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Rebecca Mary

by Annie Hamilton Donnell











The Hundred and Oneth

Rebecca Mary took another stitch. Then another. "Ninety-sevvun,
ninety-eight," she counted aloud, her little pointed face gravely
intent. She waited the briefest possible space before she took
ninety-nine. It was getting very close to the Time now. "At the
hundred an' oneth," Rebecca Mary whispered. "It's almost it."
Her breath came quicker under her tight little dress. Between her
thin, light eyebrows a crease deepened anxiously.

"Ninety--n-i-n-e," she counted, "one hun-der-ed"--it was so very
close now! The next stitch would be the hundred and oneth. Rebecca
Mary's face suddenly grew quite white.

"I'll wait a m-minute," she decided; "I'm just a little scared.
When you've been lookin' head to the hundred and oneth so LONG and
you get the very next door to it, it scares you a little. I'll wait
until--oh, until Thomas Jefferson crows, before I sew the hundred
and oneth."

Thomas Jefferson was prospecting under the currant bushes. Rebecca
Mary could see him distinctly, even with her nearsighted little
eyes, for Thomas Jefferson was snow-white. Once in a while he
stalked dignifiedly out of the bushes and crowed. He might do it
again any minute now.

The great sheet billowed and floated round Rebecca Mary, scarcely
whiter than her face. She held her needle poised, waiting the
signal of Thomas Jefferson. At any ***[min--?]***min He was coming
out now! A fleck of snow-white was pricking the green of the
currant leaves.

"He's out. Any minute he'll begin to cr--" He was already
beginning! The warning signals were out--chest expanding, neck
elongating, and great white wing aflap.

"I'm just a little scared," breathed the child in the foam of the
sheet. Then Thomas Jefferson crowed.

"Hundred and one!" Rebecca Mary cried out, clearly, courage born
within her at the crucial instant. The Time--the Time--had come.
She had taken her last stitch.

"It's over," she panted. "It always was a-coming, and it's come.
I knew it would. When it's come, you don't feel quite so scared.
I'm glad it's over."

She folded up the great sheet carefully, making all the edges meet
with painful precision. It took time. She had left the needle
sticking in the unfinished seam--in the hundred-and-oneth stitch--
and close beside it was a tiny dot of red to "keep the place."

"Rebecca! Rebecca Mary!" Aunt Olivia always called like that.
If there had been still another name--Rebecca Mary Something Else--
she would have called: "Rebecca! Rebecca Mary! Rebecca Mary
Something Else!"

"Yes'm; I'm here."

"Where's 'here'?" sharply.

"HERE--the grape-arbor, I mean."

"Have you got your sheet?"


"Is your stent 'most done?"

Rebecca Mary rose slowly to her reluctant little feet, and with the
heavy sheet across her arm went to meet the sharp voice. At last
the Time had come.

"Well?" Aunt Olivia was waiting for her answer. Rebecca Mary
groaned. Aunt Olivia would not think it was "well."

"Well, Rebecca Mary Plummer, you came to fetch my answer, did you?
You got your stent 'most done?" Aunt Olivia's hands were extended
for the folded sheet.

"I've got it DONE, Aunt 'Livia," answered little Rebecca Mary,
steadily. Her slender figure, in its quaint, scant dress, looked
braced as if to meet a shock. But Rebecca Mary was terribly afraid.

"Every mite o' that seam? Then I guess you can't have done it very
well; that's what I guess! If it ain't done well, you'll have to
take it--"

"Wait--please, won't you wait, Aunt 'Livia? I've got to say
something. I mean, I've got all the over-'n'-overing I'm ever going
to do done. THAT'S what's done. The hundred-and-oneth stitch was
my stent, and it's done. I'm not ever going to take the hundred
and twoth. I've decided."

Understanding filtered drop by drop into Aunt Olivia's bewildered
brain. She gasped at the final drop.

"Not ever going to take another stitch?" she repeated, with a
calmness that was awfuler than storm.


"You've decided?"


"May I ask when this--this state of mind began?"

Rebecca Mary girded herself afresh. She had such need of recruiting

"It's been coming on," she said. "I've felt it. I knew all the time
it was a-coming--and then it came."

It seemed to be all there. Why must she say any more? But still
Aunt Olivia waited, and Rebecca Mary read grim displeasure in
capitals across the gray field of her face. The little figure
stiffened more and more.

"I've over-'n'-overed 'leven sheets," the steady little voice went
on, because Aunt Olivia was waiting, and it must, "and you said I
did 'em pretty well. I tried to. I was going to do the other one
well, till you said there was going to be another dozen. I couldn't
BEAR another dozen, Aunt Olivia, so I decided to stop. When Thomas
Jefferson crowed I sewed the hundred-and-oneth stitch. That's all
there's ever a-going to be."

Rebecca Mary stepped back a step or two, as if finishing a speech
and retiring from her audience. There was even the effect of a bow
in the sudden collapse of the stiff little body. It was Aunt
Olivia's turn now to respond--and Aunt Olivia responded:

"You've had your say; now I'll have mine. Listen to me, Rebecca
Mary Plummer! Here's this sheet, and here's this needle in it.
When you get good and ready you can go on sewing. You won't have
anything to eat till you do. I've got through."

The grim figure swept right-about face and tramped into the house as
though to the battle-roll of drums. Rebecca Mary stayed behind,
face to face with her fate.

"She's a Plummer, so it'll be SO," Rebecca Mary thought, with the
dull little thud of a weight falling into her heart. Rebecca Mary
was a Plummer too, but she did not think of that, unless the un-
swerving determination in her stout little heart was the unconscious
recognition of it.

"I wonder"--her gaze wandered out towards the currant-bushes and
came to rest absently on Thomas Jefferson's big, white bulk--"I
wonder if it hurts very much." She meant, to starve. A long vista
of food-less days opened before her, and in their contemplation the
weight in her heart grew very heavy indeed.

"We were GOING to have layer-cake for supper. I'm VERY fond of
layer-cake," Rebecca Mary sighed, "I suppose, though, after a few
weeks"--she shuddered--"I shall be glad to have ANYTHING--just
common things, like crackers and skim-milk. Perhaps I shall want to
eat a--horse. I've heard of folks--You get very unparticular when
you're starving."

It was five o'clock. They WERE going to have supper at half past.
She could hear the tea things clinking in the house. She stole up
to a window. There was Aunt Olivia setting the layer-cake on the
table. It looked plump and rich, and it was sugared on top.

"There's strawberry jam in between it," mused Rebecca Mary,
regretfully. "I wish it was apple jelly. I could bear it better if
it was apple jelly." But it was jam. And there was honey, too, to
eat with Aunt Olivia's little fluffy biscuits. How very fond
Rebecca Mary was of honey!

Aunt Olivia stood in the kitchen doorway and rang the supper bell in
long, steady clangs just as usual. But no one responded just as
usual, and by the token she knew Rebecca Mary had not taken the
other stitch that lay between her and supper.

"She's a Plummer," sighed Aunt Olivia, inwardly, unrealizing her own
Plummership, as little Rebecca Mary had unrealized hers. Each
recognized only the other's. The pity that both must be Plummers!

Rebecca Mary stayed out of doors until bedtime. She made but one

"I've done it, Thomas Jefferson," she said, sadly. "You ought to be
sorry for me, because if you hadn't crowed I shouldn't have sewed
the hundred and oneth. But you're not really to BLAME," she added,
hastily, mindful of Thomas Jefferson's feelings. "I should have
done it sometime if you hadn't crowed. I knew it was coming.
I suppose now I shall have to starve. You'd think it was pretty
hard to starve, I guess, Thomas Jefferson."

Thomas Jefferson made certain gloomy responses in his throat to the
effect that he was always starving; that any contributions on the
spot in the way of corn kernels, wheat grains, angleworms--any
little delicacies of the kind--would be welcome. And Rebecca Mary,
understanding, led the way to the corn bin. In the dark hours that
followed, the intimacy between the great white rooster and the
little white girl took on tenderer tones.

At breakfast next morning--at dinner time--at supper--Rebecca Mary
absented herself from the house. Aunt Olivia set on the meals
regularly and waited with tightening heartstrings. It did not seem
to occur to her to eat her own portions. She tasted no morsel of
all the dainties she got together wistfully. At nightfall the
second day she began to feel real alarm. She put on her bonnet and
went to the minister's. He was rather a new minister, and the
Plummers had always required a good deal of time to make
acquaintance. But in the present stress of her need Aunt Olivia
did not stop to think of that.

"You must come over and--and do something," she said, at the
conclusion of her strange little story. "It seems to me it's time
for the minister to step in."

"What can I do, Miss Plummer?" the embarrassed young man ejaculated,
with a feeling of helplessness.

"Talk to her," groaned Aunt Olivia, in her agony. "Tell her what
her duty is. Rebecca Mary might listen to the minister. All she's
got to do is to take just one stitch to show her submission. It
won't take but an instant. I've got supper all out on the kitchen
table--I don't care if it's ten o'clock at night!"

"It isn't a case for the minister. It's a case for the Society for
the Prevention of Cruelty to Children!" fumed the minister's kind
little wife inwardly. And she stole away in the twilight to deal
with little Rebecca Mary herself. She came back to the minister by
and by, red-eyed and fierce.

"You needn't go over; I've been. It won't do any good, Robert.
That poor, stiff-willed, set little thing is starving by inches!"

"I think her aunt is, too!"

"Well, perhaps--I can't help it, Robert, perhaps the--aunt--ought--to."

"My dear!--Felicia!"

"I told you I couldn't help it. She is so hungry, Robert! If you
had seen her--What do you think she was doing when I got there?"


"Crying! She was laughing. _I_ cried. She sat there under some
grapevines watching a great white rooster eat his supper. His name,
I think, is Thomas Jefferson."

"Yes, Thomas Jefferson," agreed the minister, with the assurance of
acquaintance. For Thomas Jefferson was one of his parishioners.

"Well, she was laughing at him in the shakiest, hungriest little voice
you ever heard. 'Is it good?' she says. 'It LOOKS good.' He was
eating raw corn. 'If I could, I'd eat supper with you when you're
VERY hungry, you don't mind eating things raw.' Then she saw me."


"Well, I coaxed her, Robert. It didn't do any good. Tomorrow
somebody must go there and interfere."

"She must be a remarkably strange child," the minister mused.
He was thinking of the holding-out powers of the three children he
had a half-ownership in.

"I don't think Rebecca Mary IS a child, Robert. She must be fifty
years old, at the least. She and her aunt are about the same age.
Perhaps if her mother had lived, or she hadn't made so many sheets,
or learned to knit and darn and cook--" The minister's kind little
wife finished out her sentence with a sigh. She took up a little
garment in dire straits to be mended. It suggested things to the

"Can Rhoda darn?"


"Or make sheets and bread and things?"

