The Roll-Call by Arnold Bennett (page 4)

ultimately set him right, convicting him of a most elementary misconception. Forthwith his faith in his whole “Construction” paper vanished. He grumbled that it was monstrous to give candidates an unbroken stretch of four hours’ work at the end of a four-day effort. Yet earlier he had been boasting that he had not felt the slightest fatigue. He had expected to see Marguerite on the day of repose. He did not see her. She had offered no appointment, and he said to himself that he had not the slightest intention of running after her. Such had become the attitude of the lover to the beloved.

On the Thursday morning, however, he felt fit enough to face a dozen oral examiners, and he performed his morning exercises in the club bedroom with a positive ferocity of vigour. And then he was gradually overtaken by a black moodiness which he could not explain. He had passed through similar though less acute moods as a boy; but this was the first of the inexplicable sombre humours which at moments darkened his manhood. He had not the least suspicion that prolonged nervous tension due to two distinct causes had nearly worn him out. He was melancholy, and his melancholy increased. But he was proud; he was defiant. His self-confidence, as he looked back at the years of genuine hard study behind him, was complete. He disdained examiners. He knew that with all their damnable ingenuity they could not floor him.

The crisis arrived in the afternoon of the first of the two days. His brain was quite clear. Thousands of details about drainage, ventilation, shoring, architectural practice, lighting, subsoils, specifications, iron and steel construction, under-pinning, the properties of building materials, strains, thrusts, water-supply; thousands of details about his designs–the designs in his ‘testimonies of study,’ the design for his Thesis, and the designs produced during the examination itself–all these peopled his brain; but they were in order; they were under control; they were his slaves. For four and a half hours, off and on, he had admirably displayed the reality of his knowledge, and then he was sent into a fresh room to meet a fresh examiner. There he stood in the room alone with his designs for a small provincial town hall–a key-plan, several one-eighth scale-plans, a piece of half-inch detail, and two rough perspective sketches which he knew were brilliant. The room was hot; through the open window came the distant sound of the traffic of Regent Street. The strange melancholy of a city in summer floated towards him from the outside and reinforced his own.

The examiner, who had been snatching tea, entered briskly and sternly. He was a small, dapper, fair man of about fifty, with wonderfully tended finger-nails. George despised him because Mr. Enwright despised him, but he had met him once in the way of the firm’s business and found him urbane.

“Good afternoon,” said George politely.

The examiner replied, trotting along the length of the desk with quick, short steps:

“Now about this work of yours. I’ve looked at it with some care—-” His speech was like his demeanour and his finger-nails.

“Boor!” thought George. But he could not actively resent the slight. He glanced round at the walls; he was in a prison. He was at the mercy of a tyrant invested with omnipotence.

The little tyrant, however, was superficially affable. Only now and then in his prim, courteous voice was there a hint of hostility and cruelty. He put a number of questions, the answers to which had to be George’s justification. He said “H’m!” and “Ah!” and “Really?” He came to the matter of spouting.

“Now, I object to hopper-heads,” he said. “I regard them as unhygienic.”

And he looked coldly at George with eyebrows lifted. George returned the gaze.

“I know you do, sir,” George replied.

Indeed it was notorious that hopper-heads to vertical spouting were a special antipathy of the examiner’s; he was a famous faddist. But the reply was a mistake. The examiner, secure in his attributes, ignored the sally. A little later, taking up the general plan of the town hall, he said:

“The fact is, I do–not–care for this kind of thing. The whole tendency—-“

“Excuse me, sir,” George interrupted, with conscious and elaborate respectfulness. “But surely the question isn’t one of personal preferences. Is the design good or is it bad?”

“Well, I call it bad,” said the examiner, showing testiness. The examiner too could be impulsive, was indeed apt to be short-tempered. The next instant he seized one of the brilliant perspective sketches, and by his mere manner of holding it between his thumb and finger he sneered at it and condemned it.

He snapped out, not angrily–rather pityingly:

“And what the devil’s this?”

George, furious, retorted:

“What the hell do you think it is?”

He had not foreseen that he was going to say such a thing. The traffic in Regent Street, which had been inaudible to both of them, was loud in their ears.

The examiner had committed a peccadillo, George a terrible crime. The next morning the episode, in various forms, was somehow common knowledge and a source of immense diversion. George went through the second day, but lifelessly. He was sure he had failed. Apart from the significance of the fact that the viva voce counted for 550 marks out of a total of 1200, he felt that the Royal Institute of British Architects would know how to defend its dignity. On the Saturday morning John Orgreave had positive secret information that George would be plucked.

IV

On that same Saturday afternoon George and Marguerite went out together. She had given him a rendezvous in Brompton Cemetery, choosing this spot partly because it was conveniently near and partly in unconscious obedience to the traditional instinct of lovers for the society of the undisturbing dead. Each of them had a roofed habitation, but neither could employ it for the ends of love. No. 8 was barred to George as much by his own dignity as by the invisible sword of the old man; and of course he could not break the immemorial savage taboo of a club by introducing a girl into it. The Duke of Wellington himself, though Candle Court was his purdah, could never have broken the taboo of even so modest a club as Pickering’s. Owing to the absence of Agg, who had gone to Wales with part of her family, the studio in Manresa Road was equally closed to the pair.

Marguerite was first at the rendezvous. George saw her walking sedately near the entrance. Despite her sedateness she had unmistakably the air of waiting at a tryst. Anybody at a glance would have said that she was expecting a man. She had the classical demure innocency of her situation. George did not care for that. Why? She in fact was expecting a man, and in expecting him she had nothing to be ashamed of. Well, he did not care for it. He did not care for her being like other girls of her class. In his pocket he had an invitation from Miss Wheeler for the next evening. Would Miss Wheeler wait for a man in a public place, especially a cemetery? Would Lois Ingram? Would Laurencine? He could not picture them so waiting. Oh, simpleton, unlearned in the world! A snob too, no doubt! (He actually thought that Hyde Park would have been ‘better’ than the cemetery for their rendezvous.) And illogical! If No. 8 had been open to them, and the studio, and the club, he would have accepted with gusto the idea of an open-air rendezvous. But since there was no alternative to an open-air rendezvous the idea of it humiliated and repelled him.

Further, in addition to her culpable demure innocency, Marguerite was wearing black. Of course she was. She had no choice. Still, he hated her mourning. Moreover, she was too modest; she did not impose herself. Some girls wore mourning with splendid defiance. Marguerite seemed to apologize; seemed to turn the other cheek to death…. He arrived critical, and naturally he found matter to criticize.

Her greeting showed quite candidly the pleasure she had in the sight of him. Her heart was in the hand she gave him; he felt its mystic throbbings there.

“How are things?” he began. “I rather thought I should have been hearing from you.” He softened his voice to match the tenderness of her smile, but he did it consciously.

She replied:

“I thought you’d have enough to worry about with the exam. without me.”

It was not a wise speech, because it implied that he was capable of being worried, of being disturbed in the effort of absorption necessary for the examination. He laughed a little harshly.

“Well, you see the result!”

He had written to tell her of the disastrous incident and that failure was a certainty; a sort of shame had made him recoil from telling her to her face; it was easier to be casual in writing than in talking; the letter had at any rate tempered for both of them the shock of communication. Now, he was out of humour with her because he had played the ass with an ass of an examiner–not because she was directly or indirectly responsible for his doing so; simply because he had done so. She was the woman. It was true that she in part was indirectly responsible for the calamity, but he did not believe it, and anyhow would never have admitted it.

“Oh! George! What a shame it was!” As usual, not a trace of reproach from her: an absolute conviction that he was entirely blameless. “What shall you do? You’ll have to sit again.”

“Sit again? Me?” he exclaimed haughtily. “I never shall! I’ve done with exams.” He meant it.

“But–shall you give up architecture, then?”

“Certainly not! My dear girl, what are you thinking of? Of course I shan’t give up architecture. But you needn’t pass any exams, to be an architect. Anybody can call himself an architect, and be an architect, without passing exams. Exams. are optional. That’s what makes old Enwright so cross with our beautiful profession.”

He laughed again harshly. All the time, beneath his quite genuine defiance, he was thinking what an idiot he had been to cheek the examiner, and how staggeringly simple it was to ruin years of industry by one impulsive moment’s folly, and how iniquitous was a world in which such injustice could be.

Marguerite was puzzled. In her ignorance she had imagined that professions were inseparably connected with examinations. However, she had to find faith to accept his dictum, and she found it.

“Now about this afternoon,” he said. “I vote we take a steamboat down the river. I’ve made up my mind I must have a look at Greenwich again from the water. And we both need a blow.”

“But won’t it take a long time?” she mildly objected.

He turned on her violently, and spoke as he had never spoken:

“What if it does?”

He knew that she was thinking of her infernal father, and he would not have it. He remembered all that Agg had said. Assuredly Agg had shown nerve, too much nerve, to tackle him in the way she did, and the more he reflected upon Agg’s interference the more he resented it as impertinent. Still, Agg had happened to talk sense.

“Oh, nothing!” Marguerite agreed quickly, fearfully. “I should like to go. I’ve never been. Do we go to Chelsea Pier? Down Fernshaw Road will be the nearest.”

“We’ll go down Beaufort Street,” he decided. He divined that she had suggested Fernshaw Road in order to avoid passing the end of the Grove, where her father might conceivably see them. Well, he was not going out of his way to avoid her father. Nay, he was going slightly out of his way in order to give her father every chance of beholding them together.

Although the day was Saturday there was no stir on Chelsea Pier. The pier-keeper, indeed, was alone on the pier, which rose high on the urgent flood-tide, so that the gangway to it sloped unusually upwards. No steamer was in sight, and it seemed impossible that any steamer should ever call at that forlorn and decrepit platform that trembled under the straining of the water. Nevertheless, a steamer did after a little while appear round the bend, in Battersea Reach; she dropped her funnel, aimed her sharp nose at an arch of Battersea Bridge, and finally, poising herself against the strong stream, bumped very gently and neatly into contact with the pier. The pier-keeper went through all the classic motions of mooring, unbarring, barring, and casting off, and in a few seconds the throbbing steamer, which was named with the name of a great Londoner, left the pier again with George and Marguerite on board. Nobody had disembarked. The shallow and handsome craft, flying its gay flags, crossed and recrossed the river, calling at three piers in the space of a few minutes; but all the piers were like Chelsea Pier; all the pier-keepers had the air of castaways upon shaking islets. The passengers on the steamer would not have filled a motor-bus, and they carried themselves like melancholy adventurers who have begun to doubt the authenticity of the inspiration which sent them on a mysterious quest. Such was travel on the Thames in the years immediately before Londoners came to a final decision that the Thames was meet to be ignored by the genteel town which it had begotten.

