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Flaxman started.

“Miss Puttenham is coming to-night?”

“Certainly. She comes with Mary–who was to pick her up–after dinner.”

Flaxman patrolled the room a little, in meditation. Finally he stopped before his wife.

“You must realize, darling, that we may be all walking on the edge of a volcano to-night.”

“If only Henry Barron were!–and I might be behind to give the last little _chiquenade_!” cried Rose.

Flaxman devoutly echoed the wish.

“But the point is–are there any more of these letters out? If so, we may hear of others to-night. Then–what to do? Do I make straight for Meynell?”

They pondered it.

“Impossible to leave Meynell in ignorance,” said Flaxman–“if the thing spreads Meynell of course would be perfectly justified–in his ward’s interests–in denying the whole matter absolutely, true or no. But can he?–with Barron in reserve–using the Sabin woman’s tale for his own purposes?”

Catharine’s face, a little sternly set, showed the obscure conflict behind.

“He cannot say what is false,” she said stiffly. “But he can refuse to answer.”

Flaxman looked at her with an expression as confident as her own.

“To protect a woman, my dear Catharine–a man may say anything in the world–almost.”

Catharine made no reply, but her quiet face showed she did not agree with him.

“That child Hester!” Rose emerged suddenly from a mental voyage of recollection and conjecture. “Now one understands why Lady Fox-Wilton–stupid woman!–has never seemed to care a rap for her. It must indeed be annoying to have to mother a child so much handsomer than your own.”

“I think I am very sorry for Sir Ralph Fox-Wilton,” said Catharine, after a moment.

Rose assented.

“Yes!–just an ordinary dull, pig-headed country gentleman confronted with a situation that only occurs in plays to which you don’t demean yourself by going!–and obliged to tell and act a string of lies, when lies happen to be just one of the vices you’re not inclined to! And then afterward you find yourself let in for living years and years with a bad conscience–hating the cuckoo-child, too, more and more as it grows up. Yes!–I am quite sorry for Sir Ralph!”

“By the way!”–Flaxman looked up–“Do you know I am sure that I saw Miss Fox-Wilton–with Philip Meryon–in Hewlett’s spinney this morning. I came back from Markborough by a path I had never discovered before–and there, sure enough, they were. They heard me on the path, I think, and vanished most effectively. The wood is very thick. But I am sure it was they–though they were some distance from me.”

Rose exclaimed.

“Naughty, _naughty_ child: She has been absolutely forbidden to see him, the whole Fox-Wilton family have made themselves into gaolers and spies–and she just outwits them all! Poor Alice Puttenham hovers about her–trying to distract and amuse her–and has no more influence than a fly. And as for the Rector, it would be absurd, if it weren’t enraging! Look at all there is on his shoulders just now–the way people appeal to him from all over England to come and speak–or consult–or organize–(I don’t want to be controversial, Catharine, darling!–but there it is). And he can’t make up his mind to leave Upcote for twenty-four hours till this girl is safely off the scene! He means to take her to Paris himself on Monday. I only hope he has found a proper sort of Gorgon to leave her with!”

Flaxman could not but reflect that the whole relation of Meynell to his ward might well give openings to such a scoundrel like the writer of the anonymous letters, who was certainly acquainted with local affairs. But he did not express this feeling aloud. Meanwhile Catharine, who showed an interest in Hester which surprised both him and Rose, began to question him on the subject of Philip Meryon. Meryon’s mother, it seemed, had been an intimate friend of one of Flaxman’s sisters, Lady Helen Varley, and Flaxman was well acquainted with the young man’s most unsatisfactory record. He drew a picture of the gradual degeneracy of the handsome lad who had been the hope and delight of his warm-hearted, excitable mother; of her deepening disappointment and premature death.

“Helen kept up with him for a time, for his mother’s sake, but unluckily he has put himself beyond the pale now, one way and another. It is too disastrous about this pretty child! What on earth does she see in him?”

“Simply a means of escaping from her home,” said Rose–“the situation working out! But who knows whether he hasn’t got a wife already? Nobody should trust this young man farther than they can see him.”

“It musn’t–it can’t be allowed!” said Catharine, with energy. And, as she spoke, she seemed to feel again the soft bloom of Hester’s young cheek against her own, just as when she had drawn the girl to her, in that instinctive caress. The deep maternity in Catharine had never yet found scope enough in the love of one child.

Then, with a still keener sense of the various difficulties rising along Meynell’s path, Flaxman and Rose returned to the anxious discussion of Barron’s move and how to meet it. Catharine listened, saying little; and it was presently settled that Flaxman should himself call on Dawes, the colliery manager, that afternoon, and should write strongly to Barron, putting on paper the overwhelming arguments, both practical and ethical, in favour of silence–always supposing there were no further developments.

“Tell me”–said Rose presently, when Flaxman had left the sisters alone–“Mary of course knows nothing of that letter?”

Catharine flushed.

“How could she?” She looked almost haughtily at her sister.

Rose murmured an excuse. “Would it be possible to keep all knowledge from Mary that there _was_ a scandal–of some sort–in circulation, if the thing developed?”

Catharine, holding her head high, thought it would not only be possible, but imperative.

Rose glanced at her uncertainly. Catharine was the only person of whom she had ever been afraid. But at last she took the plunge.

“Catharine!–don’t be angry with me–but I think Mary is interested in Richard Meynell.”

“Why should I be angry?” said Catharine. She had coloured a little, but she was perfectly composed. With her gray hair, and her plain widow’s dress, she threw her sister’s charming mondanity into bright relief. But beauty–loftily understood–lay with Catharine.

“It _is_ ill luck–his opinions!” cried Rose, laying her hand upon her sister’s.

“Opinions are not ‘luck,'” said Catharine, with a rather cold smile.

“You mean we are responsible for them? Perhaps we are, if we are responsible for anything–which I sometimes doubt. But you like him–personally?” The tone was almost pleading.

“I think he is a good man.”

“And if–if–they do fall in love–what are we all to do?”

Rose looked half whimsically–half entreatingly at her sister.

“Wait till the case arises,” said Catharine, rather sharply. “And please don’t interfere. You are too fond of match-making, Rose!”

“I am–I just ache to be at it, all the time. But I wouldn’t do anything that would be a grief to you.”

Catharine was silent a moment. Then she said in a tone that went to the listener’s heart:

“Whatever happened–will be God’s will.”

She sat motionless, her eyes drooped, her features a little drawn and pale; her thoughts–Rose knew it–in the past.

* * * * *

Flaxman came back from his interview with Dawes, reporting that nothing could have been in better taste or feeling than Dawes’s view of the matter. As far as the Rector was concerned–and he had told Mr. Barron so–the story was ridiculous, the mere blunder of a crazy woman; and, for the rest, what had they to do in Upcote with ferreting into other people’s private affairs? He had locked up the letter in case it might some time be necessary to hand it to the police, and didn’t intend himself to say a word to anybody. If the thing went any further, why of course the Rector must be informed. Otherwise silence was best. He had given a piece of his mind to Mr. Barron and “didn’t want to be mixed up in any such business.” “As far as I’m concerned, Mr. Flaxman, I’m fighting for the Church and her Creeds–I’m not out for backbiting!”

“Nice man!”–said Rose, with enthusiasm–“Why didn’t I ask him to-night!”

“But”–resumed Flaxman–“he warned me that if any letter of the kind got into the hands of a certain Miss Nairn in the village there might be trouble.”

“Miss Nairn?–Miss Nairn?” The sisters looked at each other. “Oh, I know–the lady in black we saw in church the day the revolution began–a strange little shrivelled spinster-thing who lives in that house by the post-office. She quarrelled mortally with the Rector last year, because she ill-treated a little servant girl of hers, and the Rector remonstrated.”

“Well, she’s one of the ‘aggrieved.'”

“They seem to be an odd crew! There’s the old sea-captain that lives in that queer house with the single yew tree and the boarded-up window on the edge of the Heath. He’s one of them. He used to come to church about once a quarter and wrote the Rector interminable letters on the meaning of Ezekiel. Then there’s the publican–East–who nearly lost his license last year–he always put it down to the Rector and vowed he’d be even with him. I must say, the church in Upcote seems rather put to it for defenders!”

“In Upcote,” corrected Flaxman. “That’s because of Meynell’s personal hold. Plenty of ’em–quite immaculate–elsewhere. However, Dawes is a perfectly decent, honest man, and grieved to the heart by the Rector’s performances.”

Catharine had waited silently to hear this remark, and then went away to write a letter.

“Poor darling! Will she go and call on Dawes–for sympathy?” said Flaxman, mischievously to his wife as the door closed.

“Sympathy?” Rose’s face grew soft. “It’s much as it was with Robert. It ought to be so simple–and it is so mixed! Nature of course _ought_ to have endowed all unbelievers with the proper horns and tail. And there they go–stealing your heart away!–and your daughter’s.”

The Flaxmans and Catharine–who spent the day with her sister, before the evening party–were more and more conscious of oppression as the hours went on; as though some moral thunder hung in the air.

Flaxman asked himself again and again–“Ought I to go to Meynell at once?” and could not satisfy himself with any answer; while he, his wife, and his sister-in-law, being persons of delicacy, were all ashamed of finding themselves the possessors, against their will, of facts–supposing they were facts–to which they had no right. Meynell’s ignorance–Alice Puttenham’s ignorance–of their knowledge, tormented their consciences. And it added to their discomfort that they shared their knowledge with such a person as Henry Barron. However, there was no help for it.

A mild autumn day drew to its close, with a lingering gold in the west and a rising moon. The charming old house, with its faded furniture, and its out-at-elbows charm, was lit up softly, with lamps that made a dim but friendly shining in its wide spaces. It had never belonged to rich people, but always to people of taste. It boasted no Gainsboroughs or Romneys; but there were lesser men of the date, possessed of pretty talents of their own, painters and pastellists, who had tried their hands on the family, of whom they had probably been the personal friends. The originals of the portraits on the walls were known neither to history nor scandal; but their good, modest faces, their brave red or blue coats, their white gowns, and drooping feathers looked winningly out from the soft shadows of the rooms. At Maudeley, Rose wore her simplest dresses, and was astonished at the lightness of the household expenses. The house indeed had never known display, or any other luxury than space; and to live in it was to accept its tradition.

