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the charming society."
"Be good enough to go on, Count," said his wife, with a spiteful
reference to myself. "Oblige me by answering Miss Halcombe."
"Miss Halcombe is unanswerable," replied the polite Italian; "that
is to say, so far as she goes. Yes! I agree with her. John Bull
does abhor the crimes of John Chinaman. He is the quickest old
gentleman at finding out faults that are his neighbours', and the
slowest old gentleman at finding out the faults that are his own,
who exists on the face of creation. Is he so very much better in
this way than the people whom he condemns in their way? English
Society, Miss Halcombe, is as often the accomplice as it is the
enemy of crime. Yes! yes! Crime is in this country what crime is
in other countries--a good friend to a man and to those about him
as often as it is an enemy. A great rascal provides for his wife
and family. The worse he is the more he makes them the objects
for your sympathy. He often provides also for himself. A
profligate spendthrift who is always borrowing money will get more
from his friends than the rigidly honest man who only borrows of
them once, under pressure of the direst want. In the one case the
friends will not be at all surprised, and they will give. In the
other case they will be very much surprised, and they will
hesitate. Is the prison that Mr. Scoundrel lives in at the end of
his career a more uncomfortable place than the workhouse that Mr.
Honesty lives in at the end of his career? When John-Howard-
Philanthropist wants to relieve misery he goes to find it in
prisons, where crime is wretched--not in huts and hovels, where
virtue is wretched too. Who is the English poet who has won the
most universal sympathy--who makes the easiest of all subjects for
pathetic writing and pathetic painting? That nice young person who
began life with a forgery, and ended it by a suicide--your dear,
romantic, interesting Chatterton. Which gets on best, do you
think, of two poor starving dressmakers--the woman who resists
temptation and is honest, or the woman who falls under temptation
and steals? You all know that the stealing is the making of that
second woman's fortune--it advertises her from length to breadth
of good-humoured, charitable England--and she is relieved, as the
breaker of a commandment, when she would have been left to starve,
as the keeper of it. Come here, my jolly little Mouse! Hey!
presto! pass! I transform you, for the time being, into a
respectable lady. Stop there, in the palm of my great big hand,
my dear, and listen. You marry the poor man whom you love, Mouse,
and one half your friends pity, and the other half blame you. And
now, on the contrary, you sell yourself for gold to a man you
don't care for, and all your friends rejoice over you, and a
minister of public worship sanctions the base horror of the vilest
of all human bargains, and smiles and smirks afterwards at your
table, if you are polite enough to ask him to breakfast. Hey!
presto! pass! Be a mouse again, and squeak. If you continue to be
a lady much longer, I shall have you telling me that Society
abhors crime--and then, Mouse, I shall doubt if your own eyes and
ears are really of any use to you. Ah! I am a bad man, Lady
Glyde, am I not? I say what other people only think, and when all
the rest of the world is in a conspiracy to accept the mask for
the true face, mine is the rash hand that tears off the plump
pasteboard, and shows the bare bones beneath. I will get up on my
big elephant's legs, before I do myself any more harm in your
amiable estimations--I will get up and take a little airy walk of
my own. Dear ladies, as your excellent Sheridan said, I go--and
leave my character behind me."
He got up, put the cage on the table, and paused for a moment to
count the mice in it. "One, two, three, four----Ha!" he cried,
with a look of horror, "where, in the name of Heaven, is the
fifth--the youngest, the whitest, the most amiable of all--my
Benjamin of mice!"
Neither Laura nor I were in any favorable disposition to be
amused. The Count's glib cynicism had revealed a new aspect of
his nature from which we both recoiled. But it was impossible to
resist the comical distress of so very large a man at the loss of
so very small a mouse. We laughed in spite of ourselves; and when
Madame Fosco rose to set the example of leaving the boat-house
empty, so that her husband might search it to its remotest
corners, we rose also to follow her out.
Before we had taken three steps, the Count's quick eye discovered
the lost mouse under the seat that we had been occupying. He
pulled aside the bench, took the little animal up in his hand, and
then suddenly stopped, on his knees, looking intently at a
particular place on the ground just beneath him.
When he rose to his feet again, his hand shook so that he could
hardly put the mouse back in the cage, and his face was of a faint
livid yellow hue all over.
"Percival!" he said, in a whisper. "Percival! come here."
Sir Percival had paid no attention to any of us for the last ten
minutes. He had been entirely absorbed in writing figures on the
sand, and then rubbing them out again with the point of his stick.
"What's the matter now?" he asked, lounging carelessly into the
"Do you see nothing there?" said the Count, catching him nervously
by the collar with one hand, and pointing with the other to the
place near which he had found the mouse.
"I see plenty of dry sand," answered Sir Percival, "and a spot of
dirt in the middle of it."
"Not dirt," whispered the Count, fastening the other hand suddenly
on Sir Percival's collar, and shaking it in his agitation.
Laura was near enough to hear the last word, softly as he
whispered it. She turned to me with a look of terror.
"Nonsense, my dear," I said. "There is no need to be alarmed. It
is only the blood of a poor little stray dog."
Everybody was astonished, and everybody's eyes were fixed on me
"How do you know that?" asked Sir Percival, speaking first.
"I found the dog here, dying, on the day when you all returned
from abroad," I replied. "The poor creature had strayed into the
plantation, and had been shot by your keeper."
"Whose dog was it?" inquired Sir Percival. "Not one of mine?"
"Did you try to save the poor thing?" asked Laura earnestly.
"Surely you tried to save it, Marian?"
"Yes," I said, "the housekeeper and I both did our best--but the
dog was mortally wounded, and he died under our hands."
"Whose dog was it?" persisted Sir Percival, repeating his question
a little irritably. "One of mine?"
"No, not one of yours."
"Whose then? Did the housekeeper know?"
The housekeeper's report of Mrs. Catherick's desire to conceal her
visit to Blackwater Park from Sir Percival's knowledge recurred to
my memory the moment he put that last question, and I half doubted
the discretion of answering it; but in my anxiety to quiet the
general alarm, I had thoughtlessly advanced too far to draw back,
except at the risk of exciting suspicion, which might only make
matters worse. There was nothing for it but to answer at once,
without reference to results.
"Yes," I said. "The housekeeper knew. She told me it was Mrs.
Sir Percival had hitherto remained at the inner end of the boat-
house with Count Fosco, while I spoke to him from the door. But
the instant Mrs. Catherick's name passed my lips he pushed by the
Count roughly, and placed himself face to face with me under the
"How came the housekeeper to know it was Mrs. Catherick's dog?" he
asked, fixing his eyes on mine with a frowning interest and
attention, which half angered, half startled me.
"She knew it," I said quietly, "because Mrs. Catherick brought the
dog with her."
"Brought it with her? Where did she bring it with her?"
"To this house."
"What the devil did Mrs. Catherick want at this house?"
The manner in which he put the question was even more offensive
than the language in which he expressed it. I marked my sense of
his want of common politeness by silently turning away from him.
Just as I moved the Count's persuasive hand was laid on his
shoulder, and the Count's mellifluous voice interposed to quiet
"My dear Percival!--gently--gently!"
Sir Percival looked round in his angriest manner. The Count only
smiled and repeated the soothing application.
"Gently, my good friend--gently!"
Sir Percival hesitated, followed me a few steps, and, to my great
surprise, offered me an apology.
"I beg your pardon, Miss Halcombe," he said. "I have been out of
order lately, and I am afraid I am a little irritable. But I
should like to know what Mrs. Catherick could possibly want here.
When did she come? Was the housekeeper the only person who saw
"The only person," I answered, "so far as I know."
The Count interposed again.
"In that case why not question the housekeeper?" he said. "Why
not go, Percival, to the fountain-head of information at once?"
"Quite right!" said Sir Percival. "Of course the housekeeper is
the first person to question. Excessively stupid of me not to see
it myself." With those words he instantly left us to return to the
The motive of the Count's interference, which had puzzled me at
first, betrayed itself when Sir Percival's back was turned. He
had a host of questions to put to me about Mrs. Catherick, and the
cause of her visit to Blackwater Park, which he could scarcely
have asked in his friend's presence. I made my answers as short
as I civilly could, for I had already determined to check the
least approach to any exchanging of confidences between Count
Fosco and myself. Laura, however, unconsciously helped him to
extract all my information, by making inquiries herself, which
left me no alternative but to reply to her, or to appear in the
very unenviable and very false character of a depositary of Sir
Percival's secrets. The end of it was, that, in about ten
minutes' time, the Count knew as much as I know of Mrs. Catherick,
and of the events which have so strangely connected us with her
daughter, Anne, from the time when Cartright met with her to this
The effect of my information on him was, in one respect, curious
Intimately as he knows Sir Percival, and closely as he appears to
be associated with Sir Percival's private affairs in general, he
is certainly as far as I am from knowing anything of the true
story of Anne Catherick. The unsolved mystery in connection with
this unhappy woman is now rendered doubly suspicious, in my eyes,
by the absolute conviction which I feel, that the clue to it has
been hidden by Sir Percival from the most intimate friend he has
in the world. It was impossible to mistake the eager curiosity of
the Count's look and manner while he drank in greedily every word
that fell from my lips. There are many kinds of curiosity, I
know--but there is no misinterpreting the curiosity of blank
surprise: if I ever saw it in my life I saw it in the Count's
While the questions and answers were going on, we had all been
strolling quietly back through the plantation. As soon as we
reached the house the first object that we saw in front of it was
Sir Percival's dog-cart, with the horse put to and the groom
waiting by it in his stable-jacket. If these unexpected
appearances were to be trusted, the examination of the house-
keeper had produced important results already.
