The Brown Study by Grace S. Richmond

Produced by Charles Aldarondo, Mary Meehan and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team. The Brown Study By GRACE S. RICHMOND Author of “Red Pepper Burns,” “Mrs. Red Pepper,” “The Twenty-Fourth of June,” “The Second Violin,” Etc. 1919 TO THE LIVING MEMORY OF EDWARDS PARK CLEAVELAND CONTENTS I. BROWN HIMSELF II. BROWN’S CALLER–ONE OF MANY III. BROWN’S
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The Brown Study


Author of “Red Pepper Burns,” “Mrs. Red Pepper,” “The Twenty-Fourth of June,” “The Second Violin,” Etc.























Brown was so tall and thin, and his study was so low and square, that the one in the other seemed a misfit.

There was not much in the study. A few shelves of books–not all learned books by any means–three chairs, one of them a rocker cushioned in a cheerful red; a battered old desk; a broad and rather comfortable looking couch: this was nearly all the study’s furniture. There was a fireplace with a crumbling old hearth-stone, and usually a roaring fire within; and a chimney-piece above, where stood a few photographs and some odd-looking articles of apparently small value. On the walls were two small portraits–of an elderly man and woman.

This was absolutely all there was in the room worth mentioning–except when Brown was in it. Then, of course, there was Brown. This is not a truism, it is a large, significant fact. When you had once seen Brown in his study you knew that the room would be empty when he was out of it, no matter who remained. Not that Brown was such a big, broad-shouldered, dominating figure of a man. He was so tall and thin of figure that he looked almost gaunt, and so spare and dark of face that he appeared almost austere. Yet when you observed him closely he did not seem really austere, for out of his eyes, of a clear, deep gray, looked not only power but sympathy, and not only patience but humour. His mouth was clean-cut and strong, and it could smile in a rather wonderful way. As to the years he had spent–they might have been thirty, or forty, or twenty, according to the hour in which one met him. As a matter of fact he was, at the beginning of this history, not very far along in the thirties, though when that rather wonderful smile of his was not in evidence one might have taken him for somewhat older.

I had forgotten. Besides Brown when he was in the study there was usually, also, Bim. Also long and lean, also brown, with a rough, shaggy coat and the suggestion of collie blood about him–though he was plainly a mixture of several breeds–Bim belonged to Brown, and to Brown’s immediate environment, whenever Bim himself was able to accomplish it. When he was not able he was accustomed to wait patiently outside the door of Brown’s small bachelor abode. This door opened directly from the street into the Brown Study.

The really curious thing about the study was that nobody in that quarter of the big city knew it was a study. They called the place simply “_Brown’s_.” Who Brown himself was they did not know, either. He had come to live in the little old house about a year ago. He was dressed so plainly, and everything about him, including his manner, was of such an unobtrusive simplicity, that he attracted little attention–at first. Soon his immediate neighbours were on terms of interested acquaintanceship with him, though how they got there they could not themselves have told–it had never occurred to them to wonder. The thing had come about naturally, somehow. Presently others besides his immediate neighbours knew Brown, had become friends of Brown. They never wondered how it had happened.

The Brown Study had many callers. It was by now thoroughly used to them, for it had all sorts, every day of the month, at any hour of the day, at almost any hour of the night.



A caller had just come stumbling in out of the November murk, half blind with weariness and unhappiness and general discouragement. Brown had welcomed him heartily.

“It’s nothing in particular,” growled the other man, presently, “and it’s everything. I’m down and out.”

“Lost your job?”

“No, but I’m going to lose it.”

“How do you know?”

“Every thing points that way.”

“What, for instance?”

“Oh–I can’t tell you, so you’d understand.”

“Am I so thick-headed?” Brown asked the question seriously. His eyes, keen, yet full of sympathetic interest, rested inquiringly upon his caller’s face.

“It’s in the air, that’s all I can say. I wouldn’t be surprised to be fired any minute–after eight years’ service. And–it’s got on my nerves so I can’t do decent work, even to keep up my own self-respect till I do go. And what I’m to do afterward–“

Brown was silent, looking into the fire. His caller shifted in his chair; he had shifted already a dozen times since he sat down. His nervous hands gripped the worn arms of the rocker restlessly, unclosing only to take fresh hold, until the knuckles shone white.

“There’s the wife,” said Brown presently.

The caller groaned aloud in his unhappiness.

“And the kiddies.”

“God! Yes.”

“I meant to mention Him,” said Brown, in a quietly matter-of-fact way. “I’m glad you thought of Him. He’s in this situation, too.”

The caller’s brow grew black. “That’s one thing I came to say to you: I’m through with all that. No use to give me any of it. I don’t believe in it–that’s all.”

Brown considered him, apparently not in the least shocked. The caller’s clothes were very nearly shabby, certainly ill-kept. His shoes had not been blackened that day. He needed a hair-cut. His sensitive, thin face was sallow, and there were dark circles under his moody eyes.

Brown got up and went out by a door which opened beside the chimney-piece into the room behind, which was his kitchen. He stirred about there for some time, then he invited Jennings out. There were crisply fried bacon and eggs, and toast and steaming coffee ready for the two men–Brown’s cookery.

They sat down, and Brown bowed his head.

His companion did not bow his but he dropped his eyes, letting his glance rest upon the bacon.

“_Lord_” said Brown simply, “_we ask Thy blessing on this food. Give us food for our souls, as well. We need it. Amen_.”

Then he looked up at the caller. “Pitch in, Jennings,” said he, and set the example.

For a man who professed to have had his supper Jennings did pretty well.

When the meal was over Brown sent Jennings back to the fireside while he himself washed the dishes. When he rejoined his visitor Jennings looked up with a sombre face.

“Life’s just what that card a fellow tacked up in the office one day says it is:–‘_one damned thing after another_,'” he asserted grimly. “There’s no use trying to see any good in it all.”

Brown looked up quickly. Into his eyes leaped a sudden look of understanding, and of more than understanding–anger with something, or some one. But his voice was quiet.

“So somebody’s put that card up in your office, too. I wonder how many of them there are tacked up in offices all over the country.”

“A good many, I guess.”

“I suppose every time you look up at it, it convinces you all over again,” remarked Brown. He picked up the poker, and leaning forward began to stir the fire.

“I don’t need convincing. I know it–I’ve experienced it. God!–I’ve had reason to.”

“If you don’t believe in Him”–Brown was poking vigorously now–“why bring Him into the conversation?”

Jennings laughed–a short, ugly laugh. “That sounds like you, always putting a fellow in a corner. I use the word, I suppose, to–“

“To give force to what you say? It does it, in a way. But it’s not the way you use it when you address Him, is it?”

“I don’t address Him.” Jennings’s tone was defiant.

Brown continued lightly to poke the fire. “About that card,” said he. “I’ve often wondered just how many poor chaps it’s been responsible for putting down and out.”

Jennings stared. “Oh, it’s just a joke. I laughed the first time I saw it.”

“And the second time?”

“I don’t remember. The fellows were all laughing over it when it first came out.”

“It _was_ a clever thing, a tremendously clever thing, for a man to think of saying. There’s so much humour in it. To a man who happened to be already feeling that way, one can see just how it would cheer him up, give him courage, brace him to take a fresh hold.”

Jennings grunted. “Oh, well; if you’re going to take every joke with such deadly seriousness–“

“You took it lightly, did you? It’s seemed like a real joke to you? It’s grown funnier and funnier every day, each time it caught your eye?”

But now Jennings groaned. “No, it hasn’t. But that’s because it’s too true to keep on seeming funny.”

Brown suddenly brought his fist down on the arm of Jennings’s rocker with a thump which made his nerve-strung visitor jump in his chair. “It _isn’t_ true! It’s not the saying of a brave man, it’s the whine of a coward. Brave men don’t say that sort of thing. The sort of thing they do say–sometimes to other men, oftener to themselves alone–is what a famous Englishman said: ‘_If you do fight, fight it out; and don’t give in while you can stand and see_!’ How’s that for a motto? If that had been tacked on the wall in your office all this while, would it have made you feel like giving up, every time you looked at it?”

Brown’s eyes were glowing. Jennings had slumped down in his chair, his head on his hand, his face partly hidden from his host. There was silence in the room.

Brown kept Jennings overnight, making a bed for him on his couch, where he could see the fire. As Jennings sat on the couch, ready to turn in, Brown came out from his bedroom, a long figure in his bathrobe and slippers, and knelt down before the old rocking-chair. Jennings, in his surprise, sat perfectly still, looking at him. He could see Brown’s lean, strong face in profile, the fine head–it was a very fine head, though perhaps Jennings did not appreciate that–a little lifted, the eyes closed. Brown prayed in a conversational tone, as if the One he addressed were in the room above, with an opening between.

Then he rose, a little tender smile on his face, said, “Good-night, old man,” and went away into the inner room–the door of which he did not close.

What did he leave behind him? What was in the air? Was this a common room, a homely room, lighted only by a smoldering fire? What was it which suddenly and unaccountably gripped George Jennings’s heart, so that a sob rose in his throat? What made him want to cry, like a schoolboy, with his head on his arms? With all his long misery, tears had never once come to his relief. His heart had been hard and his eyes dry. Now, somehow, he felt something give way.

* * * * *

Jennings slept all night, and came out to breakfast with a queer, shamefaced aspect, yet with considerably less heaviness of foot than he had shown the night before. He ate heartily, as well he might, for the food was extremely appetizing. When he got up to go he stood still by his chair, seeming to be trying to say something. Seeing this, Brown came over to him and put his hand on his shoulder.