"Robert, don't you feel well? Where is the pain?" But the laugh in
the pleasant blue eyes died out suddenly. Little Rebecca Mary lay
too heavy on the minister's wife's heart for mirth.

Aunt Olivia went into Rebecca Mary's room in the middle of the night.
She had been in three times before.

"She looks thinner than she did last time," Aunt Olivia murmured,
distressedly. "Tomorrow night--how long do children live without
eating? It's four meals now--four meals is a great many for a
little thin thing to go without!" Aunt Olivia had been without four
meals too; she would have been able to judge how it felt--if she had
remembered that part. She stood in her scant, long nightgown,
gazing down at the little sleeper. The veil was down and her heart
was in her eyes.

Rebecca Mary threw out her arm and sighed. "It LOOKS good, Thomas
Jefferson," she murmured. "When you're VERY hungry you can eat
things raw." Suddenly the child sat up in bed, wide-eyed and wild.
She did not seem to see Aunt Olivia at all.

"Once I ate a pie!" she cried. "It wasn't a whole one, but I should
eat a whole one now--I think I should eat the PLATE now." She swayed
back and forth weakly, awake and not awake.

"Once I ate a layer-cake. There was jam in it. I wouldn't care if
it was apple jelly in it now--I'd LIKE apple jelly in it now. Once
I ate a pudding and a doughnut a-n-d--a--a--I think it was a horse.
I'd eat a horse now. Hush! Don't tell Aunt Olivia, but I'm going
to eat--to--e-at--Thom-as--Jeffer--" She swayed back on the pillows
again. Aunt Olivia shook her in an agony of fear--she was so white--
she lay so still.

"Rebecca! Rebecca Mary! Rebecca Mary PLUMMER!" Aunt Olivia
shrilled in her ear. "You get right out o' bed this minute and come
downstairs and eat your supper! It's high time you had something in
your stomach--I don't care if it's twelve o'clock. You get right
out o' bed REBECCA MARY!"

Aunt Olivia had the limp little figure in her arms, shaking it
gently again and again. Rebecca's startled eyes flew open. In that
instant was born inspiration in the brain of Aunt Olivia. She thought
of an appeal to make.

"Do you want ME to starve, too? Right here before your face and eyes?
I haven't eat a mouthful since you did, and I shan't till you DO."

Rebecca Mary slid to the floor with a soft thud of little brown,
bare feet. Slow comprehension dawned in her eyes. "Are***[--]***
did you say YOU was starving, too?"


"Does it hurt you--too?"


"VERY much?"


"Why don't you eat something?"

"Because you don't. I'm waiting for you to."

"Shan't you ever?"

"Not if you don't."

Rebecca Mary caught her breath in a sob. "Shall I be--to blame?"
She was moving towards the door now. With an irresistible impulse
Aunt Olivia gathered her in her arms, and covered her lean little
face with kisses.

"You poor little thing! You poor little thing! You poor little
thing!" over and over.

Rebecca Mary gazed up into the softened face and read something
there. It took her breath away. She could not believe it without
further proof.

"You don't--I don't suppose you LOVE me?" panted Rebecca Mary.
But Aunt Olivia was gone out of the room in a swirl of white

"Everything's on the table," she called back from the stairs.
"I'm going to light a fire. You come right down. I think it's high
time--" her voice trailing out thinly.

"She does," murmured Rebecca Mary, radiant of face.

At half past twelve o'clock they both ate supper, both in their
scant, white nightgowns, both very hungry indeed. But before she
sat down in her old place at the table, Rebecca Mary went round to
Aunt Olivia's place and whispered something rather shyly in her ear.
She had been by herself in a corner of the room for a moment.

"I've sewed the hundred and twoth," Rebecca Mary whispered.

The Thousand Quilt

"Good afternoon," Rebecca Mary said, politely.

The minister's wife was cutting little trousers out of big ones--the
minister's big ones. It was the old puzzle of how to steer clear of
the thin places.

"Boys grow so!" sighed, tenderly, the minister's wife, over her work.
She had not heard the voice from the doorway.

"Good afternoon"--again.

It was a quaint little figure in tight red calico standing there.
It might easily have stepped down from some old picture on the wall.
Rebecca Mary had a bundle in her arms. It was so large that it
obscured breast and face, and only a pair of grave blue eyes,
presided over by thin, light brows, seemed visible to the minister's
wife. The trousers puzzle merged into this one. Now who could--

"Oh! Oh, it's Miss Plummer's little girl Rebecca," she said, cordially.

"Rebecca Mary her NIECE," came, a little muffled, from behind the
great bundle.

"Rebecca Mary's nie***--*** Oh, you mean Miss Plummer's niece, and
your whole name is that! But I suppose she calls you Rebecca or
Becky, for short? Walk in, Rebecca."

But Rebecca Mary was struggling with the paralyzing vision of Aunt
Olivia calling her Becky. She had passed by the lesser wonder of
being called Rebecca without the Mary.

"Oh no'm, indeed; Aunt 'Livia never shortens me," gently gasped the
child. And the minister's wife, measuring from the bundle down,
smiled to herself. There did not seem much room for shortening.

"But walk in, dear--you're going to walk in? I hope you have come
to make me a little call?"

Rebecca Mary struggled out of her paralysis. Here was occasion
for new embarrassment. For Rebecca Mary was honest.

"N-o'm I mean, not a LITTLE call. I've come to spend the afternoon,"
she said, slowly, "and I've brought my work."

The bundle--the great bundle--was her work! She advanced into the
room and began carefully to unroll it. It was the turn of the
minister's wife to be paralyzed. She pushed forward a chair, and
the child sat down in it.

"It's my Thousand Quilt that I'm making for Aunt 'Livia," explained
Rebecca Mary. "It's 'most done. There's a thousand pieces in it,
and I'm on the nine hundred and ninety-oneth. I thought proberly
you'd have some work, so I brought mine."

"Yes, I see--" The minister's wife stood looking down at the tight
little red figure among the gorgeous waves of the Thousand Quilt.
They eddied and surged around it in dizzy reds and purples and
greens. She was conscious of being a little seasick, and for relief
she turned back to the puzzle of the little trousers. It had been
in her mind at first to express sorrow at Rhoda's being unfortunately
away--and the boys. Now she was glad she hadn't, for it was quite
plain enough that the visitor had not come to spend the afternoon
with the minister's children, but with the minister's wife.

"It isn't she that's young--it's I," thought the minister's wife,
with kind, laughing eyes. "She's old enough to be my mother."
"How old are you, dear?" she added, aloud.

"Me? I guess you mean Aunt 'Livia, don't you? It's Aunt 'Livia's
birthday I'm making it for, it's going to be a present. Once she
gave me a present on my birthday."

Once!--the minister's wife remembered Rhoda's birthdays and the boys'.
Taken altogether, such a host of little birthdays! But this little
old, old visitor seemed to have had but one.

"My birthday is two days quicker than Aunt 'Livia's is," volunteered
the visitor, sociably. "We're 'most twins, you see. Aunt 'Livia
was fifty-six that time she gave me the present. She's agoing to be
fifty-nine when I give her this quilt--it's taken me ever since to
make it."

The minister's wife looked up from her cutting. So Rebecca Mary was
only fifty-nine!

"It's quite a long quilt," sighed Rebecca Mary. But pride woke in her
eyes as she gazed out on the splendors of the green and purple sea.
"A Thousand Quilt has so many stitches in it, but when you sew'em all
yourself--when you sew every single stitch--" The pride in Rebecca
Mary's grave blue eyes grew and grew.

"Robert," the minister's wife said that night to the minister, "it's
an awful quilt, but you ought to have seen her eyes! It's taken her
three years to make it--maybe you wouldn't be proud yourself!"

"Maybe YOU wouldn't, if Rhoda had made it."

"RHODA! Robert, she sewed one square of patchwork once and it made
her sick. I had to put her to bed. Speaking of 'once' reminds me--
once Rebecca Mary had a birthday present, Robert." She waited a little
anxiously for him to understand. The minister always understood, but
sometimes he made her wait.

"Felicia, are you trying to make me cry?" he said, and she was
satisfied. She went across to him, as she always did when she
wanted to cry herself. The floor was strewn with the tiniest boy's
engine and cars, and she remembered, as she zigzagged among them,
that they had been one of his very last birthday presents.

"It was--Robert, what do you think the present was? I'll give you
three guesses, but I advise you to guess a rooster."

"Thomas Jefferson," murmured the minister, as one who was acquainted.

"Yes, that is his name. How did you remember? She is very fond of
him--he is her intimatest friend, she says. So she is under great
obligations to her aunt. It's a large quilt, but it's none too
large to 'cover' Thomas Jefferson. I'm going to help her buy a
lining and cotton batting."

"Cracked corn will make a good lining, but cotton bat--"

"Robert, this is not a comedy! If you'd seen Rebecca Mary, and
the quilt, you'd call it a tragedy. You couldn't surprise me any
if you told me she'd quilted it herself!"

Down the road from Aunt Olivia's farm, across its southern boundary
fence, romped and shouted all day long the Tony Trumbullses. No one,
except possibly their mother, was quite certain how many of them
there were; it was a dizzy process to take their census. They were
never still, in little brown bare limbs nor shrill voices. From sunup
to sundown the Tony Trumbullses raced and laughed. Certainly they
were happy.

The minister's wife had not dared to tell her Caller of the afternoon
that the minister's children were down there shouting and racing with
the little Tony Trumbullses. Dear, no! --not after Rebecca Mary in
the course of conversation had said that Aunt Olivia did not countenance
the Tony Trumbullses. Rebecca Mary did not say "countenance," but it
meant that.

"Her aunt won't let her play with them, Robert. And she'd like to--
you needn't tell me Rebecca Mary wouldn't like to! I saw it in her
poor little solemn eyes. Besides, she said she asked her aunt once
to let her. Robert, aunts are cruel; I never knew it before. They've
no business bringing up little Rebecca Marys!"

"My dear! Felicia!" But in the minister's eyes was agreement.

Aunt Olivia took afternoon naps with punctilious regularity--Aunt
Olivia herself was punctilious regularity. At half past one, day
upon day, she hung out the dish towel, hung up her kitchen apron,
and walked with unswerving course into her bedroom. There, disposed
upon the dainty bed in rigid lines of unrest, she rested. The naps
were often long ones.

A little after the afternoon that Rebecca Mary spent at the minister's
the birthday quilt was finished. The thousandth tiny piece was neatly
over-'n'-overed to its gorgeous expanse. But Rebecca Mary was not
content. She longed to make it complete. She wanted to surprise
Aunt 'Livia with it, as Aunt 'Livia on that momentous birthday of
her own had surprised her with the little fluff-ball of yellow down
that had grown into Thomas Jefferson. That had been such a beautiful
surprise, but this--Aunt 'Livia had seen the quilt so many, many times!
She had taught Rebecca Mary's stiff little fingers to set the first
stitches in it; she had made her rip out this purple square and that
pink-checked one, and this one and that one and that. Oh, Aunt 'Livia
was ACQUAINTED with the quilt! It would not be much of a surprise.