"A fine horse, my friend," said the Count, addressing the groom
with the most engaging familiarity of manner, "You are going to
"I am not going, sir," replied the man, looking at his stable-
jacket, and evidently wondering whether the foreign gentleman took
it for his livery. "My master drives himself."
"Aha!" said the Count, "does he indeed? I wonder he gives himself
the trouble when he has got you to drive for him. Is he going to
fatigue that nice, shining, pretty horse by taking him very far
"I don't know, sir," answered the man. "The horse is a mare, if
you please, sir. She's the highest-couraged thing we've got in
the stables. Her name's Brown Molly, sir, and she'll go till she
drops. Sir Percival usually takes Isaac of York for the short
"And your shining courageous Brown Molly for the long?"
"Logical inference, Miss Halcombe," continued the Count, wheeling
round briskly, and addressing me. "Sir Percival is going a long
I made no reply. I had my own inferences to draw, from what I
knew through the housekeeper and from what I saw before me, and I
did not choose to share them with Count Fosco.
When Sir Percival was in Cumberland (I thought to myself), he
walked away a long distance, on Anne's account, to question the
family at Todd's Corner. Now he is in Hampshire, is he going to
drive away a long distance, on Anne's account again, to question
Mrs. Catherick at Welmingham?
We all entered the house. As we crossed the hall Sir Percival
came out from the library to meet us. He looked hurried and pale
and anxious--but for all that, he was in his most polite mood when
he spoke to us.
"I am sorry to say I am obliged to leave you," he began--"a long
drive--a matter that I can't very well put off. I shall be back
in good time to-morrow--but before I go I should like that little
business-formality, which I spoke of this morning, to be settled.
Laura, will you come into the library? It won't take a minute--a
mere formality. Countess, may I trouble you also? I want you and
the Countess, Fosco, to be witnesses to a signature--nothing more.
Come in at once and get it over."
He held the library door open until they had passed in, followed
them, and shut it softly.
I remained, for a moment afterwards, standing alone in the hall,
with my heart beating fast and my mind misgiving me sadly. Then I
went on to the staircase, and ascended slowly to my own room.
June 17th.--Just as my hand was on the door of my room, I heard
Sir Percival's voice calling to me from below.
"I must beg you to come downstairs again," he said. "It is
Fosco's fault, Miss Halcombe, not mine. He has started some
nonsensical objection to his wife being one of the witnesses, and
has obliged me to ask you to join us in the library."
I entered the room immediately with Sir Percival. Laura was
waiting by the writing-table, twisting and turning her garden hat
uneasily in her hands. Madame Fosco sat near her, in an arm-
chair, imperturbably admiring her husband, who stood by himself at
the other end of the library, picking off the dead leaves from the
flowers in the window.
The moment I appeared the Count advanced to meet me, and to offer
"A thousand pardons, Miss Halcombe," he said. "You know the
character which is given to my countrymen by the English? We
Italians are all wily and suspicious by nature, in the estimation
of the good John Bull. Set me down, if you please, as being no
better than the rest of my race. I am a wily Italian and a
suspicious Italian. You have thought so yourself, dear lady, have
you not? Well! it is part of my wiliness and part of my suspicion
to object to Madame Fosco being a witness to Lady Glyde's
signature, when I am also a witness myself."
"There is not the shadow of a reason for his objection,"
interposed Sir Percival. "I have explained to him that the law of
England allows Madame Fosco to witness a signature as well as her
"I admit it," resumed the Count. "The law of England says, Yes,
but the conscience of Fosco says, No." He spread out his fat
fingers on the bosom of his blouse, and bowed solemnly, as if he
wished to introduce his conscience to us all, in the character of
an illustrious addition to the society. "What this document which
Lady Glyde is about to sign may be," he continued, "I neither know
nor desire to know. I only say this, circumstances may happen in
the future which may oblige Percival, or his representatives, to
appeal to the two witnesses, in which case it is certainly
desirable that those witnesses should represent two opinions which
are perfectly independent the one of the other. This cannot be if
my wife signs as well as myself, because we have but one opinion
between us, and that opinion is mine. I will not have it cast in
my teeth, at some future day, that Madame Fosco acted under my
coercion, and was, in plain fact, no witness at all. I speak in
Percival's interest, when I propose that my name shall appear (as
the nearest friend of the husband), and your name, Miss Halcombe
(as the nearest friend of the wife). I am a Jesuit, if you please
to think so--a splitter of straws--a man of trifles and crochets
and scruples--but you will humour me, I hope, in merciful
consideration for my suspicious Italian character, and my uneasy
Italian conscience." He bowed again, stepped back a few paces, and
withdrew his conscience from our society as politely as he had
The Count's scruples might have been honourable and reasonable
enough, but there was something in his manner of expressing them
which increased my unwillingness to be concerned in the business
of the signature. No consideration of less importance than my
consideration for Laura would have induced me to consent to be a
witness at all. One look, however, at her anxious face decided me
to risk anything rather than desert her.
"I will readily remain in the room," I said. "And if I find no
reason for starting any small scruples on my side, you may rely on
me as a witness."
Sir Percival looked at me sharply, as if he was about to say
something. But at the same moment, Madame Fosco attracted his
attention by rising from her chair. She had caught her husband's
eye, and had evidently received her orders to leave the room.
"You needn't go," said Sir Percival.
Madame Fosco looked for her orders again, got them again, said she
would prefer leaving us to our business, and resolutely walked
out. The Count lit a cigarette, went back to the flowers in the
window, and puffed little jets of smoke at the leaves, in a state
of the deepest anxiety about killing the insects.
Meanwhile Sir Percival unlocked a cupboard beneath one of the
book-cases, and produced from it a piece of parchment, folded
longwise, many times over. He placed it on the table, opened the
last fold only, and kept his hand on the rest. The last fold
displayed a strip of blank parchment with little wafers stuck on
it at certain places. Every line of the writing was hidden in the
part which he still held folded up under his hand. Laura and I
looked at each other. Her face was pale, but it showed no
indecision and no fear.
Sir Percival dipped a pen in ink, and handed it to his wife. "Sign
your name there," he said, pointing to the place. "You and Fosco
are to sign afterwards, Miss Halcombe, opposite those two wafers.
Come here, Fosco! witnessing a signature is not to be done by
mooning out of window and smoking into the flowers."
The Count threw away his cigarette, and joined us at the table,
with his hands carelessly thrust into the scarlet belt of his
blouse, and his eyes steadily fixed on Sir Percival's face.
Laura, who was on the other side of her husband, with the pen in
her hand, looked at him too. He stood between them holding the
folded parchment down firmly on the table, and glancing across at
me, as I sat opposite to him, with such a sinister mixture of
suspicion and embarrassment on his face that he looked more like a
prisoner at the bar than a gentleman in his own house.
"Sign there," he repeated, turning suddenly on Laura, and pointing
once more to the place on the parchment.
"What is it I am to sign?" she asked quietly.
"I have no time to explain," he answered. "The dog-cart is at the
door, and I must go directly. Besides, if I had time, you
wouldn't understand. It is a purely formal document, full of
legal technicalities, and all that sort of thing. Come! come!
sign your name, and let us have done as soon as possible."
"I ought surely to know what I am signing, Sir Percival, before I
write my name?"
"Nonsense! What have women to do with business? I tell you again,
you can't understand it."
"At any rate, let me try to understand it. Whenever Mr. Gilmore
had any business for me to do, he always explained it first, and I
always understood him."
"I dare say he did. He was your servant, and was obliged to
explain. I am your husband, and am NOT obliged. How much longer
do you mean to keep me here? I tell you again, there is no time
for reading anything--the dog-cart is waiting at the door. Once
for all, will you sign or will you not?"
She still had the pen in her hand, but she made no approach to
signing her name with it.
"If my signature pledges me to anything," she said, "surely I have
some claim to know what that pledge is?"
He lifted up the parchment, and struck it angrily on the table.
"Speak out!" he said. "You were always famous for telling the
truth. Never mind Miss Halcombe, never mind Fosco--say, in plain
terms, you distrust me."
The Count took one of his hands out of his belt and laid it on Sir
Percival's shoulder. Sir Percival shook it off irritably. The
Count put it on again with unruffled composure.
"Control your unfortunate temper, Percival," he said "Lady Glyde
"Right!" cried Sir Percival. "A wife right in distrusting her
"It is unjust and cruel to accuse me of distrusting you," said
Laura. "Ask Marian if I am not justified in wanting to know what
this writing requires of me before I sign it."
"I won't have any appeals made to Miss Halcombe," retorted Sir
Percival. "Miss Halcombe has nothing to do with the matter."
I had not spoken hitherto, and I would much rather not have spoken
now. But the expression of distress in Laura's face when she
turned it towards me, and the insolent injustice of her husband's
conduct, left me no other alternative than to give my opinion, for
her sake, as soon as I was asked for it.
"Excuse me, Sir Percival," I said--"but as one of the witnesses to
the signature, I venture to think that I HAVE something to do with
the matter. Laura's objection seems to me a perfectly fair one,
and speaking for myself only, I cannot assume the responsibility
of witnessing her signature, unless she first understands what the
writing is which you wish her to sign."
"A cool declaration, upon my soul!" cried Sir Percival. "The next
time you invite yourself to a man's house, Miss Halcombe, I
recommend you not to repay his hospitality by taking his wife's
side against him in a matter that doesn't concern you."