“Yes, lad?” said he interrogatively. He was smiling and the smile transformed his face, as always.

“I–feel better, this morning,” stammered Jennings. “I–want to thank you. I’m ashamed of the way I talked last night. It was as you said. I knew better, but I couldn’t seem to–to–“

Brown nodded. “Of course you knew better,” he said heartily. “We all know better. Every man prays–at some time or other. It’s when we stop praying that things get dark. Begin again, and something happens. It _always_ happens. And sometimes the thing that happens is that we get a good sleep and are able to see things differently in the morning. Good-bye–and come back to-night.”

“Shall I?” Jennings asked eagerly.

“Surely. We’ll have oysters to-night, roasted on the half-shell over the coals in the fireplace. Like ’em?”

“I never ate any that way,” admitted Jennings. “It sounds good.” And he smiled broadly, a real smile at last.

“Wait till you try them,” promised Brown.



On the following Saturday, at five in the afternoon, the previous hours having been filled with a long list of errands of all sorts, yet all having to do with people, and the people’s affairs, seldom his own, Brown turned his steps home-ward. The steps lagged a little, for he was tired.

At the house next his own–a shabby little house, yet with rows of blooming scarlet geraniums in tin cans on its two lower window sills, and clean, if patched, muslin curtains behind the plants–Brown turned in once more. Standing in the kitchen doorway he put a question:

“Mrs. Kelcey, may I borrow Norah for an hour?”

The person addressed looked up from her work, grinned a broad Irish grin, pushed back a lock of bothersome hair with a soapy hand, and answered heartily:

“To be shure ye may, Misther Brown. I says to mesilf an hour ago, I says, ‘Happen he’ll come for Nory to-night, it bein’ Saturday night, an’ him bein’ apt to come of a Saturday night.’ So I give her her bath early, to get her out o’ the way before the bhoys come home. So it’s clane she is, if she ain’t got into no mischief the half hour.”

She dashed into the next room and returned triumphant, her youngest daughter on her arm. Five minutes later Brown bore little Norah Kelcey into his bachelor domain, wrapped in her mother’s old plaid shawl, her blue eyes looking expectantly from its folds. It was not the first time she had paid a visit to the place–she remembered what there was in store for her there. She was just two years old, was Norah, a mere slip of an Irish baby, with a tangled mop of dark curls above eyes of deep blue set in bewildering lashes, and with a mouth like a freshly budded rose.

Brown withdrew the shawl and knelt on the floor before her. Bim, who had welcomed the two with eagerness, sat down beside them.

“You see, Bim,” explained his master, “I had to have something human to love for an hour or two. You’re pretty nearly human, I know, but not quite. Norah is human–she’s flesh-and-blood. A fellow gets starved for the touch of flesh-and-blood sometimes, Bim.”

He bent over the child. Then he lifted her again and bore her into his bedroom. Clean and wholesome she was without question, but he disliked the faint odour of laundry soap which hung about her. Smiling at her, playing with her, making a game of it, he gently bathed the little face and neck, the plump arms and hands, using a clear toilet soap with a most delicate suggestion of fragrance. When he brought her back to his fireside she was a small honey-pot for sweetness and daintiness, and fit for the caresses she was sure to get.

Brown sat down with her upon his knee. He had given her a tiny doll to snuggle in her arms, and she was quiet as a kitten.

“Norah,” said he, speaking softly, “you are adorable. Your eyes are the colour of deep-sea water and they make havoc with my heart. That heart, by the way, is soft as melting snow to-night, Norah. It’s longing for all the old things, longing so hard it aches like a bruise. It’s done its best to be stoical about this exile, but there are times when stoicism is a failure. This is one of those times. Norah baby, would you mind very much if I kiss the back of your little neck?”

Norah did not mind in the least.

“All right, little human creature,” said Brown, placing her upon the hearth-rug to play with Bim’s silky brown ears, “you’ve given me as much comfort as one of us is likely to give another, in a world where everybody starves for something he can’t have, and only God knows what the fight for self-denial costs. Shall we have supper now, Norah and Bim? Milk for Norah, bones for Bim, meat for Donald Brown–and a prayer for pluck and patience for us all!”



It was a rainy, windy, November night. Brown and Bim were alone together–temporarily. Suddenly, above the howling of the wind sounded sharply the clap of the old knocker on the door. Brown laid down his book–reluctantly, for he was human. A woman’s figure, clad from head to foot in furs, sprang from the car at the curb, ran across the sidewalk, and in at the open door.

“Go back to the hotel and come for me at twelve, Simpson,” she said to her chauffeur as she passed him, and the next moment she was inside the house and had flung the door heavily shut behind her.

“O Don!” she cried, and assailed the tall figure before her with a furry embrace, which was returned with a right good will.

“Well, well, Sue girl! Have you driven seventy miles to see me?” was Brown’s response. Bim, circling madly around the pair, barked his emotion.

“Is this–” began Brown’s visitor, glancing rapidly about her as she released herself. “Is this–” she began again, and stopped helplessly. Then, “O Don!” she said once more, and again, “O Don!”–and laughed.

“Yes, I know,” said Brown, smiling. “Here, let me take off your furs. It’s pretty warm here, I imagine. Bim and I are apt to keep a lot of wood on the fire.”


“At your feet–and your service.”

The lady looked at the dog, who stood watching her.

“Your only companion, Don?” she asked.

“My best chum. He’s so nearly human he understands at this moment that you don’t think him handsome. Never mind! We’re used to it, aren’t we, Bim? Come over and take this chair, Sue. Are you cold? Would you like something hot? Tea–or coffee?”

She sat in the chair he drew to the fire for her. As he looked at his sister’s charming, youthful face, and saw her sitting there in her handsome street dress with its various little indications of wealth and fashion–the gold-meshed purse on its slender chain, the rare jewel in the brooch at the throat, the flashing rings on the white hands–he drew in his breath in an incredulous little whistle.

“Is it really you, Sis?” he said. “You look pretty good to me, do you know, sitting there in my old chair!”

She glanced at the arm of the old rocker, worn smooth by the rubbing of many hands.

“Why do you have such a chair?” she answered impatiently–or so it sounded. “Why in the world, if you must live in a hovel like this, don’t you make yourself comfortable? Send home for some easy chairs, and rugs and pictures.” Her eye wandered about the room. “And a decent desk–and–and–a well-bred dog!”

He laughed. “A better bred dog, in one sense, than Bim you couldn’t find. His manners are finer than those of most men. And as for this being a hovel, you do it injustice. It was built at the beginning of the last century by a titled Englishman, who used it for an office on his estate. Look at the big oak beams. Look at the floor, the doors, the fireplace. It’s a distinguished little old house, Sue. Admit it!”

She shook her head. “I’ll admit nothing, except that you are the most eccentric fellow who ever lived, to come off here and stay all by yourself, when you’ve been the idol of a congregation like St. Timothy’s–and might still be their idol, if you would take just a little more assistance and not kill yourself with work. I’ve no patience with you, Don!”

He did not reply to this. Instead, he asked again gently, “Shall it be tea or coffee, Sue?” He stood in the doorway which led to the kitchen and added, as she hesitated, that he could give her an excellent brand of either. “Coffee, then,” she chose, and sat staring into the fire until her brother returned with his earthenware pot and the other essentials for the brewing of coffee, all set forth on a small tray. When, presently, he offered her a fragrant cup, she drank it eagerly.

“That _is_ good,” she declared. “I didn’t know you could cook. When did you learn?”

“On my vacations in the woods. The guides taught me. LaFitte was a wonderful cook–with certain limitations. I’ve picked up a few other tricks as well. Would you like something to eat?”

“No, thank you.”

She had studied him with attention as he knelt before the fire, noting every detail of his appearance. She now put a question which she had reserved.

“Just how well are you now?”

He looked up. “Don’t I look well enough to satisfy you?”

“I can’t tell. You are frightfully thin–“

“I never was anything else.”

“Do you think this sort of thing is doing as much to make you well as Doctor Brainard’s prescription of a voyage and stay in the South Seas?”

“Much more.”

“You must be dreadfully lonely.”

He was sitting, Turk fashion, on the hearth-rug before her, his long legs crossed beneath him, his hands clasping his knees. With the firelight playing over his face and touching the thrown-back chestnut locks of his heavy hair with high lights here and there, he looked decidedly boyish. At her suggestion of his probable loneliness he smiled and glanced at Bim.

“Bim,” said he, addressing a curled-up mass of rough brown hair from which looked out two watchful brown eyes, and which responded instantly to the name by resolving itself into an approaching dog, “are we ever lonely? Rarely, Sue. As a matter of fact, we have a good many callers, first and last.”

“What sort of callers?”

“Neighbours, and friends.”

“You are in a horribly poor locality. I noticed as I came through. Do you mean that you encourage these people to come to see you?”

“We use all the drawing powers we have, Bim and I.”

“Do you mean to say,” said she, bending forward, “that you are conducting a _mission_–here, in this place? When you ought to be just trying to get well? Oh, what would Doctor Brainard say?” Her tone was full of consternation.

Brown threw back his head and laughed, a big, hearty laugh which did not sound at all like that of an invalid.

“Brainard seems to be your special anxiety,” he said. “Send him down to see me. I’ll make him some flapjacks. If there’s any one who appreciates good cookery it’s Brainard.”

“Don,” said his sister slowly, studying the face before her, “what are you trying to do?”