But Rebecca Mary set her little pointed chin between her little brown
palms and pondered, and out of the pondering grew a plan so ambitious
and so daring that Rebecca Mary gasped in the throes of it. But she
held her ground and entertained it intrepidly. She even grew on
friendly terms with it in the end. Here was a way to surprise Aunt
'Livia; Rebecca Mary would do it! That it would entail an almost
endless amount of work did not daunt her: Rebecca Mary was a Plummer,
and Plummers were not to be daunted. The long vista of patient hours
of trying labor that the plan opened up before her set her blood
tingling like a warrior's on the eve of battle. What were long,
patient hours to a Plummer? Rebecca Mary girded up her loins and
went to meet them.

Thereafter at Aunt Olivia's nap times Rebecca Mary disappeared.
Day upon day, week upon week, she stole quietly away when the door
of Aunt Olivia's bedroom shut. The first time she went oddly loaded
down with what would have appeared--if there had been any one for
it to "appear" to be a bundle of long sticks. She made two trips
into the unknown that first day. The second time the bundle looked
much like that one over which her grave blue eyes had peered at the
minister's wife when she went to spend the afternoon with her.

It was spring when the mysterious disappearances began. It was
summer before Aunt Olivia woke up--not from her nap, but from her
inattention. Quite suddenly she came upon the realization that
Rebecca Mary was not about the house; nor about the grounds, for
she instituted prompt search. She went to all the child's odd
little haunts--the grapery, the orchard, the corn-house, even to
her own beloved back yard, full of sweet-scented hiding-nooks
dear to a child, but sacred ground to Aunt Olivia. Rebecca Mary
sometimes did her "stents" there as a special privilege; she might
be there now, unprivileged. Aunt Olivia's back yard was almost as
full of flowery delights to Rebecca Mary as it was to Aunt Olivia.

The child was not there--not anywhere. Aunt Olivia sought for
Thomas Jefferson to inquire of him, but Thomas Jefferson was
missing too. She went the rounds again. Where could the child be?

It was a hot, stinging day in late June when Aunt Olivia's
suspicions awoke. They had been long in rousing, but, once alert,
they developed rapidly into certainties. Her pale eyes glistened,
her thin nostrils dilated--Aunt Olivia's whole lean, sharp,
unemotional person put on suspicion. The child had gone to see
the Tony Trumbullses.

"My land!" ejaculated Aunt Olivia, "after all my forbidding! And she
a Plummer!" She sat down suddenly as though a little faint. She had never known a Plummer to disobey before; it was a new experience.
It took time to get used to it, and she sat still a long time, rigid
and grim, on the edge of the chair. Then as suddenly as she had sat
down she got up. It could not be--she refused to entertain the
suspicion longer. Rebecca Mary had NOT gone there to that forbidden
place; she was in the garden somewhere. Aunt Olivia, a little stiff
as if from a chill, went once more in search of the child.

"Rebecca! Rebecca Mary!" she called, at regular intervals.
Then sharply, "Rebecca Mary Plummer!" Her voice had thin cadences
of suspicion lurking in it against its will.

But there seemed really no doubt. One by one incriminating circum-
stances occurred to Aunt Olivia. Rebecca Mary had longed to go so
much; the Tony Trumbullses, one at a time or in a tumultuous body,
had urged her so often; she herself had more than once caught the
child gazing wistfully, in passing by, at the bewildering, deafening,
frolics of the little Tony Trumbullses. Once Rebecca Mary had asked
to go barefoot, as they went. Once she had let out the tight little
braids in her neck and rumpled her thin little hair. Once Aunt Olivia
had come upon her PLAYING. The remembrance of it now tightened the
lines around Aunt Olivia's lips. The child had been running wildly
about the yard, shouting in a strange, excited, ridiculous way.
When Aunt Olivia in stern displeasure had demanded explanations,
she had run on recklessly, calling back over her shoulder: "Don't
stop me! I'm a Tony Trumbull!"

"My land!" breathed Aunt Olivia, taking back the suspicion to her
breast. "After all my forbidding she's gone down there. She's BEEN
going down there dear knows how long. She's waited till I took my
naps an' then went. A PLUMMER!"

There was really nowhere else she could have gone. She had never
wanted to go anywhere else, except to the minister's, and Rebecca
Mary was punctilious and would not think of going THERE again till
the minister's wife had returned her visit.

But Aunt Olivia waited. As usual, she went to her room next day at
nap time and closed the door behind her. But when a little figure
slipped down the road towards the forbidden place a moment later,
she was watching behind her blinds. She was groaning as if in pain.

The little figure began to run staidly. Aunt Olivia groaned again.
The child was in a hurry to get there--she couldn't wait to walk!
There was guilt in every motion of the little figure.

"And she runs like a Plummer," groaned Aunt Olivia.

The next day, and the next, Aunt Olivia watched behind her blinds.
The fourth day she put on her afternoon dress and followed the hurrying
little figure. Not at once--Aunt Olivia did not hurry. There was a
sad reluctance in every movement. It seemed a terrible thing to be
following Rebecca Mary--Rebecca Mary Plummer to a forbidden place.

Afar off Aunt Olivia heard faintly the shoutings that always heralded
an approach to the Tony Trumbullses, and shuddered. The tumult kept
growing clearer; she thought she detected a wild, excited little
shout that might be Rebecca Mary's. Her thin lips set into a stern,
straight line.

A splash of red caught Aunt Olivia's eye as she drew nearer the
joyous whirl of little children. Rebecca Mary wore a little tight
red dress. The coil seemed closing in about the child.

Close to the southern boundary fence of Aunt Olivia's land stood
an old empty barn. It had been a place for storing surplus hay,
once, when there had been surplus hay. For many years now it had
been empty. As Aunt Olivia approached it she noticed that its great
sliding door was open. Strange, when for so long it had been shut!

"If that old barn door ain't open!" breathed Aunt Olivia, stopping
in her astonishment. "I ain't seen it open before in these ten years.
Now, what I want to know is, who opened it? Likely as not those
screeching little wild Injuns." She strode across the stubby grass-
ground to the barn and peered into its cool, dim depths. Then Aunt
Olivia uttered a little, bewildered cry. Gradually the dimness took
on light and the whole startling picture within unfolded itself to
her astonished eyes.

Rebecca Mary was quilting. She was stooping earnestly over a gay
expanse of purples and reds and greens. Her little tight red back
was towards Aunt Olivia; it looked bent and strained. Rebecca Mary's
eyes were very close to the gay expanse.

Suddenly Rebecca Mary began to speak, and Aunt Olivia's widened
eyes discovered a great, white rooster pecking about under the quilt.
His big, snowy bulk stood out distinct in the shadow of it.

"I'm glad we're 'most through. Aren't you, Thomas Jefferson? It's
been a pretty LONG quilt. You get sort of tired when you quilt a LONG
quilt. It makes your back creak when you unbend it; and when you
quilt in a barn, of course you can't see without squinching, and it
hurts your eyes to squinch."

Silence again, except for the industrious peck-peck of the great
white rooster. Aunt Olivia stood very still.

"You've been a great help, Thomas Jefferson," began again the voice
of Rebecca Mary, after a little. "I'm very much obliged to you, as
I've said before. I don't know what I should have done without you.
No, you needn't answer. I couldn't hear a word you said. You can't
hear with cotton in both o' your ears," Rebecca Mary sighed. There was no cotton in Aunt Olivia's ears to shut out the soft little sound.
"But of course you have to wear it in, on account o' your conscience.
It's conscience cotton, Thomas Jefferson. I've explained before, but
I don't know's you understood. It seems a little unpolite to wear
it in my ears, with you here keeping me comp'ny. I s'pose you think
it's un--unsociable. But Aunt Olivia doesn't allow me to 'sociate
with the Tony Trumbullses. Oh, Thomas Jefferson, I wish she'd allow
me to 'sociate!"

Aunt Olivia found herself wishing she had conscience cotton in
both o' her ears.

"They're such nice, cheerful little children! It makes you want to
go right over their fence and hollow too." Rebecca Mary pronounced
it "hollow" with careful precision. Aunt Olivia would not approve
of "holler." "And when you can't, you like to listen. But I s'posed
listening to them hollow would be 'sociating. So I put the cotton in."

The joyous "hollowing" broke in waves of glee on Aunt Olivia's
eardrums. It seemed to be assaulting her heart. Oddly, now it
did not sound unmannerly and dreadful. It sounded nice and cheerful.
A Plummer, even, might be happy like that.

"Cotton is a very strange ex--exper'ence, Thomas Jefferson," ran on
the little voice. "At first you 'most can't stand it, but you get
over the worst of it bymeby. Besides, we're getting 'most through now.
Ain't that splendid, Thomas Jefferson? And it's pretty lucky, too,
because Aunt 'Livia's birthday is getting very near. It--it almost
scares me. Doesn't it you? For I don't know how Aunt 'Livia looks
when she's pleased--you think she'll look pleased, don't you, Thomas
Jefferson? It's such a long quilt, and when you've sewed every stitch

If Rebecca Mary had turned round then she would have seen how Aunt
Olivia looked when she was pleased. But the little figure at the
quilting-frame bent steadily to its task, only another soft sigh
stealing into Aunt Olivia's uncottoned ears. Thomas Jefferson pecked
his way towards the open door, and the lean figure there started back
guiltily; Aunt Olivia did not want to be recognized.

"You there under the quilt, Thomas Jefferson?" The little voice
put on tenderness. "Because I'm a-going to tell you something.
Once Aunt 'Livia gave ME a birthday present and it was YOU. Such a
little mite of a yellow chicken! That's why I'm making the quilt
for Aunt 'Livia. It was three years ago; I've loved you ever since,"
added Rebecca Mary, simply.

For an instant Aunt Olivia stopped being a Plummer. A sob crept
into her throat. "Rebecca! Rebecca Mary! Rebecca Mary Plummer!" she
cried, involuntarily. Then she stepped back hastily, glad for the
cotton in Rebecca Mary's ears. For the surprise--she must not spoil
the child's hard-earned surprise. And, besides, Aunt Olivia wanted
to be surprised.

It was a relief to get away. She could not look any longer at the
picture in the great cobwebby barn--the gorgeous quilt spread out
to its full extent, the empty scaffolds above Rebecca Mary stooping
to her work, Thomas Jefferson pecking about the floor. Aunt Olivia
was not old; through all the years ahead of her she would remember
that picture.