I started to my feet as suddenly as if he had struck me. If I had
been a man, I would have knocked him down on the threshold of his
own door, and have left his house, never on any earthly
consideration to enter it again. But I was only a woman--and I
loved his wife so dearly!
Thank God, that faithful love helped me, and I sat down again
without saying a word. SHE knew what I had suffered and what I
had suppressed. She ran round to me, with the tears streaming
from her eyes. "Oh, Marian!" she whispered softly. "If my mother
had been alive, she could have done no more for me!"
"Come back and sign!" cried Sir Percival from the other side of
"Shall I?" she asked in my ear; "I will, if you tell me."
"No," I answered. "The right and the truth are with you--sign
nothing, unless you have read it first."
"Come back and sign!" he reiterated, in his loudest and angriest
The Count, who had watched Laura and me with a close and silent
attention, interposed for the second time.
"Percival!" he said. "I remember that I am in the presence of
ladies. Be good enough, if you please, to remember it too."
Sir Percival turned on him speechless with passion. The Count's
firm hand slowly tightened its grasp on his shoulder, and the
Count's steady voice quietly repeated, "Be good enough, if you
please, to remember it too."
They both looked at each other. Sir Percival slowly drew his
shoulder from under the Count's hand, slowly turned his face away
from the Count's eyes, doggedly looked down for a little while at
the parchment on the table, and then spoke, with the sullen
submission of a tamed animal, rather than the becoming resignation
of a convinced man.
"I don't want to offend anybody," he said, "but my wife's
obstinacy is enough to try the patience of a saint. I have told
her this is merely a formal document--and what more can she want?
You may say what you please, but it is no part of a woman's duty
to set her husband at defiance. Once more, Lady Glyde, and for
the last time, will you sign or will you not?"
Laura returned to his side of the table, and took up the pen
"I will sign with pleasure," she said, "if you will only treat me
as a responsible being. I care little what sacrifice is required
of me, if it will affect no one else, and lead to no ill results--"
"Who talked of a sacrifice being required of You?" he broke in,
with a half-suppressed return of his former violence.
"I only meant," she resumed, "that I would refuse no concession
which I could honourably make. If I have a scruple about signing
my name to an engagement of which I know nothing, why should you
visit it on me so severely? It is rather hard, I think, to treat
Count Fosco's scruples so much more indulgently than you have
This unfortunate, yet most natural, reference to the Count's
extraordinary power over her husband, indirect as it was, set Sir
Percival's smouldering temper on fire again in an instant.
"Scruples!" he repeated. "YOUR scruples! It is rather late in the
day for you to be scrupulous. I should have thought you had got
over all weakness of that sort, when you made a virtue of
necessity by marrying me."
The instant he spoke those words, Laura threw down the pen--looked
at him with an expression in her eyes which, throughout all my
experience of her, I had never seen in them before, and turned her
back on him in dead silence.
This strong expression of the most open and the most bitter
contempt was so entirely unlike herself, so utterly out of her
character, that it silenced us all. There was something hidden,
beyond a doubt, under the mere surface-brutality of the words
which her husband had just addressed to her. There was some
lurking insult beneath them, of which I was wholly ignorant, but
which had left the mark of its profanation so plainly on her face
that even a stranger might have seen it.
The Count, who was no stranger, saw it as distinctly as I did.
When I left my chair to join Laura, I heard him whisper under his
breath to Sir Percival, "You idiot!"
Laura walked before me to the door as I advanced, and at the same
time her husband spoke to her once more.
"You positively refuse, then, to give me your signature?" he said,
in the altered tone of a man who was conscious that he had let his
own licence of language seriously injure him.
"After what you have just said to me," she replied firmly, "I
refuse my signature until I have read every line in that parchment
from the first word to the last. Come away, Marian, we have
remained here long enough."
"One moment!" interposed the Count before Sir Percival could speak
again--"one moment, Lady Glyde, I implore you!"
Laura would have left the room without noticing him, but I stopped
"Don't make an enemy of the Count!" I whispered. "Whatever you
do, don't make an enemy of the Count!"
She yielded to me. I closed the door again, and we stood near it
waiting. Sir Percival sat down at the table, with his elbow on
the folded parchment, and his head resting on his clenched fist.
The Count stood between us--master of the dreadful position in
which we were placed, as he was master of everything else.
"Lady Glyde," he said, with a gentleness which seemed to address
itself to our forlorn situation instead of to ourselves, "pray
pardon me if I venture to offer one suggestion, and pray believe
that I speak out of my profound respect and my friendly regard for
the mistress of this house." He turned sharply towards Sir
Percival. "Is it absolutely necessary," he asked "that this thing
here, under your elbow, should be signed to-day?"
"It is necessary to my plans and wishes," returned the other
sulkily. "But that consideration, as you may have noticed, has no
influence with Lady Glyde."
"Answer my plain question plainly. Can the business of the
signature be put off till to-morrow--Yes or No?"
"Yes, if you will have it so."
"Then what are you wasting your time for here? Let the signature
wait till to-morrow--let it wait till you come back."
Sir Percival looked up with a frown and an oath.
"You are taking a tone with me that I don't like," he said. "A
tone I won't bear from any man."
"I am advising you for your good," returned the Count, with a
smile of quiet contempt. "Give yourself time--give Lady Glyde
time. Have you forgotten that your dog-cart is waiting at the
door? My tone surprises you--ha? I dare say it does--it is the
tone of a man who can keep his temper. How many doses of good
advice have I given you in my time? More than you can count. Have
I ever been wrong? I defy you to quote me an instance of it. Go!
take your drive. The matter of the signature can wait till to-
morrow. Let it wait--and renew it when you come back."
Sir Percival hesitated and looked at his watch. His anxiety about
the secret journey which he was to take that day, revived by the
Count's words, was now evidently disputing possession of his mind
with his anxiety to obtain Laura's signature. He considered for a
little while, and then got up from his chair.
"It is easy to argue me down," he said, "when I have no time to
answer you. I will take your advice, Fosco--not because I want
it, or believe in it, but because I can't stop here any longer."
He paused, and looked round darkly at his wife. "If you don't
give me your signature when I come back to-morrow!" The rest was
lost in the noise of his opening the book-case cupboard again, and
locking up the parchment once more. He took his hat and gloves
off the table, and made for the door. Laura and I drew back to
let him pass. "Remember to-morrow!" he said to his wife, and went
We waited to give him time to cross the hall and drive away. The
Count approached us while we were standing near the door.
"You have just seen Percival at his worst, Miss Halcombe," he
said. "As his old friend, I am sorry for him and ashamed of him.
As his old friend, I promise you that he shall not break out to-
morrow in the same disgraceful manner in which he has broken out
Laura had taken my arm while he was speaking and she pressed it
significantly when he had done. It would have been a hard trial
to any woman to stand by and see the office of apologist for her
husband's misconduct quietly assumed by his male friend in her own
house--and it was a trial to HER. I thanked the Count civilly,
and let her out. Yes! I thanked him: for I felt already, with a
sense of inexpressible helplessness and humiliation, that it was
either his interest or his caprice to make sure of my continuing
to reside at Blackwater Park, and I knew after Sir Percival's
conduct to me, that without the support of the Count's influence,
I could not hope to remain there. His influence, the influence of
all others that I dreaded most, was actually the one tie which now
held me to Laura in the hour of her utmost need!
We heard the wheels of the dog-cart crashing on the gravel of the
drive as we came into the hall. Sir Percival had started on his
"Where is he going to, Marian?" Laura whispered. "Every fresh
thing he does seems to terrify me about the future. Have you any
After what she had undergone that morning, I was unwilling to tell
her my suspicions.
"How should I know his secrets?" I said evasively.
"I wonder if the housekeeper knows?" she persisted.
"Certainly not," I replied. "She must be quite as ignorant as we
Laura shook her head doubtfully.
"Did you not hear from the housekeeper that there was a report of
Anne Catherick having been seen in this neighbourhood? Don't you
think he may have gone away to look for her?"
"I would rather compose myself, Laura, by not thinking about it at
all, and after what has happened, you had better follow my
example. Come into my room, and rest and quiet yourself a
We sat down together close to the window, and let the fragrant
summer air breathe over our faces.
"I am ashamed to look at you, Marian," she said, "after what you
submitted to downstairs, for my sake. Oh, my own love, I am
almost heartbroken when I think of it! But I will try to make it
up to you--I will indeed!"
"Hush! hush!" I replied; "don't talk so. What is the trifling
mortification of my pride compared to the dreadful sacrifice of
"You heard what he said to me?" she went on quickly and
vehemently. "You heard the words--but you don't know what they
meant--you don't know why I threw down the pen and turned my back
on him." She rose in sudden agitation, and walked about the room.
"I have kept many things from your knowledge, Marian, for fear of
distressing you, and making you unhappy at the outset of our new
lives. You don't know how he has used me. And yet you ought to
know, for you saw how he used me to-day. You heard him sneer at
my presuming to be scrupulous--you heard him say I had made a
virtue of necessity in marrying him." She sat down again, her face
flushed deeply, and her hands twisted and twined together in her
lap. "I can't tell you about it now," she said; "I shall burst
out crying if I tell you now--later, Marian, when I am more sure
of myself. My poor head aches, darling--aches, aches, aches.
Where is your smelling-bottle? Let me talk to you about yourself.
