Nuttie’s Father by Charlotte M. Yonge (page 5)

incapable of understanding her reasons. I can’t think why Gerard has grown so stupid.’

‘Enthusiasms carry people away,’ returned Mary.

‘If Mr. Dutton had only stayed, he would have kept Gerard like himself,’ said Nuttie.

But there was no relenting. The two young people avoided each other; and perhaps Nuttie was secretly relieved that the romance she had outgrown no longer entangled her.

CHAPTER XXIII.
A FAILURE.

‘Would I had loved her more!’–Mrs. Hemans.

‘On the 14th of January, at Bridgefield Egremont, the wife of Alwyn Piercefield Egremont, Esquire, a son and heir.’

Ursula had been prepared for this event for about a fortnight by a long tender letter from her mother, mourning over the not meeting at Christmas, and the long separation, but saying that she had wished to spare the long anxiety, and that it had been a trying time which she felt herself able to cope with better alone, than even with her dear Nuttie, knowing her to be happy and safe with Aunt Ursel. Now, if all went well, they would have a happy meeting, and begin on a new score. ‘If the will of God should be otherwise,’ added Alice, ‘I am sure I need not entreat my Nuttie to do and be all that she can to her father. My child, you do not know how sorely he needs such love and tendance and prayer as you can give him. I know you have thought I have set you aside–if not better things, for his sake. Indeed I could not help it.’ Then there was something tear-stained and blotted out, and it ended with, ‘He is beginning to miss your step and voice about the house. I believe he will really be glad to see you, when the bright spring days come, and I can kiss my own Nuttie again.’

Nuttie was very much delighted, but a little hurt that her aunt and Mary should have been in the secret, and pledged to say nothing to her till her mother should write. She found, moreover, that Miss Headworth was extremely anxious and not altogether reassured by Mrs. William Egremont’s letter of announcement, which filled Nuttie with delight. How happy the little mother must be to have a baby in her arms again, and though she herself did not profess to have a strong turn for infant humanity, it was the greatest possible relief to be no longer an heiress, excepting that the renunciation in favour of Mark was no longer practicable.

The residence at Redcastle was not over, but the Canoness had come to nurse her sister-in-law, and kept up the correspondence. The son and heir was reported to be a perfect specimen, and his father was greatly elated and delighted, but the letters showed anxiety about the mother, who did not get on as she ought, and seemed to have no power of rally about her. At length came a letter that seemed to burn itself into Nuttie’s brain–

‘My Dear Ursula–Your mother is longing to see you. You had better come home directly. Your aunt saved her before. Tell her if she will come, she shall have my deepest gratitude. I shall send to meet the 5.11 train.–Your affectionate father, A. P. EGREMONT.’

Mrs. William Egremont wrote at more length. Symptoms had set in which filled the doctors and nurses with double anxiety. Advice had been sent for from London, and Mr. Egremont was in an uncontrollable state of distress. She had undertaken to summon Ursula home, and to beg Miss Headworth to undertake the journey. She evidently did not know that her brother-in-law had written himself, and before they could start a telegram terrified them, but proved to contain no fresh tidings, only a renewed summons.

Miss Headworth forgot all her resolutions about Mr. Egremont’s hospitality–her Alice was her only thought, and all the remedies that had been found efficacious at Dieppe. The good lady had a certain confidence in her own nursing and experience of Alice, which buoyed her up with hope, while Ursula seemed absolutely stunned. She had never thought of such a frightful loss or grief, and her mental senses were almost paralysed, so that she went through the journey in a kind of surface trance, observing all around her much as usual, looking out for the luggage and for the servant who had come to meet them with the report ‘No change.’ She did the honours of the carriage, and covered Miss Headworth with the fur rug. They wanted it, for they were shivering with anxiety.

Canon Egremont came out to the front hall to meet them, and put his arms round Nuttie tenderly, saying, ‘My poor dear child!’ then as he saw he had frightened them, ‘No, no! She is alive–conscious they say, only so very weak.’ Then with something of his usual urbane grace, he held out his hand, ‘Miss Headworth, it is very good in you to come. You have a great deal to forgive.’

He took them into the tent-room, where tea was standing, interrupting himself in the account he was giving to bid Nuttie let her aunt have some. It was plain from his manner that he had given up hope, and in another minute in hurried his brother, looking terribly haggard and with bloodshot eyes, giving his hand to each, with, ‘That’s right, Miss Headworth, thank you. Come, let me know what you think of her!’

‘Does she know they are come?’ said the Canon. ‘No? Then, Alwyn, let them have some tea, and take off their things. I can tell you, the nurses will never let them in just off a journey.’

Miss Headworth seconded this, and Mr. Egremont submitted, allowing that she had not asked for Nuttie since the morning, and then had smiled and squeezed his hand when he said she was coming with her aunt; but he walked up and down in direful restlessness, his whole mind apparently bent on extracting from Miss Headworth that she had been as ill or worse at Dieppe.

Alas! when Mrs. William Egremont came down to fetch Nuttie; there was no question that matters were much worse. The sweet face was perfectly white and wasted, and the heavy lids of the dark eyes scarcely lifted themselves, but the lips moved into a smile, and the hand closed on that of the girl, who stood by her as one frozen into numbness. There was the same recognition when her aunt was brought to her side, the poor old lady commanding herself with difficulty, as the loving glance quivered over the face.

Time passed on, and she still held Nuttie’s hand. Once, when a little revived by some stimulant at her lips, she made an effort and said, ‘Stay with him! Take care of him! _Love_ him! And your little brother, my Nuttie! Promise!’

‘I promise,’ the girl answered, scarce knowing what she said.

And the eyes closed with an air of peace and rest.

Again when Miss Headworth was doing something to ease her position she said, ‘Thank you,’ and then more vigorously, ‘Thank you, dear aunt, for all you have been to us.’

There was little more. She asked Nuttie for ‘her hymn,’ the evening hymn with which mother and daughter used nightly to go to sleep, and which, in her strange dreamy way, the girl managed to say.

Then a little murmur and sign passed between the elder ladies, and Mrs. William Egremont fetched her husband. As he opened his book to find the commendatory prayer, thinking her past all outward consciousness, and grieved by the look of suffering, her eyes again unclosed and her lips said, ‘Failed.’

‘Don’t think of that! God can make failures success.’

There was a half smile, a look of peace. ‘_He_ makes up,’ she said; and those were the last audible words before it was over, and the tender spirit was released from its strife, some time later, they only knew when by the failure of the clasp on her husband’s hand.

Old Miss Headworth did not understand the meaning of that sad word till the next forenoon. Then,–as she sat in the darkened tent-room, crying over her letters,–while the stunned and bewildered Nuttie was, under her Aunt Jane’s direction, attending to the needful arrangements, Canon Egremont wandered in upon her in the overflow of confidence of a man with a full heart, wanting to talk it all out, communicating the more, because she was a discreet woman, and asked no questions. He had tried to see his brother, but Gregorio had not admitted him. He was aware now of the whole state of things. Dr. Hammond had told him, when first beginning to be alarmed for his patient, that the principal cause for anxiety was the exhaustion caused by the long strain on her spirits and strength consequent on her efforts to wean her husband from his fatal propensity. There had been other ‘complications,’ as the doctor called them, and more immediate causes of danger, but both he and his colleague, summoned from London, believed that she would have surmounted them if she had had more strength to rally. But her nurses dated the decided turn for the worse from the day when she had gazed up into Mr. Egremont’s face, and detected the look in his eyes that she had learnt too well to understand.

She would fain have lived, and, according to her obedient nature, had submitted to all the silence and stillness enforced on her; but she had told Dr. Hammond that she must see her brother-in-law before she was too far gone. And the doctor, knowing all, took care it should be brought about.

And then she had spoken of her failure in the effort of these years. ‘If I had begun better,’ she said, ‘it might not have been so with him.’

‘My dear, indeed you have nothing to blame yourself for. You were grievously sinned against by us all. Alwyn was no saint when he drew you into it–and you, you have been his good angel, doing all and more too,’ said the Canon, almost breaking down.

‘I tried–but if I had been a better woman–And to leave him to that man!’

‘Child, child, victories sometimes come this way!’ he cried, scarce knowing how it was put into his mouth, but glad to see the light in her eye.

‘Thanks,’ she replied. ‘No, I ought not to have said that. I leave him to God, and my poor Nuttie. I want you to tell her, if I can’t, what she must try to do. If I had but brought them together more! But I tried for the best.’

Then she begged for her last communion, saying, ‘I do pray for that poor Gregorio. Isn’t that forgiving him?’ And the attempt to exchange forgiveness with the Canon for their mutual behaviour at the time of her marriage overcame them both so much that they had to leave it not half uttered. Indeed, in speaking of the scene, William Egremont was utterly overwhelmed.

‘And that’s the woman that I treated as a mere outcast!’ he cried, walking about the little room. ‘Oh God, forgive me! I shall never forgive myself.’

Poor Miss Headworth! In past days she had longed for any amount of retribution on Alice’s hard-hearted employers, but it was a very different thing to witness such grief and self reproach. He had in truth much more developed ideas of duty, both as man and priest, than when he had passively left a disagreeable subject to his mother-in- law, as lying within a woman’s province; and his good heart was suffering acutely for the injustice and injury in which he had shared towards one now invested with an almost saintly halo.

In the gush of feeling he had certainly revealed more to Miss Headworth, than his wife, or even he himself, in his cooler moments, would have thought prudent, and he ended by binding her to secrecy; and saying that he should only tell his niece what was necessary for her to know.

Nuttie was going about, dry-eyed and numbed, glad of any passing occupation that would prevent the aching sense of desolation at her heart from gaining force to overwhelm her; courting employment, and shunning pity and condolence, but she could not escape when her uncle took her hand, made her sit down by him, with ‘I want to speak to you, my dear;’ and told her briefly and tenderly what her mother’s effort had been, and of the message and task she had bequeathed. The poor girl’s heart fainted within her.

‘Oh! but, Uncle William, how can I? How can I ever? Mother could do things I never could! He _did_ care for her! He does not care for me!’

‘You must teach him to do so, Nuttie.’

‘Oh!’ she said, with a hopeless sound.