She went straight to the southern boundary fence and looked across
at the jubilant little Tony Trumbullses. The one in a red dress
like Rebecca Mary's she singled out with a pointing finger. "YOU come
here," she called. "I won't hurt you; no need to look scairt. Do you
know who I am? I'm Rebecca Mary's aunt. You know who Rebecca Mary is,
don't you?"

"Gracious!" shrilled the little red Tony Trumbull, which Aunt Olivia
took for yes.

"Well, then, you know where I live. You see here--I want you all,
the whole kit o' you, to come to my house tomorrow morning to see
Rebecca Mary. I'm going to say it over again. Tomorrow morning,
to see Rebecca Mary!" setting apart the syllables with the pointing
finger. "You can play in my back yard," said Aunt Olivia, sublimely
unconscious of slang.

The Bible Dream

Rebecca Mary sat on the kitchen steps, shelling peas and trying not
to listen. She had begun a hummy little tune to help out, but in the
interstices of rattling peas and the verses of the tune she could
distinctly hear some of the things Aunt Olivia and the Caller were
saying. This was one of the things:

"She's offered a reward, but _I_ don't calculate there's much chance
she'll ever see it again."

A sigh followed. The voice was the Caller's, the sigh Aunt Olivia's.

"It's queer where it ever went to!" Aunt Olivia's voice.

"Yes, it's all o' QUEER," the Caller's, with mysterious hints in it
that made Rebecca Mary, out on the doorsteps, shudder suddenly and
forget where she was in the tune. Oh, oh, dear, did they s'pose--
they couldn't s'pose it had been STOLEN?

Rebecca Mary's little hard brown hand stopped halfway to the pea-basket
and fell limply at her side on the doorstep. It made a little thud as
it fell. Rebecca Mary's horrified gaze wandered out into the glare of
sunshine where wandered Thomas Jefferson, stepping daintily, hunting
bugs. That was his day's work. Thomas Jefferson was a hard worker.

The voices went on, but Rebecca Mary did not heed them now; she was
looking at Thomas Jefferson, but she did not see him. Not until--it
happened. On a sudden Thomas Jefferson, forgetful of dignity, made a
swoop for something that glittered in the grass. Then Rebecca Mary saw
him--then started to her feet with an inarticulate little cry, while in
her honest brown eyes the horror grew. Oh, oh, dear, what was that
Thomas Jefferson had swooped for? For a brief instant it had glittered
in the grass--Rebecca Mary knew in her soul that it had glittered.

Thomas Jefferson stretched his sheeny neck, curved it ridiculously,
and crowed. It sounded like a crow of triumph; that was the way he
crowed when the bug had been a delicious one.

The Caller was coming out, Aunt Olivia with her. Rebecca Mary could
hear the crackle of their starched skirts; Aunt Olivia's crackled
loudest. Rebecca Mary had always had a queer feeling that Aunt Olivia
herself was starched. There had never been a time when she could not
remember her carrying her head very stiffly and straight and never
bending her back. Nobody else in the world, Rebecca Mary reflected
proudly, could pick up a pin without bending. SHE couldn't, herself,
even after she had privately practiced a good deal.

"Good afternoon, Rebecca Mary; you out here?" the Caller nodded
pleasantly. Folks had such queer ways of saying things. How could
you say good afternoon to anybody if she WASN'T here?

"Didn't you hear Mrs. Dixey, Rebecca Mary? I guess you've forgot your
manners," came in Aunt Olivia's crisp tones.

"Oh yes'm, I have. I mean I DID. Yes'm, thank you, I'm out here,"
quavered Rebecca Mary. She was not afraid of the Caller and she had
never been afraid of Aunt Olivia, but the horror that was settling
round her heart made her clear little voice unsteady. Her eyes were
still following Thomas Jefferson on his mincing travels about the yard.
The sunshine was on his splendid white coat, but Rebecca Mary felt no
pride in him.

"Ain't that the han'somest rooster! You ought to show him at the fair,
I declare! See how his feathers glisten in the sun!"

"Thomas Jefferson belongs to Rebecca Mary," Aunt Olivia said, briefly.
"She raised him."

"My! Well, he's han'some enough. Ain't it amusing how a nice-feeling
rooster like that will go stepping round as if he felt about too toppy
to live! He'd ought to wear diamonds."

"Oh, oh, dear, please don't!" breathed Rebecca Mary, softly, but neither
of the women heard her.

"Well, well, I must be going. I've made a regular visit. But I tell
John when I get away from home, it feels so good I STAY! 'I don't get
away any too often,' I says, 'and I guess I've earnt the right.' Well,
I must be going if I'm ever going to! Good-bye, Miss Plummer--good-bye,
Rebecca Mary. All is, I hope Mis' Avery's boarder'll find her diamond,
don't you? But I don't calculate she will. Well, good afternoon. She
hadn't ought to have wore the ring, when she knew it was loose in the
setting like that. Some folks are just that careless! Well--"

But Rebecca Mary did not hear the rest of the Caller's leave-taking.
She had slipped away to Thomas Jefferson out in the sun.

"Oh, come here--come here with me!" she cried, intensely. "Come out
behind the barn where we can talk. I've got to say something to you
that's awful! I've GOT to, you've got to listen, Thomas Jefferson."

It was still and terribly hot in the treeless glare behind the barn,
but it was all in the day's work to Thomas Jefferson. Behind the barn
was a beautiful place for bugs.

"Listen! Oh, you poor dear, you've got to listen!" Rebecca Mary cried.
"You've got to stop hunting for bugs--and don't you dare to crow!
If you crow, Thomas Jefferson, it will break my heart. I don't
s'pose you know what you've done--I don't know as you'vedone it--but
there's something awful happened. Oh, Thomas Jefferson, it glittered--
I saw it glitter!" Suddenly Rebecca Mary stooped and gathered Thomas
Jefferson into her arms. She held him with a passionate clasp against
her flat little calico breast. He was HERS. He was all the intimate
friend she had ever had. He had been her little downy baby and slept in
her hand. She had fed him and watched him grow and been proud of him.
He was her all.

"Oh, Thomas Jefferson, Thomas Jefferson, what was it that glittered in
the grass? Tell me and I'll believe you. Say it was a little piece
o' glass and I'll put you down and go get you some corn, and we'll
never speak of it again. But don't look at me like that--don't look
at me like that! You look--GUILTY!"

She rocked him in her arms. In her soul she knew what it was that had
glittered. But in Thomas Jefferson's soul--oh, they could not blame
Thomas Jefferson!

"You haven't got any soul, poor dear; poor dear, you haven't got any
soul, and you can't be guilty without a soul. They couldn't--
hang--you." Her voice sank to the merest whisper. She tightened
her clasp on the great, soft body and smoothed the soft feathers
with a tender, tremulous little hand.

"The Lord didn't put anything in you but a stomach and a--a gizzard.
He left your soul out and you're not to blame for that. I don't blame
you, Thomas Jefferson, and of course the Lord don't. But Mrs. Avery's
boarder--oh, oh, dear, I'm afraid Mrs. Avery's boarder will! You
mustn't tell--I mean I mustn't. Nobody must know what it was that
glittered in the grass. Do you want to be--searched?

"You know 'xactly where she sat over to this house yesterday morning,
when she went by--and how she said you were too sweet for anything--
and how she flew her hand round with--with IT on it. You know as well
as I do. And it was loose, the di'mond-stone was loose. We didn't
either of us know that. We're not to blame if things are loose, and
you're not to blame for not having any soul. But oh, oh, dear, how
dreadfully it makes us both feel! You'd better give up crowing, Thomas
Jefferson; I feel just as if you'd let it out if you crew."

At tea Rebecca Mary played with her spoon, while her berries swam,
untasted, in their yellow sea of cream. Aunt Olivia remonstrated.

"Why don't you eat your supper, child?" she asked, sharply. Rebecca
Mary was always glad when she said child instead of Rebecca Mary, for
then the sharpness did not cut. She was feeling now for the glasses
up in her thin gray hair. Aunt Olivia could see everything through
those glasses and it made Rebecca Mary tremble to think--oh, oh, dear,
suppose she should see the secret hidden in Rebecca Mary's soul! It
seemed as if Aunt Olivia trained the glasses directly upon the corner
where the secret glittered in the gra--was hidden in Rebecca Mary's
troubled little soul. But this is what Aunt Olivia said:

"It's your stomach. What you need is a good dose of camomile tea to
tone you up. I didn't give you any this spring, for a wonder. Now you
go right up to bed and I'll set some to steeping. Does it hurt you any?"

"Oh yes'm," murmured Rebecca Mary, sadly, but she meant her soul and
Aunt Olivia meant her stomach. She mounted the steep stairs to her
little eavesdropping room and slipped her small spare body out of her clothes into her scant little nightgown. It was rather a relief to go
to bed. If she could have been sure that Thomas Jefferson--but, no,
Thomas Jefferson was not in bed. As Rebecca Mary lay and waited for
her camomile tea she was certain she could hear him stepping about
under the window. Once he came directly under and "crew," and then
Rebecca Mary hid her head in the pillow for he was letting it out.

"Cock-a-doodle-do--ooo, did-you-see-me-swoo-oo-OOP-it-up?" crowed
Thomas Jefferson, under the window. Rebecca Mary with her eyes
pillow-deep could see him stretching his neck and letting it out.
It seemed to her everybody could hear him--Aunt Olivia downstairs,
steeping camomile 'blows, and Mrs. Avery's boarder across the fields.

"Aunt Olivia," whispered Rebecca Mary, while she sipped her bitter
tea a little later, "how much - I suppose precious things cost a
great deal, don't they?"

"My grief!" Aunt Olivia set down the bowl and felt of Rebecca Mary's
temples, then of her wrists. The child was out of her head.

"Di'mond-stones like--like that boarder's--I suppose those cost a
great deal? As much as--how much as, Aunt Olivia?"

"My grief, don't you worry about any di'mond-stones! YOU haven't
lost any. What you'll lose will be your health, if you don't swallow
down the rest o' this tea and go right to sleep like a good girl!
No, no, I'm not going to answer any questions. Drink this; swallow
it down."

Rebecca Mary swallowed it down, but she did not go right to sleep
like a good girl. She lay on the hard little bed and thought of many
things, or of one thing many times. Over and over, wearily, drearily,
until the sin of Thomas Jefferson became her sin. She adopted it.

When at last she dropped to sleep it was to dream a Bible dream.
Usually Rebecca Mary liked to dream Bible dreams, but not this one.
This one was different. This one was of Abraham and Isaac. She thought
she was right there and saw Abraham build the little altar and offer
up--no, it wasn't Isaac! It was Thomas Jefferson. And the Abraham in
her dream was turning into HER. The flowing white robes were dwindling
to a little scant white nightgown. She stood a little way off and saw
herself offering up Thomas Jefferson. It was a dreadful dream.