“Accomplish a little something while I’m marking time.”

“You ought to be resting!”

“I am. This is child’s play; compared with the parish of St. Timothy’s. And it’s lots more fun!”

“You’re an ascetic!”

“Never. No crusts and water for me–coffee and flapjacks every time.”

Once more she bent toward him. “You are an ascetic. To live in this place, and wear–What are you wearing? Old clothes and a–What on earth is that scarf pin? A ten-cent piece?”

He put up his hand. “Benson, the little old watchmaker on the corner, gave me that. No, it’s not a dime. It pleases him immensely to see me wear it. It’s not bad, Sue. Nonsense!”

“It’s not good–cheap!”

He sat smiling up at her, while she regarded him in silence for a minute. Then she broke out again:

“Why–_why_ do you do it? Haven’t you worked hard enough in your great parish, without allowing yourself to spoil this rest you so much need?”

“Sue,” said her brother, “the best cure for certain kinds of overwork is merely more work, only of a different sort. I can’t be idle and contented. Can you?”

“Idle! I should like to be idle. I’m rushed to death, all the time. It’s killing me.”

“Dressmakers and hairdressers–and dinners and bridge and the whole routine of your set,” said he. “It is indeed a hard life–I wonder you stand it.”

“Don’t be ironic!”

“I’m not ironic. I realized, long ago, that it’s the hardest life in the world–and pays the least.”

She flushed. “I have my charities,” she reminded him. “I’m not utterly useless. And my clubs–belonging to them is a duty I owe other women. I try to fulfill it.”

“But you’re not happy.”

“Happy! I’ve forgotten the meaning of the word. To tell the honest truth, Don, I’ve been feeling for a long while that I didn’t care–how soon it ended.”

“Poor little sister!”

A crashing blow upon the door startled Mrs. Breckenridge so that she cried out under her breath. Brown went to the door. A furious gust of wind hurled it wide open beneath his hand, but there was no one upon the doorstep. No one? At his feet lay a bundle, from which sounded a wailing cry. He picked it up, looked up and down a vacant street, closed the door, and came back to Sue Breckenridge by the fire.

“I wonder if they chose the bachelor’s doorstep by chance or by intention,” he said.



“Don! Don’t take it in! They’ll come back for it if you don’t–they’re watching somewhere. Put it back on the doorstone–don’t look at it!”

“Why, Sue!” he answered, and for an instant his eyes flashed reproof into hers. “On such a night?”

“But what can you do with it?”

“Make it comfortable, first.”

He was unwrapping the bundle. The child was swathed none too heavily in clean cotton comforters; it was crying frantically, and its hands, as Brown’s encountered them in the unwinding, were cold and blue. There emerged from the wrappings an infant of possibly six weeks’ existence in a world which had used it ill.

“Will you take him while I get some milk?” asked Brown, as naturally as if handing crying babies over to his sister were an everyday affair with them both.

She shook her head, backing away. “Oh, mercy, no! I shouldn’t know what to do with it.”

“Sue!” Her brother’s tone was suddenly stern. “Don’t be that sort of woman–don’t let me think it of you!”

He continued to hold out the small wailing bundle. She bit her lip, reluctantly extended unaccustomed arms, and received the foundling into them.

“Sit down close by the fire, my dear, and get those frozen little hands warm. A bit of mothering won’t hurt either of you.” And Brown strode away into the kitchen with a frown between his brows. He was soon back with a small cupful of warm milk and water, a teaspoon, and a towel.

“Do you expect to feed a tiny baby with a teaspoon?” Sue asked with scorn.

“You don’t know much about babies, do you, Sue? Well, I may have some trouble, but it’s too late to get any other equipment from my neighbours, and I’ll try my luck.” She watched with amazement the proceedings which followed. Brown sat down with the baby cradled on his left arm, tucked the half-unfolded towel beneath its chin, and with the cup conveniently at hand upon the table began to convey the milk, drop by drop, to the little mouth.

“I don’t see how you dare do it. You might choke the child to death.”

“Not a bit. He’ll swallow a lot of atmosphere and it may give him a pain, but that’s better than starving. Isn’t it, Baby?”

“You act as if you had half a dozen of your own. What in the world do you know about babies?”

“Enough to puff me up with pride. Mrs. Murdison, my right-hand neighbour, is the mother of five; Mrs. Kelcey, on my left, has six–and two of them are twins. One twin was desperately ill a while ago. I became well acquainted with it–and with the other five.”

“Don!” Again his sister gazed at him as if she found him past comprehension. “You–_you!_ What would your friends–our friends–say, if they knew?”

Putting down the teaspoon and withdrawing the towel, Brown snuggled the baby in his left arm. Warmth and food had begun their work in soothing the little creature, and it was quiet, its eyelids drooping heavily.

He got up, carried the baby to the couch, with one hand arranged a steamer rug lying there so that it made a warm nest, and laid the small bundle in it.

Then he returned to his chair by the fire. He lifted his eyes for a long, keen look into his sister’s face, until she stirred restlessly under the inspection.

“Well, what do you see?” she asked.

“I see,” said Brown slowly, “a woman who is trying to live without remembering her immortality.”

She shivered suddenly, there before the blazing fire. “I’m not sure that I believe in it,” she said fiercely. “Now I’ve shocked you, Don, but I can’t help it. I’m not sure of anything, these days. That’s why–“

“Why you want to forget. But you can’t forget. And the reason why you can’t forget is because you do believe in it. Every day people are trying to forget one of the greatest facts in the universe. They may deny it with their lips, but with their hearts they know it is true.”

She did not answer. Her brother drew his chair closer, leaned forward, and took one of the jewelled hands in his. He spoke very gently, and in his voice was a certain quality of persuasion which belongs not to all voices which would persuade.

“Sue, make room in your life for a little child. You need him.”

Her glance evaded his, flashed past his to the small, still bundle on the couch. Then, suddenly, into her unhappy eyes leaped a suspicion. She straightened in her chair.

“You don’t mean–you’re not suggesting–“

He smiled, comprehending. “No, no–nothing like that. Your heart isn’t big enough for that–yet. It’s the mothers of children who make room for the waifs, or those who have long been mothers in heart and have been denied. You don’t belong to either of those classes, do you?”

She drew a stifled breath. “You don’t know what you are talking about, Don. How could you, a bachelor like you?”

“Couldn’t I? Well, Sue, if fathers may be divided into the same two classes, I might be found in one of them.”

She stared at him. “You? Oh, I can’t believe it. You could have married long ago, if you had wanted to. You could have married anybody–simply anybody!”

“You do me too much honour–or discredit, I’m not just sure which.”

“But it’s true. With your position–and your money! Rich and brilliant clergymen aren’t so common, Donald Brown. And your personality, your magnetism! Men care for you. Women have always hung on your words!”

He made a gesture of distaste; got up.

“Sterility of soul is a worse thing than sterility of body,” said he. “But sometimes–God cures the one when He cures the other.”

“But you never prescribed this strange thing before.”

He smiled. “I’ve been learning some things out here, Sue, that I never learned before. One of them is how near God is to a little child.”

“You’ve learned that–of your neighbours?” Her accent was indescribable.

“Of my neighbours–and friends.”

It was time for her to go. He helped her into her great fur coat and himself fastened it in place. When she was ready she turned from the window from which she had tried in vain to see her surroundings, and threw at her brother a question which seemed to take him unawares.

“Don, do you know anything about Helena these days?”

Though his face did not change, something about him suggested the mental bracing of himself for a shock. He shook his head.

“She’s dropped everything she used to care for. Nobody knows why. Her mother’s in despair about her–you know what a society leader Mrs. Forrest has always been. She can’t understand Helena–nor can anybody.”

“She’s not ill?”

“Apparently not; she’s as wonderful to look at as ever, when one meets her–which one seldom does. The girls say she walks miles every day, so she must be well in body, though even that doesn’t assure Mrs. Forrest. I thought, possibly, you might know. You and Helena used to be such friends.”

“We are still, I hope.”

His sister’s eyes were not easily to be deceived, and they were positive they saw pain in the eyes which met her own.

“Don,” she said softly, “may I ask you one question?”

“Please don’t.”

“When you were a little boy, and you got hurt in any way, you used to run away and hide. Are you–hiding now?”

His eyes grew dark with sudden anger, but he replied with self-control:

“You will have to think what you like about that, Sue. If that is the way the thing looks to you–so be it!”

The sound of the returning car made Mrs. Breckenridge speak hurriedly:

“I didn’t mean to be unkind, Don boy. Nobody knows better than I that you are no coward. Only–only–you know an ascetic denies himself things that he needn’t. And–you _are_ an ascetic!”

“Can I never convince you of your mistake about that?” he answered; and now his lips smiled again, a little stiffly.

She embraced him once more, stopped to say beseechingly, “You won’t keep that baby here, will you, Don?” and, receiving his assurance that he would consult with his neighbours in the morning as to the welfare of the foundling, took her departure.

Left alone Brown went back into the quiet room. The baby was stirring among its wrappings. Bim, who had roused himself to see the visitor off, came and poked his nose into the bundle.

“We never know what’s coming, Bim, do we?” asked Brown of his companion. “Sometimes it’s what we want, and sometimes not. But–if we are to teach others we must be taught ourselves, Bim. And that’s what’s happening now.”



“I wonder,” he said to himself an hour later, “if it’s any use to go to bed at all!” He was walking the floor with the baby in his arms. Bim, puzzled and anxious, walked by his side, looking up at the small bundle with a glance which seemed to say, “What in the world are we going to do with it?”