The Canon did think it very hopeless in his heart, but he persevered, as in duty bound. ‘I told your dear mother that perhaps you would succeed where she thought she had failed, though indeed she had done much. It made her happy. So, my dear child, you are bound to do your best.’

‘Yes;’ then, after a pause–‘But mother could coax him and manage him. Mother was with him day and night; she could always get at him. What can I do?’

‘I think you will find that he depends upon you more,’ said the Canon, ‘and it may be made easier to you, if you only set your will to it.’

‘If I ought, I’ll try,’ said poor Nuttie, more humbly perhaps than she had ever spoken before, but in utter dejection, and her uncle answered her like a child.

‘There, that’s a good girl. Nobody can do more.’

For the Canon had one hope. He had not thought it becoming to speak to her of the counter influence, but he could not help thinking it possible that if he and his son, backed by doctor and lawyer, made a long pull, a strong pull, and a pull altogether, they might induce his brother to part with Gregorio, and this would render Ursula’s task far less impossible.

He was confirmed in this hope by finding that Mark’s arrival was not unwelcome to Mr. Egremont, who seemed to have forgotten the unpleasantness with which he had regarded the engagement, and only remembered that his nephew had been Alice’s champion, resuming old customs of dependence, making him act as amanuensis, and arraigning the destiny that had restored so lovely and charming a creature only to snatch her away, leaving nothing but a headstrong girl and a helpless baby.

That poor little fellow was all that could be desired at his age, but Nuttie felt her beautiful mother almost insulted when the elder ladies talked of the wonderful resemblance that the Canoness declared to have been quite startling in the earlier hours of his life. For the convenience of one of the sponsors, he was to be christened in the afternoon following the funeral, the others being–by his mother’s special entreaty–his sister and Mark. Egremont customs were against the ladies going to the funeral, so that Nuttie was kept at home, much against her will; but after the luncheon she escaped, leaving word with her aunts that she was going to walk down to church alone, and they were sorry enough for her to let her have her own way, especially as her father, having been to the funeral, had shut himself up and left all the rest to them.

The Egremont family had a sort of enclosure or pen with iron rails round it close to the church wall, where they rested under flat slabs. The gate in this was open now, and the new-made grave was one mass of white flowers,–wreaths and crosses, snowdrops, hyacinths, camellias, and the like,–and at the feet was a flowerpot with growing plants of the white hyacinth called in France ‘lys de la Vierge.’ These, before they became frequent in England, had been grown in Mr. Dutton’s greenhouse, and having been favourites with Mrs. Egremont, it had come to be his custom every spring to bring her the earliest plants that bloomed. Nuttie knew them well, the careful tying up, the neat arrangement of moss over the earth, the peculiar trimness of the whole; and as she looked, the remembrance of the happy times of old, the sick longing for all that was gone, did what nothing had hitherto effected–brought an overwhelming gush of tears.

There was no checking them now that they had come. She fled into church on the first sounds of arrival and hid herself in the friendly shelter of the great family pew; but she had to come out and take her place, though she could hardly utter a word, and it was all that she could do to keep from sobbing aloud; she could not hand the babe, and the Canon had to take on trust the name ‘Alwyn Headworth,’ for he could not hear the words that were on her trembling lips.

It was soon over; and while the baby and his attendants, with Miss Headworth, were being packed into the carriage, and her uncle and aunt bowing off the grand god-father, she clutched her cousin’s arm, and said, ‘Mark; where’s Mr. Dutton?’

‘I–I didn’t know he was coming, but now you ask, I believe I saw him this morning.’

‘I know he is here.’

‘Do you want to see him?’ said Mark kindly.

‘Oh, if I might!’

Then, with a sudden impulse, she looked back into the church, and recognised a black figure and slightly bald head bowed down in one of the seats. She pointed him out. ‘No doubt he is waiting for us all to be gone,’ said Mark in a low voice. ‘You go into the Rectory, Nuttie; there’s a fire in the study, and I’ll bring him to you there. I’ll get him to stay the night if I can.’

‘Oh, thank you!’ and it was a really fervent answer.

Mark waited, and when Mr. Dutton rose, was quite shocked at his paleness and the worn look on his face, as of one who had struggled hard for resignation and calm. He started, almost as if a blow had been struck him, as Mark uttered his name in the porch, no doubt having never meant to be perceived nor to have to speak to any one; but in one moment his features had recovered their usual expression of courteous readiness. He bowed his head when Mark told him that Ursula wanted to shake hands with him, and came towards the Rectory, but he entirely declined the invitation to sleep there, declaring that he must return to London that night.

Mark opened the study door, and then went away to secure that the man whom he had learnt to esteem very highly should at least have some refreshment before he left the house.

Those few steps had given Mr. Dutton time to turn from a mourner to a consoler, and when Nuttie came towards him with her hand outstretched, and ‘Oh, Mr. Dutton, Mr. Dutton!’ he took it in both his, and with a calm broken voice said, ‘God has been very good to us in letting us know one like her.’

‘But oh! what can we do without her?’

‘Ah, Nuttie! that always comes before us. But I saw your work and your comfort just now.’

‘Poor little boy! I shall get to care about him, I know, but as yet I can only feel how much rather I would have _her_.’

‘No doubt, but it is _her_ work that is left you.’

‘Her work? Yes! But oh, Mr. Dutton, you don’t know how dreadful it is!’

He did not know what she meant. Whether it was simply the burthen on any suddenly motherless girl, or any special evil on her father’s part, but he was soon enlightened, for there was something in this old friend that drew out her confidence beyond all others, even when he repressed her, and she could not help telling him in a few murmured furtive words such as she knew she ought not to utter, and he felt it almost treason to hear. ‘Opiates! she was always trying to keep my father from them! It was too much for her! My uncle says I must try to do it, and I can’t.’

‘Poor child!’ said Mr. Dutton kindly, though cut to the heart at the revelation of sweet Alice’s trial; ‘at least you can strive, and there is always a blessing on resolution.’

‘Oh, if you knew! and he doesn’t like me. I don’t think I’ve ever been nice to him, and that vexed her! I haven’t got her ways.’

‘No,’ said Mr. Dutton, ‘but you will learn others. Look here, Nuttie. You used to be always craving for grand and noble tasks, the more difficult the better. I think you have got one now, more severe than ever could have been thought of–and very noble. What are those lines about the task “bequeathed from bleeding sire to son”? Isn’t it like that? You are bound to go on with her work, and the more helpless you feel, and the more you throw yourself on God, the more God will help you. He takes the will for the deed, if only you have will enough; and, Nuttie, you can pray that you may be able to love and honour him.’

Teacups were brought in, followed by Mark, and interrupted them; and, after a short interval, they parted at the park gate, and Ursula walked home with Mark, waked from her dull numb trance, with a crushed feeling as if she had been bruised all over, and yet with a purpose within her.

CHAPTER XXIV.
FARMS OR UMBRELLAS.

‘He tokin into his handis
His londis and his lode.’–CHAUCER.

‘Mark! Mark!’ A little figure stood on the gravel road leading through Lescombe Park, and lifted up an eager face, as Mark jumped down from his horse. ‘I made sure you would come over.’

‘Yes, but I could not get away earlier. And I have so much to say to you and your mother, Annaple; there’s a great proposition to be considered.’

‘Oh dear! and here is John bearing down upon us. Never mind. We’ll get into the mither’s room and be cosy!’

‘Well, Mark,’ said Sir John’s hearty voice, ‘I thought you would be here. Come to luncheon? That’s right! And how is poor Egremont? I thought he looked awful at the funeral.’

‘He is fairly well, thank you; but it was a terrible shock.’

‘I should think so. To find such a pretty sweet creature just to lose her again. Child likely to live, eh?’

‘Oh yes, he is a fine fellow, and has never had anything amiss with him.’

‘Poor little chap! Doesn’t know what he has lost! Well, Nannie,’ as they neared the house, ‘do you want a tete-a-tete or to take him in to your mother? Here, I’ll take the horse.’

‘Come to her at once,’ said Annaple; ‘she wants to hear all, and besides she is expecting me.’

Mark was welcomed by Lady Ronnisglen with inquiries for all concerned, and especially for that ‘poor girl. I do pity a young thing who has to take a woman’s place too soon,’ she said. ‘It takes too much out of her!’

‘I should think Ursula had plenty of spirit,’ said Annaple.

‘I don’t know whether spirit is what is wanted,’ said Mark. ‘Her mother prevailed more without it than I am afraid she is likely to do with it.’

‘Complements answer better than parallels sometimes, but not always,’ said Lady Ronnisglen.

‘Which are we?’ asked Annaple demurely.

‘Not parallels certainly, for then we should never meet,’ responded Mark. ‘But here is the proposal. My father and all the rest of us have been doing our best to get my uncle to smooth Ursula’s way by getting rid of that valet of his.’

‘The man with the Mephistopheles face?’

‘Exactly. He is a consummate scoundrel, as we all know, and so does my uncle himself, but he has been about him these twelve or fourteen years, and has got a sort of hold on him–that–that– It is no use to talk of it, but it did not make that dear aunt of mine have an easier life. In fact I should not be a bit surprised if he had been a hindrance in the hunting her up. Well, the fellow thought proper to upset some arrangements my mother had made, and then was more insolent than I should have thought even he could have been towards her. I suppose he had got into the habit with poor Aunt Alice. That made a fulcrum, and my father went at my uncle with a will. I never saw my father so roused in my life. I don’t mean by the behaviour to his wife, but at what he knew of the fellow, and all the harm he had done and is doing. And actually my uncle gave in at last, and consented to tell Gregorio to look out for another situation, if he has not feathered his nest too well to need one, as I believe he has.’

‘Oh, that will make it much easier for Ursula!’ cried Annaple.

‘If he goes,’ put in her mother.

‘I think he will. I really had no notion how much these two years have improved my uncle! To be sure, it would be hard to live with such a woman as that without being the better for it! But he really seems to have acquired a certain notion of duty!’

They did not smile at the simple way in which Mark spoke of this vast advance, and Lady Ronnisglen said, ‘I hope so, for the sake of his daughter and that poor little boy.’

‘I think that has something to do with it,’ said Mark. ‘He feels a responsibility, and still more, I think he was struck by having a creature with him to whom evil was like physical pain.’

‘It will work,’ said Lady Ronnisglen.