The night was a perfectly black one, the kind that Rebecca Mary was
afraid of. It was the only thing in the world she had ever been
afraid of--a black night. But after the dream she got up stealthily
and slipped through the blackness, out to Thomas Jefferson. It was
only out to the little lean-to shed, but it seemed a very long way to
Rebecca Mary. The blackness pressed up against her, she put out her
little, trembling hands and pushed through it.

"Thomas Jefferson! Thomas Jefferson!" she called softly. But he was a
sound sleeper, she remembered; she would have to find him and wake him.
In the darkness she felt about on Thomas Jefferson's perch for Thomas
Jefferson . When the little groping hand came upon something very soft
and warm, the other hand went up to join it, and together they lifted
Thomas Jefferson down. He gave a protesting croak, and then, because he
was acquainted with the clasp of the two small hands, and night or day
liked it, he went back to his interrupted dreams and said not another
word. Thomas Jefferson had never dreamed a Bible dream--never heard of
Abraham or Isaac, had no soul to be disquieted.

With her burden against her breast Rebecca Mary pushed back through
the darkness, up to the black little room under the eaves. She felt
about for her little carpet-covered shoe box and gently crowded the
great white bulk into it. Then she crept back into bed and lay on the
outer edge with her loving, light little hand on Thomas Jefferson's
feathers. The trouble in her burdened soul poured itself out.

"Oh, Thomas Jefferson," she whispered down to the heap of soft
feathers, "I'm going to smooth you this way all night for tomorrow
you die!" Her voice even in a whisper had a solemn, inspired note.
"There's no other way; you'll have to make up your mind to be
willing. It's going to break my heart, and, oh, I'm afraid it will
break yours! I'm afraid it will kill us both!"

Thomas Jefferson uttered a mournful little croaky sound that might
have been "ET TU, BRUTE?" It pierced Rebecca Mary's breast. "There,
hush, poor dear, poor dear, and rest. You'll need all your sleep,"
she crooned softly and brokenly. "Tomorrow morning I'll give you
some beautiful corn, and then--and then I'm going to take you to Mrs.
Avery's boarder and tell her the worst. I'm going to give you up,
Thomas Jefferson; and I'm the best friend you've got in the world!
But I've got to, I've got to--I've got to! It's been revealed to me
in a dream. There was a man once in the Bible, named Abraham, and
there was his dearly beloved little boy named Isaac. And now here's
me named Rebecca Mary, and dearly beloved you named Thomas Jefferson.
Oh, I don't suppose you can understand; I suppose you're asleep.
You'll never know how it feels to give up your dearly belovedest, but
oh, oh, dear, you'll know how it feels to be given up! You'll be
one o' the blessed martyrs, Thomas Jefferson--doesn't that comfort
you a little speck? Oh, why don't you wake up and be comforted?

"The Lord excused Abraham, after all. But this isn't the Lord, it's
Mrs. Avery's boarder. I'm afraid she isn't the Lord's kind--I'm
afraid not, Thomas Jefferson. I don't dare to let you hope; I've
got to prepare you for the worst."

She caught up the big, white fellow with sudden, irresistible
yearning and sat up with him and rocked him back and forth in her arms.
She began a muffled, sad little tune like a wail. The words were
terrible words.

"I'll hold you in my arms. I'll rock you--rock you--rock you. For
tomorrow, oh, to-MOR-row you--must--die! Aber-a-ham offered Isaac,

Over and over, then tenderly she lowered Thomas Jefferson to the
shoe box again.

When Aunt Olivia came up in the morning, vaguely alarmed because
it was so late and no Rebecca Mary stirring, she had news to tell.
Someone going by had told her something.

"Well, that woman's found her 'di'mond-stone,'--how are you feeling
this morning, child? It was in her pocket where she'd put her hand
in and felt round! So all that fuss for noth--"

Suddenly Aunt Olivia stopped, for without warning, out of a box at
the bedside stalked a great white rooster and flew to the foot board
and "crew":

It was glass that glittered in the grass,
And all the time I knew-oo-ooo!"

"My grief?" Aunt Olivia gasped.

The Cookbook Diary

Rebecca Mary decided to keep a diary. It was not an inspiration,
though it was rather like one in its suddenness. Of course she had
always known that Aunt Olivia kept a diary. When she was very small
she had stretched a-tiptoe and with little pointing forefinger counted
rows and rows of little black books that Aunt Olivia had "kept."
Each little black book had its year-label pasted neatly on the back.
Rebecca Mary breathed deep breaths of awe, there were so many of them.
There must be so much weather in those little black books--so many
pleasant days, rainy days, storms, and snows!

It was Rebecca Mary who remembered that it was Tuesday, and that it
had showered a little Wednesday--shone Thursday--showered again on
Friday. Rebecca Mary was the jog to Aunt Olivia's memory. It gave
her now, at the beginning of her own diary career, an experienced
feeling, as if she knew already how to keep a diary. It made it seem
a much simpler matter to begin.

And then, of course, the minister's littlest little boy--really it
was the minister's littlest little boy who had started Rebecca Mary.
He had volunteered a peep into his own diary, and made whispered
explanations and suggestions. He let Rebecca Mary read some of the
entries: "MUNDY, plesent and good. TUSDY, rany and bad. WENSDY,
sum plesent and not good enuf to hirt. THIRSDY " but he had hastily
withdrawn the book at "Thirsdy," and a tidal-wave of warm red blood
had flowed up over his little brown ears and in around all the little
brown islands of his freckles. So Rebecca Mary had begun hastily to
talk of other things. For the minister's littlest little boy had
explained that the first Statement in each entry referred to the
weather and the second to the deportment of the writer, and Rebecca
Mary had remarked a sympathetic resemblance between the two statements.
She had caught a fleeting glimpse of the weather part of "Thirsdy"--
she could guess the rest. Better let the curtain fall on "Thirsdy."
On her way home Rebecca Mary decided to keep a diary herself. Her
first day's record had been a good deal like the "Mundy" of the
minister's littlest little boy, only there were more a's in the
weather. After that, little by little, she branched out into a certain
originality--the Rebecca Mary sort. If she had not been hampered by
circumstances, it would have been easier to be original. The most
hampering circumstance was the cookbook itself, which she was driven
to use in her new undertaking. There was room on the blank leaves and
above and below the recipes for cake and pudding and pie. The book was
one Aunt Olivia had given her long ago to draw impossible pictures in.

In the beginning Rebecca Mary tried pasting pieces of "empty" paper
over the pies and puddings and cakes, but the empty paper was too
transparent. In rather startling places things were liable to show

As: "SUNDAY.--It rained a level teaspoonful. Aunt Olivia and I went
to church. The text was thou shalt not steal 1 cups of sour milk--"
Rebecca Mary got no farther than that. She was a little appalled at
the result thus far, and hastily turned a page and began again in a blank space where no intrusive pudding could break through and corrupt.
Thereafter she wrote above and below the recipes and pasted no more
thin veils over them. It seemed safer.

Aunt Olivia, apparently oblivious to what was going on, yet saw and
did not disapprove. It was to be expected that the child should come into her inheritance sometime, early or late. If early--well.

"It's the Plummer in her. All the Plummers have kept diaries," Aunt
Olivia mused, knitting stolidly on while the child stooped painfully
to her self-imposed task. The quaint resemblance to herself at her
own diary-writing did not escape her, and she smiled a little in the
Aunt Olivia way that scarcely stirred her lips. Aunt Olivia smiled
oftener now when she looked at the child. She was "failing" a little,
Plummerly. Between the two of them, little Plummer and big, stretched
of late a tie woven of sheets and a gorgeous quilt of a thousand bits.
It was not very visible to the naked eye, but they were both rather
shyly conscious that it was there. They would never be quite so far
apart again.

Rebecca Mary took her diary out to the haunts of Thomas Jefferson and
read aloud selections to him, with an odd, conscious little air, as
though she were graduating. The great white fellow was a sympathetic
auditor, if silence and extreme gravity count. Only once did he ever
make comments, and Rebecca Mary could never quite make up her mind
whether he laughed then or applauded. When a great white rooster
elongates his neck, crooks it ridiculously, flaps his wings and crows,
it's hard telling exactly what feeling prompts him. But Rebecca
reasoned from past experience and her faith in him--he had never
laughed at her before. It was applause. The especial entry which
evoked it was the one that first mentioned an allowance.

"'THURSDAY.--I think I'm going to--'" read Rebecca Mary slowly; and it
was significant that on this Thursday there was no weather. "'I havent
desided--I don't KNOW, but I think I'm going to ask Aunt Olivia to pay
me 5 cents a weak. Rhoda says you call it an alowance, and I supose
she knows. She is the minnister's daughter. She has 10 cents a weak
unless shes bad and then she pays the minnister an alowance. He charges
her 1 cent a sin and he gives it to somebody who is indignant--I think
Rhoda said indignant. Then I should think he would give it back to
Rhoda. I shant only ask Aunt Olivia for 5 cents--I think she will be
more likely. I havent desided but I THINK I shall ask her tomorrow
after her knap. After knaps you are more rested and maybe things dont
look just as they do before knaps.

"'FRIDAY.--I think Ide better wait untill tomorrow. Her knap was
rather short. Ive desided to say you needent alow but 4 if 5 is too
mutch. If she alows Im going to buy me some crimpers. Rhodas curls
natchurally but she says you can crimp it if it doesent. I have begun
to look at myself in the glass and it fritens me--I guess there ought
to be a gh in that--to see how homebly I am. I wonder if it doesent
kind of scare Aunt Olivia. Prehaps if I was pretty like Rhoda she
would call me darling and dear instead of Rebecca Mary. I dont blame
her mutch because I LOOK like Rebecca Mary.

"'SATURDAY.--I think Sunday will be the best time to ask her, just
after she gets home from meeting and has rolled her bonnet strings up,
espesialy if the minnister preaches on the Lord lovething a cheerful
giver. I am hopeing he will. If I dont get the crimpers Ime going to
give up looking in the glass. For I think Ime growing homeblyer right
along. Theres something the matter with my nose. Rhodas doesent run
up hill. I never thought about noses before. Aunt Olivias is a little
quear too but I like it became its Aunt Olivias nose. I wish I knew if
Aunt Olivia liked mine. I wish we were better akquainted.

"'SUNDAY.--I wish the Lord had created mine curly because I dont dass
to ask Aunt Olivia. I don't dass to, so there. It scares my throat.
I supose its because aunts arnt mothers--seems as if youd dass to ask
your MOTHER. I hate to be scart on acount of being a Plummer. Im
afraid Im the only Plummer that ever was--'"

The reading suddenly stopped here. This was Sunday, and the last entry
was fresh from Rebecca Mary's pencil.