Whether the feeding from the teaspoon had disagreed with its digestion could not be discovered, but clearly the baby was unhappy. It was quiet when walked with but upon being put down immediately set up such an outcry that the bachelor, unaccustomed, could not listen to it with stoicism. Therefore, when he had endured the sound as long as he could, he had taken the little visitor up and was now walking with it, himself in bathgown and slippers.

“It may be a pin, Bim,” said he suddenly.

He sat down before the fire, laid the baby upon its face on his knees and began cautiously to investigate. He loosened the tiny garments one by one, until he had reached the little body and could assure himself that no sharp point was responsible for the baby’s discomfort. He gently rubbed the small back, wondering, as he did so, at the insignificant area his hand nearly covered. Under this treatment the wailing gradually quieted.

“Bim,” said he resignedly, “we shall have to sit up with him–for a while, at least.”

Bim walked over to the window.

“No,” said his master, “we can’t disturb our neighbours at this time of night. We must see it through. If we can manage to read, it will make the time go faster.”

He reached for a book, opened it at a mark, and began to read, his hand, meanwhile, steadily maintaining the soothing motion up and down the baby’s back. But his thoughts were not upon the page. Instead, they took hold upon one phrase his sister had used–one phrase, which had brought up to him a certain face as vividly as the sudden presentation of a portrait might have done.

“_She’s as wonderful to look at as ever_.”

Was she? Well, she had been wonderful to look at–there could be no question of that. He had looked at her, and looked, and looked again, until his eyes had blurred with the dazzle of the vision. And having looked, there could be no possible forgetting, no merciful blotting out of the recollection of that face. He had tried to forget it, to forget the whole absorbing personality, had tried with all his strength, but the thing could not be done. It seemed to him sometimes that the very effort to efface that image only cut its outlines deeper into his memory.

The baby began to cry afresh, with sudden, sharp insistence. Brown took it up and strode the floor with it again.

“Poor little chap!” he murmured. “You can’t have what you want, and I can’t have what I want. But it doesn’t do a bit of good to cry about it–eh?”

The knocker sounded. Bim growled.

“At this hour!” thought Brown, with a glance at his watch lying on the table. It was nearly two in the morning.

Holding the baby in the crook of his arm he crossed the floor and opened the door gingerly, sheltering the baby behind it.

“Is it the toothache, Misther Brown?” inquired an eagerly pitiful voice. “Or warse?”

Mrs. Kelcey came in, her shawl covering her unbound hair–his next-door neighbour and little Norah’s mother. Her face was full of astonishment at sight of Brown in his bathgown and the baby in his arms.

“I’m mighty glad to see you,” Brown assured her. “I don’t know what to do with him, poor little fellow. I think it must be a pain.”

“The saints and ahl!” said Mrs. Kelcey. She took the baby from him with wonted, motherly arms. “The teeny thing!” she exclaimed. “Where–“

“Left on my doorstep.”

“An’ ye thried to get through the night with him! Why didn’t ye bring him to me at wanst?”

“It was late–your lights were out. How did you know I was up?”

“Yer lights wasn’t out. I was up with me man–Pat’s a sore fut, an’ I was bathin’ it to quiet him. I seen yer lights. Ye sit up till ahl hours, I know, but I cud see the shadow movin’ up and down. I says to Pat, ‘He’s the toothache, maybe, and me with plinty of rimidies nixt door.'”

She turned her attention to the tiny creature in her lap. She inquired into the case closely, and learned how the child had been fed with a teaspoon.

“To think of a single man so handy!” she exclaimed admiringly. “But maybe he shwallied a bit too much air with the feedin’.”

“He swallowed all the air there was at hand,” admitted Brown, “and precious little milk. But he seemed hungry, and I thought he was too little to go all night without being fed.”

“Right ye were, an’ ’tis feedin’ he nades agin–only not with a shpoon. I’ll take him home an’ fix up a bit of a bottle for him, the poor thing. An’ I’ll take him at wanst, an’ let ye get to bed, where ye belong, by the looks of ye.”

“You’re an angel, Mrs. Kelcey. I hate to let you take him, with all you have on your hands–“

“Shure, ’tis the hands that’s full that can always hold a bit more. An’ a single man can’t be bothered with cast-off childher, no matter how big his heart is, as we well know.”

And Mrs. Kelcey departed, with the baby under her shawl and a motherly look for the man who opened the door for her and stood smiling at her in the lamplight as she went away.

But when he had thrown himself, at last, on his bed, wearily longing for rest, he found he had still to wrestle a while with the persistent image of the face which was “wonderful to look at,” before kindly slumber would efface it with the gray mists of oblivion.



“There, Tom, how’s that? Does it droop as much as the one on the other side?”

Tom Kelcey, aged fourteen, squinted critically at the long festoon of ground-pine between the centre of the chimney-breast and the angle of the dingy old oak-beamed ceiling.

“Drop her a couple of inches, Misther Brown,” he suggested. “No, not so much. There, that’s the shtuff. Now you’ve got her, foine and dandy.”

Brown stepped down from the chair on which he had been standing, and stood off with Tom to view the effect.

“Yes, that’s exactly right,” said he, “thanks to your good eye. The room looks pretty well, eh? Quite like having a dinner party.”

“It’s ilegant, Misther Brown, that’s what it is,” said a voice in the doorway behind them. “Tom bhoy, be afther takin’ the chair back to the kitchen for him.”

Mrs. Kelcey, mother of Tom, and next-door neighbour to Brown, advanced into the room. She was laden with a big basket, which Brown, perceiving, immediately took from her.

“Set it down careful, man,” said she. “The crust on thim pies is that delicate it won’t bear joltin’. I had the saints’ own luck with ’em this toime, praise be.”

“That’s great,” said Brown. “But I haven’t worried about that. You never have anything else, I’m sure.”

Mrs. Kelcey shook her head in delighted protest.

“The table is jist the handsomest I iver laid eyes on,” she asserted, modestly changing the subject.

“It is pretty nice, isn’t it?” agreed Brown warmly, surveying the table with mixed emotions. When he stopped to think of what Mrs. Hugh Breckenridge would say at sight of that table, set for the Thanksgiving dinner her brother, Donald Brown, was giving that afternoon, he experienced a peculiar sensation in the region of his throat. He was possessed of a vivid sense of humour which at times embarrassed him sorely. If it had not been that his bigness of heart kept his love of fun in order he would have had great difficulty, now and then, in comporting himself with necessary gravity.

Mrs. Kelcey herself had arranged that table, spending almost the entire preceding day in dashing about the neighbourhood, borrowing from Brown’s neighbours the requisite articles. Brown’s own stock of blue-and-white ware proving entirely inadequate, besides being in Mrs. Kelcey’s eyes by no means fine enough for the occasion, she had unhesitatingly requisitioned every piece of china she could lay hands on in the neighbourhood. She had had no difficulty whatever in borrowing more than enough, for every woman in the block who knew Brown was eager to lend her best. The result was such an array of brilliantly flowered plates and cups and dishes of every style and shape, that one’s gaze, once riveted thereon, could with difficulty be removed.

When Brown had first conceived this festival it had been with the idea of sending to the nearest city for a full equipment, if an inexpensive one, of all the china and glass, linen and silver necessary for the serving of the meal. But upon thinking it over it occurred to him that such an outlay would not only arouse his new friends’ suspicion of his financial resources, it would deprive them of one of the chief joys in such a neighbourhood as this in which he was abiding–that of the personal sharing in the details of the dinner’s preparation and the proud lending of their best in friendly rivalry.

Therefore the table, as it now stood before him in all but complete readiness for the feast, bore such witness to the warmth of esteem in which the neighbourhood held him, not to mention its resourcefulness in fitting together adjuncts not originally intended for partnership, as must have touched the heart of a dinner-giver less comprehending than Donald Brown, late of St. Timothy’s great and prosperous parish.

To begin with, the table itself had been set up in its place in the front room by Tim Lukens the carpenter, who when he was sober was one of the cleverest of artisans. Starting with two pairs of sawhorses and continuing with smooth pine boards, he had constructed a table of goodly proportions and of a solidity calculated to withstand successfully the demand likely to be made upon it. Over this table-top Mrs. Kelcey had laid–without thought, it must be admitted, of any intermediary padding such as certain mistaken hostesses consider essential–three freshly and painstakingly laundered tablecloths, her own, Mrs. Murdison’s, and Mrs. Lukens’s best, cunningly united by stitches hardly discoverable except by a too-searching eye.

The foundations thus laid, the setting of the table had been a delightful task for Mrs. Kelcey, assisted as she was by Mrs. Murdison, who frequently differed from her in points of arrangement but who yielded most of them upon hearing, as she frequently did, Mrs. Kelcey’s verbal badge of office: “Misther Brown put me in charge, Missus Murdison. He says to me, he says, ‘Missus Kelcey, do jist as ye think best.'” Together the two had achieved a triumph, and the table now stood forth glowingly ready for its sixteen guests, from the splendid bunch of scarlet geraniums in an immense pink and blue bowl with an Indian’s head on one side, to the sixteen chairs, no two exactly alike, which had been obtained from half as many houses.

As for the dinner itself, there was no patchwork about that. Brown himself had supplied the essentials, trusting that the most of his guests could have no notion whatever of the excessively high cost of turkeys that season, or of the price of the especial quality of butter and eggs which he handed over to Mrs. Kelcey to be used in the preparation of the dishes which he and she had decided upon. That lady, however, had had some compunctions as she saw the unstinted array of materials an astonished grocer’s boy had delivered upon her kitchen table two days before the dinner, and had expressed herself to Mrs. Murdison as concerned lest Mr. Brown had spent more than he could well afford.