The week-enders arrived at tea-time; Mr. Norham with a secretary and a valet, much preoccupied, and chewing the fag-end of certain Cabinet deliberations in the morning; Flaxman’s charming sister, Lady Helen Varley, and her husband; his elder brother, Lord Wanless, unmarried, an expert on armour, slightly eccentric, but still, in the eyes of all intriguing mothers, and to his own annoyance, more than desirable as a husband owing to the Wanless collieries and a few other trifles of the same kind; the Bishop of Markborough; Canon France and his sister; a young poet whose very delicate muse had lodged itself oddly in the frame of an athlete; a high official in the Local Government Board, Mr. Spearman, whom Rose regarded with distrust as likely to lead Hugh into too much talk about workhouses; Lady Helen’s two girls just out, as dainty and well-dressed, as gayly and innocently sure of themselves and their place in life as the “classes” at their best know how to produce; and two or three youths, bound for Oxford by the end of the week, samples, these last, of a somewhat new type in that old University–combining the dash, family, and insolence of the old “tuft” or Bullingdon man, with an amazing aptitude for the classics, rare indeed among the “tufts” of old. Two out of the three had captured almost every distinction that Oxford offers; and all three had been either gated for lengthy periods or “sent down,” or otherwise trounced by an angry college, puzzled by the queer connection between Irelands and Hertfords on the one hand and tipsy frolics on the other.

Meynell appeared for dinner–somewhat late. It was only with great difficulty that the Flaxmans had prevailed on him to come, for the purpose of meeting Mr. Norham. But the party within the church which, foreseeing a Modernist defeat in the church courts, was appealing to Parliament to take action, was strengthening every week; Meynell’s Saturday articles in the _Modernist_, the paper founded by the Reformers’ League, were already providing these parliamentarians with a policy and inspiration; and if the Movement were to go on swelling during the winter, the government might have to take very serious cognizance of it during the spring. Mr. Norham therefore had expressed a wish for some conversation with the Modernist leader, who happened to be Rector of Upcote; and Meynell, who had by now cut himself adrift from all social engagements, had with difficulty saved an evening.

As far as Norham was concerned Meynell would have greatly preferred to take the Home Secretary for a Sunday walk on the Chase; but he had begun to love the Flaxmans, and could not make up his mind to say No to them. Moreover, was it not more than probable that he would meet at Maudeley “one simple girl,” of whom he did not dare in these strenuous days to let himself think too much?

* * * * *

So that Rose, as she surveyed her dinner table, could feel that she was maintaining the wide social traditions of England, by the mingling of as many contraries as possible. But the oil and vinegar were after all cunningly mixed, and the dinner went well. The Bishop was separated from Meynell by the length of the table, and Norham was carefully protected from Mr. Spearman, in his eyes a prince of bores, who was always bothering the Home Office.

The Bishop, who was seated beside Rose at one end of the table, noticed the black patch on Meynell’s temple, and inquired its origin. Rose gave him a graphic account both of the accident and the riot. The Bishop raised his eyebrows.

“How does he contrive to live the two lives?” he said in a tone slightly acid. “If he continues to lead this Movement, he will have to give up fighting mobs and running up and down mines.”

“What is going to happen to the Movement?” Rose asked him, with her most sympathetic smile. Socially and in her own house she was divinely all things to all men. But the Bishop was rather suspicious of her.

“What can happen to it but defeat? The only other alternative is the break-up of the Church. And for that, thank God, they are not strong enough.”

“And no compromise is possible?”

“None. In three months Meynell and all his friends will have ceased to belong to the English Church. It is very lamentable. I am particularly sorry for Meynell himself–who is one of the best of men.”

Rose felt her colour rising. She longed to ask–“But supposing _England_ has something to say?–suppose she chooses to transform her National Church? Hasn’t she the right and the power?”

But her instincts as hostess stifled her pugnacity. And the little Bishop looked so worn and fragile that she had no heart for anything but cossetting him. At the same time she noticed–as she had done before on other occasions–the curious absence of any ferocity, any smell of brimstone, in the air! How different from Robert’s day! Then the presumption underlying all controversy was of an offended authority ranged against an apologetic rebellion. A tone of moral condemnation on the one side, a touch of casuistry on the other, confused the issues. And now–behind and around the combatants–the clash of equal hosts!–over ground strewn with dead assumptions. The conflict might be no less strenuous; nay! from a series of isolated struggles it had developed into a world-wide battle; but the bitterness between man and man was less.

Yes!–for the nobler spirits–the leaders and generals of each army. But what of the rank and file? And at the thought of Barron she laughed at herself for supposing that religious rancour and religious slander had died out of the world!

“Can we have some talk somewhere?” said Norham languidly, in Meynell’s ear, as the gentlemen left the dining-room.

“I think Mrs. Flaxman will have arranged something,” said Meynell, with a smile–detecting the weariness of the political Atlas.

And indeed Rose had all her dispositions made. They found her in the drawing-room, amid a bevy of bright gowns and comely faces, illumined by the cheerful light of a big wood fire–a circle of shimmering stuffs and gems, the blaze sparkling on the pointed slippers, the white necks and glossy hair of the girls, and on the diamonds of their mothers.

But Rose, the centre of the circle, sprang up at once, at sight of her two _gros bonnets_.

“The green drawing-room!” she murmured in Meynell’s ear, and tripped on before them, while the incoming crowd of gentlemen, mingling with the ladies, served to mask the movement.

Not, however, before the Bishop had perceived the withdrawal of the politician and the heretic. He saw that Canon France, who followed him, had also an eye to the retreating figures.

“I trust we too shall have our audience.” said the Bishop, ironically.

Canon France shrugged his shoulders, smiling.

Then his small shrewd eyes scanned the Bishop intently. Nothing in that delicate face beyond the sentiments proper to the situation?–the public situation? As to the personal emotion involved, that, the Canon knew, was for the time almost exhausted. The Bishop had suffered much during the preceding months–in his affections, his fatherly feeling toward his clergy, in his sense of the affront offered to Christ’s seamless vesture of the Church. But now, France thought, pain had been largely deadened by the mere dramatic interest of the prospect ahead, by the anodyne of an immense correspondence, and of a vast increase in the business of the day, caused by the various actions pending.

Nothing else–new and disturbing–in the Bishop’s mind? He moved on, chatting and jesting with the young girls who gathered round him. He was evidently a favourite with them, and with all nice women. Finally he sank into an armchair beside Lady Helen Varley, exchanging Mrs. Flaxman’s cossetting for hers. His small figure was almost lost in the armchair. The firelight danced on his slender stockinged legs, on his episcopal shoe buckles, on the cross which adorned his episcopal breast, and then on the gleaming snow of his hair, above his blue eyes with their slight unearthliness, so large and flower-like in his small white face. He seemed very much at ease–throwing off all burdens.

No!–the Slander which had begun to fly through the diocese, like an arrow by night, had not yet touched the Bishop.

Nor Meynell himself?

Yet France was certain that Barron had not been idle, that he had not let it drop. “I advised him to let it drop”–he said uneasily to himself–“that was all I could do.”

Then he looked round him, at the faces of the women present. He scarcely knew any of them. Was she among them–the lady of Barron’s tale? He thought of the story as he might have thought of the plot of a novel. When medieval charters were not to be had, it made an interesting subject of speculation. And Barron could not have confided it to any one in the diocese, so discreet–so absolutely discreet–as he.

* * * * *

“I gather this Movement of yours is rapidly becoming formidable?” said Norham to his companion.

He spoke with the affectation of interest that all politicians in office must learn. But there was no heart in it, and Meynell wondered why the great man had desired to speak with him at all.

He replied that the growth of the Movement was certainly a startling fact.

“It is now clear that we must ultimately go to Parliament. The immediate result in the Church courts is of course not in doubt. But our hope lies in such demonstrations in the country as may induce Parliament”–he paused, laying a quiet emphasis on each word–“to reconsider–and resettle–the conditions of membership and office in the English Church.”

“Good heavens!” cried Norham, throwing up his hand–“What a prospect! If that business once gets into the House of Commons, it’ll have everything else out.”

“Yes. It’s big enough to ask for time–and take it.”

Norham suppressed a slight yawn as he turned in his chair.

“The House of Commons, alas!–never shows to advantage in an ecclesiastical debate. You’d think it was in the condition of Sydney Smith with a cold–not sure whether there were nine Articles and Thirty-Nine Muses–or the other way on!”

Meynell looked at the Secretary of State in silence–his eyes twinkling. He had heard from various friends of this touch of insolence in Norham. He awaited its disappearance.

Edward Norham was a man still young; under forty indeed, though marked prematurely by hard work and hard fighting. His black hair had receded on the temples, and was obviously thinning on the crown of the head; he wore spectacles, and his shoulders had taken the stoop of office work. But the eyes behind the spectacles lost nothing that they desired to see; and the general impression was one of bull-dog strength, which could be impertinent and aggressive, and could also masque itself in a good humour and charm by no means insincere. In his political career, he was on the eve of great things; and he would owe them mainly to a power of work, supreme even in these hard-driven days. This power of work enabled him to glean in many fields, and keep his eye on many chances that his colleagues perforce neglected. The Modernist Movement was one of these chances. For years he had foreseen great changes ahead in the relations of Church and State, and this group of men seemed to be forcing the pace.

Suddenly, as his eyes perused the strong humanity of the face beside him, Norham changed his manner. He sat up and put down the paper-knife he had been teasing. As he did so there was a little crash at his elbow and something rolled on the floor.

“What’s that?”

“No harm done,” said Meynell, stooping–“one of our host’s Greek coins. What a beauty!” He picked up the little case and the coin which had rolled out of it–a gold coin of Velia, with a head of Athene–one of the great prizes of the collector.

Norham took it with eagerness. He was a Cambridge man, and a fine scholar, and such things delighted him.

“I didn’t know Flaxman cared for these things.”