‘Then,’ went on Mark, ‘he took us all by surprise by making me this proposal–to take the management of the estate, and become a kind of private secretary to him. You know he gets rheumatism on the optic nerve, and is almost blind at times. He would give me £300 a year, and do up the house at the home farm, rent free. What do you say to that, Annaple?’

There was a silence, then Annaple said: ‘Give up the umbrellas! Oh! What do you think, Mark?’

‘My father wishes it,’ said Mark. ‘He would, as he had promised to do, make over to me my share of my own mother’s fortune, and that would, I have been reckoning, bring us to just what we had thought of starting upon this spring at Micklethwayte.’

‘The same now,’ said Lady Ronnisglen, after some reckoning, ‘but what does it lead to?’

‘Well–nothing, I am afraid,’ said Mark; ‘as you know, this is all I have to reckon upon. The younger children will have hardly anything from their mother, so that my father’s means must chiefly go to them.’

‘And this agency is entirely dependent on your satisfying Mr. Egremont?’

‘True, but that’s a thing only too easily done. However, as you say, this agency has no future, and if that came to an end, I should only have to look out for another or take to farming.’

‘And ask poor John if that is a good speculation nowadays!’ said Annaple.

‘Fortunes are and have been made on the umbrellas,’ said Mark. ‘Greenleaf has a place almost equal to Monks Horton, and Dutton, though he makes no show, has realised a considerable amount.’

‘Oh yes, let us stick to the umbrellas!’ cried Annaple; ‘you’ve made the plunge, so it does not signify now, and we should be so much more independent out of the way of everybody.’

‘You would lose in society,’ said Mark, ‘excepting, of course, as to the Monks Horton people; but they are often away.’

‘Begging your pardon, Mark, is there much to lose in this same neighbourhood?’ laughed Annaple, ‘now May will go.’

‘It is not so much a question of liking,’ added her mother, ‘as of what is for the best, and where you may wish to be–say ten years hence.’

Looked at in this way, there could be no question but that the umbrella company promised to make Mark a richer man in ten years’ time than did the agency at Bridgefield Egremont. He had a salary from the office already, and if he purchased shares in the partnership with the portion his father would resign to him, his income would already equal what he would have at Bridgefield, and there was every prospect of its increase, both as he became more valuable, and as the business continued to prosper. If the descent in life had been a grievance to the ladies, the agency would have been an infinite boon, but having swallowed so much, as Annaple said, they might as well do it in earnest, and to some purpose. Perhaps, too, it might be detected that under the circumstances Annaple would prefer the living in a small way out of reach of her sister’s visible compassion.

So the matter was settled, but there was an undercurrent in Mark’s mind on which he had not entered, namely, that his presence at home might make all the difference in that reformation in his uncle’s habits which Alice had inaugurated, and left in the hands of others. With him at hand, there was much more chance of Gregorio’s being dispensed with, Ursula’s authority maintained, little Alwyn well brought up, and the estate, tenants, and household properly cared for, and then he smiled at his notion of supposing himself of so much importance. Had he only had himself to consider, Mark would have thought his duty plain; but when he found Miss Ruthven and her mother so entirely averse, he did not deem it right to sacrifice them to the doubtful good of his uncle, nor indeed to put the question before them as so much a matter of conscience that they should feel bound to consider it in that light. He did indeed say, ‘Well, that settles it,’ in a tone that led Annaple to exclaim: ‘I do believe you want to drop the umbrellas!’

‘No,’ he answered, ‘it is not that, but my father wished it, and thought it would be good for my uncle.’

‘No doubt,’ said Annaple, ‘but he has got a daughter, also a son, and a brother, and agents are plentiful, so I can’t see why all the family should dance attendance on him.’

Lady Ronnisglen, much misdoubting Mr. Egremont’s style of society, and dreading that Mark might be dragged into it, added her word, feeling on her side that it was desirable and just to hinder the family from sacrificing Mark’s occupation and worldly interest to a capricious old roue, who might very possibly throw him over when it would be almost impossible to find anything else to do. Moreover, both she and Annaple believed that the real wish was to rescue the name of Egremont from association with umbrellas, and they held themselves bound to combat what they despised and thought a piece of worldly folly.

So Mark rode home, more glad that the decision was actually made than at the course it had taken. His father was disappointed, but could not but allow that it was the more prudent arrangement; and Mr. Egremont showed all the annoyance of a man whose good offer has been rejected.

”Tis that little giggling Scotch girl!’ he said. ‘Well, we are quit of her, anyway. ‘Tis a pity that Mark entangled himself with her, and a mother-in-law into the bargain! I was a fool to expect to get any good out of him!’

This was said to his daughter, with whom he was left alone; for Miss Headworth could not bear to accept his hospitality a moment longer than needful, and besides had been so much shaken in nerves as to suspect that an illness was coming on, and hurried home to be nursed by Mary Nugent. Canon Egremont was obliged to go back to Redcastle to finish his residence, and his wife, who had been absent nearly a month from her family, thought it really wisest to let the father and daughter be thrown upon one another at once, so that Ursula might have the benefit of her father’s softened mood.

There could be no doubt that he was softened, and that he had derived some improvement from the year and a half that his wife had been with him. It might not have lifted him up a step, but it had arrested him in his downward course. Selfish and indolent he was as ever, but there had been a restraint on his amusements, and a withdrawal from his worst associates, such as the state of his health might continue, above all if Gregorio could be dispensed with. The man himself had become aware of the combination against him, and, though reckoning on his master’s inertness and dependence upon him, knew that a fresh offence might complete his overthrow, and therefore took care to be on his good behaviour.

Thus Nuttie’s task might be somewhat smoothed; but the poor girl felt unspeakably desolate as she ate her breakfast all alone with a dull post-bag, and still more so when, having seen the housekeeper, who, happily for her, was a good and capable woman, and very sorry for her, she had to bethink herself what to do in that dreary sitting- room during the hour when she had always been most sure of her sister-mother’s dear company. How often she had grumbled at being called on to practise duets for her father’s evening lullaby! She supposed she ought to get something up, and she proceeded to turn over and arrange the music with a sort of sick loathing for whatever was connected with those days of impatient murmurs, which she would so gladly have recalled. Everything had fallen into disorder, as Blanche and May had left it the last time they had played there; and the overlooking it, and putting aside the pieces which she could never use alone, occupied her till Gregorio, very meek and polite, came with a message that Mr. Egremont would be glad if she would come to his room. In some dread, some distaste, and yet some pity and some honest resolution, she made her way thither.

There he sat, in dressing-gown, smoking-cap, and blue spectacles, with the glittering February sunshine carefully excluded. He looked worse and more haggard than when she had seen him at dinner in the evening, made up for company, and her compassion increased, especially as he not only held out his hand, but seemed to expect her to kiss him, a thing she had never done since their first recognition. It was not pleasant in itself, but it betokened full forgiveness, and indeed he had never spoken to her in his sneering, exasperating voice since her mournful return home.

‘Have you seen the boy?’ he asked.

‘Yes; they are walking him up and down under the south wall,’ said Nuttie, thankful that she had peeped under the many wraps as he was carried across the hall.

‘Here! I want you to read this letter to me. A man ought to be indicted for writing such a hand!’

It was really distinct penmanship, though minute; but, as Nuttie found, her father did not like to avow how little available were his eyes. He could write better than he could read, but he kept her over his correspondence for the rest of the morning, answering some of the letters of condolence for him in her own name, writing those of business, and folding and addressing what he himself contrived to write. Her native quickness stood her in good stead, and, being rather nervous, she took great pains, and seldom stumbled; indeed, she only once incurred an exclamation of impatience at her stupidity or slowness.

She guessed rightly that this forbearance was owing to tender persuasions of her mother, and did not guess that a certain fear of herself was mingled with other motives. Her father had grown used to woman’s ministrations; he needed them for his precious little heir, and he knew his daughter moreover for a severe judge, and did not want to alienate her and lose her services; so they got on fairly well together, and she shared his luncheon, during which a message came up about the carriage; and as there had been an application for some nursery needment, and moreover black-edged envelopes had run short, there was just purpose enough for a drive to the little town.

Then Nuttie read her father to sleep with the newspaper; rushed round the garden in the twilight to stretch her young limbs; tried to read a little, dressed, dined with her father; finished what he had missed in the paper, then offered him music, and was told ‘if she pleased,’ and as she played she mused whether this was to be her life. It looked very dull and desolate, and what was the good of it all? But there were her mother’s words, ‘Love him!’ How fulfil them? She could pity him now, but oh! how could she love one from whom her whole nature recoiled, when she thought of her mother’s ruined life? Mr. Dutton too had held her new duties up to her as capable of being ennobled. Noble! To read aloud a sporting paper she did not want to understand, to be ready to play at cards or billiards, to take that dawdling drive day by day, to devote herself to the selfish exactions of burnt-out dissipation. Was this noble? Her mother had done all this, and never even felt it a cross, because of her great love. It must be Nuttie’s cross if it was her duty; but could the love and honour possibly come though she tried to pray in faith?

CHAPTER XXV.
THE GIGGLING SCOTCH GIRL.

‘For every Lamp that trembled here,
And faded in the night,
Behold a Star serene and clear
Smiles on me from the height.’–B. M.

Nuttie was not mistaken in supposing that this first day would be a fair sample of her life, though, of course, after the first weeks of mourning there were variations; and the return of the Rectory party made a good deal of brightening, and relieved her from the necessity of finding companionship and conversation for her father on more than half her afternoons and evenings.

He required her, however, almost every forenoon, and depended on her increasingly, so that all her arrangements had to be made with reference to him. It was bondage, but not as galling in the fact as she would have expected if it had been predicted to her a few months previously. In the first place, Mr. Egremont never demanded of her what was actually against her conscience, except occasionally giving up a Sunday evensong to read the paper to him, and that only when he was more unwell than usual. He was, after all, an English gentleman, and did not ask his young daughter to read to him the books which her mother had loathed. Moreover, Gregorio was on his good behaviour, perfectly aware that there was a family combination against him, and having even received a sort of warning from his master, but by no means intending to take it, and therefore abstaining from any kind of offence that could furnish a fresh handle against him; and thus for the present, Dr. Hammond’s regimen was well observed, and Mr. Egremont was his better self in consequence, for, under his wife’s guardianship, the perilous habit had sufficiently lost strength to prevent temper and spirits from manifestly suffering from abstinence.