George and Marguerite sat close together near the prow, saying little, the one waiting to spring, the other to suffer onslaught. It was in Lambeth Reach that the broad, brimming river challenged and seized George’s imagination. A gusty, warm, south-west wind met the rushing tide and blew it up into foamy waves. The wind was powerful, but the tide was irresistible. Far away, Land’s End having divided the Atlantic surge, that same wind was furiously driving vast waters up the English Channel and round the Forelands, and also vast waters up the west coast of Britain. The twin surges had met again in the outer estuary of the Thames and joined their terrific impulses to defy the very wind which had given them strength, and the mighty flux swept with unregarding power through the mushroom city whose existence on its banks was a transient episode in the everlasting life of the river.

The river seemed to threaten the city that had confined it in stone. And George, in the background of his mind, which was obsessed by the tormenting enigma of the girl by his side, also threatened the city. With the uncompromising arrogance of the student who has newly acquired critical ideas, he estimated and judged it. He cursed the Tate Gallery and utterly damned Doulton’s works. He sternly approved Lambeth Palace, the Houses of Parliament, Westminster Abbey, Somerset House, Waterloo Bridge, and St. Paul’s. He cursed St. Thomas’s Hospital and the hotels. He patronized New Scotland Yard. The “Isambard Brunel” penetrated more and more into the heart of the city, fighting for every yard of her progress. Flags stood out straight in the blue sky traversed by swift white clouds. Huge rudder-less barges, each with a dwarf in the stern struggling at a giant’s oar, were borne westwards broadside on like straws upon the surface of a hurrying brook. A launch with an orchestra on board flew gaily past. Tugs with a serpentine tail of craft threaded perilously through the increasing traffic. Railway trains, cabs, coloured omnibuses, cyclists, and footfarers mingled in and complicated the scene. Then the first ocean-going steamer appeared, belittling all else. And then the calm, pale beauty of the custom-house at last humbled George, and for an instant made him think that he could never do anything worth doing. His pride leapt up, unconquerable. The ocean-going steamers, as they multiplied on the river, roused in him wild and painful longings to rush to the ends of the earth and gorge himself on the immense feast which the great romantic earth had to offer.

“By Jove!” he exclaimed passionately. “I’d give something to go to Japan.”

“Would you?” Marguerite answered with mildness. She had not the least notion of what he was feeling. Her voice responded to him, but her imagination did not respond. True, as he had always known, she had no ambition! The critical quality of his mood developed. The imperious impulse came to take her to task.

“What’s the latest about your father?” he asked, with a touch of impatient, aggrieved disdain. Both were aware that the words had opened a crucial interview between them. She moved nervously on the seat. The benches that ran along the deck-rails met in an acute angle at the stem of the steamer, so that the pair sat opposite each other with their knees almost touching. He went on: “I hear he hasn’t gone back to the office yet.”

“No,” said Marguerite. “But he’ll start again on Monday, I think.”

“But is he fit to go back? I thought he looked awful.”

She flushed slightly–at the indirect reference to the episode in the basement on the night of the death.

“It will do him good to go back,” said Marguerite. “I’m sure he misses the office dreadfully.”

George gazed at her person. Under the thin glove he suddenly detected the form of her ring. She was wearing it again, then. (He could not remember whether she had worn it at their last meeting, in Agg’s studio. The very curious fact was that at their last meeting he had forgotten to look for the ring.) Not only was she wearing the ring, but she carried a stylish little handbag which he had given her. When he bought that bag, in the Burlington Arcade, it had been a bag like any other bag. But now it had become part of her, individualized by her personality, a mysterious and provocative bag. Everything she wore, down to her boots and even her bootlaces so neatly threaded and knotted, was mysterious and provocative. He examined her face. It was marvellously beautiful; it was ordinary; it was marvellously beautiful. He knew her to the depths; he did not know her at all; she was a chance acquaintance; she was a complete stranger.

“How are you getting on with him? You know you really ought to tell me.”

“Oh, George!” she said, earnestly vivacious. “You’re wrong in thinking he’s not nice to me. He is He’s quite forgiven me.”

“Forgiven you!” George took her up. “I should like to know what he had to forgive.”

“Well,” she murmured timorously. “You understand what I mean.”

He drummed his elegant feet on the striated deck. Out of the corner of his left eye he saw the mediaeval shape of the Tower rapidly disappearing. In front were the variegated funnels and masts of fleets gathered together in St. Katherine’s Dock and London Dock. The steamer gained speed as she headed from Cherry Gardens Pier towards the middle of the river. She was a frail trifle compared with the big boats that lined the wharves; but in herself she had size and irresistible force, travelling quite smoothly over the short, riotous, sparkling waves which her cut-water divided and spurned away on either side. Only a tremor faintly vibrated throughout her being.

“Has he forgiven you for being engaged?” George demanded, with rough sarcasm.

She showed no resentment of his tone, but replied gently:

“I did try to mention it once, but it was no use–he wasn’t in a condition. He made me quite afraid–not for me of course, but for him.”

“Well, I give it up!” said George. “I simply give it up! It’s past me. How soon’s he going to _be_ in condition? He can’t keep us walking about the streets for ever.”

“No, of course not!” She smiled to placate him.

There was a pause, and then George, his eyes fixed on her hand, remarked:

“I see you’ve got your ring on.”

She too looked at her hand.

“My ring? Naturally. What do you mean?”

He proceeded cruelly:

“I suppose you don’t wear it in the house, so that the sight of it shan’t annoy him.”

She flushed once more.

“Oh, George, dear!” Her glance asked for mercy, for magnanimity.

“Do you wear it when you’re in the house, or don’t you?”

Her eyes fell.

“I daren’t excite him. Truly, I daren’t. It wouldn’t do. It wouldn’t be right.”

She was admitting George’s haphazard charge against her. He was astounded. But he merely flung back his head and raised his eyebrows. He thought:

“And yet she sticks to it he’s nice to her! My God!”

He said nothing aloud. The Royal Hospital, Greenwich, showed itself in the distance like a domed island rising fabulously out of the blue-green water. Even far off, before he could decipher the main contours of the gigantic quadruple pile, the vision excited him. His mind, darkened by the most dreadful apprehensions concerning Marguerite, dwelt on it darkly, sardonically, and yet with pleasure. And he proudly compared his own disillusions with those of his greatest forerunners. His studies, and the example of Mr. Enwright, had inspired him with an extremely enthusiastic worship of Inigo Jones, whom he classed, not without reason, among the great creative artists of Europe. He snorted when he heard the Royal Hospital referred to as the largest and finest charitable institution in the world. For him it was the supreme English architectural work. He snorted at the thought of that pompous and absurd monarch James I ordering Inigo Jones to design him a palace surpassing all palaces and choosing a sublime site therefor, and then doing nothing. He snorted at the thought of that deluded monarch Charles I ordering Inigo Jones to design him a palace surpassing all palaces, and receiving from Inigo Jones the plans of a structure which would have equalled in beauty and eclipsed in grandeur any European structure of the Christian era–even Chambord, even the Escurial, even Versailles–and then accomplishing nothing beyond a tiny fragment of the sublime dream. He snorted at the thought that Inigo Jones had died at the age of nearly eighty ere the foundations of the Greenwich palace had begun to be dug, and without having seen more than the fragment of his unique Whitehall–after a youth spent in arranging masques for a stupid court, and an old age spent in disappointment. But then no English monarch had ever begun and finished a palace. George wished, rather venturesomely, that he had lived under Francis I!…

The largest and finest charitable institution! The ineffable William and Mary had merely turned it into a charitable institution because they did not know what else to do with it. The mighty halls which ought to have resounded to the laughter of the mistresses of Charles II were diverted to the inevitable squalor of almsgiving. The mutilated victims of the egotism and the fatuity of kings were imprisoned there together under the rules and regulations of charity, the cruellest of all rules and regulations. And all was done meanly–that is, all that interested George. Christopher Wren, who was building St. Paul’s and fighting libels and slanders at a salary of two hundred a year, came down to Greenwich and for years worked immortally for nothing amid material difficulties that never ceased to multiply; and he too was beaten by the huge monster. Then Vanbrugh arrived and blithely finished in corrupt brick and flaming manifestations of decadence that which the pure and monumental genius of Inigo Jones had first conceived. The north frontages were marvels of beauty; the final erections to the south amounted to an outrage upon Jones and Wren. Still, the affair was the largest and finest charitable institution on earth! What a country, thought George, hugging injustice! So it had treated Jones and Wren and many another. So it had treated Enwright. And so it would treat, was already treating, him, George. He did not care. As the steamer approached Greenwich, and the details of the aborted palace grew clearer, and he could distinguish between the genius of Jones and the genius of Wren, he felt grimly and victoriously sure that both Jones and Wren had had the best of the struggle against indifference and philistinism–as he too would have the best of the struggle, though he should die obscure and in penury. He was miserable and resentful, and yet he was triumphant. The steamer stopped at the town-pier.

“Are we there?” said Marguerite. “Already?”

“Yes,” said he. “And I think we may as well go back by the same steamer.”

She concurred. However, an official insisted on them disembarking, even if they meant to re-embark at once. They, went ashore. The facade of the palace-hospital stretched majestically to the left of them, in sharp perspective, a sensational spectacle.

“It’s very large,” Marguerite commented. Her voice was nervous.

“Yes, it’s rather more than large,” he said dryly.

He would not share his thoughts with her. He knew that she had some inklings of taste, but in that moment he preferred to pretend that her artistic perception was on a level with that of William and Mary. They boarded the steamer again, and took their old places; and the menacing problem of their predicament was still between them.

“We can have some tea downstairs if you like,” he said, after the steamer had turned round and started upstream.

She answered in tones imperfectly controlled:

“No, thank you. I feel as if I couldn’t swallow anything.” And she looked up at him very quickly; with the embryo of a smile, and then looked down again very quickly, because she could not bring the smile to maturity.