“He inherited them,” said Meynell, pointing to the open cabinet on the table. “But he loves them too. Mrs. Flaxman always has them put out on great occasions. It seems to me they ought to have a watcher! They are quite priceless, I believe. Such things are soon lost.”

“Oh!–they are safe enough here,” said Norham, returning the coin to its place, with another loving look at it. Then, with an effort, he pulled himself together, and with great rapidity began to question his companion as to the details and progress of the Movement. All the facts up to date, the number of Reformers enrolled since the foundation of the League, the League’s finances, the astonishing growth of its petition to Parliament, the progress of the Movement in the Universities, among the ardent and intellectual youth of the day, its spread from week to week among the clergy: these things came out steadily and clearly in Meynell’s replies.

“The League was started in July–it is now October. We have fifty thousand enrolled members, all communicants in Modernist churches. Meetings and demonstrations are being arranged at this moment all over England; and in January or February there will be a formal inauguration of the new Liturgy in Dunchester Cathedral.”

“Heavens!” said Norham, dropping all signs of languor. “Dunchester will venture it?”

Meynell made a sign of assent.

“It is of course possible that the episcopal proceedings against the Bishop, which, as you see, have just begun, may have been brought to a close, and that the Cathedral may be no longer at our disposal, but–“

“The Dean, surely, has power to close it!”

“The Dean has come over to us, and the majority of the Canons.”

Norham threw back his head with a laugh of amazement.

“The first time in history that a Dean has been of the same opinion as his Bishop! Upon my word, the government has been badly informed or I have not kept up. I had no idea–simply no idea–that things had gone so far. Markborough of course gives us very different accounts–he and the Bishops acting with him.”

“A great deal is going on which our Bishop here is quite unaware of.”

“You can substantiate what you have been saying?”

“I will send you papers to-morrow morning. But of course”–added Meynell, after a pause–“a great many of us will be out of our berths, in a few months, temporarily at least. It will rest with Parliament whether we remain so!”

“The Non-Jurors of the twentieth century!” murmured Norham, with a half-sceptical intonation.

“Ah, but this _is_ the twentieth century!”–said Meynell smiling. “And in our belief the _dénouement_ will be different.”

“What will you do–you clergy–when you are deprived?”

“In the first place, it will take a long time to deprive us–and so long as there are any of us left in our livings, each will come to the help of the other.”

“But you yourself?”

“I have already made arrangements for a big barn in the village”–said Meynell, smiling–“a great tithe-barn of the fifteenth century, a magnificent old place, with a forest of wooden arches, and a vault like a church. The village will worship there for a while. We shall make it beautiful!”

Norham was silent for a moment. He was stupefied by the energy, the passion of religious hope in the face beside him. Then the critical temper in him conquered his emotion, and he said, not without sarcasm:

“This is all very surprising–very interesting–but what are the _ideas_ behind you? A thing like this cannot live without ideas–and I confess I have always thought the ideas of Liberal Christianity a rather beggarly set-out–excuse the phrase!”

“There is nothing to excuse!–the phrase fits. ‘A reduced Christianity’–as opposed to a ‘full Christianity’–that is the description lately given, I think, by a divinity professor. I don’t quarrel with it at all. Who can care for a ‘reduced’ anything! But a _transformed_ Christianity–that is another matter.”

“Why ‘Christianity’ at all?”

Meynell looked at him in a smiling silence. He–the man of religion–was unwilling in these surroundings to play the prophet, to plunge into the central stream of argument. But Norham, the outsider and dilettante, was conscious of a kindled mind.

“That is the question to which it always seems to me there is no answer,” he said easily, leaning back in his chair. “You think you can take what you like of a great historical religion and leave the rest–that you can fall back on its pre-suppositions and build it anew. But the pre-suppositions themselves are all crumbling. ‘God,’–‘soul,’ ‘free-will,’ ‘immortality’–even human identity–is there one of the old fundamental notions that still stands, unchallenged? What are we in the eyes of modern psychology–but a world of automata–dancing to stimuli from outside? What has become of conscience–of the moral law–of Kant’s imperative–in the minds of writers like these?”

He pointed to two recent novels lying on the table, both of them brilliant glorifications of sordid forms of adultery.

Meynell’s look fired.

“Ah!–but let us distinguish. _We_ are not anarchists–as those men are. Our claim is precisely that we are, and desire to remain, a part of a _Society_–a definite community with definite laws–of a National Church–of the nation, that is, in its spiritual aspect. The question for which we are campaigning is as to the terms of membership in that society. But terms and conditions there must always be. The ‘wild living intellect of man’ must accept conditions in the Church, as _we_ conceive it, no less than in the Church as Newman conceived it.”

Norham shrugged his shoulders.

“Then why all this bother?”

“Because the conditions must be adjusted from time to time! Otherwise the church suffers and souls are lost–wantonly, without reason. But there is no church–no religion–without some venture, some leap of faith! If you can’t make any leap at all–any venture–then you remain outside–and you think yourself, perhaps, entitled to run amuck–as these men do!” He pointed to the books. “But _we_ make the venture!–_we_ accept the great hypothesis–of faith.”

The sound of voices came dimly to them from the farther rooms. Norham pointed toward them.

“What difference then between you–and your Bishop?”

“Simply that in his case–as _we_ say–the hypothesis of faith is weighted with a vast mass of stubborn matter that it was never meant to carry–bad history, bad criticism, an out-grown philosophy. To make it carry it–in our belief–you have to fly in the face of that gradual education of the world–education of the mind, education of the conscience–which is the chief mark of God in the world. But the hypothesis of Faith, itself, remains–take it at its lowest–as rational, as defensible, as legitimate as any other!”

“What do you mean by it? God–conscience–responsibility?”

“Those are the big words!” said Meynell, smiling–“and of course the true ones. But what the saint means by it, I suppose, in the first instance, is that there is in man something mysterious, superhuman–a Life in life–which can be indefinitely strengthened, enlightened, purified, till it reveal to him the secret of the world, till it ‘toss him’ to the ‘breast’ of God!–or again, can be weakened, lost, destroyed, till he relapses into the animal. Believe it, we say! Live by it!–make the venture. _Verificatur vivendo_!”

* * * * *

Again the conversation paused. From the distance once more came the merry clamour of the farther drawing-room. A din of young folk, chaffing and teasing each other–a girl’s defiant voice above it–outbursts of laughter. Norham, who had in him a touch of dramatic imagination, enjoyed the contrast between the gay crowd in the distance and this quiet room where he sat face to face with a visionary–surely altogether remote from the marrying, money-making, sensuous world. Yet after all the League was a big, practical, organized fact.

“What you have expressed–very finely, if I may say so–is of course the mystical creed,” he replied at last, with suave politeness. “But why call it Christianity?”

As he spoke, he was conscious of a certain pride in himself. He felt complacently that he understood Meynell and appreciated him; and that hardly any of his colleagues would, or could have done so.

“Why call it Christianity?” he repeated.

“Because Christianity _is_ this creed!–’embodied in a tale.’ And mankind must have tales and symbols.”

“And the life of Christ is your symbol?”

“More!–it is our Sacrament–the supreme Sacrament–to which all other symbols of the same kind lead–in which they are summed up.”

“And that is _why you_ make so much of the Eucharist?”

“It is–to us–just as full of mystical meaning, just as much the meeting-place of God and man, as to the Catholic–Roman or Anglican.”

“Strange that there should be so many of you!” said Norham, after a moment, with an incredulous smile.

“Yes–that has been the discovery of the last six months. But we might all have guessed it. The fuel has been long laid–now comes the kindling, and the blaze!”

There was a pause. Then Norham said abruptly–

“Now what is it you want of Parliament?”

The two men plunged into a discussion, in which the politician became presently aware that the parish priest, the visionary, possessed a surprising amount of practical and statesman-like ability.

* * * * *

Meanwhile–a room or two away–in the great bare drawing-room, with its faded tapestries, and its warm mixture of lamplight and firelight, the evening guests had been arriving. Rose stood at the door of the drawing-room, receiving, her husband beside her, Catharine a little way behind.

“Oh!” cried Rose suddenly, under her breath, only heard by Hugh–a little sound of perturbation.

Outside, in the hall, hardly lit at intervals by oil-lamps, a group could be seen advancing; in front Alice Puttenham and Mary, and behind, the Fox-Wilton party, Hester’s golden head and challenging gait drawing all _eyes_ as she passed along.

But it was on Alice Puttenham that Rose’s gaze was fixed. She came dreamily forward; and Rose saw her marked out, by the lovely oval of the face, its whiteness, its melancholy, from all the moving shapes around her. She wore a dress of black gauze over white; a little scarf of old lace lay on her shoulders; her still abundant hair was rolled back from her high brow and sad eyes. She looked very small and childish–as frail as thistledown.

And behind her, Hester’s stormy beauty! Rose gave a little gulp. Then she found herself pressing a cold hand, and was conscious of sudden relief. Miss Puttenham’s shy composure was unchanged. She could not have looked so–she could not surely have confronted such a gathering of neighbours and strangers, if–

No, no! The Slander–Rose, in her turn, saw it under an image, as though a dark night-bird hovered over Upcote–had not yet descended on this gentle head. With eager kindness, Hugh came forward–and Catharine. They found her a place by the fire, where presently the glow seemed to make its way to her pale cheeks, and she sat silent and amused, watching the triumph of Hester.

For Hester was no sooner in the room than, resenting perhaps the decidedly cool reception that Mrs. Flaxman had given her, she at once set to work to extinguish all the other young women there. And she had very soon succeeded. The Oxford youths, Lord Wanless, the sons of two or three neighbouring squires, they were all presently gathered about her, as thick as bees on honeycomb, recognizing in her instantly one of those beings endowed from their cradle with a double portion of sex-magic, who leave such a wild track behind them in the world.

By her chair stood poor Stephen Barron, absorbed in her every look and tone. Occasionally she threw him a word–Rose thought for pure mischief; and his whole face would light up.

In the centre of the circle round Hester stood one of the Oxford lads, a magnificent fellow, radiating health and gayety, who was trying to wear her down in one of the word-games of the day. They fought hard and breathlessly, everybody listening partly for the amusement of the game, partly for the pleasure of watching the good looks of the young creatures playing it. At last the man turned on his heel with a cry of victory.