I wish I had given him my signature, for your sake. Shall I give
it to him to-morrow? I would rather compromise myself than
compromise you. After your taking my part against him, he will
lay all the blame on you if I refuse again. What shall we do? Oh,
for a friend to help us and advise us!--a friend we could really
She sighed bitterly. I saw in her face that she was thinking of
Hartright--saw it the more plainly because her last words set me
thinking of him too. In six months only from her marriage we
wanted the faithful service he had offered to us in his farewell
words. How little I once thought that we should ever want it at
"We must do what we can to help ourselves," I said. "Let us try
to talk it over calmly, Laura--let us do all in our power to
decide for the best."
Putting what she knew of her husband's embarrassments and what I
had heard of his conversation with the lawyer together, we arrived
necessarily at the conclusion that the parchment in the library
had been drawn up for the purpose of borrowing money, and that
Laura's signature was absolutely necessary to fit it for the
attainment of Sir Percival's object.
The second question, concerning the nature of the legal contract
by which the money was to be obtained, and the degree of personal
responsibility to which Laura might subject herself if she signed
it in the dark, involved considerations which lay far beyond any
knowledge and experience that either of us possessed. My own
convictions led me to believe that the hidden contents of the
parchment concealed a transaction of the meanest and the most
I had not formed this conclusion in consequence of Sir Percival's
refusal to show the writing or to explain it, for that refusal
might well have proceeded from his obstinate disposition and his
domineering temper alone. My sole motive for distrusting his
honesty sprang from the change which I had observed in his
language and his manners at Blackwater Park, a change which
convinced me that he had been acting a part throughout the whole
period of his probation at Limmeridge House. His elaborate
delicacy, his ceremonious politeness which harmonised so agreeably
with Mr. Gilmore's old-fashioned notions, his modesty with Laura,
his candour with me, his moderation with Mr. Fairlie--all these
were the artifices of a mean, cunning, and brutal man, who had
dropped his disguise when his practised duplicity had gained its
end, and had openly shown himself in the library on that very day.
I say nothing of the grief which this discovery caused me on
Laura's account, for it is not to be expressed by any words of
mine. I only refer to it at all, because it decided me to oppose
her signing the parchment, whatever the consequences might be,
unless she was first made acquainted with the contents.
Under these circumstances, the one chance for us when to-morrow
came was to be provided with an objection to giving the signature,
which might rest on sufficiently firm commercial or legal grounds
to shake Sir Percival's resolution, and to make him suspect that
we two women understood the laws and obligations of business as
well as himself.
After some pondering, I determined to write to the only honest man
within reach whom we could trust to help us discreetly in our
forlorn situation. That man was Mr. Gilmore's partner, Mr. Kyrle,
who conducted the business now that our old friend had been
obliged to withdraw from it, and to leave London on account of his
health. I explained to Laura that I had Mr. Gilmore's own
authority for placing implicit confidence in his partner's
integrity, discretion, and accurate knowledge of all her affairs,
and with her full approval I sat down at once to write the letter,
I began by stating our position to Mr. Kyrle exactly as it was,
and then asked for his advice in return, expressed in plain,
downright terms which he could comprehend without any danger of
misinterpretations and mistakes. My letter was as short as I
could possibly make it, and was, I hope, unencumbered by needless
apologies and needless details.
Just as I was about to put the address on the envelope an obstacle
was discovered by Laura, which in the effort and preoccupation of
writing had escaped my mind altogether.
"How are we to get the answer in time?" she asked. "Your letter
will not be delivered in London before to-morrow morning, and the
post will not bring the reply here till the morning after."
The only way of overcoming this difficulty was to have the answer
brought to us from the lawyer's office by a special messenger. I
wrote a postscript to that effect, begging that the messenger
might be despatched with the reply by the eleven o'clock morning
train, which would bring him to our station at twenty minutes past
one, and so enable him to reach Blackwater Park by two o'clock at
the latest. He was to be directed to ask for me, to answer no
questions addressed to him by any one else, and to deliver his
letter into no hands but mine.
"In case Sir Percival should come back to-morrow before two
o'clock," I said to Laura, "the wisest plan for you to adopt is to
be out in the grounds all the morning with your book or your work,
and not to appear at the house till the messenger has had time to
arrive with the letter. I will wait here for him all the morning,
to guard against any misadventures or mistakes. By following this
arrangement I hope and believe we shall avoid being taken by
surprise. Let us go down to the drawing-room now. We may excite
suspicion if we remain shut up together too long."
"Suspicion?" she repeated. "Whose suspicion can we excite, now
that Sir Percival has left the house? Do you mean Count Fosco?"
"Perhaps I do, Laura."
"You are beginning to dislike him as much as I do, Marian."
"No, not to dislike him. Dislike is always more or less
associated with contempt--I can see nothing in the Count to
"You are not afraid of him, are you?"
"Perhaps I am--a little."
"Afraid of him, after his interference in our favour to-day!"
"Yes. I am more afraid of his interference than I am of Sir
Percival's violence. Remember what I said to you in the library.
Whatever you do, Laura, don't make an enemy of the Count!"
We went downstairs. Laura entered the drawing-room, while I
proceeded across the hall, with my letter in my hand, to put it
into the post-bag, which hung against the wall opposite to me.
The house door was open, and as I crossed past it, I saw Count
Fosco and his wife standing talking together on the steps outside,
with their faces turned towards me.
The Countess came into the hall rather hastily, and asked if I had
leisure enough for five minutes' private conversation. Feeling a
little surprised by such an appeal from such a person, I put my
letter into the bag, and replied that I was quite at her disposal.
She took my arm with unaccustomed friendliness and familiarity,
and instead of leading me into an empty room, drew me out with her
to the belt of turf which surrounded the large fish-pond.
As we passed the Count on the steps he bowed and smiled, and then
went at once into the house, pushing the hall door to after him,
but not actually closing it.
The Countess walked me gently round the fish-pond. I expected to
be made the depositary of some extraordinary confidence, and I was
astonished to find that Madame Fosco's communication for my
private ear was nothing more than a polite assurance of her
sympathy for me, after what had happened in the library. Her
husband had told her of all that had passed, and of the insolent
manner in which Sir Percival had spoken to me. This information
had so shocked and distressed her, on my account and on Laura's,
that she had made up her mind, if anything of the sort happened
again, to mark her sense of Sir Percival's outrageous conduct by
leaving the house. The Count had approved of her idea, and she
now hoped that I approved of it too.
I thought this a very strange proceeding on the part of such a
remarkably reserved woman as Madame Fosco, especially after the
interchange of sharp speeches which had passed between us during
the conversation in the boat-house on that very morning. However,
it was my plain duty to meet a polite and friendly advance on the
part of one of my elders with a polite and friendly reply. I
answered the Countess accordingly in her own tone, and then,
thinking we had said all that was necessary on either side, made
an attempt to get back to the house.
But Madame Fosco seemed resolved not to part with me, and to my
unspeakable amazement, resolved also to talk. Hitherto the most
silent of women, she now persecuted me with fluent
conventionalities on the subject of married life, on the subject
of Sir Percival and Laura, on the subject of her own happiness, on
the subject of the late Mr. Fairlie's conduct to her in the matter
of her legacy, and on half a dozen other subjects besides, until
she had detained me walking round and round the fish-pond for more
than half an hour, and had quite wearied me out. Whether she
discovered this or not, I cannot say, but she stopped as abruptly
as she had begun--looked towards the house door, resumed her icy
manner in a moment, and dropped my arm of her own accord before I
could think of an excuse for accomplishing my own release from
As I pushed open the door and entered the hall, I found myself
suddenly face to face with the Count again. He was just putting a
letter into the post-bag.
After he had dropped it in and had closed the bag, he asked me
where I had left Madame Fosco. I told him, and he went out at the
hall door immediately to join his wife. His manner when he spoke
to me was so unusually quiet and subdued that I turned and looked
after him, wondering if he were ill or out of spirits.
Why my next proceeding was to go straight up to the post-bag and
take out my own letter and look at it again, with a vague distrust
on me, and why the looking at it for the second time instantly
suggested the idea to my mind of sealing the envelope for its
greater security--are mysteries which are either too deep or too
shallow for me to fathom. Women, as everybody knows, constantly
act on impulses which they cannot explain even to themselves, and
I can only suppose that one of those impulses was the hidden cause
of my unaccountable conduct on this occasion.
Whatever influence animated me, I found cause to congratulate
myself on having obeyed it as soon as I prepared to seal the
letter in my own room. I had originally closed the envelope in
the usual way by moistening the adhesive point and pressing it on
the paper beneath, and when I now tried it with my finger, after a
lapse of full three-quarters of an hour, the envelope opened on
the instant, without sticking or tearing. Perhaps I had fastened
it insufficiently? Perhaps there might have been some defect in
the adhesive gum?
Or, perhaps----No! it is quite revolting enough to feel that third
conjecture stirring in my mind. I would rather not see it
confronting me in plain black and white.
I almost dread to-morrow--so much depends on my discretion and
self-control. There are two precautions, at all events, which I
am sure not to forget. I must be careful to keep up friendly
appearances with the Count, and I must be well on my guard when
the messenger from the office comes here with the answer to my
June 17th.--When the dinner hour brought us together again, Count
Fosco was in his usual excellent spirits. He exerted himself to
interest and amuse us, as if he was determined to efface from our
memories all recollection of what had passed in the library that
afternoon. Lively descriptions of his adventures in travelling,
amusing anecdotes of remarkable people whom he had met with
abroad, quaint comparisons between the social customs of various
nations, illustrated by examples drawn from men and women
indiscriminately all over Europe, humorous confessions of the
innocent follies of his own early life, when he ruled the fashions
of a second-rate Italian town, and wrote preposterous romances on
the French model for a second-rate Italian newspaper--all flowed
in succession so easily and so gaily from his lips, and all
addressed our various curiosities and various interests so
directly and so delicately, that Laura and I listened to him with
as much attention and, inconsistent as it may seem, with as much
admiration also, as Madame Fosco herself. Women can resist a
man's love, a man's fame, a man's personal appearance, and a man's
money, but they cannot resist a man's tongue when he knows how to
talk to them.