“‘Tis the big hearrt of him that leads his judgment asthray,” she said, exulting none the less, as she spoke, over the prospect of handling all those rich materials and for once having the chance to display her skilled cookery. “I said as much as I dared, lest I hurrt his pride, but–‘Tis but wanct a year, Missus Kelcey,’ says he, an’ I said no more.”

The thrifty Scotswoman shook her head. “The mon kens nae mair aboot the cost o’ things than a cheild,” said she. “But ‘twould be, as ye say, a peety to mak’ him feel we dinna appreciate his thocht o’ us.”

So they had done their best for him, and the result was a wonderful thing. To his supplies they had surreptitiously added small delicacies of their own. Mrs. Kelcey contributed a dish of fat pickles, luscious to the eye and cooling to the palate. Mrs. Murdison brought a jar of marmalade of her own making–a rare delicacy; though the oranges were purchased of an Italian vender who had sold out an over-ripe stock at a pittance. Mrs. Lukens supplied a plate of fat doughnuts, and Mrs. Burke sent over a big platter of molasses candy. Thus the people of the neighbourhood had come to feel the affair one to which not only had they been bidden, but in which they were all in a way entertainers.

The boys of the district, also, had their share in the fun. Though not invited to the dinner proper, they had been given a hint that if they dropped in that evening after their fathers and mothers had departed there might be something left–and what boys would not rather “drop in” after that fashion, by the back door, than go decorously in at the front one? So they had been eager to furnish decorations for the party, according to Brown’s suggestion, by going in a body to the woods three miles away and bringing back a lavish supply of ground-pine. They had spent two happy evenings helping Brown make this material into ropes, while he told them stories, and there was not a boy of them all who would not cheerfully have lent his shoulders to the support of the dinner-table throughout the coming meal, if it had suddenly been reported that Tim Lukens’s sawhorses were untrustworthy.

“Now, Misther Brown, I’ll be goin’ home to see to the twins and get me man to dhress himsilf, an’ thin I’ll be back. Have no fear–av’rythin’s doin’ foine, an’ the turrkey’s an ilegant brown jist beginnin’ to show. If I’m not back in tin minutes ye moight baste him wanct, but have no other care.”

“I’ll be delighted to baste him, thank you,” Brown responded. “And I have no cares at all, with you in charge. I only hope you won’t be too tired to enjoy the dinner. You’ve been busy every minute since dawn.”

“Shure, ’tis the labour of love makes the worrk aisy,” she responded, and then, attacked by a sudden and most unusual wave of shyness, disappeared out of the door.

Brown, standing with his back to the fire, smiled to himself. Well he knew that since the suffering three-year-old twin son of the Kelceys had spent the night in his pitiful arms and in the morning taken a turn for the better, the entire Kelcey family would have made martyrs of themselves for his sake. It was quite true that that sort of thing, as his sister, Mrs. Breckenridge, had intimated, was not precisely in accordance with the prescription of Dr. Bruce Brainard, distinguished specialist. But if that night had been his last, Donald Brown could not have spent it in a way more calculated to give him pleasure as he closed his eyes. Surely, since life was still his, the love of the Kelceys was not to be despised.

As he dressed for the dinner Brown considered his attire carefully. He could not venture to wear anything calculated to outshine the apparel of his guests, and yet to don the elbow-worn, shiny-backed blue serge of his everyday apparel seemed not to do them quite honour enough. He had not many clothes with him, but he had brought one suit of rough homespun, smart indeed from the viewpoint of the expensive tailor who had made it, but deceivingly unconventional to the eye of the uninitiated. This he put on, taking particular pains to select a very plain cravat, and to fasten in it with care the scarf-pin bestowed upon him by old Benson, the little watchmaker on the corner below. Through the buttonhole in the lapel of his coat he drew a spicy-smelling sprig of ground-pine, chanting whimsically as he did so a couplet from Ben Jonson:

“Still to be neat, still to be drest, As you were going to a feast.”



And now, promptly on the stroke of two, the dinner guests arrived, not a man or woman of them later than five minutes after. Even Mrs. Kelcey, though she had rushed into the kitchen two minutes earlier by the back door, now entered formally with Patrick, her husband, by the front, and only the high flush on her cheek and the sparkle in her blue-black eye told of a sense of her responsibilities.

The company had put on its best for the occasion, there could be no possible question of that. From the pink geranium in Mrs. Kelcey’s hair just behind her ear, to the high polish of her husband’s boots, the Kelceys were brave and fine. Mrs. Murdison, though soberly gowned in slate-coloured worsted, wore a white muslin kerchief which gave her the air of a plump and comfortable Mother Superior. Mr. Murdison, the only gentleman present who possessed a “suit of blacks,” as he himself was accustomed to call it, came in looking like the Scottish preacher whose grandson he was, and lent much dignity to the occasion merely by his presence.

There was a predominance of exquisitely ironed white “shirtwaists” among the costumes of the women, but as these were helped out by much elaborate and dressy neckwear of lace and ribbon the general effect was unquestionably festive. The men were variously attired as to clothing, but every collar was immaculate–most of them had a dazzlingly brilliant finish–and the neckties worn were so varied as to give the eye relief from possible monotony.

In spite of Brown’s genial greetings to his guests–he had a special welcoming word for every one–just at first there was a bit of stiffness. The men showed the customary tendency to support one another through the social ordeal by standing in a solid group in a corner of the room, hands behind their backs and an air of great gravity upon their faces, while they spoke, if at all, in low and solemn tones. The women, on the other hand, as ever, did their best to show themselves entirely at ease by addressing, one after another, remarks to their host calculated to prevent his having any doubt as to the sort of weather now prevailing outside or likely to prevail during the days to come.

Brown, having anticipated this period of gloom before the feast should actually begin, had arranged with Mrs. Kelcey that as soon as the last guest had arrived the company should sit down at the table. Mrs. Kelcey, true to her word, gave him the nod without the delay of more than a minute or two, and promptly the company seated itself. Brown, drawing back her chair for Mrs. Murdison, who as his most impressive guest he had placed upon his right, noticed, without seeming to notice, that the little watchmaker did the same for his wife, and with an effect of habit. Speaking of wives, the company being left to seat themselves according to their own notion (Brown having considered the question of dinner cards and discarded it), every man sat down beside his own wife, in some instances being surreptitiously jerked into position by a careful conjugal hand.

Brown, looking about his table with a smile, bent his head. Every eye fell and every ear listened to the words which followed: “_Our Father, we are here in company with Thee and in warm friendliness with one another. We are thankful on this day that we are busy men and women, able to do our work and to be useful in Thy world. Teach us to find in life the joy of living it to please Thee. Amen_.”

It was Mrs. Kelcey who broke the hush which followed, by starting from her place to run out into the kitchen and bring on the dinner. From this moment the peculiar fitness of Donald Brown for the duties of host showed itself. That his dinner should be stiff and solemn was not in his intention, if the informality of his own conduct could prevent it. He therefore jumped up from his own place to follow Mrs. Kelcey to the kitchen and bring in the great platter for her, bearing the turkey in a garland of celery leaves, a miracle of luscious-looking brownness.

He had considered the feasibility of serving at least one preliminary course, not so much because it seemed to him impossible to plunge at once into the heartiness of fowl and stuffing as because he wanted to prolong the hour of dining for his guests. But Mrs. Kelcey had promptly vetoed this notion.

“Man, dear,” she had said earnestly, “an’ why would ye be shpoiling the appetoites of yer company with soup? Tis soup they know only too well–but the turrkey! ‘Tis manny a long year since Mrs. Murdison and Andy have tasted the loike of it, an’ the same with the ithers. If ’twas chickun, I’ll warrant now–we’re all glad to make a bit of chickun go furrther with other things–but a grreat turrkey like this wan–Give it to thim sthrait, Misther Brown, an’ that’s my advoice. Ye can take it or lave it.”

Brown had accepted this wise counsel, of course, and now saw the full wisdom of it as he beheld the looks of veiled but hungry–one might almost have said starving–anticipation which fell upon the big turkey as it was borne to its place at the end of the table. “I don’t know how an old bachelor is going to make out to carve before such a company,” Brown said gaily, brandishing his carving knife. (This was a bit of play-making, for he was a famous carver, having been something of an epicure in days but one year past, and accustomed to demand and receive careful service in his bachelor establishment.) “I wonder if I can manage it. Mr. Benson”–he addressed the old watchmaker–“what do you say to taking my place and helping me out? I’d hate to ruin the bird.”

“I say I’ll not do it, Mr. Brown,” responded old Benson. “Watch-making is my business, and it’s watch I’ll make now of your carving.”

This brave attempt at a witticism brought a fine response, Brown’s hearty laugh leading off. And now the ice began to be broken into smaller and smaller bits. Brown’s gay spirits, his mirth-provoking observations as he carved the tender fowl, the way in which he appreciated the efforts of his guests to do their part, led them all to forget themselves in greater or less degree. When it came to the actual attacking of the piled-up plates before them, it is true that there ensued considerable significant silence, but it was the silence of approval and enjoyment, not that of failure to be entertained.