“Beaten!–beaten!–by a hair. But you’re wonderful, Miss Fox-Wilton. I never found anybody near so good as you at it before, except a man I met once at Newmarket–Philip Meryon–do you know him? Never saw a fellow so good at games. But an awfully queer fish!”

It seemed to the morbid sensitiveness of Rose that there was an instantaneous and a thrilling silence. Hester tossed her head; her colour, after the first start, ebbed away; she grew pale.

“Yes, I do know him. Why is he a queer fish? You only say that because he beat you!”

The young man gave a half-laugh, and looked at his friends. Then he changed the subject. But Hester got up impatiently from her seat, and would not play any more. Rose caught the sudden intentness with which Alice Puttenham’s eyes pursued her.

Stephen Barron came to the help of his hostess, and started more games. Rose was grateful to him–and quite intolerably sorry for him.

“But why was I obliged to shake hands with the other brother?” she thought rebelliously, as she watched the disagreeable face of Maurice Barron, who had been standing in the circle not far from Hester. He had a look of bad company which displeased her; and she resented what seemed to her an inclination to stare at the pretty women–especially at Hester, and Miss Puttenham. Heavens!–if that odious father had betrayed anything to such a son! Surely, surely it was inconceivable!

The party was beginning to thin when Meynell, impatient to be quit of his Cabinet Minister that he might find Mary Elsmere before it was too late, hurried from the green drawing-room, in the wake of Mr. Norham, and stumbled against a young man, who in the very imperfect illumination had not perceived the second figure behind the Home Secretary.

“Hullo!” said Meynell brusquely, stepping back. “How do you do? Is Stephen here?”

Maurice Barron answered in the affirmative–and added, as though from the need to say something, no matter what:

“I hear there are some coins to be seen in there?”

“There are.”

Meynell passed on, his countenance showing a sternness, a contempt even, that was rare with him. He and Norham passed through the next drawing-room, and met various acquaintances at the farther door. Maurice Barron stood watching them. The persons invading the room had come intending to see the coins. But meeting the Home Secretary they turned back with him, and Meynell followed them, eager to disengage himself from them. At the door some impulse made him turn and look back. He saw Maurice Barron disappearing into the green drawing-room.

* * * * *

The night was soft and warm. Catharine and Mary had come prepared to walk home, Catharine eagerly resuming, now that her health allowed it, the Spartan habits of their normal life. Flaxman was drawn by the beauty of the moonlight and the park to offer to escort them to the lower lodge. Hester declared that she too would walk, and carelessly accepted Stephen’s escort. Meynell stepped out from the house with them, and in the natural sequence of things he found himself with Mary.

Flaxman and Catharine, who led the way, hardly spoke to each other. They walked, pensive and depressed. Each knew what the other was thinking of, and each felt that nothing was to be gained for the moment by any fresh talk about it. Just behind them they could hear Hester laughing and sparring with Stephen; and when Catharine looked back she could see Meynell and Mary far away, in the distance of the avenue they were following.

* * * * *

The great lime-trees on either side threw long shadows on grass covered with the fresh fallen leaf, which gleamed, a pale orange, through the dusk. The sky was dappled with white cloud, and the lime-boughs overhead broke it into patterns of delight. The sharp scent of the fallen leaves was in the air; and the night for all its mildness prophesied winter. Meynell seemed to himself to be moving on enchanted ground, beneath enchanted trees. The tension of his long talk with Norham, the cares of his leadership–the voices of a natural ambition, dropped away. Mary in a blue cloak, a white scarf wound about her head, summed up for him the pure beauty of nature and the night. For the first time he did not attempt to check the thrill in his veins; he began to hope. It was impossible to ignore the change in Mrs. Elsmere’s attitude toward him. He had no idea what had caused it; but he felt it. And he realized also that through unseen and inexplicable gradations Mary had come mysteriously near to him. He dared not have spoken a word of love to her; but such feeling as theirs, however restrained, penetrates speech and gesture, and irresistibly makes all things new.

They spoke of the most trivial matters, and hardly noticed what they said. He all the time was thinking: “Beyond this tumult there will be rest some day–then I may speak. We could live hardly and simply–neither of us wants luxury. But _now_ it would be unjust–it would bring too great a burden on her–and her poor mother. I must wait! But we shall see each other–we shall understand each other!”

Meanwhile she, on her side, would perhaps have given the world to share the struggle from which he debarred her.

Nevertheless, for both, it was an hour of happiness and hope.

CHAPTER XIII

“So I see your name this morning, Stephen, on their list.”

Henry Barron held up a page of the _Times_ and pointed to its first column.

“I sent it in some time ago.”

“And pray what does your parish think of it?”

“They won’t support me.”

“Thank God!”

Barron rose majestically to his feet, and from the rug surveyed his thin, fair-haired son. Stephen had just ridden over from his own tiny vicarage, twelve miles away, to settle some business connected with a family legacy with his father. Since the outbreak of the Reform Movement there had been frequent disputes between the father and son, if aggressive attack on the one side and silent endurance on the other make a dispute. Barron scorned his eldest son, as a faddist and a dreamer; while Stephen could never remember the time when his father had not seemed to him the living embodiment of prejudice, obstinacy, and caprice. He had always reckoned it indeed the crowning proof of Meynell’s unworldly optimism that, at the moment of his father’s accession to the White House estate, there should have been a passing friendship between him and the Rector. Yet whenever thoughts of this kind presented themselves explicitly to Stephen he tried to suppress them. His life, often, was a constant struggle between a genuine and irrepressible dislike of his father and a sore sense that no Christian priest could permit himself such a feeling.

He made no reply to his father’s interjection. But Barron knew very well that his son’s self-control was no indication of lack of will; quite the contrary; and the father was conscious of a growing exasperation as he watched the patient compression of the young mouth. He wanted somehow to convict and crush Stephen; and he believed that he held the means thereto in his hand. He had not been sure before Stephen arrived whether he should reveal the situation or not. But the temptation was too great. That the son’s mind and soul should finally have escaped his father, “like a bird out of the snare of the fowler,” was the unforgivable offence. What a gentle, malleable fellow he had seemed in his school and college days!–how amenable to the father’s spiritual tyranny! It was Barron’s constant excuse to himself for his own rancorous feeling–that Meynell had robbed him of his son.

“You probably think it strange”–he resumed harshly–“that I should rejoice in what of course is your misfortune–that your people reject you; but there are higher interests than those of personal affection concerned in this business. We who are defending her must think first of the Church!”

“Naturally,” said Stephen.

His father looked at him in silence for a moment, at the mild pliant figure, the downcast eyes.

“There is, however, one thing for which I have cause–we all have cause–to be grateful to Meynell,” he said, with emphasis.

Stephen looked up.

“I understand he refused to sanction your engagement to Hester Fox-Wilton.”

The young man flushed.

“It would be better, I think, father, if we are to talk over these matters quietly–which I understood is the reason you asked me to come here to-day–that you should avoid a tone toward myself and my affairs which can only make frank conversation difficult or impossible between us.”

“I have no desire to be offensive,” said Barron, checking himself with difficulty, “and I have only your good in view, though you may not believe it. My reason for approving Meynell in the matter is that he was aware–and you were not aware”–he fell into the slow phrasing he always affected on important occasions–“of facts bearing vitally on your proposal; and that in the light of them he acted as any honest man was bound to act.”

“What do you mean!” cried Stephen, springing to his feet.

“I mean”–the answer was increasingly deliberate–“that Hester Fox-Wilton–it is very painful to have to go into these things, but it is necessary, I regret to say–is not a Fox-Wilton at all–and has no right whatever to her name!”

Stephen walked up to the speaker.

“Take care, father! This is a question of a _girl_–an unprotected girl! What right have you to say such an abominable thing!”

He stood panting and white, in front of his father.

“The right of truth!” said Barron. “It happens to be true.”

“Your grounds?”

“The confession of the woman who nursed her mother–who was _not_ Lady Fox-Wilton.”

Barron had now assumed the habitual attitude–thumbs in his pockets, legs slightly apart–that Stephen had associated from his childhood with the long bullying, secular and religious, that Barron’s family owed to Barron’s temperament.

In the pause, Stephen’s quick breathing could be heard.

“Who was she?”

The son’s tone had caught the father’s sharpness.

“Well, my dear Stephen, I am not sure that I shall tell you while you look at me in that fashion! Believe me–it is not my fault, but my misfortune, that I happen to be acquainted with this very disagreeable secret. And I have one thing to say–you must give me your promise that you will regard any communication from me as entirely confidential, before I say another word.”

Stephen walked away to the window and came back.

“Very well. I promise.”

“Sit down. It is a long story.”

The son obeyed mechanically, his frowning eyes fixed upon his father. Barron at once plunged into an account of his interview with Judith Sabin, omitting only those portions of it which connected the story with Meynell. It was evident, presently, that Stephen–to the dawning triumph of his father–listened with an increasingly troubled mind. And indeed, at the first whisper of the story, there had flashed through the young man’s memory the vision of Meynell arguing and expostulating on that July afternoon, when he, Stephen, had spoken so confidingly, so unsuspectingly of his love for Hester. He recalled his own amazement, his sense of shock and strangeness. What Meynell said on that occasion seemed to have so little relation to what Meynell habitually was. Meynell, for whom love, in its spiritual aspect, was the salt and significance of life, the foundation of all wisdom–Meynell on that occasion had seemed to make comparatively nothing of love!–to deny its simplest rights–to put it despotically out of count. Stephen, as he had long recognized, had been overborne and silenced by Meynell’s personality rather than by Meynell’s arguments–by the disabling force mainly of his own devotion to the man who bade him wait and renounce. But in his heart he had never quite forgiven, or understood; and for all the subsequent trouble about Hester, all his own jealousy and pain, he had not been able to prevent himself from blaming Meynell. And now–now!–if this story were true–he began to understand. Poor child–poor mother! With the marriage of the child, must come–he felt the logic of it–the confession of the mother. A woman like Alice Puttenham, a man like Meynell, were not likely to give Hester to her lover without telling that lover what he had a right to know. Small blame to them if they were not prepared to bring about that crisis prematurely, while Hester was still so young! It must be faced–but not, _not_ till it must!