George thought:

“Am I going to have a scene with her–on the steamer?” It would not matter much if a scene did occur. There was nobody else on deck forward of the bridge. They were alone–they were more solitary than they might have been in the studio, or in any room at No. 8. The steamer was now nearly heading the wind, but she travelled more smoothly, for she had the last of the flood-tide under her.

George said kindly and persuasively:

“Upon my soul, I don’t know what the old gentleman’s got against me.”

She eagerly accepted his advance, which seemed to give her courage.

“But there’s nothing to know, dear. We both know that. There’s nothing at all. And yet of course I can understand it. So can you. In fact it was you who first explained it to me. If you’d left No. 8 when I did and he’d heard of our engagement afterwards, he wouldn’t have thought anything of it. But it was you staying on in the house that did it, and him not knowing of the engagement. He thought you used to come to see me at nights at the studio, me and Agg, and make fun of everything at No. 8–especially of his wife. He’s evidently got some such idea in his head, and there’s no getting it out again.”

“But it’s childish.”

“I know. However, we’ve said all this before, haven’t we?”

“But the idea’s _got_ to be got out of his head again!” said George vigorously–more dictatorially and less persuasively than before.

Marguerite offered no remark.

“And after all,” George continued, “he couldn’t have been so desperately keen on–your stepmother. When he married her your mother hadn’t been dead so very long, had she?”

“No. But he never cared for mother anything like so much as he cared for Mrs. Lobley–at least not as far back as I can remember. It was a different sort of thing altogether. I think he was perfectly mad about Mrs. Lobley. Oh! He stood mother’s death much–much better than hers! You’ve no idea–“

“Oh yes, I have. We know all about that sort of thing,” said George the man of the world impatiently.

Marguerite said tenderly:

“It’s broken him.”

“Nonsense!”

“It has, George.” Her voice was very soft.

But George would not listen to the softness of her voice.

“Well,” he objected firmly and strongly, “supposing it has! What then? We’re sorry for him. What then? That affair has nothing to do with our affair. Is all that reason why I shouldn’t see you in your own home? Or are we to depend on Agg–when she happens to be at her studio? Or are we always to see each other in the street, or in museums and things–or steamers–just as if you were a shop-girl? We may just as well look facts in the face, you know.”

She flushed. Her features changed under emotion.

“Oh! George! I don’t know what to do.”

“Then you think he’s determined not to have anything to do with me?”

She was silent.

“You think he’s determined not to have anything to do with me, I say?”

“He may change,” Marguerite murmured.

“‘May change’ be dashed! We’ve got to know where we stand.”

He most surprisingly stood up, staring at her. She did not speak, but she lifted her eyes to his with timid courage. They were wet. George abruptly walked away along the deck. The steamer was passing the custom-house again. The tide had now almost slacked. Fresh and heavier clouds had overcast the sky. All the varied thoughts of the afternoon were active in George’s head at once: architecture, architects, beauty, professional injustices, girls–his girl. Each affected the others, for they were deeply entangled. It is a fact that he could not put Inigo Jones and Christopher Wren out of his head; he wondered what had been their experiences with women, histories and textbooks of architecture did not treat of this surely important aspect of architecture! He glanced at Marguerite from the distance. He remembered what Agg had said to him about her; but what Agg had said did not appear to help him practically…. Why had he left Marguerite? Why was he standing thirty feet from her and observing her inimically? He walked back to her, sat down, and said calmly:

“Listen to me, darling. Suppose we arrange now, definitely, to get married in two years’ time. How will that do for you?”

“But, George, can you be sure that you’ll be able to marry in two years?”

He put his chin forward.

“You needn’t worry about that,” said he. “You needn’t think because I’ve failed in an exam. I don’t know what I’m about. You leave all that to me. In two years I shall be able enough to keep a wife–_and_ well! Now, shall we arrange to get married in two years’ time?”

“It might be a fearful drag for you,” she said. “Because, you know, I don’t really earn very much.”

“That’s not the point. I don’t care what you earn. I shan’t want you to earn anything–so far as that goes. Any earning that’s wanted I shall be prepared to do. I’ll put it like this: Supposing I’m in a position to keep you, shall we arrange to get married in two years’ time?” He found a fierce pleasure in reiterating the phrase. “So long as that’s understood, I don’t mind the rest. If we have to depend on Agg, or meet in the streets–never mind. It’ll be an infernal nuisance, but I expect I can stand it as well as you can. Moreover, I quite see your difficulty–quite. And let’s hope the old gentleman will begin to have a little sense.”

“Oh, George! If he only would!”

He did not like her habit of “Oh, George! Oh! George!”

“Well?” He waited, ignoring her pious aspiration.

“I don’t know what to say, George.”

He restrained himself.

“We’re engaged, aren’t we?” She gave no answer, and he repeated: “We’re engaged, aren’t we?”

“Yes.”

“That’s all right. Well, will you give me your absolute promise to marry me in two years’ time–if I’m in a position to keep you? It’s quite simple. You say you don’t know what to say. But you’ve got to know what to say.” As he looked at her averted face, his calmness began to leave him.

“Oh, George! I can’t promise that!” she burst out, showing at length her emotion. The observant skipper on the bridge noted that there were a boy and a girl forward having a bit of a tiff.

George trembled. All that Agg had said recurred to him once more. But what could he do to act on it? Anger was gaining, on him.

“Why not?” he menaced.

“It would have to depend on how father was. Surely you must see that!”

“Indeed I don’t see it. I see quite the contrary. We’re engaged. You’ve got the first call on me, and I’ve got the first call on you–not your father.” The skin over his nose was tight, owing to the sudden swelling of two points, one on either side of the bone.

“George, I couldn’t leave him–again. I think now I may have been wrong to leave him before. However, that’s over. I couldn’t leave him again. It would be very wrong. He’d be all alone.”

“Well, then, let him be friends with me.”

“I do wish he would.”

“Yes. Well, wishing won’t do much good. If there’s any trouble it’s entirely your father’s fault. And what I want to know is–will you give me your absolute promise to marry me in two years’ time?”

“I can’t, George. It wouldn’t be honest. I can’t! I can’t! How can you ask me to throw over my duty to father?”

He rose and walked away again. She was profoundly moved, but no sympathy for her mitigated his resentment. He considered that her attitude was utterly monstrous–monstrous! He could not find a word adequate for it. He was furious; his fury increased with each moment. He returned to the prow, but did not sit down.

“Don’t you think, then, you ought to choose between your father and me?” he said in a low, hard voice, standing over her.

“What do you mean?” she faltered.

“What do I mean? It’s plain enough what I mean, isn’t it? Your father may live twenty years yet. Nobody knows. The older he gets the more obstinate he’ll be. We may be kept hanging about for years and years and years. Indefinitely. What’s the sense of it? You say you’ve got your duty, but what’s the object of being engaged?”

“Do you want to break it off, George?”

“Now don’t put it like that. You know I don’t want to break it off. You know I want to marry you. Only you won’t, and I’m not going to be made a fool of. I’m absolutely innocent.”

“Of course you are!” she agreed eagerly.

“Well, I’m not going to be made a fool of by your father. If we’re engaged, you know what it means. Marriage. If it doesn’t mean that, then I say we’ve no right to be engaged.”

Marguerite seemed to recoil at the last words, but she recovered herself. And then, heedless of being in a public place, she drew off her glove, and drew the engagement ring from her finger, and held it out to George. She could not speak. The gesture was her language. George was extremely staggered. He was stupefied for an instant. Then he took the ring, and under an uncontrollable savage impulse he threw it into the river. He did not move for a considerable time, staring at the river in front. Neither did she move. At length he said in a cold voice, without moving his head:

“Here’s Chelsea Pier.”

She got up and walked to the rail amidships. He followed. The steamer moored. A section of rail slid aside. The pier-keeper gave a hand to Marguerite, who jumped on to the pier. George hesitated. The pier-keeper challenged him testily:

“Now then, are ye coming ashore or aren’t ye?”

George could not move. The pier-keeper banged the rail to close the gap, and cast off the ropes, and the steamer resumed her voyage.

A minute later George saw Marguerite slowly crossing the gangway from the pier to the embankment. There she went! She was about to be swallowed up in the waste of human dwellings, in the measureless and tragic expanse of the indifferent town…. She was gone. Curse her, with her reliability! She was too reliable. He knew that. Her father could rely on her. Curse her, with her outrageous, incredibly cruel, and unjust sense of duty! She had held him once. Once the sight of her had made him turn hot and cold. Once the prospect of life without her had seemed unbearable. He had loved her instinctively and intensely. He now judged and condemned her. Her beauty, her sweetness, her belief in him, her reliability–these qualities were neutralized by her sense of duty, awful, uncompromising, blind to fundamental justice. The affair was over. If he knew her, he knew also himself. The affair was over. He was in despair. His mind went round and round like a life-prisoner exercising in an enclosed yard. No escape! Till then, he had always believed in his luck. Infantile delusion! He was now aware that destiny had struck him a blow once for all. But of course he did not perceive that he was too young, not ripe, for such a blow. The mark of destiny was on his features, and it was out of place there…. He had lost Marguerite. And what had he lost? What was there in her? She was not brilliant; she had no position; she had neither learning nor wit. He could remember nothing remarkable that they had ever said to each other. Indeed, their conversations had generally been rather banal. But he could remember how they had felt, how he had felt, in their hours together…. The sensation communicated to him by her hand when he had drawn off her glove in the tremendous silence of the hansom! Marvellous, exquisite, magical sensation that no words of his could render! And there had been others as rare. These scenes were love; they were Marguerite; they were what he had lost…. Strange, that he should throw the ring into the river! Nevertheless it was a right gesture. She deserved it. She was absolutely wrong; he was absolutely right–she had admitted it. Towards him she had no excuse. Logically her attitude was absurd. Yet no argument would change it. Stupid–that was what she was! Stupid! And ruthless! She would be capable of martyrizing the whole world to her sense of duty, her damnable, insane sense of duty…. She was gone. He was ruined; she had ruined him. But he respected her. He hated to respect her, but he respected her.

A thought leapt up in his mind–and who could have guessed it? It was the thought that the secrecy of the engagement would save him from a great deal of public humiliation. He would have loathed saying: “We’ve broken it off.”

