my goo-cups ambrosia, in my radiator flowed the crystal waters of the Fount of Bandusia.

Three other items of his eulogium I remember: The breath of Pan inflated my tires, I could climb Olympus in high, and he, James Todd, a mere professor in a college, while sitting at my wheel, would not bare his head to Zeus himself, no, nor even to the chairman of the college board of trustees.

His nonsense appeared to be as popular in that part of town as it was unpopular in another. They gave the varsity yell with his name at the end.

The day came when Mrs. Todd risked her life in our sportive company. She made it clear to us that she went protesting. She began her pleasantries by complaining that my doors were trivial. Straightening her hat, she remarked that the John Quincy Burtons’ car top never took a woman’s scalp off.

“But theirs is only a one-man top,” Todd hinted vaguely.

“Whatever you mean by that is too deep for me,” she said, adding bitterly, “Yours is a one-boy top, I presume.”

He waived the point and asked where she preferred to make her debut as an automobilist.

“Back roads, by all means,” she answered.

As we gained the street a pea-green Mammoth purred past, the