Yes, he understood. A rush of warm and pitiful love filled his heart; while his intelligence dismally accepted and endorsed the story his father was telling with that heavy tragic touch which the son instinctively hated as insincere and theatrical.

“Now then, perhaps,”–Barron wound up–“you will realize why it is I feel Meynell has acted considerately, and as any true friend of yours was bound to act. He knew–and you were ignorant. Such a marriage could not have been for your happiness, and he rightly interposed.”

“What difference does it make to Hester herself,” cried Stephen hotly–“supposing the thing is true? I admit–it may be true,” and as he spoke a host of small confirmations came thronging into his unwilling mind. “But in any case–“

He walked up to his father again.

“What have you done about it, father?” he said, sharply. “I suppose you went to Meynell at once.”

Barron smiled, with a lift of the eyebrows. He knocked off the end of his cigarette, and paused.

“Of course you have seen Meynell?” Stephen repeated.

“No, I haven’t.”

“I should have thought that was your first duty.”

“It was not easy to decide what my duty was,” said Barron, with the same emphasis, “not at all easy.”

“What do you mean, father? There seems to be something more behind. If there is, considering my feeling for Hester, it seems to me that having told me so much you are bound to tell me _all_ you know. Remember–this story concerns the girl I love!”

Passion and pain spoke in the young man’s voice. His father looked at him with an involuntary sympathy.

“I know. I am very sorry for you. But it concerns other people also.”

“What is known of the father?” said Stephen abruptly.

“Ah, that is the point!” said Barron, making an abstracted face.

“It is a question to which I am surely entitled to have an answer!”

“I am not sure that I can give it you. I can tell you of course what the view of Judith Sabin was–what the facts seem to point to. But–in any case, whether I believe Judith Sabin or no, I should not have said a word to you on the subject but for the circumstance that–unfortunately–there are other people in the case.”

Whereupon–watching his son carefully–Barron repeated the story that he had already given to Flaxman.

The effect upon Meynell’s young disciple and worshipper may be imagined. He grew deadly pale, and then red; choked with indignant scorn; and could scarcely bring himself to listen at all, after he had once gathered the real gist of what his father was saying.

Yet, by this time, the story was much better worth listening to than it had been when Barron had first presented it to Flaxman. By dint of much brooding, and under the influence of an angry obstinacy which must have its prey, Barron had made it a good deal more plausible than it had been to begin with, and would no doubt make it more plausible still. He had brought in by now a variety of small local observations bearing on the relations between the three figures in the drama–Hester, Alice Puttenham, Meynell–which Stephen must and did often recognize as true and telling. It was true that there was much friction and difference between Hester and the Fox-Wilton family; that Alice Puttenham’s position and personality had always teased the curiosity of the neighbourhood; that the terms of Sir Ralph’s will were perplexing; and that Meynell was Hester’s guardian in a special sense, a fact for which there was no obvious explanation. It was true also that there emerged at times a singular likeness in Hester’s beauty–a likeness of expression and gesture–to the blunt and powerful aspect of the Rector….

And yet! Did his father believe, for a moment, the preposterous things he was saying? The young man sharpened his wits as far as possible for Hester’s and his friend’s sake, and came presently to the conclusion that it was one of those violent, intermittent half-beliefs which, in the service of hatred and party spirit, can be just as effective and dangerous as any other. And when the circumstantial argument passed presently into the psychological–even the theological–this became the more evident.

For in order to explain to himself and others how Meynell could possibly have behaved in a fashion so villainous, Barron had invented by now a whole psychological sequence. He was prepared to show in detail how the thing had probably evolved; to trace the processes of Meynell’s mind. The sin once sinned, what more natural than Meynell’s proceeding? Marriage would not have mended the disgrace, or averted the practical consequences of the intrigue. He certainly could not have kept his living had the facts been known. On the one hand his poverty–his brothers to educate,–his benefice to be saved. On the other, the natural desire of the Fox-Wiltons and of Alice Puttenham to conceal everything that had occurred. The sophistries of love would come in–repentance–the desire to make a fresh start–to protect the woman he had sacrificed.

And all that might have availed him against sin and temptation–a steadfast Christian faith–was already deserting him; must have been already undermined. What was there to wonder at?–what was there incredible in the story? The human heart was corrupt and desperately wicked; and nothing stood between any man, however apparently holy, and moral catastrophe but the grace of God.

Stephen bore the long, incredible harangue, as best he could, for Meynell’s sake. He sat with his face turned away from his father, his hand closing and unclosing on his knee, his nerves quivering under the exasperation of his father’s monstrous premises, and still more monstrous deductions. At the end he faced round abruptly.

“I do not wish to offend you, father, but I had better say at once that I do not accept, for a single instant, your arguments or your conclusion. I am positive that the facts, whatever they may be, are _not_ what you suppose them to be! I say that to begin with. But now the question is, what to do. You say there are anonymous letters about. That decides it. It is clear that you must go to Meynell at once! And if you do not, I must.”

Barron’s look flashed.

“You gave me your promise”–he said imperiously–“before I told you this story–that you would not communicate it without my permission. I withhold the permission.”

“Then you must go yourself,” said the young man vehemently–“You must!”

“I am not altogether unwilling to go,” said Barron slowly. “But I shall choose my own time.”

And as he raised his cold eyes upon his son it pleased his spirit of intrigue, and of domination through intrigue, that he had already received a letter from Flaxman giving precisely opposite advice, and did not intend to tell Stephen anything about it. Stephen’s impulsive candour, however, appealed to him much more than Flaxman’s reticence. It would indeed be physically and morally impossible for him–anonymous letters or no–to lock the scandal much longer within his own breast. It had become a living and burning thing, like some wild creature straining at a leash.

* * * * *

A little while later Stephen found himself alone. He believed himself to have got an undertaking from his father that Meynell should be communicated with promptly–perhaps that very evening. But the terms of the promise were not very clear; and the young man’s mind was full of a seething wrath and unhappiness. If the story were true, so far as Hester and her unacknowledged mother were concerned–and, as we have seen, there was that in his long and intimate knowledge of Hester’s situation which, as he listened, had suddenly fused and flashed in a most unwilling conviction–then, what dire, what pitiful need, on their part, of protection and of help! If indeed any friendly consideration for him, Stephen, had entered into Meynell’s conduct, the young man angrily resented the fact.

He paced up and down the library for a time, divided thus between a fierce contempt for Meynell’s slanderers and a passionate pity for Hester.

His father had gone to Markborough. Theresa was, he believed, in the garden giving orders. Presently the clock on the bookcase struck three, and Stephen awoke with a start to the engagements of the day.

He was in the act of opening the library door when he suddenly remembered–Maurice!

He blamed himself for not having remembered earlier that Maurice was at home–for not having asked his father about him. He went to look for him, could not find him in any of the sitting-rooms, and finally mounted to the second-floor bedroom which had always been his brother’s.

“Maurice!” He knocked. No answer. But there was a hurried movement inside, and something that sounded like the opening of a drawer.

He called again, and tried the door. It was locked. But after further shuffling inside, as though some one were handling papers, it was thrown open.

“Well, Maurice, I hope I haven’t disturbed you in anything very important. I thought I must come and have a look at you. Are you all right?”

“Come in, old fellow,” said Maurice with affected warmth–“I was only writing a few letters. No room for anybody downstairs but the pater and Theresa, so I have to retreat up here.”

“And lock yourself in?” said Stephen, laughing. “Any secrets going?” And as he took a seat on the edge of the bed, while Maurice returned to his chair, he could not prevent himself from looking with a certain keen scrutiny both at the room and his younger brother.

He and Maurice had never been friends. There was a gap of nearly ten years between them, and certain radical and profound differences of temperament. And these differences nature had expressed, with an entire absence of subtlety, in their physique–in the slender fairness and wholesomeness of Stephen, as contrasted with the sallowness, the stoop, the thin black hair, the furtive, excitable look of Maurice.

“Getting on well with your new work?” he asked, as he took unwilling note of the half-consumed brandy and soda on the table, of the saucer of cigarette ends beside it, and the general untidiness and stuffiness of the room.

“Not bad,” said Maurice, resuming his cigarette.

“What is it?”

“An agency–one of these new phonographs–Yankee of course. I manage the office. A lot of cads–but I make ’em sit up.”

And he launched into boasting of his success in the business–the orders he had secured, the economies he had brought about in the office. Stephen found himself wondering meanwhile what kind of a business it could be that entrusted its affairs to Maurice. But he betrayed no scepticism, and the two talked in more or less brotherly fashion for a few minutes, till Stephen, with a look at his watch, declared that he must find his horse and go.

“I thought you were only coming for the week-end,” he said as he moved toward the door.

“I got seedy–and took a week off. Besides, I found pater in such a stew.”

Stephen hesitated.

“About the Rector?”

Maurice nodded.

“Pater is in an awful way about it. I’ve been trying to cheer him up. Meynell will be turned out, of course.”

“Probably,” said Stephen gravely. “So shall I.”

“What’ll you do?”

“Become a preacher somewhere–under Meynell.”

The younger brother looked with a sort of inquisitive grin at the elder.

“You’re ready to put your money on him to that extent? Well, all I know is, father’s dead set against him–and I’ve no use for him–never had!”

“That’s because you didn’t know him,” said Stephen briefly. “What did you ever have against him?”

He looked sharply at his brother. The disagreeable idea crossed his mind that his father, whose weakness for Maurice he well knew, might have told the story to the lad.

Maurice laughed, and pulled his scanty moustache as he turned away.

“Oh! I don’t know–we never hit it off. My fault, of course. Ta, ta.”

As Stephen rode away he was haunted for a few minutes by some disagreeable reminiscences of a school holiday when Maurice had been discovered drunk in one of the public-houses of the village by the Rector, who had firmly dug him out and walked him home. But this and other recollections, not dissimilar, soon passed away, under the steady assault of thoughts far more compelling….