CHAPTER VIII

INSPIRATION

I

George, despite his own dispositions, as he went up in the lift, to obviate the danger of such a mishap, was put out of countenance by the overwhelming splendour of Miss Irene Wheeler’s flat. And he did not quite recover his aplomb until the dinner was nearly finished. The rooms were very large and lofty; they blazed with electric light, though the day had not yet gone; they gleamed with the polish of furniture, enamel, bookbindings, marble, ivory, and precious metals; they were ennobled by magnificent pictures, and purified by immense quantities of lovely flowers. George had made the mistake of arriving last. He found in the vast drawing-room five people who had the air of being at home and intimate together. There were, in addition to the hostess, Lois and Laurencine Ingram, Everard Lucas, and a Frenchman from the French Embassy whose name he did not catch. Miss Wheeler wore an elaborate Oriental costume, and apologized for its simplicity on the grounds that she was fatigued by a crowded and tiresome reception which she had held that afternoon, and that the dinner was to be without ceremony. This said, her conversation seemed to fail, but she remained by George’s side, apart from the others. George saw not the least vestige of the ruinous disorder which, in the society to which he was accustomed, usually accompanied a big afternoon tea, or any sign of a lack of ceremony. He had encountered two male servants in the hall, and had also glimpsed a mulatto woman in a black dress and a white apron, and a Frenchwoman in a black dress and a black apron. Now a third man-servant entered, bearing an enormous silver-gilt tray on which were multitudinous bottles, glasses, decanters, and jugs. George comprehended that _aperitifs_ were being offered. The tray contained enough cocktails and other combinations, some already mingled and some not, to produce a factitious appetite in the stomachs of a whole platoon. The girls declined, Miss Wheeler declined, the Frenchman declined, George declined (from prudence and diffidence); only Lucas took an _aperitif_, and he took it, as George admitted, in style. The man-servant, superbly indifferent to refusals, marched processionally off with the loaded tray. The great principle of conspicuous ritualistic waste had been illustrated in a manner to satisfy the most exacting standard of the leisured class; and incidentally a subject of talk was provided.

George observed the name of ‘Renoir’ on the gorgeous frame of a gorgeous portrait in oils of the hostess.

“Is that a Renoir?” he asked the taciturn Miss Wheeler, who seemed to jump at the opening with relief.

“Yes,” she said, with her slight lisp. “I’m glad you noticed it. Come and look at it. Do you think it’s a good one? Do you like Renoir?”

By good fortune George had seen a Renoir or two in Paris under the guidance of Mr. Enwright. They stared at the portrait together.

“It’s awfully distinguished,” he decided, employing a useful adjective which he had borrowed from Mr. Enwright.

“Isn’t it!” she said, turning her wondrous complexion towards him, and admiring his adjective. “I have a Boldini too.”

He followed her across the room to the Boldini portrait of herself, which was dazzling in its malicious flattery.

“And here’s a Nicholson,” she said.

Those three portraits were the most striking pictures in the _salon_, but there were others of at least equal value.

“Are you interested in fans?” she demanded, and pulled down a switch which illuminated the interior of a large cabinet full of fans. She pointed out fans painted by Lami, Glaize, Jacquemart. “That one is supposed to be a Lancret,” she said. “But I’m not sure about it, and I don’t know anybody that is. Here’s the latest book on the subject.” She indicated Lady Charlotte Schreiber’s work in two volumes which, bound in vellum and gold, lay on a table. “But of course it only deals with English fans. However, Conder is going to do me a couple. He was here yesterday to see me about them. Of course you know him. What a wonderful man! The only really cosmopolitan artist in England, I say, now Beardsley’s dead. I’ve got a Siegfried drawing by Beardsley. He was a great friend of mine. I adored him.”

“This is a fine thing,” said George, touching a bronze of a young girl on the same table as the books.

“You think so?” Miss Wheeler responded uncertainly. “I suppose it _is_. It’s a Gilbert. He gave it me. But do you really think it compares with this Barye? It doesn’t, does it?” She directed him to another bronze of a crouching cheetah.

So she moved him about. He was dazed. His modest supply of adjectives proved inadequate. When she paused, he murmured:

“It’s a great room you’ve managed to get here.”

“Ah!” she cried thinly. “But you’ve no idea of the trouble I’ve had over this room. Do you know it’s really two rooms. I had to take two flats in order to fix this room.”

She was launched on a supreme topic, and George heard a full history. She would not have a house. She would have a flat. She instructed house-agents to find for her the best flat in London. There was no best flat in London. London landlords did not understand flats, which were comprehended only in Paris. The least imperfect flats in London were two on a floor, and as their drawing-rooms happened to be contiguous on their longer sides, she had the idea of leasing two intolerable flats so as to obtain one flat that was tolerable. She had had terrible difficulties about the central heating. No flats in London were centrally heated except in the corridors and on the staircases. However, she had imposed her will on the landlord, and radiators had appeared in every room. George had a vision of excessive wealth subjugating the greatest artists and riding with implacable egotism over the customs and institutions of a city obstinately conservative. The cost and the complexity of Irene Wheeler’s existence amazed and intimidated George–for this double flat was only one of her residences. He wondered what his parents would say if they could see him casually treading the oak parquetry and the heavy rugs of the resplendent abode. And then he thought, the humble and suspicious upstart: “There must be something funny about her, or she wouldn’t be asking _me_ here!”

They went in to dinner, without ceremony. George was last, the hostess close to his side.

“Who’s the Frenchman?” he inquired casually, with the sudden boldness that often breaks out of timidity. “I didn’t catch.”

“It’s Monsieur Defourcambault,” said Miss Wheeler in a low voice of sincere admiration. “He’s from the Embassy. A most interesting man. Been everywhere. Seen everything. Read everything. Done everything.”

George could not but be struck by the ingenuous earnestness of her tone, so different from the perfunctory accents in which she had catalogued her objects of art.

The dining-room, the dinner, and the service of the dinner were equally superb. The broad table seemed small in the midst of the great mysterious chamber, of which the illumination was confined by shades to the centre. The glance wandering round the obscurity of the walls could rest on nothing that was not obviously in good taste and very costly. The three men-servants, moving soundless as phantoms, brought burdens from a hidden country behind a gigantic screen, and at intervals in the twilight near the screen could be detected the transient gleam of the white apron of the mulatto, whose sex clashed delicately and piquantly with the grave, priest-like performances of the male menials. The table was of mahogany covered with a sheet of plate-glass. A large gold epergne glittered in the middle. Suitably dispersed about the rim of the board were six rectangular islands of pale lace, and on each island lay a complete set of the innumerable instruments and condiments necessary to the proper consumption of the meal. Thus, every diner dined independently, cut off from his fellows, but able to communicate with them across expanses of plate-glass over mahogany. George was confused by the multiplicity of metal tools and crystal receptacles–he alone had four wine-glasses–but in the handling of the tools he was saved from shame by remembering the maxim–a masterpiece of terse clarity worthy of a class which has given its best brains to the perfecting of the formalities preliminary to deglutition: “Take always from the outside.”

The man from the French Embassy sat on the right of the hostess, and George on her left. George had Lois Ingram on his left. Laurencine was opposite her sister. Everard Lucas, by command of the hostess, had taken the foot of the table and was a sort of ‘Mr. Vice.’ The six people were soon divided into two equal groups, one silent and the other talkative, the talkative three being M. Defourcambault, Laurencine and Lucas. The diplomatist, though he could speak diplomatic English, persisted in speaking French. Laurencine spoke French quite perfectly, with exactly the same idiomatic ease as the Frenchman. Lucas neither spoke nor understood French–he had been to a great public school. Nevertheless these three attained positive loquacity. Lucas guessed at words, or the Frenchman obliged with bits of English, or Laurencine interpreted. Laurencine was far less prim and far more girlish than at the Cafe Royal. She kept all the freshness of her intensely virginal quality, but she was at ease. Her rather large body was at ease, continually restless in awkward and exquisite gestures; she laughed at ease, and made fun at ease. She appeared to have no sex-consciousness, nor even to suspect that she was a most delightful creature. The conversation was disjointed in its gaiety, and had no claim to the attention of the serious. Laurencine said that Lucas ought really to know French. Lucas said he would learn if she would teach him. Laurencine said that she would teach him if he would have his first lesson instantly, during dinner. Lucas said that wasn’t fair. Laurencine said that it was. Both of them appealed to M. Defourcambault. M. Defourcambault said that it was fair. Lucas said that there was a plot between them, but that he would consent to learn at once if Laurencine would play the piano for him after dinner. Laurencine said she didn’t play. Lucas said she did. M. Defourcambault, invoked once again, said that she played magnificently. Laurencine blushed, and asked M. Defourcambault how he could!… And so on, indefinitely. It was all naught; yet the taciturn three, smiling indulgently and glancing from one to another of the talkers, as taciturn and constrained persons must, envied that peculiar ability to maintain a rush and gush of chatter.

George was greatly disappointed in Lois. In the period before dinner his eyes had avoided her, and now, since they sat side by side, he could not properly see her without deliberately looking at her: which he would not do. She gave no manifestation. She was almost glum. Her French, though free, was markedly inferior to Laurencine’s. She denied any interest in music. George decided, with self-condemnation, that he had been deliberately creating in his own mind an illusion about her; on no other hypothesis could either his impatience to meet her to-night, or his disappointment at not meeting her on the night of the Cafe Royal dinner, be explained. She was nothing, after all. And he did not deeply care for Miss Irene Wheeler, whom he could watch at will. She might be concealing something very marvellous, but she was dull, and she ignored the finer responsibilities of a hostess. She collected many beautiful things; she had some knowledge of what they were; she must be interested in them–or why should she trouble to possess them? She must have taste. And yet had she taste? Was she interested in her environment? A tone, a word, will create suspicion that the exhibition of expertise for hours cannot allay. George did not like the Frenchman. The Frenchman was about thirty–small, thin, fair, with the worn face of the man who lives several lives at once. He did not look kind; he did not look reliable; and he offered little evidence in support of Miss Wheeler’s ardent assertion that he had been everywhere, seen everything, read everything, done everything. He assuredly had not, for example, read Verlaine, who was mentioned by Miss Wheeler. Now George had read one or two poems of Verlaine, and thought them unique; hence he despised M. Defourcambault. He could read French, in a way, but he was incapable of speaking a single word of it in the presence of compatriots; the least mono-syllable would have died on his lips. He was absurdly envious of those who could speak two languages; he thought sometimes that he would prefer to be able to speak two languages than to do anything else in the world; not to be able to speak two languages humiliated him intensely; he decided to ‘take up French seriously’ on the morrow; but he had several times arrived at a similar decision.