The first time Nuttie found herself obliged to make any very real sacrifice to her father’s will was on the occasion of Mark’s marriage at Easter. Things had arranged themselves very conveniently for him at Micklethwayte, though it seemed to Nuttie that she only heard of affairs there in a sort of distant dream, while such events were taking place as once would have been to her the greatest possible revolutions.

Aunt Ursel reached home safely, but her expectations of illness were realised. She took to her bed on arriving, and though she rose from it, there was reason to think she had had a slight stroke, for her activity of mind and body were greatly decayed, and she was wholly dependent on Mary Nugent for care and comfort. Mary, remembering the consequences of the former alarm, made the best of the old lady’s condition; and Nuttie, ashamed of having once cried ‘wolf,’ did not realise the true state of the case, nor indeed could she or would she have been spared to go to Micklethwayte.

The next news told that Gerard Godfrey, at the end of the year required by Mr. Dutton, had resigned his situation, and at the close of his quarter’s notice was going to prepare for Holy Orders under the training of a clergyman who would employ him in his parish, and assist him in reading up to the requirements for admission to a theological college. Poor dear old Gerard! It gave Nuttie a sort of pang of self-reproach to own how good and devoted he was, and yet so narrow and stupid that she could never have been happy with him. Was he too good, or was he too dull for her? Had she forsaken him for the world’s sake, or was it a sound instinct that had extinguished her fancy for him? No one could tell, least of all the parties concerned. He might be far above her in spiritual matters, but he was below her in intellectual ones, and though they would always feel for one another that peculiar tenderness left by the possibilities of a first love, no doubt the quarrel over the blue ribbon had been no real misfortune to either.

The next tidings were still more surprising. Mr. Dutton was leaving the firm. Though his father had died insolvent, and he had had to struggle for himself in early life, he was connected with wealthy people, and change and death among these had brought him a fair share of riches. An uncle who had emigrated to Australia at the time of the great break up had died without other heirs, leaving him what was the more welcome to him that Micklethwayte could never be to him what it had been in its golden age. He had realised enough to enable him to be bountiful, and his parting gift to St Ambrose’s would complete the church; but he himself was winding up the partnership, and withdrawing his means from Greenleaf and Co. in order to go out to Australia to decide what to do with his new possessions.

Mark Egremont purchased a number of the shares, though, to gratify the family, the shelter of the Greenleaf veiled his name under the ‘Co.,’ and another, already in the firm, possessed of a business-like appellation, gave designation to the firm as Greenleaf, Goodenough, and Co.

Mr. Dutton’s well-kept house, with the little conservatory and the magnolia, was judged sufficient for present needs, and the lease was taken off his hands, so that all was in order for the marriage of Mark and Annaple immediately after Easter.

Lady Delmar had resigned herself to the inevitable, and the wedding was to take place at Lescombe. Nuttie, whose chief relaxation was in hearing all the pros and cons from May and Blanche, was asked to be one of the bridesmaids by Annaple, who had come over to the Rectory in a droll inscrutable state of mischief, declaring that she had exasperated Janet to the verge of insanity by declaring that she should have little umbrellas like those in the Persian inscriptions on her cards, and that Mark was to present all the bridesmaids with neat parasols. If crinolines had not been gone out they could have all been dressed appropriately. Now they must wear them closely furled. All this banter was hardly liked by May and Blanche, whose little sisters were laughed at again for needing the assurance that they were really to wear white and rowan leaves and berries–the Ronnisglen badge. Nuttie, who had drawn much nearer to May, refrained from relating this part of the story at home, but was much disappointed when, on telling her father of the request, she was answered at once:

‘Hein! The 24th? You’ll be in London, and a very good thing too.’

‘Are we to go so soon?’

‘Yes. Didn’t I tell you to take that house in Berkshire Road from the 20th?’

‘I did not think we were to start so soon. Is there any particular reason?’

‘Yes. That Scotch girl ought to have known better than to ask you in your deep mourning. I thought women made a great point of such things.’

‘Aunt Jane did not seem to think it wrong,’ said Nuttie, for she really wished much for consent. Not only had she grown fond both of Mark and Annaple, but she had never been a bridesmaid, and she knew that not only the Kirkaldys but Mr. Dutton had been invited; she had even ventured on offering to lodge some of the overflowing guests of the Rectory.

‘Their heads are all turned by that poverty-stricken Scotch peerage,’ returned Mr. Egremont; ‘or the Canoness should have more sense of respect.’

Nuttie’s wishes were so strong that she made one more attempt, ‘I need not be a bridesmaid. They would not mind if I wore my black.’

‘I should, then!’ said her father curtly. ‘If they don’t understand the proprieties of life, I do. I won’t have you have anything to do with it. If you are so set upon gaiety, you’ll have enough of weddings at fitter times!’

It was the old sneering tone. Nuttie felt partly confounded, partly indignant, and terribly disappointed. She did care for the sight of the wedding–her youthful spirits had rallied enough for that, but far more now she grieved at missing the sight of Mr. Dutton, when he was going away, she knew not where, and might perhaps come on purpose to see her; and it also made her sore and grieved at being accused of disregard to her mother. She was silenced, however, and presently her father observed, in the same unpleasant tone, ‘Well, if you’ve digested your disappointment, perhaps you’ll condescend to write to the agent, that I expect the house to be ready on the 21st.’

Nuttie got through her morning’s work she hardly knew how, though her father was dry and fault-finding all the time. Her eyes were so full of tears when she was released that she hardly saw where she was going, and nearly ran against her aunt, who had just walked into the hall. Mrs. Egremont was too prudent a woman to let her burst out there with her grievance, but made her come into the tent-room before she exclaimed, ‘He is going to take me away to London; he won’t let me go to the wedding.’

‘I am sorry for your disappointment,’ said her aunt quietly, ‘but I am old-fashioned enough to be glad that such strong respect and feeling should be shown for your dear mother. I wish Annaple had spoken to me before asking you, and I would have felt the way.’

‘I’m sure it is not want of feeling,’ said Nuttie, as her tears broke forth.

‘I did not say it was,’ returned her aunt, ‘but different generations have different notions of the mode of showing it; and the present certainly errs on the side of neglect of such tokens of mourning. If I did not think that Annaple and her mother are really uncomfortable at Lescombe, I should have told Mark that it was better taste to wait till the summer.’

‘If I might only have stayed at home–even if I did not go to the wedding,’ sighed Nuttie, who had only half listened to the Canoness’s wisdom.

‘Since you do not go, it is much better that you should be out of the way,’ said Mrs. Egremont. ‘Is your father ready to see me?’

So Nuttie had to submit, though she pouted to herself, feeling grievously misjudged, first as if she had been wanting in regard to the memory of her mother, who had been so fond of Mark, and so rejoiced in his happiness; and then that her vexation was treated as mere love of gaiety, whereas it really was disappointment at not seeing Mr. Dutton, that good, grave, precise old friend, who could not be named in the same breath with vanity. Moreover, she could not help suspecting that respect to her mother was after all only a cloak to resentment against Mark and his marriage.

However, she bethought herself that her mother had often been disappointed and had borne it cheerfully, and after having done what Aunt Ursel would have called ‘grizzling’ in her room for an hour, she wrote her note to Miss Ruthven and endeavoured to be as usual, feeling keenly that there was no mother now to perceive and gratefully commend one of her only too rare efforts for good humour. On other grounds she was very sorry to leave Bridgefield. May had, in her trouble, thawed to her, and they were becoming really affectionate and intimate companions, by force of propinquity and relationship, as well as of the views that May had imbibed from Hugh Condamine. Moreover Nuttie felt her aunt’s watch over the baby a great assistance to her own ignorance.

However the Canoness had resigned to the poor little heir the perfect and trustworthy nurse, whom Basil had outgrown, and who consented to the transfer on condition of having her nursery establishment entirely apart from the rest of the household. Her reasons were known though unspoken, namely, that the rejection of one or two valets highly recommended had made it plain that there had been no dislodgment of Gregorio. The strong silent objection to him of all good female servants was one of the points that told much against him. Martin and the housekeeper just endured him, and stayed on for the present chiefly because their dear lady had actually begged them not to desert her daughter if they could help it, at least not at first.

Nuttie bound over her cousins to give her a full account of the wedding, and both of them wrote to her. Blanche’s letter recorded sundry scattered particulars,–as to how well the rowan-trimmed tulle dresses looked–how every one was packed into the carriages for the long drive–how there had been a triumphal arch erected over the Bluepost Bridge itself, and Annaple nearly choked with laughing at the appropriateness–how, to her delight, a shower began, and the procession out of the church actually cried out for umbrellas–how papa, when performing the ceremony, could not recollect that the bride’s proper name was Annabella, and would dictate it as Anna-Maria, Sir John correcting him each time sotto voce–how Basil and little Hilda Delmar walked together and ‘looked like a couple of ducks,’ which, it was to be hoped, was to be taken metaphorically– how dreadfully hard the ice on the wedding-cake was, so that when Annaple tried to cut it the knife slipped and a little white dove flew away and hit May, which everyone said was a grand omen that she would be the next bride, while of course Annaple was perfectly helpless with mirth. Every one said it was the merriest wedding ever seen, for the bride’s only tears were those of laughter. What Nuttie really cared for most came just at the end, and not much of that. ‘Your Mr. Dutton is just gone. He got on famously with Hugh Condamine, and I forgot to tell you that he has given Mark such a jolly present, a lovely silver coffee-pot, just the one thing they wanted, and Lady Delmar said he didn’t look near so like a tradesman as she expected. I see May is writing too, but I don’t know what you will get out of her, as Hugh Condamine came for the day.’

Nuttie, however, had more hopes from May. Her letter certainly was fuller of interest, if shorter.

‘My Dear Nuttie–Blanche has no doubt told you all the externals. I suppose there never was a brighter wedding, for as Annaple keeps her mother with her, there was no real rending asunder of ties. Indeed I almost wish her excitement did not always show itself in laughing, for it prevents people from understanding how much there is in her.

(Plainly Hugh Condamine had been rather scandalised by the ‘giggling Scotch girl.’)