* * * * *

He took the bridle-path through Maudeley, and was presently aware, in a clearing of the wood, of the figure of Meynell in front of him.

The Rector was walking in haste, without his dogs. He was therefore out on business, which indeed was implied by the energy of his whole movement.

He looked round, frowning as Stephen overtook him.

“Is that you, Stephen? Are you going home?”

“Yes. And you?”

Meynell did not immediately reply. The autumn wood, a splendour of gold and orange leaf overhead, of red-brown leaf below, with passages here and there where the sun struck through the beech trees, of purest lemon-yellow, or intensest green, breathed and murmured round them. A light wind sang in the tree-tops, and every now and then the plain broke in–purple through the gold; with its dim colliery chimneys, its wreaths of smoke, and its paler patches which stood for farms and villages.

Meynell walked by the horse in silence for a while, till, suddenly wiping a hot brow, he turned and looked at Stephen.

“I think I shall have to tell you, Stephen, where I am going, and why,” he said, eyeing the young man with a deprecating look, almost a look of remorse.

Stephen stared at him in silence.

“Flaxman walked home with me last night–came into the Rectory, and told me that–yesterday–he saw Meryon and Hester together–in Hewlett’s wood–as you know, a lonely place where nobody goes. It was a great blow to me. I had every reason to believe him safely out of the neighbourhood. All his servants have clearly been instructed to lie–and Hester!–well, I won’t trust myself to say what I think of her conduct! I went up this morning to see her–found the whole household in confusion! Nobody knew where Hester was. She had gone out immediately after breakfast, with the maid who is supposed to be always with her. Then suddenly–about an hour later–one of the boys appeared, having seen this woman at the station–and no Hester. The woman, taken by surprise–young Fox-Wilton just had a few words with her as the train was moving off–confessed she was going into Markborough to meet Hester and come back with her. She didn’t know where Miss Hester was. She had left her in the village, and was to meet her at a shop in Markborough. After that, things began to come out. The butler told tales. The maid is clearly an unprincipled hussy, and has probably been in Meryon’s pay all the time–“

“Where is Hester?–where are you going to?” cried Stephen in impatient misery, slipping from his horse, as he spoke, to walk beside the Rector.

“In my belief she is at Sandford Abbey.”

“At Sandford!” cried the young man under his breath. “Visit that scoundrel in his own house!”

“It appears she has once or twice declared that, in spite of us all, she would go and see his house and his pictures. In my belief, she has done it this morning. It is her last chance. We go to Paris to-morrow. However, we shall soon know.”

The Rector pushed on at redoubled speed. Stephen kept up with him, his lips twitching.

“Why did you separate us?” he broke out at last, in a low, bitter voice.

And yet he knew why–or suspected! But the inner smart was so great he could not help the reproach.

“I tried to act for the best,” said Meynell, after a moment, his eyes on the ground.

Stephen watched his friend uncertainly. Again and again he was on the point of crying out–

“Tell me the truth about Hester!”–on the point also of warning and informing the man beside him. But he had promised his father. He held his tongue with difficulty.

When they reached the spot where Stephen’s path diverged from that which led by a small bridge across the famous trout-stream to Sandford Abbey, Stephen suddenly halted.

“Why shouldn’t I come too? I’ll wait at the lodge. She might like to ride home. She can sit anything–with any saddle. I taught her.”

“Well–perhaps,” said Meynell dubiously. And they went on together.

Presently Sandford Abbey emerged above the road, on a rising ground–a melancholy, dilapidated pile; and they struck into a long and neglected evergreen avenue leading up to it. At the end of the avenue there was an enclosure and a lodge, with some iron gates. A man saw them, and came out to the gate.

“Sir Philip’s gone abroad, sir,” he said, affably, when he saw them. “Shall I take your card?”

“Thank you. I prefer to leave it at the house,” said Meynell shortly, motioning to him to open the gate. The man hesitated, then obeyed. The Rector went up the drive, while Stephen turned back a little along the road, letting his horse pasture on its grassy fringe. The lodge keeper–sulky and puzzled–watched him a few moments and then went back into the house.

* * * * *

The Rector paused to reconnoitre as he came in sight of the house. It was a strange, desolate, yet most romantic spot. Although, seen from the road and the stream, it seemed to stand on an eminence, it was really at the bottom of a hill which encircled it on three sides, and what with its own dilapidation, its broken fences and gates, the trees which crowded about it, and the large green-grown pond in front of it, it produced a dank and sinister impression. The centre of the building, which had evidently been rebuilt about 1700, to judge from its rose-red brick, its French classical lunettes, its pedimented doors and windows, and its fine _perron_, was clearly the inhabited portion of the building. The two wings of much earlier date, remains of the old Abbey, were falling into ruin. In front of one a garage had evidently been recently made, and a motor was standing at its door. To the left of the approaching spectator was a small deserted church, of the same date as the central portion of the Abbey, with twin busts of William and Mary still inhabiting a niche above the classical entrance, and marking the triumph of the Protestant Succession over the crumbling buildings of the earlier faith. The windows of the church were boarded up and a few tottering tombstones surrounded it.

No sign of human habitation appeared as the Rector walked up to the door. A bright sunshine played on the crumbling brick, the small-paned windows, the touches of gilding in the railings of the _perron;_ and on the slimy pond a few ducks moved to and fro, in front of a grass-grown sun-dial. Meynell walked up to the door, and rang.

The sound of the bell echoed through the house behind, but, for a while, no one came. One of the lunette windows under the roof opened overhead; and after another pause the door was slowly opened a few inches by a man in a slovenly footman’s jacket.

“Very sorry, sir, but Sir Philip is not at home.”

“When did he leave?”

“The end of last week, sir,” said the man, with a jaunty air.

“That, I think, is not so,” said Meynell, sternly. “I shall not trouble you to take my card.”

The youth’s expression changed. He stood silent and sheepish, while Meynell considered a moment, on the steps.

Suddenly a sound of voices from a distance became audible through the grudgingly opened door. It appeared to come from the back of the house. The man looked behind him, his mouth twitching with repressed laughter. Meynell ran down the steps and turned to the left, where a door led through a curtain-wall to the garden. Meanwhile the house door was hastily banged behind him.

* * * * *

“Uncle Richard!”

Behind the house Meynell came upon the persons he sought. In an overgrown formal garden, full of sun, he perceived an old stone bench, under an overhanging yew. Upon it sat Hester, bareheaded, the golden masses of her hair shining against the blackness of the tree. Roddy mounted guard beside her, his nose upon her lap; and on a garden chair in front of her lounged Philip Meryon, smoking and chatting. At sight of Meynell they both sprang to their feet. Roddy first growled, and then, as soon as he recognized Meynell, wagged his tail. Philip, with a swaying step, advanced toward the newcomer, cigar in hand.

“How do you do, Richard! It is not often you honour me with a visit.”

For a moment Meynell looked from one to the other in silence.

And they, whether they would or no, could not but feel the power of the rugged figure in the short clerical coat and wide-awake, and of the searching look with which he regarded them. Hester nervously began to put on her hat. Philip threw away his cigar, and braced himself angrily.

“Your mother has been anxious about you, Hester,” said Meynell, at last. “And I have come to bring you home.”

Then turning to Meryon he said–“With you, Philip, I will reckon later on. The lies you have instructed your servants to tell are a sufficient indication that you are ashamed of your behaviour. This young lady is under age. Her mother and I, who are her lawful guardians, forbid her acquaintance with you.”

“By what authority, I should like to know?” said Philip sneeringly. “Hester is not a child–nor am I.”

“All that we will discuss when we meet,” said the Rector. “I propose to call upon you to-morrow.”

“This time you may really find me fled,” laughed Philip, insolently. But he had turned white.

Meynell made no reply. He went to Hester, and lifting the girl’s silk cape, which had fallen off, he put it round her shoulders. He felt them trembling. But she looked at him fiercely, put him aside, and ran to Meryon.

“Good-bye, Philip, good-bye!–it won’t be for long!” And she held out her two hands–pleadingly. Meryon took them, and they stared at each other–while the Rector was conscious of a flash of dismay.

What if there was now more in the business than mere mischief and wantonness? Hester was surprisingly lovely, with this touching, tremulous look, so new, and, to the Rector, so intolerable!

“I must ask you to come at once,” he said, walking up to her, and the girl, with compressed lips, dropped Meryon’s hands and obeyed.

Meryon walked beside them to the garden door, very pale, and breathing quick.

“You can’t separate us”–he said to Meynell–“though of course you’ll try. Hester, don’t believe anything he tells you–till I confirm it.”

“Not I!” she said proudly.

Meynell led her through the door, and then turning peremptorily desired Meryon not to follow them. Philip hesitated, and yielded. He stood in the doorway, his hands in his pockets, watching them, a splendid figure, with his melodramatic good looks and vivid colour.

CHAPTER XIV

Hester and Meynell walked down the avenue, side by side. Behind them, the lunette window under the roof opened again, and a woman’s face, framed in black, touzled hair, looked out, grinned and disappeared.

Hester carried her head high, a scornful defiance breathing from the flushed cheeks and tightened lips. Meynell made no attempt at conversation, till just as they were nearing the lodge he said–“We shall find Stephen a little farther on. He was riding, and thought you might like his horse to give you a lift home.”

“Oh, a _plot_!”–cried Hester, raising her chin still higher–“and Stephen in it too! Well, really I shouldn’t have thought it was worth anybody’s while to spy upon my very insignificant proceedings like this. What does it matter to him, or you, or any one else what I do?”

She turned her beautiful eyes–tragically wide and haughty–upon her companion. There was absurdity in her pose, and yet, as Meynell uncomfortably recognized, a new touch of something passionate and real.

The Rector made no reply, for they were at the turn of the road and behind it Stephen and his horse were to be seen waiting.

Stephen came to meet them, the bridle over his arm.

“Hester, wouldn’t you like my horse? It is a long way home. I can send for it later.”

She looked proudly from one to the other. Her colour had suddenly faded, and from the pallor, the firm, yet delicate, lines of the features emerged with unusual emphasis.