After dinner, while the favourable impression which he had
produced on us was still vivid in our minds, the Count modestly
withdrew to read in the library.
Laura proposed a stroll in the grounds to enjoy the close of the
long evening. It was necessary in common politeness to ask Madame
Fosco to join us, but this time she had apparently received her
orders beforehand, and she begged we would kindly excuse her.
"The Count will probably want a fresh supply of cigarettes," she
remarked by way of apology, "and nobody can make them to his
satisfaction but myself." Her cold blue eyes almost warmed as she
spoke the words--she looked actually proud of being the
officiating medium through which her lord and master composed
himself with tobacco-smoke!
Laura and I went out together alone.
It was a misty, heavy evening. There was a sense of blight in the
air; the flowers were drooping in the garden, and the ground was
parched and dewless. The western heaven, as we saw it over the
quiet trees, was of a pale yellow hue, and the sun was setting
faintly in a haze. Coming rain seemed near--it would fall
probably with the fall of night.
"Which way shall we go?" I asked
"Towards the lake, Marian, if you like," she answered.
"You seem unaccountably fond, Laura, of that dismal lake."
"No, not of the lake but of the scenery about it. The sand and
heath and the fir-trees are the only objects I can discover, in
all this large place, to remind me of Limmeridge. But we will
walk in some other direction if you prefer it."
"I have no favourite walks at Blackwater Park, my love. One is
the same as another to me. Let us go to the lake--we may find it
cooler in the open space than we find it here."
We walked through the shadowy plantation in silence. The
heaviness in the evening air oppressed us both, and when we
reached the boat-house we were glad to sit down and rest inside.
A white fog hung low over the lake. The dense brown line of the
trees on the opposite bank appeared above it, like a dwarf forest
floating in the sky. The sandy ground, shelving downward from
where we sat, was lost mysteriously in the outward layers of the
fog. The silence was horrible. No rustling of the leaves--no
bird's note in the wood--no cry of water-fowl from the pools of
the hidden lake. Even the croaking of the frogs had ceased to-
"It is very desolate and gloomy," said Laura. "But we can be more
alone here than anywhere else."
She spoke quietly and looked at the wilderness of sand and mist
with steady, thoughtful eyes. I could see that her mind was too
much occupied to feel the dreary impressions from without which
had fastened themselves already on mine.
"I promised, Marian, to tell you the truth about my married life,
instead of leaving you any longer to guess it for yourself," she
began. "That secret is the first I have ever had from you, love,
and I am determined it shall be the last. I was silent, as you
know, for your sake--and perhaps a little for my own sake as well.
It is very hard for a woman to confess that the man to whom she
has given her whole life is the man of all others who cares least
for the gift. If you were married yourself, Marian--and
especially if you were happily married--you would feel for me as
no single woman CAN feel, however kind and true she may be."
What answer could I make? I could only take her hand and look at
her with my whole heart as well as my eyes would let me.
"How often," she went on, "I have heard you laughing over what you
used to call your 'poverty!' how often you have made me mock-
speeches of congratulation on my wealth! Oh, Marian, never laugh
again. Thank God for your poverty--it has made you your own
mistress, and has saved you from the lot that has fallen on ME."
A sad beginning on the lips of a young wife!--sad in its quiet
plain-spoken truth. The few days we had all passed together at
Blackwater Park had been many enough to show me--to show any one--
what her husband had married her for.
"You shall not be distressed," she said, "by hearing how soon my
disappointments and my trials began--or even by knowing what they
were. It is bad enough to have them on my memory. If I tell you
how he received the first and last attempt at remonstrance that I
ever made, you will know how he has always treated me, as well as
if I had described it in so many words. It was one day at Rome
when we had ridden out together to the tomb of Cecilia Metella.
The sky was calm and lovely, and the grand old ruin looked
beautiful, and the remembrance that a husband's love had raised it
in the old time to a wife's memory, made me feel more tenderly and
more anxiously towards my husband than I had ever felt yet.
'Would you build such a tomb for ME, Percival?' I asked him. 'You
said you loved me dearly before we were married, and yet, since
that time----' I could get no farther. Marian! he was not even
looking at me! I pulled down my veil, thinking it best not to let
him see that the tears were in my eyes. I fancied he had not paid
any attention to me, but he had. He said, 'Come away,' and
laughed to himself as he helped me on to my horse. He mounted his
own horse and laughed again as we rode away. 'If I do build you a
tomb,' he said, 'it will be done with your own money. I wonder
whether Cecilia Metella had a fortune and paid for hers.' I made
no reply--how could I, when I was crying behind my veil?' Ah, you
light-complexioned women are all sulky,' he said. 'What do you
want? compliments and soft speeches? Well! I'm in a good humour
this morning. Consider the compliments paid and the speeches
said.' Men little know when they say hard things to us how well we
remember them, and how much harm they do us. It would have been
better for me if I had gone on crying, but his contempt dried up
my tears and hardened my heart. From that time, Marian, I never
checked myself again in thinking of Walter Hartright. I let the
memory of those happy days, when we were so fond of each other in
secret, come back and comfort me. What else had I to look to for
consolation? If we had been together you would have helped me to
better things. I know it was wrong, darling, but tell me if I was
wrong without any excuse."
I was obliged to turn my face from her. "Don't ask me!" I said.
"Have I suffered as you have suffered? What right have I to
"I used to think of him," she pursued, dropping her voice and
moving closer to me, "I used to think of him when Percival left me
alone at night to go among the Opera people. I used to fancy what
I might have been if it had pleased God to bless me with poverty,
and if I had been his wife. I used to see myself in my neat cheap
gown, sitting at home and waiting for him while he was earning our
bread--sitting at home and working for him and loving him all the
better because I had to work for him--seeing him come in tired and
taking off his hat and coat for him, and, Marian, pleasing him
with little dishes at dinner that I had learnt to make for his
sake. Oh! I hope he is never lonely enough and sad enough to
think of me and see me as I have thought of HIM and see HIM!"
As she said those melancholy words, all the lost tenderness
returned to her voice, and all the lost beauty trembled back into
her face. Her eyes rested as lovingly on the blighted, solitary,
ill-omened view before us, as if they saw the friendly hills of
Cumberland in the dim and threatening sky.
"Don't speak of Walter any more," I said, as soon as I could
control myself. "Oh, Laura, spare us both the wretchedness of
talking of him now!"
She roused herself, and looked at me tenderly.
"I would rather be silent about him for ever," she answered, "than
cause you a moment's pain."
"It is in your interests," I pleaded; "it is for your sake that I
speak. If your husband heard you----"
"It would not surprise him if he did hear me."
She made that strange reply with a weary calmness and coldness.
The change in her manner, when she gave the answer, startled me
almost as much as the answer itself.
"Not surprise him!" I repeated. "Laura! remember what you are
saying--you frighten me!"
"It is true," she said; "it is what I wanted to tell you to-day,
when we were talking in your room. My only secret when I opened
my heart to him at Limmeridge was a harmless secret, Marian--you
said so yourself. The name was all I kept from him, and he has
I heard her, but I could say nothing. Her last words had killed
the little hope that still lived in me.
"It happened at Rome," she went on, as wearily calm and cold as
ever. "We were at a little party given to the English by some
friends of Sir Percival's--Mr. and Mrs. Markland. Mrs. Markland
had the reputation of sketching very beautifully, and some of the
guests prevailed on her to show us her drawings. We all admired
them, but something I said attracted her attention particularly to
me. 'Surely you draw yourself?' she asked. 'I used to draw a
little once,' I answered, 'but I have given it up.' 'If you have
once drawn,' she said, 'you may take to it again one of these
days, and if you do, I wish you would let me recommend you a
master.' I said nothing--you know why, Marian--and tried to change
the conversation. But Mrs. Markland persisted. 'I have had all
sorts of teachers,' she went on, 'but the best of all, the most
intelligent and the most attentive, was a Mr. Hartright. If you
ever take up your drawing again, do try him as a master. He is a
young man--modest and gentlemanlike--I am sure you will like him .
'Think of those words being spoken to me publicly, in the presence
of strangers--strangers who had been invited to meet the bride and
bridegroom! I did all I could to control myself--I said nothing,
and looked down close at the drawings. When I ventured to raise
my head again, my eyes and my husband's eyes met, and I knew, by
his look, that my face had betrayed me. 'We will see about Mr.
Hartright,' he said, looking at me all the time, 'when we get back
to England. I agree with you, Mrs. Markland--I think Lady Glyde
is sure to like him.' He laid an emphasis on the last words which
made my cheeks burn, and set my heart beating as if it would
stifle me. Nothing more was said. We came away early. He was
silent in the carriage driving back to the hotel. He helped me
out, and followed me upstairs as usual. But the moment we were in
the drawing-room, he locked the door, pushed me down into a chair,
and stood over me with his hands on my shoulders. 'Ever since
that morning when you made your audacious confession to me at
Limmeridge,' he said, 'I have wanted to find out the man, and I
found him in your face to-night. Your drawing-master was the man,
and his name is Hartright. You shall repent it, and he shall
repent it, to the last hour of your lives. Now go to bed and
dream of him if you like, with the marks of my horsewhip on his
shoulders.' Whenever he is angry with me now he refers to what I
acknowledged to him in your presence with a sneer or a threat. I
have no power to prevent him from putting his own horrible
construction on the confidence I placed in him. I have no
influence to make him believe me, or to keep him silent. You
looked surprised to-day when you heard him tell me that I had made
a virtue of necessity in marrying him. You will not be surprised
again when you hear him repeat it, the next time he is out of
temper----Oh, Marian! don't! don't! you hurt me!"