If Lois was glum, George too was glum. He wished he had not come to the dinner; he wished he could be magically transported to the solitude of his room at the club. He slipped into a reverie about the Marguerite affair. Nobody could have divined that scarcely twenty-four hours earlier he had played a principal part in a tragedy affecting his whole life. He had borne the stroke better than he otherwise would have done for the simple reason that nobody knew of his trouble. He had not to arrange his countenance for the benefit of people who were aware what was behind the countenance. But also he was philosophical. He recognized that the Marguerite affair was over. She would never give way, and he would never give way. She was wrong. He had been victimized. He had behaved with wisdom and with correctness (save for the detail of throwing the ring into the Thames). Agg’s warnings and injunctions were ridiculous. What could he have done that he had not done? Run away with Marguerite, carry her off? Silly! No, he was well out of the affair. He perceived the limitations of the world in which Marguerite lived. It was a world too small and too austere for him. He required the spaciousness and the splendour of the new world in which Irene Wheeler and the Ingrams lived. Yea, though it was a world that excited the sardonic in him, he liked it. It flattered authentic, if unsuspected, appetites in him. Still, the image of Marguerite inhabited his memory. He saw her as she stood between himself and old Haim in the basement of No. 8. He heard her…. She was absolutely unlike any other girl; she was so gentle, so acquiescent. Only she put her lover second to her father…. What would Miss Wheeler think of the basement of No. 8?

The chatterers, apropos of songs in musical comedies, were talking about a French popular song concerning Boulanger.

“You knew Boulanger, didn’t you, Jules?” Miss Wheeler suggested.

M. Defourcambault looked round, content. He related in English how his father had been in the very centre of the Boulangist movement, and had predicted disaster to the General’s cause from the instant that Madame de Bonnemain came on the scene. (Out of consideration for the girls, M. Defourcambault phrased his narrative with neat discretion.) His grandfather also had been of his father’s opinion, and his grandfather was in the Senate, and had been Minister at Brussels…. He affirmed that Madame de Bonnemain had telegraphed to Boulanger to leave Paris at the very moment when his presence in Paris was essential, and Boulanger had obediently gone. He said that he always remembered what his mother had said to him: a clever woman irregularly in love with a man may make his fortune, but a stupid woman is certain to ruin it. Finally he related how he, Jules Defourcambault, had driven the General’s carriage on a famous occasion through Paris, and how the populace in its frenzy of idolatry had even climbed on to the roof of the carriage.

“And what did you do, then?” George demanded in the hard tone of a cross-examiner.

“I drove straight on,” said M. Defourcambault, returning George’s cold stare.

This close glimpse into history–into politics and passion–excited George considerably. He was furiously envious of M. Defourcambault, who had been in the middle of things all his life, whose father, mother, and grandfather were all in the middle of things. M. Defourcambault had an immense and unfair advantage over him. To whatever heights he might rise, George would never be in a position to talk as M. Defourcambault talked of his forbears. He would always have to stand alone, and to fight for all he wanted. He could not even refer to his father. He scorned M. Defourcambault because M. Defourcambault was not worthy of his heritage. M. Defourcambault was a little rotter, yet he had driven the carriage of Boulanger in a crisis of the history of France! Miss Wheeler, however, did not scorn M. Defourcambault. On the contrary, she looked at him with admiration, as though he had now proved that he had been everywhere, seen everything, and done everything. George’s mood was black. He was a nobody; he would always be a nobody; why should he be wasting his time and looking a fool in this new world?

II

After dinner, in the drawing-room which had cost Irene Wheeler an extra flat, there was, during coffee, a certain amount of general dullness, slackness, and self-consciousness which demonstrated once more Miss Wheeler’s defects as a hostess. Miss Wheeler would not or could not act as shepherdess and inspirer to her guests. She reclined, and charmingly left them to manufacture the evening for her. George was still disappointed and disgusted; for he had imagined, very absurdly as he admitted, that artistic luxuriousness always implied social dexterity and the ability to energize and reinvigorate diversion without apparent effort. There were moments during coffee which reminded him of the maladroit hospitalities of the Five Towns.

Then Everard Lucas opened the piano, and the duel between him and Laurencine was resumed. The girl yielded. Electric lights were adjusted. She began to play, while Lucas, smoking, leaned over the piano. George was standing by himself at a little distance behind the piano. He had perhaps been on his way to a chair when suddenly caught and immobilized by one of those hazards which do notoriously occur–the victim never remembers how–in drawing-rooms. Hands in pockets, he looked aimlessly about, smiling perfunctorily, and wondering where he should settle or whether he should remain where he was. In the deep embrasure of the large east bow-window Lois was lounging. She beckoned to him, not with her hand but with a brief, bright smile–she smiled rarely–and with a lifting of the chin. He responded alertly and pleasurably, and went to sit beside her. Such invitations from young women holding themselves apart in obscurity are never received without excitement and never unanswered.

Crimson curtains of brocaded silk would have cut off the embrasure entirely from the room had they been fully drawn, but they were not fully drawn; one was not drawn at all, and the other was only half drawn. Still, the mere fact of the curtains, drawn or undrawn, did morally separate the embrasure from the _salon_; and the shadows thickened in front of the window. The smile had gone from Lois’s face, but it had been there. Sequins glittered on her dark dress, the line of the low neck of which was distinct against the pallor of the flesh. George could follow the outlines of her slanted, plump body from the hair and freckled face down to the elaborate shoes. The eyes were half closed. She did not speak. The figure of Laurencine, whose back was towards the window, received an aura from the electric light immediately over the music-stand of the piano. She played brilliantly. She played with a brilliance that astonished George…. She was exceedingly clever, was this awkward girl who had not long since left school Her body might be awkward, but not her hands. The music radiated from the piano and filled the room with brightness, with the illusion of the joy of life, and with a sense of triumph. To George it was an intoxication.

A man-servant entered with a priceless collection of bon-bons, some of which he deferentially placed on a small table in the embrasure. To do so he had to come into the embrasure, disturbing the solitude, which had already begun to exist, of Lois and George. He ignored the pair. His sublime indifference seemed to say: “I am beyond good and evil.” But at the same time it left them more sensitively awake to themselves than before. The hostess indolently muttered an order to the man, and in passing the door on his way out he extinguished several lights. The place and the hour grew romantic. George was impressed by the scene, and he eagerly allowed it to impress him. It was, to him, a marvellous scene; the splendour of the apartment, the richly attired girls, the gay, exciting music, the spots of high light, the glooms, the glimpses everywhere of lovely objects. He said to himself: “I was born for this.”

Lois turned her head slowly and looked out of the window.

“Wonderful view from here,” she murmured.

George turned his head. The flat was on the sixth story. The slope of central London lay beneath. There was no moon, but there were stars in a clear night. Roofs; lighted windows; lines of lighted traffic; lines of lamps patterning the invisible meadows of a park; hiatuses of blackness; beyond, several towers scarcely discernible against the sky–the towers of Parliament, and the high tower of the Roman Catholic Cathedral: these were London.

“You haven’t seen it in daytime, have you?” said Lois.

“No. I’d sooner see it at night.”

“So would I.”

The reply, the sympathy in it, the soft, thrilled tone of It, startled him. His curiosity about Lois was being justified, after all. And he was startled too at the extraordinary surprises of his own being. Yesterday he had parted from Marguerite; not ten years ago, but yesterday. And now already he was conscious of pleasure, both physical and spiritual, in the voice of another girl heard in the withdrawn obscurity of the embrasure. Yes, and a girl whom he had despised! Yesterday he had seriously believed himself to be a celibate for life; he had dismissed for ever the hope of happiness. He had seen naught but a dogged and eternal infelicity. And now he was, if not finding happiness, expecting it. He felt disloyal–less precisely to Marguerite than to a vanished ideal. He felt that he ought to be ashamed. For Marguerite still existed; she was existing at that moment less than three miles off–somewhere over there in the dark.

“See the Cathedral tower?” he said.

“Yes,” she answered. “What a shame Bentley died, wasn’t it?”

He was more than startled, now–he was amazed and enchanted. Something touching and strange in her voice usually hard; something in the elegant fragility of her slipper! Everybody knew that Bentley was the architect of the Cathedral and that he had died of cancer on the tongue. The knowledge was not esoteric; it did not by itself indicate a passion for architecture or a comprehension of architecture. Yet when she said the exclamatory words, leaning far back in the seat, her throat emerging from the sequined frock, her tapping slipper peeping out beneath the skirt, she cast a spell on him. He perceived in her a woman gifted and endowed. This was the girl whom he had bullied in the automobile. She must have bowed in secret to his bullying; though he knew she had been hurt by it, she had given no sign of resentment, and her voice was acquiescent. Above all, she had remembered him.

“You only like doing very large buildings, don’t you?” she suggested.

“Who told you?”

“Everard.”

“Oh! Did old Lucas tell you? Well, he’s quite right.”

He had a sudden desire to talk to her about the great municipal building in the north that was soon to be competed for. He yielded to the desire. She listened, motionless. He gave vent to his regret that Mr. Enwright absolutely declined to enter for the competition. He said he had had ideas for it, and would have liked to work for it.

“But why don’t you go in for it yourself, George?” she murmured gravely.

“Me!” he exclaimed, almost frightened. “It wouldn’t be any good. I’m too young. Besides—-“

“How old are you?”

“Twenty-one.”

“Good heavens! You look twenty-five at least! I know I should go in for it if I were you–if I were a man.”

He understood her. She could not talk well. She could not easily be agreeable; she could easily be rude; she could not play the piano like the delightful Laurencine. But she was passionate. And she knew the force of ambition. He admired ambition perhaps more than anything. Ambition roused him. She was ambitious when she drove the automobile and endangered his life…. She had called him by his Christian name quite naturally. There was absolutely no nonsense about her. Now Marguerite was not in the slightest degree ambitious. The word had no significance for her.

“I couldn’t!” he insisted humbly. “I don’t know enough. It’s a terrific affair.”

She made no response. But she looked at him, and suddenly he saw the angel that Irene Wheeler and Laurencine had so enthusiastically spoken of at the Cafe Royal!

“I couldn’t!” he murmured.