"Thomas Jefferson!" stormed Rebecca Mary, in a little gust of passion,
"don't you ever TELL I was scared! As long as you live!--cross your
heart!--oh, I wish I hadn't read that part to you! You're a Plummer
too, and you never were scared, and you can't understand--"

The diary was clutched to Rebecca Mary's little flat breast, and with a
swirl of starched Sunday skirts the child was gone. She went straight
to Aunt Olivia. Red spots of shame flamed in both sallow little cheeks;
resolution sat astride her little uphill nose. She could not bear to
go, but it was easier than being ashamed. The pointing fingers of all
the Plummers pushed her on. Go she must, or be a coward. Long ago--
it seemed long to Rebecca Mary--she had stood up straight and stanch
and refused to make any more sheets. Was that little girl who had
dared, THIS little girl who was afraid? Should that little girl be
ashamed of this one?

"Aunt Olivia," steadily, though Rebecca Mary's heart was pounding
hard-- "Aunt Olivia, are--are you well off?"

She had not meant to begin like that, but afterwards she was glad that
she had.

"My grief!" Aunt Olivia ejaculated in her surprise. What would the
child ask next? "Am I well off? If you mean rich, no, I ain't."

"Oh! Then you're--why, I didn't think about your being poor!
I shouldn't have thought of asking--that makes a great difference.
I never thought of THAT!"

She was off before Aunt Olivia had fully recovered her breath, and
the stumping of her heavy little shoes going upstairs was the only
distinctly audible sound. In her own room Rebecca Mary stopped,

Oh, I'm glad I didn't get as far as ASKING!" she breathed aloud.
"I never thought about her being poor--of course then I wouldn't ask!"

But she squared her shoulders and stood up, straight and unashamed.
For she had vindicated herself. She had been ready to ask. She could
look that other little girl of the sheets in the face. The Other
Little Girl was there, coming to meet her as she advanced to the
little looking glass above the table. But Rebecca Mary waved her
back peremptorily.

"Go right back!" she said. "I only came to tell you I wasn't a coward
--that's all. Good-bye. For I'm not coming any more. You're sorry
I'm homely, and I'm sorry you are, but it doesn't do any good for us
to look at each other and groan. It will make us unsatisfied. So I
shall turn you back to the wall--good-bye."

But for a very ***?*** instant they looked sadly into each other's
little lean brown-yellow faces. It was a brief ceremony of farewell.
"Good-bye," smiled Rebecca Mary, bravely. And the lips of The Other
Little Girl moved as though saying it too. The Other Little Girl
smiled. And neither of them knew that just then she was beautiful.

Aunt Olivia was trying to meet her own courage test. She had been
trying a good many days. Duty--stern, unswerving duty--bade her
inspect Rebecca Mary's little cookbook diary. Should she not know--
ought she not to know the thoughts that were brewing in the child's
mind? How else could she bring her up properly?

"Read it," Duty said, "find out. Are you afraid?"

"I'm ashamed," groaned Aunt Olivia. "Do you think Rebecca Mary would
read my diary?"

"Is Rebecca Mary bringing you up?"

Aunt Olivia sometimes thought so. The puzzle that she had begun to
try to solve when Rebecca Mary's white, death-struck mother had laid
her baby in Aunt Olivia's unaccustomed arms was getting a little more
difficult every day. Some days Aunt Olivia wondered if she ought to
give it up. Oh, this bringing up--this bringing up of little children!

"If I must," groaned Aunt Olivia, and got as far as taking the
little diary in her hands. But she got no farther. She laid it
gently down again.

"I can't," she said, firmly, but she could not look Duty in the face
as she said it. She had always listened to Duty before.

"You know you ought to--"

"Yes, I know, but I can't! It seems a shameful thing to do. I'm sure
I've tried often enough--you know I've tried--"

"I know--that was good practice. Now stop trying and read it!"

Aunt Olivia flamed up. "I tell you I won't! It's a shameful thing.
If I found Rebecca Mary reading one of my diaries, I should send her
to bed--"

"Read hers and go to bed yourself. It's your duty to read it.
When you bring up a child--"

"I never will again!"

Aunt Olivia read it, with the relentless grip of Duty holding her
to the task. But flame spots crept up through the sallow of her thin
cheeks and made what atonement they could.

It did not take long, though some of the pages she read twice.
The weatherless week, when Rebecca Mary had put off her "asking"
from day to day, Aunt Olivia went back to the third time. When she
closed the little book it was not a Plummer face she lifted it to
and laid it against for the space of a breath--a Plummer face would
not have been wet.

Then she Whirled upon Duty. "Well, I've done it--I hope you're

"It had to be done," calm Duty responded. "If you think it will
make you feel any better, you can send yourself to bed."

"I'm going to," sighed Aunt Olivia, slipping away to her room.
A strange little yearning was upon her to hunt up Rebecca Mary and
call her darling and dear. But in her heart she knew she should
not have the courage to do it. Here was another Plummer coward!

"Why are some people made like me?" she thought--"so it kills 'em to
say anything anyways tenderish. Seems to be too much for their vocal
organs--they'd rather do a week's washing!"

Other thoughts came to Aunt Olivia as she lay on her bed, doing her
whimsical penance for violating the sanctity of the little old
cookbook. She was not comfortable. It was a hard bed--nothing was
soft of Aunt Olivia's. She moved about on it uneasily.

"When they're dead, we're willing enough to say tenderish things to
'em," her musings ran. "We wish we HAD then. I suppose if Rebecca
Mary was--"

She got no farther for the sudden horror that was upon her--that sent
her to her feet and to the door. But there she stopped in the blessed
relief that drifted in to her on a child's laugh. Somewhere out there
Rebecca Mary was laughing in her subdued, sweet way. A cracked, shrill
crow followed--Thomas Jefferson was laughing too.

Rebecca Mary was not dead. There was time to say a "tenderish"
thing to her before she lay--before that. Aunt Olivia shut her eyes
resolutely to the vision that had intruded upon her musings. It was
Rebecca Mary who was laughing somewhere out there that she wanted to see.

The next day was Sunday, and in the quiet of the long afternoon Rebecca
Mary read aloud again to Thomas Jefferson. It was from the little
cookbook diary. Thomas Jefferson was pecking about the long grass of
the orchard.

"0h, listen!" cried Rebecca Mary, her eyes unwontedly shining. "Listen
to this, Thomas Jefferson!

"'SATURDAY.--Wind northwest by Mrs. Tupper's Weather vain. Something
happened yesterday. Aunt Olivia didn't say it, but she most did.
She came right out of her bedroom and I saw it in her face! "Dear"--
"darling,"--they were both there, and she was looking at me! Nobody
EVER looked "dear" "darling" at me before. I suppose my mother would
have. If I hadent had another mother I think I should like to have
had Aunt Olivia.

"'You feel that way more after you get akquainted. When I get VERY
akquainted prehaps I shall tell Aunt Olivia. Its quear, I think, how
it isent as easy to say some things as it is to think them. You can
wright them easier too. I am glad Ime keeping a diary because I can
wright about yesterday and what happenned. I shall read it to my grand
children--to be continude.

"'SUNDAY'--that's today, Thomas Jefferson,--'SUNDAY.--This is yesterday
continude, because there was too mutch for one day. Something else
beutiful happenned. My Aunt Olivia said to me as folows, I have
desided to pay you a weakly alowance of 10 cents a weak Rebecca Mary.
And I never asked her to. And she never said anything about charging
me for my sins. I was going to ask her but I found out she was poor.
That was a mistake, she isent. She must be SOME well of I think for
10 cents seams a great deal to have of your own every weak. But I
shant buy crimpers. Ime going to buy a present for Aunt Olivia byamby.
Ime very happy. I wish I knew how to spell hooray.'"

Suddenly Rebecca Mary was on her feet, waving the cookbook jubilantly.

"Hoo-ray! Hoo-ray! Thomas Jefferson!" she shouted, surprising the
gentle Sunday calm. She surprised Thomas Jefferson, too, but he was
equal to the occasion--Thomas Jefferson was a gentleman.

"Hoo-ra-a-a-ay!" he crowed, splendidly, with a fine effect of clapping
his hands.

This time there could be no doubt. This was applause.

The Bereavement

Thomas Jefferson was losing his appetite. Even Aunt Olivia noticed
it, but it did not worry her as it did Rebecca Mary.

"He's always had as many appetites as a cat's got lives--he's got
eight good ones left," she said, calmly.

But Rebecca Mary was not calm. It seemed to her that Thomas Jefferson
was getting thinner every day.

"Oh, I can feel your bones!" she cried, in distress. "Your bones are
coming through, you poor, dear Thomas Jefferson! Won't you eat just
one more kernel of corn--just this one for Rebecca Mary? I'd do it
for you. Shut your eyes and swallow it right down and you'll never
know it."

That day Thomas Jefferson listened to pleading, but not the next day--
nor the next. He went about dispiritedly, and the last few times that
he crowed it made Rebecca Mary cry. Even Aunt Olivia shook her head.

"I could do it better than that myself," she said, soberly.

Rebecca Mary hunted bugs and angleworms and arranged them temptingly
in rows, but the big, white rooster passed them by with a feeble peck
or two. Bits of bread failed to tempt him, or even his favorite
cooky crumbs. His eighth appetite departed--his seventh, sixth,
fifth, fourth.

"He lost his third one yesterday," lamented Rebecca Mary, "and today
he's lost his second. It's pretty bad when he hasn't only one left,
Aunt Olivia."

"Pretty bad," nodded Aunt Olivia. She was stirring up a warm mush.
When Rebecca Mary had gone upstairs she took it to Thomas Jefferson
and commanded him to eat. He was beyond coaxing--perhaps he needed

Rebecca Mary thought Aunt Olivia did not care, and it added a new
sting to her pain. There was that time that Aunt Olivia said she
wished the Lord hadn't ever created roosters--Thomas Jefferson had
just scratched up her pansy seeds. And the time when she wished Thomas
Jefferson was dead; did she wish that now? Was she--was she glad he was
going to be dead?

For Rebecca Mary had given up hope. She was not reconciled, but she
was sure. She spent all her spare time with the big, gaunt, pitiful
fellow, trying to make his last days easier. She knew he liked to
have her with him.

"You do, don't you, dear?" she said. She had never called him "dear"
before. She realized sadly that this was her last chance. "You do
like to have me here, don't you? You'd rather? Don't try to crow--
just nod your head a little if you do." And the big, white fellow's
head had nodded a little, she was sure. She put out her loving little
brown hand and caressed it. "I knew you did, dear. Oh, Thomas
Jefferson, Thomas Jefferson, don't die! PLEASE don't--think of the
good times we'll have if you won't! Think of the--the grasshoppers--
the bugs, Thomas Jefferson--the cookies! Won't you think?--won't you
try to be a little bit hungry?"

Rebecca Mary knew what it was to be hungry and not be able to eat,
but to be able to eat and not be hungry--this was away and beyond her
experience. The sad puzzle of it she could not solve.