I had caught her in my arms, and the sting and torment of my
remorse had closed them round her like a vice. Yes! my remorse.
The white despair of Walter's face, when my cruel words struck him
to the heart in the summer-house at Limmeridge, rose before me in
mute, unendurable reproach. My hand had pointed the way which led
the man my sister loved, step by step, far from his country and
his friends. Between those two young hearts I had stood, to
sunder them for ever, the one from the other, and his life and her
life lay wasted before me alike in witness of the deed. I had
done this, and done it for Sir Percival Glyde.
For Sir Percival Glyde.
I heard her speaking, and I knew by the tone of her voice that she
was comforting me--I, who deserved nothing but the reproach of her
silence! How long it was before I mastered the absorbing misery of
my own thoughts, I cannot tell. I was first conscious that she
was kissing me, and then my eyes seemed to wake on a sudden to
their sense of outward things, and I knew that I was looking
mechanically straight before me at the prospect of the lake.
"It is late," I heard her whisper. "It will be dark in the
plantation." She shook my arm and repeated, "Marian! it will be
dark in the plantation."
"Give me a minute longer," I said--"a minute, to get better in."
I was afraid to trust myself to look at her yet, and I kept my
eyes fixed on the view.
It WAS late. The dense brown line of trees in the sky had faded
in the gathering darkness to the faint resemblance of a long
wreath of smoke. The mist over the lake below had stealthily
enlarged, and advanced on us. The silence was as breathless as
ever, but the horror of it had gone, and the solemn mystery of its
stillness was all that remained.
"We are far from the house," she whispered. "Let us go back."
She stopped suddenly, and turned her face from me towards the
entrance of the boat-house.
"Marian!" she said, trembling violently. "Do you see nothing?
"Down there, below us."
She pointed. My eyes followed her hand, and I saw it too.
A living figure was moving over the waste of heath in the
distance. It crossed our range of view from the boat-house, and
passed darkly along the outer edge of the mist. It stopped far
off, in front of us--waited--and passed on; moving slowly, with
the white cloud of mist behind it and above it--slowly, slowly,
till it glided by the edge of the boat-house, and we saw it no
We were both unnerved by what had passed between us that evening.
Some minutes elapsed before Laura would venture into the
plantation, and before I could make up my mind to lead her back to
"Was it a man or a woman?" she asked in a whisper, as we moved at
last into the dark dampness of the outer air.
"I am not certain."
"Which do you think?"
"It looked like a woman."
"I was afraid it was a man in a long cloak."
"It may be a man. In this dim light it is not possible to be
"Wait, Marian! I'm frightened--I don't see the path. Suppose the
figure should follow us?"
"Not at all likely, Laura. There is really nothing to be alarmed
about. The shores of the lake are not far from the village, and
they are free to any one to walk on by day or night. It is only
wonderful we have seen no living creature there before."
We were now in the plantation. It was very dark--so dark, that we
found some difficulty in keeping the path. I gave Laura my arm,
and we walked as fast as we could on our way back.
Before we were half-way through she stopped, and forced me to stop
with her. She was listening.
"Hush," she whispered. "I hear something behind us."
"Dead leaves," I said to cheer her, "or a twig blown off the
"It is summer time, Marian, and there is not a breath of wind.
I heard the sound too--a sound like a light footstep following us.
"No matter who it is, or what it is," I said, "let us walk on. In
another minute, if there is anything to alarm us, we shall be near
enough to the house to be heard."
We went on quickly--so quickly, that Laura was breathless by the
time we were nearly through the plantation, and within sight of
the lighted windows.
I waited a moment to give her breathing-time. Just as we were
about to proceed she stopped me again, and signed to me with her
hand to listen once more. We both heard distinctly a long, heavy
sigh behind us, in the black depths of the trees.
"Who's there?" I called out.
There was no answer.
"Who's there?" I repeated.
An instant of silence followed, and then we heard the light fall
of the footsteps again, fainter and fainter--sinking away into the
darkness--sinking, sinking, sinking--till they were lost in the
We hurried out from the trees to the open lawn beyond crossed it
rapidly, and without another word passing between us, reached the
In the light of the hall-lamp Laura looked at me, with white
cheeks and startled eyes.
"I am half dead with fear," she said. "Who could it have been?"
"We will try to guess to-morrow," I replied. "In the meantime say
nothing to any one of what we have heard and seen.
"Because silence is safe, and we have need of safety in this
I sent Laura upstairs immediately, waited a minute to take off my
hat and put my hair smooth, and then went at once to make my first
investigations in the library, on pretence of searching for a
There sat the Count, filling out the largest easy-chair in the
house, smoking and reading calmly, with his feet on an ottoman,
his cravat across his knees, and his shirt collar wide open. And
there sat Madame Fosco, like a quiet child, on a stool by his
side, making cigarettes. Neither husband nor wife could, by any
possibility, have been out late that evening, and have just got
back to the house in a hurry. I felt that my object in visiting
the library was answered the moment I set eyes on them.
Count Fosco rose in polite confusion and tied his cravat on when I
entered the room.
"Pray don't let me disturb you," I said. "I have only come here
to get a book."
"All unfortunate men of my size suffer from the heat," said the
Count, refreshing himself gravely with a large green fan. "I wish
I could change places with my excellent wife. She is as cool at
this moment as a fish in the pond outside."
The Countess allowed herself to thaw under the influence of her
husband's quaint comparison. "I am never warm, Miss Halcombe,"
she remarked, with the modest air of a woman who was confessing to
one of her own merits.
"Have you and Lady Glyde been out this evening?" asked the Count,
while I was taking a book from the shelves to preserve
"Yes, we went out to get a little air."
"May I ask in what direction?"
"In the direction of the lake--as far as the boat-house."
"Aha? As far as the boat-house?"
Under other circumstances I might have resented his curiosity.
But to-night I hailed it as another proof that neither he nor his
wife were connected with the mysterious appearance at the lake.
"No more adventures, I suppose, this evening?" he went on . "No
more discoveries, like your discovery of the wounded dog?"
He fixed his unfathomable grey eyes on me, with that cold, clear,
irresistible glitter in them which always forces me to look at
him, and always makes me uneasy while I do look. An unutterable
suspicion that his mind is prying into mine overcomes me at these
times, and it overcame me now.
"No," I said shortly; "no adventures--no discoveries."
I tried to look away from him and leave the room. Strange as it
seems, I hardly think I should have succeeded in the attempt if
Madame Fosco had not helped me by causing him to move and look
"Count, you are keeping Miss Halcombe standing," she said.
The moment he turned round to get me a chair, I seized my
opportunity--thanked him--made my excuses--and slipped out.
An hour later, when Laura's maid happened to be in her mistress's
room, I took occasion to refer to the closeness of the night, with
a view to ascertaining next how the servants had been passing
"Have you been suffering much from the heat downstairs?" I asked.
"No, miss," said the girl, "we have not felt it to speak of."
"You have been out in the woods then, I suppose?"
"Some of us thought of going, miss. But cook said she should take
her chair into the cool court-yard, outside the kitchen door, and
on second thoughts, all the rest of us took our chairs out there
The housekeeper was now the only person who remained to be
"Is Mrs. Michelson gone to bed yet?" I inquired.
"I should think not, miss," said the girl, smiling. "Mrs.
Michelson is more likely to be getting up just now than going to
"Why? What do you mean? Has Mrs. Michelson been taking to her bed
in the daytime?"
"No, miss, not exactly, but the next thing to it. She's been
asleep all the evening on the sofa in her own room."
Putting together what I observed for myself in the library, and
what I have just heard from Laura's maid, one conclusion seems
inevitable. The figure we saw at the lake was not the figure of
Madame Fosco, of her husband, or of any of the servants. The
footsteps we heard behind us were not the footsteps of any one
belonging to the house.
Who could it have been?
It seems useless to inquire. I cannot even decide whether the
figure was a man's or a woman's. I can only say that I think it
was a woman's,
June 18th.--The misery of self-reproach which I suffered yesterday
evening, on hearing what Laura told me in the boat-house, returned
in the loneliness of the night, and kept me waking and wretched
I lighted my candle at last, and searched through my old journals
to see what my share in the fatal error of her marriage had really
been, and what I might have once done to save her from it. The
result soothed me a little for it showed that, however blindly and
ignorantly I acted, I acted for the best. Crying generally does me
harm; but it was not so last night--I think it relieved me. I
rose this morning with a settled resolution and a quiet mind.
Nothing Sir Percival can say or do shall ever irritate me again,
or make me forget for one moment that I am staying here in
defiance of mortifications, insults, and threats, for Laura's
service and for Laura's sake.
The speculations in which we might have indulged this morning, on
the subject of the figure at the lake and the foot-steps in the
plantation, have been all suspended by a trifling accident which
has caused Laura great regret. She has lost the little brooch I
gave her for a keepsake on the day before her marriage. As she
wore it when we went out yesterday evening we can only suppose
that it must have dropped from her dress, either in the boat-house
or on our way back. The servants have been sent to search, and
have returned unsuccessful. And now Laura herself has gone to
look for it. Whether she finds it or not the loss will help to
excuse her absence from the house. if Sir Percival returns before
the letter from Mr. Gilmore's partner is placed in my hands.