He was insisting too much. He was insisting against himself. She had implanted the idea in his mind. Why had he not thought of it? Certainly he had not thought of it. Had he lacked courage to think of it? He beheld the idea as though it was an utterly original discovery, revolutionary, dismaying, and seductive. His inchoate plans for the building took form afresh in his brain. And the luxury by which he was surrounded whipped his ambition till it writhed.

Curious, she said no more! After a moment she sat up and took a sweet.

George saw, in a far corner, Jules Defourcambault talking very quietly to Irene Wheeler, whose lackadaisical face had become ingenuous and ardent as she listened to him under the shelter of the dazzling music. George felt himself to be within the sphere of unguessed and highly perturbing forces.

III

He left early. Lucas seemed to regard his departure as the act of a traitor, but he insisted on leaving. And in spite of Lucas’s great social success he inwardly condescended to Lucas. Lucas was not a serious man and could not comprehend seriousness. George went because he had to go, because the power of an idea drove him forth. He had no intention of sleeping. He walked automatically through dark London, and his eyes, turned within, saw nothing of the city. He did not walk quickly–he was too preoccupied to walk quickly–yet in his brain he was hurrying, he had not a moment to lose. The goal was immensely far off. His haste was as absurd and as fine as that of a man who, starting to cross Europe on foot, must needs run in order to get out of Calais and be fairly on his way.

At Russell Square he wondered whether he would be able to get into the office. However, there was still a light in the basement, and he rang the house-bell. The housekeeper’s daughter, a girl who played at being parlourmaid in the afternoons and brought bad tea and thick bread-and-butter to the privileged in the office, opened the front door with bridling exclamations of astonishment. She had her best frock on; her hair was in curling-pins; she smelt delicately of beer; the excitement of the Sunday League excursion and of the evening’s dalliance had not quite cooled in this respectable and experienced young creature of central London. She was very feminine and provocative and unparlourmaidish, standing there in the hall, and George passed by her as callously as though she had been a real parlourmaid on duty. She had to fly to her mother for the key of the office. Taking the key from the breathless, ardent little thing, he said that he would see to the front door being properly shut when he went out. That was all. Her legitimate curiosity about his visit had to go to bed hungry.

In the office he switched on the lights in Haim’s cubicle, in the pupils’ room, and in the principals’ room. He enjoyed the illumination and the solitude. He took deep breaths. He walked about. After rummaging for the sketches and the printed site-plan of the town hall projected by the northern city, he discovered them under John Orgreave’s desk. He moved them to Mr. Enwright’s desk, which was the best one, and he bent over them rapturously. Yes, the idea of entering for the competition himself was a magnificent idea. Strange that it should have occurred not to him, but to Lois! A disconcerting girl, Lois! She had said that he looked twenty-five. He liked that. Why should he not enter for the competition himself? He would enter for it. The decision was made, as usual without consulting anybody; instinct was his sole guide. Failure in the final examination was beside the point. Moreover, though he had sworn never to sit again, he could easily sit again in December; he could pass the exam, on his head. He might win the competition; to be even in the selected first six or ten would rank as a glorious achievement. But why should he not win outright? He was lucky, always had been lucky. It was essential that he should win outright. It was essential that he should create vast and grandiose structures, that he should have both artistic fame and worldly success. He could not wait long for success. He required luxury. He required a position enabling him to meet anybody and everybody on equal terms, and to fulfil all his desires.

He would not admit that he was too young for the enterprise. He was not too young. He refused to be too young. And indeed he felt that he had that very night become adult, and that a new impulse, reducing all previous impulses to unimportance, had inspired his life. He owed the impulse to the baffling Lois. Marguerite would never have given him such an impulse. Marguerite had no ambition either for herself or for him. She was profoundly the wrong girl for him. He admitted his error candidly, with the eagerness of youth. He had no shame about the blunder. And the girl’s environment was wrong for him also. What had he to do with Chelsea? Chelsea was a parish; it was not the world. He had been gravely disappointed in Chelsea. Marguerite had no shimmer of romance. She was homely. And she was content with her sphere. And she was not elegant; she had no kind of smartness; who would look twice at her? And she was unjust, she was unfair. She had lacerated his highly sensitive pride. She had dealt his conceit a frightful wound. He would not think of it.

And in fact he could ignore the wound in the exquisite activity of creating town halls for mighty municipalities. He drew plans with passion and with fury; he had scores of alternative schemes; he was a god fashioning worlds. Having drawn plans, he drew elevations and perspectives; he rushed to the files (rushed–because he was in haste to reach the goal) and studied afresh the schedules of accommodation for other municipal buildings that had been competed for in the past. Much as he hated detail, he stooped rather humbly to detail that night, and contended with it in all honesty. He worked for hours before he thought of lighting a cigarette.

It was something uncanny beyond the large windows that first gently and perceptibly began to draw away his mind from the profusion of town halls on the desk, and so indirectly reminded him of the existence of cigarettes. When he lighted a cigarette he stretched himself and glanced at the dark windows, of which the blinds had not been pulled down. He understood then what was the matter. Dawn was the matter. The windows were no longer quite dark. He looked out. A faint pallor in the sky, and some stars sickening therein, and underneath the silent square with its patient trees and indefatigable lamps! The cigarette tasted bad in his mouth, but he would not give it up. He yawned heavily. The melancholy of the square, awaiting without hope the slow, hard dawn, overcame him suddenly…. Marguerite was a beautiful girl; her nose was marvellous; he could never forget it. He could never forget her gesture as she intervened between him and her father in the basement at Alexandra Grove. They had painted lamp-shades together. She was angelically kind; she could not be ruffled; she would never criticize, never grasp, never exhibit selfishness. She was a unique combination of the serious and the sensuous. He felt the passionate, ecstatic clinging of her arm as they walked under the interminable chain of lamp-posts on Chelsea Embankment. Magical hours!… And how she could absorb herself in her work! And what a damned shame it was that rascally employers should have cut down her prices! It was intolerable; it would not bear thinking about. He dropped the cigarette and stamped on it angrily. Then he returned to the desk, and put his head in his hands and shut his eyes.

He awakened with a start of misgiving. He was alone in the huge house (for the basement was under the house and, somehow, did not count). Something was astir in the house. He could hear it through the doors ajar. His flesh crept. It was exactly like the flap of a washing-cloth on the stone stairs; it stopped; it came nearer. He thought inevitably of the dead Mrs. Haim, once charwoman and step cleaner. In an instant he believed fully in all that he had ever heard about ghosts and spirit manifestations. An icy wave passed down his spine. He felt that if the phantom of Mrs. Haim was approaching him he simply could not bear to meet it. The ordeal would kill him. Then he decided that the sounds were not those of a washing-cloth, but of slippered feet. Odd that he should have been so deluded. Somebody was coming down the long stairs from the upper stories, uninhabited at night. Burglars? He was still very perturbed, but differently perturbed. He could not move a muscle. The suspense as the footsteps hesitated at the cubicle was awful. George stood up straight and called out in a rough voice–louder than he expected it to be:

“Who’s there?”

Mr. Enwright appeared. He was wearing beautiful blue pyjamas and a plum-coloured silk dressing-gown and doe-skin slippers. His hair was extremely deranged; he blinked rapidly, and his lined face seemed very old.

“Well, I like this, I like this!” he said in a quiet, sardonic tone. “Sitting at my desk and blazing my electricity away! I happened to get up, and I looked out of the window and noticed the glare below. So I came to see what was afoot. Do you know you frightened me?–and I don’t like being frightened.”

“I hadn’t the slightest notion you ever slept here,” George feebly stammered.

“Didn’t you know I’d decided to keep a couple of rooms here for myself?”

“I had heard something about it, but I didn’t know you’d really moved in. I–I’ve been away so much.”

“I moved in, as you call it, to-day–yesterday, and a nice night you’re giving me! And even supposing I hadn’t moved in, what’s that got to do with your being here? Give me a cigarette.”

With hurrying deference George gave the cigarette, and struck a match for it, and as he held the match he had a near view of Mr. Enwright’s prosaic unshaved chin. The house was no longer the haunt of lurking phantoms; it was a common worldly house without any mystery or any menace. George’s skin was no longer the field of abnormal phenomena. Dawn was conquering Russell Square. On the other hand, George was no longer a giant of energy, initiating out of ample experience a tremendous and superb enterprise. He was suddenly diminished to a boy, or at best a lad. He really felt that it was ridiculous for him to be sketching and scratching away there in the middle of the night in his dress-clothes. Even his overcoat, hat, and fancy muffler cast on a chair seemed ridiculous. He was a child, pretending to be an adult. He glanced like a child at Mr. Enwright; he roughened his hair with his hand like a child. He had the most wistful and apologetic air.

He said:

“I just came along here for a bit instead of going to bed. I didn’t know it was so late.”

“Do you often just come along here?”

“No. I never did it before. But to-night—-“

“What is it you’re _at_?”

“I’d been thinking a bit about that new town hall.”

“What new town hall?”

“You know—-“

Mr. Enwright did know.

“But haven’t I even yet succeeded in making it clear that this firm is not going in for that particular competition?”

Mr. Enwright’s sarcastic and discontented tone challenged George, who stiffened.

“Oh! I know the firm isn’t going in for it. But what’s the matter with me going in for it?”

He forced himself to meet Mr. Enwright’s eyes, but he could not help blushing. He was scarcely out of his articles; he had failed in the Final; and he aspired to create the largest English public building of the last half-century.

“Are you quite mad?” Mr. Enwright turned away from the desk to the farther window, hiding his countenance.

“Yes,” said George firmly. “Quite!”

Mr. Enwright, after a pause, came back to the desk.

“Well, it’s something to admit that,” he sneered. “At any rate, we know where we are. Let’s have a look at the horrid mess.”

He made a number of curt observations as he handled the sheets of sketches.

“I see you’ve got that Saracenic touch in again.”

“What’s the scale here?”

“Is this really a town hall, or are you trying to beat the Temple at Karnak?”

“If that’s meant for an Ionic capital, no assessor would stand it. It’s against all the textbooks to have Ionic capitals where there’s a side-view of them. Not that it matters to me.”

“Have you made the slightest attempt to cube it up? You’d never get out of this under half a million, you know.”

Shaking his head, he retired once more to the window. George began to breathe more freely, as one who has fronted danger and still lives. Mr. Enwright addressed the window:

“It’s absolute folly to start on a thing like that before the conditions are out. Absolute folly. Have you done all that to-night?”