One day the minister had a rather surprising summons to perform his
priestly functions. The summoner was Rebecca Mary. She appeared like
a sombre little shadow in his sunny sermon room. The minister's wife
ushered her in, and in the brief instant of opening the door and
announcing her name flashed him a warning glance. He had been
acquainted so long with her glances that he was able to interpret this
one with considerable accuracy. "All right," he glanced back. No, he
would not smile--yes, he would remember that it was Rebecca Mary.

"Do what she asks you," flashed the minister's wife's glance.

"All right," flashed the minister. Then the door closed.

"Thomas Jefferson is dying," Rebecca Mary began, hurriedly. "I came
to see if you'd come."

In spite of himself the minister gasped. Then, as the situation dawned
clearly upon him, his mouth corners began--in spite of themselves--to
curve upward. But in time he remembered the minister's wife, and drew
them back to their centres of gravity. He waited a little. It was safer.

"Aunt Olivia isn't at home and I'm glad. She doesn't care. Perhaps
she would laugh. Oh, I know," appealed Rebecca Mary, piteously,
"I know he's a rooster! It isn't because I don't know--but he's FOLKS
to me! You needn't do anything but just smooth his feathers a little
and say the Lord bless you. I thought perhaps you'd come and do that.
_I_ could, but I wanted you to, because you're a minister. I thought--
I thought perhaps you'd try and forget he's a rooster."

"I will," the minister said, gently. Now his lips were quite grave.
He took Rebecca Mary's hand and went with her.

"He's a good man," murmured the minister's wife, watching them go.
She had known he would go.

"He was one of my parishioners," the minister was saying for the
comforting of Rebecca Mary. Unconsciously he used the past tense, as
one speaks of those close to death. It was well enough, for already
big, gaunt, white Thomas Jefferson was in the past tense.

Rebecca Mary chronicled the sad event in her diary:

"Tomas Jefferson passed away at ten minutes of three this afternoon
blessed are them that die in the Lord. The minnister did not get
here in time. I wish I had asked him to run for he is a very good
minnister and would have. He helped me berry him in the cold cold
ground and we sang a him. I dident ask him to pray because he was
only a rooster, but he was folks to me. I loved him. It is very
lonesome. I dred wakening up tomorrow because he always crowed under
my window. The Lord gaveth and the Lord has taken away."

This last Rebecca Mary erased once, but she wrote it again after a
moment's thought. For, she reasoned, it was the Lord part of Aunt
Olivia which had given Thomas Jefferson to her. In the primitive
little creed of Rebecca Mary every one had a Lord part, but some
people's was very small. Not Aunt Olivia's--she had never gauged Aunt
Olivia's Lord part; it would not have been consistent with her ideas
of loyalty.

It was very lonely, as Rebecca Mary had known it would be. At best
her life had never been overfull of companionships, and the sudden
taking-off--it seemed sudden, as all deaths do--of Thomas Jefferson
was hard to bear. Strange how blank a space one great, white rooster
can leave behind him!

The yard and the orchard seemed full of blank spaces, though in a way
Thomas Jefferson's soul seemed to frequent his old beloved haunts.
Rebecca Mary could not see it pecking daintily about, but she felt it
was there.

"His soul isn't dead," she persisted, gently. She clung to the
comfort of that. And one morning she thought she heard again Thomas
Jefferson's old, cheery greeting to the sunrise. The sound she thought
she heard woke her instantly. Was it Thomas Jefferson's soul crowing?

"Aunt Olivia isent sorry," chronicled the diary, sadly. "Prehaps shes
glad. Once she wished the Lord had forgot to create roosters. But she
was ever kind to Tomas Jefferson, considdering the seeds he scrached
up. That was his besittingest sin and I know he is sorry now. I wish
Aunt Olivia was sorry."

Nothing was ever said between the two about Rebecca Mary's loss, but
Aunt Olivia recognized the keenness of it to the child. She worried
a little about it; it reminded her of that other time of worry when
Rebecca Mary and she had nearly starved. Sheets and roosters--there
were so many worries in the world.

That other time she went to the minister, this time to the minister's
wife. One afternoon she went and carried her work.

"You know about children," she began, without loss of time. "What
happens when they lose their appetite over a dead rooster?"

"Thomas Jefferson?" breathed the minister's wife, softly.

"Yes--he's dead and buried, and she's mourning for him. I set three
tarts on for dinner today, and I set three tarts AWAY after dinner.
Rebecca Mary is fond of tarts. What should you do if it was Rhoda?"

"Oh---Rhoda--why, I think I should get her another rooster, or a cat
or something, to get her mind off. But Rhoda isn't Rebecca Mary--"

Aunt Olivia folded up her work. She got up briskly.

"They've got a white rooster down to the Trumbullses'," she said.
"I guess I better go right down now; Tony Trumbull is liable to
be at home just before supper. I'm very much obliged to you for
your advice."

"Did I advise her?" murmured the minister's wife, watching the resolute
swing of Aunt Olivia's skirts as she strode away. "I was going to tell
her that what would cure my Rhoda might not cure Rebecca Mary. Well, I
hope it will work," but she was sure it wouldn't. She had grown a
little acquainted with Rebecca Mary.

It was the new, white rooster crowing, instead of the soul of Thomas
Jefferson. Rebecca Mary found out after she had dressed and gone
downstairs. Soon after that she appeared in the kitchen doorway with
an armful of snowy feathers. Aunt Olivia, over her muffin pans, eyed
her with secret delight. The cure was working sooner than she had
dared to expect.

"This is the Tony Trumbullses' rooster; if I hurry I guess I can
carry him back before breakfast," Rebecca Mary said from the doorway.
"I'll run, Aunt Olivia."

"Carry him back!" Aunt Olivia's muffin spoon dropped into the bowl
of creamy batter. One look at Rebecca Mary convinced her that the
cure had not begun to work. Imperceptibly she stiffened. "He ain't
anybody's but mine. I've bought him," she explained, briefly.
"You set him down and feed him with these crumbs--he ain't human if
he don't like cloth-o'-gold cake."

But the child in the doorway, after gently releasing the great fellow,
drew away quietly. The second look at her face convinced Aunt Olivia
that the cure would never work.

"You feed him, please, Aunt Olivia," Rebecca Mary said; "I--couldn't.
I'll stir the muffins up."

Nothing further was ever said about keeping the Tony Trumbull rooster.
He pecked about the place in unrestrained freedom until the morning
work was done, and then Aunt Olivia carried him home in her apron.

"I concluded not to keep him--he'd likely be homesick," she said,
with a qualm of conscience; for the big, white fellow had certainly
shown no signs of homesickness. But she could not explain and reveal
the secret places of Rebecca Mary's heart. Aunt Olivia, too, had her
ideas of loyalty.

In the diary there occurred brief mention of the episode: "The Tony
Trumbull rooster has been here. I could eat him--that's how I feel
about the Tony Trumbull rooster.

"I never could have eatten Tomas Jefferson but once and then it would
have broken my heart but I was starveing. Aunt Olivia took him back."

Thomas Jefferson's grave was kept green. Rebecca Mary took her stents
down into the orchard and sat beside it, sadly stitching. She kept it
heaped with wild flowers and poppies from her own rows. Aunt Olivia's
flowers she never touched. The bitterness of Aunt Olivia's not being
sorry--perhaps being glad--rankled in her sore little soul. It would
have helped--oh yes, it would have helped.

Aunt Olivia worried on. It seemed to her that all Rebecca Mary's
meals in one meal would not have kept a kitten alive--and that reminded
her. She would try a kitten. The minister's wife had said a rooster
or a cat. A white kitten, she decided, though she could scarcely have
told why.

The kitten was better, but it was not a cure. Rebecca Mary took the
little creature to her breast and told it her grief for Thomas
Jefferson and cried her Thomas Jefferson tears into its soft, white
fur. In that way, at any rate, it was a success.

"Maybe I shall love you some day," she whispered, "but I can't yet,
while Thomas Jefferson is fresh. He's all I have room for. He was my
intimate friend--when your intimate friend is dead you can't love
anybody else right away." But she apologized to the little cat gently
--she felt that an apology was due it.

"You see how it is, little, white cat," she said. "I shall have to ask
you to wait. But if I ever have a second love, I promise it will be
you. You're a great DEAL comfortinger than that Tony Trumbull rooster!
I could love you this minute if I had never loved Thomas Jefferson.
Do you feel like waiting?"

The little, white cat waited. And Aunt Olivia waited. She made
tempting dishes for Rebecca Mary's meals, and put a ruffle into her
nightgown neck and sleeves--Rebecca Mary had always yearned for

"I don't believe she sees 'em. She don't know they're there," groaned
Aunt Olivia, impotently. "She don't see anything but Thomas Jefferson,
and I don't know as she ever will!"

But Rebecca Mary saw the ruffles and fluted them between her brown
little fingers admiringly. She tried once or twice to go and thank
Aunt Olivia, and got as far as her bedroom door. But the bitterness in
her heart stayed her hand from turning the knob. If Aunt Olivia had
only known that being sorry was the right thing to do! Strangely
enough, though Rebecca Mary's view of the matter never occurred to Aunt
Olivia, she came by and by to being sorry on her own account. Perhaps
she had been all along, underneath her disquietude for Rebecca Mary's
sorrow. Perhaps when she thought how quiet it had grown mornings, and
what a good chance there was now for a supplementary nap, she was being
sorry. When she remembered that she need not buy wheat now and yellow
corn, and that the cookies would last longer--perhaps then she was
sorry. But she did not know it. It seemed to come upon her with the
nature of a surprise on one especial day. She had been working her
un-"scrached," untrampled flower-beds.

"My grief!" she ejaculated, suddenly, as if just aware of it.
"I declare I believe I miss him, too! I believe to my soul I'd
like to hear him crow--I wouldn't mind if he came strutting in here!"
And "in here" was Aunt Olivia's beloved garden of flowers. Surely she
was being sorry now!

It was the next day that Rebecca Mary's bitterness was sweetened--
that she began to be cured. She and the little, white cat went down
together to Thomas Jefferson's resting place. When they went home--
and they went soon--Rebecca Mary got her diary and began to write in
it with eager haste. Her sombre little face had lighted up with some
inner gladness, like relief:

"Shes been there and put some lavvender on and pinks. I mean Aunt
Olivia. And shes the very fondest of her pinks and lavvender. So she
must have loved Tomas Jefferson. Shes sorry. Shes sorry. Shes sorry.
And Ime so glad."

Rebecca Mary caught up the little, white cat and cried her first tear
of joy on its neck. Then she wrote again:

"Now there are two morners instead of one. Two morners seams so mutch
lovinger than only one. I know he must feal better. I think he must
have been hurt before and so was I. I wish I dass tell Aunt Olivia how
glad I am shes sorry."