One o'clock has just struck. I am considering whether I had
better wait here for the arrival of the messenger from London, or
slip away quietly, and watch for him outside the lodge gate.
My suspicion of everybody and everything in this house inclines me
to think that the second plan may be the best. The Count is safe
in the breakfast-room. I heard him, through the door, as I ran
upstairs ten minutes since, exercising his canary-birds at their
tricks:--"Come out on my little finger, my pret-pret-pretties!
Come out, and hop upstairs! One, two, three--and up! Three, two,
one--and down! One, two, three--twit-twit-twit-tweet!" The birds
burst into their usual ecstasy of singing, and the Count chirruped
and whistled at them in return, as if he was a bird himself. My
room door is open, and I can hear the shrill singing and whistling
at this very moment. If I am really to slip out without being
observed, now is my time.
FOUR O'CLOCK. The three hours that have passed since I made my
last entry have turned the whole march of events at Blackwater
Park in a new direction. Whether for good or for evil, I cannot
and dare not decide.
Let me get back first to the place at which I left off, or I shall
lose myself in the confusion of my own thoughts.
I went out, as I had proposed, to meet the messenger with my
letter from London at the lodge gate. On the stairs I saw no one.
In the hall I heard the Count still exercising his birds. But on
crossing the quadrangle outside, I passed Madame Fosco, walking by
herself in her favourite circle, round and round the great fish-
pond. I at once slackened my pace, so as to avoid all appearance
of being in a hurry, and even went the length, for caution's sake,
of inquiring if she thought of going out before lunch. She smiled
at me in the friendliest manner--said she preferred remaining near
the house, nodded pleasantly, and re-entered the hall. I looked
back, and saw that she had closed the door before I had opened the
wicket by the side of the carriage gates.
In less than a quarter of an hour I reached the lodge.
The lane outside took a sudden turn to the left, ran on straight
for a hundred yards or so, and then took another sharp turn to the
right to join the high-road. Between these two turns, hidden from
the lodge on one side, and from the way to the station on the
other, I waited, walking backwards and forwards. High hedges were
on either side of me, and for twenty minutes, by my watch, I
neither saw nor heard anything. At the end of that time the sound
of a carriage caught my ear, and I was met, as I advanced towards
the second turning, by a fly from the railway. I made a sign to
the driver to stop. As he obeyed me a respectable-looking man put
his head out of the window to see what was the matter.
"I beg your pardon," I said, "but am I right in supposing that you
are going to Blackwater Park?"
"With a letter for any one?"
"With a letter for Miss Halcombe, ma'am."
"You may give me the letter. I am Miss Halcombe."
The man touched his hat, got out of the fly immediately, and gave
me the letter.
I opened it at once and read these lines. I copy them here,
thinking it best to destroy the original for caution's sake.
"DEAR MADAM,--Your letter received this morning has caused me very
great anxiety. I will reply to it as briefly and plainly as
"My careful consideration of the statement made by yourself, and
my knowledge of Lady Glyde's position, as defined in the
settlement, lead me, I regret to say, to the conclusion that a
loan of the trust money to Sir Percival (or, in other words, a
loan of some portion of the twenty thousand pounds of Lady Glyde's
fortune) is in contemplation, and that she is made a party to the
deed, in order to secure her approval of a flagrant breach of
trust, and to have her signature produced against her if she
should complain hereafter. It is impossible, on any other
supposition, to account, situated as she is, for her execution to
a deed of any kind being wanted at all.
"In the event of Lady Glyde's signing such a document, as I am
compelled to suppose the deed in question to be, her trustees
would be at liberty to advance money to Sir Percival out of her
twenty thousand pounds. If the amount so lent should not he paid
back, and if Lady Glyde should have children, their fortune will
then be diminished by the sum, large or small, so advanced. In
plainer terms still, the transaction, for anything that Lady Glyde
knows to the contrary, may be a fraud upon her unborn children.
"Under these serious circumstances, I would recommend Lady Glyde
to assign as a reason for withholding her signature, that she
wishes the deed to be first submitted to myself, as her family
solicitor (in the absence of my partner, Mr. Gilmore). No
reasonable objection can be made to taking this course--for, if
the transaction is an honourable one, there will necessarily be no
difficulty in my giving my approval.
"Sincerely assuring you of my readiness to afford any additional
help or advice that may be wanted, I beg to remain, Madam, your
I read this kind and sensible letter very thankfully. It supplied
Laura with a reason for objecting to the signature which was
unanswerable, and which we could both of us understand. The
messenger waited near me while I was reading to receive his
directions when I had done,
"Will you be good enough to say that I understand the letter, and
that I am very much obliged?" I said. "There is no other reply
necessary at present."
Exactly at the moment when I was speaking those words, holding the
letter open in my hand, Count Fosco turned the corner of the lane
from the high-road, and stood before me as if he had sprung up out
of the earth.
The suddenness of his appearance, in the very last place under
heaven in which I should have expected to see him, took me
completely by surprise. The messenger wished me good-morning, and
got into the fly again. I could not say a word to him--I was not
even able to return his bow. The conviction that I was
discovered--and by that man, of all others--absolutely petrified
"Are you going back to the house, Miss Halcombe?" he inquired,
without showing the least surprise on his side, and without even
looking after the fly, which drove off while he was speaking to
I collected myself sufficiently to make a sign in the affirmative.
"I am going back too," he said. "Pray allow me the pleasure of
accompanying you. Will you take my arm? You look surprised at
I took his arm. The first of my scattered senses that came back
was the sense that warned me to sacrifice anything rather than
make an enemy of him.
"You look surprised at seeing me!" he repeated in his quietly
"I thought, Count, I heard you with your birds in the breakfast-
room," I answered, as quietly and firmly as I could.
"Surely. But my little feathered children, dear lady, are only
too like other children. They have their days of perversity, and
this morning was one of them. My wife came in as I was putting
them back in their cage, and said she had left you going out alone
for a walk. You told her so, did you not?"
"Well, Miss Halcombe, the pleasure of accompanying you was too
great a temptation for me to resist. At my age there is no harm in
confessing so much as that, is there? I seized my hat, and set off
to offer myself as your escort. Even so fat an old man as Fosco
is surely better than no escort at all? I took the wrong path--I
came back in despair, and here I am, arrived (may I say it?) at
the height of my wishes."
He talked on in this complimentary strain with a fluency which
left me no exertion to make beyond the effort of maintaining my
composure. He never referred in the most distant manner to what
he had seen in the lane, or to the letter which I still had in my
hand. This ominous discretion helped to convince me that he must
have surprised, by the most dishonourable means, the secret of my
application in Laura's interest to the lawyer; and that, having
now assured himself of the private manner in which I had received
the answer, he had discovered enough to suit his purposes, and was
only bent on trying to quiet the suspicions which he knew he must
have aroused in my mind. I was wise enough, under these
circumstances, not to attempt to deceive him by plausible
explanations, and woman enough, notwithstanding my dread of him,
to feel as if my hand was tainted by resting on his arm.
On the drive in front of the house we met the dog-cart being taken
round to the stables. Sir Percival had just returned. He came
out to meet us at the house-door. Whatever other results his
journey might have had, it had not ended in softening his savage
"Oh! here are two of you come back," he said, with a lowering
face. "What is the meaning of the house being deserted in this
way? Where is Lady Glyde?"
I told him of the loss of the brooch, and said that Laura had gone
into the plantation to look for it.
"Brooch or no brooch," he growled sulkily, "I recommend her not to
forget her appointment in the library this afternoon. I shall
expect to see her in half an hour."
I took my hand from the Count's arm, and slowly ascended the
steps. He honoured me with one of his magnificent bows, and then
addressed himself gaily to the scowling master of the house.
"Tell me, Percival," he said, "have you had a pleasant drive? And
has your pretty shining Brown Molly come back at all tired?"
"Brown Molly be hanged--and the drive too! I want my lunch."
"And I want five minutes' talk with you, Percival, first,"
returned the Count. "Five minutes' talk, my friend, here on the
"About business that very much concerns you."
I lingered long enough in passing through the hall-door to hear
this question and answer, and to see Sir Percival thrust his hands
into his pockets in sullen hesitation.
"If you want to badger me with any more of your infernal
scruples," he said, "I for one won't hear them. I want my lunch."
"Come out here and speak to me," repeated the Count, still
perfectly uninfluenced by the rudest speech that his friend could
make to him.
Sir Percival descended the steps. The Count took him by the arm,
and walked him away gently. The "business," I was sure, referred
to the question of the signature. They were speaking of Laura and
of me beyond a doubt. I felt heart-sick and faint with anxiety.
It might be of the last importance to both of us to know what they
were saying to each other at that moment, and not one word of it
could by any possibility reach my ears.
I walked about the house, from room to room, with the lawyer's
letter in my bosom (I was afraid by this time even to trust it
under lock and key), till the oppression of my suspense half
maddened me. There were no signs of Laura's return, and I thought
of going out to look for her. But my strength was so exhausted by
the trials and anxieties of the morning that the heat of the day
quite overpowered me, and after an attempt to get to the door I
was obliged to return to the drawing-room and lie down on the
nearest sofa to recover.
I was just composing myself when the door opened softly and the
Count looked in.
"A thousand pardons, Miss Halcombe," he said; "I only venture to
disturb you because I am the bearer of good news. Percival--who
is capricious in everything, as you know--has seen fit to alter
his mind at the last moment, and the business of the signature is
put off for the present. A great relief to all of us, Miss
Halcombe, as I see with pleasure in your face. Pray present my
best respects and felicitations, when you mention this pleasant
change of circumstances to Lady Glyde."