‘Dear old Lady Ronnisglen was delightful. If there were any tears, they were hers, and Lady Delmar was very cordial and affectionate. Of course Hugh and Mr. Dutton missed much that one would have liked in a wedding. I drove back with them afterwards, and it was very interesting to listen to their conversation about church matters. Hugh is very much struck with your friend; he had heard a good deal about Micklethwayte before, and says that such a lay worker is perfectly invaluable. It is a great pity that he is not going on in the firm, it would make it so much nicer for Mark, but he says he has duties towards his new property. I think he was sorry not to find you at home, but he plainly never thought it possible you should be at the wedding. I don’t know whether I ought to tell you this, but I think you ought to know it. There is a lovely new wreath of Eucharis lilies and maiden-hair at dear Aunt Alice’s grave, close against the rails at the feet, and Hugh told me that he looked out of his window very early yesterday morning and saw Mr. Dutton standing there, leaning on the rail, with his bare head bowed between his hands. You can’t think how it impressed Hugh. He said he felt reverent towards him all through that day, and he was quite angry with Rosalind and Adela for jesting because, when the shower began as we were coming out of church, Mr. Dutton rushed up with an umbrella, being the only person there who had one, I believe. Hugh says you may be proud of such a friend. I wish you could have seen Hugh.–Your affectionate cousin,
‘MARGARET EGREMONT.’

CHAPTER XXVI.
THREE YEARS LATER.

‘There’s something rotten in the State.’–Hamlet.

On an east-windy afternoon in March Mary Nugent emerged from the School of Art, her well-worn portfolio under her arm, thinking how many successive generations of boys and girls she had drilled through ‘free-hand,’ ‘perspective,’ and even ‘life’ with an unvarying average of failure and very moderate success, and how little talent or originality had come to the front, though all might be the better for knowing how to use eyes and fingers.

On the whole her interest as well as her diligence did not flag; but a sense of weariness and monotony would sometimes come after a recurrence of well-known blunders of her pupils, and she missed the sense of going home to refreshment and enjoyment which had once invigorated her. St. Ambrose’s Road had had its golden age, but the brightness had been dimmed ever since that festival at Monks Horton. One after another of the happy old society had dropped away. The vicar had received promotion, and she only remained of the former intimates, excepting old Miss Headworth, who was no longer a companion, but whom affection forbade her to desert in feeble old age. Had her thoughts of the old times conjured up a figure belonging to them? There was the well-brushed hat, the natty silk umbrella, the perfect fit of garments, the precise turn-out, nay, the curly lion-shaven poodle, with all his fringes, leaping on her in recognition, and there was that slightly French flourish of the hat, before–with a bounding heart–she met the hand in an English grasp.

‘Miss Nugent!’

‘Mr. Dutton!’

‘I thought I should meet you here!’

‘When did you come?’

‘Half an hour ago. I came down with George Greenleaf, left my things at the Royal Hotel, and came on to look for you.’

‘You will come and spend the evening with us?’

‘If you are so good as to ask me. How is Miss Headworth?’

‘Very feeble, very deaf; but she will be delighted to see you. There is no fear of her not remembering you, though she was quite lost when Mrs. Egremont came in yesterday.’

‘Mrs. Egremont!’ he repeated with a little start.

‘Mrs. Mark. Ah! we have got used to the name–the Honourable Mrs. Egremont, as the community insist on calling her. What a sunny creature she is!’

‘And Miss Egremont, what do you hear of her?’

‘She writes long letters, poor child. I hope she is fairly happy. Are you come home for good, or is this only a visit?’

‘I have no intention of returning. I have been winding up my good cousin’s affairs at Melbourne.’

Mary’s heart bounded again with a sense of joy, comfort, and protection; but she did not long keep Mr. Dutton to herself, for every third person they met gladly greeted him, and they were long in getting to St. Ambrose’s Road, now dominated by a tall and beautiful spire, according to the original design. They turned and looked in at the pillared aisles, stained glass, and handsome reredos.

‘Very different from our struggling days,’ said Mr. Dutton.

‘Yes,’ said Mary, with half a sigh. ‘There’s the new vicar,’ as he passed with a civil nod. ‘He has three curates, and a house of Sisters, and works the parish excellently.’

‘You don’t speak as if you were intimate.’

‘No. His womankind are rather grand–quite out of our beat; and in parish work I am only an estimable excrescence. It is very well that I am not wanted, for Miss Headworth requires a good deal of attention, and it is only the old Adam that regrets the days of importance. Ah, do you see?’

They were passing Mr. Dutton’s old home. On the tiny strip of lawn in front was a slender black figure, with yellow hair, under a tiny black hat, dragging about a wooden horse whereon was mounted a sturdy boy of two, also yellow-locked and in deep mourning under his Holland blouse.

‘Billy-boy is riding to meet his daddy!’ was merrily called out both by mother and son before they perceived the stranger.

‘Mr. Dutton,’ said Mary.

Annaple bowed, but did not put out her hand, and such a flush was on her face that Miss Nugent said, ‘I am sure that is too much for you!’

‘Oh no–‘ she began; but ‘Allow me,’ said Mr. Dutton, and before she could refuse he was galloping round and round the little lawn, the boy screaming with delight as Monsieur raced with them.

‘So he is come!’ she said in a low doubtful voice to Mary.

‘Yes. He has met Mr. Greenleaf in London. I always think he has the contrary to the evil eye. Whatever he takes in hand rights itself.’

‘I’ll hope so. Oh, thank you! Billy-boy, say thank you! What a ride you have had!’

‘Why are they in such deep mourning?’ asked Mr. Dutton, after they had parted.

‘Oh, did you not know? for good old Lady Ronnisglen. She had a bad fall about two years ago, and never left her bed again; and this last autumn she sank away.’

‘They have had a great deal of trouble, then. I saw the death of Canon Egremont in the Times soon after I went out to Australia.’

‘Yes; he had heart disease, and died quite suddenly. The living is given to Mr. Condamine, who married the eldest daughter, and the widow is gone to live under the shadow of Redcastle Cathedral.’

Therewith Miss Nugent opened her own door, and Miss Headworth was soon made aware of the visitor. She was greatly changed, and had the indescribable stony look that tells of paralysis; and though she knew Mr. Dutton, and was delighted to see him, his presence made her expect to see Alice and Nuttie come in, though she soon recollected herself and shed a few helpless tears. Then–in another mood–she began to display with pride and pleasure the photographs of ‘Alice’s dear little boy.’ She had a whole series of them, from the long- clothed babe on his sister’s knee to the bright little fellow holding a drum–a very beautiful child, with a striking resemblance to his mother, quite startling to Mr. Dutton, especially in the last, which was coloured, and showed the likeness of eyes and expression.

‘Nuttie always sends me one whenever he is taken,’ said the old lady. ‘Dear Nuttie! It is very good for her. She is quite a little mother to him.’

‘I was sure it would be so,’ said Mr. Dutton.

‘Yes,’ said Mary, ‘he is the great interest and delight of her life. Her letters are full of his little sayings and doings.’

‘Is she at home now?’

‘No; at Brighton. Her father seems to have taken a dislike to Bridgefield since his brother’s death, and only goes there for a short time in the shooting season. He has taken a lease of a house in London, and spends most of the year there.’

‘Ah!’ as she showed him the address, ‘that is near the old house where I used to stay with my grand-aunt. We thought it altogether in the country then, but it is quite absorbed now, and I have dazzling offers from building companies for the few acres of ground around it. Have you seen her?’

‘Oh no; I believe she is quite necessary to her father. I only hear of her through Lady Kirkaldy, who has been very kind to her, but, I am sorry to say, is now gone with her Lord to the East. She says she thinks that responsibility has been very good for Nuttie; she is gentler and less impetuous, and a good deal softened by her affection for the child.’

‘She was certain to develop. I only dreaded what society her father might surround her with.’

‘Lady Kirkaldy says that all has turned out better than could have been expected. You see, as she says, Mr. Egremont has been used to good women in his own family, and would not like to see her in a slangy fast set. All her own gaieties have been under Lady Kirkaldy’s wing, or that of Mrs. William Egremont’s relations, and only in a quiet moderate way. Her father gets his own old set about him, and they have not been very choice, but they are mostly elderly men, and gentlemen, and know how to behave themselves to her. Indeed, her cousin Blanche, who was here in the winter, gave us to understand that Ursula knows how to take care of herself, and gets laughed at as rather an old maidish model of propriety, if you can believe it of your little Nuttie.’

‘I could quite believe in her on the defensive, unprotected as she is.’

‘What did that young lady–Miss Blanche–tell us about that gentleman, Mary?’ asked Miss Headworth, hearing and uttering what Miss Nugent hoped had passed unnoticed.

‘Oh, I think that was all gossip!’ returned Mary, ‘and so I am sure did the Mark Egremonts. She said there was one of Mr. Egremont’s friends, Mr. Clarence Fane, I think she called him, rather younger than the others, who, she was pleased to say, seemed smitten with Nuttie, but I have heard nothing more about it, and Mrs. Mark scouted the idea,’ she added in haste, as she saw his expression vary in spite of himself.

‘Do you see much of your neighbours?’

‘We are both too busy to see much of one another, but we have our little talks over the wall. What a buoyant creature she is. It seems as if playfulness was really a sustaining power in her, helping her to get diversion out of much that others might stumble at. You know perhaps that when she arrived the work-people had got up a beautiful parasol for her, white, with a deep fringe and spray of rowan. Little Susie Gunner presented her with it, and she was very gracious and nice about it. But then what must Mr. Goodenough do but dub it the Annabella sunshade, and blazon it, considerably vulgarised, in all the railway stations, and magazines.’

‘I know! I had the misfortune to see it in the station at Melbourne; and my mind misgave me from that hour.’

‘Her husband was prepared to be very angry, but she fairly laughed him out of it, made all sorts of fun out of the affair, declared it her only opening to fame, and turned it into a regular joke; so that indeed the Greenleafs, who were vexed at the matter, and tried to apologise, were quite perplexed in their turn, and not at all sure that the whole concern was not being turned into ridicule.’

‘I wonder it did not make him cut the connection,’ said Mr. Dutton, muttering ‘I only wish it had.’