If it occurred to Brown to wish himself at some more exalted festival-making with more congenial associates on this Thanksgiving Day, no one would have dreamed it. To all appearances he was with his best friends, and if he did not partake of the toothsome meal before him with such avidity as they, it would have needed a more discerning person to have recognized it than any one who sat at his board–at his boards, it might be put, remembering Tim Lukens’s achievement with the sawhorses.

Tim, himself, was present, sober and subdued but happy. How it came about that he had not drunk a drop for several weeks, none but Brown and Mrs. Lukens could have told. Tim’s glance was often upon Brown’s face–the look in his eyes, now and then, reminded Brown of that in the eyes of his dog Bim when he had earned his master’s approval, shy but adoring.

In spite of all there was to eat in that mighty first course of turkey and stuffing and mashed white potatoes and sirup-browned sweet potatoes, and every possible accompaniment of gravy and vegetable and relish, not to mention such coffee as none of them had ever drunk, it all disappeared with astonishing rapidity down the throats of the guests. How, indeed, can one mince and play with his food when he and his wife have not in their lives tasted so many good things all at once, and when both have been prepared for the feast by many weeks and months–and years–of living upon boiled potatoes with a bit of salt pork, or even upon bread and molasses, when times were hard? Brown’s neighbours were not of the very poorest, by any means, but all were thriftily accustomed to self-denial, and there is no flavour to any dainty like that of having seldom tasted but of having longed for it all one’s life.

When the second course had come and gone–it was composed entirely of pies, but of such pies!–Brown surprised Mrs. Kelcey by going to a cupboard and bringing out a final treat unsuspected by her. A great basket of fruit, oranges and bananas and grapes, flanked by a big bowl of nuts cunningly set with clusters of raisins, made them all exclaim. Happily, they had reached the exclaiming stage, no longer afraid of their host or of one another.

“It’s reckless with his money he is, Patsy,” whispered Mrs. Kelcey to her husband. “It’ll take a power of it to pay for all o’ thim, an’ fruit so dear.”

“Whist, he knows what he’s about,” returned Patrick Kelcey, uninclined to remonstrate with any man for giving him that unaccustomed and delightful feeling that his vest buttons must be surreptitiously unloosed or he would burst them off. He helped himself lavishly as he spoke.

By and by, when all had regretfully declined so much as another raisin–“Now we must have some music!” cried Brown. “Tim, did you bring your fiddle?”

Tim Lukens nodded. Carpentry was Tim’s vocation, but fiddling was his avocation and dear delight. He was presently fiddling away, while the company sat about, completely relaxed in spirit, and Mrs. Kelcey and Mrs. Murdison hustled the table clear of dishes, refusing sternly Brown’s eager offer to help them. And now came the best time of all. Tim played all the old tunes, and when he struck into “Kate Kearney” the company was electrified to hear a rich and vibrant voice take up the words of the song and sing them through to the end.

Sitting carelessly on his pine-bottomed chair–it was one from the Kelcey house–one hand in his pocket, his heavy hair tossed back and his lips smiling, Brown’s splendid tones rang through the room and held his listeners enthralled. Never had they heard singing like that. They could have no possible notion of the quality of the voice to which they listened, but they enjoyed its music so thoroughly that the moment the song was ended they were eager for another. So he sang them another and still another, while the warm blood rolled in under his dark skin, enriching his thin cheek till it looked no longer thin. He was giving himself up to the task of pleasing his friends, with thorough enjoyment of his own. After “Kate Kearney” he sang “Annie Laurie,” making Andy Murdison’s warm Scottish heart under his stiff Scottish manner beat throbbingly in sympathy. So the hours passed, it never occurring to the company to go home as long as it was having the time of its life, until the sudden discovery of a row of boys’ faces peering eagerly in from the darkness of the late afternoon reminded Mrs. Kelcey that she had a family at home.

“The saints be prraised, ’tis afther darrk,” said she, rising precipitately, “and the bhoys promised the lavin’s of the table!”

They all followed her, suddenly grown shy again as they murmured their thanks. Their host’s cheery parting words eased them over this ordeal, however, and each one left with the comfortable feeling that he had said the right thing.

Two minutes later the house was again invaded, this time by those who felt entirely at home there. With a whoop of joy the boys of the neighbourhood took possession, and as they did so a curious thing happened: Donald Brown himself became a boy among them.

But this was not the only curious thing which happened.

The sixteen guests at the dinner, in spite of the generous supplies, had not left many “lavin’s.” The great turkey had little remaining now upon his bones and nothing at all inside of him; the potatoes and vegetables had been entirely consumed; of the pies there remained a solitary wedge. But Brown, smiling broadly, attended to these difficulties. He had the air of a commissary who knew of unlimited supplies.

“Tom,” he commanded, “pick three boys and go down cellar with them, and into the little storeroom at the right.”

Tom, grinning, made a lightning-like selection of assistants, and dove down the steep and narrow stairway from the kitchen.

“Burke and Jimpsey, explore the cupboard opening from my bedroom, and bring out whatever you find there that looks good to eat.”

Before the words were out of his mouth Burke and Jimpsey had disappeared.

“Tub and Jiggers, look under my bed, and haul out a long box you’ll find there.”

The two fell over each other to do his bidding. In less time than it takes to tell it, the emissaries were returning with their spoils. A whole cooked turkey, only slightly inferior in size to the original one, appeared to the accompaniment of howls of joy. It was cold, to be sure, but what boy would mind that–and to the critical palate is not cold turkey even more delicious than hot? There were piles and piles of sandwiches with the most delectable filling, there were pies and more pies, and there were fruit and cake and candy. Brown had not feared lest these later guests suspect him of too long a purse; he had ordered without stint, and his orders had been filled by a distant firm of caterers and sent by express.

Now there were girls in the neighbourhood as well as boys. By a mysterious invitation they had been summoned to the home of one of their number, a small cripple, and were there at the very moment rejoicing in all manner of festivities. Nobody knew how it had happened, nor where the good things came from, except the little girl who was their hostess, and wild horses could not have dragged the wonderful secret from her. Brown himself, making merry with his boys, remembered the girls with a comfortable feeling at his heart that for once, at least, a goodly number of people, young and old, were happier than they had ever been before in their lives on Thanksgiving Day.

As for his own immediate entertaining the revel now began–no lesser word describes it. If, before the departure of his dinner guests, Brown had experienced a slight feeling of fatigue, it disappeared with the pleasure of seeing his present company disport themselves. They were not in the least afraid of him–how should they be, when he had spent months in the winning of their confidence and affection by every clever wile known to the genuine boy lover? That they respected him was plainly shown by the fact that, ill trained at home as most of them had been, with him they never overstepped certain bounds. At the lifting of a finger he could command their attention, though the moment before their boisterousness had known no limits.

If the earlier guests had been surprisingly rapid in their consumption of the dinner, these later ones were startlingly so. Like grain before a flock of hungry birds, like ice beneath a bonfire, the viands, lavishly provided though they had been, melted away in almost the twinkling of an eye. And it was precisely as the last enormous mouthful of cherry pie vanished down Jiggers Quigg’s happy throat that the unexpected happened.



The front door, opening directly into the living-room, with its long table, and its flashing fire lighting the eager faces round it–nobody had thought of or bothered to make any other light in that room–was flung open by a fur-gloved hand, and a large figure appeared in the doorway. A ruddy face looked in upon the scene. This face possessed a pair of keen gray eyes, a distinguished nose, and a determined mouth beneath a close-trimmed moustache with flecks of gray in it.

Brown sprang up. “Doctor Brainard!” he cried joyfully, and came forward with outstretched hand.

The unexpected guest advanced. Behind him appeared others. To the dazed and gazing boys these people might have come from Greenland, so enveloped were they in defences against the cold. Motor coats of rich fur, furry hats and caps, floating silken veils, muffs, rugs–wherever they came from they could not have minded coming, sharp as was the November air outside, as the boys, who had been hanging about the house since the first approach of twilight, well knew.

Dr. Bruce Brainard was followed by two men and three women. In the flickering firelight Brown was obliged to come close to each, as in smiling silence they approached him, before he could make sure whom the furs and scarfs enshrouded. “Sue!” he exclaimed, discovering his sister. “And Hugh Breckenridge! This is great, brother-in-law! Mrs. Brainard–can it be Mrs. Brainard? How kind of you! You must have known how I’ve been wanting to see you. Webb Atchison, is that you, looming behind there? How are you, old fellow? But–this lady in the veil–“

He bent closer as he took the gloved hand outstretched, but all he could make out in the traitorous light was a pair of dark eyes, and lips that must be laughing behind the heavy silken veil.

“Do I know her?” he asked, looking round upon the others, who were watching him.

“You have met her,” Hugh Breckenridge assured him.

“Several times,” added Webb Atchison.

“But not of late,” said Brown, “or else I–“

“Once to have seen her,” declared Doctor Brainard, “means never to forget.”

“You put me in a hard place,” Brown objected, trying in vain to distinguish outlines through the veil. “She isn’t going to lift it? Must I guess?”

“Of course you must guess, Don,” cried his sister.

“How can he?” laughed Breckenridge. “He knows so many fair beings of about that height, and furs and veils are disguising things. Without them, of course, though she wore a mask, he would have no difficulty.”

“Will you speak one word?” asked Brown of the unknown.

She shook her head.

“Then–forgive me, but I’m puzzled,” said he, laying light but determined hold upon the veil. “I can’t imagine at all who–would honour me–“

He gently lifted the veil. The others saw his expression change as the drawn folds revealed a face whose dark-eyed beauty was vividly enhanced by the fire-glow upon cheeks which the November frost had stung into a wonder colour. There was a general laugh of appreciation.