He left me before I had recovered my astonishment. There could be
no doubt that this extraordinary alteration of purpose in the
matter of the signature was due to his influence, and that his
discovery of my application to London yesterday, and of my having
received an answer to it to-day, had offered him the means of
interfering with certain success.
I felt these impressions, but my mind seemed to share the
exhaustion of my body, and I was in no condition to dwell on them
with any useful reference to the doubtful present or the
threatening future. I tried a second time to run out and find
Laura, but my head was giddy and my knees trembled under me.
There was no choice but to give it up again and return to the
sofa, sorely against my will.
The quiet in the house, and the low murmuring hum of summer
insects outside the open window, soothed me. My eyes closed of
themselves, and I passed gradually into a strange condition, which
was not waking--for I knew nothing of what was going on about me,
and not sleeping--for I was conscious of my own repose. In this
state my fevered mind broke loose from me, while my weary body was
at rest, and in a trance, or day-dream of my fancy--I know not
what to call it--I saw Walter Hartright. I had not thought of him
since I rose that morning--Laura had not said one word to me
either directly or indirectly referring to him--and yet I saw him
now as plainly as if the past time had returned, and we were both
together again at Limmeridge House.
He appeared to me as one among many other men, none of whose faces
I could plainly discern. They were all lying on the steps of an
immense ruined temple. Colossal tropical trees--with rank
creepers twining endlessly about their trunks, and hideous stone
idols glimmering and grinning at intervals behind leaves and
stalks and branches--surrounded the temple and shut out the sky,
and threw a dismal shadow over the forlorn band of men on the
steps. White exhalations twisted and curled up stealthily from
the ground, approached the men in wreaths like smoke, touched
them, and stretched them out dead, one by one, in the places where
they lay. An agony of pity and fear for Walter loosened my
tongue, and I implored him to escape. "Come back, come back!" I
said. "Remember your promise to HER and to ME. Come back to us
before the Pestilence reaches you and lays you dead like the
He looked at me with an unearthly quiet in his face. "Wait," he
said, "I shall come back. The night when I met the lost Woman on
the highway was the night which set my life apart to be the
instrument of a Design that is yet unseen. Here, lost in the
wilderness, or there, welcomed back in the land of my birth, I am
still walking on the dark road which leads me, and you, and the
sister of your love and mine, to the unknown Retribution and the
inevitable End. Wait and look. The Pestilence which touches the
rest will pass ME."
I saw him again. He was still in the forest, and the numbers of
his lost companions had dwindled to very few. The temple was
gone, and the idols were gone--and in their place the figures of
dark, dwarfish men lurked murderously among the trees, with bows
in their hands, and arrows fitted to the string. Once more I
feared for Walter, and cried out to warn him. Once more he turned
to me, with the immovable quiet in his face.
"Another step," he said, "on the dark road. Wait and look. The
arrows that strike the rest will spare me."
I saw him for the third time in a wrecked ship, stranded on a
wild, sandy shore. The overloaded boats were making away from him
for the land, and he alone was left to sink with the ship. I
cried to him to hail the hindmost boat, and to make a last effort
for his life. The quiet face looked at me in return, and the
unmoved voice gave me back the changeless reply. "Another step on
the journey. Wait and look. The Sea which drowns the rest will
I saw him for the last time. He was kneeling by a tomb of white
marble, and the shadow of a veiled woman rose out of the grave
beneath and waited by his side. The unearthly quiet of his face
had changed to an unearthly sorrow. But the terrible certainty of
his words remained the same. "Darker and darker," he said;
"farther and farther yet. Death takes the good, the beautiful,
and the young--and spares me. The Pestilence that wastes, the
Arrow that strikes, the Sea that drowns, the Grave that closes
over Love and Hope, are steps of my journey, and take me nearer
and nearer to the End."
My heart sank under a dread beyond words, under a grief beyond
tears. The darkness closed round the pilgrim at the marble tomb--
closed round the veiled woman from the grave--closed round the
dreamer who looked on them. I saw and heard no more.
I was aroused by a hand laid on my shoulder. It was Laura's.
She had dropped on her knees by the side of the sofa. Her face
was flushed and agitated, and her eyes met mine in a wild
bewildered manner. I started the instant I saw her.
"What has happened?" I asked. "What has frightened you?"
She looked round at the half-open door, put her lips close to my
ear, and answered in a whisper--
"Marian!--the figure at the lake--the footsteps last night--I've
just seen her! I've just spoken to her!"
"Who, for Heaven's sake?"
I was so startled by the disturbance in Laura's face and manner,
and so dismayed by the first waking impressions of my dream, that
I was not fit to bear the revelation which burst upon me when that
name passed her lips. I could only stand rooted to the floor,
looking at her in breathless silence.
She was too much absorbed by what had happened to notice the
effect which her reply had produced on me. "I have seen Anne
Catherick! I have spoken to Anne Catherick!" she repeated as if I
had not heard her. "Oh, Marian, I have such things to tell you!
Come away--we may be interrupted here--come at once into my room."
With those eager words she caught me by the hand, and led me
through the library, to the end room on the ground floor, which
had been fitted up for her own especial use. No third person,
except her maid, could have any excuse for surprising us here.
She pushed me in before her, locked the door, and drew the chintz
curtains that hung over the inside.
The strange, stunned feeling which had taken possession of me
still remained. But a growing conviction that the complications
which had long threatened to gather about her, and to gather about
me, had suddenly closed fast round us both, was now beginning to
penetrate my mind. I could not express it in words--I could
hardly even realise it dimly in my own thoughts. "Anne
Catherick!" I whispered to myself, with useless, helpless
Laura drew me to the nearest seat, an ottoman in the middle of the
room. "Look!" she said, "look here!"--and pointed to the bosom of
I saw, for the first time, that the lost brooch was pinned in its
place again. There was something real in the sight of it,
something real in the touching of it afterwards, which seemed to
steady the whirl and confusion in my thoughts, and to help me to
"Where did you find your brooch?" The first words I could say to
her were the words which put that trivial question at that
"SHE found it, Marian."
"On the floor of the boat-house. Oh, how shall I begin--how shall
I tell you about it! She talked to me so strangely--she looked so
fearfully ill--she left me so suddenly!"
Her voice rose as the tumult of her recollections pressed upon her
mind. The inveterate distrust which weighs, night and day, on my
spirits in this house, instantly roused me to warn her--just as
the sight of the brooch had roused me to question her, the moment
"Speak low," I said. "The window is open, and the garden path
runs beneath it. Begin at the beginning, Laura. Tell me, word
for word, what passed between that woman and you."
"Shall I close the window?"
"No, only speak low--only remember that Anne Catherick is a
dangerous subject under your husband's roof. Where did you first
"At the boat-house, Marian. I went out, as you know, to find my
brooch, and I walked along the path through the plantation,
looking down on the ground carefully at every step. In that way I
got on, after a long time, to the boat-house, and as soon as I was
inside it, I went on my knees to hunt over the floor. I was still
searching with my back to the doorway, when I heard a soft,
strange voice behind me say, 'Miss Fairlie.'"
"Yes, my old name--the dear, familiar name that I thought I had
parted from for ever. I started up--not frightened, the voice was
too kind and gentle to frighten anybody--but very much surprised.
There, looking at me from the doorway, stood a woman, whose face I
never remembered to have seen before--"
"How was she dressed?"
"She had a neat, pretty white gown on, and over it a poor worn
thin dark shawl. Her bonnet was of brown straw, as poor and worn
as the shawl. I was struck by the difference between her gown and
the rest of her dress, and she saw that I noticed it. 'Don't look
at my bonnet and shawl,' she said, speaking in a quick,
breathless, sudden way; 'if I mustn't wear white, I don't care
what I wear. Look at my gown as much as you please--I'm not
ashamed of that.' Very strange, was it not? Before I could say
anything to soothe her, she held out one of her hands, and I saw
my brooch in it. I was so pleased and so grateful, that I went
quite close to her to say what I really felt. 'Are you thankful
enough to do me one little kindness?' she asked. 'Yes, indeed,' I
answered, 'any kindness in my power I shall be glad to show you.'
'Then let me pin your brooch on for you, now I have found it.' Her
request was so unexpected, Marian, and she made it with such
extraordinary eagerness, that I drew back a step or two, not well
knowing what to do. 'Ah!' she said, 'your mother would have let
me pin on the brooch.' There was something in her voice and her
look, as well as in her mentioning my mother in that reproachful
manner, which made me ashamed of my distrust. I took her hand with
the brooch in it, and put it up gently on the bosom of my dress.
'You knew my mother?' I said. 'Was it very long ago? have I ever
seen you before?' Her hands were busy fastening the brooch: she
stopped and pressed them against my breast. 'You don't remember a
fine spring day at Limmeridge,' she said, 'and your mother walking
down the path that led to the school, with a little girl on each
side of her? I have had nothing else to think of since, and I
remember it. You were one of the little girls, and I was the
other. Pretty, clever Miss Fairlie, and poor dazed Anne Catherick
were nearer to each other then than they are now!'"
"Did you remember her, Laura, when she told you her name?"
"Yes, I remembered your asking me about Anne Catherick at
Limmeridge, and your saying that she had once been considered like
"What reminded you of that, Laura?"
"SHE reminded me. While I was looking at her, while she was very
close to me, it came over my mind suddenly that we were like each
other! Her face was pale and thin and weary--but the sight of it
startled me, as if it had been the sight of my own face in the