‘Mrs. Greenleaf is very funny about her, ‘added Mary, ‘proud of the Honourable Mrs. Egremont, as they insist on calling her, yet not quite pleased that she should be the junior partner’s wife; and decidedly resenting her hardly going into society at all, though I really don’t see how she could; for first there was the Canon’s death, and then just after the boy was born came Lady Ronnisglen’s accident, and for the next year and a half there was constant attendance on her. They fitted up a room on the ground floor for her, the one opening into your drawing-room, and there they used to sit with her. I used to hear them reading to her and singing to her, and they were always as merry as possible, till last autumn, when something brought on erysipelas, and she was gone almost before they took alarm. The good little daughter was beaten down then, really ill for a week; but if you can understand me, the shock seemed to tell on her chiefly bodily, and though she was half broken-hearted when her husband in a great fright brought me up to see her, and say whether her sister should be sent for, she still made fun of him, and described the impossible advice they would bring on themselves. I had to take care of her while he went away to the funeral in Scotland, and then I learnt indeed to like her and see how much there is in her besides laughter.’

‘Did the old lady leave them anything?’

‘I believe she had nothing to leave. Her jointure was not much, but I am sure they miss that, for Mrs. Egremont has parted with her nurse, and has only a little girl in her stead, driving out the perambulator often herself, to the great scandal of the Greenleafs, though she would have one believe it is all for want of occupation.’

‘Do you think they have taken any alarm?’

‘There’s no judging from her joyous surface, but I have thought him looking more careworn and anxious than I liked. Mr. Dutton, don’t answer if I ought not to ask, but is it true that things are going wrong? I know you have been seeing Mr. Greenleaf, so perhaps you are in his confidence and cannot speak.’

‘Tell me, what is known or suspected?’

‘Just this, that Mr. Goodenough has been the ruin of the concern. He has been quite different ever since his voyage to America. You were gone, old Mr. Greenleaf has been past attending to business ever since he had that attack, and George Greenleaf has been playing the country squire at Horton Bishop, and not looking after the office work, and Mr. Egremont was inexperienced. One could see, of course, that the whole character of the business was changed–much more advertising, much more cheap and flashy work–to be even with the times, it was said, but the old superior hands were in despair at the materials supplied to them, and the scamped work expected. You should have heard old Thorpe mourning for you, and moralising over the wickedness of this world. His wife told me she really thought he would go melancholy mad if he did not leave the factory, and he has done so. They have saved enough to set up a nice little shop at Monks Horton.’

‘I must go and see them! Good old Thorpe! I ought never to have put those poor young things into the firm when I ceased to have any control over it. I shall never forgive myself–‘

‘Nothing could seem safer then! No one could have guessed that young Mr. Greenleaf would be so careless without his father to keep him up to the mark, nor that Mr. Goodenough should alter so much. Is it very bad? Is there worse behind? Speculation, I suppose–‘

‘Of course. I do not see to the bottom of it yet; poor George seemed to reckon on me for an advance, but I am afraid this is more than a mere temporary depression, such as may be tided over, and that all that can be looked to is trying to save honourable names by an utter break up, which may rid them of that–that–no, I won’t call him a scoundrel. I thought highly of him once, and no doubt he never realised what he was doing.’

Before the evening was far advanced Mark Egremont knocked at the door, and courteously asked whether Mr. Dutton could be spared to him for a little while. Mary Nugent replied that she was just going to help Miss Headworth to bed, and that the parlour was at their service for a private interview, but Mark answered, ‘My wife is anxious to hear. She knows all that I do, and is quite prepared to hear whatever Mr. Dutton may not object to saying before her.’

So they bade good-night to Mary, and went on together to the next house, Mr. Dutton saying ‘You have much to forgive me, Mr. Egremont; I feel as if I had deserted the ship just as I had induced you to embark in it.’

‘You did not guess how ill it would be steered without you,’ returned Mark, with a sigh. ‘Do not fear to speak out before my wife, even if we are sinking. She will hear it bravely, and smile to the last.’

The room which Mr. Dutton entered was not like the cabin of a sinking ship, nor, as in his own time, like the well-ordered apartment of a bachelor of taste. Indeed, the house was a great puzzle to Monsieur, who entered by invitation, knowing his way perfectly, thinking himself at home after all his travels, and then missing his own particular mat, and sniffing round at the furniture. It was of the modified aesthetic date, but arranged more with a view to comfort than anything else, and by the light of the shaded lamp and bright fire was pre-eminently home-like, with the three chairs placed round the hearth, and bright-haired Annaple rising up from the lowest with her knitting to greet Mr. Dutton, and find a comfortable lair for Monsieur.

‘Miss Nugent says that you set everything right that you do but look at, Mr. Dutton,’ she said; ‘so we are prepared to receive you as a good genius to help us out of our tangle.’

Mr. Dutton was afraid that the tangle was far past unwinding, and of course the details, so far as yet known, were discussed. There was, in truth, nothing for which Mark could be blamed. He had diligently attended to his office-work, which was mere routine, and, conscious of his own inexperience, and trusting to the senior partners, he had only become anxious at the end of the year, when he perceived Goodenough’s avoidance of a settlement of accounts, and detected shuffling. He had not understood enough of the previous business to be aware of the deterioration of the manner of dealing with it, though he did think it scarcely what he expected. If he had erred, it was in acting too much as a wheel in the machinery, keeping his thoughts and heart in his own happy little home, and not throwing himself into the spirit of the business, or the ways of those concerned in it, so that he had been in no degree a controlling power. He had allowed his quality of gentleman to keep him an outsider, instead of using it to raise the general level of the transactions, so that the whole had gone down in the hands of the unscrupulous Goodenough.

Annaple listened and knitted quietly while the affairs were explained on either hand. Mark had had one serious talk with George Greenleaf, and both had had a stormy scene with Goodenough. Then Mr. Dutton had telegraphed his arrival, and Greenleaf had met him in London, with hopes, bred of long and implicit trust, that his sagacity and perhaps his wealth would carry the old house through the crisis.

But Mr. Dutton, though reserving his judgment till the books should have been thoroughly examined and the liabilities completely understood, was evidently inclined to believe that things had gone too far, and that the names of Greenleaf and Egremont could only be preserved from actual dishonour by going into liquidation, dissolving partnership, and thus getting quit of Goodenough.

Mark listened resignedly, Annaple with an intelligence that made Mr. Dutton think her the more clearheaded of the two, though still she could not refrain from her little jokes. ‘I’m sure I should not mind how liquid we became if we could only run off clear of Goodenough,’ she said.

‘You know what it means?’ said her husband.

‘Oh yes, I know what it means. It is the fine word for being sold up. Well, Mark, never mind, we are young and strong, and it will not be a bit the worse for the Billy-boy in the end to begin at the bottom of everything.’

‘I hope–may I ask–is everything embarked in the poor old firm?’ said Mr. Dutton with some hesitation.

‘All that is mine,’ said Mark, with his elbow on the table and his chin on his hand.

‘But I’ve got a hundred a year, charged on poor old Ronnisglen’s estate,’ said Annaple. ‘All the others gave theirs up when they married, and I wanted to do so, but my dear mother would not let me; she said I had better try how I got on first. Think of that, Mark, a hundred a year! Why, old Gunner or Thorpe would think themselves rolling in riches if they only heard that they had a hundred a year!’

‘You won’t find it go far!’

‘Yes, I shall, for I shall make you live on porridge, with now and then a sheep’s head for a treat! Besides, there will be something to do. It will be working up again, you know. But seriously, Mr. Dutton, I have some things here of my dear mother’s that really belong to Ronnisglen, and I was only keeping till he comes home. Should not they be got out of the way?’

‘My dear, we are not come to that yet! I hope it may be averted!’ cried Mark.

But Mr. Dutton agreed with the young wife that it would be much better to send these things away before their going could excite suspicion. There was only a tiny silver saucepan, valued as a gift of ‘Queen’ Clementina to an ancestress, also a silver teapot and some old point, and some not very valuable jewellery, all well able to go into a small box, which Mr. Dutton undertook to deposit with Lord Ronnisglen’s bankers. He was struck with the scrupulous veracity with which Annaple decided between what had become her own property and the heirlooms, though what she claimed might probably be sacrificed to the creditors.

Mark could hardly endure to see what made the crisis so terribly real. ‘That I should have brought you to this!’ he said to his wife, when their visitor had at length bidden them good-night.

‘If we begin at that work,’ said Annaple, ‘it was I who brought you! I have often thought since it was rather selfish not to have consented to your helping poor Ursula with her heavy handful of a father! It was all money grubbing and grabbing, you see, and if we had thought more of our neighbour than ourselves we might have been luxuriating at the Home Farm, or even if your uncle had quarrelled with you, he would not have devoured your substance. I have thought so often, ever since I began to see this coming.’

‘My dear child, you don’t mean that you have seen this coming!’

‘My prophetic soul! Why, Mark, you have as good as inferred it over and over again. I’ve felt like scratching that Badenough whenever I met him in the street. I must indulge myself by calling him so for once in strict privacy.’

‘You have guessed it all the time, while I only thought how unconscious you were.’

‘Not to say stupid, considering all you told me. Besides, what would have been the use of howling and moaning and being dismal before the time? For my part, I could clap my hands even now at getting rid of Goodenough, and his jaunty, gracious air! Come, Mark, it won’t be so bad after all, you’ll see.’

‘Nothing can be “so bad,” while you are what you are, my Nan.’

‘That’s right. While we have each other and the Billy-boy, nothing matters much. There’s plenty of work in us both, and that good man will find it for us; or if he doesn’t, we’ll get a yellow van, and knit stockings, and sell them round the country. How jolly that would be! Imagine Janet’s face. There, that’s right,’ as her mimicry evoked a smile, ‘I should be ashamed to be unhappy about this, when our good name is saved, and when there is a blessing on the poor,’ she added in a lower voice, tenderly kissing her husband’s weary brow.

CHAPTER XXVII.
THE BOY OF EGREMONT.

‘And the boy that walked beside me,
He could not understand
Why, closer in mine, ah, closer,
I press’d his warm soft hand.’–LONGFELLOW.