“Never would have thought it, eh?” chuckled Webb Atchison, a fine and prosperous figure of a bachelor past his first youth but not yet arrived at middle age, and with the look of one who does what he pleases with other people. “Well, it wasn’t her plan, I assure you. She was horror-stricken when she learned where we were bound.”

“Donald Brown in his bachelor apartment in the Worthington was one person, this queer fellow living in a roadside cabin is quite another,” suggested Dr. Bruce Brainard quizzically. “Still, I’ll warrant Miss Forrest will confess to a bit of curiosity, when she found she was in for it.”

“Were you curious?” asked Donald Brown. He was still looking steadily down into the lifted face of the person before him. Into his own face had come a look as of one who has been taken unawares at a vulnerable point, but who has instantly rallied his forces to stand out the attack.

“They were all curious,” answered Miss Forrest, and the sound of her voice was different from that of the other voices. If, as Doctor Brainard had jestingly but truthfully said, one who had seen her would not forget her, a similar statement might with equal truth be made of the hearing of her voice. The one word Brown had asked from her lips could certainly have revealed her to him–and would have done so while he had a memory.

“To see if we know how to keep Thanksgiving here?” Brown inquired of the group, though his eyes came back again to Helena Forrest’s face.

“To see if you had anything to be thankful for,” cried Sue Breckenridge. “Well, Don, now that we are here, are you going to invite us to stay? Or–is your present company–“

Brown wheeled and went over to the boys, who were staring, open-eyed and motionless.

“You’ll help me out, fellows, won’t you?” he said in a low tone–and they felt him still one of them, for the tone was the old one of comradeship. “You see, I have nowhere to ask my guests to sit down. If each of you will take what you can at a time, and carry everything out into the kitchen, and then take out the table, I’ll be much obliged. You are coming again soon, you know; but for to-night, you see, I must call it off. Tom, you’ll see to taking off the tablecloth, will you? Fold it up any sort of way, but don’t let the crumbs get out. All right?”

There was a tumultuous pushing back of chairs. In short order it was all accomplished. The guests stood at one side, looking at the boys as curiously as the boys had looked at them, while the dishes disappeared as fast as many hands could carry them. The big bowl of geraniums was removed by Brown himself, who set it carefully upon his reading-table at the side of the room, and the tablecloth was painstakingly manipulated by Tom Kelcey so that hardly a crumb fell upon the floor. There was one crash of crockery in the kitchen, followed by a smothered howl from the boy who in his agitation had done the deed, but this was the only accident.

Brown turned again to his guests.

“Now,” said he, “will you make yourselves at home? It’s a cold night out. Let’s have off the furs and sit by the fire. Mrs. Brainard, allow me to help you out of that coat. This is the happiest sort of a surprise for me!”



Donald Brown stood at the end of his hearth, his elbow resting on the chimney-piece, his eyes, narrowed a little between the lashes, intently regarding these latest guests of his. He was in the shadow, they were in the strong light of the fire. A great lump of cannel coal, recently laid upon the red-hot embers and half-burned logs of the afternoon fire, had just broken apart with a great hissing and crackling of the pitchy richness of its inner formation, and the resultant glow of rosy light which enveloped the figures before the hearth, against the duller background of the room, otherwise unillumined, made them stand out like figures in a cleverly lighted tableau.

They were much more interesting to Brown, however, than anything he had ever seen in the set and artificial radiance of the calcium light. He knew well every face there, and yet, after his year’s exile and in contrast to the faces at which he had been lately looking, they formed a more engrossing study than any he had known for many months.

In the centre of the circle, in Brown’s old red-cushioned rocker and most comfortable chair, sat Mrs. Brainard, the exquisitely sophisticated wife of the distinguished specialist close by. Her graceful head, with its slight and becoming touches of gray at the temples, rested like a fine cameo against the warm hue of the cushion. Her brilliant eyes reflected the dancing firelight; her shapely hands, jewelled like Mrs. Breckenridge’s, but after an even more rare and perfectly chosen fashion, lay in her silken lap. As his glance fell upon these hands some whimsical thought brought to Brown’s mind Mrs. Kelcey’s red, work-roughened ones. He wondered if by any chance the two hands would ever meet, and whether Mrs. Brainard’s would shrink from the contact, or meet it as that of a sister, “under the skin.”

Near her his sister Sue’s dainty elegance of person showed like a flower against the big figure of Doctor Brainard, who sat at her elbow. Brainard himself, with his splendid head and erect carriage, was always an imposing personage; he had never seemed more so than now, with the face of Patrick Kelcey, Andrew Murdison, and James Benson, the little watchmaker, in the background of Brown’s mind with which to contrast it. Beyond Mrs. Brainard lounged Hugh Breckenridge–as nearly as one could be said to lounge–in a plain, cane-seated chair without arms.

At one side of the group was Webb Atchison, the rich bachelor of the party where all were possessed of wealth in plenty. Next Atchison sat Miss Helena Forrest, the one member of the company who had not known where she was going until well upon her way there. Upon her the glance of the man standing by the chimney-piece fell least often, yet there was no person present of whom he was so unremittingly conscious. It may be said that from the moment that he had lifted her veil in his puzzled search for her identity, he had been conscious of little else.

There was not a single movement of Miss Forrest’s hands–and she had certain little delightful, highly characteristic ways of helping out her speech with slight yet significant motions–but had its place in Brown’s memory. She was not a frequent talker, she did not speak one word to Sue Breckenridge’s fifty; but when she did speak, in her voice of slow music, people listened. And yet one never thought of her, Brown remembered, as a silent person; the effect of her presence in any circle was that of a personality of the active, not the passive, sort. The eyes of one speaking must, involuntarily, be drawn to her because she was listening, if I may coin a phrase, vividly. As for her looks–she possessed that indescribable charm which is not wholly a matter of beautiful features, but lies rather in such details as the lift of the eyebrow, the curve of the lip, the droop of the hair upon the brow. She was dressed much more simply than either of the older women present, yet with the simplicity, it must be admitted, of the artist. She seemed somehow to make their goodly showing fade before her own, as a crimson flower draws from the colour of one of delicate blue.

Well, take them separately or as a group, they were an absorbing study to the man who had seen so little of their kind for so long past, yet knew that kind by the wontedness of his lifetime. He seemed to himself somehow to be viewing them all, for the first time, from a vantage point he had never before occupied. Every word they said in their pleasantly modulated, well-bred voices, with the familiar accent of the educated environment from which they came, and from which he came–it was his accent, too, but somehow it sounded a bit foreign to him tonight–struck upon his ear with a new meaning. Each gesture they made, personal and familiar to him as they were, struck Brown now with its special individuality.

“It’s not fair, Don,” said Sue Breckenridge suddenly, “for you to stand over there in the shadow and watch us, without our being able to see your face at all.”

“You don’t realize,” declared Brown, in answer to this assertion and the general assenting, laugh which followed it, backed by Atchison’s. “Hear, hear!” “that the group you all make in the light of my fire is a picture far ahead of anything in Atchison’s collection. I should be an unappreciative host indeed if I didn’t make the most of it.”

“What an artful speech!” laughed Mrs. Brainard, lifting fine eyes in an attempt to make out the shadowy face above her. “It’s well calculated to distract our attention from the fact that you are not changing your position by so much as the moving of an arm. We came to see you, man, not to show ourselves to you.”

“We came to cheer his loneliness,” put in Hugh Breckenridge with a peculiar, cynical-sounding little laugh for which he was famous. “And we find him up to his neck in boys. Jove! How do you stand their dirty hands, Don? That’s what would get me, no matter how good my intentions were.”

“Those hands were every pair scrubbed to a finish, to-day, in honour of Thanksgiving. Do you think we have no manners here?” retorted Brown.

“That wasn’t the dinner party you wrote me of when you refused to come to mine, was it, Don?” questioned his sister.

“No. This was an after-dinner party, partaking of the ‘lavin’s,'” Brown explained. “The real one was over an hour before.”

“Do tell us about it. Did you enjoy it? Won’t you describe your guests?” Mrs. Brainard spoke eagerly.

“With pleasure. The Kelceys are my next-door neighbours on the left. Mrs. Kelcey is pure gold–in the rough. Her husband is not quite her equal, but he knows it and strives to be worthy of her. The Murdisons, on the other side, are–Scotch granite–splendid building material. Old Mr. Benson, the watchmaker, is–well, he’s full-jewelled. The others I perhaps can’t characterize quite so easily, but among them I find several uncut gems of the semi-precious varieties. Of course there’s considerable commonplace material–if you can ever call the stuff of which human beings are made commonplace, which I doubt. There’s more or less copper and brass, with a good bit of clay–as there is in all of us. And a deal of a more spiritual element which can’t be measured or described, but which makes them all worth knowing.”

He had spoken in a thoughtful tone, as if he took Mrs. Brainard’s question seriously and meant to answer it in the same way. A moment’s silence followed. Then Doctor Brainard said slowly:

“I suppose you don’t find those priceless elements among the people of your abandoned parish. Down there we’re all copper and clay, eh?”

“If you had been clay I might have done more with you,” was the quick retort.

“And you can do things with these people, can you? Dig out the rough gold, polish the uncut diamonds, build temples of the granite–and perhaps mold even the clay into works of art?”

The answer to the ironic question was grave enough, and it came with a quietness which spoke more eloquently than fervid tones would have done of the feeling behind it.