But she told only the little, white cat. The Plummer mantle of
reticence had fallen too heavily on her narrow little shoulders.
What she longed to do she did not "dass." But that evening in her
little ruffled nightgown she went to Aunt Olivia's room and thanked
her for the ruffles.

"They're beautiful," she murmured, in a small agony of shyness.
"I think it was very kind of you to ruffle me--I've always wanted
to be. Thank you very much." And then she had scurried away on
her bare feet to the safe retreat of her own room under the eaves.
Aunt Olivia, left behind, was unconsciously relieved at not having
to respond. She was glad the child had discovered the ruffles and
was pleased. It was a good sign.

"I'll mix up some pancakes in the morning," Aunt Olivia said,
complacently. "Pancakes may help along. Rebecca Mary is fond
of 'em."

The pinks and the fragrant lavender appeared to have established
a certain unspoken comradeship between the two "morners" of Thomas
Jefferson. Thereafter Rebecca Mary went about comforted, and Aunt
Olivia relieved. The little, white cat purred about the skirts of
one and the stubbed-out toes of the other in cheerful content.

"Well?" the minister's wife queried, in a moment of social intercourse
after church. She and Aunt Olivia walked down the aisle together.

"She's getting over it--or beginning to," nodded Aunt Olivia.
"That other rooster didn't work, but I think the little cat is
going to. She hugs it."

"Good! But she still mourns Thomas Jef--"

"Of course!" Aunt Olivia interposed, rather crisply. "You couldn't
expect her to get over it all in a minute. He was a remarkable

"She misses him, herself," inwardly smiled the minister's little wife.
Whether by virtue of her relationship to the minister or by her own
virtue, she had learned to read human nature with a degree of accuracy.

"I looked at myself in the glass tonight," confessed Rebecca Mary's
diary, "but it was on acount of the rufles. I think Ime not quite so
homebly in rufles. I think Aunt Olivia was kind to rufle me. I should
like to ware this night gown in the day time. I wish folks did."

The pencil slipped out of Rebecca Mary's fingers and rolled on the
floor, to the undoing of the little, white cat, who had gone to bed in
his basket. Rebecca Mary caught him up as he darted after the pencil,
and hugged him in an odd little ecstasy. She felt oddly happy.

"You little, white cat!" she cried, muffledly, her face in his thick
coat, "you've waited and waited, but I think I'm going to love you now
--you needn't wait any more."

The Feel Doll

The minister uttered a suppressed note of warning as solid little
steps sounded in the hall. It was he who threw a hasty covering
over the doll. The minister's wife sewed on undisturbedly. She
did worse than that.

"Come here, Rhoda," she called, "and tell me which you like
better, three tucks or five in this petticoat?"

"Five," promptly, upon inspection. Rhoda pulled away the
concealing cover and regarded the stolid doll with tilted head.
"She's 'nough like my Pharaoh's Daughter to be a blood relation,"
she remarked. "She's got the Pharaoh complexion."

"Spoken like MY daughter!" laughed the minister. "But I thought
new dolls in this house were always surprises. And here's Mrs.
Minister making doll petticoats out in the open!"

"This is Rebecca Mary's--I'm dressing a doll for Rebecca Mary,
Robert. She's eleven years old and never had a doll! Rhoda's ten
and has had-- How many dolls have you had, Rhoda?"

"Gracious! Why, Pharaoh's Daughter, an' Caiapha, an' Esther the
Beautiful Queen, an' the Children of Israel--five o' them--an'
Mrs. Job, an'--"

"Never mind the rest, dear. You hear, Robert? Do you think Rhoda
would be alive now if she'd never had a doll?"

The minister pondered the question. "Maybe not, maybe not," he
decided; "but possibly the dolls would have been."

"Don't make me smile, Robert. I'm trying to make you cry. If
Rebecca Mary were sixty instead of eleven I should dress her a

"Then why not one for Miss Olivia?"

"I may dress her one," undauntedly, "if I find out she never had
one in her life."

"She never did." The minister's voice was positive. "And for that
reason, dear, aren't you afraid she would not approve of Rebecca
Mary's having one? Isn't it rather a delicate mat--"

"Don't, Robert, don't discourage me. It's going to be such a
beautiful doll! And you needn't tell me that poor little eleven-
year-old woman-child won't hold out her empty arms for it. Robert, you're a minister; would it be wrong to give it to her STRAIGHT?"

"Straight, dear?"

"Yes; without saying anything to her aunt Olivia. Tell me.
Rhoda's gone. Say it as--as liberally as you can."

The minister for answer swept doll, petticoat, and minister's
wife into his arms, and kissed them all impartially.

"Think if it were Rhoda," she pleaded.

"And you were 'Aunt Olivia'? You ask me to think such hard
things, dear! If I could stop being a minister long enough--"

"Stop?" she laughed; but she knew she meant keep on. With a sigh
she burrowed a little deeper in his neck. "Then I'll ask Aunt
Olivia first," she said.

She went back to her tucking. Only once more did she mention
Rebecca Mary. The once was after she had come downstairs from
tucking the children into bed. She stood in the doorway with the
look in her face that mothers have after doing things like that.
The minister loved that look.

"Robert, nights when I kiss the children--you knew when you married
me that I was foolish--I kiss little lone Rebecca Mary, too. I began
the day Thomas Jefferson died--I went to the Rebecca-Mary-est
window and threw her a kiss. I went tonight. Don't say a word;
you knew when you married me."

Aunt Olivia received the resplendent doll in silence. Plummer
honesty and Plummer politeness were at variance. Plummer politeness said: "Thank her. For goodness' sake, aren't you going to thank
the minister's wife?" But Plummer honesty, grim and yieldless,
said, "You can't thank her, because you're not thankful." So Aunt
Olivia sat silent, with her resplendent doll across her knees.

"For Rebecca Mary," the minister's wife was saying, in rather a
halting way. "I dressed it for her. I thought perhaps she never--"

"She never," said Aunt Olivia, briefly. Strange that at that particular
instant she should remember a trifling incident in the child's
far-off childhood. The incident had to do with a little, white
nightgown rolled tightly and pinned together. She had found Rebecca
Mary in her little waist and petticoat cuddling it in bed.

"It's a dollie. Please 'sh, Aunt Olivia, or you'll wake her up!"
the child had whispered, in an agony. "Oh, you're not agoing to
turn her back to a nightgown? Don't unpin her, Aunt Olivia--it
will kill her! I'll name her after you if you'll let her stay."

"Get up and take your clothes off." Strange Aunt Olivia should
remember at this particular instant; should remember, too, that
the pin had been a little rusty and came out hard. Rebecca Mary
had slid out of bed obediently, but there had been a look on her
little brown face as of one bereaved. She had watched the pin
come out, and the nightgown unroll, in stricken silence. When it
hung released and limp over Aunt Olivia's arm she had given one
little cry:

"She's dead!"

The minister's wife was talking hurriedly. Her voice seemed a
good way off; it had the effect of coming nearer and growing
louder as Aunt Olivia stepped back across the years.

"Of course you are to do as you think best about giving it to her,"
the minister's wife said, unwillingly. This came of being a minister's wife! "But I think--I have always thought--that little girls ought--
I mean Rhoda ought--to have dolls to cuddle. It seems part of their--her--inheritance." This was hard work! If Miss Olivia
would not sit there looking like that--.

"As if I'd done something unkind!" thought the gentle little mother, indignantly. She got up presently and went away. But Aunt Olivia,
with the doll hanging unhealthily over her arm, followed her to
the door. There was something the Plummer honesty insisted upon Aunt Olivia's saying. She said it reluctantly:

"I think I ought to tell you that I've never believed in dolls.
I've always thought they were a waste of time and kept children
from learning to do useful things. I've brought Rebecca Mary up
according to my best light."

"Worst darkness!" thought the minister's wife, hotly.

"She's never had a doll. I never had one. I got along. I could
make butter when I was seven. So perhaps you'd better take the

"No, no! Please keep it, Miss Olivia, and if you should ever change
your mind--I mean perhaps sometime--good-bye. It's a beautiful day, isn't it?"

Aunt Olivia took it up into the guest chamber and laid it in an
empty bureau drawer. She closed the drawer hastily. She did not
feel as duty-proof as she had once felt, before things had happened--softening things that had pulled at her heartstrings and weakened her. The quilt on the guest chamber bed was one of the
things; she would not look at it now. And the sheets under the quilt--and the grave of Thomas Jefferson that she could see from
the guest chamber window. Aunt Olivia was terribly beset with the temptation to take the doll out to Rebecca Mary in the garden.

"Are you going to do it?" demanded Duty, confronting her. "Are
you going to give up all your convictions now? Rebecca Mary's in
her twelfth year-pretty late to begin to humor her. I thought
you didn't believe in humoring."

"I unpinned the nightgown," parried Aunt Olivia, on the defensive.
"I never let her make another one."

"But you're weakening now. You want to let her have THIS doll."

"It seems like part of--of her inheritance."

"Lock that drawer!"

Aunt Olivia turned the key unhappily. It was not that her "convictions" had changed--it was her heart.

She went up at odd times and looked at the doll the minister's wife
had dressed. She had an unaccountable, uncomfortable feeling that
it was lying there in its coffin--that Rebecca Mary would have said, "She's dead."

It was a handsome doll. Aunt Olivia was not acquainted with dolls,
but she acknowledged that. She admired it unwillingly. She liked
its clothes--the minister's wife had not spared any pains. She had
not stinted in tucks nor ruffles.

Once Aunt Olivia took it out and turned it over in her hands with
critical intent, but there was nothing to criticise. It was a
beautiful doll. She held it with a curious, shy tenderness. But
that time she did not sit down with it. It was the next time.

The rocker was so near the bureau, and Aunt Olivia was tired--and
the doll was already in her arms. She only sat down. For a minute
she sat quite straight and unrelaxed, then she settled back a
little--a little more. The doll lay heavily against her, its
flaxen head touching her breast. After the manner of high-bred
dolls, its eyes drooped sleepily.

Aunt Olivia began to rock--a gentle sway back and forth. She was
sixty, but this was the first time she had ever rocked a chi--a doll.
So she rocked for a little, scarcely knowing it. When she found out,
a wave of soft pink dyed her face and flowed upward redly to her hair.

"Well!" Duty jibed, mocking her.

"Don't say a word!" cried poor Aunt Olivia. "I'll put her right back."

"What good will that do?"

"I'll lock her in."

"You've locked her in before."

"I'll--I'll hide the key."

"Where you can find it! Think again."

Aunt Olivia thrust the doll back into its coffin with unsteady hands. The red in her face had faded to a faint, abiding pink. She locked
the drawer and drew out the key. She strode to the window and flung
it out with a wide sweep of her arm.

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