“Yes.”

“Well, you’ve shifted the stuff…. But you haven’t the slightest notion what accommodation they want. You simply don’t know.”

“I know what accommodation they _ought_ to want with four hundred thousand inhabitants,” George retorted pugnaciously.

“Is it four hundred thousand?” Mr. Enwright asked, with bland innocence. He generally left statistics to his partner.

“Four hundred and twenty-five.”

“You’ve looked it up?”

“I have.”

Mr. Enwright was now at the desk yet again.

“There’s an idea to it,” he said shortly, holding up the principal sheet and blinking.

“_I shall go in for it_!” The thought swept through George’s brain like a fierce flare, lighting it up vividly to its darkest corners, and incidentally producing upon his skin phenomena similar to those produced by uncanny sounds on the staircase. He had caught admiration and benevolence in Mr. Enwright’s voice. He was intensely happy, encouraged, and proud. He began to talk eagerly; he babbled, entrusting himself to Mr. Enwright’s benevolence.

“Of course there’s the Final. If they give six months for the thing I could easily get through the Final before sending-in day. I could take a room somewhere. I shouldn’t really want any assistance–clerk, I mean. I could do it all myself….” He ran on until Mr. Enwright stopped him.

“You could have a room here–upstairs.”

“Could I?”

“But you would want some help. And you needn’t think they’ll give six months, because they won’t. They might give five.”

“That’s no good.”

“Why isn’t it any good?” snapped Mr. Enwright. “You don’t suppose they’re going to issue the conditions just yet, do you? Not a day before September, not a day. And you can take it from me!”

“Oh! Hurrah!”

“But look here, my boy, let’s be clear about one thing.”

“Yes?”

“You’re quite mad.”

They looked at each other.

“The harmless kind, though,” said George confidently, well aware that Mr. Enwright doted upon him.

In another minute the principal had gone to bed, without having uttered one word as to his health. George had announced that he should tidy the sacred desk before departing. When he had done that he wrote a letter, in pencil. “It’s the least I can do,” he said to himself seriously. He began:

“DEAR MISS INGRAM.”–“Dash it!–She calls me ‘George,'” he thought, and tore up the sheet.–“DEAR LOIS,–I think after what you said it’s only due to you to tell you that I’ve decided to go in for that competition on my own. Thanks for the tip.–Yours, GEORGE CANNON”

He surveyed the message.

“That’s about right,” he murmured.

Then he looked at his watch. It showed 3.15, but it had ceased to beat. He added at the foot of the letter: “Monday, 3.30 a.m.” He stole one of John Orgreave’s ready-stamped envelopes.

In quitting the house he inadvertently banged the heavy front door.

“Do ’em good!” he said, thinking of awakened sleepers.

It was now quite light. He dropped the letter into the pillar-box round the corner, and as soon as he had irretrievably done so, the thought occurred to him: “I wish I hadn’t put ‘3.30 a.m.’ There’s something rottenly sentimental about it.” The chill fresh air was bracing him to a more perfect sanity. He raised the collar of his overcoat.

IV

At the club on Tuesday morning Downs brought to his bedside a letter addressed in a large, striking, and untidy hand. Not until he had generally examined the letter did he realize that it was from Lois Ingram. He remembered having mentioned to her that he lived at his club–Pickering’s; but he had laid no stress on the detail, nor had she seemed to notice it. Yet she must have noticed it.

“DEAR GEORGE,–I am so glad. Miss Wheeler is going to her bootmaker’s in Conduit Street to-morrow afternoon. She’s always such a long time there. Come and have tea with me at the new Prosser’s in Regent Street, four sharp. I shall have half an hour.–L.I.”

In his heart he pretended to jeer at this letter. He said it was ‘like’ Lois. She calmly assumed that at a sign from her he, a busy man, would arrange to be free in the middle of the afternoon! Doubtless the letter was the consequence of putting ‘3.30 a.m.’ on his own letter. What could a fellow expect?…

All pretence! In reality the letter flattered and excited him. He thought upon the necktie he would wear.

By the same post arrived a small parcel: it contained a ring, a few other bits of jewellery, and all the letters and notes that he had ever written or scribbled to Marguerite. He did not want the jewellery back; he did not want the letters back. To receive them somehow humiliated him. Surely she might have omitted this nauseous conventionality! She was so exasperatingly conscientious. Her neat, clerk-like calligraphy, on the label of the parcel, exasperated him. She had carefully kept every scrap of a missive from him. He hated to look at the letters. What could he do with them except rip them up? And the miserable trinkets–which she had worn, which had been part of her? As for him, he had not kept all her letters–not by any means. There might be a few, lying about in drawers. He would have to collect and return them. Odious job! And he could not ask anybody else to do it for him.

He was obliged to question Lucas about the Regent Street Prosser’s, of which, regrettably, he had never heard. He did not, in so many words, request John Orgreave for the favour of an hour off. He was now out of his articles, though still by the force of inertia at the office, and therefore he informed John Orgreave that unless Mr. John had any objection he proposed to take an hour off. Mr. Enwright was not in. Lucas knew vaguely of the rendezvous, having somewhere met Laurencine.

From the outside Prosser’s was not distinguishable from any other part of Regent Street. But George could not mistake it, because Miss Wheeler’s car was drawn up in front of the establishment, and Lois was waiting for him therein. Strange procedure! She smiled and then frowned, and got out sternly. She said scarcely anything, and he found that he could make only such silly remarks as: “Hope I’m not late, am I?”

The new Prosser’s was a grandiose by-product of chocolate. The firm had taken the leading ideas of the chief tea-shop companies catering for the million in hundreds of establishments arranged according to pattern, and elaborated them with what is called in its advertisements ‘cachet.’ Its prices were not as cheap as those of the popular houses, but they could not be called dear. George and Lois pushed through a crowded lane of chocolate and confectionery, past a staircase which bore a large notice: “Please keep to the right.” This notice was needed. They came at length to the main hall, under a dome, with a gallery between the dome and the ground. The floor was carpeted. The multitudinous small tables had cloths, flowers, silver, and menus knotted with red satin ribbon. The place was full of people, people seated at the tables and people walking about. Above the rail of the gallery could be seen the hats and heads of more people. People were entering all the time and leaving all the time. Scores of waitresses, in pale green and white, moved to and fro like an alien and mercenary population. The heat, the stir, the hum, and the clatter were terrific. And from on high descended thin, strident music in a rapid and monotonous rhythm.

“No room!” said George, feeling that he had at last got into the true arena of the struggle for life.

“Oh yes!” said Lois, with superior confidence.

She bore mercilessly across the floor. Round the edge of the huge room, beneath the gallery, were a number of little alcoves framed in fretted Moorish arches of white-enamelled wood. Three persons were just emerging from one of these. She sprang within, and sank into a wicker arm-chair.

“There is always a table,” she breathed, surveying the whole scene with a smile of conquest.

George sat down opposite to her with his back to the hall; he could survey nothing but Lois, and the world of the mirror behind her.

“That’s one of father’s maxims,” she said.

“What is?”

“‘There is always a table.’ Well, you know, there always is.”

“He must be a very wise man.”

“He is.”

“What’s his special line?”

She exclaimed:

“Don’t you know father? Hasn’t Miss Wheeler told you? Or Mrs. Orgreave?”

“No.”

“But you must know father. Father’s ‘Parisian’ in _The Sunday Journal_.”

Despite the mention of this ancient and very dignified newspaper, George felt a sense of disappointment. He had little esteem for journalists, whom Mr. Enwright was continually scoffing at, and whom he imagined to be all poor. He had conceived Mr. Ingram as perhaps a rich cosmopolitan financier, or a rich idler–but at any rate rich, whatever he might be.

“Of course he does lots of other work besides that. He writes for the _Pall Mall Gazette_ and the _St. James’s Gazette._ In fact it’s his proud boast that he writes for all the gazettes, and he’s the only man who does. That’s because he’s so liked. Everybody adores him. I adore him myself. He’s a great pal of mine. But he’s very strict.”

“Strict?”

“Yes,” she insisted, rather defensively. “Why not? I should like a strawberry ice, and a lemon-squash, and a millefeuille cake. Don’t be alarmed, please. I’m a cave-woman. You’ve got to get used to it.”

“What’s a cave-woman?”

“It’s something primitive. You must come over to Paris. If father likes you, he’ll take you to one of the weekly lunches of the Anglo-American Press Circle. He always does that when he likes anyone. He’s the Treasurer…. Haven’t you got any millefeuille cakes?” she demanded of the waitress, who had come to renew the table and had deposited a basket of various cakes.

“I’m afraid we haven’t, miss,” answered the waitress, not comprehending the strange word any better than George did.

“Bit rowdy, isn’t it?” George observed, looking round, when the waitress had gone.

Lois said with earnestness:

“I simply love these big, noisy places. They make me feel alive.”

He looked at her. She was very well dressed–more stylistic than any girl that he could see in the mirror. He could not be sure whether or not her yellow eyes had a slight cast; if they had, it was so slight as to be almost imperceptible. There was no trace of diffidence in them; they commanded. She was not a girl whom you could masculinely protect. On the contrary, she would protect not only herself but others.

“Haven’t you cream?” she curtly challenged the waitress, arriving with ice, lemon-squash, and George’s tea.

The alien mercenary met her glance inimically for a second, and then, shutting her lips together, walked off with the milk. At Prosser’s the waitresses did not wear caps, and were, in theory, ladies. Lois would have none of the theory; the waitress was ready to die for it and carried it away with her intact. George preferred milk to cream, but he said nothing.

“Yes,” Lois went on. “You ought to come to Paris. You have been, haven’t you? I remember you told me. We’re supposed to go back next week, but if Irene doesn’t go, I shan’t.” She frowned.

George said that positively he would come to Paris.

When they had fairly begun the rich, barbaric meal, Lois asked abruptly:

“Why did you write in the middle of the night?”

Sometimes her voice was veiled.

“Why did I write in the middle of the night? Because I thought I would.” He spoke masterfully. He didn’t mean to stand any of her cheek.

“Oh!” she laughed nicely. “_I_ didn’t mind. I liked it–awfully. It was just the sort of thing I should have done myself. But you might tell me all about it. I think I deserve that much, don’t you?”

Thus he told her all about it–how he had arranged everything, got a room, meant to have his name painted on the door, meant to make his parents take their holiday on the north-east coast for a change, so that he could study the site, meant to work like a hundred devils, etc. He saw with satisfaction that the arrogant, wilful creature was impressed.