“No, Doctor, I can’t hope to do those things. I’m not wise enough. But the things these people are going to do to me, if I’ll let them, are worth coming for.”

“They’ve done some of them already,” murmured Mrs. Brainard. But nobody heard her except Sue Breckenridge, who cried out:

“And you’re not a bit homesick, Don, while you’re living like this?”

“If you people won’t come up here very often and make me remember what being with you is like, I shall get on pretty well,” said Brown’s voice from the shadow.

“Then we’ll come as often as we can,” cried Sue triumphantly.

“No, you won’t–not if you want to help me. My reputation as an indigent bachelor out of a job won’t stand many onslaughts of company dressed as you are. If you want to come to see me you must come disguised. I’m afraid I’m under suspicion already.”

“Explain to them that we’re the clay, they the uncut diamonds. That will let you out,” advised Doctor Brainard grimly.

“Ah, but you don’t look the part,” said Brown, laughing. “You look like what you are, a big jewel of a fellow, as my friend Mrs. Kelcey would say. To tell the truth, you all seem like jewels to me to-night–and such polished ones you dazzle my eyes. Hugh, I’d forgotten what a well-cut coat looked like. I remember now.”

“You seem pretty well dressed yourself,” remarked Atchison, peering up into the shadow. “According to Mrs. Breckenridge, you go about dressed in monk’s cloth, and a shabby variety at that. This doesn’t look like it.”

“He was wearing a dreadful, old shiny serge suit when I saw him a fortnight ago,” said Sue. “And such a scarf-pin! Don, are you wearing that same scarf-pin to-night? Do show it to them.”

“Does choosing to live by himself make a man a fair target for all the quips and arrows of his friends?” Brown queried, at the same time withdrawing obediently the little silver pin from his cravat and giving it into Atchison’s outstretched hand. “Be just to that pin, Webb. It was given me by a special friend of mine.”

“How will you exchange?” Atchison inquired gravely, touching his own neckwear as he examined the pin. A rare and costly example of the jeweller’s art reposed there, as might have been expected.

“I’ll not exchange, thank you.”

“Neither will I,” declared Atchison, leaning back with a laugh and passing the pin on down the line.

Hugh Breckenridge gave the obviously cheap and commonplace little article one careless glance, and handed it to Miss Forrest. She examined it soberly, as if seeking to find its peculiar value in its owner’s eyes. Then she looked at Brown.

“This has a story, I am sure, or you wouldn’t care so much for it,” she said. “Are we worthy to hear it, Mr. Brown?”

His eyes met hers, though as he stood she could barely make out that fact.

“I should like you to hear it.”

“Come out of the darkness, Don, please!” begged his sister again.

The others echoed the wish, and Brown, yielding against his will–somehow he had never wanted more to remain in the shadow–took a chair at one end of the hearth, where he was in full view of them all. “It was given me,” said Brown, speaking in a tone which instantly arrested even Hugh Breckenridge’s careless attention, though why it did so he could not have said, “by a man whose son was wearing it when he stood on a plank between two windows, ten stories up in the air, and passed fifteen girls over it to safety. Then–the plank burned through at one end. He had known it would.”

There fell a hush upon the little group. Mrs. Brainard put out her hand and touched Brown’s shoulder caressingly.

“No wonder you wouldn’t exchange it, Don,” she said, very gently.

“Was the father at your dinner, Don?” Doctor Brainard asked, after a minute.

“Yes, Doctor.”

“So you wore it to please him,” commented Sue.

“He wore it,” said Helena Forrest, “as a man might wear the Victoria Cross.”

“Ah, but I didn’t earn it,” denied Brown, without looking up.

“I’m not so sure of that,” Mrs. Brainard declared. “You must have done something to make the father feel you worthy to wear a thing he valued so much.”

“He fancied,” said Brown–“he and the mother–that there was a slight resemblance between my looks and those of the son. And they have a finer memorial of him than anything he wore; they have one end of the burned plank. The father has cut the date on it, with his son’s name, and it hangs over the chimney-piece.”

“What a tragic thing!” cried Sue, shuddering. “I don’t see how they can keep it. Do tell us something else, Don. Doesn’t anything amusing ever happen here? Oh–what became of the baby?”

Brown rose suddenly to his feet. “I’m forgetting my hospitality,” said he. “I’m going to make you all some coffee. The baby, Sue, is at Mrs. Kelcey’s, next door. Having only six of her own, she could easily make room for the seventh.”

“Tell us about the baby,” demanded Webb Atchison. “Has Don gone into the nursery business, with all the rest?”

Sue began to tell the story, describing the night on which she made her first visit to her brother. Brown disappeared into the kitchen and soon returned, bringing with him, as was his entertaining custom, the materials for brewing his coffee upon the hob.

“You remember,” he said, as he came, “the way this room was cleared for your reception?”

“By an avalanche of boys, who swept everything, hurly-burly, into outer darkness,” supplied Breckenridge.

“You can guess, perhaps, what the kitchen must be looking like, can’t you?”

“Indescribable,” murmured Sue. “You’re not going to invite us to put it in order for you, are you, Don?–and wash all those dreadful, gaudy plates and cups?”

“Just take a look out there, will you?”

Sue shook her head, but Mrs. Brainard went to the door, followed by Atchison and Miss Forrest. They looked out upon a low-ceiled, lamp-lighted room, in absolute order, in which was not a trace of the late festival-making except the piles of clean dishes upon the table, under which lay Bim, nose on paws, alert eyes on the strangers.

“Magic?” queried Mrs. Brainard. “Surely those noisy boys couldn’t accomplish such a miracle?”

“Never. Though I suspect they were put to work by a good general, for the borrowed chairs are gone and so are several other bulky articles. There’s no difficulty in guessing who did the deed,” said Brown, busy with his coffee-making.

He served his guests presently with a beverage which made Atchison exclaim: “The old chap certainly knows how to make the best stuff I ever drank. When I tasted this brew first I invited myself to come out and stay a week with him, but he wouldn’t have me.”

“You’re too polished an article for his hand; he wants his work-stuff raw,” Doctor Brainard said again. Evidently this point rankled. Brown looked up.

“I’ll challenge you to stay and have it out with me, Doctor,” said he.

“Thank you, I came for no other purpose,” retorted the doctor coolly. “These people brought me up to have a look at you, and I’m not going back till morning.”

“That’s great!” Brown’s face showed his pleasure.



When Miss Forrest returned from her survey of the kitchen she had come straight to the corner of the hearth where Brown stood, and had taken the chair beside the one he had lately occupied. He was therefore beside her when he sat down to drink his coffee with his guests. At a moment when Webb Atchison and Sue Breckenridge were engaged in a bit of controversy over the relative merits of varying methods of coffee making, Helena Forrest turned to Brown, who had been looking into the fire without speaking.

“I hope you don’t really mind our coming up here to-night,” she said.

“Mind it? If I did, I couldn’t blame you, for you came against your will,” he answered–and his eyes were no longer upon the fire.

“Without my consent, but not, perhaps, against my will.”

He regarded her intently. She met his look without turning aside.

“You felt a curiosity to see the hermit in his cell,” was his explanation of the matter.

She nodded. “Of course. Who wouldn’t, after such reports as Mrs. Breckenridge brought back?”

“And now that you have seen him–you are consumed with pity?”

“No. If I am consumed with anything it is with envy.”

His low laugh spoke his disbelief. She read it in the sound and in the way his gaze left her face and went back to the fire.

“You don’t think I mean that,” said she.


“Why not?”

“It is–inconceivable.”


Her face, turned toward him, invited him to look at it again, but he did not–just then.

“Because you are–Helena Forrest,” he answered.

“And what is she, please, in your opinion?”

“An inhabitant of another world than that I live in.”

“A world of which you have an even poorer opinion than you used to have when you lived in it yourself!”

He smiled. “Anyhow, I am no longer in it. Nor ever shall go back.”

A startled look passed over her face. “You don’t mean that you intend to stay here–forever?”

“Not quite that. But I mean to do this sort of work, rather than the sort I began with. To do it I must live much as I am living now, where ever that may be. Now–what about the envy of me you profess?”

He turned, still smiling, at the little sound he caught from her half-closed lips.

“Are you happy in such a decision?” she murmured.

“Do I look like an unhappy man?”

She shook her head. “That’s what I have been noticing about you ever since I came. You did look unhappy when you went away. Now, you don’t. And it is the look on your face which gives me the sense of envy.”

Brown gave one quick glance at the rest of the party. “Do you mean to say,” he questioned, very low, “that you are not happy?”

“Does that seem so strange?”

“It might very naturally seem so, to one who knows what you have to make you the happiest of the happy.”

“You yourself didn’t find happiness among similar surroundings,” she said, looking at him intently.

“Similar?” The thought seemed to amuse him.

“Well, weren’t they similar? At any rate we were in the same world, and you say now we are not.”

“We are so far apart,” said he evenly, “that we can only signal to each other. And even then–neither is familiar with the other’s code!”

“Oh!” she exclaimed, and a strange expression showed in her eyes. “What a hard, hard thing for you to say! It doesn’t sound like you.”

“Hard?” he questioned, with a contraction of the brows. “It is substantially what you yourself once said. If it was true then, it must be true now.”

Moved by some impulse the two looked at each other searchingly, Donald Brown’s face grave but tense, Helena Forrest’s full of a proud pain. Clearly they were not understanding each other’s code now–so much was evident.

At this instant, without warning, the outer door flew open. Mrs. Kelcey, her round red face disordered, her breath coming short, stood upon the