The agony of a firm like Greenleaf, Goodenough, and Co. could not be a rapid thing, and Mr. Dutton lived between London and Micklethwayte for several weeks, having much to endure on all sides. The senior partners thought it an almost malicious and decidedly ungrateful thing in him not to throw in his means, or at any rate, offer his guarantee to tide them over their difficulties. Goodenough’s tergiversations and concealments needed a practised hand and acute head to unravel them, and often deceived Mr. Greenleaf himself; and when, for a time, he was convinced that the whole state was so rotten that a crash was inevitable, his wife’s lamentations and complaints of Mr. Dutton would undo the whole, and it was as if he were doing them an injury that the pair accepted the comfortable prospect he was able to offer them in Australia.

He would have made the like proposal to the Egremonts, but found that Mark held himself bound by his promise to his father not to emigrate, and thought of some kind of office-work. Before trying to procure this for him, however, Mr. Dutton intended to see his uncle, and try whether the agency, once rejected, could still be obtained for him. Learning from Miss Nugent that the Egremonts were in town, he went up thither with the purpose of asking for an interview.

There was a new church in the immediate neighbourhood of his house in a state of growth and development congenial to the St. Ambrose trained mind, and here Mr. Dutton, after old Micklethwayte custom, was attending the early matins, when, in the alternate verses of the psalm, he heard a fresh young voice that seemed to renew those days gone by, and looking across the central aisle his eyes met a pair of dark ones which gave a sudden glitter of gladness at the encounter. That was all he saw or cared to see. He did not take in the finished completeness of the very plain dark dress and hat, nor the womanly air of the little figure, until they clasped hands in the porch, and in the old tones Nuttie exclaimed: ‘I’ve been hoping you would come to London. How is Monsieur?’

‘In high health, thank you, the darling of the steamer both going and coming. I hope your charges are well?’

‘My father is tolerable, just as usual, and my little Alwyn is getting more delicious every day. He will be so delighted to see Monsieur. I have told him so many stories about him!’

‘Do you think I may call on Mr. Egremont?’

‘Oh do! He is ready to be called on between two and three, and we always have Wynnie downstairs then, so that you will see him too. And you have been at Micklethwayte. I am afraid you found a great change in Aunt Ursel.’

‘Yes; but she is very peaceful and happy.’

‘And I have to leave her altogether to dear excellent Miss Nugent. It seems very, very wrong, but I cannot help it! And how about Mark and Annaple?’

‘I think she is the bravest woman I ever met.’

‘Then things are really going badly with the dear old firm?’

‘I am hoping to talk to Mr. Egremont about it.’

‘Ah!’

Nuttie paused. Towards Mr. Dutton she always had a stronger impulse of confidence than towards any one else she had ever met; but she felt that he might think it unbecoming to say that she had perceived a certain dislike on her father’s part towards Mark ever since the rejection of the agency and the marriage, which perhaps was regarded as a rejection of herself. He had a habit of dependence on Mark, which resulted in personal liking, when in actual contact, but in absence the distaste and offence always revived, fostered, no doubt, by Gregorio; and Canon Egremont’s death had broken the link which had brought them together. However, for his brother’s sake, and for the sake of the name, the head of the family might be willing to do something. It was one of Nuttie’s difficulties that she never could calculate on the way her father would take any matter. Whether for better or for worse, he always seemed to decide in diametrical opposition to her expectation. And, as she was certainly less impetuous and more dutiful, she parted with Mr. Dutton at her own door without any such hint.

These three years had been discipline such as the tenderest, wisest hand could not have given her, though it had been insensible. She had been obliged to attend to her father and watch over her little brother, and though neither task had seemed congenial to her disposition, the honest endeavour to do them rightly had produced the affection born of solicitude towards her father, and the strong warm tenderness of the true mother-sister towards little Alwyn.

Ursula Egremont was one of those natures to which responsibility is the best training. If she had had any one to guard or restrain her, she might have gone to the utmost limits before she yielded to the curb. As it was, she had to take care of herself, to bear and forbear with her father, to walk warily with her household, and to be very guarded with the society into which she was thrown from time to time. It was no sudden change, but one brought about by experience. An outbreak of impatience or temper towards her father was sure to be followed by his galling sneer, or by some mortification to her desires; any act of mismanagement towards the servants brought its own punishment; and if she was tempted by girlish spirits to relax the quiet, stiff courtesy which she observed towards her father’s guests, there followed jests, or semi-patronage, or a tone of conversation that offended her, and made her repent it. Happily, Mr. Egremont did not wish her to be otherwise. One day, when she had been betrayed into rattling and giggling, he spoke to her afterwards with a cutting irony which bitterly angered her at the moment, and which she never forgot. Each irksome duty, each privation, each disappointment, each recurrence of the sweeping sense of desolation and loneliness had had one effect–it had sent her to her knees. She had no one else to go to. She turned to her Father in heaven. Sometimes, indeed, it was in murmuring and complaint at her lot, but still it was to Him and Him alone, and repentance sooner or later came to aid her, while refreshments sprang up around her–little successes, small achievements, pleasant hours, tokens that her father was pleased or satisfied, and above all, the growing charms of little Alwyn.

The special grievance, Gregorio’s influence, had scarcely dwelt on her at first as it had done on her mother. The man had been very cautious for some time, knowing that his continuance in his situation was in the utmost jeopardy, and Mr. Egremont had, in the freshness of his grief for his wife, abstained from relapsing into the habits from which she had weaned him. When, however, the Canon was dead, and his son at a distance, Gregorio began to feel more secure, and in the restless sorrow of his master over the blow that had taken away an only brother, he administered soothing drugs under another name, so that Ursula, in her inexperience, did not detect what was going on, and still fancied that the habit had been renounced. All she did know was that it was entirely useless for her to attempt to exert any authority over the valet, and that the only way to escape insolently polite disobedience was to let him alone. Moreover, plans to which her father had agreed, when broached by her, had often been overthrown after his valet had been with him. It was a life full of care and disappointment, yet there was a certain spring of trust that kept Ursula’s youth from being dimmed, and enabled her to get a fair share of happiness out of it, though she was very sorry not to be more at Bridgefield, where she could have worked with all her heart with May Condamine. Moreover, Lady Kirkaldy’s absence from London was a great loss to her, for there was no one who was so kind or so available in taking her into society; and Nuttie, though mistress of her father’s house, was not yet twenty-two, and strongly felt that she must keep within careful bounds, and not attempt to be her own chaperon.

But the very sight of her old friend, and the knowledge that he was in the neighbourhood, filled her heart with gladness, and seemed like a compensation for everything. Mr. Egremont was in a gracious mood, and readily consented to see Mr. Dutton–the friend who had been so pleasant and helpful at Paris–and Nuttie gave her private instructions to the footman to insure his admittance.

His card was brought in just as the father and daughter were finishing luncheon, and he was received in Mr. Egremont’s sitting- room, where the first civilities had hardly passed before the door was opened, and in trotted the golden-haired boy, so beautiful a child that it would have been impossible not to look at him with delight, even for those to whom his dark eyes and sweet smile did not recall those that had once been so dear.

Mr. Egremont’s voice took a fresh tone: ‘Ah! here he comes, the old fellow’–and he held out his hands; but the boy was intent on his own purpose.

‘Where’s black doggie?’ he asked in a silver-bell of a little voice, but lisping a good deal; ‘Wyn got penny for him.’

‘Wynnie must be a good boy. Kiss papa first, and Mr. Dutton,’ remonstrated the sister; and Alwyn obeyed so far as to submit to his father’s embrace, and then raising those velvety eyes to the visitor’s face, he repeated: ‘Where black doggie? Wyn want to see him buy bun.’

‘There! your fame has preceded you,’ said Mr. Egremont, ‘or rather your dog’s.’

‘You shall see him,’ said Mr. Dutton, taking the pretty boy almost reverently on his knee, ‘but he is at home now. I could not leave him out on the street, and I did not know if I might bring him in.’

‘Oh, Mr. Dutton! as if Monsieur would not be welcome,’ cried the Nuttie of old times. ‘I only wish I had stipulated for him, dear old fellow.’

‘Wyn want to see him,’ reiterated the child.

‘May I take him to see the performance?’ said Mr. Dutton. ‘I live only at the corner of Berkshire Road, and there’s a dairy just opposite where Monsieur has been allowed to keep up his accomplishment.’

Alwyn’s legs, arms, and voice, were all excitement and entreaty; and Mr. Egremont himself proposed that they should all come and witness the feat; so Nuttie, in great glee, climbed the stairs with her little brother to get ready; and when she came down again, found the gentlemen deep, not in Mark Egremont’s umbrellas, but in the gas and smoke grievances which had arisen since the lease of the house had been taken, and in which sympathy might be expected from a fellow- inhabitant of the district. Little Alwyn was, however, plainly the lord of the ascendant, and unused to see anything else attended to in his presence. He took possession of Mr. Dutton’s hand, and his tongue went fast, nor did his father or sister seem to desire any better music. They reached an old-walled garden, with lilac and laburnum and horse-chestnut blossoming above, and showing a mass of greenery through the iron railing that surmounted, the low wall on the street side, where Mr. Dutton halted and took out his key.

‘Is this yours?’ exclaimed Nuttie, ‘I have so often wondered whose it could be.’

‘Yes, it was a country-house when I was of the age of this little man, though you might not think it.’

‘The increase of London had not been on that side,’ said Mr. Egremont. ‘This must be a very valuable property!’

And Nuttie perceived that such an inheritance made Mr. Dutton much more in his eyes than an ex-umbrella-monger; but no sooner was the tall iron gate opened than Monsieur, beautifully shaved, with all his curly tufts in perfection, came bounding to meet his master, and Alwyn had his arms round the neck in a moment. Monsieur had in his time been introduced to too many children not to understand the situation, and respond politely; and he also recognised Ursula, and gave unmistakable proofs of being glad to see her.

Then the halfpenny was presented to him. He wagged his queer tail, smiled with his intelligent brown eyes, took it between his teeth, and trotted across the street in the most business-like way, the others following, but detaining the boy from keeping too close. They found the creature sitting upright, tapping the floor with his tail, the centre of rapturous admiration to all the customers already in the dairy shop. He received his bun, and demurely dropping on his front legs, walked back with it to his master, and crossed the road with it uneaten, rather to Alwyn’s disappointment, but Mr. Dutton said he would probably dispose of it in some hiding-place in the garden until his evening appetite came on. It was well he was a dog of moderation, for there was great temptation to repeat the entertainment more than was wholesome for him.