She said:

“Now listen to me. You’ll win that competition.”

“I shan’t,” he said. “But it’s worth trying, for the experience–that’s what Enwright says.”

She said:

“I don’t care a fig what Enwright says. You’ll win that competition. I’m always right when I sort of feel–you know.”

For the moment he believed in the miraculous, inexplicable intuitions of women.

“Oh!” she cried, as the invisible orchestra started a new tune. “Do you know that? It’s the first time I’ve heard it in London. It’s the _machiche_. It’s all over Paris. I think it’s the most wonderful tune in the world.” Her body swayed; her foot tapped.

George listened. Yes, it was a maddening tune.

“It is,” he agreed eagerly.

She cried:

“Oh! I do love pleasure! And success! And money! Don’t you?”

Her eyes had softened; they were liquid with yearning; but there was something frankly sensual in them. This quality, swiftly revealed, attracted George intensely for an instant.

Immediately afterwards she asked the time, and said she must go.

“I daren’t keep Irene waiting,” she said. Her eyes now had a hard glitter.

In full Regent Street he put the haughty girl into Irene’s automobile, which had turned round; he was proud to be seen in the act; he privately enjoyed the glances of common, unsuccessful persons. As he walked away he smiled to himself, to hide from himself his own nervous excitement. She was a handful, she was. Within her life burned and blazed. He remembered Mr. Prince’s remark: “You must have made a considerable impression on her,” or words to that effect. The startling thought visited him: “I shall marry that woman.” Then another thought: “Not if I know it! I don’t like her. I do not like her. I don’t like her eyes.”

She had, however, tremendously intensified in him the desire for success. He hurried off to work. The days passed too slowly, and yet they were too short for his task. He could not wait for the fullness of time. His life had become a breathless race. “I shall win. I can’t possibly win. The thing’s idiotic. I might…. Enwright’s rather struck.” Yes, it was Mr. Enwright’s attitude that inspired him. To have impressed Mr. Enwright–by Jove, it was something!

CHAPTER IX

COMPETITION

I

On the face of the door on the third floor of the house in Russell Square the words ‘G.E. Cannon’ appeared in dirty white paint and the freshly added initials ‘A.R.I.B.A.’ in clean white paint. The addition of the triumphant initials (indicating that George had kissed the rod of the Royal Institute of British Architects in order to conquer) had put the sign as a whole out of centre, throwing it considerably to the right on the green door-face. Within the small and bare room, on an evening in earliest spring in 1904, sat George at the customary large flat desk of the architect. He had just switched on the electric light over his head. He looked sterner and older; he looked very worried, fretful, exhausted. He was thin and pale; his eyes burned, and there were dark patches under the eyes; the discipline of the hair had been rather gravely neglected. In front of George lay a number of large plans, mounted on thick cardboard, whose upper surface had a slight convex curve. There were plans of the basement of the projected town hall, of the ground floor, of the building at a height of twelve feet from the ground, of the mezzanine floor, of the first, second, third, fourth, and fifth floors; these plans were coloured. Further, in plain black and white, there were a plan of the roof (with tower), a longitudinal section on the central axis, two other sections, three elevations, and a perspective view of the entire edifice. Seventeen sheets in all.

The sum of work seemed tremendous; it made the mind dizzy; it made George smile with terrible satisfaction at his own industry. For he had engaged very little help. He would have been compelled to engage more, had not the Corporation extended by one month the time for sending in. The Corporation had behaved with singular enlightenment. Its schedules of required accommodation (George’s copy was scored over everywhere in pencil and ink and seriously torn) were held to be admirably drawn, and its supplementary circular of answers to questions from competitors had displayed a clarity and a breadth of mind unusual in corporations. Still more to the point, the Corporation had appointed a second assessor to act with Sir Hugh Corver. In short, it had shown that it was under no mandarin’s thumb, and that what it really and seriously wanted was the best design that the profession could produce. Mr. Enwright, indeed, had nearly admitted regret at having kept out of the immense affair. John Orgreave had expressed regret with vigour and candour. They had in the main left George alone, though occasionally at night Mr. Enwright, in the little room, had suggested valuable solutions of certain problems. In detail he was severely critical of George’s design, and he would pour delicate satires upon the idiosyncrasy which caused the wilful boy to ‘impurify’ (a word from Enwright’s private vocabulary) a Renaissance creation with Saracenic tendencies in the treatment of arches and wall-spaces.

Nevertheless Mr. Enwright greatly respected the design in its entirety, and both he and John Orgreave (who had collected by the subterranean channels of the profession a large amount of fact and rumour about the efforts of various competitors) opined that it stood a fair chance of being among the selected six or ten whose authors would be invited to submit final designs for the final award. George tried to be hopeful; but he could not be hopeful by trying. It was impossible to believe that he would succeed; the notion was preposterous; yet at moments, when he was not cultivating optimism, optimism would impregnate all his being, and he would be convinced that it was impossible not to win. How inconceivably grand! His chief rallying thought was that he had undertaken a gigantic task and had accomplished it. Well or ill, he had accomplished it. He said to himself aloud:

“I’ve done it! I’ve done it!”

And that he actually had done it was almost incredible. The very sheets of drawings were almost incredible. But they existed there. All was complete. The declaration that the design was G.E. Cannon’s personal work, drawn in his own office by his ordinary staff, was there, in the printed envelope officially supplied by the Corporation. The estimate of cost and the cubing was there. The explanatory report on the design, duly typewritten, was there. Nothing lacked.

“I’ve done it! I’ve done it!”

And then, tired as he was, the conscience of the creative artist and of the competitor began to annoy him and spur him. The perspective drawing did not quite satisfy–and there was still time. The point of view for the perspective drawing was too high up, and the result was a certain marring of the nobility of the lines, and certainly a diminishment of the effect of the tower. He had previously started another perspective drawing with a lower view-point, but he had mistakenly cast it aside. He ought to finish the first one and substitute it for the second one. ‘The perspective drawing had a moral importance; it had a special influence on the assessors and committees. Horrid, tiresome labour! Three, four, five, or six hours of highly concentrated tedium. Was it worth while? It was not. Mr. Enwright liked the finished drawing. He, George, could not face a further strain. And yet he was not content…. Pooh! Who said he could not face a further strain? Of course he could face it. If he did not face it, his conscience would accuse him of cowardice during the rest of his life, and he would never be able to say honestly: “I did my level best with the thing.” He snapped his fingers lightly, and in one second had decided to finish the original perspective drawing, and in his very finest style. He would complete it some time during the night. In the morning it could be mounted. The drawings were to go to the north in a case on the morrow by passenger train, and to be met at their destination by a commissionaire common to several competitors; this commissionaire would deliver them to the Town Clerk in accordance with the conditions. In a few minutes George was at work, excited, having forgotten all fatigue. He was saying to himself that he would run out towards eight o’clock for a chop or a steak. As he worked he perceived that he had been quite right to throw over the second drawing; he wondered that he could have felt any hesitation; the new drawing would be immeasurably superior.

Mr. Haim ‘stepped up,’ discreetly knocking, entering with dignity. The relations between these two had little by little resumed their old, purely formal quality. Both seemed to have forgotten that passionate anger had ever separated them and joined them together. George was young, and capable of oblivion. Mr. Haim had beaten him in the struggle and could afford to forget. They conversed politely, as though the old man had no daughter and the youth had never had a lover. Mr. Haim had even assisted with the lettering of the sheets–not because George needed his help, but because Mr. Haim’s calligraphic pride needed to help. To refuse the stately offer would have been to insult. Mr. Haim had aged, but not greatly.

“You’re wanted on the telephone, Mr. Cannon.”

“Oh! Dash it!… Thanks!”

After all George was no longer on the staff of Lucas & Enwright, and Mr. Haim was conferring a favour.

Down below in the big office everybody had gone except the factotum.

George seized the telephone receiver and called brusquely for attention.

“Is that Mr. Cannon?”

“Yes. Who is it?”

“Oh! It’s you, George! How nice to hear your voice again!”

He recognized, but not instantly, the voice of Lois Ingram. He was not surprised. Indeed he had suspected that the disturber of work must be either Lois or Miss Wheeler, or possibly Laurencine. The three had been in London again for several days, and he had known from Lucas that a theatre-party had been arranged for that night to witness the irresistible musical comedy, _The Gay Spark_, Lucas and M. Defourcambault were to be of the party. George had not yet seen Lois since her latest return to London; he had only seen her twice since the previous summer; he had not visited Paris in the interval. The tone of her voice, even as transformed by the telephone, was caressing. He had to think of some suitable response to her startling amiability, and to utter it with conviction. He tried to hold fast in his mind to the image of the perspective with its countless complexities and the co-ordination of them all; the thing seemed to be retreating from him, and he dared not let it go.

“Do you know,” said Lois, “I only came to London to celebrate the sending-in of your design. I hear it’s marvellous. Aren’t you glad you’ve finished it?”

“Well, I haven’t finished it,” said George. “I’m on it now.”

What did the girl mean by saying she’d only come to London to celebrate the end of his work? An invention on her part! Still, it flattered him. She was very strange.

“But Everard’s told us you’d finished a bit earlier than you’d expected. We counted on seeing your lordship to-morrow. But now we’ve got to see you to-night.”

“Awfully sorry I can’t.”

“But look here, George. You must really. The party’s all broken up. Miss Wheeler’s had to go back to Paris to-night, and Jules can’t come. Everything’s upset. The flat’s going to be closed, and Laurencine and, I will have to leave to-morrow. It’s most frightfully annoying. We’ve got the box all right, and Everard’s coming, and you must make the fourth. We must have a fourth. Laurencine’s here at the phone, and she says the same as me.”

“Wish I could!” George answered shortly. “Look here! What train are you going by to-morrow? I’ll come and see you off. I shall be free then.”

“But, George. We _want_ you to come to-night.” There seemed positively to be tears in the faint voice. “Why can’t you come? You must come.”

“I haven’t finished one of the drawings. I tell you I’m on it now. It’ll take me half the night, or more. I’m just in the thick of it, you see.” He spoke with a slight resentful impatience–less at her over-persuasiveness than at the fact that his mind and the drawing were being more and more separated. Soon he would have lost the right mood, and he would be compelled to re-create it before he could resume the