“I think you had better accept,” said Meynell gently. As he looked at her, he wondered whether she might not faint on their hands with anger and excitement. But she controlled herself, and as Stephen brought the brown mare alongside, and held out his hand, she put her foot in it, and he swung her to the saddle.

“I don’t want both of you,” she said, passionately. “One warder is enough!”

“Hester!” cried Stephen, reproachfully. Then he added, trying to smile, “I am going into Markborough. Any commission?”

Hester disdained to answer. She gathered up the reins and set the horse in motion. Stephen’s way lay with them for a hundred yards. He tried to make a little indifferent conversation, but neither Meynell nor Hester replied. Where the lane they had been following joined the Markborough road, he paused to take his leave of them, and as he did so he saw his two companions brought together, as it were, into one picture by the overcircling shade of the autumnal trees which hung over the road; and he suddenly perceived as he had never yet done the strange likeness between them. Perplexity, love–despairing and jealous love–a passionate championship of the beauty that was being outraged and insulted by the common talk and speculation of indifferent and unfriendly mouths; an earnest desire to know the truth, and the whole truth, that he might the better prove his love, and protect his friend; and a dismal certainty through it all that Hester had been finally snatched from him–these conflicting feelings very nearly overpowered him. It was all he could do to take a calm farewell of them. Hester’s eyes under their fierce brows followed him along the road.

Meanwhile she and Meynell turned into a bridle-path through the woods. Hester sat erect, her slender body adjusting itself with unconscious grace to the quiet movements of the horse, which Meynell was leading. Overhead the October day was beginning to darken, and the yellow leaves shaken by occasional gusts were drifting mistily down on Hester’s hair and dress, and on the glossy flanks of the mare.

At last Meynell looked up. There was intense feeling in his face–a deep and troubled tenderness.

“Hester!–is there no way in which I can convince you that if you go on as you have been doing–deceiving your best friends–and letting this man persuade you into secret meetings–you will bring disgrace on yourself, and sorrow on us? A few more escapades like to-day, and we might not be able to save you from disgrace.”

He looked at her searchingly.

“I am going to choose for myself!” said Hester after a moment, in a low, resolute voice; “I am not going to sacrifice my life to anybody.”

“You _will_ sacrifice it if you go on flirting with this man–if you will not believe me–who am his kinsman and have no interest whatever in blackening his character–when I tell you that he is a bad man, corrupted by low living and self-indulgence, with whom no girl should trust herself. The action you have taken to-day, your deliberate defiance of us all, make it necessary that I should speak in even plainer terms to you than I have done yet; that I should warn you as strongly as I can that by allowing this man to make love to you–perhaps to propose a runaway match to you–how do I know what villainy he may have been equal to?–you are running risks of utter disaster and disgrace.”

“Perhaps. That is my affair.”

The girl’s voice shook with excitement.

“No!–it is not your affair only. No man liveth to himself, and no man dieth to himself! It is the affair of all those who love you–of your family–of your poor Aunt Alice, who cannot sleep for grieving–“

Hester raised her free hand, and angrily pushed back the masses of fair hair that were falling about her face.

“What is the good of talking about ‘love,’ Uncle Richard?” She spoke with a passionate impatience–“You know very well that _nobody_ at home loves me. Why should we all be hypocrites? I have got, I tell you, to look after _myself_, to plan my life for myself! My mother can’t help it if she doesn’t love me. I don’t complain; but I do think it a shame you should say she does, when you know–know–_know_–she doesn’t! My sisters and brothers just dislike me–that’s all there is in that! All my life I’ve known it–I’ve felt it. Why, when I was a baby they never played with me–they never made a pet of me–they wouldn’t have me in their games. My father positively disliked me. Whenever the nurse brought me downstairs–he used to call to her to take me up again. Oh, how tired I got of the nursery!–I hated it–I hated nurse–I hated all the old toys–for I never had any new ones. Do you remember”–she turned on him–“that day when I set fire to all the clean clothes–that were airing before the fire?”

“Perfectly!” said the Rector, with an involuntary smile that relaxed the pale gravity of his face.

“I did it because I hadn’t been downstairs for three nights. I might have been dead for all anybody cared. Then I was determined they should care–and I got hold of the matches. I thought the clothes would burn first–and then my starched frock would catch fire–and then–everybody would be sorry for me at last. But unfortunately I got frightened, and ran up the passage screaming–silly little fool! That might have made an end of it–once for all–“

Meynell interrupted–

“And after it,” he said, looking her in the eyes–“when the fuss was over–I remember seeing you in Aunt Alsie’s arms. Have you forgotten how she cried over you, and defended you–and begged you off? You were ill with terror and excitement; she took you off to the cottage, and nursed you till you were well again, and it had all blown over; as she did again and again afterward. Have you forgotten _that_–when you say that no one loved you?”

He turned upon her with that bright penetrating look, with its touch of accusing sarcasm, which had so often given him the mastery over erring souls. For Meynell had the pastoral gift almost in perfection; the courage, the ethical self-confidence and the instinctive tenderness which belong to it. The certitudes of his mind were all ethical; and in this region he might have said with Newman that “a thousand difficulties cannot make one doubt.”

Hester had often yielded, to this power of his in the past, and it was evident that she trembled under it now. To hide it she turned upon him with fresh anger.

“No, I haven’t forgotten it!–and I’m _not_ an ungrateful fiend–though of course you think it. But Aunt Alsie’s like all the others now. She–she’s turned against me!” There was a break in the girl’s voice that she tried in vain to hide.

“It isn’t true, Hester! I think you know it isn’t true.”

“It _is_ true! She has secrets from me, and when I ask her to trust me–then she treats me like a child–and shakes me off as if I were just a stranger. If she holds me at arm’s-length, I am not going to tell her all _my_ affairs!”

The rounded bosom under the little black mantle rose and fell tumultuously, and angry tears shone in the brown eyes. Meynell had raised his head with a sudden movement, and regarded her intently.

“What secrets?”

“I found her–one day–with a picture–she was crying over. It–it was some one she had been in love with–I am certain it was–a handsome, dark man. And I _begged_ her to tell me–and she just got up and went away. So then I took my own line!”

Hester furiously dashed away the tears she had not been able to stop.

Meynell’s look changed. His voice grew strangely pitiful and soft.

“Dear Hester–if you knew–you couldn’t be unkind to Aunt Alice.”

“Why shouldn’t I know? Why am I treated like a baby?”

“There are some things too bitter to tell,”–he said gravely–“some griefs we have no right to meddle with. But we can heal them–or make them worse. You”–his kind eyes scourged her again–“have been making everything worse for Aunt Alsie for a long time past.”

Hester shrugged her shoulders passionately, as though to repel the charge, but she said nothing. They moved on in silence for a little. In Meynell’s mind there reigned a medley of feelings–tragic recollections, moral questionings, which time had never silenced, perplexity as to the present and the future, and with it all, the liveliest and sorest pity for the young, childish, violent creature beside him. It was not for those who, with whatever motives, had contributed to bring her to that state and temper, to strike any note of harshness.

Presently, as they neared the end of the woody path, he looked up again. He saw her sitting sullenly on the gently moving horse, a vision of beauty at bay. The sight determined him toward frankness.

“Hester!–I have told you that if you go on flirting with Philip Meryon you run the risk of disgrace and misery, because he has no conscience and no scruples, and you are ignorant and inexperienced, and have no idea of the fire you are playing with. But I think I had better go farther. I am going to say what you force me to say to you–young as you are. My strong belief is that Philip Meryon is either married already, or so entangled that he has no right to ask any decent woman to marry him. I have suspected it a long time. Now you force me to prove it.”

Hester turned her head away.

“He told me I wasn’t to believe what you said about him!” she said in her most obstinate voice.

“Very well. Then I must set at once about proving it. The reasons which make me believe it are not for your ears.” Then his tone changed–“Hester!–my child!–you can’t be in love with that fellow–that false, common fellow!–you can’t!”

Hester tightened her lips and would not answer. A rush of distress came over Meynell as he thought of her movement toward Philip in the garden. He gently resumed:

“Any day now might bring the true lover, Hester!–the man who would comfort you for all the past, and show you what joy really means. Be patient, dear Hester–be patient! If you wanted to punish us for not making you happy enough, well, you have done it! But don’t plunge us all into despair–and take a little thought for your old guardian, who seems to have the world on his shoulders, and yet can’t sleep at nights, for worrying about his ward, who won’t believe a word he says, and sets all his wishes at defiance.”

His manner expressed a playful and reproachful affection. Their eyes met. Hester tried hard to maintain her antagonism, and he was well aware that he was but imperfectly able to gauge the conflict of forces in her mind. He resumed his pleading with her–tenderly–urgently. And at last she gave way, at least apparently. She allowed him to lay a friendly hand on hers that held the reins, and she said with a long bitter breath:

“Oh, I know I’m a little beast!”

“My old-fashioned ideas don’t allow me to apply that epithet to young women! But if you’ll say ‘I want to be friends, Uncle Richard, and I won’t deceive you any more,’ why, then, you’ll make an old fellow happy! Will you?”

Slowly she let her cold fingers slip into his warm, protecting palm as he smiled upon her. She yielded to the dignity and charm of Meynell’s character as she had done a thousand times before; but in the proud, unhappy look she bent upon him there were new and disquieting things–prophecies of the coming womanhood, not to be unravelled. Meynell pressed her hand, and put it back upon the reins with a sigh he could not restrain.

He began to talk with a forced cheerfulness of their coming journey–of the French _milieu_ to which she was going. Hester answered in monosyllables, every now and then–he thought–choking back a sob. And again and again the discouraging thought struck through him–“Has this fellow touched her heart?”–so strong was the impression of an emerging soul and a developing personality.

Suddenly through the dispersing trees a light figure came hurriedly toward them. It was Alice Puttenham.

She was pale and weary, and when she saw Hester, with Meynell beside her, she gave a little cry. But Meynell, standing behind Hester, put his finger on his lips, and she controlled herself. Hester greeted her without any sign of emotion; and the three went homeward along the misty ways of the park. The sun had been swallowed up by rising fog; all colour had been sucked out of the leaves and the heather, even from the golden glades of fern. Only Hester’s hair, and her white dress as she passed along, uplifted, made of her a kind of luminous wraith, and beside her, like the supports of an altar-piece, moved the two pensive figures of Meynell and Alice.