‘There, Wynnie,’ said Nuttie in a voice of monition, ‘Monsieur doesn’t eat all his goodies at once, he keeps them for bedtime.’

It might be perceived that the over-supply of sweets was a matter of anxiety to the elder sister. To the nurse, who waited in readiness, Alwyn was consigned for his walk, while his father and sister accepted Mr. Dutton’s invitation to look round his domain. It would have been small in the country, but it was extensive for the locality, and there was a perfect order and trimness about the shaven lawn, the little fountain in the midst, the flower-beds gay with pansies, forget-me-nots, and other early beauties, and the freshly- rolled gravel paths, that made Nuttie exclaim: ‘Ah! I should have known this for yours anywhere.’

‘I have not had much to do to it,’ he said. ‘My old aunts had it well kept up, even when they could only see it from their windows. Their old gardener still lives in the cottage behind the tool-house, though he is too infirm for anything but being wheeled about in the sun in their Bath-chair.’

‘You keep a large amount lying idle by retaining it as it is,’ said Mr. Egremont.

‘True, but it is well to preserve an oasis here and there.’

Nuttie knew well that it was not for himself alone, and as they entered the little conservatory, and her eye fell on the row of white hyacinths, the very scent carried her back to the old times, and her eyes grew moist while Mr. Dutton was cutting a bouquet for her in accordance with well-known tastes.

‘I shall put them in my room. It will feel like home,’ she said, and then she saw that she had said what her father did not like; for he was always sensitive as to any reference to her early life.

Mr. Dutton, however, took this opportunity of saying that he had been backwards and forwards to Micklethwayte several times this spring.

‘I hope you are well out of the concern there,’ said Mr. Egremont.

‘Thank you, sir; I have no share in it at present.’

‘So much the better!’

‘But I am very anxious about my friends.’

‘Ah!’ But Mr. Egremont’s attention was drawn off at the entrance of the house by a new-fashioned stove of which Mr. Dutton did the honours, conducting father and daughter into the drawing-room, where obvious traces of the old ladies remained, and thence into his own sitting-room, smelling pleasantly of Russia leather, and recalling that into which Nuttie had been wont, before her schooldays, to climb by the window, and become entranced by the illustrations of a wonderful old edition of Telemaque, picked up at Paris.

Mr. Dutton made them sit and rest, for this had been a good deal of exercise for Mr. Egremont; coffee was brought in, having been ordered on their arrival, and therewith Mr. Dutton entered on an exposition of the affairs of Greenleaf and Goodenough, which was listened to with a good deal of interest, though Nuttie could not quite detect whether it were altogether friendly interests in Mark’s misfortunes, or if there were not a certain triumph in the young man having run into trouble by rejecting his offer.

Mr. Dutton explained that his present object was to induce the friends of the family to prevent annoyance by preserving the furniture and personals at a valuation; and Mr. Egremont readily agreed to contribute to doing this, though he said the sisters and stepmother were well able also to do their share.

‘And then to give the young people a fresh start,’ added Mr. Dutton.

‘There are some men who are always wanting fresh starts,’ said Mr. Egremont, ‘just as there are some vessels that are always unlucky. And if you observe, it is just those men who are in the greatest haste to hang an expensive wife and family round their necks.’

‘I don’t think poor Annaple can be accused of being expensive, papa,’ said Nuttie. ‘Only think, when Wynnie has two nurses always after him, her Willie has only the fraction of a little maid, who does all sorts of work besides.’

‘Yes, I never saw more resolute and cheerful exertion than Mrs. Mark Egremont’s,’ said Mr. Dutton.

‘She owes him something,’ said Mr. Egremont, ‘for she has been the ruin of him.’

‘Of his worldly prospects in one sense,’ said Mr. Dutton quietly; while Nuttie felt how much better and wiser an answer it was than the indignant denial that trembled on her tongue. ‘There can be no doubt that they made a grievous mistake in their choice, and I unfortunately was concerned in leading them into it; but no one can see how they meet their troubles without great respect and admiration, and I am especially bound to seek for some new opening for them. I have little doubt that some office work might be found for him in London, but they are essentially country people, and it would be much better for them if he could have some agency. I suppose the situation you offered him before, sir, is filled up? ‘

‘Not really,’ cried Nuttie. ‘We have only a very common sort of uneducated bailiff, who would be much better with some one over him. You said so, papa.’

‘Did he request you to apply to me?’ said Mr. Egremont sharply, looking at Mr. Dutton.

‘Neither he nor she has the least idea of my intention; I only thought, sir, you might be willing to consider how best to assist a nephew, who has certainly not been wanting either in industry or economy, and who bears your name.’

‘Well, I will think it over,’ said Mr. Egremont, rising to take leave.

The carriage had been bidden to await them at the door for their daily drive, and as Mr. Egremont leant back with the furs disposed over him he observed: ‘That’s a man who knows how to take care of himself. I wonder where he gets his coffee, I’ve not drunk any like it since I was at Nice.’ And Nuttie, though well knowing that Mr. Dutton’s love of perfection was not self-indulgence, was content to accept this as high approbation, and a good augury for Mark and Annaple. Indeed, with Mr. Dutton settled near, and with the prospect of a daily walk from church with him, she felt such a complete content and trust as she had not known since she had been uprooted from Micklethwayte.

CHAPTER XXVIII.
A BRAVE HEART.

‘One furnace many times the good and bad may hold, Yet what consumes the chaff will only cleanse the gold.’ Archbishop TRENCH.

Never was there a truer verse than that which tells us that in seeking duty we find pleasure by the way, and in seeking pleasure we meet pain. It might be varied to apply to our anticipations of enjoyment or the reverse. Ursula had embraced her lot as a necessity, and found it enlivened by a good many sunshiny hours; and when she looked upon Mr. Dutton’s neighbourhood as a continual source of delight and satisfaction, she found that it gave rise to a continual course of small disappointments.

In the first place, he did not walk home from church with her every morning. She looked for him in vain, even when she knew he was in town. He only appeared there on Sundays, and at intervals when he had some especial reason for speaking to her. At first she thought he must have grown lazy or out of health to have thus dropped his old Micklethwayte habits, but after a time she discovered by accident that he frequented another church, open at a still earlier hour and a little farther off, and she was forced to come to the conclusion that he acted out of his characteristic precise scrupulosity, which would not consider it as correct for her to walk home every day with him. She chafed, and derided ‘the dear old man’ a little in her own mind, then ended with a sigh. Was there any one who cared so much about what was proper for her? And, after all, was he really older than Mr. Clarence Fane, whom everybody in her father’s set called Clarence, or even Clare, and treated as the boy of the party, so that she had taken it as quite natural that he should be paired off with her. It was quite a discovery!

There was another and more serious disappointment. Mr. Egremont had not seemed disinclined to consider the giving the agency to Mark, and Nuttie had begun to think with great satisfaction of May Condamine’s delight in welcoming him, and of the good influence that would be brought to bear on the dependents, when suddenly there came a coolness. She could trace the moment, and was sure that it was, when Gregorio became aware of what was intended. He had reason to dread Mark as an enemy, and was likely to wish to keep him at a distance; and it had been Ursula’s great hope that an absolute promise might have been given before he heard of the plan; but Mr. Egremont was always slow to make up his mind, except when driven by a sudden impulse, and had never actually said that the post should be offered to his nephew. Nuttie only detected the turn of the tide by the want of cordiality, the hums and haws, and by and by the resumption of the unkind ironical tone when Mark and Annaple were mentioned; and at last, when she had been reading to him a letter from Mrs. William Egremont full of anxiety for the young people, and yet of trust in his kindness to them, he exclaimed, ‘You’ve not been writing to her about this absurd proposal?’

‘I have not mentioned any proposal at all. What do you mean?’

‘Why, this ridiculous idea about the agency. As if I was going to put my affairs into the hands of a man who has made such a mull of his own.’

‘But that was not Mark’s fault, papa. He was junior, you know, and had no power over that Goodenough.’

‘He ought, then! Never sail with an unlucky captain. No, no, Mark’s honourable lady would not let him take the agency when he might have had it, and I am not going to let them live upon me now that they have nothing of their own.’

‘Oh, papa, but you almost promised!’

‘Almost!’ he repeated with his ironical tone; ‘that’s a word capable of a good deal of stretching. This is what you and that umbrella fellow have made out of my not giving him a direct refusal on the spot. He may meddle with Mark’s affairs if he chooses, but not with mine.’

Nuttie had learnt a certain amount of wisdom, and knew that to argue a point only made her father more determined, so she merely answered, ‘Very well;’ adding in a meek voice, ‘Their furniture, poor things!’

‘Oh ay. Their umbrella friend is making a collection for them. Yes, I believe I said I would contribute.’

Hot blood surged up within Nuttie at the contemptuous tone, and she bit her lip to keep down the answer, for she knew Mr, Dutton intended to call the next afternoon for her father’s ultimatum before going down to Micklethwayte, where the crisis was fast approaching, and she had so much faith in his powers that she dreaded to forestall him by an imprudent word. Alas, Gregorio must have been on his guard, for, though Nuttie was sure she heard her friend’s ring at the usual time, no entrance followed. She went up to put on her habit to ride with her father, and when she came down Mr. Egremont held out a card with the name ‘Philip Dutton,’ and the pencilled request below to be allowed to see Mr. Egremont later in the day.

‘He has been denied!’ exclaimed she in consternation.

‘Hein! Before we go out, sit down and write a note for me.’ And he dictated–

‘Dear Sir–I will not trouble you to call again this afternoon, as I have decided on reflection that there is no employment on my estate suited to my nephew, Mark Egremont.

‘As I understand that you are raising a family subscription for rescuing his furniture from the creditors, I enclose a cheque for £50 for the purpose. –I remain–‘

‘Yours–what–papa?–‘ asked Ursula, with a trembling voice, full of tears.

‘Yours, etc., of course. Quite intimate enough for an ex-umbrella- monger. Here, give it to me, and I’ll sign it while you fill up the cheque for me.’

That such should be the first letter that Nuttie ever addressed to Mr. Dutton, since the round-hand one in ‘which Miss Ursula wished Mr. Duton to have the onner of a tee with me on my birthday, and I am your affected little Nuttie’!