From a covert of thorn in the park, a youth who had retreated into its shelter on their approach watched them with malicious eyes. Another man was with him–a sheepish, red-faced person, who peered curiously at the little procession as it passed about a hundred yards away.

“Quite a family party!” said Maurice Barron with a laugh.

* * * * *

In the late evening Meynell returned to the Rectory a wearied man, but with hours of occupation and correspondence still before him. He had left Hester with Alice Puttenham, in a state which Meynell interpreted as at once alarming and hopeful; alarming because it suggested that there might be an element of passion in what had seemed to be a mere escapade dictated by vanity and temper; and hopeful because of the emotion the girl had once or twice betrayed, for the first time in the experience of any one connected with her. When they entered Alice Puttenham’s drawing-room, for instance–for Hester had stipulated she was not to be taken home–Alice had thrown her arms round her, and Hester had broken suddenly into crying, a thing unheard of. Meynell of course had hastily disappeared.

Since then the parish had taken its toll. Visits to two or three sick people had been paid. The Rector had looked in at the schools, where a children’s evening was going on, and had told the story of Aladdin with riotous success; he had taken off his coat to help in putting up decorations for an entertainment in the little Wesleyan meeting-house of corrugated iron; the parish nurse had waylaid him with reports, and he had dashed into the back parlour of a small embarrassed tradesman, in mortal fear of collapse and bankruptcy, with the offer of a loan, sternly conditional upon facing the facts, and getting in an auditor. Lady Fox-Wilton of course had been seen, and the clamour of her most unattractive offspring allayed as much as possible. And now, emerging from this tangle of personal claims and small interests, in the silence and freedom of the night hours, Meynell was free to give himself once more to the intellectual and spiritual passion of the Reform Movement. His table was piled with unopened letters; on his desk lay a half-written article, and two or three foreign books, the latest products of the Modernist Movement abroad. His crowded be-littered room smiled upon him, as he shut its door upon the outer world. For within it, he lived more truly, more vividly, than anywhere else; and all the more since its threadbare carpet had been trodden by Mary Elsmere.

Yet as he settled himself by the fire with his pipe and his letters for half an hour’s ease before going to his desk, his thoughts were still full of Hester. The incurable optimism, the ready faith where his affections were concerned, which were such strong notes of his character, was busy persuading him that all would be well. At last, between them, they had made an impression on the poor child; and as for Philip, he should be dealt with this time with a proper disregard of either his own or his servants’ lying. Hester was now to spend some months with a charming and cultivated French family. Plenty of occupation, plenty of amusement, plenty of appeal to her intelligence. Then, perhaps, travel for a couple of years, with Aunt Alice–as much separation as possible, anyway, from the Northleigh family and house. Alice was not rich, but she could manage as much as that, if he advised it, and he would advise it. Then with her twenty-first year, if Stephen or any other wooer were to the fore, the crisis must be faced, and the child must know! and it would be a cold-blooded lover that would weigh her story against her face.

Comfort himself as he would, however, dream as he would, Meynell’s conscience was always sore for Hester. Had they done right?–or hideously wrong? Had not all their devices been a mere trifling with nature–a mere attempt to “bind the courses of Orion,” with the inevitable result in Hester’s unhappy childhood and perverse youth?

The Rector as he pulled at his pipe could still feel the fluttering of her slender hand in his. The recollection stirred in him again all the intolerable pity, the tragic horror of the past. Poor, poor little girl. But she should be happy yet, “with rings on her fingers,” and everything proper!

Then from this fatherly and tender preoccupation he passed into a more intimate and poignant dreaming. Mary!–in the moonlight, under the autumn trees, was the vision that held him; varied sometimes by the dream of her in that very room, sitting ghostly in the chair beside him, her lovely eyes wandering over its confusion of books and papers. He thought of her exquisite neatness of dress and delicacy of movement, and smiled happily to himself. “How she must have wanted to tidy up!” And he dared to think of a day when she would come and take possession of him altogether–books, body and soul, and gently order his life….

“Why, you rascals!”–he said, jealously, to the dogs–“she fed you–I know she did–she patted and pampered you, eh, didn’t she? She likes dogs–you may thank your lucky stars she does!”

But they only raised their eager heads, and turned their loving eyes upon him, prepared to let loose pandemonium as soon as he showed signs of moving.

“Well, you don’t expect me to take you out for a walk at ten o’clock at night, do you?–idiots!” he hurled at them reprovingly; and after another moment of bright-eyed interrogation, disappointment descended, and down went their noses on their paws again.

* * * * *

His trust in the tender steadfastness of Mary’s character made itself powerfully felt in these solitary moments. She knew that while these strenuous days were on he could allow himself no personal aims. But the growing knowledge that he was approved by a soul so pure and so devout had both strung up all his powers and calmed the fevers of battle. He loved his cause the more because it was ever more clear to him that she passionately loved it too. And sensitive and depressed as he often was–the penalty of the optimist–her faith in him had doubled his faith in himself.

There was a singular pleasure also in the link his love for her had forged between himself and Elsmere–the dead leader of an earlier generation. “Latitudinarianism is coming in upon us like a flood!”–cried the _Church Times_, wringing its hands. In other words, thought Meynell, “a New Learning is at last penetrating the minds and consciences of men–in the Church, no less than out of it.” And Elsmere had been one of its martyrs. Meynell thought with emotion of the emaciated form he had last seen in the thronged hall of the New Brotherhood. “_Our_ venture is possible–because _you_ suffered,” he would say to himself, addressing not so much Elsmere, as Elsmere’s generation, remembering its struggles, its thwarted hopes, and starved lives.

And Elsmere’s wife?–that rigid, pathetic figure, who, before he knew her in the flesh, had been to him, through the reports of many friends, a kind of legendary presence–the embodiment of the Old Faith. Meynell only knew that as far as he was concerned something had happened–something which he could not define. She was no longer his enemy; and he blessed her humbly in his heart. He thought also, with a curious thankfulness, of her strong and immovable convictions. Each thinking mind, as it were, carries within it its own Pageant of the Universe, and lights the show with its own passion. Not to quench the existing light in any human breast–but to kindle and quicken where no light is: to bring forever new lamp-bearers into the Lampadephoria of life, and marshal them there in their places, on equal terms with the old, neither excluded, nor excluding: this, surely this was the ideal of Modernism.

Elsmere’s widow might never admit his own claim to equal rights within the Christian society. What matter! It seemed to him that in some mysterious way she had now recognized the spiritual necessity laid upon him to fight for that claim; had admitted him, so to speak, to the rights of a belligerent. And that had made all the difference.

He did not know how it had happened. But he was strangely certain that it had happened.

But soon the short interval of rest and dream he had allowed himself was over. He turned to his writing-table.

What a medley of letters! Here was one from a clergyman in the Midlands:

“We introduced the new Liturgy last Sunday, and I cannot describe the emotion, the stirring of all the dead-bones it has brought about. There has been of course a secession; but the church at Patten End amply provides for the seceders, and among our own people one seems to realize at last something of what the simplicity and sincerity of the first Christian feeling must have been! No ‘allowances’ to make for scandalous mistranslations and misquotations–no foolish legends, or unedifying tales of barbarous people–no cursing psalms–no old Semitic nonsense about God resting on the seventh day, delivered in the solemn sing-song which makes it not only nonsense but hypocrisy….

“I have held both a marriage and a funeral this week under the new service-book. I think that all persons accustomed to think of what they are saying felt the strangest delight and relief in the disappearance of the old marriage service. It was like the dropping of a weight to which our shoulders had become so accustomed that we hardly realized it till it was gone. Instead of pompous and futile absurdity–as in the existing exhortation, and homily–beautiful and fitting quotation from the unused treasures of the Bible. Instead of the brutal speech, the crudely physical outlook of an earlier day, the just reticence and nobler perceptions of our own, combined with perfectly plain and tender statement as to the founding of the home and the family. Instead of besmirching bits of primitive and ugly legend like the solemn introduction of Adam’s rib into the prayers, a few new prayers of great beauty–some day you must tell me who wrote them, for I suppose you know? (and, by the way, why should we not write as good prayers, to-day, as in any age of the Christian Church?). Instead of the old ‘obey,’ for the woman, which has had such a definitely debasing effect, as I believe, on the position of women, especially in the working classes–a formula, only slightly altered, but the same for the man and the woman….

“In short, a seemly, and beautiful, and moving thing, instead of a ceremony which in spite of its few fine, even majestic, elements, had become an offence and a scandal. All the fine elements have been kept, and only the scandal amended. Why was it not done long ago?

“Then as to the burial service. The Corinthian chapter stripped of its arguments which are dead, and confined to its cries of poetry and faith which are immortal, made a new and thrilling impression. I confess I thought I should have broken my heart over the omission of ‘I know that my Redeemer liveth’–and yet now that it is gone, there is a sense of moral exhilaration in having let it go! One knew all the time that whoever wrote the poem of Job neither said what he was made to say in the famous passage, nor meant what he was supposed to mean. One was perfectly aware, from one’s Oxford days, as the choir chanted the great words, that they were a flagrant mistranslation of a corrupt and probably interpolated passage. And yet the glory of Handel’s music, the glamour of association overcame one. But now that it is cut ruthlessly away from those moments in life when man can least afford any make-believe with himself or his fellows–now that music alone declaims and fathers it–there is the strangest relief! One feels, as I have said, the joy that comes from something difficult and righteous _done_–in spite of everything!

“I could go on for hours telling you these very simple and obvious things which must be so familiar to you. To me the amazement of this Movement is that it has taken so long to come. We have groaned under the oppression of what we have now thrown off, so long and so hopelessly; the Revision that the High Churchmen made such a bother about a few years ago came to so little; that now, to see this thing spreading like a great spring-tide over the face of England is marvellous indeed! And when one knows what it means–no mere liturgical change, no mere lopping off here and changing there, but a transformation of the root ideas of Christianity; a